First time joining the DABB this year! Here's my art part for the fic by @imbiowaresbitch. Read it here!
Rating: Explicit
Summary:
Corypheus has been defeated, but there are still troubles in Thedas for the Inquisitor and her companions to face, together and apart. Skyhold has grown quieter with the departure of so many people, but Cullen is glad that Dorian remains, continuing their chess matches and their friendship. There is something building between them, but Cullen isn’t certain it’s the right time to speak.
When Dorian accompanies Adaar to Emprise du Lion to deal with not one but two High Dragons, his magic activates some unknown artefact, and he finds himself transformed. And while many would find his new form comely, Dorian is miserable and desperate to return to himself.
Cullen is equally disturbed and dedicates himself to finding the magical solution to Dorian’s plight, knowing he could never speak his heart until Dorian is restored.
Author's note: Please note that this fic addresses dysphoria strongly. Nothing happens between Cullen and Dorian while Dorian is in a woman’s form, this is NOT a het romance fic. But we visit Dorian’s thoughts about his body, his fear and repulsion, and he’s misgendered a time or two.
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MLM!Cullen Fic Rec List
Inspired by this post. Here is my fic rec list of some of my favorite fics with queer Cullen. Happy Pride :) 🏳️🌈 🏳️🌈 🏳️🌈
Cullen/Dorian
Only True in Fairy Tales by Dragonflies_and_Katydids
Summary: In which Dorian is a special forces operative, Bull is his partner, and Cullen is the guy they're sent to rescue. Hijinks ensue. // Words: 110150
Modern AU. Dragonflies_and_Katydids makes me read the weirdest stuff. But their work is always captivating. The more ridiculous set up the better outcome, I promise. This one is both ridiculous and absolutely perfect. And somehow one of the very few modern au fics in which Cullen's lyrium addiction is well transfered without making it literal.
Fashionably Late by tsurai
For the tumblr prompt: Cullen/Dorian Soulmates AU? <3 "Maker’s breath, this is absolutely the worst timing, he thinks distantly." // Words: 1038
This is but a tiny thing but I'm a sucker for a soulmate AU. Would I love it more if it was 150,000 words? Yes. But I'm just greedy.
COLD HANDS, WARM HEART by spicyshimmy, stonelions
Summary: Cullen and Dorian's friendship deepens. Cullen is a romantic. Dorian is literally cold. Cullen is no longer certain what he would consider surprising. Mages and Templars working in perfect cooperation, perhaps. Evil and corruption disappearing into the ground along with the blight, blood magic falling so far out of favor it ceased to be. A united Thedas: that would be a surprise. // Words: 25369
I think this is most recced Cullrian fic and for a good reason. Slow burn, drama, all the delights.
Light In This Darken'd Time Breaks by RamonaDecember
Summary: Cullen wouldn't say he hates mages, not anymore, but he can't see himself ever trusting one again. Dorian is no exception. The mage is off-color, self-important, and all together too much for Cullen to deal with. So why is it that every time Cullen is at his lowest, Dorian seems to be the only person by his side? // Words: 121289
Slow burn with 121289 words, what more do you want?
Cullen/Bull
Jump In by Dragonflies_and_Katydids
Summary: In which Cullen is almost terminally awkward, Bull and Dorian are literally brothers (because why not?), and Bull tries really hard to be good. Or: In which Dorian tries to set up his brother and his roommate, if he can avoid killing them for being so clueless.
(You might get cavities from reading it. Don't say I didn't warn you.) // Words: 33700
What did I say about Dragonflies_and_Katydids and ridiculous premises? But if you're as delighted with awkward Cullen as am I - enjoy.
Dragons from Stars in an Empty Sky by Midna_Ronoa
Summary: The one in which Bull takes Cullen dragon-hunting. // Words: 10423
Fluff and smut and dragons!
