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dalamjisung · 11 months
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college!AU
popular!jeongin x introvert!reader
summary: Y/N and Jeongin had been together since birth. Seriously since birth– their mothers were best friends and while hanging out to complain about their never ending pregnancy, bam. Rumor has it that Y/N took a little while to cry, blinking around for a couple of minutes until the gentlest of screams came out of her tiny body. Only later, when the parents got together to congratulate each other, did the mothers found out that Jeongin had been born five minutes before Y/N, and it seemed that her quietness had been her own early way to wait for who would later be her best friend. And as if sharing a birthday wasn’t enough, these two had to share everything else; from their lunch at school to the bed they slept on. Thankfully, as next door neighbors, the trip was minimal.
It continued like this for decades to come, through middle school, high school, and finally, college. Their applications were sent together and their letters came in the same day. Miraculously, they chose different degrees, and for an entire night, Y/N cried to her mom about losing her best friend. Maybe this will be a good experience for you two, she laughed, petting her daughter’s head. But Y/N just couldn’t see a positive side to being without her Innie. Later, they would make a pact– one that vowed to always be there for each other. And he looked so earnest and honest that Y/N just couldn’t understand where that nagging doubt tugging on her heart was coming from…
What happens when these two experience freedom like nothing they’ve ever seen? And what will be of the matching set when they are put apart? Can the lifelong friendship survive the ultimate test of time– college?
update schedule: Every Sunday :D
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🌚 chapter one: hyung I’m suing you
🌝 chapter two: fellow clowns
🌚 chapter three: what bothers you, my little freeloader?
🌝 chapter four: forgiven but not forgotten
🌚 chapter five: she doesn’t need me anymore
🌝 chapter six: Mandatory Movie Marathon™️
🌚 chapter seven: delayed reactions
🌝 chapter eight: no turning back
🌚 chapter nine: things are about to change
🌝 chapter ten: another case of innie being innie
🌚 chapter eleven: see you then
🌝 chapter twelve: it’s a date
🌚 chapter thirteen: we need to talk about yesterday
🌝 chapter fourteen
🌚 chapter fifteen 
🌝 chapter sixteen
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hi lovelies! I know I have been a bit gone from the fake text scene, but I’ve been working on this for a bit now, and I am really, really excited to share this new story with you all! Han’s story will be going into HIATUS as I’m trying to sort the overall plot and details and will be reworking it after I get my muse back fro Rhythm & Rhyme. Also: there are timeline plot-holes and for that I apologize! Because it’s been a while since I wrote these, there was a mixup with the timeline of all the following stories, so truly, I am sorry-- I’ll do my best to keep everything together neat and tight! Thank you for your love and constant support!
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GET TAGGED FOR THE RELEASE OF MATCHING SET PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I’LL START A TAGLIST!
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Hi >.< How are you lovely? This took me ages to grow the courage to send but I am a massive fan of all your writings and I'm a bit starstruck right now hahah
The wereroomies series are absolutely incredibly, I've never seen someone write it so smoothly like you do and I can't help but keep going back to read it <3 I'm super excited for everything that's to come!
That's all! Hope you have a great day <3
awwww, pls🥺 you're so cute. no need to feel stressed about writing to me, truly hahha
makes me really happy that you've enjoyed wereroomies💜 i hope you continue to enjoy any future instalments (:
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can I please be added to the taglist of Oh Baby. You? <3
Of course you can!
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ressonancee · 8 months
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TRACK N02. KAMIKAZE - CHOI SEUNGCHEOL
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I love the beginnin', the moonlight is callin' I know we'll go up, but we'll end up freefallin' You mind if I need to come kamikaze, crash into your way?
✷ wordcount: 7.734 ✷ genre: angst, break-up, smut
✷ This work is a part of "The Loviest Time Universe" - A collection of stories inspired by Carly Rae Jepsen's album
✷ Thea's note: hi everyone this is finally out - the first installment of the loveliest time, hehe. But first let me say a few thank yous. To @ssinboo for giving this a read since the first draft and enduring my thoughts on Discord 24/7. A thank you to @dalamjisung for reading this when i thought this was too sad and nobody would read this. And a special thanks to @toruro mika you are the kindest, thank you for reassuring me when I thought this sucked and was too depressing <3 , and for beta-reading ♥ I hope you all enjoy this (even if it hurts) also seungcheol-enjoyers i am very very sorry. Kkuma 2nd appearance.
I saw you in the deep end A shipwreck underwater And I know I shouldn't want that
Loving Seungcheol was not an easy task, and you learned it in the hardest way possible. 
Loving Seungcheol seemed easy. He crashed into your life - loudly, fast. Often, you thought about it like a car crash in a movie scene - the part when everything gets upside down, and even the glass pieces flying around look kinda magical.
But you guess, after a while, the movie scene was just a little bit too loud and possibly a security hazard for everyone involved. 
A part of you really wanted to give your all, to sacrifice, to just give a little bit more of yourself to make it work, but lately, you have been so fucking tired and so alone that you don’t even have the strength to try anymore.
You loved everything about Seungcheol, you loved his laugh, you loved the way that Seungcheol made everyone feel cared for, you loved how he treated you and you loved how he loved you, and knowing all that made everything worse.
But Seungcheol had that power - he made sure to make you fall in love all over again every time he had a chance. And everything would be okay after a few hours in the same space as him, you would feel loved, he would smile, he would embrace you and everything would just feel right.
The problem was that lately, Seungcheol didn't have the time to make you fall in love with him.
If you thought about it, you couldn't even pinpoint the last time you saw Seungcheol. You know he dropped by before going overseas for his tour - four months long tour, for a quick fuck but before that you can't really remember because he was already busy with a comeback and rehearsal. 
And you tried your best to keep it cool, and you tried your best to deal with it on your own - Seungcheol was a constant topic in your therapy, and you tried to understand - of course his life is more glamorous than yours, of course he has the chance to go to all those beautiful places you can only see in pictures, of course it was work.
And you tried to bite your tongue and think how much of his life he had to give up in order to be where he is now. And it is his dream, his youth, his life really - so you can't make Seungcheol choose.
You know all that. 
And you try to use your brain instead of your heart. But when Seungcheol is in the same country as you, in the same time zone, and still has a problem reaching up, it still has a problem finding more than a 30-minute time slot, you know what you need to do.
You need to let him go.
It is a Monday when Cheol arrives on your doorstep, you let him in and everything seems so normal - the majority of times you two hang out was in your house, not a lot of dating outside, not a lot of going out with your boyfriend enjoying the city. 
You tried to brush it off and pretend you didn't care Seungcheol didn't have a normal life, so you two could have brunch on a sunday or a stroll in the nearest mall. 
"Hey baby I was thinking of ordering from that chinese restaurant god I am craving the food," Seungcheol says, crashing on your sofa like it is his own house, and it settles on you that it is almost like his second house, a hideaway, every time he had a problem he would just crash on your place. He had the keys, why didn't he open the door? Why were you always doing the job? Letting him in, let him crash into your life? Why couldn't you crash into his and set things on fire? "Baby? Are you listening?" Seungcheol calls, but you know he doesn't really care because his eyes are glued to his phone.
"Cheol I need your attention for a minute," you say, looking at him, trying your best to keep it straight, to not fall on the ground and cry.
