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genjv4rse · 1 year

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#사랑 enhypen as your bf !

warnings!...none just pure fluff and affection, lowercase intended.

notes : fun fact this was the first work i wanted to post but got distracted :)

genre : fluff, established relationships, slight angst

𝗛𝗘𝗘𝗦𝗘𝗨𝗡𝗚!

soft flirty bf huhu he's literally gonna flirt so hard and on top of that if you're shy he's absolutely gonna shapeshift your cheeks into a tomato/strawberry whatv red stuff you prefer :) i mean we all know hee is a pro at flirting so good luck to your sanity RIP

lots of singing fs this man's gonna sing for you like can't sleep? dw babe he's got a soty typa lullaby, bored/stressed? who needs a lofi playlist when you got lee hee :) hEAR me out he's definitely gonna write songs for you jsjsjs he's gonna sing em to you randomly cause It's romantic right?? he'll look deep into your eyes, throw that signature smirk of his and sing oh so lovingly cause he knows he's driving you nutz ;)

lotsss of movie gaming dates he'll beat you at every game heyyy he's an ace i don’t make the rules 🥱 but time to time he'll chill down and let you win few rounds intentionally but you don't need to know that

he loves to kiss you sm, your cheeks are his fav place to smooch uwu. but don't forget to smooch him back hehe.

his love is is a mix of quality time and words of affection !

𝗝𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗪𝗢𝗡!

omg he's gonna be so caring and protective towards you he's basically your second momma 😭

but don’t get fooled by his strong facade deep inside he's your lil kitty ready to be taken care of so plz do check on him and give him the affection he deserves

he gets seriously jealous whenever your paying too much attention on maeumi and she's reciprocating it with heavy affection. "cats are best" he would literally blurt out of nowhere and you can't help but laugh at his silly tantrum.

there will be times where won wouldn’t be feeling his best. all the stress, work and commotion tires him out sm yet he still feels like he's not the best. on those days he only seeks for your comfort. knowing very well all he needs is you beside him to make him feel better plz always love this boy he's gonna be a mess without you :(

his love is a mix of quality time and soft physical affection !

𝗝𝗔𝗬 !

rich sugar daddy bf but he actually acts like a dad lmao

if your eyes lingers on a item from more than 0.00001 seconds he'll buy it for you no matter what

he makes you lots of healthy homemade meals and does all the chores for you plz he's such a material man I want him 🛐

jay loves you alot and is always there to guide in every situation he'll be both mature and goofy cracking silly dad jokes to lighten up your mood girl you better appreciate this man and love him back 😾‼️

his love is a mix acts of service and words of affection !

𝗝𝗔𝗞𝗘!

so how does it feel to have a rizzmastser as your bf 😃? /j

he's so cute goofy and babygirl you wanna gatekeep him

he'll get excited over all sorts of lil things. will take you out on various fun dates like arcades, amusement parks, pet cafes but his most fav date place and activity is going out on a walk with you and layla in a nice, less crowded, green park uwu!

you’re basically layla's mom now. he'll let you play with her and take care of her in his absence (layla's so cute noo 😭)

another smooch lover but his fav place is the lips ;) his lips are basically glued to yours.

his love is a mix of quality time and physical affection !

𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗛𝗢𝗢𝗡 !

awkward ahh goofy bf 😃

he's gonna be so unserious in general but dw he gets pretty mature and serious when he needs to be :)

he'll be a bit awkward at initiating affection first so if you take matters in hand and initiate affection first he'll be over the moon ahaha.

once he's opened up to you he'll be quite a affectionate guy but he isn’t a pda lover so behind closed doors he's all lovey dovey ^^

he'll let you play with gaeul and then he's gonna be like "gaeul is so lucky to have visual parents aka me n you 😌💅" and you’re like 😀👍 lmao

ice rink dates uwu. he's gonna be your personal figure skating coach <3

his love language is definitely quality times !

𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗢𝗢 !

the slayest bf ever im jealous 🥺

king of affection boy's literally gonna bicker about who's the most affectionate one or who's more slay lol.

lots of tteobokkie dates and self care nights

yall will do sleep overs and do each others skincare. he's practically gonna turn into your special dermatologist 💅

but he can be very serious and understanding. whenever your having a hard time he'll be there in a flash of light he understands you better than anyone in this world and is always there to cheer you up <3

his love language is a mix of physical affection and quality time !

𝗡𝗜-𝗞𝗜 !

A 6'3" TEASE

but first he needs time to open up to you to get friendly enough to tease relentlessly

so when he gets all warmed up say bye bye to your life 😈 /j

he teases you and is very playful but dw he respects you alot too and is very understanding and serious when needed to be <3

lots of piggyback rides from him, he loves to cuddle you and play footsies lol.

he loves to lay on your lap cuz in that position he can admire your pretty face and relax too 😍

he'll call you in his late night solo practices to showoff but it'll turn into a goofy dance session and filled with laughs and affection he's so 😢

he'll take you out on arcade or bowling dates and would tease the he'll out of you if you suck :D

insists on playing video games with you but it ends up with him doing some stupid bets you always keep losing 🙄 but dw he'll let you win time to time intentionally ;)

he'll be such a sillygoofy fun boyfie plz I want him he's so cool and cute

he's love language will be a mix of quality time and physical affection !

taglist : @solarwoniii @shiningstar-byulxx @wtfhyuck

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littlemisskittyy · 4 months

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Gege Akutami made Hajime Isayama look like an angel

I am going to rant, both as an AOT fan & as a JJK fan, so hear me & you will hear me out.

This is not a hate rant, but just a normal, "Holy crap I realized something" rant.

I said what I said - Gege made Hajime look like a friggin angel.

There were so many moments in AOT (manga & anime) where we ugly cried, to name a few - Gabi killing our potato-loving girl Sasha, Hange being toasted by her cape, Erwin's final SHINJO WO SASAGEYO and the list goes on.

Ugly cried, or that was only me.

But.

Hear me out.

Sure, our Strongest Soldier, the beautiful man Levi Ackerman, lost his ability to walk but the Strongest Sorcerer of his era lost his ability to live because he was - first, mutilated, then Sukuna thought it was best to cut is midriff into two equal parts.

Then we got Eren Jaeger & his goal to kill 80% of the population, however we have Mahito or that lucky pony-tail kid who was bdsm-ed punched by daddy Nanami or else Nobara & the blonde assistant (I forgot her name don't kill me) would probably, not die, but be more wounded as they already were... who were doing it for FUN. We all know Eren wasn't doing it for fun. Then again, Mahito is a curse, so... But that kid was not a curse.

While almost all of the veteran scouts were gone, sure that's super sad because why leave poor baby Levi, it was a given for humanity's friggin sake. But what did we learn from Shibuya? We got Ryomen Sukuna, who was looking for women and children for whatever creepy reason, killing or mutilating whoever he'd bump into along the way.

Kenjaku was evil, making his children fight or I'm not sure where I got this, the idea of making Yuji eat his brothers (euuurgh) but fine that's equally disgusting as Ymir's kids eating her.

Then speaking of brothers, although it was twisted, at least Eren had a decent time with Zeke, but neither Choso nor Yuji can recall their moments together as brothers - well good thing Choso remembered later on, but Yuji???

I'm not done!

Eren, Armin & Mikasa had good childhood memories, only Yuji went through a normal childhood time, but their teenage years were just sad because they should be talking about their crushes or whatever normal stuff teenagers were talking about - I just want to hug Yuji & Megumi & Kugisaki.

Then onto romantic crap.

Miwa & Kokichi Muta deserve so much more. I will say this over & over. Huhu. We got Armin x Annie at the end, but that airplane scene between Mechamaru & Miwa? Miwa didn't even get the chance to see Muta huhu. At least, hoping that we'll get Yuta x Queen Maki because I want to see her cute blushing cheeks & she deserves the world for going through a lot of hardships.

I could go on & on but seriously. Am I the only one who had this realization?

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk anime #jjk manga #aot #attack on titan #aot anime #aot manga #jjk fandom #aot fandom

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sunrysng · 3 years

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he chillin’ 🍷✨

#nanami kento #jjk #Jujutsu Kaisen #nanamin #gif #animation #Fanart #七海建人 #daddy deserves the best huhu

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icarbabe · 3 years

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My Formal Goodbye.

