#dO NOT TALK IM ANGER

[aphel1on]

neuvillette's lore is actually insane. we all took one look at him and went "haha dragon🫵" but i significantly underestimated how big of a role he would play. he's the incarnation of the original hydro sovereign. he took back his rule right under the heavenly principles' nose. he's the one handing out hydro visions now (not even because he has to, he doesn't, he just grew so fond of humanity that he chooses to). he gave away the hydro gnosis bc he straight up doesn't need it. he's planning to DETHRONE ALL OF THE ARCHONS (in a few hundred years, when the traveler's not around to see it, so it won't be awkward for them). he's kind and soft-spoken. he's full of vengeful rage. he's a father to hundreds. he found his purpose after feeling lost for 500 years. skirk pulled him aside for a super-secret convo and when he saw us again he immediately spilled the tea. as far as i can tell, he spawned into existence fully formed. no other character can fucking compare

#neuvillette #genshin impact #4.2 #genshin spoilers #aphelion.txt #SORRY BUT I FINALLY FINISHED THE AQs TODAY AND IM IN MY FUCKING FEELS #by all rights he should've hated focalors- the thief of the hydro sovereignty- the most. #he cried when she sacrificed herself in front of him. #he is so gentle. i think he does feel genuine indignance and anger over what happened to the dragons #but he mostly talks about the eventual judgment as if it's something he must do out of obligation and duty #i loved him in 4.0 but he honestly shot up the ranks now to being one of my favorite genshin characters of all time #i'm still in awe at how he and focalors completely defied the heavenly principles and WON. #barring some big plot twist in future updates they fucking WON. #any victory against the heavenly principles that we've seen in the story so far has been pyrrhic at best #this is the sort of thing i'd think would usually cause them to nuke fontaine with a heavenly needle #(lol that would be a devastating one-off fanfic for someone to write) #but anyway focalors most bamf god of teyvat fr #and neuvi her accomplice my special guy

[transmechanicus]

Really fucked up that two ppl can care about each other and make their best efforts to communicate and still end up hurting each other so badly they cannot stand to be in the same room.

#my stuff #i feel soooo bad talking to my therapist about the same topics over multiple weeks #like i feel like they're sooo sick of it like damn can this bitch get Over It alreadyyyy #hi yes actually can we talk about the near catastrophic sense of betrayal and loss that has haunted my soul for over a month? #can we talk about how I overcompensate for other's possible feelings and emotions to desperately mask my terror at feeling out of control #can we talk about how even when I know ppl acted with logical reasons necessary for their situation it still hurt me? #and that this pain fills me up with so much anger and frustration that I'm powerless to put anywhere that won't hurt someone #so it just cooks me inside and makes me grind my teeth constantly for weeks #im so angry i did not deserve to be treated like this it's not fair and I have no capacity to fix it or control when it feels better #i just have to survive and wait until i forget about it and hope they don't decide to reach out and fuck it all up #cause i can see that happening #i'll finally be free of thinking about them and generally going about my day unbothered and they'll ask to get coffee or something #and I have no idea what I should do in that scenario. because I don't think we can be friends. #and you have not treated me with the compassion and warmth I treated you #i would want to say mean things. hurtful things. I would want to bite back for once. #and that's not me. that's not who I want to be. #i don't wanna see you. go away. don't talk to me if you're not going to make the pain go away.

[ssaseaprince]

Just ONCE I want to see Will and Hannibal go absolutely feral and fight each other. Think Red Dragon but slightly less lethal. I want to see them biting and clawing, giving each other dislocated joints and broken bones and cuts and bruises, leaving bleeding bite marks and scratches on each other. Is that too much to ask?