"Okay okay just let me answer a few more texts. We are scheduling the next varieties right now so everything is a bit crazy," your boyfriend says, still not paying attention. And you ask yourself - has it always been like that? 
Did Seungcheol always come into your life, create havoc, crush everything on his point of view, take everything he could get his hands on and everything you could give him to not give five minutes of his time in return? 
"Seungcheol I really need you to put your phone down," you say again and you are so pathetic that you feel the tears rolling down your cheeks, your voice cracking up - and that's what calls Seungcheol's attention, eyes big on surprise.
"Love, are you okay? What happened?" he asks and now that you have his attention, his phone is screen down on your sofa, his eyes on you, you feel all certainty leaving your body because you miss him so much and he looks so tired your heart almost breaks because you feel like to Seungcheol you are just another thing he needs to take care of, to handle, to adjust in his crazy hours.
You feel like you are a plate spinning in the little stick, and you are about to fall down because Seungcheol forgot that he needs to spin you around.
"I'm really sorry, I-" you hiccup, and god you feel so fucking silly. 
"Baby what is going on?" Seungcheol's voice is low when he tries to wrap his arms around you, scared when you don't let him do it. "Baby you are worrying me," he says again when he watches you take steps away from him.
"You don't need to worry, everything is fine."
"Clearly everything is not fine, I am back after ages, and my girlfriend is crying in the living room," he says god you wish you could get angry and pick a fight with Seungcheol but you feel so tired, you feel so exhausted.
"I-" you try to start, but you feel your legs buckle and your heartbreak. "I think we should break up."
"What?" Seungcheol because that is the only thing he can say. Seungcheol feels like he is inside a car crash like he is the one getting upside down. He feels so blindsided by your decision, did... Did you find someone when he was away, or did you just fall out of love?
"I think we should break up," you say it again, more to yourself than to him, like you are making up your own mind.
"Can-" Seungcheol paces around, he actually feels his throat close and his tongue feels like sandpaper around the roof of his mouth, he can't even bring himself to actually look at you. But he finally does, seeing you sitting on the floor, back against a wall, hands holding your own hand, elbows on your knee, and you just feel so different. Seungcheol can't actually pinpoint what seems different, but you are, and you look so tired, what the fuck happened, how could he not see this coming? "Can I ask why?"
And you scoff, Seungcheol can see your whole body moving. Everything is so clear to you and so hazed to Seungcheol is like you two are in different directions speaking through a tin can telephone.
"I don't think this is working for me I-" you try to start, trying to dry your tears with the sleeve of your shirt.
"Did you find someone else?" Seungcheol blurts out.
"What?" You ask in actual disbelief, did he-
"Are you in love with someone else?" He says it again and you can wrap your mind around it, what he wants to mean with those silly accusations.
"Thats-"
"That's ok, I can take it, you can be honest with me," Seungcheol says again, trying to brace himself for the impact, preparing himself to hear the eyes falling out of your lips.
"You know what's funny?" You say without a hint of humor in your voice, "You actually prefer that wouldn't you? You would actually prefer the idea of being cheated on, of me being guilty of falling in love with someone else than to acknowledge that may be-" you hiccup, and try to breathe even though you can't do it through your nose, "that may be I am ending things with you because i can't deal with the shit show that is your life anymore, that I can't take being a second option anymore because your life is so fucking good that only someone crazy wouldn't want to share it with you." You pick yourself up, and you feel so angry, you feel so disrespected. You look at him, and god, even though you love him you know Seungcheol can't give you what you want, he can't give you coffee dates, he can't give you holidays, he can't give you the certainty of Valentine's days and birthdays. And even though you love him, even though you gave everything you could, even though you spent months and months on videocalls or just texts, even though you felt so fucking happy when he was by your side even though it meant a delivery and a night in, he is implying that you could cheat on him, like you could find someone like you are not broken enough to think that you could never love someone again like you love him. "Guess what Cheol, you don't share anything. You just take and take until the person doesn't have any more to give you"
And he stays silent like he doesn't have anything to say. Like he is trying to understand the situation, those hazy moments after the crash when you try to make yourself come back to reality.
"I am sorry I am really tired if you could-" you start, walking to your door.
"Do you-" Seungcheol starts and when he looks at you can see the tears around his eyes and you want to take everything back, you want to say you are sorry, you want to say it was just you're feeling lonely but now he is back, now everything is okay, you can deal with going to every working related dinner or party alone and lie when people ask why your boyfriend never comes. "Do you think I could do something different?"
"No," you say voice small, looking everywhere just so you can avoid Cheol's eyes. "I really love you, I love you so fucking much, I just can't deal with your life, I just can't deal with the loneliness that comes when you go MIA between shows because you are tired, I just can't deal with whole weeks gone just because you guys are working on a new album, and I can't deal having a boyfriend only inside the walls of my apartment, it hurts so fucking much Cheol and I just have nothing else to give you." you catch your breath, and you smell his perfume, and everything looks so out of place, how can a heartbreak make you nauseated, make you feel physically ill? "And even though I love you, I wish I could bring myself to ask for it, to make you give me what I want, but I know you and I know I can't ask you for that, and I know you enough to know that if I ask for it maybe I won't get what I want in return because you can't give what I want.
When Seungcheol leaves the only thing you do is cry. Like a child, on your bed, in a fetal position, hiccuping every few minutes. You cry so much that you fall asleep while doing it. In the morning when your alarm goes off, you can feel a headache. You think you will need a lot more than a painkiller. But you pick yourself up, and go to work and you regret it. You regret it when you see a fucking bus with Seungcheol's face plastered on it - his birthday is in three weeks. You regret it when you see it again on the subway, and when you open social media the news around his new album is across it - you think you need to delete every account Seungcheol related. 
You also regret when you see Mingyu's name on your phone screen. But when Mingyu calls you for the third time you know something must be wrong.
"Hello?"
"Hey can you- ok guys shut up, hi hmm” He says in a lower voice, “can you tell Seungcheol to hurry up he is a bit late we have scheduled in like 30-ish," He says across the line.
"Hm, Mingyu I really can't do that." You say almost laughing because his friends don’t call you ever, you have Mingyu’s number registered because once Seungcheol had a dead phone and he asked Mingyu to tell you he was arriving late - that’s when Seungcheol still cared you think, after that he just arrived late without telling you his schedule was running late.
"No really like it is a really important schedule."
"Mingyu Seungcheol is not with me right now you should call him-"
"Is he not? I mean he slept with you, right? Did he leave your house already?"
"No, he didn't sleep at my place last night-"
"No?" Mingyu asks and the line is dead silent before you pick yourself up and have the courage to tell you.
"Mingyu we broke up yesterday," You say in the lowest register ever, the last thing you wanted was Karen from the sales department eavesdropping on your conversation and asking if you needed a girl time.
"Why did you break up with him?" He asks and that makes your head spin a little, how did he know?
"Mingyu that's-" you breathe loudly, you want to smash the phone against the nearest surface, but you need patience, and to be honest Mingyu didn’t do anything for you to be rude, yes, you are angry but it is not Mingyu’s fault,  "That's really personal I'm sorry"
"Ok, sorry, yeah I overstepped for sure," you can hear the faint voices in the background, "Do you think you know a place he could've gone to?"
"No, I really don't, I am sorry, just" your bite your tongue because you think that’s overstepping too, but you say nonetheless,  "Just give me a heads up if you guys find him or if I need to worry ok?"
