baby, i'm high octane (iv)
synopsis: at bradley bradshaw's birthday party, nora has a realization under the disco ball.
pairings: jake seresin x nora rogers (oc)
warnings: 18+, minors dni, explicit language, alcohol consumption, pop culture references, slutty (affectionate) rooster, brief mention of blood, and smut. (wc: 6.8K)
note: at long last, the rollerskating chapter 🪩✨ and icymi, i posted another mood board for this chapter 💖
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“Mav actually said I’m not supposed to do anything high-risk after I had that bird strike scare so…”
And with that, Bradley crosses his big arms – dusted with new freckles and sun from his afternoon on the boat with Captain Mitchell and Penny Benjamin – over a barely buttoned shirt; something Nora half-suspects Bradley found from searching Hawaiian shirt comma eighties disco and ordering the first option.
What Bradley ended up with is a black shirt, covered in bright geometrics, squares and squiggles and martini glasses in neon shades of violet, cyan, and pinkish magenta.
As close to a Hawaiian shirt as the Naval aviator could wear and still be on theme and funnily, eerily identical to the carpet at the long-since-closed bowling alley where Mom booked one of Nora’s elementary school birthday parties.
He could probably lie down and blend right in.
Minus the martinis, obviously.
Bradley uncrosses his arms. Crosses them again.
And Nora watches him, absentmindedly, blinking at this indifferent nonchalance that Bradley is putting on. So unbothered. So casual. Real believable.
“Are you okay, Bradshaw? You’re sweating a little.”
And as only a mature and newly minted 36-year-old could, Bradley ignores Nora.
Smiling, Nora slurps down the rest of a frozen strawberry lemonade, spiked with vodka. Cheap vodka. She pulls a face at the well of might-as-well-be-rubbing-alcohol at the bottom, rapidly blinking and deep breathing through the sharp sting in her nostrils.
She will not let some bottom-shelf vodka ruin her eye shadow, not now, not in her favorite dress.
A delicate cough spurts from her mouth. She wouldn't be surprised to see a puff of fumes come out.
“That was like…” Mickey sounds confused. “Four months ago, Rooster.”
“And?”
Bradley uncrosses his arms and spreads them wide, palms upturned – an incredulous gesture as bird-like as his call sign. His winged arms drop back down in a whoosh of wind.
“I almost crashed into the side of a mountain and had to do an emergency ejection. Medical kept me overnight for observation. It was pretty serious, Garcia.”
Bradley drags out the vowel and clips the constants in the word pretty for even more emphasis, and in her peripheral, Natasha pinches the bridge of her nose and screws her eyes closed.
Drama drama.
Reuben exchanges a bewildered look with the WSO and shakes his head. Deadpans, “You had one bruise, man. Singular.”
“Nurse Julie said I had a hematoma,” Bradley retorts, like, so there!
Someone audibly groans. It might be Reuben.
“Fine. You had one bad bruise. Happy?”
Bradley makes a face – a distinctly, not happy face – and crosses his arms again.
“And when did you graduate from medical school, Doctor Fitch? My invitation must’ve gotten lost in the mail.”
“I’m dating a nurse! A hematoma is a bad bruise.”
From Natasha's side of the bench comes a prolonged sigh, a good four-second exhale.
“Moving on…" Natasha continues, "Rollerskating definitely doesn’t fall under what Maverick would consider high risk.” Air quotes are audible in her voice. She waves the roller skate around, abandoned when Bradley put them down. "Children were out there like... 10 minutes ago. Children, Bradshaw!"
A valid point.
Before Moonlight Rollers made the loudspeaker announcement (“Anyone who isn’t of legal drinking age should turn in their skates and head to the nearest exit in the next 15 minutes. Saturday Night Fever is now in session.”), Nora sat down with her skates and lacing them, counted at least six skaters who were younger than the bourbon Penny Benjamin serves at the Hard Deck.
Children – as Natasha very much emphasized – who cut across the rink with the unselfconscious effort and fearlessness of a child who'd never broken a bone before and honestly, wouldn’t mind a super cool cast for their summer camp friends to sign on Monday.
As if reading her mind, Bradley’s next argument is: “Someone could fall or sprain their ankle or fall and sprain their ankle. How’re you planning to fly with a broken wing, Phoenix?”
As Natasha studies him, unreadable, Nora decides to wade in.
She can't listen anymore. She's aged five months in the past five minutes.
“Bradshaw – You’re the one who wanted to do an activity for your birthday party, remember?”
Clearly, Bradley needed the reminder. He was the one who specifically wanted an activity with alcohol and some sort of theme, and Nora found Moonlight Rollers on Instagram.
