I’m going to do it. I’m gonna ask for help from my mom. I forced myself to. I att3pted again tonight and ofc it didn’t work cause I’m still here, but my arm is all cvt to hell (not beans, but mostly light/deep styros ALL over). And I freak out when I get too hot so I’m going to HAVE to have a talk with her soon so she doesn’t freak out when she sees my arm. So I’ve got a rough draft for a letter for her after she gets home from work. It covers everything I’ve been hiding or lying about. It covers my cvtting, my sv1c1d3 att3mpts, the fact that my bullying was also physical, the fact I got s3xually a$sault3d multiple times by multiple people, my trans-ness, my eating disorder, my depression, why I didn’t ask for or get help, the fact I’m not a Christian, everything. And it asks over and over again for help. I want help for it all. I want to get better. And I’m asking for help. I know I’ll probably be forced to stop cvtting and st@rv1ng, but I’m willing to trade that off for genuine help.
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don't particularly love that my first reaction to anything negative is haha fuck it I'll just cut myself then Ill magically feel better
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tw !! block don't report !! very realistic sfx makeup and dried blood !!!
block or keep scrolling if your easily triggered
just bc u make me get rid of this acct doesn't mean I can't make another one :3
another daayy another migraine
I did these just a few minutes ago and now they're just chilling on my arm. the last few days have been hard and the week after this week will be an absolute train wreck so YIPPEEEEE !!! I wanna kms. 🌷
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TW: a bunch of reaction images that I have converted into shelf h4rm
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Block+Dont-Report÷<3
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bl0od dripping down my arm has got to be one of my top ten feelings
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i be cutting and then getting upset that it hurts …
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I hate when ppl get on me for cvtting. Like leave me aloneee. I want to. Not like im trying to kms.
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i wanna cry in someones arms while they tell me everything will be okay (not my family)
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