Stuck on the Puzzle by thespectaclesofthor
Summary: Once, back in Kirkwall, Cullen had an arrangement with a member of the city guard that satisfied his needs. But time changed all things, and he despaired of ever finding a similar arrangement again - that was, until he met The Iron Bull. Problem being that Bull seemed to care far more about sorting out the nitty-gritty of such an arrangement than Cullen ever has. // Words: 235586
No fic rec lists that can involve Bullen canot do without Stuck on the Puzzle. If you haven't read it - please give it a try. As far as I'm concerned - the best fic in the fandom. And definately one of the best fics in general. <3
Cullen/Dorian/Bull
Exit Light by Dragonflies_and_Katydids
Summary: In which Cullen is suicidally depressed, Dorian is a high-functioning alcoholic, and Bull just wants them both to be happy, except when he wants to crack their heads together for being emotionally stunted idiots. // Words: 77427
This premise is actually very close to canon, compared to some other stories by the same author recced here. The angst? Delightful. The smut? Delicious. The exploration of issues? Delectable! Cheff kisses all around.
to burn cool and collected by toomanyhometowns
Summary: Dorian hums. "Here is the function of the spell: Upon invocationne, ye caster's spyryt shal sterte to ye form of whomsoever mofte recently achieved releafe by hys hande." He taps the page in punctuation and looks back up. "And then there's a lot of text about the vast joys we may experience together, et cetera, et cetera." // Words: 16121
Ok, this list shows more than anything that my main delight is issues and angst wrapped in with porn. Anyway - cracky premise (body swap!), and angsty, sexy outcome.
Hold by queeniegalore
Summary: Everyone knows Cullen doesn't trust magic. But he trusts Dorian and Bull, so maybe they can make this work. // Words: 6654
Issues? Trauma? Kink? I'm a one trick pony when it comes to recs.
Cullen/Cole
Okay now that we’ve gotten the obvious out, let’s enjoy the trully unexpected enjoyment.
Into The Light (Cole/Cullen Ficlets) by Sinister_Kid
Summary: A series of what I hope are tasteful Cole/Cullen fics that don't exploit or overly sexualize Cole's developing character. Based on a prompt I filled out of boredom in which I imagined the spirit actually hearing someone's pain like a physical noise in his ears that caused discomfort. Explores the option of making Cole more human, with my own original take on how that affects him as a character, and depicts Cole developing romantic feelings for the Commander as he discovers what it means to be human. // Words: 20454
I admit I don't often read Cole shippy fics but this one stays true to the info in the summary and it is careful and tasteful. Also Cullen learning to speak with Cole properly - <333
Cullen/Varric
Verse & Volley Triptych by boycoffin
Summary: POSSIBLE TITLES:
This Shit Was Even Weirder: A Surprisingly Not-Doomed Romance In The Shadow of the Apocalypse
The Commander and the Rogue already taken, Antivan maritime smut with an elf girl in it
How The Hell I Ended Up With That Guy: A Tale for The People Who Keep Asking Me About It In Bars
The Short and Curlies that's just terrible
Love Among the tropey garbage
A Tale of Two Names pretentious and unclear
The Penman's Paramour
Memoirs of a Moron (That He's Going to Regret Publishing and Will Never Hear The End Of for As Long As He Lives) // Words: 133354
One of the very few fics in which I can not only accept but love 1st person POV. Crack. Slow-burn. Pennames. Lovable OCs. DELICIOUS. Also a fic that made me start this blog, so love all around.
Cullen/Krem
Last but not least, my delightful fave (maybe, possibly, probably) and involving a shameless self-plug because it’s the month of pride.
Swordplay by orphan_account
Summary: The Bull's Chargers are undisciplined, untested, and unprofessional; but Cullen can't stop thinking about their lieutenant. // Words: 3910
I have a soft spot for whoever Krem being shipped with not knowing he's trans at first. But also oblivious, pining Cullen <3
If you have been starving, a creature of bone by missivesfromghosts
Summary: Cullen is content with where he is. He has a life and a purpose. He’s doing the Maker’s work and he’s cut the Chantry’s leash on him. He barely thinks about the fact that he’s trans anymore. The last person who knew he was born anything different, barring his sister Mia, died during the Blight. This works for him.
That is, until he starts falling for Krem. // Words: 769
A tiny thing but I have a soft spot for the idea. Also what's better than a ship with trans character? A ship with two trans characters. Keep that in mind for further recs actually.
Sweet, Merciful Andraste by Tainaron
Summary: PWP. Honestly, Cullen should invest in walls and a ceiling that don't have holes if he's going to keep having such loud sex.