On Thursday, which was his actual birthday, Nora brought him an Americano (no milk, no sugar, steaming hot) and a breakfast sandwich (a bacon, egg, and cheese on an everything bagel, extra toasted) in the morning and as a present of sorts, secretly asked Technician Ethan to install the camera in his F-18 for the afternoon.
He was ecstatic, so ecstatic that Bradley picked her up and spun her around, like a rag doll in cool shoes, until Captain Mitchell crackled over the radio, sounding equal parts amused and long-suffering.
“Admiral Simpson says – and I quote. Put Miss Rogers down. She's a loan." Captain Mitchell then added, "And from me, I won't protect you or your wings from Charlie Blackwood if Nora somehow falls. Put her down please."
Bradley set her down with a grimace.
Now, Nora continues, “We could’ve done drinks at the Hard Deck again and called it a night. I could be one and a half Old Fashioned's down right now, watching Netflix in my underwear," and Bradley grins, wolfish.
He waggles his brows, impish and obnoxious, and Nora knows what Bradley is picturing right now. Anyone would be able to see it all over his face.
For a 36-year-old man, Bradley can really be a 16-year-old boy sometimes.
She sends him a blank I will kill you in your sleep stare and mimes a slow slash across her own throat, shaking her head from side to side, and Bradley barks out a laugh, apparently not very intimidated.
Should Nora be offended?
He should be like... a little afraid, at least.
Natasha stares him down, and now, Bradley does look a little afraid.
Dark eyes narrowed, sharp against the glittering lavender Natasha lined them with earlier; Natasha is a stunning lavender monochrome, dressed in a ribbed tank and short sweat shorts, even down to the light purple wheels on her skates.
How did Natasha manage that? Nora wonders. She peers down at her own skates and sees only a bright cherry red. Damn. She would've loved a bubblegum pink in this dress.
If Nora has learned anything in the past month, Natasha seems to get her way one way or another. Now is no exception.
Nora smiles. Watch out, Bradshaw!
Natasha rounds her lips to an O shape, smooth voice sweetening into something more saccharine; more patronizing. "Oh... You're scared, aren't you, Rooster? Why didn't you say earlier?"
Are Bradley's ears turning a little red?
"Really? You can pilot a million-dollar plane for a living but can't handle a little..." A polished nail spins one of the wheels. Mocking. "...sneaker with wheels on the bottom?"
And like that, Natasha has him.
Hook, line, and sinker.
She's barely gotten the words out when Bradley yanks the skates from her outstretched hands with a grumbled, "Fuck off, Phoenix. I'm not scared. I just remembered I don't know how to roller skate. Goddamn," and drops right down on the carpet to strap them on, swearing up a storm under his breath.
Ever optimistic, Mickey calls out, "It'll be fun, man," and Bradley grumbles something unintelligible.
Natasha doesn't even pretend not to look victorious. She beams.
Nora, on the other hand, is a little more sympathetic. A little.
He is a big man. Tall and broad with a long distance to fall in a wobble. She'd probably be a little nervous too.
Everyone is drinking. Someone is all but guaranteed to fall on their ass before the end of the night. Who? is the only question that remains.
“I can show you the basics,” Nora offers, watching him fumble with the shoelaces, double and triple knotting them around his ankles. “You can surf, right?" A grumbled sound that Nora will interpret as a yes. "You'll be fine. Balance is the hardest part. We can even hold hands."
She wiggles her fingers in his direction, teasing, gleaming an iridescent pink that matches her dress.
He snorts. “Hot. Promise?”
Never mind. She's less sympathetic now.
Nora kicks out a leg and lightly catches him in the side of the knee, scuffing the dark blue denim, and Bradley scoots away with a surprised exclamation.
She rolls her eyes.
Maybe if Bradley falls, Nora can get a good shot on her phone.
She'll frame it. A memento for the birthday boy.
"Natasha, do you know when Coyote will be here? I still need to meet him."
Last Nora had heard, Javy 'Coyote' Machado had gotten back from the deployment in the middle of the week. He drove down late last night and crashed on Jake's couch. Got coffee with Captain Mitchell in the morning to discuss when Coyote could move down to North Island. It is still a vague – albeit promising – soon, but Natasha seems to think Coyote will be permanently moved before the beginning of August.
Natasha slides her phone from the front of the fanny pack slung around her waist – silver with prismatic purple, pink, and blue hues, same as the one Nora is wearing over her shoulder like a Miss America sash – and checks her appearance in the front camera.
Holding the phone like a compact, Natasha applies a fresh coat of shiny lip gloss and smushes her lips together to spread it around. Replies, slightly muffled, "He and Hangman got in an Uber like 20 minutes ago. They should be..." A bicycle bell notification chimes from her phone. "Speak of the devils!"
