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chim1ra · 26 days
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ninetypercentspoon · 6 months
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My third entry for Drawtober. The prompt was Devious Dining. It was about time I incorporated some Halloween stuff into these animations. :P
Oh, and don’t worry about the skull. It’s just a decoration.
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joneleslament · 1 month
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I love them
Honestly, The first time I saw Rosie and Alastor interact, It immediately reminded me of them(Which prompted this)
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rainbow-cheshire · 2 months
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☆ℓσνє ιѕ ιη ɓℓσσм☆ (dr wedding collab - kirukiyo) (I HAVEN'T POSTED IN SO LONG I FORGOT TO POST ON OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS)
happy valentines day everyone! i am still single (taken by my bed actually) but it still doesn't stop me from joining two valentine collabs! this is one of them hosted by @sploinky-doinkly-shrooms in which we draw dr ships in weddings! and of course i have to draw my fav goths (that i ship for some reason) in a goth wedding! i remember being really proud of this when i finished and honestly it's still a pretty good piece, sadly because of the angles not a lot of the outfit designs showed but hey at least i have a concept sketch lol, and i followed a hack on yt for the stained glass window which actually looks pretty good so yay! hope you guys like this lol i'm here to feed the smol but amazing kirukiyo nation
and uh sadly no full drawings from me until i get a new laptop because i ran out of storage there i can not draw, thank god at least 2 other collabs will be released soon so at least i won't ghost you guys or just post reels for another month
💙if you are planning to repost my drawings/edits, etc either ask for permission in the comments/private message me, or mention my username in the caption AND tag me, or else i will ask you to remove the post for stealing thank you💙
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grap3 · 15 days
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I forgot I was trying to Tumblr. Anyway here's some pics of the Danganronpa deck of cards I'm working on
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happyshippingnoises · 8 months
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himiko and kirumi is such a rare pair for me that i love, kirumi helping with himikos depression and himiko feeling bad that she does so much for her that she starts doing more things to help lighten kirumi's load but doesnt undermine her as a maid and just goes "oh wow a bunch of mystical elves cleaned the dishes with their magic!" just a lot of gestures of meaning well of just wanting to help that dont also undermine kirumi's role as a maid because himiko understands embracing roles and as a fantasy nerd im sure she's seen a lot of fantasy maids in media and knows how that trope kinda goes. Like maybe getting her a coffee while kirumi's cleaning early in the morning and declaring that she used her mana to make her a top of the notch stamina potion
i could easily see them having tea as himiko develops a fantasy backstory for kirumi and kirumi is pretending to be a bit ambivalent but is actually interested in the darker fantasy twists himiko puts in to appeal to kirumi's goth side and asking questions. i could also see kirumi having a bit of fun playing along because being a dark fantasy maid doesnt undermine her being a maid and her desire to help so she'll just smile and be like "as you wish" as himiko says kirumis going to feed kokichi to a dragon or whatever. Plus having someone engage Himiko's creativity without treating it like some super cute precious thing and instead just, engaging with it more on himikos level i think would be really good at getting himiko to open up
The ship sounds really cute tbh, Himiko would totally encourage Kirumi into the whole larping gig while she worked to make her job less stressful
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Poor kokichi
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Oooh~ how about Kirumi with a S/O that's her opposite? Like they're energetic and a bit of an airhead. And it leaves people questioning how are they together since they're such polar opposites.
Ohoho but I think Kirumi deserves a total sunshine!
Kirumi with S/O who is her opposite
Reader here is gender neutral
She always found you to be quite endearing. No matter what she could always count on you to put a smile on her face.
As serious of a woman as she was she actually loved your sense of humor. As long as the time was appropriate that is.
Sometimes you being slightly oblivious is making her feel like she's responsible for making sure you know better before making an unnecessary comment.
She also helps you stay a bit more organized. You know how to navigate through your mess, but at the same time you probably should put in some effort to be more neat.
But in the end she wouldn't trade you for anyone... So having people question your relationship annoys her just about as much as people comparing her to mother. So mix the two comments to say she's like your mother and someone would find an ultimate way to annoy Kirumi.
Having people point out your differences to show that you don't fit together just makes her furious on the inside. However, she keeps her cool because what truly matters is that you know how things are between you and nobody can take it away.
She can always count on you to forget about this kind of people anyways. And it only confirms how well you fit together.