"Yeah, yeah."
And against everything - your rational mind and your broken heart, you call Seungcheol, because he still comes first, his well-being and state. Even if he is not picking Mingyu's call that stills a part of you that says that you are special enough to him that he may answer your calls. He doesn't. But you don't even have time to worry because Mingyu sends you a message saying that Seungcheol just showed up and he is fine.
And the reality of it crushes you. You are not the person that Seungcheol will pick up when everyone calls him, you are not the exception anymore.
What really hurts is when you think that maybe you never were. 
And the feeling makes you so physically ill that when you knock on your chief's door to say you are going back home because you feel unwell and gonna try to work remotely he just says you can take a day off because you are clearly looking like a fucking truck hit you.
The first few days make you wish Seungcheol was right. You cry so much you feel dehydrated and have a non-stop headache. So you wish he was right, you wish you did cheat on him, you wish you ended things because you fell. in love with somebody else. 
You don't delete his messages but you do archive the conversation because every time you open the app it is just there and the want to hover it, to go back, to look at it, to have Seungcheol back in your life is so big you ask yourself how can you carry such a burden.
When you reach the 7 days you feel like somehow you can breathe again, now crying only 25% of the time. It's painful how you get back into your routine very quickly, it makes you feel that Seungcheol was not a big part of it. The main thing you do is to just keep your phone away, check less social media - the last time his face popped up and you almost yetted the phone. 
On week two you do all the things that you wanted to do with Seungcheol, alone or with other people. You go to the new corner cafe with a book and order a lot of sweet treats. You go to the movies after a day of work because why not. You drive yourself to the beach, and even though it’s not really summer, the weather is nice enough. In a way you think you are a masochist, experiencing all of those things and reminiscing of what could be if Seungcheol was by your side. But every time you come home and your empty place greets you with the memory of Seungcheol and his belongings you think that masochism would be locking yourself up in a place where Seungcheol was most present in your life.
Week three is a living hell. It's Seungcheol's birthday and you catch yourself entering a store just because something nice enough to be his present caught your attention. When you pick up your phone to ask him if he prefers leather or wool the reality crashes into you. It makes your world spin a little, and everything is in slow motion when you go back home. 
It doesn't help that you still have a pair of shoes, some shirts, a few pieces of jewelry, and even toiletries that don't belong to you in your own house. You feel stupid when you cry, but you pick everything up and put everything in a box - but you still don't have the strength to contact Seungcheol and say that he needs to pick up his things in order to move on.
I'm just here for the weekend A wordless kind of offer And I'm hoping that you saw that
After a month you stop crying.
Even though you don't keep tabs in a tracker you know every month that passes by, and Seungcheol's box turns into a decorative item by your door. 
In a way, everything you know about Seungcheol is stored in the back of your mind, and sometimes it comes back to your conscious mind like an intrusive thought.
To be honest, Seungcheol still pops up daily in your life, his voice plays in the nice book store, his face shows up in the make-up store and now he is the face of your favorite lip balm, he shows up in the tv and again in the subway, he shows up in the news and in your favorite variety show - the first time you don't actually binge watch. You know when Seungcheol is blond and when he is not, you know when his hair is long or shorter. And even if you don't want to, you keep tabs on him.
But in reality, you can deal with it, you can deal with Seungcheol's absence when he doesn't come back to make you fall in love with him. 
And it gets easier. 
Or you get used to not having Seungcheol in your life, seeing him from afar, or not seeing him at all. After 3 months you think to yourself that for the first time, you feel like a human again. Like your feet are back on the ground. You can walk without crunches for the first time after breaking both legs. 
When it hits the six-month mark you think it is okay to remember, it is okay to think about it, it was a milestone after all. When you think about buying a cake for the one-year mark you think that maybe that's not normal. 
But maybe that’s the path of healing, the ups, and downs of it, healing is not linear - you think that you saw an Instagram post about it. And you just accept it, you don’t fight anymore about how you remember Seungcheol in the silliest things, when you look at something on the street, or when you start binge-watching a new tv show. But sometimes you also don’t remember him, sometimes you can go a few days without conjuring him in your mind - but you always end up losing the game when you think to yourself how you did not think about him.
'Cause I see you I fall back into the feeling like we've just begun Tell me, ooh Are you tired of being alone? You're not the only one
When you see Seungcheol, two years later, you just laugh and take a sip of your drink. It is really crazy how Seungcheol's absence makes you forget that one of your closest friends knew Seungcheol - he was the reason why you two met in the first place.
And yet you feel surprised to see Seungcheol in the same space as you after a while. And god why do your legs buckle and why is he so good-looking?
At the same time you want to turn and run, you are so freaking obsessed with seeing Seungcheol with your own two eyes after such a long time. God. You need a drink, you need a glass of the most powerful poison, you need courage and you need strength. 
But before you can turn Seungcheol has his eye on you.
And you want to run and scream when you see him walking into you. 
"Hey," Seungcheol says and he too looks like he is fine with everything, and you think if it has always been like that if Seungcheol almost didn’t get a scratch when you always left with a broken heart and broken bones   "I-" Seungcheol laughs. "This is weird."
"Yeah," you say drinking the rest of your drink in one gulp "They didn't tell me you were coming so-"
"Do we need to continue doing that?" Seungcheol asks and you can feel your head tilting like a damn dog, and Seungcheol's tint smile across his face confirms your suspicion- he always thought it was endearing. "Avoid each other I mean," he clarifies. 
And you want to say yes because you feel so weak on your knees. You feel like you are getting pulled - physical traction makes you throw away all that you learned in the past year, making you forget how difficult it was, how painful.
"I don't know, it is not the ideal but what is the other option?" You ask and don't even wait for Seungcheol to answer you when you look around - you need another drink, you are not doing this sober, you feel yourself close to tears and you can't cry sober - drunk you at least have an excuse to bawl everything out.
"Not hating each other?" Seungcheol scoffs, and you do the same.
"Sometimes I think about how we spent four years together," you say, going to the bar with Seungcheol by your side, you order a mojito while Seungcheol just brushes the guy off. Seungcheol is so close that you can feel your brain start malfunctioning. 
"Come on, I swear I didn't try to pick a fight if you want I can go I already said my wishes to the host so-" 
"Is not that," You feel so fucking frustrated, you can feel your heart in your throat. "I just-" You breathe loudly, maybe you should let him enjoy the party and go - he was the one that didn't show up in two consecutive years. "Look this is not the time or the place for us to have this conversation but the point is I never hated you - I never could, and to be honest never wanted."
Seungcheol just looks at you, his eyes big and mouth agape. 
And you wish you could hate him because it would be easier. And because if you hated him you wouldn't question yourself if it was the right decision, if you hated him you wouldn't be thinking about letting Seungcheol back in your life.
"Hey, hey-" you hear Seungcheol's voice behind you. 
Fuck you forgot the uber, so you do your best to ignore Seungcheol and pick up your cell phone, trying to open the app fast enough just so a car teleports in the street.
"Come on I can take you home," He says and you want to laugh really, what the fuck is on his mind.
"And would I say yes to that?"
"Look," Seungcheol’s hand goes through his hair and you know he is frustrated, and a part of you relishes that, in the way that you still know him even after more than 24 months apart, "I don't know how you are doing, and this can be me being fucking egotistical, but I have been thinking you hate me for two years, so if here is not the place then we can find a place, I would say my place but that would make me sound like a jerk so-"
"Cheol," you almost beg.
