#day 127 of missing them ;;v;;

[moonjxsung]

haiiii bb✨ i hope you had the best weekend!

i’m still not sure how he managed to do that tbh, i don’t think it’s too easy to achieve😅 so momo is prob safe from that. wasabi is an orange cat, we can’t expect much from him in the braincell department. im glad baby momo is getting better too🫶🏻 we stan her

frfr, idk how people abandon their pets. i’m literally so attached to every animal ever. i see a stray cat at a park and i’ll think of them forever and worry about them too. and people who don’t spay their cats and expect them to be outdoors are such assholes. i’ve had to spay/neuter 10+ cats due to overpopulation in the last two years and i have four more females to go (excluding my own 8 out of 9 cats). it’s insane and so so so sad. the fact that they took off the collar is so stupid too. it really sucks. i cannot comprehend.

star, idk how you do it!!! living where you live in the kpop era must be so hard😭 like, we love the exposure but my bank doesn’t. i sometimes wish i lived somewhere with a lot of kpop concerts but kinda not at the same time bc i just know i couldn’t afford most of them and i’d get the worst case of fomo. i wish you the best at your choice of concerts😂

anddd i didn’t know you stanned nct dream or itzy! follow up: which groups do you stan and who are your biases? i lovveeeee nct! i don’t really stan any ggs aside from twice and new jeans but i’d so love to listen to more so any recs would be gr8!!!

frfr ive never been confident with myself (and ik that’s like my biggest problem bc confidence is so attractive). kpop beauty standards kinda took a toll on me especially after my surgery, grad school, depression worsening etc etc. but ive learned to make delulu my solulu and be like “minho would love me even if im not pretty or skinny” and all is well (what he wouldn’t love about me is that i only eat meat when i absolutely have to bc i hate it😂). i love skincare though so if you ever need to discuss skincare im ur girl🔥 aside from kpop, plushies & cats my ocd also manifests at compulsively buying hundreds of dollars of skincare products🔥

i love you my darling bb. i hope you have the best week!! i’ve never had cheese danishes therefore im so glad i virtually tried them with you💕

-🐈‍⬛

HIIIIIIIII BBYYYY I HOPE YOU HAD THE BEST MONDAY 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

Momo is doing so much better today (she’s currently napping on my freshly washed laundry❤️) so I think it might’ve been a weather thing! Hopefully her itching doesn’t come back but I’m still gonna look into bee pollen and see if it helps :’)

I KNOW I feel so very overprotective of every cat ive ever come across and it baffles me that people are just okay with abandoning their cats like that?? Especially after YEARS of owning them!??? How 😭 I don’t even like leaving momo alone for the day (despite her having an automatic feeder and a water fountain and cameras to watch her every move) so I don’t know how people abandon a cat indefinitely 💔 it’s fr so sad to me

HONESTLY it was so much easier to save money when there weren’t so many kpop things here but now we have kpop stores at every corner with v exclusive merch and preorder benefits and concerts every MONTH I can’t save money for the life of me 😭 I SWEARRRRR I buy some useless kpop thing at least once a week it’s so bad! I’m on a buying ban right now bc I just bought jhope’s on the street merch and that is ALLLL I am letting myself buy for the foreseeable future 🫡 hopefully

I LOOOOOOVE NCT OH MY GOSHHHHH okay list of my groups & biases (I might miss a few so bear w me):

Skz: JISUNGGGGG & Felix is my bias wrecker 🫶💖

Bts: jhope!!!!!!!!! Jin is my bias wrecker!

Nct 127: Yuta & Haechan! Wreckers always change but right now probs Taeyong (enlistment era starts today😔)

Nct Dream: I literally just started getting more serious about being into them despite listening to their music for a while LOL but deffffff Renjun & Haechan! 🫶

Wayv: Xiaojun!!!!

Shinee: Onew ofcccc 👼 and Taemin is my wrecker (he’s everybody’s wrecker tbh)

Ateez: Hongjoong & Seonghwa/Yeosang wreckers!

Seventeen: Hoshi & Minghao!!

Txt: Heuningkai 🫶

G-idle: Minnie! I need to get more into them but she’s defffff my bias oh my god she’s so pretty

P1harmony: I’ve also recently been more into them. Jiung!!

The Boyz: Changmin!

Ikon: Bobby!

Blackpink: MY GIRL ROSÉ 💞

Nmixx: Jiwoo & Lily!!!

Itzy: RYUJIN.

EXO: Minseok!!!!

Twice: Dahyun!

Blitzers: Chris!!

Aespa: Winter!

I also listen to Lsrfm and New Jeans but I don’t have biases (I’m more just a casual listener) but I think that’s everyone!! I LOOOOOOVE NCT THOUGH RAHHHHHHH when I tell you I have been crying alllllll day bc of Taeyong enlistment FUCKKKK IM SO SAD 😭😭😭 did you see Mark and Haechan tried to go to his send off and missed it because their flight was rerouted?? GODDDD I’m so sad for them 😭 I brought my Ty bby to today’s coffee run I miss him already 😔💔

PLEASE kpop beauty standards hit you in the face when you least expect it frfr like I always told myself I didn’t care how I looked in comparison and all of a sudden it was like oh nvmmmm 😀 It comes and goes in waves as of now and lately I’ve been trying to work more on just liking myself as a person (and being delulu because that’s the solution to everything) and I also find that’s the best way to combat it 🫶 ALSO SKINCARE YESSSSS I will absolutely bug you for skincare recs I have the worst habit of buying skincare just for the cute packaging LMFAOOOO I need to buckle down and buy actual cute stuff 😭

I love you so much bby have the best week!!!!! Here’s today’s pc I took just for you 🫶👼 I love u!!!!!