Around you, she automatically feels more relaxed and you're probably the only person who can convince her to catch a break early.
~Mod Angie
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maschaorsomething · 6 months
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Follow me on Instagram @maschaorsomethin to see me post so much more regularly <3
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finsterkiibo · 8 months
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some good ol’ amatojos!! (i think they should kiss)
can’t remember how old these doodles are, probably half a year? STILL LOVE THEM SO DEARLY. I NEED TO DRAW A PROPER COMIC W THEM AT SOME POINT….
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lxvenderdreamy · 10 months
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🩷🌸Freetime With You!🌸🩷 Part 2
[🍓] ~ Danganronpa V3 (except for Ryoma cause idk how to write him really) x Reader🍓
🩷Kaito Momota🩷
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“Hey, Y/n!” Kaito called out to you, you turned to him with a smile. “Oh, hello Kaito. How are you?” You asked. Kaito had a small blush on his cheeks as he sweatdropped nervously.
Kaito has been keeping a close eye on you, in a good way of course. Ever since you two first talk when everyone was meeting the Ultimates, you fascinated him to complete. You seemed so intrigued about his Ultimate as he told you some things about himself. You would praise him, despite him doing something illegal to get into the program…but you didn’t bat an eye at all
This also made his heart flutter ever so slightly, and he wanted to be able to spend more time with you. So, it was his day today.
“Well, I was wondering if you wanted to check up my Research Lab and I could tell ya more about my talent!” Kaito said as he scratched the back of his head. “Oh, and I’m doing alright!” He said. You thought for moment before smiling at him, nodding your head. “Sure, I would love that.” You said.
Kaito mentally beamed at your answer. He then lead you to his lab. As you two walked side by side he couldn’t keep his heart from beating so much. He felt warm and fuzzy..he also felt hot. His face was burning up. He felt so excited for you to see his lab and to rant on about his talent some more.
When you two got there, he showed you all around his lab. You were so intrigued in everything he told you and showed you. You asked questions about some things, genuine questions as you watched him in curiosity and focus. You couldn’t help but feel happy that Kaito was showing you and telling you all these fun details about his talent and his lab. It really fascinated you.
But…you never did realize how Kaito was also happy that you were intrigued on listening to him. He felt like..like you actually were interested. You were interested in learning more about him and his personality, even his life before he got into this mess. That sweet smile on your face always seemed to melt his heart, the way your eyes held so much interest and intrigue was sweet to him. He could only think so deeply when you asked him such a question…
“Kaito, is it okay if I ask you a question?” You asked. Kaito let out a sudden hum. “Huh? Yeah, of course.” Kaito said. You cleared your throat slightly as you put a finger to your lips. “…You interest me.” You said. Kaito’s eyes widened. He..interests you? “I..I interest you? How so?” Kaito asked. “It’s the way of how passionate you seem to talk when asked or talking about your talent. It…It makes me happy. It makes me happy that your ranting do much about your talent with so much pure passion.” You said with a chuckle. Kaito felt himself blush at that. He interested you. You were happy that you liked hearing him talk and rant on about all this stuff…
“I—Oh..uh—thanks. Thanks, that really..means a lot.” Kaito said softly. You stood up and walked over to him, giving him a small side hug that was able to make him jump slightly made his face got hotter. “Thank you for this, Kaito. It was very nice to be able to hear so many new things about not only your lab, but you. Thank you so much.” You said before pulling away and taking your swift leave. Kaito was left in such deep thought. He felt like he…he achieved something, but what? He realized how his feelings for you is much greater than what he thought. But he didn’t mind.
🩷🌸Figuring out that love is much more greater.🌸🩷
🩷Maki Harukawa🩷
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Maki was fiddling with her hair in the library. She was nervous. Very nervous. It wasn’t like her to be this way. It also wasn’t like her to have such a blush on her face.
Maki was acting like this..because of you. She had scheduled a time where she wanted to hang out with you in the library. She liked you. She was way more closer to you than her other fellow students.
When she heard that library door close open, she immediately saw you. You had a smile on your face. “Hi Maki!” You said happily as you walked closer to you. Maki looked away from you. “…Hi.” She said simply. You smiled at her, aware that this was her normal attitude.