#Why do I feel like it would genuinely be good for their relationship #Like getting all their aggression out on each other and just letting the pain and anger thrive for a minute #I bet it would feel euphoric in the end #idk #dont listen to me i have no idea what im talking about #hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannibal lecter #will graham #hannibal nbc #hannigram #hannibal and will #hannibal crack #they would definitely fuck at the end but thats not the point of the post

[artoutoftheblue]

Wouldnt it be nice if Prince Lunar and Castor confessed to each other in a field at night while stargazing? I think it would

#trying to get my mind off of my anger and this is how im doing it #blue talks #lc stuff #a prince and a star

[tomurakii]

I'm still a kipperlily apologist actually. Why are we starting the episode talking about how she's been in counselling since freshman year. Maybe after 3 years you should've counselled her better tf

#something is immensely wrong and has BEEN wrong. she absolutely needs help #but shes like 17. its not like shes fuckin innately evil or something. shes still younger than Ragh and Aelwyn were in season 1 #if Aelwyn can have stans so can Kipperlily #i just think it would be fucked up to do all this talking about her struggle with anger issues (and the fact that she's been seeking help) #since she was 14 and have that be it. like oh yeah she was just evil already. like surely thats not how this works #surely when brennan's been having so many of the bad kids embrace rage and has set up Ankarna to be maybe a victim hes not gonna like #villain typecast the kid who's been seeking help since her freshman year. surely we're not doing “anger issues mean you're evil” #kipperlily copperkettle #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #you know what YES im tagging this

[deoidesign]

I'm sorry if what I say is wrong in any way, I don't mean to offend you, it's just something I'm not completely sure about. Does Adam use he/they or they/them pronouns? I think I saw a post of yours where you said that Adam uses he/they, but it was a while ago and now I'm not completely sure (and I don't want to use the wrong pronouns)

I know you don't mean anything by it, but I am sad that so many of the asks I get start with people saying "I'm sorry, I don't want to offend you" or some variation thereof, followed by completely normal questions. I think I may have been responding too harshly to too many things and given the impression that I'll jump at people for being wrong...

But asking clarifying questions is always okay. I mean, it's also okay to be wrong and even offensive. What matters is if you learn from it when someone points out that it was wrong or offensive. I won't stop telling people they're saying something hurtful if they are, but I don't want that to lead people to be scared of me or something.

Correcting people is always just about correcting them, not hurting them. It's okay to need to be corrected, were all learning new things every day.

Anyways Adam uses he/they, you remembered correctly

#i dont like when people pry about personal things #especially not when it's accusatory. I'm admittedly sensitive to a lifetime of people denying my identity #people saying i dont count as bi. or nonbinary. or disabled. #and so i tend to take questions around these as people trying to 'sus me out' as a fake or something... #and I'm always going to try to explain. generally gently... how these things are hurtful to me personally #or in the case of my characters how certain things can (in my opinion) be harmful mindsets to have #but i dont carry them with me and im not mad #im just 26 and kinda tired of making myself small to make other people more comfortable. #so. if im uncomfortable ill just say jt! #and ill do my best to explain why so people can maybe learn from it #but as someone who. i talked about this recently elsewhere. as someone who has anger management issues #and unfortunately has had to deal with people i care deeply about being scared of me... #it just makes me sad to see anons being scared of me. #that's all #im not upset or anything. just trying to be a better person. #I'm learning everyday too #asks #anon

[fellhellion]

Something something the spot’s goofy antics distract from how dangerous his own entitlement and resentment is

#I don’t want to be that guy but I feel a little bit like spot gets sanded down a tad into just the fact he’s funny #and he IS funny I get it. but what makes him scary is the power to lash out with his entitlement and resentment towards miles #it’s you did this TO ME (miles didn’t #he was busy getting pummeled by kingpin and then venom shocking him back and the building was being EVACUATED it’s literally no one’s fault #but spot’s that he was there AND miles didn’t even know he was there when the collider exploded) #so I’m owed the role that you made me into <- miles literally didn’t do this #I’m OWED being your nemesis because I created you <- when all of itsv is about its miles own choices that make him heroic and not the bite #spot can’t even take ownership of his own actions. he’s like oh IM not robbing you that’s the bank. well buddy I don’t see you robbing the #bank I see you harassing some guy owning a corner store #like I get it. ur a cosmic horror and it sucks capitalism is pushing u down and u can’t get a job but like OWN UP TO WHAT THE HELL YOU DO #LMAO #and even miles trying to genuinely reach out and say look I’m sorry I made u feel bad (even though this isn’t an owed apology) and spot #STILL is hellbent on breaking miles back for an imagined slight #I AM GOING TO KILL YOUR LITERAL FATHER BECAUSE I BLAME YOU FOR SOMETHING YOU DIDNT DO #like god lmao. he’s a fun silly villain but there’s legitimate anger and spite and RESENTMENT motivating him purely to try hurt miles back a #as* badly as he imagines miles hurt him. when it’s like dude. own tf up to who’s responsible here #I’m not angry at the spot btw I actually think he’s a fun villain but I think recognising that resentment is what makes him effective as a #*​frightening* villain and one that poses legitimate danger #tunes talks spiderverse #apologies xinakwans ik u said you didn’t want to read any spot posts hopefully this snags on ur filtered content block shdjfjfk

