#cuz ikea has bed-couches and maybe one day i'll get to buy one of those and use it for friends staying with me

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

why. am i looking at furniture.

#text #personal #furniture #whine whine whine #i know why it's because i want A Chair but also #looking at furniture is like Looking At The Future #like #maybe one day i'll have a job and my own freaking place and i will be Happy There #we can just pretend for now the job hunt is not soul crushing and the querying is not exhausting #cuz ikea has bed-couches and maybe one day i'll get to buy one of those and use it for friends staying with me #i can decorate my own place and i can have space to breathe and move around #i can have an honest-to-god Own Room for Writing Purposes i won't have to tear it down and move it to make space for anything else #i can have all my books out and on display and it will be glorious #it'll be happy colors i like and maybe i can have a garden #but gosh guess who's on the strugglebus right now #mom and i are for real gonna go chair shopping after snowmaggedon tho #icemaggedon? whatever. when it's safe to drive i'm gonna go find a chair #i want a fucking comfortable place to sit in this entire fucking house besides literally my bed #(and even my bed isn't super comfy for sitting tbh because i have shitty lighting in there because there's no fucking SPACE) #all the couches are pieces of shit and all the chairs are wood #except my metal writing chair #(i probably need a better writing desk chair) #(i have no income this is a future!me problem for sure) sigh