#currently having a mental breakdown

[softholand]

just finished reading heart bones

#currently having a mental breakdown #colleen never disappoints #heart bones #colleen hoover #gi’s library

[beomqutie]

NOO bc i just saw i have to go on two week-long trips with the other volunteers :(((((( i don't know anyone and i don't really want to go but i have to since its mandatory hfafksd

#lina talks ♡ #currently having a mental breakdown #seriously i might cry on those trips

[1dhq]

somebody told me i would change 🤝 i‘m just like you if you only knew

#currently having a mental breakdown

[dahliasrealm-xox]

Just a quick question, you ever seen someone so attractive that you almost start shedding tears or is it just me?!!

Literally having a meltdown, never seen someone this attractive before...OEUEPWOEGNFH-

#just a random question #dying inside #currently having a mental breakdown

[seuvra]

I cant open my steam account, i forgot the password, and apparently the one saved in my notes is wrong, i cant even open my sims with it ... i just wanna play some sims 

#currently having a mental breakdown #i just wanna play some sims #why im i this forgetful #crying screaming sobbing

[incorrect-prema]

Antonio: I don’t think we can mansplain, manipulate, or malewife our way out of it this time.

Pierre: *cracks knuckles* Manslaughter it is!

#currently having a mental breakdown over not being able to afford the Prema shirt + cap #never forget these two were teammates #i also really need to stop disappearing #antonio giovinazzi #pierre gasly #incorrect prema #prema racing #incorrect quotes #prema 2016

[maceemayson]

Theme park AU

#Digimon #Jyou kido #Hikari yagami #taichi yagami #agumon #had such a bad day at work I needed serotonin #currently doing this au with my partner so I wanted to draw just a bit of it for now #the Jyou hug is definitely based on his tri va hugging the agumon mascot #I could not capture how cute the mascot is and for that I’m sorry I’ll try again when I’m not having a mental breakdown

[fitzrove]

Its ok maybe if you look up the lyrics to was für ein grausames leben and read them in english you will be okj<3

#[gnawing and biting] #ashjdjgjg i think i don't want to live in vienna after all #i'm by nature an easily depressed person and in some places it's too easy to make your life revolve around dead people and death at large!! #i had a lot of fun on my trip but i also had some terrible times #mostly the part where i was sick #one thing that i think would pose a major issue long term is the insanely narrow opening hours for supermarkets - in germany many stay #open until 10 pm. closest one to my hotel in vienna closed at 7:30 pm... #also i just can't deal with big crowds and tourists in my living environment full time dhhfhfgh i always need to be somewhere away and #voluntarily go into the tourist parts only if i want to #like how in cambridge it was insane in the center but i would walk 30 minutes every morning from by the train tracks :') a nice quiet #residential street and i could shop at the local sainsbury's and only go to the historic city centre when i felt like it and could prepare #so like i have to live in a quiet area but within reasonable distance of (and with good transport to!) a more exciting busy area #but um yeah now i have to awkwardly tell everyone irl that i've been talking about it to that i don't actually want to do it anymore xD #it's ok i still want to live Somewhere Interesting with historical stuff... #if i manage not to have a mental breakdown that is ahshhdjdkf #i like my current town a lot :')

[peepaw330]

Yk i love Tumblr. It's a place with the same mentality ill people as me with sometimes even the same mind set. I love this app. This just silly app.

#btw I'm currently having a mental breakdown #no I'm not getting better any soom

[nimmie-nugget]

Currently working on my demon slayer oc and I expect all of you to praise the one and only!

👑✨💪Arm Breather💪✨👑

Take a nice low quality of the arm 😎💪✨

#Currently having a mental breakdown since I can’t get the hair right 😭 #I’m gonna kms #arm breathing is only used by one person…AND THAT ONE PERSON IS MEEEEE!!!

[asshuka]

no4. cyclone kicks

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crops under cut :>

#dragon nest #dragon nest archer #dragon nest windwalker #artwork #2023 #dolorith #pleaza don't look too long at the pose i am begging #i came into this knowing it was gonna be anatomically wack and tried really hard to focus on making it look good flawed lol #this was even harder to work on than the last one for obvious reasons but i made it work >:3 #only like a day after finishing i can already see stuff i would've done different now but i'm not gonna exert energy on overly correcting i #also for some reason. only after this was done. i doodled an actual outfit ref of her. that looks mildly different from this #but again!!! no postcorrection i spent too long painting and having mental breakdowns already!!!!! shes done shes good shes out in da world #i'm an absolute shill for current ww skillset btw. like idt i'm GOOD at playing ww. but i have a lot of fun

[imperiuswrecked]

I'm so numb right now.