#🐈‍⬛ anon #ask

[nctsmess]

NCT Members Profile: Subin

Stage Name: Subin (수빈) English Name: Robin Victoria Lee Birth Name: Lee Subin (이수빈) Position: Vocalist, Rapper, dancer* Birthday: May 29, 1995 Zodiac Sign: Gemini Height: 173 cm (5’8″) Weight: N/A Blood Type: A Sub-Unit: NCT 127, NCT U

Note*: Members’ positions depend on each Sub-Unit. Her positions in NCT 127 are Lead Vocalist and Lead Dancer

Subin Facts:

Subin joined SM in 2013, but trained under a different company for 2 years prior to joining SM

Despite only joining SM in 2013, she was among the first trainees to be announced as an SM Rookie (in 2013) which made people believe she’d debut along side Seulgi in Red Velvet, which did not happen

Nicknames: Binnie, Miss Director, Miss Producer, Robbie

Subin grew up in Chicago, America, for the first 8 years of her life before moving to Seoul with both parents

She confirmed Johnny and her never met each other while they lived in Chicago (V LIVE)

Like her father Subin has dual nationality, Korean-American, however they are 100% Korean by blood

Subin was a grade A student because her mother was very strict on her (V LIVE)

She learned to play the piano and harp in a music academy after school

She co-produced “The 7th Sense”, her debut song, and wrote lyrics for “Without You”, which she wasn’t a part of

Although her profile says she is a rapper, Subin dislikes rapping because she thinks she’s not good enough, but she barely gets any rapping parts anyway

Taeyong confirmed that she’s a great rapper though and that during her early trainee days she was voted best female rapper amongst the trainees (Weekly Idol)

The boys also confirmed that Subin was very popular during her trainee days

It might not be a big dream for her, but Subin likes acting and has enjoyed all the small acting gigs she landed so far, she wouldn’t mind pursuing acting more in the future

Subin speaks Korean, English and enough Japanese to get by during Japanese schedules

She spends most of her free time producing and going out with friends

Her members say she is the most social and outgoing out of the group (Weekly Idol) she says it isn’t true and that her friends are the ones that ask her to go out, she just says “yes” to the invites

She’s friends with Red Velvet, Twice’s Nayeon & Jeongyeon and Astro’s Eunwoo & Jinjin

Scandals & Drama:

A lot of netizens have criticised Subin for acting superior to her other female members for being the first female member to debut

Subin apologised for appearing to feel superior when it wasn’t the case

She apologised to her female members as well and made sure to let the fans know she really cares about all her members, especially the girls since she is the oldest female in NCT, and that she is friends with all of them

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Faceclaim: Sowon - GFriend (disbanded)

#subin.guide #nct addition #nct female addition #nct female member #nct 24th member #nct added member #nct additional member #nct extra member #nct additions #nct imagines #kpop!addition #kpop!oc

[what-if-nct]

HI TODAY'S REMINDER IS PHANTOM!!!!! ok strap in this is gonna go on for a bit

1. the OPULENCE. the DIAMONDS, the chandeliers, the beating heart tied up in golden chains god it was a visual feast and that's before I've even gotten to the members, which

2. THEY LOOK SO FUCKING GOOD. Hendery??? Xiaojun????? Kun with those fucking red contacts staring straight into my soul???????? there's so many to pick from but the black outfits? yummy. all of them all at once please

3. the SONG omg i missed wayv title tracks so muchhhhhhhhhhh ughhh i love how grandiose it sounds while still being so current which tbh is a line wayv title tracks always ride perfectly (people say kickback wasn't all that and yeah it's not my favourite but it's still really fucking good). also WHEN did Winwin's voice get that deep??? and Hendery, sir? Yangyang at least warned us in rain day, but the other two… once again: yummy

4. I'm sure someone smarter than me will analyse the music video properly and tell me what's actually going on but the one thing i did notice was the set with the black outfits changing in the second half with the chandelier falling and the statues broken and the ground falling in and I'm sure that means something but my brain could only focus on how fucking hot i find them dancing among ruin

5. they're… they're actually back. like for real for real. like there's a song and an album (which i will listen to tomorrow but I'm v much looking forward to). there was a stage? which by the way. also extremely hot. i love how much puppet imagery there is in the choreo, it ties in very well with what little i understood of the lyrics. which, don't get me wrong, i love their music, but their lyrics do read a lot like a theology comprehension text and I'm not always up to the task.

i just. fucking love them so much. and this song. I've been falling off nct slowly these past few months but… they really just proved why they were the unit that got me hooked in the first place. can you believe we survived the drought? we really made it all the way through. good job us

Hiii, I've said this before and I'll say this again out of all of the NCT universes Wayv gets the absolute best styling,concepts, and songs. Nothing against dream or 127 I love them all equally but Wayv has had way less misses with title tracks then 127. I just cant accept 2baddies. I can't. It has not grown on me.

But seriously they look amazing it's still giving Vampire princes and I love it. And the song like it sounds like a Wayv song but kind of matured and refined in a way. Yangyang's voice surprised me but luckily we found out he has the range and I love when he switches it back to his natural voice. And Hendery and Winwin normally have deep voices but like it sounded so much deeper I could feel it in the depths of my uterus. And only Felix's rap in victory song has ever done that. Like it just was so good then Xiaojun and Ten off setting the depth with their higher voices and Xiaojun's high notes will always hit the spot every single time and Kun's mid tempo voice kind of melds it all together. Like they finally returned to us after years they've done it.

No I feel you with Stray Kids pulling me by my ankles I also felt myself slipping from NCT but Wayv really just came in and was like not on our watch. And I can't wait to see them promote fully after two years. They deserve all of our love and support. Now to listen to the album while shopping for lingerie because what else are you supposed to do while listening to a Wayv album

[joeynewgarden]

what kpop song do you associate with each of your favorite f1 driver(s)?

this is such a good question, thank you! here they are in the order in which i could remember their names. this is me outing myself as a ch*co and l*ndo supporter, sorry to whom my actions impact. i also linked all the songs!

lewis: imperfect love - seventeen. my fav song from my fav group. everything about this song makes me feel so warm and loved, yet like i could run through a wall? and i think that’s how lewis makes me feel honestly. like coming home after a rough day and your bestie saying “ok, now let’s run this 4 mile,” and bc it’s them, you find the strength to go. sometimes watching his ig story will piss me off bc it’s so motivating i will actually get up and go do the shit i need to get done and i hate it.