My ex husband,

Hello, kamusta ka? Its been 3 months since we last talk. And its been almost 2 years since you decided to end our relationship. Bakit ko ginagawa to? I just want to formally say goodbye to you. I met someone, (Unexpectedly) I think that someone is amazing.. Someone who is willing to accept ung wasak na ako. and luckily someone who is willing to be a father sa anak mo. Sure ka dun sa agreement natin ha? na okay lang sayo magkaron ng bagong daddy si dani. nakakagulat at ang sakit na marinig yun galing sa bibig mo. pero kailangan kong tanggapin kesa ipagpilitan ng anak ko ang sarili niya sayo. Well hindi naman super wasak kasi I’ve been working on myself two years na. Hindi kita makausap kasi wala ka naman paramdam. Kung di ako makikipagusap sayo hindi ka naman nagiinitiate man lang. Naaalala mo pa ba kami? kahit di na ako, naaalala mo pa ba anak natin? nakakalungkot lang puruntong.. I still wonder what happened sayo. Nasan na ung tatay ng anak ko? Nasaan na ung asawa kong mahal na mahal kami ng anak ko? Siguro nga tama ka, pinagtagpo lang tayo pero hindi tinadhana? or should i say tinadhana to bring dani into this world.

Thankyou Elie. :) I am happy where I am today. Masaya na ako thou alam kong napakarami ko pang pagdadaanan, kami ni dani alam ko din na hindi namin haharapin yun magisa. I still remember the days and nights na nagmamakaawa ako kay Lord na mawala na ung sakit na nararamdaman ko from our broken family and marriage. Totoo nga he’s preparing me for something bigger. I cannot speak for tom elie, I am hoping and praying na this someone is really sincere. Thou unang una palang sobrang clear ng intentions niya. ayokong pangunahan ung pagkakataon at panahon pero may tiwala ako kay Lord and sa plans niya. I hope you are happy. I really mean it. Pero sorry na, hindi ko padin kayang patawarin ung other woman mo. kahit sa totoo lang sayo lang naman ako dapat magalit kasi ikaw lang din naman nagbigay sakanya ng lakas ng loob na maging matapang sa harapan ko. pero ewan ko why I still hold so many grudges towards her. Siguro kasi siya ung naging dahilan bakit nasira tayo. Alam niya una palang na may asawa’t pamilya ka. Alam niyang special si dani at kailangan niya ng gabay natin dalawa, ng pagmamahal ng buong pamilya kasi hindi madali ung haharapin niyang mundo. Mundong mapanghusga. Binitawan mo kami kagaya ng pagbitaw mo kay mommy. I cant forget you telling me na ako lang iniwan mo at hindi kasama si dani. Iniwan mo siya elie, kahit anong deny mo iniwan mo ako kasama ang anak mo. Pero hayaan mo na. That’s just the way you are. I want to remember you as a Good husband and Father. kaya nga iniiisp ko namatay ka na diba. hahha hindi naman literal. pero ung taong minahal ko at mahal ako wala na siya. at ung Elie na nakikita ko ngayon e ibang tao na. kasi the way you talk, parang hindi mo ko minahal kahit konti. Hindi ka man lang nagtira ng katiting ng respeto sakin bilang nanay ng anak mo. Pero pipiliin kong intindihin ka from afar. Hindi ka naman naging masama lang buong pagsasama natin. Naging mabuti ka din naman asawa at ama yun nga lang hindi nagtagal. yung good memories nalang ang aalalahanin ko. :)