Natasha searches the rink, sipping from a Blue Moon bottle on the bench. Smiles widely.
She points with the sweating bottle, seemingly oblivious to the line of condensation that drips down her forearm and onto the carpet.
"He's right over there, next to Hangman."
Nora looks across the room, dancing over the multi-colored lights and foil streamers, gleaming and rustling in the warm evening breeze that sneaks in through the opening and closing of the main entrance – and lands on Jake.
He leans against the black-and-white checkered Skate Rental counter in a familiar stance, arms crossed lazily over his chest in a way that makes his muscles really shine. He probably does it on purpose.
Don't look at his arms, Rogers.
Coughing once, Nora remembers what Natasha said about Coyote and re-directs her gaze over one. Jesus Christ.
Even from across the room, Javy ‘Coyote’ Machado is… extremely good-looking. Model, good-looking.
“Are all Naval aviators hot?” Nora accidentally asks out loud, already a little buzzed somehow. Damn vodka.
A grumbling stomach makes her wistfully remember the cold pizza in the fridge that she definitely meant to reheat for dinner before Natasha called and said the Uber would be there in less than two minutes. Damn.
She hopes Moonlight Rollers has more options for food than the six options for alcohol at the concession stand. She would kill for a greasy slice of cheese pizza or even better, some crinkle cut fries that'd probably be inexplicably soggy but still taste good.
"Is it like, part of the admission requirement for Top Gun? Like America's Next Top Model, except instead of Tyra Banks, Admiral Simpson is there."
Nora imagines a stone-faced Admiral Simpson – who’d never so much as cracked a smile in her presence before – walking down an aircraft carrier, a collection of files under his stern arm.
Congratulations. You’re still in the running to be America’s Next Top Gun graduate.
Natasha bursts out laughing. "You should've seen my Top Gun class. You wouldn't ask that question."
She is still chuckling when Bob walks over a few minutes later, sipping a blue raspberry slushie from the concession stand with a cerulean tongue.
"Got us a locker," Bob announces, pointing to the wall of lockers in the corner of the room. "Anyone have anything that needs to go in right now? I can put 'em away while I have it open."
Mickey and Reuben dig around in the turquoise pockets of their matching nylon tracksuits – which must have been a buy one, get one deal – and produce loose change, apartment keys, and the like. They hand them over.
When Bob comes over, Nora gently pats her pack and shakes her head. She's got all the essentials in there. She's all set.
Something is different about Bob tonight.
As Bob quietly repeats the locker combination under his breath, a row of concentrated wrinkles on his forehead, Nora stares at him for a probably uncomfortable amount of time.
Pink dusts across his cheeks under her observation, and Bob shuffles his weight around. He looks startled when Nora snaps her fingers in an aha! moment.
“You aren't wearing your glasses, Bob," Nora says, almost accusing. "Have I ever seen you without your glasses?"
“Probably not,” Mickey ribs with a good-natured grin. “He practically sleeps in them.”
Looking like a Hairspray character, Bob is dressed in a plain white shirt with suspenders. A single curl hangs loose in his face, fighting against the iron hold of what look to be a good amount of hair gel. He blows it out of his wide blue eyes with a sheepish smile.
"Guess not. I need to put in lots of eye drops when I wear contacts – sensitive eyes and everything – so I don’t wear them all that much,” Bob explains, looking much more comfortable now that Nora isn't staring at him quite so intently. A self-conscious sip. "But I'd much rather run to the locker every half hour to put in eye drops than break my glasses and need to get new ones."
It's like Bradley Bradshaw was waiting for that very moment.
On his knees, Bradley butts in, "Did you hear that? Even Floyd is afraid to fall on his ass and break something. Are you gonna make fun of him too, Trace?"
Robbie frowns a little. “I don’t know if I’d say I’m – ”
“High. Risk. Activity.”
Nora laughs out, "Go away, Bradshaw," and gently shoves him backwards.
He shouldn't have budged, but Nora must catch him in an uneven moment.
Bradley reels back, arms flailing like a wild goose, catching himself on a spread palm. His expression is comically dark and promises retribution, and Nora puts in a concerted effort not to laugh.
A giggle escapes, and Nora's eyes grow wide.
"Wait, I'm – Bradley!"
"Say your prayers, Rogers!"
For the second time in 72 hours, Bradley grabs her around the middle, and Nora is in the air.
At least Nora decided to wear bike shorts to make the short dress – usually reserved for parties and cocktail bars – more wearable. He'd be a dead man otherwise. He might still be a dead man.