fav lyric: 까맣던 이 세상을, 행복하게 비춘 햇살, 밤 되면 별이 되어. the sunlight that happily illuminates this dark world, becomes a star when night comes

george: far - nct 127. george’s shonen anime arc fr. i feel like as he’s come into himself as both a person and a driver, he’s become more confident, and when he fully settles into being behind the wheel of a competent car (no shade to williams, my loves), he’ll be unstoppable. the hard percussion and the vocal line going the fuck off puts me in my “move out my way or be moved” zone and i feel like we’ll see more of that from george in the next few seasons. also i always think haechan and taeil’s part in the pre-chorus is “go off, go off, til we girlboss, girboss” even though that is very much not the lyrics but i think it fits george v well.

fav lyric: 나를 이끈 너머, oh-oh, 떠나 자유롭게 가자 far away. going beyond what led me, oh-oh, departing freely, let's go far away

sebastian: habit - seventeen. my standing under the shower fully clothed, tears streaming down my face, 90s music video in the rain, punching the wall song. i’m gonna miss him and i play this song whenever i miss someone a lot or i made a particularly difficult goodbye. and i know i’m not the only one feeling this as we say “see ya later” to seb, and this is the one that immediately jumped into my mind when thinking about this question. i almost said campfire by isaac hong, but i decided that was too sad.

fav lyric: 그때처럼 널 감싸 안으며, 웃고 싶다고 네게 말하고 싶어. i want to embrace you like I did then, and tell you that I want to smile

lance: step back - GOT the beat. i might get hate for this, but again so does lance so maybe it works. just the most bad bitch, serving cunt, slightly problematic song i can think of, and it absolutely goes. matches his “dicks up when i walk in the party” energy. lance and me are besties for life and so if you have beef with him, you got beef with me. also he’s cooler than you and funnier. and his gf is hotter than your’s. also he’s an f1 driver. here’s to him making fernando’s life so miserable next year the man goes into retirement. permanently. fun fact: i was so obsessed with the choreo after watching smtown, i learned it in two hours the first time someone posted a clear shot of the dance.

fav lyric: Uh, 남자들 다 똑같아, 내가 뜨면 시선집중, 여기저기 flash 터져. boys are the same, all eyes on me when I appear, everywhere there's a flash

yuki: wishlist - txt. my one woman dance party song that makes me unreasonably happy. yuki’s honesty and lack of censorship is something i deeply admire about him, and this song is about someone getting so fed up with the person they love hiding their feelings that they’re just like “ok i’m done, tell me you like me now.” i feel like that fits yuki very well. i also associate yuki with txt. i think their youthful feel makes me think of him and my obsession with space/stars matches their star/multi-dimensional concept, and i feel the same about yuki. my little star that is way more than meets the eye.

fav lyric: 너란 별이 담긴 보석함이, 내 맘에 또 넘쳐서. a jewel box with a star called you inside, is overflowing in my heart

alex: i got a boy - snsd. i feel like i don’t have to explain myself. i really do got a boy and his name is alex albon.

fav lyric: i got a boy 멋진 i got a boy 착한, i got a boy handsome boy 내 맘 다 가져간. i got a boy a cool one, i got a boy a kind one, i got a boy handsome boy who took all my heart

mick: ooh ahh - twice: idk how to describe this but he really makes me feel like ooh ahh! i also like how this song is about not settling and knowing your worth, which i think is what mick did over this last season. the upbeat tone and the synth-pop moments make me feel like the teen i was when the song came out, and i always say mick has boyish charm to me, so i guess i just associate this song with him on vibes. the first race i ever watched was silverstone and watching him get his first points wooed me spectacularly.

fav lyric: 가짜 가짜 진심 없는 가짜, 잘 가 잘 가. fake, fake, empty-hearted fake. goodbye, good riddance

lando: blame me - monsta x. i did not want to like lando, i did not need to get attached to another mclaren driver, pato is enough, and a ton of people seemed to hate him. but that bugger weaseled his way into my heart and now he’s my little leopard gecko who i carry around the house with me. i’m the parent who said no dogs but then treats the dog better than their own child. the lyrics of this song match exactly.

fav lyric: if i’m falling, baby, don’t blame me

checo: lullaby (spanish version) - got7. everyone knows this is the superior version, just like checo is the superior red bull driver. one of the first things about him that made my heart soften a little was listening to him talk! i grew listening to mexican spanish primarily and was taught mexican spanish in hs, so his voice is very familiar and soothing to me. i think the song is really fun in general and the lyrics i think are pretty accurate to my experience of kinda giving up on not liking him, i was reeled in and i can’t really get away, but i don’t want to either. is this stockholm syndrome?

fav lyric: háblame dulce, es mágico, no me puedo escapar de ti. talk to me sweet, it’s magical, i can’t escape you.

charles: so bad - stayc. bc i do! i want him so bad, it’s sick! everything about him has bewitched me, body and soul! i call him my little mong mong (i saw someone call seungmin this on twt and i was like “oh my god, charles.”), bc he really is my little shining star, love of my life, sugar cookie. baby boy i will follow you to the ends of the earth, i adore you. he is such a fighter and i’m glad to see him stick up for himself more that the end of the season (should of been earlier), and i hope we can see him fight for the title next year. i will be rooting for him always. another alaysia fact: this mv came out on my birthday and i was hooked immediately, learned the dance the second the dance practice came out and i credit this song to being my bridge into kpop.

fav lyric: 정말야 I want you SO BAD, 난 니가 필요해 yeah. for real, i want you so bad, i need you, yeah

#wow ok idek how to tag this #answered #janshuntelaar #kpop #imma make an f1 kpop playlist for next year brb #p #f1 #motorsports

[dojae-huh]

Ive been thinking of writing this for a while but ive no idea why SM is trying to change the formula they had with 127, jaedo were always used to make the mood of the song and also were always together toi make the song shift from one mood to the other. Theyre ruinning it by adding johnny or jungwoo between jaedo bits all the time now

