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Kacchako fanfic: New Prey Chapter 14

~~~ the next day at the classroom~~~ "Alright. In the exercise you all were tasked to save civilian dummies and defeat the villains. Some teams struggled. But needing help from other groups is not a bad thing. That was another thing taken to account in the grading process. Ultimately there were a few teams that rose above the rest, not because they didn't need help, but because their plan of attack throughout the day was heroic and efficient." Aizawa said. He projected the scores on the board. Scores: 1st-Bakugou and Uraraka 2nd- Shoto and Momo 3rd-  Jirou and Kaminari 4th- Midoriya and Tsuyu 5th- Sero and Ashido (And so on) "Congratulations on the top five. Later on each and everyone of you will receive an email on your performance. Regarding how many points you had in the different categories. Alright class is over. Dismissed" Aizawa said. Every team was cheering and some complained on what they should have done in that exercise. A lot of people were confused and questioning the number one team. If they were dating again or how the heck did they manage number one team after a brake up. They all immediately stopped gossiping when Bakugou threatened to kill them all. "Oh yeah Bakugou meet me at my office." Aizawa said. "Fine." Bakugou said. ~~~ at aizawa office ~~~ "Why did you call me in?" Bakugou went straight to the point. "Because of your personal life and decisions. Judging on the recordings from the exercise. You and Uraraka did a fantastic job. That's not why you are here though. You have been subject of gossip in  school lately." He said. "Yeah will let those fuckers talk. I don't give a damn. They don't affect me." The teen responded. "I know their words don't bother you, but I know that there is something bothering you. Relationship wise." He said. "Oh fuck no. Please don't fucking tell me you called me here for fucking advice. Maybe you should listen to the gossip around this fucking school about you." Bakugou said. Aizawa looked curious. "Oh yeah and what would that be." EraserHead said. "I don't fucking know. Why don't you fuckin lecture me Dadzawa." Bakugou said  sarcastically. "Dadzawa?" The teacher question. "That is not relevant to this discussion. We are here because of you. You want to be number one hero to show people you are the best right." He said. "I will be the fucking best." - Bakugou "Yes, and what good will that do you. Is showing your strength to the world the only reason why you want to be the symbol of peace?" - Aizawa "Because if that is the only reason. Then you aren't going to last long in the hero industry. To be a great hero, one must have a great purpose. Why do you want to save people, if you don't have a person you care about to protect." - Aizawa "Psh save me this fucking peep talk. I know that you're talking about my fuckin break up with floaty." Bakugou said. "I don't think you realize your purpose as a hero. Strength isn't everything. What is your purpose to defeat evil? For the city can be safe, for people you don't care about to be safe? That makes no sense. Am not saying to go fix what you had with Uraraka, am telling you that being in a relationship isn't going to affect you being the number one hero, if anything it will give you a purpose to be a hero." Aizawa said. "You don't know what you are saying. Every pro hero couldn't fuckin handle a relationship, and those that fuckin did is only because of a paid arranged marriage to create strong child prodigies with strong combined quirks. So what makes you think I can do that." Bakugou said. He is trying to act like this conversation wasn't important or irrelevant to him. But Aizawa hit the spot right on. This subject is bothering him the most. "True it is hard to handle a relationship. But it doesn't mean it's impossible. How would you feel coming home everyday exhausted or almost dead after fighting a strong villain, just to be alone. How lonely does that feel. Why are you risking your life everyday, just to prove you are the strongest. Truth be told that sounds like a sad life. To have no purpose as a hero is why heros fall in battle. They don't have the drive to fight." Aizawa said. "The hell with your fucking advice! I don't need it!" Bakugou yelled. "Don't need it, or don't want to admit it? Look what am trying to say is you are young and life is short. You don't have to push away people and your feelings just to become the number one hero. It's okay to be a hero and do normal human things." Aizawa says. "Yeah will what if I can't fucking be the best man for her! Huh how about fucking that. How can I give her what she wants, if I can't fucking do it? Tell me that Eraser Head!" He growled. Aizawa was shocked he actually got somewhere with the explosion user. It was a surprise he actually got Bakugou to confess his feelings. This was a rare moment. "Huh? What's the matter lost for words... I already know what's for the best." Bakugou admits. "The best for who? You or Uraraka." The teacher questions. "... Uraraka." He says. "Why? Because in the eyes of the staff and students here in UA we all noticed your relationship changing you two for the better. And all of a sudden, you throw it away because you think it's what is the right thing to do. And what we notice is your over the top villain like anger is returning and an introvert suffering Uraraka. What is so wrong to do normal human things? Am not talking to you as teacher to student. Am talking hero to hero with you." Aizawa says. "You don't understand a single thing. Do you know how hard and shitty I felt when I met her parents. How I saw their relationship. Happy and shit. That's what Uraraka fucking wants! She wants a family one day." He blushes. His face is hot and his body feels numb. "So you don't want what she wants." Aizawa says. "No that is not fucking it. What I mean is I can't give it to her. I want to be the number one hero. That means that I wouldn't be there for her everyday. I wouldn't be there for the family she