Pure, unapologetic smut between trans men who love each other. // Words: 4187
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ What more do you want from me? Sometimes porn is just porn. Enjoy.
Champions of the Just by Tainaron
Summary: En route to Griffin Wing Keep before the battle of Adamant, Cullen falls prey to an injury that reveals a shameful secret about his trauma with magic. As Cullen struggles with his past, his duty to the Inquisition, and his love life, he becomes increasingly uncertain if he’s the target of an assassination attempt or just his own personal demons. // Words: 67885
Well, I also have some plottier and angstier fics in my rec disposal. This one actually explores the problems Krem and Cullen could encounter in their relationship and all within the canon plot line. Plus bonus points of Cullen actually interacting with other Chargers.
cabbage: a love story by psikeval
Summary: Krem’s grin fades into a quiet smirk, his eyes warm and amused, and Cullen does not forget how to move his legs because he is a grown man, a leader of soldiers, commander of the Inquisition’s army.
He breaks the silence by coughing loudly, because he is also an imbecile. // Words: 18932
Creme de la creme of Krem/Cullen fics <3 Fluff, crack, porn <3 This delightful series has it all!
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My friend @forgottencuttlefish is a big ole riot on TikTok and got involved in some Dorian shenanigans, so she commissioned me for some Culrian based on the jokes that ensued!
In other news please give Dorian any other outfit @ Bioware
Commissions are open!
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i literally just saw someone say that they got the feeling that ‘ador/ibull wasnt written to appeal to mlm’ when dorian was literally written by a gay man who realized writing dialogue w/ bull’s writer that he liked their dynamic but O.K.
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COFFEESHOP.odt!!!!
hahaha oh man, this was such an old idea of mine that I never figured out where to go with, I wanted to write a oneshot or some kind of short thing but every plot I could think of just seemed to spiral into nothing . Anyway, it was a very jokey premise of the Inquisition party being dropped out of a rift and into a modern cofeeshop setting that they need to figure out how to get back from. Some kind of mystic forces have them trapped in just the coffeeshop and there's no magic/fantasy stuff. I just re-read it and I still think it's hilarious and I wish I had any idea what to do with it because it was going to include gems like
- janitor blackwall
- cassandra disapproving of skirts
- an incredibly cheesy thedas-themed coffeeshop
- Vivienne disapproving of incredibly cheesy thedas-themed coffee shop decor
- Cole breaking the fourth wall while drinking lattes
- the advisors are all modern au doppelgangers shenanigans
- tasteful culrian? Maybe? Just for funsies?
I wrote like one whole chapter of this lol:
“This is a coffee shop AU.” Said Cole, plainly. He was wearing an oversized and slightly tattered grey sweater, blue jeans, and mismatched socks. He did not have an apron, nor shoes for that matter, but he did have a name-tag pin, like that on all the others' aprons. “Cole” it said, and in smaller letters underneath: “In Training”.
“A whaty-what-what?” Sera rose from the floor. Cole stared out over the counter at the rest of the shop, blankly.
“I believe what Cole is trying to say,” started Solas, also examining the environment, and also sporting the green apron over a new outfit consisting of loose cotton pants and a hemp tunic, “is that we've somehow been transported – perhaps we are in the fade, or perhaps this is another magic like that which took the Inquisitor and Dorian forward in time at Redcliffe – to an alternate sort of reality, in which we are the employees in a...café.”
“Huh?” Said Sera.
“You're shitting me.” Said Bull.
“How do we get back?” Demanded Cassandra.
“Presumably the same way we came.” Solas replied.
“About that...” Dorian interrupted, a troubled look on his face. He reached a hand out in front of him and flicked his wrist. Nothing happened. “I don't seem able to use magic here, wherever this is.” Solas tried as well, also to no avail.
“It seems you are correct. Something is blocking my abilities.”
“I don't feel so much blocked as... non-magical.” Replied Dorian with a slight shudder. He and Solas both donned very serious, almost-traumatized expressions at this.
“What? So you're both all normal?” Sera asked, “is that bad?” She paused, looking at Solas, then burst out laughing. “Hey elfy! Your ears have shrunk!”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Lookit your ears! They've gone all flatlike!”
