#day 11 disgusting

[joskippy]

There is such a big racism and antisemitism problem in the nightvale fandom that its fucking crazy

#jontalks #wtnv #ill main tag this what fucking ever im gonna delete this immediately anyway #stop drawing carlos tan with brown hair stop depicting him as a dead beat lying predatory sex pest #stop fucking demonizing him for his character flaws you wouldnt be calling him some of the shit you people call him if he was white #ive seen the biggest artist in this fandom say they wish cecil got put in a cage and expiremented on in the year 11 arc like that #isnt revolting to say about a jewish character #ive seen the same people dissapointed that did not happen like the two writers arent jewish and would write something as disgusting as that #ive seen an artist draw a white character fantasize about brutalizing a brown character #and no one gives people shit for it and they still fucking do disgusting shit with these characters #ive seen people mad carlos didnt do something awwful to lubelle to give her reason to hate him like #the whole point of that wasnt that lubelle was a privilege white women jealous of a brown gay mans success #you people are so fucking aggravating and disgusting #and you need to start giving people shit when they are fucking weird about these marginalized characters #because some of you do not think when you depict carlos. a dark brown latino gay man as a predatory sex pest who is a dead beat #and treat cecil who people either draw lighter than or white as this perfect angel who has done nothing wrong #you would not be calling carlos a impulsive lier and a piece of shit for just being written as a emotionally closed off character #if he was white or if he was a paler latino man #it just fucking boggles my mind this is still an issue in this space and that it ALWAYS has been #its not surprising to me at all that this is the same fanbase in the early days that were refusing to see carlos as a dark skinned man and #that people who didnt want to depict him as such were fucking defended #this is the same fanbase that started shaking in their boots when people were questioning why everyone defaults to white for cecil its like #some of yall are very racist and you need to revaluate the bs you say about #a cast of majorily marginalized characters #and why you demonize the brown character for the same shit the one that is aracial in podcast and you draw as white as a perfect sweet ange #lol

[sbnkalny]

Um yes I am absolutely gay for computers.. Where do you think i’m gonna buy you a punch

#TEXT #DAY 11 #I am absolutely gay for computers.. You’re ugly #you’re disgusting #I’m gonna buy you a punch

[snowfea]

Used Windows 11 for twenty minutes to set up my sister's school laptop (given by the region, of COURSE Valérie Pécresse would be involved), and JESUS what the HELL is that

Disgusting. Bad vibes. Does NOT pass the sniff test

#Belette's life #Windows 11 is disgusting #The day I change laptop I'm gonna install Windows 10 through a USB key #Also the laptop in itself??? Wtf ??? Where are the vents??? #This is laptop abuse #190 ish Go of memory? #What the HELL #Opened the task manager because Jesus christ the thing takes forever to start #Did the thing to prevent internet results when you look up your own files too #Am not that good with computers but am doing my best #ALSO SHE HAD FIREFOX BUT NO ADD-ONS

[queeraak]

i must confess that fall is the worst season in my opinion and i don't know why people like it. everything bad about the world is represented in october - november

#seth.txt #1. the colors are dingy most of the month and aren't that great. worst shade of orange #2. sickness is increased as it is cold and flu season. when i get sick it's always fall or winter #3. seasonal depression increases as the days get shorter and shorter. why do you people like when it's dark at 5pm #4. the food is lame. people who love fall usually love the food or thanksgiving which is just mash potatoes and pumpkin which both suck ass #5. the holidays in winter at least make it worthwhile because christmas and new years are both objectively better aesthetically #6. halloween feels really superficial like no one truly celebrates it anymore on a widespread level. should be hyped up like christmas #7. idc what people say dealing with cold is way worse than dealing with heat if you have ac. i am always cold so colder = always bad #8. all plants dying is so ugly to look at and there are no little birds and animals around during the fall which makes the depression worse #i could think of reasons for hours i think i have explained my manifesto well enough for now #actually hold on adding another amendment. #9. having to wear long sleeves pants and socks indoors is torturous and disgusting to where battling the coldness is the lesser evil #10. the sky is always fucking grey for some reason fucker that isn't beautiful esp when it's not even raining #11. you can't go swimming or eat ice cream as easily. name any fall activity that remotely compares to swimming in the summer you're wrong