Because Bradley is barely skilled enough to balance his own weight on the skates.
His proud smirk quickly falls as Bradley stands and starts to zig zag on the carpet. His skates go out from under him.
He goes down like a collapsed Jenga stack, and Nora is falling.
Strong arms catch her under the armpits and pull her out of the splash zone of Bradley Bradshaw's flailing arms, and still unbalanced, Nora wobbles and stumbles back against a firm chest with a sharp inhale.
Mint and cologne.
She tips her head back and sees an upside down – and very amused – Jake.
"Hi," Nora says, a little winded. She spies the black Stetson, perched on his head. “You really are such a damn cowboy, aren’t you, Texas? What’re you even supposed to be? Butch Cassidy and the 80's Dance Kid?"
She feels more than sees him chuckle, a low vibration against her back that sends a warm shiver down her spine.
Jake releases her arms, but a careful hand hovers around her lower back until Nora has her sea legs again.
She smooths down the dress down, running her hands over the glimmering pink sequins, and in the background, Reuben and Mickey rescue a dazed Bradley, who is flat on his back on the outer space patterned carpet.
"Howdy," Jake drawls with an ever present smirk. "Good guess, sweetheart, but I'm Patrick Swayze in Dirty Dancing. Don't you know your Hollywood movies, Hollywood?"
From here, Nora is close enough to smell the spearmint gum in his mouth. She can see the pale blue flash between white teeth. He smells incredible. Damn damn damn.
Casually, Nora does her best not to breathe in.
"Patrick Swayze doesn't wear a cowboy hat in Dirty Dancing." Jake is rocking the black-on-black look. She'll give him that. "Did you watch a porno with the same name?"
Someone laughs, full-bodied and delighted.
“Aren’t you gonna introduce me, Hangman?”
Nora smiles, and Javy Machado smiles back.
"You must be Javy. I'm..."
"You're Nora," Coyote cuts in, smooth and polite as can be, despite the interruption. He shakes her hand with a blinding smile. "Maverick gave me the whole run-down on the documentary when I saw him earlier. If I was any more envious of the bastards who get to be in it, I think I'd be green. Really."
"Well," Nora replies with a cool smile. "I bet I can sneak you in. I could probably delete all of Jake's footage and make it look like an unfortunate accident. How would you feel about pretending your call sign is Hangman?"
Javy guffaws, but Nora looks sidelong at Jake with a smirk.
Jake's chuckle is a pleasant and rasping sound. "You're a little mean today, Hollywood."
"More than usual?"
Jake drawls, "No. You're always a little mean," and makes it sound like a compliment. Warmth slips down her spine, and Nora swallows hard.
"You tired yet? Need to lay down?"
Can you? Nora doesn't need to repeat the question from the kitchen – over a week ago now – for Jake to hear it in her voice. Can you keep up with me?
His smirk deepens. "I'm wide awake, Hollywood."
Javy watches them like a ping-pong match, looking absolutely delighted. "We only just met, Nora, but I think I might be in love with you."
She grins. "Hm. That's too bad."
And as Natasha grabs her arm and pulls her into the roller rink, glimmering in the dark, Nora misses when Jake knocks an elbow back and catches Coyote in the ribs.
A crescent moon rises outside on the pitch black horizon, and inside, Moonlight Rollers glows in the dark.
Everyone is a little more drunk and a little less self-conscious in the silver gleam of the disco ball, spinning and shining like a glittering moon.
And in the rink, Nora is pleasantly surprised to find that the limited rollerskating abilities – emphasis on limited – Teen Nora used over a decade ago now have been dormant somewhere in the back of her mind. Not lost in the endless spiral of time.
Rollerskating is a little like riding a bike in that way.
She wobbles for the first few minutes and sticks close to the sides of the rink, just in case, and then, slowly finds the balance. Finds the rhythm.
Soon enough, Nora is coasting.
Natasha and Bob are her partners in crime for a while.
She skates alongside them, casting sidelong glances at where Jake and Javy are on the sidelines, catching up and nursing the beers that can't come into the rink with them. Alcohol isn't allowed in.
"Come in," Nora calls on her umpteenth rotation. "Water's nice."
Javy opens his mouth, already grinning, but Jake shouts over the music, "And who would stand here and admire that sparkly little dress of yours then, darlin'? You should wear that on Monday."
Nora gives him the finger, and Jake laughs.
Eventually, Bradley joins the rest of them. He picks it up quickly, just like Nora predicted. He only rams into the side of the rink once and like, barely.
He spins her around the rink until she is breathless with laughter and seeing spots of light behind her closed lids.
"Stop," Nora gasps, "I need a breather."