wants. I'll be risking my life every day on the job. That's selfish dying and leaving everything behind or being gone all the time and missing every moment." Bakugou says. The two were silent. Bakugou looked down hating himself for being so weak and talk about his problems with his teacher. He felt extremely weak and pathetic. "Isn't that more of a reason to come home alive. Isn't that a reason to keep the city safe, for the people you care about. Isn't that a reason to be a great hero and defeat the evil that threatens us everyday. Sounds like the perfect reason to live. And being a hero doesn't mean you will be gone all the time. Some heroes just don't have a reason to return home and choose the spotlight and cameras in their lives 24/7. That's what I despise the most." Aizawa says. Bakugou's fists started to shake. His hair shadowed his eyes and he took a big breath. "You are one of the most powerful, smart, and heroic (in your own way) students UA ever encountered. You are graduating top of the class and any hero agency will want you. I personally (and the staff) don't want to see a young hero who has everything it takes to be a great hero, ruin it by not having a greater purpose to be a hero. So stop sulking and get your head out of your ass. Your making everything harder than what it should be." He says. "I didn't need this peep talk!" Bakugou yelled. "Sure you didn't." Aizawa responds. "Am fucking serious. I could have solved everything on my fucking own. And don't you dare tell anybody shit you hear." Bakugou adds. His face was clearly anger but he was somewhat feeling better. "Is that a threat from a student to a teacher?" Aizawa raised his brow. "No it's a fucking threat from hero to hero." He says. "That's right Bakugou." Aizawa opened his eyes with victory. He successfully talked to Bakugou and the school didn't get destroyed. Aizawa coughed and whistled. "So about this Dadzawa talk..." he questions. Bakugou grunted and walked away. "Am not talking about your problems. I have no interest in what those fucking nosy ass idiots have to say about you. Find out yourself. " Bakugou said coldly and straightforward. Aizawa sighed in defeat. He cared about his students. But sometimes being a teacher is hard. He mumbled to himself and walked away. He walked toward the school dorms. And sure enough Angel face was waiting outside by herself. She didn't say anything and he walked toward her. "Hey Katsuki - I meant Bakugou." She blushed. "You have anything planned today. If you do cancel it." He said. "No I don't have anything planned today. It's weird though I mean it is a Friday evening. Guess I have no life haha." She jokes. "Yeah will good then. Meet me outside in a few minutes." - Bakugou. "Okkie dokkie!" - Uraraka. Bakugou went inside his room to change quickly and went to meet with her outside. She was outside in the patio area in the back of the dorms. His palms were sweaty and his mind was going all over the place. I don't know what I fucking want. But I'll find out soon. He thought. He took a seat right in front of her and stared her down. She looked nervous but laughed it out. "Ahh sorry I didn't know this was a staring contest. Guess you win. So um yay for us! We placed number one for the exercise! Congrats partner!" She smiled. He continued to stare at her. "Did you get your email on your performance yet? I got mine. We got great scores on all categories. And there even was a comment saying we were surprisingly good with teamwork with our classmates and-" Uraraka stopped. "That is not why we are here Uraraka. I already know we kicked ass yesterday, I don't need a fucking email to tell me the obvious. I want to talk to you about us." Bakugou said. "Right sorry. I am just nervous. The suspense is kinda eating me up lately. But am ready to know why. Maybe then I can let us go." She looked down. "But I don't want that." He says. She looked up in confusion. Her eyes looked big and curious and her chest felt jittery. "I never wanted to break up. I just did it because I was being a fucking stupid ass jerk who thought was doing the right thing for you." He admits. He wasn't feeling good. He isn't used to this emotion he was feeling right now. He wasn't used to feeling weak and nervous. "Fuck it so hard talking to you like this." He growls. "What do you mean you did it because you thought it was good for me? It's not making any sense. Didn't you break up with me because you thought I wanted to take your dream as being the number one hero? Cause if that's the case I don't want it. I just want to be a hero to support my parents and save the people I care about." She talks back. Her voice was shaken but still strong. "Do you really think I would fucking break up with you for a shitty reason like that. I could give a rats ass if you wanted to challenge me for the number one position. If anything it would be awesome, I respect that you want to help your parents Uraraka." Bakugou says. "But if that's not the reason then why?" She asks. She wants to know already. "Because after the dinner with your parents, I felt like shit." He admits. "Am sorry if my parents said something to make you uncomfortable." She responds. "No that's not it. They didn't do anything wrong. They just made me realize what kind of relationship you expect to have to be happy. Look when you left me inside your room, I fucking read your diary." He looks down. "Okay? I don't care that you read it. It's just a bunch of stuff I wrote when I was younger." She pleads. "I read a page that you wrote about your amazing future. How you want to help your parents and be a hero. But also how you want to have a family one day. For you can love them as much as your parents love you and for you to have a husband that loves you like your parents love each other to death. That's what I fucking read about." He says. "What about it? How is it wrong to want to have a husband or a family?" She asks. "Because am not good enough for you Ochako! Am not the right man for the job!" He yelled. "I will be working to be the best hero! I