Aalis na ko ha, bubuksan ko na ulit ung puso ko sa iba. Pipiliin ko na ulit maging masaya ng walang alinlangan. Alam ko maiintindihan mo ako. Diba ikaw pa nga pumipilit sakin na magmahal na ng iba. Sana totoo ung mga sinabi mo noon. Eto na yun, wala ng bawian puruntong ha. Bumitaw na ko sayo, bumitaw na ako satin. Sana makilala mo ung mamahalin mo ng totoo ung with sincerity, wag ka ng manakit ulupong ka! Kidding aside, I hope mahanap mo ung someone na mamahalin mo at mamahalin ka ng buong buo. ung taong makakapagpabago sayo ng may pagkukusa mo. Kasi puruntong.. hindi pwedeng ayaw mo pag di ka tatanggapin sa kung ano ka. Love is give and take. Isa lang hiniling ko sayo nung kinasal tayo. Maging honest ka, open communication. Na pag sumobra na ako pagsabihan mo ako. Maybe nagpalaki ka ng monster in me by tolerating me sa mga bagay na ayaw mo pala. pero wag na tayong magsisihan. Lessons learned. Alam ko pag tayo ang nagusap magkakaintindihan tayo. Eto na ung pinakahihintay mo, ung pagsuko ko. I hope this will bring you peace and happiness na. Tutulungan mo ba ko kay dani? hehe! Hindi na ako umaasa, just be a better person please, ayokong tignan ka ni dani as a bad father eh. yun nalang last na hiling ko sayo. Hindi kita pagbabawalan kay dani pero i hope you understand you have to win my trust back para malaya mo makuha si dani. pero pag laki naman niya hindi ko siya pipigilan kung gusto ka niyang makasama. Tatay ka niya at may karapatan ka sakanya. Naisip ko bigla puruntong, sayang andami mong namimiss sa milestones ni dani. you used yo be there.. sa paggapang niya, sa paghawak ng milk bottle even sa pagkain ng solid foods diba? You were a hands on father! kung ano man nangyari sayo I am praying na kung magkakaron ka ulit ng baby wag mo na ulitin please. And yes, tama ung nababasa mo. Kung dumating ung panahon na magdecide ka magkapamilya ulit hindi na kita pipigilan. You deserve to be happy, hindi naman porket nagkamali tayo noon at ngayon e wala na tayong karapatan magbago at maging masaya ulit. Puruntongg... ang saya ko na kaya ko ng sabihin ung ganito ngayon. Huhu gusto kong maiyak sa tuwa pero naubos na talaga ung luha ko sayo. heheh. you will always have a special place in my heart daddy. pero hanggang dun nalang yun. It stops growing na. Hehehe! May namiss pa ba kong sabihin? HAHHAHA. I think i have said my peace. Sana hayaan mo nadin akong maging masaya. Maybe someday we can be friends, at malabong anytime soon yon. It takes time. we both need to heal. alam ko naman hindi lang ako ung nasaktan dito ikaw din. Maraming salamat sa memories, it wasnt as good as we expected but atleast it was somehow real that time. Ako lang ba? i dont know and it doesnt really matter anymore. Sign off na ko bilang wife mo ha? Matagal mo na akong pinag reresign so eto na po. Resignation letter ko non-negotiable. haha. I hope the best for you (former) babe, baby, my love, mahal, daddy, my puruntong. I am opening the next chapter of my life. :)

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itsjusta · 3 years

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March 13, 2021

u knooow i was kulbaan when i asked u if u deleted our pics doeee cos ofc i didnt want u to delete it so when u said yes issa i was a little hurt but i understand doeee cos u have a gf naman and im not naman gyd in ur lifeee hahah and u said pd sauna not nimo delete huuuh 🤦🏻‍♀️ but its okay doe everything can change man gyd and dont wanna be disappointed and sad na cos of dat hahah dat was one of the things i wanted to look at doe if mubalik ko twitter puhon but atleast i know na doe para not nako look hahha i tried not to cry doeee but cry ko very smol laaang just tulo one tear hahah issa ion wanna be sad na uy but its hard sometimes gyd but das okay doeee atleast i think its getting better hehhe and maybe one day u wont have to deal with me na doeee and when that time comes i hope you’ll be happy doeee just continue being happy and inlove hehe

its 12:30 am na doe and i found something in tiktok na i think i can relate tooo and it made me cry doeee hahah aish idk doe so kapoy to think idk na with myself uy go with the flow nalang ko hahah issa idiot tiktoook but smol lang cry man hehhe

