#cries for the 14837463783836th time in a week

[silkylious]

*cries in crippling academic anxiety*

#bro im this -><- close to going bat shit insane #MY EXAMS AREN'T UNTIL OCTOBER AND I FEEL LIKE IM WASTING SO MUCH TIME #like i already started biology and that on its own is fucking destroying me mentally #fuck #and i still haven't found a psych teacher and MY EXAM IS IN OCTOBER I HAVE LIKE 2 MONTHS TO FINISH ALL THE MATERIAL #cries for the 14837463783836th time in a week #why is it so hard to find teachers dude what the fuck is this #LMAO MY MARKS ARE COMING OUT IN A COUPLE WEEKS TOOA #AND WHY IS IT SO HARD TO MAKE A CV ???? #IM HIGHLY QUALIFIED BUT THIS UGLY ASS CV FORMATTING IS GONNA MAKE EVERY SINGLE UNI ON EARTH REJECT ME IMMEDIATELY LOL #personal statement? suddenly i am Jared 19— #like #why are all my writing skills eluding me rn WHEN I NEED THEM MOST #bruh that's also wishful thinking on my part lmao what's to say i won't need to retake everything i did last session once marks come out #honestly might just self study my way through psych and pray to fuck i don't fail i NEED to start soon #*bangs head against wall* #oh yeah wait i might not even be QUALIFIED FOR EXAMINATION BECAUSE THE EDUCATION MINISTERY IS SHIT AHAHAHAH #😐 #the fact that my mom just had to travel this past month and won't be here for my birthday is a cherry on top #tired of crying atp but fuck dude #dl