Solas clasped a hand to his right ear. They were still pointed, slightly, but they were indeed flat to his head and almost the same in size and shape as human ears.
“Nevermind his ears, I've got no horns!” Shouted Bull. Sera clasped her hands to her ears as well.
"Andraste's tits! No more elves!”
Dorian looked thoughtful. “So does this mean that... wherever we are, elves and Qunari don't exist? Only humans?”
“And Dwarves!” Varric piped up. Indeed, he looked much the same.
“Cole, can you still hear our thoughts and feelings?” Dorian asked, still musing.
“I'm not sure. I want a latte.” Cole made himself a latte.
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hi! loved the first chapter of your culrian fic!!! i love that pairing so muchhhhhh do you have some ficrecs??
last time someone asked me for fic recs i literally read the entire tag and made a masterpost because i read so much but this time you’ll be glad to know i’ve already read the entire tag (a lot of fics twice over) so you don’t need to wait around for my extra ass. i’ll be honest tho, i order them by kudos and work from there (i’m not used to a decently sized tag my fandoms are much smaller lmfao) so you can do the same if you’re particular about what you like but don’t know where to start! here’s a few i remembered really enjoying tho that are mostly multichapter works.
built from the fire - it’s ongoing and hasn’t been updated in a while but i think/hope op will come back to it because the characterisations and dynamics r bloody brilliant
gentle beasts both - a really lovely modern au, beautiful and sometimes sad but mostly just really calming to read
we the sunset - by the same author of gbb, post-inquisition, lots of dogs. very healing
the inescapable risk of intimacy - i love a good character/relationship study what can i say
terrible liar - my pet peeve is when people write cullen as a virgin so this one’s a great exploration of the d/s dynamic between the two of them plus feelings (because naturally there’s always feelings involved)
compelled by good alone - lots of porn in this one too but the premise is just ridiculous enough to be great imo. a magical healing cock…… am i right ladies
cold hands, warm heart - a one shot but it’s a long’n and a great slow build exploring their growing relationship
hopefully you haven’t already read all of these and sorry i couldn’t link more one shots (it’s just hard to remember which ones i enjoyed enough to rec ngl) but here’s to hoping this is useful for anyone looking for cullrian fics - enjoy!! and glad you liked the first chapter of mine too ♡
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To-Do-List
Okay, so now that the Reversebang is done and my brain had some time to cool down again, it’s time to face what else I have on my plate. Therefore, I shall do a To-Do-List. This list will include various parts:
On the desk - Stories that need to be written or have gone through the various stages in my head and are ready to be written.
On the plotting table - Stories that I have decided on writing but that need a structure and a rough outline. Shortstories are usually not included on this part.
The Hold-file - Stories and WIPs that are old (sometimes a couple of years old) and need to be revisited. Because I can’t give up on some stories.
The non-writerly handbasket of yarn - My knitting, crocheting and stitching projects.
On the desk
The birthday stories from my calendar for the months May, June and July - 4 stories in total
Prompts in my inbox - 10 stories and 3 Meme replies
On the plotting table
Johnlock - Eden - Sherlock (BBC)/Assassin’s Creed fusion fic and continuation of Return
Sterek - actor/kid!fic - plot revision - new timeline needed
McHanzo - roadtrip story based on 100 ways to say ‘I love you’
McHanzo - ‘We met online’ story based on @ssaravinter‘s gorgeous art
Sterek - Second installment of the ‘Angel’s series
McHanzo - Adventures with Noodle-dragons
Culrian - Sentinel and Guide
Thal/Frey/Zev + Tally - Family stories in collaboration with @crashed-down-in-a-hurricane
The Hold-file
Sterek - The Hut in the Forest
Drarry - Russian Blue (still on LJ but will be brought to Ao3 - not sure when)
Spander - Thy Human Sire (LJ to Ao3 - date not yet set)
The non-writerly handbasket of yarn
Finish @fleshwerks‘ socks with their cat-pattern (and probably a scarf, too)
Getting rid of leftover yarn by making Granny Squares and putting those together for something or other
Finishing my jumper (though it may become something of a vet -stupid sleeves!)