“Are you ready?” You asked. Maki nodded and she lead you over to a table. She had picked out a book for the two of you to read. You were more than happy to read a book with her.
You two sat down together. You had scooted closer to her so that you can also read the book alongside with her. She blushed so hard as she started sweating bullets. She felt her heart beating as she was this close to you.
You two continued to read the book in silence. Maki was still losing her mind on the inside but she tried to keep her posture and her neutral face. Maki never felt this way with anyone else but you, she hated it. She hated feeling such feelings like this and she wasn’t used to it at all. But yet she can’t help but continue to think about you constantly, couldn’t help but get nervous around you so easily. It was like…she was…in love—“Wow…that’s surprising!” You had said, knocking Maki out of her thoughts. She let out a small hum. “…You’re not listening aren’t you?” You suddenly asked. She cursed to herself in her mind.
“Of course I am, idiot.” Maki said, frowning at you. You chuckled at her. “It’s okay, Maki. Here, how about we go enjoy some cup of tea and just talk?” You asked with a smile. Maki thought that was a great idea…but she felt bad. She was the one that scheduled this hangout with you, she should be the one suggesting. But yet you two made your way to the dining hall where Kirumi made you two a nice cup of tea.
“So…Maki, i’ve been noticing how you’ve been acting…off.” You told her, giving her a downward brow smile. She raised a brow at you. What could you mean..? Wait, did you figure out that she liked you? “What do you mean?” She asked in her usual tone. “I’m not saying that it’s suspicious or anything, it’s just that..whenever we’re close together, you seem to zone out! Not to mention how red your face can get…” You said, thinking about all the times you saw Maki with this strange characteristic of hers. It wasn’t even like Maki to act such a way, especially around you. With everyone else, she acted like her old self..but with you it was a completely different mood. Maki scoffed as she stared at the ceiling. “Nonsense, i’ve just been…—i’ve been fine.” Maki said, blushing a little bit. “Your doing it right now! Your blushing!” You pointed out. Maki gritted her teeth as she looked away. She felt embarrassed and frustrated, well, that’s what she felt for only a couple seconds when she heard you chuckle.
“Wh-What’s so funny?” She asks you, furrowing her brows. “Nothing! Your just so adorable. It’s fine Maki, you don’t have to answer that question. I’m just..worried about you since i’ve never seen you act such a way.” She felt her heart flutter. She sighed and shook her head. It was…a close call but yet it was…nice. It was nice that you noticed her. It was nice that you were checking up on her despite her feeling fine—well, maybe. You still had that sweet smile on your face as you laughed a little bit and she couldn’t help but crack a small smile of her own.
🌸🩷Feelings are shown through actions🌸🩷
🩷Kirumi Tojo🩷
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Kirumi was a..neutral person. She always kept a straight face but also smiled a bit from time to time. But with you, she smiled and blushed a lot. She recognized her own feelings quickly and she couldn’t help but feel a little bit embarrassed by it. Not in a bad way of course.
So…for her excitement and possibly yours, she decided to invite you into the kitchen. She wanted you to help her with some things in the kitchen and as a sweet award, she will make you your favorite meal or dessert. So she caught up with you and asked if you would like to be a help with her in the kitchen and luckily you agreed with a smile.
“Put all the spices in that shelf, right over there please.” Kirumi instructed you as she watched some dishes. You let out a hum and a nod as you started placing the spices where their destined place was within the kitchen. After you put the spices in their spot you moved onto the fridge. You refilled the fridge with fruits, vegetables, butter, onions, and more. You then made your way to the freezer and put some frozen meat in there as well.
Your ears perked up when you heard humming. You turned around to see Kirumi humming as she wiped down the counters. “Nice humming.” You said. Kirumi turned to you with a small smile. “Why thank you, Y/n. Do you hum?” Kirumi asks you. You shrugged softly. “Depends.” You said with a chuckle. “I do it because…it keeps me focused on what i’m doing.” Kirumi said. You nodded in acknowledgment.
You two went back to what you were doing and Kirumi couldn’t stop the blush arising to her face. She liked that you had complimented her humming. She was happy that you liked it. She never felt this way before..she never felt so much like this at all.
After you two got finished with what you were doing in the kitchen. She turned to you with a smile on her face. “Would you be obliged if I made you your favorite dessert or meal?” Kirumi asked. Your eyes widened a little bit. But you smiled and nodded. You told her what you wanted and you went to go sit in the dining hall, waiting. You were happy to receive such a award, you felt good helping Kirumi out as well.