Citing a need for another fucking drink, Bradley follows her out of the rink and heads for the concession stand, winking at a woman in a Maid of Honor sash.
Nora sits down on the nearest bench, pressing down on the stitch in her side, and soaks in the atmosphere.
According to their Instagram, Moonlight Rollers had been in business since 1986. It looks the part. It'd be a dream of a movie set.
Nora can see it now.
A romance, bathed in the changing lights of the disco ball, pink and purple and blue. Soft.
Exactly the kind of movie Nora wanted to make once upon a time.
Take Me Home Tonight blares over the speakers, and Natasha's laugh rises over the music as Bob launches her across the rink, shimmering like a purple shooting star across the night sky of mismatched walls and lights.
Nostalgia is a dull ache in her chest.
Growing up, Nora used to strap on an old pair of roller skates from the garage – passed down from Mom, who loved an old school roller rink – and spend hours down near the Santa Monica pier.
So many summer nights were spent in the warm ocean breeze, breathing in the salt air, stretching her arms out to reach for the pinprick stars, as the Pacific Park neon blurred in the distance.
She was never so much great as Nora was unafraid.
Not afraid to, as Mom often said, fail with her whole heart. Take the leap.
Some late night, Nora skinned both elbows and both knees on an uneven sidewalk. Tears still burned in her eyes as Nora slapped on some ointment and a few oversized bandages outside the nearest CVS and got right back out there.
She still had dried blood on her forearms and calves when she got home. Gave Mom a damn good scare.
Sixteen is another world, and Nora isn’t quite as fearless anymore.
Reminiscing, Nora almost doesn't notice Javy is still at the side of the rink, drinking a nearly empty Blue Moon. She doesn't see Jake anymore.
Javy nods in greeting, and Nora waves.
Everything Nora knows about Lieutenant Javy Machado has come secondhand from the Daggers and Captain Mitchell. He is obviously a skilled pilot. He wouldn't have been recalled to Top Gun in October otherwise.
Natasha knows him from OCS in Newport and flew with him on several deployments. She calls him a good guy.
And Javy is the only person Nora's ever heard Jake outright call a friend. She knows Jake is friends with the Daggers, but Javy is his best friend.
"Did you lose your wingman?" Nora asks when Javy is close enough to hear the question over the music. "Where did Jake run off to and leave you all alone?"
Smiling, Javy shrugs, a movement that's oceanic on someone as broad-shouldered as him.
"He's on the phone."
She looks over her shoulder and sees the Emergency Exit door is propped open with a brick. She can just make out a sliver of the night and Jake. His expression is soft.
"It's Sarah, I think," Javy answers the question before Nora can ask. "His older sister."
"Jake has a sister?"
"Two. Sarah and Bethany."
Nora absorbs that information with an absent-minded nod. "You've met them then?"
He passes the beer bottle from one hand to the other with a nod. "I even spent Christmas with them one year. We were stationed in Fallon – in Nevada, I mean – and I'm from Louisiana. Neither of us had enough leave to go all the way home."
"So Mrs. Seresin and Sarah and Beth..." His voice softens on Bethany's name, and Nora wonders. "... met us in the middle. We spent Christmas at a Holiday Inn in Phoenix, Arizona."
Fondness shines in his whiskey brown eyes, and Nora can't help her own smile in response.
Something nudges in the back of her brain, and Nora pulls on it like a loose thread. She remembers how Jake had stiffened at the nepotism comment in Natasha's kitchen.
Carefully, Nora asks, "Not Mr. Seresin?"
Javy gives her a long, searching look that feels far too appraising for comfort; that feels like Nora is the only one in the room who doesn't get a joke.
After a moment, Javy says, "No." Short. Opaque.
Right then.
"So," Nora starts, but Javy cuts her off with an expectant smile.
“Can I ask you something?"
"Sure," Nora replies slowly, "but I might not answer."
He seems to get a kick out of that.
"You know, I get it now. I really do," Javy muses with a low laugh. And before Nora can ask him to explain, the Naval aviator distracts her with, "You and Rooster. You seem... close."
Something about the way Javy says close seems weighted, but Nora is too surprised to give it much attention.
"Oh. Well, Bradley and I knew each other before. His mom, Carole was friends with my Aunt Charlie before..."
Before Carole died.
Before Nora lost a mom too.
"Bradley and I are kind of family friends, I guess. Was that a question?"
He smiles again. Nods again, like Fair enough.
Javy asks, "Ever been more than friends?" and watches her closely for a reaction.
But Nora had looked up to Charlie Blackwood her whole childhood. A woman who'd never once broken a sweat. She learned from the best.
Cool as ice, Nora asks, "Maybe. Maybe not. Who's asking?" and arches her eyebrows. She'd really like to ask, Who told you?
