I like my present (september - October)
- I published my first comic. I never thought that reading “Women who run with wolves” or drawing some sketches of a story that didn’t even have a name back in 2020, would turn into my first book in the future. With time, art has become something adventurous, fun and even spiritual to me.
-My trip to San Alfonso and Valle de Elqui was magical. I missed Valle de Elqui a lot, it’s such a spiritual and unique place that I wanted to come back to so badly. As usual, I found answers and new questions there. This time I traveled with my girlfriend and we felt more connected than ever.
-So much has changed in this new adveture (or phase?) in my life. I trully feel like I’m currently living the best years of my life. I want to enjoy and feel no regrets. In the past, I always felt like I was craving for something I didn’t even know what it was, but this time I feel like my melancholia turned into wonder and being present.
-I’ve been working on my spirituality for more than a year now. I started doing kundalini yoga and found a connection between art and being spiritual.
-I feel connected with myself and with others, but that has also brought pain as well. Change and growth are a decision, a very personal one. In the process of choosing my direction I found out that some of my friends and I took separate ways, and it’s been hard to see it and admit that sometimes you have to let some people go. I’m not good at goodbyes, but forcing a friendship or relationship because of the past is tiring and even selfish. It’s time to go, and it’s ok if the people I love and love me back take separte ways to follow whatever we’re looking for.
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Excerpt from the Journal of Dr. Flug Slys
February 11th 2024
7:30 PM
Dementia is getting "Game Night" snack foods all over the mansion floor and driving me out of my mind with her screaming and yelling at the TV.
Every year. EVERY. YEAR.
Dark Lord give me strength.
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Things I did today #7 February 5 2024
Trimmed my hair
Took out the trash
Called the gender clinic to get a new prescription of hrt
Messaged my contact person about a new meeting
Got and read new instructions for application of hrt (higher dosis)
Asked for suggestions for tattoo artists in Helsinki
Went to a support group
Met up with my mother, sister and sister's bf
Bought groceries
Messaged a friend about meeting up in Finland in a month
Ordered train tickets home for my mom's birthday
Ordered bustickets to Malmö midmarch (for JO concerts)
Ordered hotel stay in Malmö (couldn't find a good bus home sadly)
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Coffee latte early in the morning to boost my mood. Although the candle is making me sleepy but my soul needs it
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