i was tagged by @lunamxdness thank you, my dear! and here we go, but i must tell you that was really embarrassing story and it’s pretty hard to say..:
- kagerou (and the studs, and his solo career; daisuke has a magical ability to shapeshift and he’s always incredible, in his music is everything, like he shared his deepest, most secret thoughts there, he is my first and will be my last, yes he IS)
- BUCK-TICK (love them badly, Atsushi’s voice&lyrics are amazing, tracks are sensual and erotic at the same time, and they have a lots of good ideas, divergent thinking is theirs motto, and they definitely not focus on just one style)
- ISSAY (every project, der zibet, phi, hamlet machine, issay meets dolly, kafka, this man is a pure genius, i could listening him for hours… and i do that)
- David Bowie (i’m not sure why the hell he is in fourth place, david is my soulmate, i love and admire literally everything about him, he is a wonderful human being; yes, he IS)
…and that’s the truth, my beloved followers. I love – like really, really love, with all my hearts and thoughts – these four bands/
or musicans? only. I like a lot of different music, I calls „my precious” a lot of different musicans, but first of all are always daisuke, Atsushi, ISSAY and David. I suppose theirs music affects my brain, helping me to make sense of its real emotional and gets the social power, and i need that every single day. I still remember when I first heard them. I don’t know it’s dopamine or something, some kind of drug maybe, but what I know that’s my brain is happy when I’m listening theirs music. And even if I hear songs I loved to listen to over 100 times, I always found something I haven’t heard before… Some kind of magic. New lessons. My own freedom.
…And now you see. And you can judge. I don’t care, you know? :)
RIP my dear friend.
Six years by now and I still find myself thinking of you every now and then. Thank you for being my inspiration, for the influence you had on me, for teaching me and for being a friend. I always admired your strength. I still do.
If something like heaven exists, we’ll meet each other again someday.
It has been years since the last time I saw his pictures or gifs of him, now I’ve found my way through tumblr’s tags. There is this nostalgy and also this annoying sadness, looking at his pictures. I don’t know how to explain this, but his songs really kept me together on my hardest times during my teens. Be it from Kagerou, The studs or his solo project, his work had a way to touch you deeply, it is what I always felt.
I woke up this morning to the sound of your voice. It’s been five years and I still can’t believe you’re gone. I hope you’re resting in peace, Daisuke.