You never knew what’s it like being a maid, but you knew how much hardwork it would be. You take knowledge of that. Helping kirumi must be a big help for her due to her always being on her feet and assisting everyone else in the mist of it.
Kirumi came back with a plate of your favorite and you dug in immediately. “Thank you so much Kirumi!” You said happily. “It tastes so good!” Kirumi blushed a little bit at the compliment as she nodded her head. “Why thank you Y/n.” Kirumi said. She sat down some tea next to you so that you could have a drink along with your plate.
“Y/n, I must thank you.” Kirumi said with a smile. “Thank you for helping me in the kitchen today. It was a big help.” Kirumi said. You gave her an approving nod. “Of course! I don’t know how it’s like being a maid but I sure do know how it feels to always be on your feet and attend to others, it’s hard work.” You said. Kirumi nodded in agreement. She knew that it was very much hardwork on her hands and Kirumi almost never had any time to herself. But she didn’t mind it at all, she cared for the people she worked for and served, and she will continue to do so. “It is indeed, but it is my duty, as a maid to serve everyone.” She said. “Your a hardworker Kirumi, I just went to let you know that your doing amazing. You never fails any task that comes your way and I stand by that. But make sure you also try to take care of yourself too, y’know?” You said with a chuckle. You didn’t know, nor that you were aware that your words had a special place in Kirumi’s heart. She felt her heart warm up at your words, she felt like you actually cared. “Yeah, i’ll be sure to do that.”
🌸🩷An act of pure kindness fulfills the heart of someone who deserves it all🌸🩷
🩷Kiibo🩷
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Kiibo isn’t really aware of such feelings, due to him being a robot. He still needs to learn about some humanly things. But he definitely realizes that something is up.
When your around, Kiibo can’t help but feel his face getting hotter! He cant help but get so nervous around you. He thought that he was malfunctioning but with the now-known-knowledge from Kaede, he realizes that he’s in love with you! Kaede encouraged Kiibo to invite you to hang out with him some time. Kiibo was a little anxious at first but he was also oddly determined to spend some time with you, just ti get to know you better. You can get to know him better and get closer!
So that’s what Kiibo did, he gained the courage to walk over to you. “Hey Y/n!” Kiibo called out. You turned to him and waved. “Oh, hello there Kiibo. Is there something you need?” You asked. Kiibo tried to keep his face from burning up as he started to speak. “Ah…w-well..I—I was w-wondering if you—you wanted to h-h-hangout..?” Kiibo stammered so much over his words that he felt so embarrassed by it. You giggled at this. “Aww! Of course, I don’t have anything else to do anyway!” You said with a smile. Kiibo was relieved that you said yes, feeling like if you didn’t, he would feel even more embarrassed than before!
He decided you two could talk some more about yourselves. You didn’t mind because you had lots of interesting questions that you wanted to ask Kiibo. Kiibo knew that you weren’t robophobic unlike..someone. He knew that he could trust you, so he allowed you to ask questions and he would try to answer them to the best of his ability.
“So, do you sleep?” You asked with a curious brow raised. Kiibo smiled at you. “Well, I do not need to sleep. However, it is important that I do so to recharge my power cells!” Kiibo anderer. You nodded. Despite being a robot, he pretty much acts like a human and does some humanly functions. Human need to sleep to have energy for the next day, Robots needs energy to recharge, in other words, get energy. 
Kiibo felt the need to ask you a question…and possibly tell you something..something that will..reveal something about himself. He wanted to tell you about how he felt around you and he wanted to know why. He wanted to know a little bit more. He wanted to let you know about these weird feelings and how he had a talk about them with Kaede. Kaede explained it to him, but he wanted you, the one who he loves, hear it from your perspective and what you think of it.
“…Y/n. I have a question.” Kiibo said, looking away. “Of course, ask away!” You said. Kiibo cleared his throat before speaking up. “How do you feel about love?” Kiibo asked. His face was getting redder. You took a moment to think, then you nodded. “I’ll give you my honest answer.” You said with a smile. “I view love as something beautiful. Love is a strong feeling you feel towards another person or thing. It’s something that you adore about that thing. Love can be both beautiful while sometimes it can be hurtful. You have to be ready to experience both.” You said with a smile. Kiibo took in your words and nodded.