issa nag sleep ko 1 doe but nag 2 nalang wa pako ka sleep so nag mata nalang sako mga 30 mins nag shopee ko hahahaha so issa almost 3 nako ka sleep doeee huhu issa nag go man sila laguindingan doe but wala ko uban cos so sleepy pakooo huhuhu and sge pajd ko mata2 sa morning doe cos naa daddy na here and ga storya sila mom and madunggan nako doeee huhu gaka disturbo ko!! and my damgo was not nice doeee so lain ako pag wake up :((

this day was so looong doeee hahah issa da weather also nice for maoy but i didnt want to cry doeee so i pugong gyd to think about thingssss hahah but issa heavy lang my heart doeee cos i’m not letting it out but das okaaay i can do dis 🥺 ion wanna be sad and cry so i just distract2 myself hahah idk doe i just feel sad about my life now hahahah

its 6pm na now and i finally cried doeee hahahah cos i watched a tiktok about being at peace with urself doeee like being happy even if wala ka significant other and i want to be like that doeee 🥺 das my goal for the next years doe just gonna be with myself until i’m ready again or if someone deserving comes doeee but im so faaar from dat pa gyd doeee hahah and now im just letting it all out cos i feel so sad and lonely doeee i’ve been trying to stay strong and not cry the past days doeee its okay to cry now ryt 🥺🥺 after dat tiktok issa cry pako more dayonnn hahah issa easy na for my tears to flow down

issa just tried my best to stay strong todaaay doeee but was not able to

pugong tears kaninaaa 🥺 hehe i hope you had a good day doeee amping always plsss

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kayeallen-official · 4 years

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I FINALLY GOT HIM. After so many years…and I mean since grade school years, I finally got my dream dog!!! 🤩😭 A little back story: So I’ve always wanted a Golden Retriever (I think ALL my friends know this) but I was never really allowed to get a big dog because they’re a big responsibility and basically they’re high maintenance pets. So through the years, we only took care of small dogs. You all now Gucci and Shammy. ❤️ But on my 25th year of existence lol I told myself and (begged) my family to get one because let’s face it, I wasn’t getting any younger 😆 and I really really wanted one since forever! Miracles do happen when you believe guys, because my dad finally agreed and my mom had always been supportive since she wanted a big dog too and BOOM! 🎉 Next thing I know, I have him in my arms. So, I just wanted to thank daddy and mommy for making my dream come true. All I needed was a “yes”, but they’ve gone beyond as usual and helped me get him settled at home. Also, big thank you to Angelica Albano and miss Janet, who were just so lovely and gave us this wonderful addition to our family. 😘 So without further ado, meet BRINKLEY! 🐶 The sweetest, best baby boy in the whole world! I named him after Tom Hank’s dog in my favourite film, “You’ve Got Mail”, who is also a Golden Retriever. 🥰 I’m just so happy guys. huhu I still can’t believe I finally have him. 😭😭😭 I made a vlog on the day I got him. Will post it this weekend. 🤪 I’m also thinking about creating an IG account for my dogs because THEY DESERVE IT. 🤣 #BrinkleyBits #GoldenRetriever #DreamComeTrue https://www.instagram.com/p/B7SRK2zlUFa/?igshid=cghpi3svprgk

#brinkleybits #goldenretriever #dreamcometrue

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shrikeowo · 5 years

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Carlton Drake Headcanons

(a list personally created for the homie @oreocharm and everyone else who loves this man XD)

Oh and this is all before he gets Riot btw

Big Sugar Daddy Energy ™

He has the money so he's definitely going to buy his S/O what they want

You would be like "man, it'd be really cool if I had that, but it's whatever". Carlton would be like "Bet."

He would buy whatever it is behind your back and then surprise you with it probably a week later

"Did you really buy this for me, Carlton?" "You deserve the best"

He's not very affectionate in public

He tries to keep a personal air about him, especially around his workers

Upon first hooking up, you were a little sad about it because you thought he didn't love you :((

But once y'all got home, he's acting all touch-starved. If you two are sitting on the couch, he will snuggle close while working on his laptop (always touching at the shoulder). You guys are eating at the table, his hand is on your thigh.

