#dark and melodramatic

[houseofache]

— just say goodnight and go ❤️‍🩹

#ah i can finally post this now that i’m over it!!! #thank GOD #i’m genuinely okay now dont worry LOL #i feel like my writing is often so melodramatic when it’s truly Never That Serious #anyways #yes this is a real excerpt from a series of letters im writing to my future partner #dark writing #writers of tumblr #female writers #my writing #on writing #creative writing #writers #writings #writing #writers on tumblr #writeblr #writers and poets #writerscommunity #sad poem #love poem #prose poetry #poets #prose poem #poetry #poem #poets on tumblr

[selfindulgentfandomstuff]

fuuuuccck. Fine. I guess he can be added to the f/o list.

New f/o everyone, heressss Mr. Tom Wambsgans (against my better judgment/hj)

#Dark and lonely…I need somebody to hold me #<- tentative ship tag for Tom x Elia (self insert) #naturally its a lana song lyric 🙄/lh #it’s not my fault her songs fit some of my selfships so damn well !! #anyways yeaaa Tom. I like him. I want to have a heated argument with him and then we kiss hard <3 #he’s such a fucking weirdo and he’s so melodramatic *dreamy sigh*

[stupid-dyke]

I can tell i am now experienceing actual real sleep deprivation and not just the omnipresent idiopathic hypersomnia fake sleepiness that my stupid lying body never shuts up about. I can tell because I am fallijng asleep in class regardless if I take my medication and I feel like everything is so, incredibly stupid and horrible, and everyone giving me homework or telling me to do anything is attacking me. And I can;t hold a conversation. And people are noticing my strange manner and pointing out that I seem wrong. And yet here we are AGAIN I have AGAIN stayed up late AND not gotten any work done. And on top of that I broke my fucking glasses tonight because I left them sitting on my fucking bed. And I'm freaking my parents out by crying over the phone and also I think I actually injured my shoulder last week its been hurting for four days now. and I'm so sad and mad at myself for not sleeping and not working but I can't work because I havent slept and I cant sleep because I havent worked. And every single time I get in a bad time like this my dad worries im going to die because i was suicidal for like a week in 2019 and then he gets mad at me for worrying him and I feel so so so guilty. Im so so sad.

#and I dont want to fuckign sleep even though i really need to and I spend every fucking seconf of every fucking day being sleepy #because even when I get enough sleep im still FUCKING sleepy so what is the FUCKING point. Why not just NOT FUCKING SLEEP. #Im so fucking sick of myself and my body and my pain and my stupidity. #AND ITS SO STUPID BECAUSE HERE I AM MISSING ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS SCARING MY FAMILY WEIRDING OUT OTHER STUDENTS AND MAKING MY PROFS HATE ME #BECAUSE IM FUCKING SLEEPY. stupidest fucking sounding reason on earth to have a fucking crisis. #no one ever hears me say im sleepy and thinks oh thats really serious i really want to help you now its literally just annoying to ppl #haha wait til you have kids or get older or a full time job ha ha #cool I am fuckign terrified of the future because I know how mad everyone gets at me when im too disabled to do what im supposed to #and I know its going to get to a point where I can't and there will probably be no one left to help me. I'm almost certainly going to outli #outlive my parents and my sister and even if i ever get married ill probably also get divorced so I'll be all alone #friendships aren't safe becuase you can love someone so much for 5 years and she just tells you one day she doesn't want to be burdened #by you anymore and you never hear from her again #its a dark scary fucking world and you want me to be passionate about a field of study or something?? jesus christ can you all just fuck of #I dont want to go to grad school i dont want to work i dont want to live alone i dont want to live with my parents forever #my head hurts so much goodnight guys sorry for ranting its literally fine im literally just really sleepy sorry for being melodramatic

[bluesadansey]

Sleeping Beauty metaphors in TSC - Tessa - Clockwork Angel, Lucie - Chain of Gold, Julian - Lord of Shadows

#tid #tlh #tda #tsc #s speaks #web weaving #kinda #tessa gray #lucie herondale #julian blackthorn #Jules get’s the most obviously. And I love how emo/melodramatic he is about adopting the motif lmao #sadly the Tessa line was probably a throwaway / cc repeats stylistic choices. But I’m into it as something passed down #and Cordelia and Lucie having that convo vs Emma and Jules and Lucie and Jules both want to create something because of it idk. I think it’ #neat I like how it worked out. #blackstairs #luciecordelia #emma carstairs #cordelia carstairs #the dark artifices #the infernal devices #the last hours #rereading CA so soon after rereading LoS it stood out to me

[the-little-kittens-reverie]

Today was not great.

Tomorrow will probably be just fine.

And Monday will be ok.

But I miss good.

Great.

Amazing.

Awesome.

I don't feel any of these things.

Not today.