“..I think…I think I feel that way with something..” Kiibo said. You hummed. “Like what?” You asked. Kiibo was nervous. He was scared. What would you say to that? “…I think—I love…you…?” Kiibo said quietly. You were shocked for a moment. Kiibo? Loved you? He loves you? You couldn’t believe it! You felt yourself smile, your smile was big and bright as you looked at him with such a loving gaze. “Ohh Kiibo!” You said as you hugged him softly, making him jump. “That’s so sweet of you. Do you mean it in a way where you have feelings for me or in a way where you love me as a friend?” you asked. Kiibo thought for a moment. “…….feelings?” Kiibo said. You squealed as you laughed. “Your so sweet! I love you too!” You exclaimed. Kiibo felt himself blush, but yet he felt…what was that word? Happy? Yeah, he felt happy that you loved him too..he was really happy.
🌸🩷Robots feel love just like everyone else🌸🩷
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frickingnerd · 10 months
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overstepping boundaries
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pairing: kirumi tojo x gn!reader
summary: kirumi can't help but comment on the way one of your friends looks at you, seeming a bit... jealous!
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"you're naive if you think she just wants to be your friend…"
kirumi's words took you by surprise. she had just grabbed the empty cups from you and your guest, as those words left her lips. immediately, your head shot up and you stared at your maid. 
"i'm sorry…?"
usually she didn't speak unless you asked her too. but for some reason, this seemed to be worth speaking up about for her. 
"well, i'm just saying… she doesn't look at you the way you would look at someone who's just a friend"
you were still a bit startled to hear her bring up that topic. and instead of considering her words and thinking about them, you gave a snappy reply that you'd felt bad about just a moment after those words left your lips. 
"what does it even concern you? are you jealous?"
kirumi's eyes widened and she stared at you for a moment, before quickly averting her gaze. and you could swear you just saw a small blush hush over her cheeks. 
"i'm sorry, that– that was kind of rude…" 
"no! no, don't worry! i was the one that spoke out of turn. your reaction was perfectly reasonable…" 
kirumi quickly assured you, softly shaking her head. as your maid, she always had to be the one to apologize, even if this was a first for her. she had never made a mistake at the job, until now. she had allowed herself to let her emotions get the better of her. perhaps you had been right. maybe she truly had been jealous…
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starryumbreons · 1 day
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kirumi <3
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plmdarling · 29 days
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I'm in the hospital so here's Kirumi
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joneleslament · 5 months
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Korekiyo was in love with this woman I swear.
He praises her and gets so happy to just be around her way too much for it to just be platonic
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mod-kyoko · 9 months
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"Shatter Me" kirumi tojo angst fic
info: gn!reader, established relationship, tw: pstd, scars, mentions of execution, around 3,200 words
type: angst with hurt/comfort, oneshot, post-game AU
a/n: this is a completely indulgent kirumi angst I had cooking up, basically this is set after post-game where everything was a simulation and the damage done to the 'characters' is done to them irl title is a reference to this song which I personally think suits Kirumi well but who knows lmfao
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it was all like a horrible nightmare, a nightmare you weren’t even sure you could ever wake from. all the death, the pain and the misery would never be something you could shake from. every single trial, each passing moment your life was on the line… yet each time someone dies, you just wished you took their place. you survived, at what cost? only to be told that your talent and memories were nothing more than a fabrication to appease an audience? you never really found out if those interview videos were real or not…  you saw yourself, clear as day; “if I were in Danganronpa…I would love to be an Ultimate !3$5&*+...I would kill in a way no one has ever seen!”
did you really say that? was that even you, looking up at the camera with wide, child-like eyes declaring you’d… kill? In some ways, you wished you were the first to go out… so you didn’t have to witness the death of your own lover.
kirumi tojo… the “Ultimate Maid” or so they wanted them to all believe. you instantly connected with her; her calm, composed and almost motherly demeanour sucked you in like a moth to a flame. even from the beginning it seemed like she felt it too, she treated you differently than the others. she kept her ‘devoted’ maid self but she checked on you more often, she always asked if you needed anything unprompted, and poured you more tea when you were finished with a cup. you spent many moments alone with her, she enjoyed your company and laughed at your stupid jokes. the first time you kissed her; it was in the spur of the moment, you weren’t thinking. she was just so beautiful, up close to you and asking you in a soft whisper if you wanted sugar with your tea. yet when your lips connected to hers, she was shocked of course but she didn’t pull herself away from you.