Ok, so he can be touchy in public (see the next point huhu e ue)

Yeeeeaah. Carlton can get pretty jealous

How jealous? Pretty jealous

If there's someone checking out his S/O, he will make an excuse to place his arm around your waist or grab your hand

Is it petty? Yes. Is it hot? Yes

If a worker of his is getting pretty friendly with you, Carlton is gonna make their life Hell at work

"Hey, how's your family doing?" Yeah. He'll pull that card

Especially if that person is aggressively flirting with his S/O

Do you know how jealous Carlton gets? You have an idea, but you don’t know how far he takes it

You scold him for it, but you can’t deny that it is pretty attractive

Thankfully, he isn’t too possessive, but behind closed doors, he just might have to remind you (if you catch my drift)

Date Night!!!

Dinner dates are usually the goto for Carlton cause they’re fancy as hell

He obviously was the one to ask you out on the first date

“Order whatever you like, honey~”

You’ll swear that the next date is on you, but Carlton will swoop in and treat you instead

When you do take him out, it’s nowhere big and fancy like he does since you want to use your own money and not the money he gives you

You take him to nice, tame restaurants where you don’t really have to dress up

Carlton dressing down is still fancier than what you wear lol

He doesn’t really like greasy foods, but he’ll make an exception just for you

OH! You found out he likes fairs!

“Hey, babe! The fair’s in town this weekend! How about we go there for date night? It’ll be fun!” “I haven’t been to a fair since I was a child, but...if you want to”

He’s not the biggest fan of drop towers or the Ring of Fire ^^”

“You expect me to get on that? With you? I don’t think so, honey”

You’ll go on the ride by yourself and he will be watching very intently. If anything goes remotely wrong with that ride, this place is getting sued so hard

It takes a lot to scare Carlton, and those fair haunted house rides do not work at all

You’re not really freaked out, but the jumpscares will have you clinging to him at least once or twice, and Carlton...is not fazed at all.

“Are you really scared by this?” “Shut up!”

There may or may not be a funny picture of him eating a turkey leg on your phone

“Delete that.” “Yeeeeah, I don’t think so”

Every date after that are alternated between the two of you after that

Domestic Life

You two don't live together for a while but you do spend the night over there on many occasions

So Carlton is always bringing work home but he does make time for his S/O

He doesn't like sleeping on the couch and always complains the next day. You think it's funny.

You both are great cooks and will alternate making dinner some nights

If he isn't able to get to his phone when it rings, you always take a message and it makes his heart skip a beat

"You know you aren't my secretary, right?"

"Yeah, but don't act like you don't love me taking your calls, Mr. Drake"

Cuddling in bed? It's more likely than you think

The two of you alternate over big spoon and little spoon

Carlton will never admit that it's nice to be little spoon

#carlton drake #headcanons #venom movie #carlton drake headcanons #this was my first time making a headcanon list oof #this is a mix of serious headcanons and jokey headcanons

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theambivertkid · 6 years

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Hi guys! Im freakin back!! Im sorry for being MIA for the past months and I know I’ve only been posting a lot of photos here to make it up for my absence,well tbh I havent posted any worthy posts for awhile now hehe. Anyway,here’s the thing, the reason I’ve been gone is because I’m busy working my ass off, studying/reviewing for how many months (with breaks, of course haha) so that my 4 years in uni( plus the money, time, blood, sweat and tears)wouldnt go to waste.

And I’m about to tell you what I’ve been doing for the past months;

I had my first cycle review,May 2017, and 2nd cycle review,October 2017, because it was suggested by our dean that we should have 2 cycle review ( also they wouldnt release our TOR on time so we have no choice but to take the exam the following year) anyway, Im glad that I did follow her advice because I was not yet ready to take the exam last August 2017 (bcos my dad told me to take the exam ASAP) , which could result to me failing the board exam huhu

March 7&8, 2018- Pharmacist Licensure Exam happened and Its very nerve-wracking, and it really drained me up to the point that I just want this to get over with so that I can go back to sleep and cry the next day. Kahit nga kumain ng masarap na pagkain o di kaya mag mall nakakakonsensya na para sakin kasi I know na di ko deserve maging masaya na magchill-chill lang ( I know Im so hard on myself huhu) unless lumabas na yung result and thats the time I decide on whether I enjoy or continue to cry and then study after.