"I really just want to understand what happened, fuck-" And when you look again you see Seungcheol in such a different light, he is so tired, he looks so exhausted, he looks older, but not just older he looks jaded,  "It is been plaguing my mind since we broke up I can't fuck wrap my head around-" 
"Your house then."
"Ok, ok. Just so you know I have a dog." Seungcheol says while guiding you to his car and you just feel a pang in your chest because you know how he went on and on about how he wanted a dog, how you two could get a dog, how if he wasn't so busy, and far away half of the time you two should get a dog.
And God you feel so sad, you can actually feel everything building up inside your body, you can feel it in your throat. 
You heard and heard about the dog and you were not there, and that’s all you can think about the entire trip to Seungcheol’s house.
"This is Kkuma," Seungcheol says holding the dog up, when he sees that you are not in the mood to greet the cute creature he gives up. "Is this a mistake?"
"Probably," you say, looking at his living room - god when you two dated he didn’t have his own house. How much did you miss? How many milestones in his life were you not a part of? 
"I-" Seungcheol starts, making you look at him, "I just thought we could go back to good terms you know, I've been keeping tabs on you," and you don’t know why but you feel so angry, you feel like there is something growing under your skin you can’t quite name it. "Don't look at me like that, I wanted to know how you were, how you've been doing, and when I asked about you this last time he said I could show up so I thought you knew"
"I didn't"
"Yeah, I'm sorry," he says, rubbing his palm against his pants in an attempt to dry it. "I mean for today and for everything I guess, I wasn't the best back then. I just thought-"
"What do you want from me Cheol?" You ask for the first time looking at Cheol's eyes, looking for the truth in it, searching for every little detail you can catch to make it make sense, but that just makes you crumble like a sandcastle against a wave, "I've been trying so hard- god"
"Hey, hey-" Seungcheol's hand close around your wrist, his fingers in contrast with your skin. "Don't cry please, don't cry, I always hated when you cried, hated every time I saw you in tears because of me." He says while getting closer to you, which just makes you cry a little bit more.
"I am so sorry, this was a bad idea, I can take you home if you want to," Seungcheol says with his arms around you - and god, you should've braced yourself from the impact, but you didn't and Seungcheol was just crashing into your life again.
"Yeah, and I was crazy enough to say yes to you," you say against Seungcheol's embrace and you are surprised when he picks up your muffled sounds.
"Why did you, say yes I mean" Seungcheol making space to look down at you.
"You know why Cheol," you say rolling your eyes at him.
"It's the same for me too, I guess," Seungcheol says tucking your hair behind your ears, "Maybe that's why I went after you today, fuck, that's why I talked to you really-" his lips find your forehead, and you can feel your heart in throat. You feel like your lungs are about to collapse, you can't breathe, "when I saw you I just-" He smells your hair like he used to do, his hand on your neck, his thumb caressing your jaw. "it just felt like nothing had changed"
I know it sounds fatal, I know we made fires The ending's real clear and it won't take us higher Tonight, I might need to come kamikaze Crash into your way (Kamikaze, kamikaze)
You know Seungcheol, you can tell, you can anticipate every step. With Seungcheol it is like you have the ability to see the future in your lids. With Seungcheol even when he crashes and burns makes you think to yourself that you can take the fire against your skin.
And you miss the feeling - to be understood even when you don't have words, when the silence speaks for you when Seungcheol just knows what you need before you ask for it. That's why you broke things up, you think, maybe you felt the most loved when Seungcheol would anticipate every and each one of your needs, and the moment he stopped you felt so unseen.
When Seungcheol's lips find your cheeks, just below your eyes, you can hear the sound of your heart-shattering. Your hands tighten against his sides. 
"I missed you," Seungcheol says, his forehead resting against yours. "I missed this, missed us."
"Cheol," you beg because it is the only thing you can do, the only thing you can master.
"Let me take care of you," You can feel the way his hand goes to your nape, making you shiver, "Let me make you happy."
You just nod, because that's what you want. You want it so much that you could change the earth's axis, you could change the future and the past for it. And when you feel Seungcheol's lips against yours you think that ending the world would seem like an easy task if it was to achieve Seungcheol's love, to have his touch against your skin every day.
When you wrap your arms around Seungcheol's neck you know you are done for - you know you fell in love all over again.
And you do it because it is him, because it is Seungcheol, and he is the only one who could break your heart.
"You will, won't you?" Seungcheol says mouth against your jaw, hand still against your nape holding you in place, "Let me love you?"
"Don't say things like that," you whisper, tugging on Seungcheol's shirt. 
"Why baby?" He says kissing your jaw, his hand caressing your cheek, "god, I missed this," Seungcheol says when his breath in on your neck, rubbing his nose on it. "missed how you smell," his hand holds your waist and you feel so glad because you almost melting, "missing the way you taste," he says when his tongue laps at your skin, giving you a small kiss on the kneck.
The only thing you can do is try to anchor yourself, one hand splayed against Seungcheol's back and another one tugging at his hair. Seungcheol's hand goes around you, caging you against his body, his hands finding the hem of your shirt and putting it under your shirt.
And it is just so much, the way his hands feel hot against your back, keeping you upright. The way his lips feel against your skin, wet, across your cleavage. The way that his body feels hard against yours. 
It's just so much. To have all that again, you almost forget how to breathe.
Seungcheol is so big - physically yes, but his whole existence is so big, it makes you feel suffocated. Seungcheol is so big that you question yourself how you used to fit him in your heart.
But you choose not to think about it, not know. You call his name while tugging his hair, blindly searching his mouth. And you focus on Seungcheol, the way that his tongue feels against yours, the way that he holds you, the way that you feel how hard he is against your hips.
"Let me," Seungcheol whisper against your mouth before his hand found the back of your thighs and picks your up - and you do the only thing you can do, letting out a surprised noise and hugging Seungcheol. And you can feel how Seungcheol's smiles spread against the skin of your chest.
"Don't laugh," you try to scold him, hand tugging his hair again - when he let his hair gets so long? It was a newfound joy for you.
"-m not laughing," you hear Seungcheol say against your skin, his fingers dipping in the skin of your ass. 
When your back hits the mattress, you feel like you can breathe again for the first time, Seungcheol's body away from yours. Until his hand is back on your hips, making your heart skip a beat and your lungs collapse.
"You are so pretty," he says when his hands travel up against your body, lifting your shirt, Seungcheol's lips find the skin of your stomach, his hand pressing on your ribcage. Seungcheol looks at you, his tongue on your skin, linking a strip of it. 
The thing about Seungcheol is that he still remembers. He still knows what makes you melt, makes you hot, makes you whimper. And he does it so right that makes your head spin.
Seungcheol lifts your shirt up, pooling it against your neck. "Fuck-" Seungcheol starts again and you ask yourself how he doesn't feel tongue-tied like you, "so pretty like this," his digits touch your chest when the lace of your bra ends, and it is just so faint, you lift your chest searching for his touch.
"Can I?" Seungcheol asks and you don't even know what he wants but you are nodding. He tugs on your bra, letting your boobs free. His forefinger and his middle finger find your nipple, tugging at it lightly, making you whimper. "Always loved how you are so fucking sensitive," he coos.