what things you would do just to go back to those days, where the worries of murder and despair weren’t constantly plaguing your mind. nights upon nights you sat in your room, staring up at the ceiling asking yourself why kirumi went to the extremes that she did. It was sickeningly twisted what the motive that was created for her was, the prime minister of japan… it sounded silly now you thought of it outloud, if you knew about the truth behind it all you would definitely have thought that it was some poorly written story by a teenage girl. However, you couldn’t even fathom that thought as you were screaming and crying at kirumi that she was a traitor and betrayed your trust. you regretted those words deeply… as those were the last words you ever said to her before she was executed. you barely watched it and the little moments you did watch were enough to make you heave up. the last memory you thought of kirumi was her lifeless body on the floor, splattered and unrecognisable.
you looked up. your eyes just met with pure sterile white walls. after the events of the killing game, the simulation… waking up with wires around your body, you never loved the colour white so much. you were currently sat in the recovery centre, where the various victims and… culprits were recovering from their in-game injuries. it made your skin crawl to think that the simulated deaths acted as if they existed in real life too; it broke your heart to think how everyone else was handling it. However, your mind was entirely focused on one person and one person alone.
how long have you been standing here? staring at the door that led to kirumi’s recovery room? an hour? more than that? it’s not the idea that you didn’t want to see her, you were jumping off the walls in happiness to find out that your partner was alive but not unscathed. you were afraid - afraid of what was on the other side of that door, what condition kirumi would be in. would she be happy to see you?
you swallowed a thick lump in your throat, a shaky hand grasping the doorknob and you already felt the bead of sweat going down your forehead. you knew that you couldn’t just back away from this. bad outcome or not, you were going to see her, you just wanted to see her again.
with a gentle click the door opened and you peered in. there she was, dressed in a patient gown and sat in a wheelchair by the window, her eyes vacant yet staring at the courtyard of the facility. your heart skipped a beat as you held your breath, seeing her alive like this… you had to hold yourself to make sure that you weren’t dreaming and the nightmare would come back all over again.
“kirumi…” you called for her and your voice reverberated off the walls despite the fact you spoke in a whisper. her eyes widened, turning herself as fast as her condition would allow her to. you just wanted to run over to her, hug her tight and swing her around in utter joy. however, stepping closer you really started to see how serious her condition may be. minus the fact she was in a wheelchair it looked like her entire body was wrapped in bandages, at least, based on what you could see outside of the gown. her warm green eyes stared at you like if you were a ghost, hell… to her, you probably were as much as a ghost she is to you she didn’t say anything which worried you, you slowly sat down on a chair that was near the window as well. you looked out the window awkwardly, trying to think on what to even say. you looked back at her to find she was still looking at you.
“uhm… how are you feeling?” that was the only words you could even think of to say, there were a thousand questions running through your mind but you wouldn’t want to overwhelm her. she took a deep breath, it sounded uneven like if she had trouble getting air. finally, she spoke. “I feel pain all over. my head… it hurts.” hearing her voice was a relief even though it had a shake to it. “yeah… I can imagine it does hurt…” your mind flashes to her execution; from the small parts you saw through the cracks in your fingers, she fell head first. the thought made you cringed. “you… understand what’s going on, right?” you asked her. you were told that the others had been given information when they woke up… which was two days ago if you weren’t mistaken.
she gently nods her head in a twitchy sort of motion. come to think of it, her head seemed to wobble slightly even when sitting still. jesus. “all of… that… was fake? a simulation..? our… memories were toyed with…” you saw her bandage-wrapped hands clench which caused you to grit your teeth. you hated this so much.