#reverie #little kitty's reverie #i would give anything #make a wish #4lu #more kitten melodramatic bullshit #brains am i right #bpd vomit #sad girl shit #spilled feelings #spilled words #spilled thoughts #dark academia #poetry i guess

[dracolizardlars]

My experience of watching Our Flag Means Death season 2 is literally exactly "man I fucking love this stupid show. I can't wait to never engage with any part of the fandom ever again"

#the fandom was already kinda discoursey beforehand but I know damn well #that season 2 would've rendered it completely unlivable #I don't even want to know #draco speaks #also s2 did completely re ignite how much I love ofmd and even maybe increase it yet at the same time #I kind of feel s2 so far is also like. worse. #it's SO dumb and SO melodramatic LMAO #such a weird fucking mixture of stupid comedy and REALLY dark drama #but I happen to really enjoy it by going along with that being what the show is #listen sometimes you just want to watch morally irredeemable and batshit insane people ruin everything and then get unjustifiably forgiven #it's fictional none of it matters

[martyrbat]

batman: legends of the dark knight #148

[ID: Batman perched on top of a gargoyle as he stares off into the city. He's facing us and has a contrite expression and a new vertical scar next to his lips. His melancholic narration boxes read, “But somehow, even a week later it still feels all wrong. Broken and shattered and beyond repair. It still feels bad, or even worse... as if all the stars were falling from heaven.’ END ID]

#babygirl you have anxiety.... get help <3 #happy sad boy sunday !!! #more like melodramatic monday with how late im posting this.... #c: batman: legends of the dark knight | i: 148 #crypt's panels #batman #BoG

[murderandcoffee]

💀

#GOD THROWBACK TO THE TIME MY EX QUOTED FUCKING WRITER IN THE DARK BY LORDE ON THEIR SIDE TWT #BECAUSE I GOT UPSET THAT THEY WROTE MY ACTUAL REAL LIFE INTO THEIR KPOP RPF FIC #THAT WAS POSTED PUBLICLY ON AO3 #VENTING ABOUT HOW TERRIBLE I WAS #L M F A O O O O O O O #SO GODDAMN MELODRAMATIC #THEY REALLY SAID I WAS IN THE WRONG FOR BEING LIKE 'BRO MAYBE DON'T POST OUR LITERAL LIFE EVENTS TO AO3 AS A CHANLIX FIC??' JFKDSL;AFJKDS #anyway. fuckin wild #personal #bs.txt

[iwaasfairy]

kaz nuked her blog.... cas is gone. ren is gone too. im

#im being very melodramatic but #im legit so sad about that #these people were my gateway into dark content #it was so fun to be on the same platform as them #:/ hhhh #how is my flakey ass still hanging in there when these legends #rhi you are chained to me forever. you are my muse #you're not going anywhere you fucking hear me #ring ring

[cannibalcharon]

Orin: theater kid sibling

Durge: jock sibling

Bhaal: barbecue dad that loves stirring the pot

discuss

#when you can tell her she’s melodramatic I lost it #they really are siblings #awful terrible siblings #durge #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 orin #the dark urge #Bhaal

[gailynovelry]

I think I got the summary for Ember Warrior hashed out! Figured I'd post it here really quick to get a little feedback on it. I'm curious as to if it's interest-grabbing, and/or if there are any confusing sentences in there.

War has come for Rhimn. The unified feyrie courts strike back against the knights of the Irongardhe, casting the dark-winged shadow of Lady Death over Gadhi.

While Crislie wrestles with unexpected heritage and razes the frontlines of open warfare, her friends navigate the political intrigue of their Heraldry. As Meparik sets off on a diplomatic mission to convince the Ulluan Matrius to lend her aid, Navaeli parleys with the feyrie courts on behalf of General Morekai, hoping that he may hold the key to the cage of her Heraldry.

But allies may be more difficult to make than outright enemies. When Ullua is reluctant to make war with its neighbor, and the courtleaders and generals have agendas of their own, the situation might not be as straightforward as putting an ax through a foe . . .

And it’s far too easy for foes to pose as friends.

As the Ashen Army advances, the political imperatives of everyone’s roles threaten to devour them — but faltering could cost the lives and freedom of the fey of Rhimn.

#sometimes i wonder if the summaries are too melodramatic #but! it's dark political fantasy that's just how the situation is #posting here partially because i got some good help on revising the previous two summaries #but i'm a little worried that i'm exhausting the lovely folks who were helping me by having three of these things to go through #sometimes i feel . . . i dunno #kind of stuck between the chill “write whatever whenever and don't give a fuck about success” part of writeblr #and the part that's like “PUBLISHING PUBLISHING I AM GOING TO BECOME A PUBLISHED NAME WRITER” #i am publishing! but it's for fun! do not let me fool you into thinking I Am Intimidating! please please please #i wanna keep hanging out with the chill writers not the hashtag grind guys #sorry about the times where i'm high-energy about getting stuff done and move a little fast; i'm just very enthused about My Thing #and i want to do it nice for the few folks who like it #it doesn't help that my brain rn keeps hitting me over the head with the fear that everything i write is secretly Problematic and Evil #and that i'm not self-aware enough to spot how #but like. not a new fear. I'll get over it! <3

[crisscross-inksauce]

Does BATDR coming out not feel real to anyone else? My brain understands that it's coming out but my heart doesn't quite believe it.