And then one of the bestest day comes, March 12, 2018 marks the date that there’s something big that is going to happen in my life and *pingpingpingping* someone sends me a message through messenger so I opened it and dundundundundundun to my surprise Im greeted with alot of congratulations!!!! and nagreply ako sa isa sakanila and asked “why on earth are you congratulating me? Bakit? Para saan??” hahaha nakakatawa no kasi di ko talaga as in literal na di ko alam kung bakit sila nagcocongrats then nag send siya ng screenshot sakin with a list of names and my name was on it and dun nagsink in sakin na I passed the exam! right then and there I started crying hahaha I even asked her if this the legit result because I couldnt believe that I passed the exam THANK YOU LORD!! even my guy friends called me and I was still crying saying thank you and all. Then I called my mama and papa and well umiyak lang naman kami (except for my papa hahaha). Kaya pala hindi ako naupdate(tho I regularly checked the prc website for the list of passers) kasi late pala nag update yung mismong website nung prc, sa ibang website pala nila nakita yung list of passers.

And now, I’m finally and officially a

REGISTERED PHARMACIST!!

After all the sacrifices my parents did for me and for almost 1 year full of doubts and worries, Thank you Daddy God, I finally got my license!! I can sleep now without worries, without these kind of what ifs running on my mind~ if papasa ba ako?if kaya ko ba to? what if madisappoint ko sila mama and papa, what if, what if, what if. It felt so surreal, na parang kailan lang nung nagrereview pa kami at namromroblema about sa exam kung ano yung mga lalabas and now we’re here at this point na we already got our license at ngayon naghahanap ng trabaho at makikipagsapalaran na. The journey that we all went through is not easy and everybody is aware of that because behind all the achievements that we have in life, there is always an untold stories of sacrifices made and tears shed. Despite this trials and obstacles, I know that I’ll overcome it for God is always with me!

6 years in elementary

4 years in highschool

4 years in college

1 year of review

1 license (for a lifetime) proving I’m a certified Registered Pharmacist!

“Blessed is she who has believed that the Lord would fulfill his promises to her”

- Luke 1:45

Tiwala lang sa nasa taas and I’m sure our prayers will be heard.

And this is not a farewell nor the end, it is just only the beginning of my new journey!