“y…yeah… we were… fictional characters created for some.. dumb show or… whatever…” you didn’t tell her that there was the possibility that you all signed up for it. you weren’t sure what was true or not. “we are real now, of course… I’m… here.” you reached a hand to gently place it over hers, she flinched and you looked at her with apologetic eyes. “my purpose… was… just an illusion then…” she muttered with her brows wrinkling. “I… I thought I did what was right… for… my people. those people didn’t even exist…”
you grimaced. she meant her ‘fake’ past, right? the people of Japan was what made her murder another, her selfless devotion. “am I a monster?” those very words made your eyes widened and you shook your head vigorously. “no… no, of course not...  if I was in your shoes I would’ve done the same thing.” you said rather seriously and she looked at you, searching for a lie of some kind. she sighed softly. “you do not seem the type to do such a thing at all… you don’t have to try and make me feel better about myself. I see the person I am now.” “but you’re not a monster, kirumi… and I’m not just saying it to make you feel better. you’re not the only one to have motives to kill… the ones after were… much worse than yours…”
you saw the way her eyes darted around in shock, realising that the killings had continued after her death. she looked away and covered her mouth with her hand. she looked like she was going to be sick. “however, I had… betrayed you..”
hearing your own words echo from her lips made a deep guilt sink into your stomach. to think that was the last thing you ever said to her before she met her demise… because you were so damn angry, angry at her and… angry at yourself, angry at the sick twisted minds that constructed  the killing game. 
“I’m sorry.” was all you could say. kirumi looked at you completely shocked. why were you apologising…? she was the one that had killed, betrayed you and threw away everything you created together. despite her feelings, she relaxed into her wheelchair and breathed out, like if she had been holding her breath for some time. “I… I am sorry too…” 
god you wanted to cry right then and there as she said that. she was not innocent at all but something within you just wanted to hold her in your arms and never let go, you never want to lose her ever again. “are you… considering to go through the treatment…?” you asked, hoping to change the topic a bit even if it was still morbid. she nods her head gently. “yes… they said I should partake in small exercises like catching a ball… and… relearning how to walk.” 
you bit your bottom lip at that news. it could be much worse… at least it sounded like she had a chance to get a normal life at some point. “but… until then I will need assistance in basic needs…” she said with disappointment in her voice. it made you ache… simulation or not you know she feels useless right now. “I’ll be there to help you.” you were quite blunt in your words - but you meant it. you would be there for kirumi every step of the way, everything she needed you will provide. she looked at you shocked as she thought you hated her for the acts she did… she nods her head, however. “...thank you, dear.”
it had been a full month ever since you reunited with kirumi again, you supported her and helped her through the process of readjusting to this life, like you were. you were there for her exercises and treatment, watching her try to walk again was a heartbreaking but determination increasing experience. she wouldn’t be able to take full steps without assistance for awhile, however for right now she could at least stand from her chair and move to another quickly. it was only just at the start of this month that kirumi was out of the recovery centre and now sharing a ground-floor apartment with you. it certainly made things feel more ‘normal’ and no doubt a lot more comfortable for kirumi as she didn’t need to stare at blinding white walls anymore. you admittedly did everything for your girlfriend as it just became second nature to you at this point; you could see how desperately she wanted to clean or even wipe down a surface to feel like she was doing something. she knows that she was never supposed to be the ‘Ultimate Maid’ yet the yearning to do something, anything was still there. 
as for right now, you were cleaning the bathroom and kirumi sat at the dining table with a book. reading was now one of her popular pastimes, she greatly appreciated that you bought her so many books to read… books that she enjoyed quite a lot. hearing you scrub the tiles in the bathroom made for some interesting background noise, although she found your presence anywhere in the apartment to be relaxing. she would’ve indulged it some more if she didn’t just gain the most head-splitting headache possible that nearly made her drop her book as she gripped her head. no matter what, it didn’t seem like these headaches were ever going to go away. she sighed softly, putting her book on the table as she wheels over to the kitchen counter and opens the medicine cabinet which she could reach for obvious reasons. she grabbed her painkillers and quickly downed them with a swig of water. she closed the cabinet and was about to go back to her book until her eyes spied the set of kitchen knives.
her jaw clenched, looking down at the floor. she just wanted to be like… like herself again, like in the killing game. she was useful in it. everyone needed her, wanted her. she could service everyone and be the perfect girl she wanted to be. she leaned up slightly and grabbed the biggest kitchen knife, wheeling to the fridge and grabbing out a tomato. she just wanted to prove herself… that she could do something. she went back to the dining table, swallowing a lump in her throat as she stared at the red fruit, knife in hand as she positioned it just like how she remembers.