Jaedo were the base guitar and drums of the band theyre ruinning the temp just coz they want to change the song. Haechan being given more lines isnt an issue either as we have “Simon says” as an example they started adding only adlibs and now its so bad that we don’t have any song with them being the mood changer or singing together, to new fans it wont be weird but as an older fan I just don’t get why theyre ruining a formula that was tried and tested jaedo setting in a mood change or changing the mood of the song jaedo bits and taemark bits are desperately being missed by this nctizen https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AUFyFEt35g&ab_channel=SMTOWN https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmUn7V6uuZM&ab_channel=SMTOWN https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fGN0cqfodss&ab_channel=SMTOWN this a good example of how theyre making the whole song structure different doil are too simialr sounding and their tones are too simialr for there to be any difference its just 127, ive checked with shinee and onew and key still are the mood changers and also the ones singing together the most https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6026XLSD6UI&ab_channel=ForSHINee 2013 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iF7iM1tbA0I&ab_channel=SHINee 2018

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1l2g2wTjnuc&ab_channel=KBSWORLDTV  2018 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6OoY6xneI0&ab_channel=SMTOWN 2021 they added xiaojun so well with jaewdo in make a wish, why cant they do the same with 127 songs. I love day dream by 127 but they made they could have made the song so much more nostalgic and melancholic if they had made jaedo sing together, even if it was in the backing vocals

Video1, Video2, Video3 (Do ignoring Jae the whole of the video, heh, the start of 2017 for you) More examples, a compilation of cut outs (mirror).

Video4, Video5

Video6, Video7

I like Doil parts in newer songs, their ability to transition from one to another on the same note/tone is also an interesting feature. I do miss JaeDo and Tende combos a lot though. I complained about it before.

There is a reversed transition in Sticker

Might be due to Jaehyun singing with a lower voice a less. Tenor being favoured. Btw, both JN and Woo rap/talk-sing here, JaeDo both sing, so their compatibility is used, but in a new way (Jae picks up where Do was interrupted).

A bit of acapella, while we are at it.

[steveezekiel]

CONSISTENT INCREASE

30 I walked by the field of a LAZY PERSON, the vineyard of one with no common sense.

31 I saw that it was OVERGROWN with NETTLES. IT was COVERED with WEEDS, AND its walls were BROKEN DOWN.

32 THEN, as I LOOKED and THOUGHT about IT, I LEARNED THIS LESSON:

33 A little extra SLEEP, a little more SLUMBER, a little FOLDING OF THE HANDS TO REST—

34 THEN POVERTY WILL POUNCE ON YOU LIKE A BANDIT; SCARCITY WILL ATTACK YOU LIKE AN ARMED ROBBER."

Proverbs 24:30–34 (NLT)

• God wanted a consistent increase for His children.

- He wants our increase, the increase of those who are His, to be without limitations.

- Increase without limitations would be as a result of commitments to God and His Kingdom on earth.

• Note the following:

(i) Start your Day in the presence of God. - Nothing should be so urgent that you would have to rush out in the morning without a time with God:

"IT IS USELESS FOR YOU TO WORK SO HARD FROM EARLY MORNING until late at NIGHT, ANXIOUSLY WORKING for food to eat; FOR GOD GIVES REST TO HIS LOVED ONES" (Psalm 127:2 NLT).

(ii) Invest your time. Seize every moment to get the most out of your Day.

- Put the most into every hour, eliminate time wasting activities. When time is wasted, you have wasted the opportunity to be more productive.

- Put your best effort in every task before you.

(iii) Be responsible. If you made any mistake, take a full responsibility for it.

- Successful people admit their mistakes and correct them immediately. There is no one that has not missed it, one time or the other, it is only God WHO is infallible.

- If you made a mistake, learn from it, and move forward.

(iv) Do not stop learning. To stop learning is to stop growing.

- You should have a teachable spirit, heart to learn.

(v) Be thorough. Carry through to completions in whatever you are assigned to do.

- Pay attention to details, and bring whatever you do to completion in all respect.

(vi) Follow through. Make a checklist for everything.

- Endeavour to set goals

(vii) Prayers. Pray in the Spirit consistently, and ask God to reveal to you, how to increase in whatever you do.

- A "good enough" mentality produces poor standard and poor quality, avoid it.

• How you can make your increase to be without limitations.

(i) Love for God:

"JESUS said to him, “‘YOU SHALL LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, WITH all your SOUL, AND with all your MIND' " (Matthew 22:37).

- As a believer in Christ Jesus, your love for God and His Kingdom causes you to attract His favour (I kings 3:3-5,12-13).

- Let the thought of His Kingdom be dominant in your heart. Make His Kingdom your utmost priority.

(ii) Vows. What do you want to give to God? Any number of Believers want to receive from God, but they never thought of what to contribute to God's Kingdom on earth.

- Love is reciprocal. If the only reason why you serve God, or come to Him, is, because of what you wanted to receive from Him, it means you are using Him. You are selfish and being parasitic.

- A number of people who come to God, asking for His help, had nothing in their minds to do to reciprocate whatever He does for them.

- A vow is a commitment. It is a test.

- God also has needs, and He does want, or in need, of those who would be willing to be used to meet the NEEDS of His Kingdom.

- There is a need for labourers, in His Kingdom on earth—those who will give their time for His work:

37 HE [Jesus] SAID TO HIS DISCIPLES, “THE HARVEST IS GREAT, BUT THE WORKERS ARE FEW. 38 SO pray to the LORD who is in charge of the HARVEST; ASK HIM TO SEND MORE WORKERS INTO HIS FIELDS.” (Matthew 9:37,38 NLT).

- God wants the people who will give their money (Luke 8:1-3), and their vocational skills for His work.

- To experience unlimited increase, endeavour to walk with Him in a Covenant relationship. Tell Him what you will do for Him, His Kingdom, if He should grant your requests.

- God blesses with a purpose! If you would not be useful for Him, or what you are requesting would not be used for the glorification of His name, He might not be interested in your requests and such might not be granted.

- You cannot cajole God, deceived Him to do a thing. If you failed to redeem your pledges, or vows; He might not be prompt in granting other requests brought to Him by you:

4 WHEN YOU MAKE A VOW TO GOD, DO NOT DELAY TO PAY IT; FOR He has no pleasure in FOOLS. PAY what you have vowed—5 BETTER NOT TO VOW THAN TO VOW AND NOT PAY" (Ecclesiastes 5:4,5).

- Many will promise to do one thing or another for God, His work, or servants, when they had a pressing need in their lives; but when the need is met, they will not fulfil their vows.