For his part, Javy looks a little admonished, so Nora softens the expression. She's not uncomfortable. She doesn't want to make him uncomfortable.
He's not as similar to Jake as Nora initially suspected. Jake, who would've grinned wider and pushed more, not stood down until the end.
Maybe Nora kind of likes that about Jake.
She remembers what Jake had said almost a week ago, "You like that I can keep up with you," and goddamn, maybe Nora does. Fuck.
Distracted, Nora only catches the end of what Javy is saying.
"...and Jake is my best friend, so I had to ask."
Confusion wrinkles her brow. "Bradley and I are friends."
"Just friends?"
"Just friends," Nora repeats, firm. "But Jake and I aren't..."
Evidently satisfied, Javy's smile is back in full force.
"Right. Of course not."
And Javy only sounds slightly knowing.
"I'm gonna grab another drink. You want anything?"
Nora shakes her head. "No, I'll get my own in a few."
He strolls away with one last smile, whistling along to Everybody Wants to Rule the World, and Nora is left alone on the bench, staring into space.
Over her shoulder, Nora sees Jake again.
Pink light shines across the rink now, and Jake laughs on the phone, golden in the rose blush of the disco ball. She can almost hear the depth of sound; can almost feel the vibration behind her ribcage.
Fuck. When did that happen?
Nora faces forward, blowing out a long breath, and heads for the concession stand. She needs five minutes with Bradley Bradshaw – and a goddamn drink.
Anyone who works in a place like Moonlight Rollers has probably heard their fair share of famous last words.
One final misguided question or daring declaration that precedes a dislocated elbow and a late night drive to the nearest emergency room.
Like, “Crouch down, I can definitely jump over you.”
Or, "Oh my god. Let's do the lift," when the Dirty Dancing soundtrack comes on after midnight.
“Holy shit, Nora!”
“Are you alright, Phoenix?”
Crumpled like a punctured balloon animal, Natasha lets out a hyena laugh, loud enough to draw the attention of the Naval aviators who were lucky enough not to witness the absolutely catastrophic failure of a Dirty Dancing lift.
Did Nora even leave the ground? She can’t remember.
She is definitely on the ground now.
Fuck. Everything is spinning a little bit.
Wait, Nora is directly below the disco ball, which was already spinning before. False alarm. She’s not horribly concussed. Everyone can calm down now.
“Holy damn,” Natasha gasps out, wiping at her eyes. "That must’ve been the worst Dirty Dancing lift in the history of Dirty Dancing lifts. We should be ashamed of ourselves.”
"We absolutely should." Nora winces. "Fuck. I think I broke my sunglasses."
She pulls out the pink sunglasses that were once shaped like hearts and are now little more than shrapnel. Damn. She liked those.
Natasha wiggles on her side like a beached mermaid, wrenching her neck back. “Think I ripped my shorts. Can you see my ass right now?”
Nora lets out the giggliest giggle that’s ever been giggled.
“No, I can't see your ass."
“Shame. I’m wearing really good underwear, and I wanted at least one hot woman to see them tonight.”
Nora clutches her stomach, laughing, and Natasha spills back into a high-pitched shriek of laughter. Tears spill down their cheeks.
Mickey pulls away from an intense lip-lock on the sidelines to reach them. He is the first one, sinking down on his knees.
"Are you guys okay?"
Nora drops an arm over her face and gives him a weak thumbs-up from the floor, and Natasha hiccups.
"Here. Take my hand!"
She does, but Nora has a lot of liquid in her stomach right now, sloshing and splashing. She is having a hard time engaging her core.
Mickey pulls, and Nora only slides.
Her dress is probably around her stomach right now. God bless bike shorts.
"Would you...?" Mickey lets out an exasperated sigh that makes Natasha pout.
"Don't get mad, Fanboy!"
"I'm not mad," Mickey insists. He looks around and focuses on a spot Nora can't see. She tries and only succeeds in painfully pulling her hair. "Can you help me out here, guys? They’re so drunk. It’s like deadlifting a fish."
"We are not fish. We are ladies," Natasha pipes up, sounding indignant. "Some of us are anyway." A bright smile lights up her face as Javy and Bob come into frame. "Coyote! Bob! Did you see our lift?"
"I saw it, and I wish I hadn't," Javy says dryly. He has her off the ground and on her feet in a single move, guiding her arm around his shoulder as Bob grabs the other one. "How about some water? Hangman..."
"Go ahead. I'm good."
As the slurred sound of Natasha’s giggles fade under the swelling finale of (I’ve Had) The Time of My Life, Nora briefly closes her eyes. She opens them again, and Jake is standing over her wilting form.
