They Might Be Giants
drop on me some
geek punk
slam the accordion
slash the strings
and give me one more
hardcore polka beat tonight
raise the sonic boom
to the top of my soul
and tie the laces of my shoes
I’m on fire
with the jangles
parading deep into my
nicotine chest
as the musical notes
pulse throughout my thick veiny arms
as I rise from this
tattered chair
smoking a good old Joe Camel
I got the giant smile
I have the flood in my feet
I need no crane to lift my spirits
I have the band here
exploding from my beatnik speakers
and I find that I am quite pleased to be
alive on this novelty Tuesday
riding the rocking violin
and a chorus of
Do Do Do’s
I surf this tune with aplomb
joy
craziness
cool cucumbers
and a stained t-shirt
Giants…two of them
are reminding me why I have a
world that swings
love wrapped up in vinyl
and they spin
take a look now…
They are spinning
and I swear my walls are growing
wax flowers
in a joyful spurt
and I dance among them
like a tripping turkey
I’m good and solid
They Might Be Giants
…pleasure going around at
thirty three and a third
as the lime Kool-Aid keeps me
refreshed
the needle that sings these songs
are pumping out pure desire
for my waiting ears
and I say
hooray
I always say
hooray
when the band is playing
and the day is a good one
the night promises
more
and look at my arms
…wide open
and ready
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If you’re reading this, it is over. Definitively terminated. Concretely splattered. Oftentimes I’ve wondered what your final thoughts must be, falling through the sky. I don’t believe in honourable suicide, most people are probably scared, regretful, frantic. As the sky becomes Earth, as head becomes pavement, as man becomes corpse, freedom becomes absolute and unattainable. Infinite freedom requires infinite creativity. Rules grant us choices. One of those choices is whether or not to break the rules, to tap into the limitless potential beyond what has been outlined for us. To escape the dreams we’ve written, to live as an expression of our souls. To cry out in desperation, to parade in blood, to rain onto the Earth like an atom bomb. To explode into crimson passion.
The expression of my soul is as follows. What you will read now, if you are brave enough, is my blood on the pavement. I hope it is impossible to look away.
I stand at the margin which divides souls in two
The sands between the fragile earth and the sea of death
I build a castle
I dig out a moat
I fill it with water.
I watch the sculpin slowly dissipate, drowning in the sand
I build a new castle
A bigger castle, a better castle
A better-planned castle, a more beautiful castle
A romantic castle, a seductive castle
I spend 40 days building the castle
The tide has come in countless times
Stained with the corpses of sculpin and sandcrabs
filled with venom
I walk away rather than watch it crumble
I walk towards the sea
Behind me I leave two castles
one born of solitude and one born of romance
I can’t bear to look back at either
I sit down at the edge of the tide
The sand, as though it was powdered lemonade dissolving in water, begins to melt away
The sea, as though it was made of sand dusting through the wind, begins to melt away
The sky, as though it was made of water diffusing lemonade, begins to stain itself yellow
then orange
then red
Why does the sun set red?
I look to the sun for answers
I look directly into it’s crimson eyes
I’ve broken a rule
I fall
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When I was in middle school, I tried to learn how to crochet. I knew how to knit already, so I figured ‘how hard could it be’ and used my Christmas money on a brand new set of aluminum hooks and a how-to book.
To say it was difficult was an understatement. I spent hours pouring over my book, begging to gain some inkling of understanding from what felt like incomprehensible runes. My reward? One lopsided trapezoid of lumpy fabric and a resolve to never pick up a crochet hook again.
And so life went on, I finished middle school and high school without giving crochet so much as a second glance. In college, I read about how crochet couldn’t be replicated by a machine, it was unique in a way that knitting and many other fiber arts weren’t.
For Christmas last year, my girlfriend gave me what I now consider to be my most prized possession: a crocheted plush of my favorite pokemon. I raved over her skills and, since she never learned how to knit, we decided to have a yarn date at some point and teach each other our respective skills.
We never did get around to that yarn date. She passed a few months after our declaration, leaving me to inherit what was left of her yarn.
Nearly a decade after my initial attempt, I got ready for the toughest battle of my life. My weapons? One skein of yarn, a YouTube video, and a crochet hook that I had somehow never gotten rid of.
I slowly made my way through the video, redoing my work a couple times until I was satisfied with my product: a small, slightly misshapen rectangle.
I looked at my pristinely-made pokemon plush with hope for the first time in months and thought to myself, ‘maybe crocheting isn’t the hardest thing in the world, maybe you were just 12.’
Maybe this isn’t the hardest thing in the world. Maybe I’m just 21.
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Gotta keep my mind right
In this limelight
Cause after midnight
It's twice the fight
To stay on the right flight
With no sight
Echo-location
Guided vibrations
When the darkness comes to light
That's a revelation
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I'm just trying to become someone who the child inside me will not hate. I'm trying to be everything she needed and did not receive. She is so lonely still. It's not fair that she is so lonely still.