- You cannot deceive God, Making a vow is a test of commitment. God will do His part of the deal, make available what you have requested, but if you failed on your part, you are indirectly telling Him you are not to be trusted.

(iii) Seeds (Ecclesiastes 11:1-6).

- A Vow is a statement made, or whatever you promised to do, while a seed is what you planted in order to harvest or receive in Return.

- When you sow a seed, you allow the seed to germinate, pass through the agricultural process, before it brings forth.

- God will work through the seed you have sown, to promote you. A seed loses its power, potentiality, when it is not sown. An insect could eat up the seed and it becomes useless.

- However, when the seed is subjected to the agricultural process of sowing and reaping, planted in the soil, there would be germination and fruition. Thus, Be seed conscious, do not be need conscious.

- What is a seed?

A seed is any material thing; money or whatever, that you give as an offering to God, His work, His servants, or the Needy or the poor in the household of faith.

- You give out of what God has blessed you with; tithes, and offerings to His work. Projects commanded to be done by God, the mission work, Offerings to the Ministers, the Needy or the Poor. Do not be apprehensive of sowing!

• There cannot be increase without limitations, If there were no genuine and passionate love for God and His Kingdom on earth.

- A Vow should be made as a sacrificial Giving and a sign of commitment to God; and the seed sowing consistently for a bountiful harvest.

- You have a part to play, If you actually wanted God to be committed to your consistent increase.

- God has conditions for whatever He wanted to do. If you failed to meet God's conditions, the expected change or increase would be a mirage!

- Kingdom principles are regular principles to be practiced, and not what you seldom do. If you are not consistent about Kingdom principle of Giving, your increase cannot be consistent as well.

- You keep to the Principles, mainly of Giving. You practice it, before increase can be experienced.

- If the time you give to God is only when you are having a need, in order to receive back from Him, It means you are using Him, you are being parasitic.

- You cannot fool God, neither can you play on His intelligence. God would not need whatever you wanted to give to Him: "IF I [God] WERE HUNGRY, I WOULD NOT TELL YOU, FOR ALL THE WORLD IS MINE AND EVERYTHING IN IT" (Psalm 50:12 (NLT).

- If you did give to Him, It is for your own benefits.

- Increase without limitations is as a result of practicing the principle of Giving, which is the major principle in the School of prosperity or abundance—in God's Kingdom on earth.

- You must be addicted to this Kingdom principle for your increase to be unlimited.

• You will not run dry in Jesus' name. Peace!

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[magesup]

hayakawa family is just a dog person, a cat person, and a dog person who is actually a cat person

#chainsaw man #csm #hayakawa family #denji #power #aki hayakawa #hayakawa aki #day 127 of missing them ;;v;; #my art

[nctstar]

masterlist 🦢☁️

o n e s h o t s

tags (m) - mature content (violence, blood/gore, mature themes, triggering content, excessive profanity, suggestive content/themes and/or smut. minors proceed with caution/dni) (s) - smut (explicit sexual content, minors dni)

n c t 1 2 7

[ lee taeyong ]

jealousy, jealousy - idol au, romance, fluff | + haechan, johnny, mark, jaehyun, the dreamies ft. giselle of aespa (m)

i miss you - boyfriend au, romance, fluff, angst (m)

(un) blocked - boyfriend au, romance, angst, fluff

[ lee mark ]

my baby's not crazy - ghost au, horror, angst | + yangyang (m)

feed - vampire au, slight horror, smut, romance | + haechan (m) (s)

don't let us kinkshame you! - markhyuckno foursome | smut (m) (s)

[ kim jungwoo ]

a touch so foreign - alien au, sci fi, romance (m)

one, two... - dojaejung foursome (s)

the day that I met you I started dreaming. - fluff, romance (m) | + mark (+ his brother), johnny, haechan

[ lee haechan ]

8llin in the Dream - 7llin in the Dream, established relationship au, fluff

feed - vampire au, slight horror, smut, romance | + haechan (m) (s)

don't let us kinkshame you! - markhyuckno foursome | smut (m) (s)

do i seem familiar? - hyuckren threesome | smut (m) (s)

[ kim doyoung ]

one, two... - dojaejung foursome (s)

the girl of the Surface - siren (s)

slip - period sex (s)

[ jung jaehyun ]

one, two... - dojaejung foursome (s)

be my forever only. - pregnancy (s)

[ suh johnny ]

small - size kink (s)

[ poly! nct 127 ]

hard dom (m) (s)

n c t d r e a m

[ lee mark ]

my baby's not crazy - ghost au, horror, angst | + yangyang (m)

don't let us kinkshame you! - markhyuckno foursome | smut (m) (s)

[ zhong chenle ] 

polaroid scandal - idol au, dating scandal, rom com

[ lee haechan ]

8llin in the Dream - 7llin in the Dream, established relationship au, fluff

don't let us kinkshame you! - markhyuckno foursome | smut (m) (s)

do i seem familiar? - hyuckren threesome | smut (m) (s)

[ na jaemin ] 

payback - hard dom jaemin (s)

[ lee jeno ]

don't let us kinkshame you! - markhyuckno foursome | smut (m) (s)

[ huang renjun ]

do i seem familiar? - hyuckren threesome | smut (m) (s)

w a y v

[ liu yangyang ]

my baby's not crazy - ghost au, horror, angst | + mark (m)

d o j a e j u n g

one, two... - dojaejung foursome (s)

[ kim doyoung ]

the girl of the Surface - siren (s)

slip - period sex (s)

[ jung jaehyun ]

be my forever only. - pregnancy (s)

[ kim jungwoo ]

a touch so foreign - alien au, sci fi, romance (m)

the day that I met you I started dreaming. - fluff, romance (m) | + mark (+ his brother), johnny, haechan

t e x t p o s t s

tags - as above

n c t 1 2 7

none yet

n c t d r e a m

[ all members ]

what should I wear to see blackpink? | bf au, fluff, minor crack

serious fight - pt 1, pt 2 | relationship au, angst, fluff (m)

you overhear them say you're clingy | bf au, fluff

w a y v

none yet

s e r i e s

tags - as above

l a b y r i n t h (m)

ongoing! hyuckren x reader, mystery-thriller, horror, angst

chapter 1 | hurry, i'm worried

all rights reserved © nctstar - please do not copy, modify or translate my works.