wouldn't be with you all the time, what if I can't be there for you when you need me the most? What if I miss every important moment in your life or the family life you want huh? I.. I don't know if I can be the man you want me to be dammit and it's killing me to know that I am not what you want. So that's why I fucking ended it. Cause I was being a fucking nervous wreck. The thought of us being together and you not being happy, of you crying or being disappointed because of me, kills me Uraraka." Bakugou chokes in his words. His eyes were looking worried and his body shacked. He looked like a wreck. She was surprised by his reasons. And honestly did not expect his reasoning. She looks at him and notices how much pain he has been in. She gently grabs his hands and he looked up to see her. "Bakugou I don't want you to change. I love you just the way you are and I accept how you are as a person. I already told you that one night phone call we had. I love you for who you are. I know you would be a great husband one day. Because your Bakugou silly, you try your best at everything you do and ultimately you always become the best. Am not worried about you being a bad man. If you want to pursue being the number one hero, I will support you. I will always be home to cheer you on and love you Katsuki. I won't be going anywhere okay." She gives him a smile. "Wouldn't it be lonely to be the best, but not have anyone to come home to? Katsuki wanting to be the best will only get you so far, but I believe you can be the best hero, husband, and one day the best father ever. Yes I love the relationship my parents have, but I also love the person you are. And I don't mind it." She gently says. "I will never get in the ways of your dreams Katsuki. I just want to help you get there." She says. He is reminded on how soft her hands are, as well as remembering how soothing her voice is. "I am a selfish bastard." He finally says. "I don't think so." She says. "I want it all. I want to be the best hero. I want to marry you goddammit. I want little annoying strong ass kids too. I want it all with you. I was just afraid you wouldn't want it with a stubborn jerk like me. I felt you deserved better than me and it killed me that I called it off with you." He confesses to her. "Boy you really know how to make a girl happy you know. I want a future with you Katsuki and am glad you do it. I don't want another guy silly. Why would I when I already have the best. I miss my king of explode-kills." She says. "It's a fucking good ass name. Why can't you people understand fucking badass names." He growls. "I know I know am only joking." She smiles. "Am sorry I broke up with you. I was a fucking jerk for not talking with you. I was fucking wrong okay." He said to her face. "It's okay. I know you must have had your reasons and know know." She says. Man she is too good to be fucking true. She isn't mad how I left her alone and made her cry for fucking days. She is too nice. He thought. "So are we back together now?" She says bluntly. "Uraraka I wasn't a fucking man to tell you this sooner when you had the balls to say to me in that phone call the other night. But I fucking care about you alright. It's just hard to say it. I wanted to tell you sooner but Uraraka I fucking love you. So just be my fucking girlfriend again." He blushed. She looked happy and laughed. "Haha am sorry it's just hard to take you seriously. I wanted to hear you say that for a long time already and with your cussing confession it's just so.. Bakugou-like you just sound so cute saying you love me." She cracks up in laughter. "Why you fucking pink cheeks! Am trying to confess my fucking feeling to you and you fucking laugh? Alright now you die!" His face is red and he is embarrassed. She laughed again and leaned across the table and put one hand on his cheek and the other hand on the back of his head and kissed him passionately. He just sat there and did nothing. He clearly wasn't prepared for it. "Yes I'll be your girlfriend you idiot." Her pink cheeks were even pinker and she looked so happy again. Suddenly her voice grew cold. "However, if you ever do this again to me, then you freakin float next time you hear that!" She said so Un-Ochako like. He was surprised by her sudden mood change he almost missed the part when she threatened him. Not backing down from a challenge he got up from his chair and Uraraka did the same thing. He looked down at her. "Is that a fucking threat Ochako." He said. "What do you think?" She answered. He wrapped his arms around her waist and have her a kiss. "I wouldn't know what to think, and I don't want to find out because am not going to be an idiot again to brake up with you." He smirked. She still felt light headed from his kiss. "Yeah will good!" She yelled. "Alright will I have a bunch of fuckers to kill." He suddenly says. "What why? What did people do to you this time?" She asked. "Well when we fucking broke up, I fucking heard those lonely ass bastards talk about you in the men locker room. Saying how you were available and hot and shit. I already beat them up on the spot, but now I'll do it fucking again." He calmly answers her. "Ehhh? Why you already beat them up! (Which you shouldn't have done in the first place, but it makes me happy you did)" she questions him. "Yeah will I beat them up for saying you were available to pick up. Now am going to beat them up for being horney bastards! That will tell everyone that your mine now!" He concluded. "What kind of reasoning is that!" She blushes. "Fucking logical reasoning is what it is!" He yells. Authors Note: This was a fun chapter for me to do! What should I do next? I was thinking about idk a senior prom right before their graduation. I have some funny ideas in my mind but idk what do you guys think? I have had the last few chapters written up ahead of time and my impatient self couldn't wait till the end of the week to publish the chapters so I ended up updating everyday! What should I do next?

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