Seungcheol's lips find your skin again, and the way he kisses the underside of your boob is so soft and so tender that makes your head spin a little. Seungcheol lowers his body against yours, making you open your legs a little to make space for him between them. 
Seungcheol kisses your sternum at the same time that his hands wrapped around your throat, he doesn't put pressure on it. But the mere fact that his hand is splayed on your windpipe makes you lose it, make you whimper. "God, missed this too, the way you sound" 
"Cheol," you want to complain but you can't because Seungcheol just licks one of your nipples, his free hand holding you in place for him to latch on it. You don't even know what to do - it is just too much, the feel of Seungcheol's hands on your body, of his mouth against your skin. 
When his mouth leaves your nipple with a low pop, his mouth doesn't leave your skin. "Don't worry babe gonna give it to you," you hear his voice low and muffled, "Gonna give you everything."
"Want you-" you say tugging at his shirt. And you feel so hot all over, you ask yourself how did you survive without his touch for so long, how did you survive with your skin against yours.
"I know, I know” Seungcheol coos and you just melt against the hand he places against your face, when he kisses you again you know you are doomed. “Just let me eat you first," he says putting his lips just below your ear, his body heavy and hot against you, "Missed your pussy too, missed everything."
"Don't talk like that," you beg and you don't hear it, but you feel the way that Seungcheol's body reverberates with a chuckle - and you take the opportunity to tug at your own shirt and bra.
"I know you like it," Seungcheol says opening the button of your pants and tugging at each leg.
"I don't anymore," you say just because you feel like you need to pick a fight really. To look like it is harder to rip you apart at the seams, to make Seungcheol think it is not that easy to wreck you. 
To make Seungcheol think it's harder to have you again.
"I know you do," Seungcheol says lifting your leg and kissing your ankle, and you feel if it's not normal to feel so much. "I can see you do still like it." Seungcheol's voice drops and you can see his eyes on your pussy, his knuckle pressing on it over your panties, you can see how wet it feels, and god you feel so ashamed because you want it so much, and because Seungcheol knows.
You can feel how red your skin is. Seungcheol lies between your legs. He rearranges your position, opening more your legs, putting one of your thighs on his shoulder. "Don't need to lie to me," He says before slowly biting on the meat of your thigh, his hands holding you in place when you buckle. 
Seungcheol kisses your pussy over your panties and you bite on your tongue, you hold yourself back. "God, I even miss the way you smell," Seungcheol says and you feel faint - and you tug at the sheet almost crying, almost begging.
But before you say anything you feel him tugging at your panties and you don't move, you just let Seungcheol move your body to his pleasure, taking your panties off but putting your legs the same way as before. 
You feel Seungcheol digits against your folds and you bite your tongue again - trying to hold back. But when his thumb presses on your clit you can't resist calling his name. "Shh, it's okay baby," Seungcheol says before his tongue is on you, making your head spin.
You ask yourself again how you survived without him. 
Because with Seungcheol was just so easy. 
Seungcheol doesn't ask what you like he already knows.
Seungcheol knows how to pin your hips down, with his hand splayed, because you like how strong he is. Seungcheol knows how to lick your folds, how to suck on your clit, how to tease you with his fingers. 
"Can you-" you try to ask for it, but when you look down between your legs you see Seungcheol looking at you, seeking your reactions, trying to catch every little detail, and before you can ask again Seungcheol is nodding against your pussy, mouth not leaving it for a second even thoughyou are bucking your hips.
And then you feel his fingers against your entrance. And it is Seungcheol he knows how you like it, but he knows too much, he teases you first, just the knuckle against your hole.
"Seungcheol, please," you ask again, accepting that you lost the war, accepting that you can't pretend anymore because you know Seungcheol will only give you when you ask for it.
But you asked for it so he gives to you. 
He starts fucking you slowly with his fingers, his tongue never leaving your clit. 
You feel like you are going insane, it's just too much - his hand’s strong grounding your hips, the way that his mouth closes against your clit, the way that his fingers enter you, the way his eyes never leave yours.
And before you can say anything you are cumming against his tongue, Seungcheol laps at it like he wants to feel your taste on his tongue, like he wants every drop of it.
"Always loved your mouth." You say before Seungcheol kisses you and you can taste yourself on his tongue.
Seungcheol lifts his body, kneeling on the mattress, and finally takes his shirt off, "wait," you call for him, and you look at him. And god he is so fucking pretty all over. He always has been. You touch him, hands against his stomach, and you wish you can make him feel like he does to you. 
You sit on the bed, Seungcheol's position making him taller than you, but it is not a problem when the difference makes it easier to kiss his pecs. And Seungcheol holds the back of your neck, his eyes again, never leaving you, making sure he sees every tiny fraction of every little touch. 
You don't know if you actually forgot, or, if you just locked the memories away in a tiny part of your brain, but when you see Seungcheol so pilant against your touch - against one of your hands on his stomach, the other touching his pecs and mouth sucking at his skins it is like it's unlock something on you.
"Did you miss it?" You ask hand working on Cheol's pants, palming him in the process.
"Hun?" He asks voice low, like he didn't catch the meaning behind the question.
"The way I make you feel," you answer, hand underneath his underwear, touching his hard dick. "Did you miss it?" You ask again, looking Seungcheol in the eyes.
"So fucking much," he answers and you can see how his body reacts to every single touch you give him, you lower Seungcheol's underwear, just enough so his cock springs free - red and leaking, and God you wish you could forget how many time Seungcheol split you open with his dick, but you can't, you think you remember each and every time, "Thought about it every day."
"Can you fuck me?" You ask Seungcheol, fingers wrapped around his dick, pumping him slowly, thumb rubbing against his tip, and you can see his body twitch, but Seungcheol just lets you do whatever you want with him.
"How do you want me?" he asks.
"You know how," you say it because it is true. Seungcheol knows how to eat you, how to fuck you, how to split you open, he knows how to make you feel good, and how to make you cry. 
"Come on," He says hand on your shoulder making you lay down again, and you whine because the action made you set his dick free "You asked me to fuck you" his hands wrap around your leg and make your body turn to the side. 
And it is just so hot, how Seungcheol can manhandle you, can make you turn and move, but still cave into every and each one of your whims. You ask and he answers it. You ask him to jump and he asks how high. 
Seungcheol lays on the bed, his front pressed against your back, his strong arms around you, his lips against your neck, his dick against your ass. 
Your mind goes back to how big Seungcheol is, how he doesn't let space for anyone else.
But you come back to reality when you feel Seungcheol's dick going against your pussy. Seungcheol mumbles against the skin of your shoulder, but you are so gone that you don't actually pay attention to it. 
When Seungcheol starts fucking you you are halfway there. You hold Seungcheol's arms, your nails marking his skin. "You take me so fucking well," Seungcheol says before his teeth find the flesh of your shoulder. "Do you need-" You don't let him finish, tugging at his hair, searching for his mouth - and the kiss is messy and sloppy, and when Seungcheol's fingers find your pussy again you just moan on his mouth.
"Are you-" Seungcheol asks, and you know what he wants to say in the way his hips fall in rhythm the way his other hand tightens against your ass, the way with every stroke he goes deeper and deeper. And you nod because it is the truth, you are so close to it that you feel like your bones are melting.