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[alreadyblondenow]

Vampire Play | Lee Jeno

▸ Jeno x reader ▸ Fluff, Angst, Smut, Vampire au ▸ HALLOWEEN SERIES: 127 HOUSE ▸ 2/5 for NEOHALLOWEEN writing festival hosted by @nct-writers

Summary: The division of upperclassmen vampires and the humans at school, is the only thing that’s stopping Lee Jeno from loving you entirely. Like how vampires hide in the shadows, your growing love for each other is needed to be kept hidden because Jeno’s family cannot be involved with a human such as you. The family name should stay pure and untouched.

Word count: 9k

Warnings: Discriminations between vampires and humans, blood, more blood, heavy vampire-human bullying, blood sucking, swearing, mentions of other idols, loss of virginity, unprotected sex, stalking, teenagers breaking the school rules, not a warning but Jaemin is a big character here. Mentions of coffin, period blood jokes, starving students 

A/N: Pure fiction and inspired by some movies of course. Regarding Jaemin, idk tell me if I should make his story. He was the first one to have a human girlfriend so... Inspired by Vampire Academy, Slaughterhouse Rulez. 

Taglist: I hope I didn’t miss anyone, if yes please do message me so I can apologize huhu @ovelha-colorida-v @huangxx @soondaengie @sunshinedhyuck @your-kpop-cafe @bumblebeenct @joyfuleggsfishbanana @floweringtheflowers @neosculptures​

The sound of the school bell welcomes you to your new school as your parents drop you off and watch you reach their dreams. That’s right, theirs. This isn’t what you wanted, but thinking about how your parents worked so hard for you to have a great education is enough push to force yourself to study and like this place. It was their dream for you to go to an exclusive school such as 127 House. A place where the finest kind of vampires go to school, and a place where rich humans like you are given the opportunity to have the same education.

Sounds fun? It does, but the division between humans and vampires is taken seriously in 127 House. Actually, it’s not a division, it’s discrimination. 

Yes, you go to the same school with the vampires but those bloodsuckers are treated royalty. Humans are not allowed to be friends with vampires, talking to vampires is strictly prohibited, fornicating with a vampire is a major offense, and having a relationship with a vampire can get you kicked out of the school. It says in the student handbook that they have all these rules and divisions to protect the royal bloodsuckers and to maintain peace and order inside the school. 

“You’re going to do your best, right?” your mom asks, you see the headmaster waiting for you to say goodbye to your parents. 

“I’m going to be fine, drive home safe, okay? See in you on Christmas” you hugged them and gather your things and walk towards the headmaster. The house is all white you noticed, even the door is white and you thought that the house will finally have some color once you enter the premises, but no. It’s still white and the place feels cold. White walls, white ceiling, no ray of sunshine, well that part is understandable. At least the interior is nice. 

Before the assembly officially starts, you’re blessed to have a friend to at least warn you and tell you about the dos and don’ts in this school. Yeji, your nice roommate. Being a sophomore transferee is not easy, because no one does that. Literally, you’re a fresh meat, in a house where 50% of the population is vampires. You’re the only transferee and that makes you an automatic target to the bullies. High school. 

You fixed your things and made your bed, you make sure to look presentable on your first day of school. Going to school in the evening is something new to you and you pray that you don’t sleep in one of your classes tonight. Given that it’s a vampire school, humans are required to adjust and follow the vampire time table. That means sleeping during day time and having classes in the middle of the night. 

“Stop fidgeting, or the cold bloods and other humans will make fun of you” Yeji whispers while you two come down the stairs and head to the main hall. You scan your surroundings without turning your head too much and try to observe secretly. Not much happenings, for now, the only thing you found out is that human students are all dressed in black uniforms, all looking rich and righteous. Not your normal high school classmates.  

As you enter the main hall, the vampires are not yet seated in their rightful place. Humans are all seated at the back and are not allowed to chatter loudly, and vampires are seated upfront with teachers and higher ups, they can do whatever they want. You have never seen a vampire up close, you just imagined them to look pale and lifeless, that’s all nothing special. 

“Hey,” Yeji whispered so quietly, you barely heard her. “Once the vampires are here, don’t you dare look at them, no head-turning, wait for them to be seated” you nod your head as an acknowledgment of what Yeji said. Being a transferee is making you anxious already even around your own kind, now you’re curious what can a vampire’s presence do to you?

Soon, she nudges your elbow and told you to look down because they’re finally here. In the corner of your eye, you don’t see any of their reflection on the shiny and clean floor of 127 House, but you hear footsteps and low chatters, the air became cold like their bloods while they were walking on the aisle and that alone gave you goosebumps. 

When it’s finally allowed to look upfront, curiosity is swallowing your mind. You didn’t listen to the one talking in front and you spend the entire time looking at their backs. All dressed in white with a small shade of light blue, pure like their families, even from behind they all look like gods who blessed the Earth with their presence. Each and every one of them, are very beautiful, if the men looked like gods, the ladies looked like angels without wings but with fangs. 

One vampire definitely caught your eye. Blonde hair, skin as white as snow, sharp jawline, perfect nose, and dark almond eyes. You can’t stop looking at him and you can hear your heart beats faster than usual for no reason. “Lee Jeno” Yeji whispered to you while keeping her eyes upfront. “He runs this school and everyone is afraid of him, he’s from a family that breeds the purest vampires of all time. Filthy rich, untouchable, can speak seven languages and oh, every girl in this school fantasizes about him. But not me of course, I fantasize about Hyunjin over there” you looked in the direction that she told you. 

As soon as the assembly is finished, you’re back to bowing your heads until the last vampire leaves the room. You realized that this is going to be your new life for a whole year and until you graduate from this school. One day at a time, you sigh and tell yourself.

High school is high school. But every day in 127 House is like a game of chicken with all these bloodsuckers bullying humans. Being invisible is almost impossible, they always find a way to make fun of humans. The bullying system made you change yourself. You used to be a fun person and you love talking to your friends, but now you go to class, listen to new learnings, avoid every vampire you see, go to church every Sunday, and do it again. Human or not, you try to avoid friendship.