[vigilantellie]

Lark says "Hi, dad" and it is cold. Tired. Distant. That's all that's left between them-- "Dad" is a hollow thing. There's nothing there. Or, well, maybe one thing is there: Blame. It's someone's fault, and maybe it's Lark's, maybe it's Henry's, but someone's to blame. Maybe both of them are.

Sparrow says "Hi, dad" but what he's really saying is "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He's begging, pleading, and later, when he finds himself all but CLINGING to his father, he knows his apologies are hollow things, and no one is listening. Because yes, Sparrow is his father's son, but oh, Henry is his brother's father, and both have had enough of begging, of boundaries built and broken. But all Sparrow has are apologies--that's all that's left.

Guilt--that's all that's left between the three of them.

#HIIIII dndads fandom enjoy this piece of cringe 💖 #ANYWAY i had to get my thoughts out bc i have been BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS #Anthony could have just said 'hi dad' once for both of them but he DIDN'T and THAT made me unwell #and then henry HARDLY hugging sparrow back???? AHHHH #left me thinking about how will had said previously Henry never really dealt with the anger he had with his kids #and how we've seen at least lark turn henrys talk of boundaries against him and i #Henry being so CIVIL to avoid another blow up fight with his kids so afraid to do anything wrong so wanting to do RIGHT #by what his kids want by what boundaries they've set #and in the end he ends up out of their lives to quite honestly the detriment of nearly all of them (i cant get started on lark rn lol) #idk idk im butchering this!! #its just they are all so GUILTY for things they could change and things they couldn't and that HAUNTS them #i am shaking the bars of my enclosure!!!! i need to lay down #dndads #dndads spoilers #dungeons and daddies

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Thoughts on baby sasunaru, like academy days where Sasuke realizes ‘shoot, I like this idiot’ after Naruto is carried into the class room laughing by disheveled ANBU who had to chase him around the town for 3 hours.

Anon I've been thinking abt this all day

#listen. i love sasuke a lot. and i see a lot of hate for him and i cant stand it #im obsessed with how sasuke sees naruto. he looks at naruto and naruto makes the world feel less terrible #that is literally canon. but at the same time their dynamic in the academy is so weird bc like they do not talk but they gaze #longingly at eachother. its so weird. so i think to make sense of this i would say that sasuke thinks naruto is fun #he likes his sort of carefree off the walls nature which is something he feels he cant show. i also dont understand sasuke's intelligence #like were told hes smart but he also struggles with the same stuff as naruto. thus i must assign him auditory processing issues/maybe #dyslexia. bc i like to inflict dyslexia upon my faves. and i like the idea of iruka seating them together so that he can give special #attention to naruto and to sasuke with sasuke having to speak up abt it. but thats just me making stuff up. i also like the idea that #sasuke just like blank faced glares so much to cover the fact that he has no idea wtf is happening. like he's super smart but his brain is #on a delay lmao. anyway i just love the idea of sasuke wanting to be a dumb kid doing dumb kid stuff with naruto to the extent that he #forgets his anger. and being 100% on board for narutos stupid ideas #uzumaki naruto #uchiha sasuke #hatake kakashi #umino iruka #haruno sakura #is this the 1st time ive drawn sakura? maybe. i have complcated feeling abt her for obv reasons. bad writing i mean #naruto #also i say sasuke thinks naru is fun. im looking past the fact that they feel eachothers pain. more why do they vibe together personality #wise. does that make sense? maybe idk. i just love them a lot #oh god i wish i could edit my tags at the start to clarify what i mean. but god i dont wanna rewrite this