And you just let it hit you, let the wave of the orgasm wash over your body. And you know Seungcheol is close by the way he pants against your neck, by the way, his strong hands hold your thigh - until you feel him cum on you.
You can feel your heart beating against your chest. You can feel the way Seungcheol's dick slips off you, and the way your back feels sweaty against his chest. You squirm a little trying to put some distance between your bodies.
"Stay," Seungcheol murmurs against your shoulder while enveloping you in his embrace, tugging you closer and you do. You stay because Seungcheol still makes you fall in love with him every single chance he gets, but your mind is still wrapped around the feeling that maybe, you two, are not meant to be, one of the lovers that could be so fucking beautiful and that marked your life, that is a before Seungcheol and after Seungcheol in your life.
But, deep down you know, that you just got tired of asking for more.
Now you don't want a lover that you need to ask for it - even though you know Seungcheol would never say no to you, but for once, you think that you want someone who gives to you without being asked for.
I love the beginning, the moonlight is calling I know we'll go up but we'll end up freefalling
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dontbeswayed · 2 years
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Stray Kids Smau Fics Recs Pt.1
Part 2 (had to separate bc there were too many)
bang chan :
beautiful liar by @3rachasaucy
all in by @staywritten
face the music by @0x1lovebot
amortentia by @lemon-boy-stan
song for you by @imagine-a-life-like-this
lover of mine by @sulfurcosmos
yellow wood by @yoongisleftearring
all about you by @zoe8stay
shitty fanfiction by @thepixelelf
bang agency by @rikihasthebestsmile
go live by @skzonthebrain
"online friends" by @caseiloveu
lee minho :
dance with me by @imagine-a-life-like-this
go higher by @lunatens
isn't it delicate? by @writing-skz
my sunshine by @staysuki
a better match by @straydiks
try me by @serenhyunjinity
the journal by @theright-sideofme
mr. perfectly fine by @xiaotingluvs
hello stranger by @mintquokka
unnatural love by @miraeofficial
seo changbin :
lost and found by @imagine-a-life-like-this
push + pull by @yoongisleftearring
rhythm and rhyme by @burningupp
hey there! by @notevenagoodgirl
lover of mine : too many feelings by @sulfurcosmos
hate's love by @rikihasthebestsmile
cuffin szn by @luvrhyune
me gustas means i like you &lt;3 by @seungbinbin
hwang hyunjin :
you're my best friend by @panickedmarklee
coffee time by @lvanter
transferred by @renjunvinates
blue by @luvbiin
all i know is your name by @imagine-a-life-like-this
watercolor by @jinhyun
hearts full of honey by @staysuki
the view by @luvrhyune
yellow by @burningupp
stargirl interlude by @lcv3lies
another typical story by @skzhua
only fools fall for you by @hyunjinspark
collateral damage by @dalamjisung
how to get back at your ex by @bbujiikseu
sad beautiful tragic by @xiaotingluvs
chit chat ! by @sugrlamb
multiple / uknown until the end :
technical difficulties by @ahgastae
sugar, spice and everything... else by @x-woozi
Masterlist / Part 2
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heyy! just wanted to say as a fellow writer/university student you are an amazing creator 🥰❤️ I simply adore your energy on the yeonjun series and I was thinking that maybe 🥺👉👈 just maybe 🤡👌 you’d like to do a collab one day? (no pressure at all! you can say no if you want! I’m just a big fan 😊)
hi! thank you so much for your compliments, it truly means a lot 🥺🥺 and sure, let’s collab sometime in the near future! i’ve never actually collabed with someone before so i don’t know how it all works heh
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tuanhood · 4 years
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I'm also a masters student avoiding life by dreaming about mark tuan! ❤️ I feel your pain
OMIGOD THANK YOU! IDK WHY BUT THIS IS SO REASSURING HAHAHA THAT THERE ARE MORE PEOPLE LIKE ME IN THE SAME POSITION. smH so easy to write 14,000 words on mark tuan... but my dissertation? idk dude.... doesn’t seem realistic at this point.
jk of course....... my parents would kill me :-)
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dalamjisung · 4 months
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matching set // thirteen: we need to talk about yesterday
pairing: popular!jeongin x introvert!reader
genre: college!au, fluff
description: You two grew up together. As in, together-together. It’s an old tale, one where your mothers are best friends and so, much like best friends do, they went through every mile stone together– dating, marriage, and babies. Safe to say, you two learned from the best, so no one was really surprised when college came around and you two ended up in the same place. The only problem was, you’re not sure if you can stay the same when everything else has changed.
masterlist
chapter twelve // chapter fourteen
taglist: @banqtlattae @dream-toaster @strxwberrifields @cryoskz @p2q3r4 @lochness-butmakeitsexy @necromancersupreme @pokyloky @minmindreaming @junseokiss @rindomo @tanjiroar @meowtella @wewuuu @teddibug @hugsforjunseo @born5sos @the7thcrow @unloyaljisung @skzooo @jeonstresour @anxiousbobatea @mstarlight @dayawantstosleep @likexaxdaydream  @mstarlight @multiwendi @itsyaapollochild @seungcheoluwu @hopefulpursepeanutdeputy @nikyc00 @eastleighsblog @maeleelee @baby-bread-in @minhoesss @imasimplol @starrmage @baby-bread-in @leeati​ @starrmage @hello-2-u-from-me​ @everglowdaisies @90s-belladonna
[I am passing on the taglist to this series :) if you’d like to be added/removed, please let me know!]
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ALMOST AT THE END OF THIS SERIES!!! I'm loving how Innie is being so chaotic here!
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sopebubbles · 2 years
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Epilog: two years later
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21st century girl
Okay yall that's really the end now. It's been a real trip. I miss them and you already. 😢
@halesandy @burningupp-replies @lilacdreams-00 @yoongiofmine @yonkimint @wholockian1 @cbgdoll @babycoffeefire @theatren3rd @dis-tru6tion @hey-itsmina @bri-mal @purpletaecup @secretlycrazyhummingbird @infiresyg93 @sweetjellyfishland @lovely-joon @little-dark-empress @iknowyoualwaystae @lostbitvh @xianav @friendlywraith @preciouschimine @ambersaesthetics @hwayne2294 @mahiiiiiiiiiiiiiii @amarillyis @vaseratineb @casspirit0705 @theestrangeddreamer @90s-belladonna @joyfullyobsessed @lochness-butmakeitsexy @lovelytaes-blog @blushingatyou @proflyndo @shegotboreddsoo @dalamjisung @kaislinging-slasher01 @armytwist @abc-abc1234-a @moonixverse @piecesofapril11 @bloomtilweache @kissme-ornot @cursedcursives @fanvergent-chick
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Oh Baby, You Pt. 45 - Not Sponsored
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The birth of your son three years ago was what caused your breakup with Wonwoo, your longtime (and at that point, long distance) partner. Now, you're getting concerned that Orion is starting to look a lot like his dad, but that's not your only problem. Wonwoo is back… and he's living across the hall.