Day by day, you spend it exactly how you spend it yesterday. It was sickening and boring, you miss your family and friends and you wonder if they miss you too. The only coping mechanism you’re allowed to do is read books in the huge old library of 127 House. Luckily, the other students aren’t interested enough in the books that this library holds. They prefer eBooks, and they all use the new library where computers and tablets are used instead of actual books. The old library was your safe place, away from the abnormalities that the world holds. You go here before you go to school, and spend your whole day here every weekend alone and unbothered. Or so you thought. 

Little did you know, there's a pair of eyes who watches you in the shadows of the tall bookshelves whenever you visit. The same pair of eyes are amused whenever you smile while reading a book. The same pair of eyes is slowly being fond of you each day passes. Of course, he wouldn’t dare bother you in your safe place, he’s not that cruel or selfish. But one fine day, he decided to show up.  

“You’re new here” 

You were just about to get out of a dusty aisle when suddenly a man dressed in white and blue cornered you. As quick as you can, you covered your face with the book that you’re holding and didn’t dare look at his perfect form and completely avoiding the cold blooded man. 

This is their way to put humans in trouble, they talk to you and pretend that they wanted to have a decent conversation, but no. One moment they’re staring in your eyes like you have the same status in life and the next thing you know, you’re in the headmaster’s office for a scolding. It’s one of their many ways of bullying humans. Vampires are all bullies, they enjoy it. 

“Hey, I’m your senior and I’m talking to you. There’s no one in here, it’s just the two of us” he reasons out, frustrated because you won’t even look at him. Still avoiding his holy presence, you walked past by the vampire as fast as you can but he followed you until you reach your seat. What’s with these cold blooded creatures? 

“If you don’t talk to me, I’ll make up a story and tell it to the headmaster. If you leave, I’ll tell him you touched me” it was a threat and you don’t like it. Even so, you stopped fixing your things and took a sit. He sat on the table across you with his books and his notebooks, you figured he has some studying to do. 

“I’m Jeno” 

“I know” your responses were quick and straightforward as possible. 

“So what are you reading?” he asks, you see him holding his pen, ready to write down notes perhaps. He doesn’t look like the cold blooded Jeno that you usually see during general assemblies or free period. Now, he looked like a person, who’s pale but still handsome and ethereal. You lift the book and showed him the cover to answer his question, you didn’t even bother to let out another word from your mouth. It’s obvious, he’s trouble. 

“What’s your name?” he asks while writing in his notebook. 

“Y/n” 

“How's your stay in 127 House so far, Y/n?” his smile was inviting, and you know that you shouldn’t stare because looking at his perfection is like committing a sin, but you couldn’t help it. You took the chance to get a better look at his face. For the first time.

“Sorry I have to go” and just like that, you gathered anything you could reach from your stuff and leave your other things on the desk. You can always come back during the daytime, where they’re all asleep. You bolted outside the library and with heavy breaths, ran back to your dorm room and did not tell anyone what happened. 

Talking to Jeno even though it was barely a conversation was like stealing a huge amount of cash from your parents. Even though he looked nice the whole time, you still can’t trust the man. With that, you can only hope and pray that the Lee Jeno did not make up stories just for his entertainment. 

The next day during the general assembly, you saw Jeno in front with his usual vampire might. Even more ethereal than yesterday. As you go on with your day, you went to class with caution. Hoping that you’re not going to be called to the headmaster’s office. And thankfully, you survived the day. What a relief, you thought! You headed back to the library to get the things that you left yesterday and to your surprise, your stuff was nicely organized. He fixed your things and left you a note. 

Sorry to have scared you. -L.J

You read his short note over and over again, smelling the scented paper that he used, it smelled like a rose, and didn’t notice him sneak beside you because you were busy putting your stuff inside the bag. 

“You’re back,” he said a little lively, and it completely startled you that he almost gave you a heart attack. Given that the library is huge and quiet, your squeak echoed and surrounded the place. And again, you avoided his gaze and tried running away for the second time but he’s quick to block you. 

“Hey, didn’t I earn your trust? Not even a bit? I don’t bully humans… they just happened to be scared of me” he explains. Still, it doesn’t make any sense to you. “Look, I’ve been watching you read a bunch of books in here for days. And this has been my favorite place ever since I stepped foot in this house, no one dared to enter this wretched library. We could share” he hands you your notebook from the desk and you accept it slowly. 

“Okay,” you said, still uncomfortable with his godly presence. 

“If we're going to be friends, you should stop doing that. It will not kill you to have a decent conversation with me. As I’ve said before, we're alone in here” 

Friends? Who told him you wanted to be friends with him? 

“Not that you actually care, but I’ve read almost 30% percent of the books here. They’re quite old but golden…” He continued talking about books like the smell of your blood doesn’t bother him at all. It does. But he would rather hold his breath than losing the chance to be friends with you. By the end of the day, you brought some books that Jeno have recommended you read. It kept you all night, turning pages until you finish one book, and the next thing you know you’ve finished reading all of them. He was right about the books. The vampire has taste. 

During your next meeting at the library, you talked about how the books that you’ve read and he was happy that you loved them. “Show me more?” it was not a request, but it was your move and the only way you could give back to the kindness that Jeno showed you. 

Books after books and after a few days, you and Jeno became comfortable with each other. Comfortable enough to laugh and make jokes as if you’ve been friends for a long time now and completely forgetting the cruel world outside the white walls of the library. It was a growing friendship. A unique friendship that you’re both aware of.

Little did you know, that the vampire has grown a huge crush on you. He has never seen someone so full of life and be happy with even the smallest of things. You’re the epitome of simplicity but also too much and too good for him.  

“Hey, are you even listening to me?” Jaemin slapped his friend with his free hand while they were busy feeding. He noticed that his friend was spaced out for some time now, smiling alone like an idiot, and there’s something different with Jeno these past few days. “Ohhh. I get it. You have a shiny new toy” Jaemin teases Jeno while taking a sip of cold blood. 