He glows against in the light from the disco ball, a golden gleam in the silver incandescence. Twinkling.
“Hi Jake,” Nora says softly, poking at a sore spot on her bottom lip with her tongue. She must’ve bitten it in the fall. She doesn’t remember that either.
“Hi Nora.”
“You’re sparkling.”
“You’re bleeding.”
Confused, Nora frowns.
Dull pain radiates from her left knee, and Nora spots a red and angry scrape across the skin, pulsing and throbbing with a forming bruise. She wipes at her eyes again, stinging with more tears, now that Nora has remembered the pain.
“Oh, I think I'm fine though. I'm tough. I'll get back out there."
She doesn't move.
His cheek twitches, but Jake doesn’t let her distract him. He crouches down.
“Come on, Rocky. Let’s get'cha cleaned up, yeah?”
She sticks out her arms, and amused, Jake peels her from the rink.
She is on the bench again in a flash. Metal is cold against the backs of her thighs, and Nora shivers.
A warm hand brushes across the nape of her neck, and Jake murmurs something in her that Nora doesn’t quite catch.
Only after Jake leaves does Nora comprehend the words.
“Be right back, sweetheart.”
Alone, Nora looks around. She feels a little out of focus.
Underneath the neon arcade sign, Natasha is chugging a bottle of water while Bob readies another. She doesn't see Bradley anywhere. He must've snuck off or gone home with that girl.
Nora remembers their conversation and drops her head into her hand, propped on her thighs.
Nora caught the stiff edge of Bradley's sleeve.
“Sorry. Can I speak to you for a second? Alone?”
He was in the middle of a conversation with Maid of Honor sash, who glared suspiciously at Nora as Bradley slid into the booth across from her.
Don't even worry, Nora wanted to reassure. He’s all yours.
“So Coyote asked me an interesting question,” Nora started. She explained the context and repeated the question. "Did you tell anyone?"
“Did I tell anyone what?”
“You know,” Nora insisted, and Bradley shook his head, scrubbing a hand over his mouth to hide the glimpse of the entertained smile forming there. Jackass. “You know, Bradshaw. Don’t make me spell it out for you.”
He shrugged. “I really don’t know.”
“Christ…”
What had Nora done to deserve this? Riddle me that, universe.
She exhaled. "Fine. We were both at Captain Wolfe's party a few years ago." Five to be exact. She held back a groan. "There was a pool game and drinks and shots and..."
And a silver dress sparkled in the blue darkness, gleaming in a shimmering puddle on the leather back seat of a faded blue Bronco as a shirtless Bradley Bradshaw leaned over the bench seat and popped open the glove compartment for a condom.
And and and.
He grinned.
"Oh, I think I remember now. So I shouldn't have told everyone I know about the hot sex in the back of the Bronco? I shouldn't have mentioned that?" And if Bradley expected her to blush, Nora disappointed him with an unimpressed glare and a swift kick in the shins. He yelped. "God, I'm kidding, Rogers. I didn't tell them anything."
She whispered quickly, "Why would Coyote ask me that then?"
"I don't know, okay? Everyone here is a nosey son of a bitch who can't mind their own business," Bradley said. "Even Phoenix has asked me once or twice. Someone probably has money riding on it or something. Not a big deal." He sulked. "Can I go back now?"
After an internal debate, Nora said carefully, "I have one more question. Do…?”
Do you all think something is going on between me and a certain arrogant pilot from Texas?
Her lips parted as Nora hesitated, and impatient, Bradley pulled a pained face. “
“Nora, I was about to get laid."
God. She waved him away. “Fine, sorry. Use protection.”
"Always do," Bradley said with a wink and was gone, leaving Nora alone with the smothered question, still kicking up sparks in the back of her awareness.
She needed that drink to be a double.
Something brushes against her knee, and Nora startles.
“Careful,” Jake cautions, voice low and soothing, like Nora is a spooked horse. “Don’t hurt yourself.”
She didn’t notice him come back.
She relaxes.
“Did you get your skates?”
He blinks. “My what?”
“You went to the Skate Rental counter, didn’t you? I saw you.”
“I went to ask them for their First Aid…” Jake is cradling a small red and white box in his arms. A roll of gauze is around his thumb like a ring. “…and get you some water because your knee is bleeding, Hollywood."
He says it like Nora might’ve forgotten. She frowns.
She didn’t forget.
She would've remembered.
She carefully sips the water as Jake opens the kit and pulls out some bandages and ointment. He opens a packet of alcohol wipes with his teeth and nods at Nora’s leg.
“Can I?”
Nora nods, and Jake sinks down on his knees.