oby tagging 1, 50/50: @shiningstar-byulxx @shuabby-woowoo @90s-belladonna @xavi-in-kpopland @kachren @xmessaroundx @chwevernonlover @kwanisms @dalamjisung @1ntaktak @crazywittysassy @butterfliesinthenightsky @ddaengpotate @dorrysstuff @ckline35 @vanishingboots @potatofrieswithketchup @minhwa @oncecaratorbit @sugacookees @royal9 @doodlelibrary @myjaeyunn @yksthings @jundundun @amosmortese @jaeskz @seungmintree @woozarts @my-chaos-in-stars @yoonychoik @ksywoo @kellesvt @candidupped @sharkipoonis @wooahaeproductions @capsiclesworld @hellodefthings @sunshineshouchan @calumsfringe @caratinluv @pinkysinnerbaby @winterwallacehenderson @jvhoons @woo8hao @sxftiell @wondering-out-loud
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cosmos-recs · 2 years
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ti’s 2021 favourites
hola! the year is ending and honestly, it wouldn’t have been as great as it was if it wasn’t for all the lovely writings i had to give me solace and an escape when i need it the most. i don’t think fic writers realise how important their works are and how much they mean to their readers. so i thought i’d let them know!
here is small list of some of my fav fics of 2021 ^^ (some of them might be old but i read them this year so they count 😤)
so. without further ado… in no particular order…
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rule breaker by @mxxndreams
ah yes, my favourite series by one of my fav tumblr writers. i feel like any amount of compliments for this series and the way it’s written wouldn’t be enough. all i can say is that it’s absolutely beautiful. go read!
jisung x fem!reader; genre: fluff, angst, college!au
prom committee by @silverlightqueen
this. this au is what inspired me to start writing my own smau so it’s very near and dear to my heart. i love the dynamics between the characters and how they’re all individually so intriguing. it’s such a funny, feel-good high school story. perfect for the days you just want to laugh and escape the stress of life.
ot8 x fem!reader; genre: fluff, humour, a smidge of angst, smau
note: the au is technically missing 1 or 2 chapters but it’s practically finished and the author said there was nothing extra to be added so yeah! don’t worry about it. just read heheh. it’s worth it, i promise!
simmy bestie! i hope you’re doing well. last time i checked you were going through a rough time :( i hope 2022 is kinder to you 💛
twin galaxies by @thevampywolf
ugh literally one of the best fics ash has written. it’s just so soft and sweet and the imagery and wording is so so beautiful :’) it makes me so happy to read. it’s the kind of fic you read and wish you could gift to someone but also have someone gift to you.
bang chan x reader; genre: fluff
honourable mentions: early birds (also a masterpiece by ash that’s beautifully written)
foul play by @dalamjisung
okay i will make whole specific post for this but ohmygoddd this is my fav au. literally. felix’s personality, y/n’s personality, the sweet little plot, the emotions, the final confession… ahakshssjsk i love everything about it.
felix x fem!reader; genre: fluff, smau
bedroom ceiling by @dalamjisung
part 1 / part 2
ajshjsshksks okay THIS!!! THISSSS!!!! you know that feeling you get when you read something so beautifully written that you wished you’d come up with it? yeahhh… that was what reading this fic felt like. 10/10 recommend!!
bang chan x reader; genre: angst, fluff (in the second half)
concussions and cracked heads by @mieohmy
eheheheh this was literally the cutest!!! CUTEST!!!! taeyong fic i’ve read. and also so funny?? (i’ll be making a proper post on it later but for now… just go read! it’ll make you laugh, give you butterflies and brighten up your day!)
taeyong x reader; genre: fluff, humour, high school!au
in too deep by @cotccotc
ahhhhh pleaseee i remember reading this THRICE i loved it that much! the way the story progresses… the little tension between the two characters… the slight angst… the ending!! LAHSKSHJSJSKS i really loved it. and heheh the little brother too!!! idk it just really warmed my heart to read this fic. it felt like… an old fond memory i was revisiting (i’m not quite sure why. i guess it’s because of the way it was written. it really tugged at my heartstrings)
bang chan x fem!reader; genre: fluff, a bit of angst
mixed messages by @lewsr [ @llewsr ]
omg this au! a) i loved the math puns!! i LIVED for the math puns. b) it was so cute?? i loved the characterisation of y/n and jisung in this. their relationship developed so smoothly and it left me with a very warm feeling when i finished reading.
jisung x fem!reader; genre: fluff, angst, humour, smau
a night to remember by @dreamescapeswriting
honestly, this fic is a fic to remember. the angst… the insecurity… the uncertainty… it was all narrated so well! i loved the way the story progressed and how at the first read, you read through the perspective of the MC and then when you read again, you realise how the MC had indeed misunderstood a great number of details that led to a small argument. i just… i don’t know. it’s so beautifully written. i remember crying as i read it because i could feel for the mc and the fluff at the end just– ugh it was the icing on the cake 🥰
bang chan x fem!reader; genre: fluff, angst
softly, quietly by @chogiwow
ah i love the way this is written. it’s just… soft kisses on a calm, rainy day. it’s beautifully written. the perfect thing to read when you want to be deep in your feels or are touch deprived hehehe
bang chan x reader; genre: fluff
love me or leave me by @tyongxnct
bruhhh THIS!! oh gosh i usually don’t like cheating stories but this one reeled me in and i was SO invested and also low-key rooting for jae to fix things with his wife. it’s this… heartbreaking reality of the world where sometimes leaving your partner isn’t as simple. especially when you’re in love. and as much as i don’t like cheating… this particular story made me really want the husband to change for the better and prove himself worthy. i cried with the characters, laughed with them, smiled with them, got angry with them… it’s so immersive.
jaehyun x fem!reader; genre: angst, fluff, husband!jaehyun
warning: mentions of cheating, mentions of sex
starry night by @staylibrary [this user deactivated]
bestiesss thisss!!! this was so soft. i love the setting and the way it’s written. the dialogues were so wonderful, so natural. and i loved the chemistry between the mc and chan. the whole thing is just so so soft! i don’t have enough words to articulate how happy i feel when i read this little fic. it’s so so sweet and heartwarming.
bang chan x reader; genre: fluff
the recovery files by @thepixelelf
this uh… wow. this little series just– i have no words. it’s so heart-wrenchingly sad yet beautiful. especially chan’s one?? ohmygod that had me bawling. each member had their own little tape about their relationships and breakups. this series is not for the faint of the heart i swear. but it really is worth all the chest pain and tears.
skz ot8; genre: angst, some traces of fluff
instinct by @fizzydrink698
bruhhh this!! this series was really something. it was genuinely wonderful to read. the chemistry between the reader and chan was so… palpable. so… natural. any amount of compliments isn’t enough for how brilliantly fi writes. so go on and read the fic!
bang chan x fem!reader; genre: fluff, angst, mature content, omega verse
warning: descriptions of sex (not incredibly detailed but it’s there), minors dni!