[july-19th-club]

i love insomnia AND congestion AND chills AND being on my period

#jesus christ #im not like feverish or anything but i think im just gonna take a sick day like i am Not Equipped For Work rn #ive been awake for far too long (not counting the hour and a half i got between 11:30 and 1am #i can basically only mouth-breath and when i do i taste that unique stale taste of Respiratory Sick #AND i think probably the only reason it's not worse right at this second is bc i took an aleve for mh #cramps at like 9pm last night and im still a couple hours from it wearing off #disGUSTing girl just when i get a booster & let my guard down i gotta Contract Disease and Suffer Wakefulness

[moodr1ng]

my little sibling is teaching me statistics djrkfjree

#the basics is just stuff i did in school but forgot bc it was like.. 11 years ago 😐😐 #but im trying to learn stats in case i get into psych next year #(shes in high school so she just learned stats djekrfj) #that way she revises her classes and i learn the stuff :) #had a good last few days i think im getting back to my better habits! #climbing out the bipolar depressive episode #the only issue is the food disgust thing is back and i havent found a solid food to eat since yesterray morning.. #but im gonna try to have a spinach pie tonight #either that or just spinach w cream #97

[joeyisourranger]

cool! just had to explain to a man that being gay doesn’t affect your ability to be good at your job

#IM GONNA SCREAM HOW ARE PEOPLE ALLOWED TO JUST SAY THINGS #do not read these tags if you are sensitive to disgusting homophobic/transphobic comments but i just need to yell about this pos real quick #‘i used to be homophobic but a lot of the people i admire turned out to be gay so i guess it’s okay’ BE SO FUCKING SERIOUS YOU BIGOT #he was citing piers fucking morgan as making good points like HI WHAT he’s in my top 10 list of worse human being how is this real #what about me says i’d be receptive to this bullshit #he’s so lucky i’m at work and that someone else was there holy fuck #‘the bbc is telling 11 year olds it’s okay to be trans’ YES THAT’S A GOOD THING YOU MORONIC FUCK?? #‘back in my day there were two genders’ AM I BEING PRANKED #oh my god i am in a rage i need a drink and a shotgun

[k3llyb3an]

i always have to tightrope walk between how beyond parody and utterly destructive 9/11 was to american politics the world at large and to muslims in comparison to the tragedy of the event itself so it deserves to be ridiculed while also trying not to offend my parents over it because they actually had a number of people close to them die that day and die from horrible health problems caused by the towers being attacked and collapsing

#i remember watching a news program designed to help children process what happened #and one of the girls interviewed on was like #we do this to other countries all the time so it's terrible that it happened to us but maybe we deserved it #and the news commentator running the program sort of glossed over her comment #but it's stuck with me til this day #the other thing that stuck with me was how hard jon stewart had to campaign to get 9/11 responders appropriate medical aid #after these disgusting bastards were campaigning on 9/11 exclusively #and were going to vote it down #the american response to 9/11 was a failure on all fronts and one of the most destructive forces to ever grace this planet #also the period after where anyone who was muslim or appeared to be muslim were hunted down for vengeance #it's been a disgusting time since 9/11 #i'm sure someone has written a more eloquently put post about this somewhere on this website

[plutoandcoffee]

Tw sexual harassment within family

just came to the realisation that my dad sexually harassed me throughout my childhood 👍

#dk how i didnt notice it was harassment #i always just thought it was disgusting idk i just didn't realise it was harassment #but honestly idek if it can be called harassment bc I'm sure he wasn't doing it intentionally #he didnt talk to me for three days when i told my mum the way he was touching me was making me uncomfortable this was when i was 11 btw #so im sure he isnt doing it on purpose he must think its harmless touching but it makes me feel sick and disgusting #hes the reason i dont ever want to get married to a man because i don't want my potential kids to have a father like him #and have such a bad relationship with their father as I do

[rxkuyo]

can y'all believe I haven't touched a videogame in over 2 weeks ? feels bad man :')

#I miss ER and HFW #but taking care of this sick horse is taking up so much time of my day #I usually get back home from the stable at like 11 pm these days #then force myself to eat something despite it being too godawful late for food at that hour #followed by me taking a fucking shower and then spending like two hours at the pc #doing nothing because I don't have the energy to like play games or make edits or whatever #and part of that IS my horrible fucking time management skills like I am aware of that #and that makes it like 100 times more irritating #but it is also fucking summer which means it's too hot and disgusting and that alone already has me #a) irritated at all times and b) literally drained of all energy in the first place so like :) #me: what happened to me I literally had this same routine during the entirety of winter and it never burned me out #summer: hi #me: oh right :) #it's so warm y'all I hate it #fucking 22°C in my bedroom at night like how do you expect me to sleep ??? I need that shit between 10-15°C max or I die #and that's the coolest room in my flat b/c the sun only hits it for like 2 hours in the morning #like I am SUFFERING and it's only just may #literally feeling like shit just want winter and my energy back please and thanks #also I stg I never had problems with allergies before but this year my eyes are constantly watering and my nose is runny like stooooppp #fucking stooppppppp fr #personal