[guideaus]

im abandoning reading books to learn for fun, im gonna read some self-help shit about emotions every time one of my parents does something

#personal #i dread speaking to my mom so often and it really feels like im spinning a wheel to get maybe 4 diff mostly negative reactions #regardless of what i do #she went from lecturing me to which i cut her off to say 'i know about x' in the most steady way i could muster and she still #had her anger level burst and go 'DONT get an attitude with me!!' and clearly getting angrier. for some reason #it feels like a video game where i have to watch to make sure her anger doesnt go thru the roof and i lose #its like im some worker getting screamed at for an unrelated thing. i feel so exhausted too im like is this really what im getting fucking. #yelled at into submission for... saying 'yes i know about x' when shes not even sure what she's talking about

[yumeurl]

⚡️🐍⚡️ is so hard to like cuz ud wanna chill and think abt how to make them work but some of the ppl in it are so annoying that they sadly make u think of other pairs instead😭 like genuinely idc if u depict harry as the bottomest submissive omega ever or daddy dom top tom, if i have anything to say abt that ill talk abt it to my friends in private, cuz u do are allowed to rant without attacking ppl yakno. but i do have problems when they go in places they shouldnt be in (like those who like botTom or even switch ⚡️🐍⚡️ or even lit w a neighboring ship like ⚡️🍏) or annoyingly vague in twt

like bro 1. ure in hp how are u taking things so seriously for a book series w 84935 problems 2. 🐍⚡️ in particular has so many great artists and writers are u rly gonna spend ur time on things u Know u dislike and then shit on it when u discover that its still a thing u dislike

#like i dislike depictions of the couple being so devastatingly inlove w each other cuz theyre meant to be or whatever #i think even w non serious settings ill still depict them as two ppl who cant ever seem to agree on things #and fight alot #but im not gonna go and demand ppl to do that depiction instead #cuz at the end of the day the most important opinion that i value is mine LOL #and probab waifs #im ranting cuz this has been building up lately #not the anger but my tendency to yap #ive never met a group of ppl so pathetic and so insecure abt things they like #well thats a lie ive seen them in aph lmfaoo #u have such wide array of artists and writers and even fans willing to talk abt top tom and bot harry #id be lucky to get even a glimpse of switch tom much less botTom #looking for fics for this pair is lit a challenge cuz i just cant handle top tom #so wtf u complainin abt. cuz 10 ppl dont want top tom or bot harry? fmkdmgldmg #hp #rambles #if u read this godbless

[theprodigypenguin]

I bought a keffiyah a few weeks back, as I'm sure a lot of people did, and I wore it today because when I woke up it was absolutely pouring. It is so warm, so comfortable, probably better than any scarf or shawl I've ever owned before. Better quality for sure.

And now I can't stop thinking about how something made by kind Palestinian hands is keeping me warm and giving me incredible comfort and security while those same gentle hands are digging the corpses of family and friends out of rubble.

And I'm dizzy and sick to my stomach from anger and shame and love all at once.

I am so lucky, so privileged to be where I am, even if this country is my greatest shame. What an honor it is to have a voice I can use to speak up against injustice. My heart bleeds for Palestine and will continue to bleed until everyone is free from the river to the sea.

