#cult programming

[that-gay-jedi]

Disability often comes with a massive rearranging of identity, even when there's little or no change to one's physical appearance. For Anakin this coincided with the absolute shattering of his identity that was 1. Operation Knightfall and 2. Mustafar, and with the reforging of one's identity traditional of Sith apprentices. To further disrupt his prior identity, he now essentially has two bodies- the metal monster seen by the outside world, and the injured remnants of his organic body spending so much time in bacta.

So, like with any radical alteration of identity, there's going to be an inevitable transition phase, which may be long or short, and I'm willing to bet his definitely lasted longer than initially recovering from surgery and physically adapting to the suit.

It's no wonder he no longer sees himself as human, especially since Palpatine had total control over his entire transition phase. That's... well, so there are certain psychological effects of abuse that almost exclusively happen to children because adults who endure the same mistreatment already have a formed identity. But the identity of an adult can still be disrupted or even dissolved in various ways.  And one common model of the process of indoctrination into a cult is that a person's previous identity and worldview are systemically "unfrozen", molded to fit the cult, and then "refrozen." The Sith are generally thought of as a cult.

The fact that he can even remember Anakin Skywalker at all, let alone still be him, and eventually shoulder the guilt well enough to come back to the light- just, Jesus fucking Christ. Pals, I could not.

#anakin skywalker #darth vader #revenge of the sith #sw rots #disabled vader #disability in fiction #disability in sw #indoctrination #anakin's fall #grief #identity disruption #everyone stop ignoring the fact that vaderkin is disabled challenge 2k22 #trauma psychology #sheev palpatine #darth sidious #sidious you sick fuck die in a cheap hotel fire #star wars #the chosen one #cult programming #psychological abuse #emotional abuse #sw meta #meta

[unwelcome-ozian]

can people with intelluctual disabilitys be programmed? can the core be the host? can the host have a lower emotional or mental age?

For government/military programming: ADHD=Yes Apert Syndrome=No Autism=No Cerebral Palsy=No Developmental Delay=No Developmental Hearing Loss=No Down Syndrome=No Foetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorder=No Fragile X Syndrome=No Kernicterus=No Language and Speech Disorders=Depends on severity Learning Disorders=Depends on severity Prader-Willi=No Phenylketonuria (PKU)=No Muscular Dystrophy=No Tourette Syndrome=programming may have begun will cease if severe. Vision Impairment=No Williams Syndrome=No

In a cult or high-control group methods of programming and standards are different from government agencies. Most people can be taught through conditioning to respond to stimulus.

Core/original alter/part is an outdated term. Dissociative identity disorder forms before a child’s identity comes together, therefore there was never any “original” to create parts from. In DID, those parts never came together.

Host-Alter(s) that function in daily living. There may be a “day host”, a “night host” for the cult, or hosts for various times in the person’s life. Host alters are responsible for most aspects of daily life. Teams of alters may divide up daily life into more manageable and specialised tasks such as socialisation, school, work, and taking care of the body.

Yes, the host can have a different age and act the age they believe they are.

#answers to questions #intellectual disabilities #Cult programming #TBMC

[harvest-church-survivor]

please message us anything you know about Harvest International Ministries

or info about partners with harvest also participating in child slave programming using dissociative programming

any information you’d like to contribute is welcome

i’m trying to find more survivors of this cult

#harvest international ministries #harvest cult #nar cult #new apostolic reformation #cult csa #cult programming #did programming #tbmc #trauma based mind control #bethel world outreach #harvest rock church

[eyeofthenewt1]

-to be whole again-

#kar'niss #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate fanart #arachnophobia #my art #bg3 fanart #newtsocs #tristan bg3 #what i need is a Kar'niss redemption-arc where thru meeting and joining tav/the party #they start to bring the broken bits of himself that l #lolth shattered back together and is a narrative parallel to trauma recovery #cult de-programming and clawing out of the corpse of who you were in the past #clawing out of the corpse of who you were in the past #during your abuse.

[concreteemo]

Noah waving during “Just Pretend”

#bad omens #noah sebastian #bad omens cult #bad omens band #giphy #oH HELL NOAAAAH #I definitely jacked this up but I used a different program to make it so 🥴

[the-firefly-jar-system]

RAMCOA/programmed/HC-DID systems feel free to add onto this, but as a non-RAMCOA system I really think we need to stop trying to police RAMCOA survivor’s language.

They have experienced horrors that we can barely comprehend when they were CHILDREN, sometimes INFANTS. They are trying to find community by labeling their unique experiences that are objectively more complex than many others. So many non-RAMCOA systems are butthurt over HC-DID systems calling themselves “highly complex”, seemingly just because it “invalidates other’s trauma”.

Trauma experiences that are more severe than yours will always exist, and the survivors of those experiences will always speak out about them. By claiming that these people are “playing trauma olympics” by simply speaking out about and labeling their stories, we are actively silencing survivors of severe abuse. Acknowledging that some experiences are more complex than others is not inherently downplaying the validity of the less complex experiences.

Because the nature of RAMCOA survivor’s experiences is near impossible to grasp for us non-survivors, we need to understand that we are stepping out of our lane by trying to involve ourselves in the conversations about RAMCOA exclusive labels. It’s perfectly acceptable for systems to ask non-systems to not get involved in system discourse, and the response should be the same for programmed systems asking non-programmed systems to not get involved in RAMCOA discourse.

Again, I’d love if any RAMCOA systems would like to add onto this! This is just our perspective as a system who is not a survivor, and we’re open to any additions or criticisms.

#ramcoa #ramcoa survivor #cult survivor #hc did #hcdid #tbmc #dbmc #hc did system #ramcoa system #programmed system #firefly flickers

[mtsodie]

i did not mean 2. send that. Canu draw this follower form

its a cute one !

#cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl follower #u gotta tell me if you used a program for that gif btw ...... ive been trying to find a site like cotl.xlo but w/ the latest forms and robe #but w/ no luck 😔 #✉️ #🎨 #heartpalpitation

[ram-like]

caution post on ethan/dreamkingdomaine

please read the edit 2 at the bottom

a few weeks ago, in the beginning of february, ethan messaged one of my friends on tumblr to ask if he wanted to make a private discord server to talk. at this time, ethan's tumblr said he was 41 years old, which he then confirmed in a message with my friend. his (my friend's) tumblr bio says that she is an adult, but doesn't dictate his full age.

ethan messaged him on discord, again confirming that he is fourty-one, but stopped messaging & unfriended him when my friend said she was 18 & therefore they shouldn't be talking.

however, ethan then changed the age on his account to 24.

he then messaged me, asking a very similar thing, however whilst he claimed he didn't realise my friend was 18 (and in a later message, that much of the tumblr did community is <25) my age is very obviously stated in my bio (and I am 17 years old, making me a legal minor.)

ethan has not messaged any of my other friends on tumblr, who state that they are adults in their bio, & i don't know the extent to which he has interacted with members on here.

his behaviour therefore is incredibly predatory seeming, particularly the changing of his reported age, & i presume he was operating under the assumption that me and my friend didn't know each other and therefore wouldn't discuss this.

ethan's discord user ID is 339913311573245954. i advise everyone who owns or moderates a server focused on did/trauma that's available to find on tumblr to preban him, especially if there are minors in your community, and block him on tumblr. this is not the behaviour of a responsible & trustworthy adult.

* edit/note: based on the blog history, this person has likely been doing this for YEARS. there are no other accounts with that name easily identifiable online, so this tumblr is likely a burner account. they have a year long post history of disappearing for a matter of months, and then coming back to ask people to DM them or message them on discord, presumably also messaging people in a similar manner to how they are now, originally in the roleplay community but more recently in trauma communities. and a reminder that again they are lying about their age after being told it was an uncomfortable difference by a young person they were attempting to privately speak too. please watch your interactions with this person.

* edit 2: as it turns out, this person has actually been a notorious predator in roleplay communities for years, with a long history of commission fraud & repeatedly requesting nsfw or rape-based plots. here's a post about his actions: https://www.tumblr.com/traumadreaming/743234181974425600/strngher-archived-despite-having-not-posted?source=share

please bear in mind the google docs in this post are EXTENSIVE and contain triggering materials at basically all points.

#important #trauma survivor #cult survivor #did system #ramcoa #oea survivor #ramcoa survivor #programmed system #oea #programming survivor #tbmc #actually did #actually traumagenic #actually traumatized #osddid #osdd #did #pfdid #cdid #cdid system

[pastellguts]

The 'Happy' Couple

#I wish I knew how to add textures to my stuff. but sadly my art program doesn't allow it #my art #art #fanart #cotl #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #the one who waits #cult of the lamb #narinder x lamb

[vorpx]

narienederer

+ no color

#cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl narinder #cotl fanart #cotl the one who waits #cotl toww #cult of the lamb narinder #cult of the lamb fanart #cult of the lamb the one who waits #cult of the lamb toww #idk theres no au or anything hes jus different #adapting to new art program

[nomname]

#current wip #cult of the lamb #trod au #originally was going to be an animation but ran into a problem when my art program #it’s a later fix #narilamb #cotl narilamb #that scene where lambert is being stalked by narinder in the kitchen in chapter 5 I think (love that scene and need to draw that entire par

[unwelcome-ozian]

what's the shortest amount of time someone can be programmed in? does the programming have to be 24/7, once a week, or can be even be once a month?

It would depend on what you mean by programmed and the age of the person. Cult programming can be done in six weeks. Government programming can be years.

Programming occurs in a controlled, closed environment and is 24 hours a day seven days a week.

After programming has been completed the person may be able to interact with those outside the group.

Oz

#answers to questions #programming #cult programming

[justanotherstardrop]

bad child.

you were programmed this way.

no had no chance kid.

#blurry #diary #programming #cult programming #goverment programming #religiousreligious programming #vent #did #osdd #trauma

[huskyremix]

I just finished this big hecking drawing I've been working on for days!! maybe a week idk sgfdg

the idea was them dancing on their second wedding night, surrounded by followers, friends, and family. That, and I reallllly wanted to draw fancy clothes. I'll draw what their full outfits look like at a later date too!

#husky does art #art #cult of the lamb #cotl #the lamb #lacie #narinder #narilamb #true devotion #the bishops #lyra #eris #i thought about including lil belladona #but decided nah its past her bed timelol #166 layers this thing really chugged my art program

[recentlylocal]

Really convinced from Cam and Pal’s “in for five, out for five” strategy, Pal’s mention of Nona’s “displacement activity,” and Camilla talking about Nona’s anxiety, that the Sixth House actually has therapy and that’s why Cam and Pal seem so well adjusted compared to all the other house scions.

#tlt #nona the ninth spoilers #nona the ninth #nona spoilers #camilla hect #palamedes sextus #Gideon and Harrow were raised in a death cult #Ianthe and Corona were living a complex political lie since they were toddlers #meanwhile cam and pal had a robust early childhood education program and access to CBT

[persecutor-punk]

Shoutout to the persecutors and other stigmatized alters who arose out of cults and other organized high control environments. We're often seen as unpalatable but we're still here. We're not alone

#pers punk #did #osdd #alters #ex cult #persecutor alter #persecutor #programmed system #ex cult system #ramcoa system #ramcoa survivor