23.03 by @celestialmark
ah… this. this is actually pretty old but i make a point to go back to celestialmark’s account every now and then and reading their timestamps. they’re all so beautifully written. like being held in a warm embrace on a cold, rainy day. i love reading all these timestamps and i hope you all love them too!
mark lee x reader; genre: fluff
fuck off by @0x1lovebot
eheheheh this was just such a funny little drabble. i absolutely loved the relationship between minho and the reader. they’re so playful yet you can tell they love each other heheh. the dialogues made me laugh but also feel all smiley and fluttery at the same time.
lee know x fem!reader; genre: fluff
fragile by @decembermoonskz
ahhh this little fic! gosh i really loved reading it. the way my heart dropped at the beginning when the reader finds out her soulmate doesn’t like the idea of soulmates the exact day she met him?? oof. the painnn! but heheh it switches up to fluff so quickly and the whole ending is just… so sweet. it’s not super dramatic and feels somewhat… rooted in reality. idk i just really like this little fic 💛 it made me smile.
bang chan x reader; genre: angst, fluff, soulmate!au
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and yeah! that’s the end of the list. there are honestly so many more fics but i scrolled and scrolled and couldn’t find them 😭😭😭 i do apologise if i didn’t mention a particular fic here. these are only the few i remember. not all. there were so many more brilliant fics written that i read throughout the year. and i’m sure there will be more wonderful fics to read in 2022!
make sure to support your fic writers, loves! it helps them grow and keeps them writing amazing works for the rest of us to enjoy 🥰
have a wonderful day everyone! especially the writers tagged in this post. i love and appreciate your work. and think you all are absolutely wonderful and the most incredibly talented little beans! keep writing 💛
with love,
ti 💫
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shoftiiel · 3 years
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bound to you: 37
“he was abducted”
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some months later…
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synopsis: y/n is the new girl in town, she would like to escape from her past and begin a new life without any romance drama, but what happens when she caught the attention of a certain boy who happens to be one of her brother’s best friends.
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joshuas · 3 years
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cookie dough
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♫ pairing: baker!kim mingyu x gender neutral reader
♫ genre: fluff, established relationship au, and domesticity
♫ warnings: food mentions
♫ word count: 950
♫ prompt: “I'm so proud of you” from this prompt list !
♫ a/n: a belated birthday present for @dalamjisung ! i hope you like it <3 also, cookie dough is significantly better than the cookies themselves, even though i contradict myself.
♫ summary: just domesticity, baking and tooth-rotting fluff
♫ taglist: @potato2earth @jadezircon @mostlikelynotmelissa @kwonthefire - send an ask if you’d like to be on the tag list !
"What're you baking?" You hummed against your boyfriend, Mingyu's, back, encircling your arms around his waist as you peeked out from behind him to watch what he was doing.
“Just some cookies. I’m trialing a new recipe for the bakery." He paused, "Did you just come out because you’re procrastinating or do you have an insanely good sense of smell?” He questioned knowingly.
“The latter, obviously.” You said as he scoffed, smirking as you released your arms from around him, pushing yourself up to sit on a clean part of the kitchen bench so that you were facing your boyfriend.
“Can I help you with anything?” You leaned back, smiling innocently as you inched your hand towards the bowl with the batter.
Smiling knowingly, Mingyu moved the batter out of your reach,
“If this is your attempt to stress bake and steal the cookie batter, then no. You can go back and work on your assignment.”
You pouted,
“I promise I won’t steal any batter, then. At least let me roll out the cookie dough.”
He sighed,
“You know I can’t say no to you. Even if I did, you’d find a way around it. So, fine.”
“Yay!”
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“At this rate, there isn’t going to be any dough left to bake, Y/N,” Mingyu whined as you stole a little bit of the dough from the cookie tray, the sweetness of the vanilla, juxtaposed with the bitterness of the deep molasses flavour of the brown sugar.  You smiled angelically,  “Hey, I went for almost twenty minutes without eating any dough.”  “Wow, I’m so proud of you.”  Mingyu rolled his eyes, mock annoyance etched upon his tanned features.  “You know you love me.” You breathed out, your tone almost melodic as you moved a reluctant Mingyu towards your position on the counter, encircling your arms around his neck as you pressed a light kiss to his lips. He sighed softly against your mouth, bringing you closer to him. You could taste light hints from the mint flavoured gum he had earlier combined with… flavours of vanilla and toffee? Before Mingyu had any more chances to sidetrack you, you pulled away, slightly scandalised as he whined from the lack of contact. You pointed at him, eyes accusing, “You hypocrite.” “What? Why?” His eyes widened innocently. “You also had some of the dough! Don’t even try to deny it. We literally just kissed.” You said incredulously. “Of course I tried some of the batter! I’m literally making this for my bakery. If I don’t taste it how would I know if it was going to be good enough for the business?” He said defensively. “Well then why didn’t you let me have any?” You huffed. “Okay, one, you had more than me, and two, if I let you have free reign, we wouldn’t have any cookies to bake.” He raised an eyebrow. “Okay… Touché. Although… I don’t know why you’re so worried about this recipe being good. You’re literally the best baker I know.” You admitted, forcing yourself to look at your boyfriends instead of the cookie dough on the trays scattered around the kitchen. Mingyu exhaled a deep chuckle, leading you away from the counter, “As flattered as I am to hear that, I know that you’re only saying that to try and get some more cookie dough. So, I thank you for your kind services and bid you adieu. I heard that you had an assignment just waiting to be worked on.” He guided you out of the kitchen as you scowled at his actions. “Fine.” You pouted, Mingyu leaned down to press a quick kiss against your lips, again leaving you with the taste of hints of uncooked cooking chocolate amidst the floury mixture. Dawdling towards the study, you slumped in your chair, sighing as you refocused on your “attention-seeking” assignment. He could’ve at least kept some dough aside.
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You groaned, rubbing your jaw as you lifted your head from your slumbering position. After a couple of hours of solid work, your eyes had eventually drooped, forcing you to sleep for a little bit in an uncomfortable position at your desk. Blinking as you readjusted to the darkness and the white glare of the computer screen, you noticed a light pressure on your forehead from something slightly obscuring your vision. You peeled the sticky note off your forehead, glancing down at the note written in familiar scrawl, Although it’s not cookie dough, I wanted you to try the cookies as soon as they were baked. Of course, you were asleep so I left them beside you for when you decide to wake up and go back to your assignment. Oh, also, make sure to come to bed soon. I need cuddles <3 — Gyu xx (although you should know who wrote this without me signing off, seeing as we’re the only ones living in this apartment) You smiled softly, your heart swelling with what would be described as pure love for that man. The cookies were slightly warm by the time you tasted them, and the chocolate still melted in your mouth as though it had come straight from the oven. It was an almost heavenly taste to your beyond-stressed and procrastinating state. Okay, maybe cookie dough isn’t as great as the real thing.
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masterlist !
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JB Week Recs
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To celebrate JB week, we asked our members to send in their favourite JB fics, ones that either had great characterisation, were cute or just hit them in the feels. Here are the fics they recommended:
1. Untitled | 02 by @flowerbeom​ (recommended by @flurrys-creativity)
2.  Window Seat by @bubblebeom (recommended by @flurrys-creativity)
3. Moonscape by @kpopisthereasonihavenolife (recommended by @flurrys-creativity)
4. Entwined (M) by @kpopfanfictrash​ (recommended by @flurrys-creativity​)
5. Worth Fighting For // AIRFORCE7 by @prettywordsyouleft​ (recommended by @flurrys-creativity​​)
6.  HOLIC - 1 | jb x reader by @taexual​ (recommended by @birbdae​)
7.  Thursday Girl by @bubblebeom​ (recommended by @zukoismyloveslave​)
8.  messing with my head ❀ im jaebeom by @dalamjisung​ (recommended by @zukoismyloveslave​​)
9. Engaged (T3LK #0.5) by @fairygyeom​ (recommended by @zukoismyloveslave​​​)
Thank you to all our members for recommending these fics and thank you to all the writers for writing such amazing fics for all of us to read
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