She is surprised when Jake doesn’t start with her knee, instead carefully unknotting the laces and pulling the skates from her feet, setting them down on the carpet.
He smiles faintly at the pink socks, the little embroidered heart on the ankles, and Nora swears Jake brushes a gentle thumb across the pattern.
He applies the alcohol, and Nora lets out a sharp hiss at the sting, the burn.
He doesn’t prolong the sensation. He moves with such quick and efficient purpose that she wonders if one of Jake's sisters is a nurse or doctor.
She wants to ask him.
What comes out instead is, "What did you tell Coyote about me?”
For a brief moment, Jake pauses, then carefully sets the bandage in place, crumpling the plastic wrapper in a clenched fist.
His voice is hard to read. “Why’re you asking?”
She should say something like, “Sorry, I’m really drunk, and I didn’t mean to ask you that. Let’s pretend I never said anything. This never happened,” and Jake would say something like, “Can do, Hollywood.”
That would be that.
Instead, Nora throws away the shovel and starts digging the hole with her hands.
“Something Coyote said. What did you tell him?”
“Well, I guess I just said I might've met a beautiful and smart and clever as hell woman, who's basically my dream girl." Jake looks at Nora, all dimples and gleaming green, stroking across the edge of the bandage with a soft touch. "My argumentative dream girl."
She swallows against a suddenly dry mouth. "Just that, huh?"
"Just that." His expression is warm. "She doesn't like me though, right, sweetheart? Not even kind of?"
She realizes that on his knees like that, Jake could slide over half an inch and be between her parted legs. He could lean right in and...
“Right," Nora echoes. "Not even kind of."
A grin brims on his lips.
She lets the moment fade, and blessedly, Jake does too.
Jake pats her on the knee and rises. He gathers the wrappers and runs the First Aid kit back to the Skate Rental counter, coming back with another water and fries.
She could actually cry. She munches on the burning hot fries and drinks the water instead and sobers enough to push down the urge to lean on Jake's broad shoulder.
She puts on her skates again as Jake tosses the rest of the fries and dusts off his hands. She flexes her knee like a brand new Barbie doll with a proud grin. He watches her with a fond expression that softens every part of his face.
“Will I live, Texas?”
“Think so, Hollywood.”
Jake sweeps his fingers through his hair, picking up the cowboy hat from the bench and setting it back on his head.
"Now," Jake drawls. "We have enough time for a few more trips around the rink. Want to get back out there?"
He holds out a hand, and Nora slips her hand in his.
She doesn’t let go in the rink, and Jake doesn’t either.
When Jake walks her to the door and lingers, looking at her with those eyes, Nora should probably close the door in his face. She should close the door and go to bed alone and tell him to do the same.
She can't be trusted around him, not with the alcohol and the adrenaline coursing through her bloodstream, making her feel unbalanced.
Instead, Nora digs her own grave.
She holds the door open, and Jake comes in with a smirk, smug and knowing.
Everything is a blur from there. A supercut of soft touches and gasping breaths and the sound of his name as Jake presses her against every damn surface in the damn apartment.
Every kiss is devouring, sucked into the column of her neck, pressed against her bare shoulder, open-mouthed and possessive.
He doesn’t kiss her on the lips, not yet, and Nora wonders if Jake wants to make her beg him.
She’s never begged for anything in her damn life.
She might let him.
She is pliable under him, and Jake is more than willing to use that to his advantage, maneuvering them onto the mattress.
She is still dressed, and on her back, Nora can hardly breathe as Jake reaches under the dress and pulls her underwear down.
"You're so beautiful..."
He licks a long stripe over her core, tongue flat and broad.
She can’t think. She can hardly breathe.
She’s right on the edge, aching, when Jake pulls back.
He looks up. Mouth slick with her, grinning like a devil.
"Come on, sweetheart," Jake murmurs on a low breath that fans right across her exposed core. She whimpers. "We’re just gettin’ started. Be good for me."
She shakes awake, drenched in sweat, with a familiar ache between her legs.
It was a dream. She's alone.
Her dress sparkles from the corner of the room, where a drunken Nora had left it a few hours earlier and crawled into bed in an old NYU shirt that feels too warm now.
She peels it from her skin and gulps down the whole water glass on her nightstand.
Neither is enough to soothe the heat that burns under her skin.
Nora sighs out an emphatic "Fuck" in the darkness and lets her hand drift under the covers. She comes with a hand over her mouth, a familiar name on her tongue.
note: i will add a real note when i don't have a blue light headache, but... past nora and bradley, confirmed? current nora and jake, still a question mark? what do we think?
should i spring the nora and bradley one shot from the vault next?
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