I got so used to dissapointment-the constant delays, the broken promises, the seemingly unending wait for a shred of news; I just came to terms with the fact that BATDR was never coming out and Bendy was over. I expected to and came to terms with carrying that disclosure forever and suddenly, there's a trailer, good. There's a release date, awesome! It'll probably come out next year, right? Thats enough time to prepare myself. It's coming out in 2 weeks!?!?! What!?!?!? Before I know it it'll be release day. Before I know it, it'll be over. All the questions I assumed would never be answered will suddenly be answered. I should be excited, and don't get me wrong, I am. But...I'm also conflicted? It feels like a beloved family member you assumed dead has just come back right after you get to acceptance part of grief. You're happy they're alive but you're also upset? How are you supposed to continue? You JUST moved on and now they want to come back into your life like nothing happened. Why didnt they give you any hints they were alive? Why did they dissapear in the first place? I mean, you're glad they're okay, but you're also kind of mad at them for disappearing and part of you wished they stayed gone. It might be easier that way. But...because you love them, and you love the people that love them, you try your best to swallow the bitterness you feel deep inside, bring your happiness to the surface and celebrate with everyone else. After all, they're all completely happy, why shouldn't you be? My head understands. My heart doesn't.

I'm probably making a mountain out of a molehill but I can't help but feel this way <:(

I'm so happy, but simultaneously so sad :(

#BATDR #melodramatic #does anyone else feel like this? #im probably the only one #BATIM #bendy and the ink machine #bendy and the dark revival

[fujikoi]

I really like when tv shows create their own shows/movies for their plot, they can be cut away gags and interact with the show better.

Ficarra is watching the life around him like a play, he actually tells one of the bad guys not to kill him because otherwise there wouldn’t be a show and Netflix would go bankrupt.

And on the other hand to understand what’s going on in his love life, we watch his favourite show where the main character forgives his girlfriend. We found out he forgives her and that she wants him back by watching that show. That was also a very short scene too, this way they didnt have to spend too much time on them.

I also really appreciate that Ficarra is watching dubbed shows and you can tell they’re dubbed.

(If they make a third season somehow I hope they pull a Caterina e le sue figlie)

#incastrati #making up a show > referencing a show #the good wife did it too #she liked to watch crime procedurals #and they were making fun of those shows so it was a bit more of #she watches melodramatic dark crime shows #ficarra e picone

[noblebs]

having every possible doubt about orion's backstory

#is it even interesting? is it too melodramatic? too dark? does anyone even really care? #are her anxieties and insecurities relatable to anyone else or is it just me? is it weird I find this relatable in the first place? #is it weird how much Ive put into it? am I taking up too much time/space at the table? #delete later

[birlwrites]

part of the reason that i have a kill your darlings document is so that it's easier for me to reconcile myself with deleting stuff from the actual story, but a much bigger reason is that what i often have to delete is stuff that's incredibly funny and will not EVER fit into the story, and i like rereading it

someday i'll post a compilation of the kill your darlings document's greatest hits

#it includes a lot of stuff like regulus saying the fuck word and being melodramatic #specifically a shade of melodramatic more in line with barty's usual than regulus's #i just think it's so funny when he's like I Am The Center Of The Universe #but it also includes: megan stirring up shit! some truly ACERBIC one-liners from barty about his father! #and. of course. evan punching amycus carrow in the face #can you tell i really love that idea and am sad that it doesn't actually make any sense #but there's also a scene where regulus is like: i just ran into remus lupin. he is A Friend Of Sirius. #this is the WORST thing that has ever happened to me. how shall i ever recover #i've been at school for ten minutes and i'm already having the worst year of my life #barty is like dude chill it could have been worse. could have been potter. #i went through a lot of iterations of how to start this fic #so that was one potential beginning #just smash cut to regulus sitting in a thestral-drawn carriage mourning his life #because he almost walked into remus lupin #dark lord wip #the tRUE unhinged takes are in this document not in tyrant

[urmomsstuntdouble]

the cw is addicted to having great ideas but turning them into terrible tv shows

#like. get a better writer im begging #cause like a lot of elevator pitches from them are good! or if not good interesting and complex enough to sustain a show #and then they pick the worst possible way to write it #their characters have no depth #the drama only evokes boredom #etc etc #i am watching the 100 and the idea is genuinely a very interesting one #like this is very clearly a political drama centered around immigration and colonialism but dressed up as a sci fi #and yet it says nothing about any of those issues #they must've known some of what they were doing #cause theres a whole debate about who has the right to the land in the show #and theres one group that calls another savages #and all this other stuff that makes me think it cant have been an accidnet #and then theyre just like. oh yeah the point of this is people being put in impossible decisions and killing each other #like nobody on this show is a good person. they are all horrible people and needlessly melodramatic #plus it's too damn dark to see anything #anyways.. #ceros posting