#what else is there to say #those who claim they want peace and democracy let this happen #they let this happen #maybe im on the verge of a mental breakdown bc these last few weeks have been so straining #i cant even cry anymore #im just empty #tw: genocide #palestine #current events

[heartfeltletters-written]

repeat after me: beyoncé's new album comes out today i won't let anything stress me out. this is a good day. a magnific day some would say

#currently in my “i can't write era” #someone get me out of here #repeat after me: i will NOT cry #i'm so sorry to my readers to come here for cute fics and instead have to deal with mental breakdowns #it happens #its all part of the process #TRUST #beyoncé is releasing a country album and changing the music industry forever #it's not a day to be sad #and it's a local release #literally what else could i ask for

[alligaytorswamp]

Im kind of feeling like i can't take it anymore

#vent #bad sad sleep-deprived and mentally ill #i am currently crying myself to sleep just fucking sobbing because everything hurts #my brain is failing me my body us failing me #i dont know what to do with myself #so many things are happening so many things hurt and i have no body to talk to #i have never felt so utterly alone #i hate myself for even writing this because i feel so pathetic and as if im just whining for attention #because i probably am #some lame ass cry for help because i really don't know how to function at this point #truly i am just so fucking alone #and there is just so much that is happening and i cant share it with anyone so it just all stays in my stupid brain and #probably makes me more mentally ill or smth #and for however long all i do is keep myself from crying during the day bc i cant let my family catch me having mental breakdowns #yet i have all of these painful thoughts that are plaguing my mind all the fucking time #i am just so so tired #and i keep thinking about death and it's so fucking scary #i just wish i wasn't myself and i had a different brain i could be better than this because maybe then i would be fine #at home im in toxic hell #in online spaces i have no one actually close to me #in my brain i have horrible thoughts and hardcore daydreaming distactions that dont fix anything #in my course i think im not doing well enough and im scare dthat my the end of it im still going to be a useless unemployed moron #on my silly blog i think if i dont make content i have no value and ehatever i make is not even that good or interesting #so i better cover it up with quantity but i dont have time or ability to do so #which again makes me into a fucking Nothing #god my head hurts so much #that's what u get for wailing at 4 am #anyways i am doing horrible and i can't take it anymore truly reaching my fucking limit #all my fault tho so ☺ #delete later and if someone actually reads it Um sorry for this i am hashtag unwell 😋💫

[doeyedangel]

I wish i had friends who actually liked me instead of only talking to me when they need help lol

#i have one friend who only ever talks consistently to me when shes having a mental breakdown bc her current bf and another friend who liter #ally didnt reply to me for months then call me out the blue bc she was having a panic attack and then didnt talk to me for months again #i wish i had friends #i have my bf who's my best friend and my childhood best friend but she's very busy so we dont get to talk too much #vent #personal

[ghostofasecretary]

feeling very down! annoyed about it! i had a good day!! i am upset that my brain went on a 45 minute long spiral about how bad my last job went and also how bad All My Trauma Ever has been and also how my life is a mess! i am trying to get out of that pit but it's not going great! graaaaargh!!

#bad brains blogging #ghost speaks #can't i just. chill out #please for. like. one second #should i just try to sleep?? it's too early to sleep well tho #and i am shaking a lil bit with nervous energy #(rhetorical question don't answer) #grsasmxdkxmfkccnndmaARGH #self pity is a losing game but that doesn't stop me from playing!! #i want. for people to validate how bad it was. and for people to call me crazy and stupid and still be sad for me. no i do not want that on #i just. feel crazy and stupid and sorry for myself and it's not great i miss feeling cool and productive and helpful and funny and lovely #and no one can feel that way all the time but this. current bout of feelings. Sure Was More Memories Than I Wanted!!! #what would it be like to not have ptsd #i got--close to recovery/very few symptoms but also at that time i was getting set up for New Trauma 2.0 #and then transitioned straight from barely processing 2.0 to just. uh. trauma 3.0 you did it to yourself version #feels!! real bad!!!! #okay either go watch tv or go to bed stop having a mental breakdown in the tags