Nikita Gill
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You asked for my trust, then marred it with betrayal, wondering why the faith was lost.
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Grieving, grieving, constantly grieving.
I mourn what could have been, what should have been, what will not be, what I cannot save.
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i never wanted you to leave.
six-word poem.
d.b.a
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"Why do you care so much about accidentally leaving people out?" Because I've had friend groups where they were the planets and I was their Pluto.
I've had friend groups where our dynamics revolved around a Sun, with everyone vying for their attention if only to bask in their light for a mere moment. Where our thinly strung bonds collapsed the second our Sun left.
I've had friend groups where they bonded as Saturn's rings, finding solace in their shared shortcomings while isolating those more talented than them.
But I've also had friend groups where we bond as Neptune and Uranus—so similar we could be known as twins. Friend groups like Venus and Earth: so awfully different, yet it was those differences that kept us together.
And I would rather create a social system like the latter than the former.
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McDonald Avenue Solitude
Man, was I alone
I was down to zero friends
with family
hours away
I had a cat
but that was my only
interaction with
something alive
even my phone flew the
white flag of surrender
5 rooms with
a front and back porch
I frequented the front often
so I could smoke my
solitary cigarettes
and watch the Chenango River
slip down slowly
into town
I tried to sleep often
to escape the pounding of my ears
and heart…
to rest my weary legs
from the miles that I paced around that apartment
as the somber music played
but sleep never came easy
so I’d drop a few pills
to get me into that
wavy, hazy tiredness
I picked up a dandy of a
methadone addiction
from a bum hip
a year or so earlier
so I always had them
to help
put me down
My legs
restless and hot
I’d shake them hard
to remove the
invisible insects
that crawled around within calves
…nightmarish…
I’d fall asleep
only to wake up
a while later
with a great desire
to
sleep again
but a man can only
slumber for so often
and I’d be forced to rise
and begin the pacing back up
not a single soul to visit me
not a person on the planet
who’d be stopping over
now, don’t get me wrong…
I’m all for being alone
Hell, I can handle it
and enjoy it as well
but
when days eek into weeks and then months
then I had a problem
sadly though
I exist within the cruelty of
social anxiety
so I never went out for an evening…
never tried to make a friend
…male or female
just alone… alone
with that beautiful cat
who would
eventually
pass away
the day after Christmas, 2013.
So, I wrote poetry
and ignored all desires
to crack a can
and become a drunkard…again
this lasted about
two years
two years
lost within myself
two years
of crybaby masturbation
and a sink constantly filled with
coffee mugs
and spoons
Now, I am out of that home
and in a new one
filled with more rooms, more cats
and a woman who decided to take me on
and…
it didn’t make me a stronger or weaker
it was just a thing
that happened in my adult life
and I survived it
although,
sometimes, I miss it
and I’m not sure why
But I do like to pretend
that my lonely soul
…my living ghost, if you will
is still there
pacing with nothing to look forward to
walking towards no prize
trying to sleep and survive
as the world continues on
outside the front window
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My Pet Carcass
I get lonely as a peripatetic.
A wanderer of lives, an inhabitant of the in-between.
So I keep a pet.
It gets hungry.
I feed it.
It gets tired.
I let it rest.
Day in, and day out.
But lately it's been getting lonely.
So I dissolve it in a tub of acid.
And I wear its skin.
And I try my best to resolve this feeling.
It still gets hungry.
So I eat.
It still gets tired.
So I tuck myself into bed.
Day in, and day out, it still gets lonely.
My pet’s skin begins to wither away.
Rotted by its unresolved needs.
So I melt it again. And again. And again.
And each time I change the person behind the carcass.
Until there's nothing left of me.
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I’m just pieces of everyone I’ve met. I want to be myself for once. Maybe then I’ll be healed.
-I love you. Take care of yourself.
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Tuesday March 21.
World Poetry Day.
Today is a celebration—but perhaps, like all celebrations, just what we are commemorating is something that we must treasure each and every day. Poetry, some might say, is just that: the treasure that artists mine from the sham and drudgery of day-to-day life. For the poet, their art is found not by searching for the exotic, mysterious, glamourous, or seductive, but by what they find before them. What is mundane and routine is as much material to be mined as life's intensities or spectacles. For the poet, the world really is their oyster. And for the rest of us, the work they produce is that very pearl. And every shade of experience, whether joy, grief, banality, intrigue, and beauty, are encapsulated in words, spaces, silence, images, and form. Whether by skill, or by chance, no one really knows, but perhaps the mess and the mystery are one and the same as its profundity. With that in mind, let's celebrate a good thing. And a good thing that is ours each and every day. It's #world poetry day.
With that in mind, we invite you to mark the day here on Tumblr. After all, there is simply no better community of poets and artists who make up this creative sphere, and the evergreen world of all things poetry is, well, your world.
And when all is said and done, you better get writing x
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Everything is chaos to me
Fracturing of reality
Fibonacci Sequence on Planck scales
Spiraling to infinity
Back to root out thoughts of squares
Pixelating the Visage of mentality
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