[tishalfdeadwaffles]

Each passing day I discover darker and more twisted events that happened in the massacre a decade back in my home country and I’m still in disbelief that there are people who condone it, who thought it’s alright to murder civilians for protesting, but even more terrified by the generation that has no idea what happened even though it’s been just 11 years and they haven’t heard of it, even people my age. It’s so heartbreaking

#Personal #2013 massacre #Home country #Politics #i personally knew people who died during that time and people who got incarcerated #And yet the amount of people who are so disconnected and out of touch and forgot what happened is truly ?????? #Like my GOD #and people treat it as if this was centuries back #No you guys this was barely a decade ago #Barely #11 years isn’t that long of a time #And 600-1000 dead most of them if not all of them being civilians isn’t a small number #To this day they aren’t sure what the exact number of deaths was because of the corpses that were burned/cremated (cremation isn’t usual or #And the gvt denies being involved it and decided that the toll was ONLY 300?????? #As if 300 is a small number either #People have to know about Egy’s true conditions #About the insane propaganda and the inhumane conditions #It’s so much worse than anyone would think #The enforced disappearances? The people arrested for no charge and have been in prisons for years? #The dire and disgusting state of the prisons???? #There was that one newly built jail four years ago that they made an AD FOR #LIKE WHO MAKES AN AD FOR A DUCKING PRISON????? #it was advertised as if it was some kind of five star hotel it’s so messed up #And yet the torture over there is just as extreme if not more and the advertising was just a guise and more propaganda

[brrrkdslek]

I hope you’re feeling better lorry! I miss you pookers 🤕🫂

h-h-heyyyy pooks... IM NAWT FEELING BETTER I JUST HAD RHE WORST DAY YET BUT LIKE I MISS YALL TOO AND I MISS WRITING SMUT MY BRAINS JUST BEEN SAUR EMPTY I HOPE MY BIRTHDAY BRINGS MUCH IDEAS AND BRAINS‼️‼️‼️

#brrrkdslek rambles😜 #૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა savvie wavvie! #fyi my bday is feb 11 if anyone cares #its feb 11 #three days before valentines thats so disgusting #spending it with my hubby<3 #miss u savvie🥹

[agaritas]

correction: israel has killed 15 palestinians in rafah in the evening of february 11. they’ve killed many more in rafah since february started. the death toll is around 400, with 76 killed today, monday feb 12. the iof destroyed khan yunis, the place where gazan refugees from the north were fleeing, and now the iof is attacking and murdering civilians in the last southern city.

do not look away from what the israeli colonizers have done to khan yunis and what they will do to rafah as long as world leaders across the globe twiddle their thumb and america continues to sink billions into this genocide.

just two days ago, the iof snipers killed a doctor in the middle of a surgery in a khan yunis hospital. there is a horrifying video of an old man, shot and crawling into the reception of said hospital, and no one is able to drag him away from the windows where snipers keep shooting at them. this is what our tax money is funding. this is what our leaders are encouraging. the entire world should be dying of shame and disgust, most especially the west, giddily supporting and paying for the nth genocide of brown indigenous people, and the greedy, soulless monsters of the uae and saudi arabia.

#palestine #free palestine #all sourced from middle eastern news programs including al jazeera which can be accessed as articles online

[inkskinned]

she's three years younger than i am, and i put on cascada as a throwback, cackling - before your time! i've been borrowing my brother's car, and it's older than dirt, so the trunk is like, maybe permanently locked. when the sun comes through the window to frame her cheekbones, i feel like i'm 16 again. i shake when i'm kissing her, worried i won't get it right.

in 2003, my state made gay marriage legal. where she grew up, it wasn't legal until 11 years later - 10 years ago. if legal protections for gay marriage were a person, that person would be entering 5th grade. online, a white gay man calls the fight for legal marriage boring, which isn't kind of him but it is a common enough opinion.