slowly, she attempted to cut slices of tomato as if she was preparing a salad of some kind. the cuts were irregular in size and certainly not perfect at all. kirumi clenched her jaw, trying to focus harder, she had to.try harder. no matter how hard she gripped the knife her hand would shake, becoming increasingly the more frustrating that she couldn’t cut a fucking perfect slice-
she flinched as the knife’s blade grazed her finger, nicking it and making it bleed. she dropped the knife quickly, looking down at her finger as the blood oozed out. she sucked in a loud gasp which you heard clearly. “kirumi? you okay?-” you walked into the dining room and your jaw went slack. “kirumi!” you rushed to her side, looking down at the little injury on her hand then at face. she looked absolutely shellshocked. “what were you doing…?” you asked, eyes darting around at the scene. “I… I just wanted to… show I’m useful…” her voice was no more than a whisper as she brought her finger to her mouth to suck on the cut with her brows furrowed. you frowned, putting your hand on her back and rubbing it slowly. “you don’t have to prove anything, rumi… you’re still recovering and adjusting… please don’t force yourself to do things like this, it needs to be taken slowly…” you massaged the back of her neck with your thumb, feeling her relaxed in your touch she wobbled her head in a nod. It seems she understood you. you hated treating her like she was a vulnerable child… but at this stage that was what she was at the moment. 
“I’ve finished cleaning the bathroom… would you like a shower?” you gently asked her. she didn’t like taking showers or even baths, something about the water made her want to shake all over. she especially disliked getting water on her hands although she couldn’t really tell you why just yet.
she stiffens for a moment, thinking about it for far longer than she needed to. however, she nodded her head and moved herself into the bathroom as you watched with a worried face. you were seriously getting concerned for her… it was like every day was complete pain for her, although that wasn’t far from the truth at all… what you would do just to feel her pain instead.
following kirumi into the bathroom, you closed the door and flashed a friendly smile at your girlfriend. “arms up, please!” she lifted her arms at your request, they were twitching a little but it was fine. you carefully but briskly took off her top, following up with her skirt and then undergarments. “can you get into the seat yourself?” you asked her, gesturing to the little bench inside the shower. she pondered for a few moments but ultimately nodded her head and began to lift herself out of her chair. you looked at her in awe, seeing her gain her strength each day always warmed your heart. you clapped your hands and smiled. “amazing! you’re doing so well, dear... I think you’ll be able to take steps soon!” you giggled softly to keep the air light, rolling up your sleeves as you grab the showerhead and turning it on. “Hmm… you think so? thank you, dear…” kirumi smiled softly. even when she felt useless, or feeling low, you always knew how to make her feel supported. she promised to herself that she would be able to walk properly one day for you, so you could walk along the beach together or even be able to walk into your arms like you used to. you hummed gently as you brought the shower head directly over her, the warm water falling over her severely scarred body. her entire body flinched and she felt like she was getting attacked at the moment. when your fingers combed through her sandy-sage locks to run the water through properly she started to relax into your touch. she was so glad that you were here for her, that you were looking after her and giving everything she needed, even if it embarrassed her or made her feel… incomplete. despite everything she’s done, the pain and misery she felt in her heart knowing that what she worked for wasn’t real - she could forget all of that when you were here for her.
you put the shower to the side and squirted kirumi’s favourite shampoo onto your hands. it was lavender scented and it often helped her fall asleep with the smell of her own hair. you massaged it into her scalp and you could see the moment her entire body relaxed and that she was completely at your mercy. it made you smile so much to see her content and not worrying about everything… you pushed her bang out of the way of her eye and slicked her hair back. her eyes opened to look at yours and the slightest tint of red went over her face. you giggled softly at this, leaning down to press a soft kiss against her forehead. “beautiful…” you whispered to her which caused her to blush more. she? beautiful? how can you say that to her face, when you were right there being perfect? “I love you.” she said it so suddenly that it caught herself off guard however she didn’t back down and stared confidently at you. you smiled, heart melting at such a cute confession. tilting your head to the side, you uttered back. “I love you too…”
perhaps, things will be better.
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beautynthesin · 9 months
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CAN YOU PLEASE DO KEADE AND KIRUMI??? AS A SHIP? PLEASE? BEGS YOU 🙏🛐🦕
Here be fed :] if you mean the keychains they will be able to be purchased singularly so you can mix and match them to your shipping needs :]]
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