#free palestine #ceasefire #dont stop talking about palestine #the west bank #boycott works #boycott israel #i have never felt this much in my heart in my entire life #where i always knew the us was absolutely fucked and would do what i could #like protesting in a blm march during quarantine after george floyd was murdered #i dont think my anger has ever reached this level #ive gotten angry over injustice before yes #but never like this #and im not sure if i should be embarassed and ashamed or eternally grateful #probably all of the above

[daydadahlias]

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#im not going to answer the last few asks ive gotten bc. this blog just isnt the place for this kind of conversation but #i will just say explicitly. dont u dare say i dont think it's a big deal. #the reason im upset about this is *because* i know how fucking big a deal this is. i mean fuck ? #it's mass fucking genocide. #and i dont want people misplacing their anger at a stupid fucking band that doesn't know shit about it. #and i dont want them to potentially fuck this up and spread misinformation. so focus your energy where it counts. #and that's all i'll say on the matter. considering this is just a small 5sos blog #and you dont know what im doing in my personal life to talk about this issue outside of '5sos world' #and you dont know what 5sos are doing either outside of public press land #and i would like to think - like the ukraine situation - that they are doing their part to donate and help with their money and privilege. #but you know that if they spoke about this on fucking TWITTER of all places ?? like that's the top place to get important news??? #that people would just focus their energy on complaining that they took too long. instead of actually helping anything or anyone. #people just want to misdirect their energy and their anger. and of course you're angry. of course we're all fucking angry and horrified #and devastated. but let's put it where it counts. to the people who need help. not stupid celebrities. just. yeah. ok #end of conversation

[agent-sapphire]

i can honestly understand allison, like really, i do and it’s really interesting to explore her darker side. her argument with viktor, her making a deal with reggie, her being so frustrating and angry? and as much as there was moments she pissed me off, i personally liked this arc in a way.

but why the fuck did she have to do that to luther? completely unnecessary scene and i think we can all agree on that.

#i was so shocked??? #that felt really out of character and like have nothing to do with her anger or grief??? #luther and allison barely talked and when he approached her to comfort her she does THAT #im................... #and no proper apology or adressing that GOD #otherwise her character didnt feel terribly written #but THAT scene did not need to happen AT ALL #allison hargreeves #luther hargreeves #the umbrella academy #the umbrella academy spoiler #tua #tua spoiler #tua spoilers #tua season 3 #tua s3 #text. #my post.

[notahero76]

something something blackwatch being more-or-less made up of people who were willing to do whatever it took to achieve their goal(s) bc that's gabe's style of doing things and why he probably got passed over for strike commander position (and why he ended up being glad bc he knew he'd be on a tight leash in the post-crisis version of overwatch)

#twilly talks #overwatch #blackwatch #i havent looked at lore in a while so forgive me if anything has already been stated or like. denied #but idk. just #moira is an obvious one #this woman literally got blacklisted for her experiments and joined blackwatch to continue them #genji was willing to do whatever it took to live. to avenge himself. then when all that was left was anger and disgust he just kept going #with the people who let him use that. even if it was for their own purposes #cassidy is a bit different #he was 17 and chose blackwatch over prison #more desperation at the start. but i feel like we see him being very goal oriented. not as cutthroat as his companions #but definitely not completely averse to violence and doing what he has to #gabe ran overwatch during the crisis. he would've had to do anything it took to win #look at retribution. look at him as reaper. #im just. head full of thoughts

[ivycrowned]

tumblr recced a post and I had. Irrelevant thoughts. also it seemed like a vent post. but the neuro-whatever vibe to Explain sparkled in my brain so. i am indulging this in my own corner instead of on someone else's post.

i don't do near exclusively good runs bc im just so pure and good and/or want to be perceived that way

i do 'em bc i have anxiety and also bc helping ppl is my power fantasy but like the anxiety is so very real abt it.

#i have gotten better at rejection/anger/unhappiness being directed at me in roleplay tho! #straight up sent me into a panic spiral a few years back when doing early dnd #i think its as much getting better at it as it is having such beautiful friends that have all become so good at communicating w eachother #and checking in #oh and nearly forgot abt the anger/rejection related ptsd so that ALSO gets my ass #also evil runs are.... just not fun to me #this is not shade in any form by the way #i dont think exploring darkness and evil is in anyway some kinda moral signifier #i just personally can't live in that headspace for rp #now if im writing a story on my own #then i can be EEEEEVIL and its so much fun #but its different? #anyway best i can do is particularly selfish and or chaotic but i need some good redeemign qualities in there #or i just lose interest #anyway #this has been an unspecified ramble #mun talk