it has only been 9 years since gay marriage was nationally official. it is already boring to have gay people in your tv. it is already boring to mention being gay - "why make it your entire personality?" i know siblings that have a larger age gap than the amount of time it's been legally protected. i recently saw a grown man record himself crying about how evil gay people are. he was begging us, red in the face - just do better.

i am absolutely ruined any time my girlfriend talks about being 27 (i know!! a child!), but we actually attended undergrad at the same time since i had taken off time to work between high school and college. while walking through the city, we drop our hands, try not to look too often at each other. the other day i went to an open mic in a basement. the headlining comedian said being lesbian isn't interesting, but i am a lesbian, if you care. as a joke, she had any lesbian raise their hand if present. i raised mine, weirdly embarrassed at being the single hand in a sea of other faces. she had everyone give me a round of applause. i felt something between pride and also throwing up.

sometimes one thing is also another thing. i keep thinking about my uncle. he died in the hospital without his husband of 35 years - they were not legally wed, so his husband could not enter. this sounds like it should be from 1950. it happened in 2007. harassment and abuse and financial hardship still follow any person who is trying to get married while disabled. marriage equality isn't really equal yet.

and i don't know that i can ever put a name to what i'm experiencing. sometimes it just feels... so odd to watch the balance. people are fundamentally uninterested in your identity, but also - like, there's a whole fucking bastion of rabid men and women who want to kill you. your friends roll their eyes you're gay we get it and that is funny but like. when you asked your father do you still love me? he just said go to your room. you haven't told your grandmother. disney is on their 390th "first" gay representation, but also cancelled owl house and censored the fuck out of gravity falls. you actively got bullied for being gay, but your advisor told you to find a different gimmick for your college essay - everyone says they're gay these days.

once while you were having a hard day you cried about the fact that the reason our story is so fucking boring to so many people is that it is so similar. that it is rare for one of us to just, like, have a good experience across the board. that our stories often have very parallel bends - the dehumanization, the trauma, the trouble with trusting again. these become rote instead of disgusting. how bad could it be if it is happening to so many people?

i kiss my girlfriend when nobody is looking. i like her jawline and how her hands splay when she's making a joke. there is nothing new about this story, sappho. i love her like opening up the sun. like folding peace between the layers of my life, a buttercream of euphoria, freckles and laughter and wonder.

my dad knows about her. i've been out to him since i was 18 - roughly four years before the supreme court would protect us. the other day he flipped down the sun visor while driving me to the eye doctor. "you need to accept that your body was made for a husband. you want to be a mother because you were made for men, not women." he wants me to date my old high school boyfriend. i gagged about it, and he shook his head. he said - "don't be so dramatic. you can get used to anything."

the other day a straight friend of mine snorted down her nose about it, accidentally echoing him - she said there are bigger problems in this world than planning a wedding.

#splled ink #writeblr #it's really hard to describe what im feeling

[coryosbaby]

Cw: stepcest (stepbrother x stepsister), intoxication/drug use, a bit suggestive . Slight angst . Soft Rafe <3

Rafe, he thinks, fell in love with you before the drugs.

He shouldn’t of— and for obvious reason. You were perfect, an angel. But you were Rose’s daughter.

He tried to pry the thoughts away, at first. Tried not to think about your kindness, your innocence, your pretty eyes — your ass, your tits, your cunt. But it wasn’t long before they utterly consumed him.

Another day it was, in the Cameron household: Rafe, coming home, completely coked out of his mind, drunk, and clattering around in the kitchen. He didn’t know what he was looking for, just knows that it had something to do with a spoon and a jar of peanut butter.

It would’ve been almost funny if he didn’t look so distraught to you. When you came down the stairs you knew the noises were Rafe. He always did this; you’d have to clean him up, put him to bed— sometimes you’d cook for him. But that was when he was in your good graces.

“Rafe, what the fuck are you doing?” You groaned, rubbing your eyes sleepily. He hadn’t woken you up, but you were extremely tired. You had wanted to wait up for him because he promised to go on a 7/11 run with you when everyone was asleep and then watch a few movies.

And as usual, he broke his fucking promises.

It angered you, but when Rafe turned around and greeted you with that beautiful intoxicated smile, your frustration wavered when you saw the way his eyes seemed to light up.

“Hey, y/n!”

“Hi, Rafael.”

He frowned, knowing you only called him that when you were aggravated at him. He stumbled drunkly when he tried to approach you. You made sure to catch him by his arm.

“God, you’re wasted,” you said. “Do you feel sick?”

“I did…” he slurred. “But ‘m better now that my favorite girl is here.”