That doesn’t look intimidating ... nope ... not at all. Oh dear. Anyway, if I forgot something - or you remember me talking about something, or you want to ask about one or two of these - feel free to talk to me! Thank you!
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Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age (Video Games)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dorian Pavus/Cullen Rutherford
Characters: Dorian Pavus, Cullen Rutherford, Iron Bull, Solas
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Medieval, lion!cullen, mages are witches, Curses, The Lion of Ferelden
Summary:
Aureus was on the bed, which was barely big enough for Dorian’s luxurious tastes already, but froze when he noticed the glare Dorian sent him. He was acting like one of those Mabaris who could kill on sight but begged for affection from their master.
“You want to cuddle?” Aureus, reassured by the calm tone of his voice, continued to crawl closer and sprawled against Dorian, one of his paws resting across his chest and his fur tickling his face. He was also very warm, a furnace against Dorian’s cold limbs. The witch turned on his side with a hum of contentment and returned to sleep, his hand loosely gripping Aureus’ mane.
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In an universe in which mages are few and viewed as evil witches, Dorian is a secluded necromancer who helps people at his own conditions. He's used to a solitary life until a lion at his door changes everything.
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Dorian/Cullen
Cullen has played chess many times, with many people. Men and women, strong people, proud people, cocky people. Sometimes they were beautiful, or clever, or quick-witted, or cruel. He’d played with his family, with friends, with other templars when the nights felt stretched out and unending.
So what hasn’t ceased to surprise him isn’t anything specific about the game, nor even about who he’s been playing it with -- just about how he feels about the whole thing. Because this is not what he usually thinks of when he thinks of chess.
There’s a hot burn or a buzz or-- there’s something writhing in his chest, something part the anxiety he’d felt when first being given over to the Chantry, something part the excitement he felt when he’d been congratulated by his new brothers and sisters. Something else he’d felt when the Inquisitor had smiled lingeringly at him, or in the snatches of boyhood romance, quick flirtations behind trees and flushed cheeks.
“You seem far away, Commander.” Dorian leaned back, smiling broadly, and yes -- Maker, that was a clever move.
“Hardly,” he protested, but even he heard how distracted he sounded. And yes, Dorian’s smile grew.
He wished it didn’t make him feel more of whatever this was.
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Best one: Imagine Dorian, Krem and the Inquisitor taking time off with Cullen to have Cullen explain to Mia that all of them are in a relationship and that he's known he's into men as well since Samson in Kirkwall.
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I was all about Cullen/Dorian until I saw ppl talking about "consensually torturing" Cullen and guys, look -
Can we pls just remember that Cullen was literally tortured by a Desire Demon, and that this torture probably went on for weeks and was so extreme that Cullen was the only Templar to survive it?
And also that much of this torture was obviously sexual in nature, and that there is in fact a very strong argument to be made that Cullen is canonically a rape survivor?
Like I am def not saying that you shouldn't ship Cullen and Dorian, or even that you can't write Cullen as being into kinky sex.
I am just saying can you please, please, please be careful of how you handle this?
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age: Inquisition
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Dorian Pavus/Cullen Rutherford
Characters: Dorian Pavus, Cullen Rutherford, Male Lavellan
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Mentions of Past Torture, Anxiety, Cullen has issues, Fluff, Slow Build/Burn
Summary:
Dorian leaned over the table, concerned. He almost placed his hand on Cullen’s before the blond got on his feet. “Are you alright?”
He was shaking, his heart rate fastening. “No. It’s too much.” He pressed his hand against his chest, breathing deeply. “Can you leave, please?”
Dorian opened his mouth, closed it, and rose from his chair as well. “Of course.” His lean frame quickly made it to the door, and Dorian meant to add something, but he didn’t know what, so he simply left.
Eyes tightly shut, Cullen began to pray. He was alive, everything was fine.
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Cullen is submitted at the Skyhold Psychiatric Clinic, diagnosed with PTSD after the events at Kinloch Hold. He suffers from anxiety and is unable to leave his room. His therapist convinces him to meet a mage on a regular basis to work on his issues. The other therapies didn't work, what could be different about this one after all?
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Now imagine Dorian, Krem or Samson taking time off with Cullen to go visit Mia and having him explain their relationship.
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