KJBB, RPh 2018

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yoursilentcries · 7 years

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(Yup medyo mahaba so please bare w me.) Eh grabe yung sa taas nu. Take the risk daw haha okay itawa nalang kahit di na kaya. Madami kaming pinagdadaan ngayon with my sis and mom. With this situation, we were so hopeless. We almost gave up. But bigla kong naisip, bakit ako mag gigive up eh we already try our very best, nasa gitna na tayo. Bat susuko? Kumbaga if babalik kme, useless ung pinang gasolina namin on the way to the middle (pero char lang haha) dba? Nasa gitna na eh, ipagpatuloy nalang kahit sa tingin mo wala ng chance. Ay teka, wow ah ang galing kong magadvice ah. Di ko naman inapply sa sarili. *laugh* But to the people who knows me well, I'm a weak person. Yes true. Inaamin ko yun. Konting problema or ano man ung nakakasakit sa damdamin ko eh mapapaiyak ako agad2. Ano ba 'to. Pati ngayon rin ba? *wipe tears* huhu may "tears cancer" ata ako. Teka meron ba ganun? Haha joke ulit. Pero true, pagod nako. *sigh* Sobrang pagod. We wasted our time for nothing. We sacrifice a lot for nothing. But all I know right now I can't give up even though I feel so hopeless already. Sometimes I even question to myself, "Lord bakit? What is this? Bakit eto yung matatanggap namin after everything we've done? Do I deserve this? Is my sister deserves this? Lord whyyyy?" Yan. Yan yung lagi kong tanong sa utak ko. I can't even sleep anymore. And haven't ate properly this past few weeks. Eh sino ba naman magkakagana kumain dba if you already depressed. But who you can blame? No one. Its my fault I don't want to eat. Its my choice. Pero aminin niyo, if depressed kayo may gana pba kayong kumain? Ano pa kaya kung wla ka ring pera hahahaha edi magka'diet tayo sa walang oras. *laugh again* lol stupid me, so plastic haha Okay sa labas pero sa loob basag na basag na'ko. Wala pa akong masyadong "real friends". Ang hirap. Wala ring akong matatawag na bestfriend. Sad diba? I have a friend here. I can call her my real friend. Yep only her. She always there for me when I need her. At first we were strangers. Until we started to chit chats, tagal2 nagshashare na rin kmi ng story about our life. Right now, I can tell that she's really a good person. No wonder because her family sobrang mabait, marespeto and they help people who were in needs. Like me. *smile* I'm so depressed to the point I want to give up but she cheered me up. She gives me wisdom words and etc to make me feel better. If I don't have her, my boyfriend and my cousins here maybe I already gave up. I got nothing to fight for. So what? Ang hirap tlga e explain 'tong nararamdaman ko. Feel mo ba un? Ung may problema ka pero di mo alam paano mo sosolusyunan lalo na kung it will affects ur future? Ung di mo na alam kung ano dapat mong gawin? Ung makakaya mo ba 'to or not? Damn it, worst pa 'to kesa sa heartbreaks. Thankyou na rin sa boyfriend ko kse di niya ako pinapa stress. *haha* dami ko ng problema, di na rin sya umeepal XD Yung purpose kse sa pag post ko neto is........ Di ko actually alam @@ ay wow. Di ko tlga alam bakit. Gusto ko lang mailabas 'tong sakit na nararamdaman ko right now. Wala na kse akong kausap lahat natulog na haha ay teka kung makalahat eh tatlo lang naman ung totoong nanjan to comfort me haha. I just really feel that I need to do this. I think this can help me to lessen my hinanakit haha (sorry lang di ako pro mag eng) so ano pa ba? Oh ya, malapit na mamatay tourist passport namin. Balita di na pwede ma extend kse nabigyan na nung una. July 7, 2017 un maexpire. Exactly my Dad's 7th death anniversary pa talaga. What a coincidence dba. "7777" naku tataya kaya ako neto nu baka sakali manalo ako haha as in unexpected eh. Knina may inasikaso kme, tamang tama number namin is 77. Like wow? May meaning ba 'to? Is this a good sign or what? Lord naman eh. Huhu Kung buhay lang talaga Dad namin ngaun, di sna kami magkakaganito. Pero wla eh. Maaga niyo sya kinuha. I mean maaga tinapos ng mga masamang tao ung buhay ni Daddy. Aakalain mo nun, binugbog habang 50/50 and pagdating sa hosp, death on arrival. Pero ang real cause daw is "Extensive Anterior MI Stroke". Really? Pero sige nalang. Nangyari na. Sayang nga lang hindi kmi nakapag paalam since he passed away, nasa pinas kami and I was still 11 years old that time. Wala eh. Nung dati palang masama na ung mundo sa amin. Ano ba magagawa namin? Stay strong, be positive, never give up and always pray to God ung tanging magagawa namin. Hirap tlg eh. Sobrang hirap to the point I want to kill myself for being such a useless person in this cruel world. But despite of everything, we have decided to proceed and be ready for the outcome. We really are trying to put ourselves together to keep being strong and me who always crying while praying, desperately asking for some divine strength and guidance. Right now I think I need to stay calm and let the Lord to do His thing. Finally I got the answer from the question that always in my mind. LORD WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. "Jesus replied.... You don't understand now what I am doing, but someday you will" John 13-7. Somehow I feel better right now by reading some verses from the bible. Try niyo po. Ung bigat na nararamdaman mo, biglang gagaan. ❤️ Lord, kayo na po bahala sa lahat. :) Ps: sorry kung sobrang mahaba pero actually kulang pa yan haha Pps: thankyou and sorry for wasting ur time to read my useless sad life haha Ppss: Pray before you sleep. Goodnight :)

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kayeallen-official · 4 years

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#brinkleybits #goldenretriever #dreamcometrue

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