Your face became flushed at his words, but you pulled yourself out of your wandering thoughts and dragged the boy over to the couch. He plopped down onto the cushions, grunting.

“‘M tired..” he murmured.

“Gotta check you for any cuts, first.”

You usually checked him out so you could make sure he wasn’t fighting anyone or getting any bad injuries; he was likely to not even feel it until morning, and when he got a disgusting cut on his ankle once it had got infected and he had to be sent to the hospital. You’ve cleaned up his wounds since then.

And of course, taking his palm into your hand, you found that he had a medium sized cut on his palm. You sighed.

“Any idea how you got this?” You asked.

“No sir, doctor, sir.”

“You’re insufferable.”

“You love me.”

It was true, but you just let out a scoff and went to get the first aid kit from one of the cabinets in the nearest bathroom. Pulling out the proper cleaning materials, you got on your knees in front of Rafe and began to care for his wound. He was almost in a daze as you did this; you looked even better when he did a line or two. He’d mistaken you for an angel quite a few times.

“You’re ‘s pretty.” He whispered.

You couldn’t help but smile. You didn’t say anything until you could see that his eyes were shut and his breathing had calmed. You looked up at him and lightly slapped the side of his cheek.

“Rafe— you can’t go to sleep yet.” You stated calmly. He opened his eyes, just a tiny bit, and a grin spread across his face when he saw your doe eyes staring up at him.

“Sorry, sweets. Couldn’t help it.”

You finally wrapped some gauze around his cut. Made sure to press a kiss to it. He always gave you hell if you didn’t.

“Cmon. Gotta get you upstairs.” you said.

Rafe yawned and stretched when he stood up, and you grabbed his hand so you could guide him up to his room. It was immediate when he saw his king sized bed, and he made sure to strip down to his briefs and climb under the covers. You tried not to stare too long at his chiseled chest or his pretty sculpted muscles. You were about to leave when his fingers grabbed your wrist and wrapped tightly around it.

“Stay,” he murmured. “Don’t want you to go, momma.”

The nickname isn’t one he used often, but on nights like this he let it slip up once or twice. You didn’t mind it; in fact, it was quite cute.

“I shouldn’t,” you replied.

“Please.”

You couldn’t say no when he begged like that, with those puppy dog eyes. You had already gotten into your pajamas earlier in the night and done your skincare routine so you didn’t really have anything left to do. You climbed in beside the boy, laid down beside his half naked body. You didn’t trust yourself or him to be in the same bed, but exhaustion was taking over you and you just wanted to sleep.

“Happy?”

“Mhm..”

He looked up at you, dazed. He stared at your lips almost intensely. It wasn’t long before his breath was hot against your lips and he was trying to lean in.

You move away from it, from his kiss. You couldn’t do that with him. You knew how wrong it was.

“Don’t. Please,” you murmured to him. Rafe looked saddened, pained, at your rejection.

“Give me one kiss,” he pleaded. His thumb came up to run over your bottom lip. Your face was on fire. “Just one, I promise. I can’t keep going on like this forever, without one kiss.”

You wanted to kiss him; you wanted it so badly that it hurt. You had wanted it since the first year that you moved in and saw him sitting at the kitchen counter with a bowl of cereal every morning. You’ had wanted him since he taught you how to roll your first joint, took you to your first high school party.

You always wanted him.

You gave him what he begged for. It was small, feather light and like angel wings against Rafe’s lips. He went back in for another one; he knew he promised just one, but as usual, the boy didn’t keep his promises.

You let him, though. And it felt nice. He peppered them along your neck, too, after that. You could smell the alcohol on his breath and the cologne he used as he did it. It left electric shocks along your skin.

After one more sloppy kiss against your jugular, he pulled away and buried his face into your neck sweetly.

You didn’t know how you were going to look at him in the morning. You didn’t know if he even remembered the next day.

He did, though. He remembered all of it. In fact, he made sure to get you back in his room and kiss you even more the next night, and the night after that, and the night after that.

You were so fucked.

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[coffeeworldsasaki]

I'm really not used on how many days with awful weather there are here 🙃

#i haven't seen the sun in days #it's always grey and bleak or it rains #where i lived before it was always sunny.... i don't know if there were more than 3 weeks worth of bad days during the whole year #even if the idea disgusts me I'll have to spend more money this month and get one of those lamps that simulate the sunlight for my #plants more needy of sunlight #i have mostly succulents and cacti (11) and another 6 that need planty sunlight 😭