“You’re the one who toys with the humans, Jaem not me” Jeno defends, taking a sip of his cold blood too. 

“So what are we going to do this time? Make them cry, huh?” it’s easy for Jaemin to talk about things like that. Jaemin bullies mostly human girls, he’s quite irresistible with those pearly whites, perfect fangs, sexy built.

Jeno chuckled and smiled at Jaemin, “I’m going to love this one. She’s different from the other humans, she’s not selfish. She just wants to survive high school and she loves books” there was a smile on Jeno’s face while he was talking about you, something Jaemin never thought he would witness. Jeno is in love. He gulps, knowing all too well that his friend is in danger. 

“For how long?” Jaemin asks nervously, hoping that there’s still hope to pull Jeno out of this dangerous situation. 

“For three. Lovely. Weeks” he smiled, oh so lovingly to his friend again. “Don’t tell the others, please” Jeno knew that he could trust Jaemin no matter what, and for that, he’s thankful. 

 You and Jeno continued being friends, see each other in the library, spend hours and hours talking and knowing each other deeply. And as you continue with this friendship, his handsomeness is becoming harder and harder to avoid each day that passes. “I like your smile. You should smile more often” you blurted out, feeling brave to talk like that to Jeno. He smiled at you in return, his eyes became small and full of life even though the man has no soul. It’s like he has this duality that whenever he’s outside the library, he is this cold blooded creature but when you’re alone together he is this funny guy who’s clumsy and talks too much. 

Of course, you don’t know, but Jeno goes to the library not because of the books anymore. He just wants to meet you and be with you, make him forget about the world that he grew up to, make him forget that he’s a vampire. Let him admire your beauty, be drunk on the smell of your blood. For Jeno, feeling your warmth near him makes him feel that he does exist in this world. 

The truth is, he’s disgusted with the world outside this library. Sick of all the rules that this school implements especially the horrible division. Because of that division, he can’t do something for himself, just this once. But for the sake of their family name, he’s forcing himself to play it all out and pretend that it doesn’t sicken him. 

One cold night during free period, you saw him and his friends walking towards you and Yeji in the middle of the hallway. You don’t know what came into your head but you didn’t avoid the presence of the men in white and with all your confidence, you said “Hi Jeno” 

It broke your heart how he didn’t even spare you a glance, you saw it in your own eyes how his face shows no emotion when he heard you call his name. His friends heard your bravery and of course, they made fun of you, laughed at you for failing to have Jeno’s attention. What came into your head? Did you forget the division because you have a secret friendship with him? That horrible experience slapped you with the ugly truth again. Vampires don’t mingle with humans. You decided not to come to the library ever again, live peacefully behind their shadows, and enjoy the world class education that this school provides. As you should. Keeping yourself invisible became easier as you made new human friends that you could actually mingle with. It was nice having new friends from your kind, it makes you forget about the friendship that you had with Jeno too. But there's no other friend like him. 

“Hi there. I’m Jaemin” the vampire cornered you with all his glory, standing in front of you as you keep your head down and ignore the cold blood who’s bullying you. “I know your secret with Jeno” he whispers to you with a tone that really got into your nerves, it made you look at him, and got in trouble for letting your guard down because of what Jaemin did and faced a week in detention and a week without dinner. 

School’s twisted rules to teach humans respect. It’s not the hunger that made you incredibly mad with Jeno, and it’s not Jaemin either, it’s the fact that he told his friend about you when you didn’t even tell a single soul about what you knew about him.

“Stay away from me and stop bullying me. I'm not scared of you or the rules, I don’t care if I leave this place!” your voice echoes and surrounds the room and for the first time in your life you saw Lee Jeno feel so small. “But I do care about what my parents want, so get out of my life Jeno” your attempt to make a dramatic exit was once again stopped, he brought you deep into one of the dusty aisle and cough a little as you try to get away from his grasp. 

 Jeno was awfully close to you, putting both of his hands on the bookshelf behind you, caging you with his presence. He can hear your heartbeat so fast your blood became even more inviting. “Don’t be scared. I’m not going to bite you” he explains but it doesn’t change anything, you still want to get out of here. You watch him turn silent, and wait for his next move. His right hand caressed your head, feeling your hair and watching his own fingers touch your features and feel your warm skin. It was amusing for him, this is his first time touching a human and not just any human. The human that he likes. 

In one swift move, he kissed you on the lips. And It was not a kiss that lovers share. It was a kiss like someone is confessing their love. Jeno can’t find the words on how he can be more honest with you when he just ruined your trust. And you do understand what he’s saying, he just confessed his feelings using that kiss because he knew you won’t listen to him anymore.

“I hope you understand” his face stayed close to you, nuzzling your hair and enjoying your warmth. He reached for your hand and slowly intertwined his fingers with yours. It was like fire and ice were merging at this very moment. And if you thought holding his hands made your heart beat faster like you just ran a mile, the moment he made you encircle your arms around his waist made you weak right then and there and he was quick to catch you. You too have no words for what's happening right now but you feel the same way towards Jeno. 

He kissed you again and this time you returned the kiss, making the vampire smile from ear to ear in between the kiss, exposing his sharp fangs to you for the first time which you thought he was going to bite you, but no, he kissed you deeper this time. And during the kiss, you can feel his fangs scratch slightly with your teeth. You can also say that he just fed because the metal taste of human blood still lingers in his lips and tongue, but you don’t care. It’s Jeno. 

The peck that Jeno planned on giving you, became your first make out session with him in the old and dusty library. Whenever someone pulls away and tried to stop kissing, you come right back in and devour each other’s lips again. “I’m sorry for what I did to you. But seriously what were you thinking?” he said, cupping your face as he waits for your answer. 

“I know it’s my fault. But I thought what we have here is something special-“ 

“It is special. And it’s for me and you, only. Please don’t do it again, for us” he rests his forehead on yours, closing his eyes and feeling the happiness sink right in. “To be honest I was heartbroken when you stopped coming here. I thought I lost you already way before you can be mine” he kissed you again, but this time he’s hugging you tightly. “Fuck you smell good, you’re making me hungry” you watch him gulp closely, “I need to uhm- you know, I’ll see you tomorrow?” 

And there’s that smile you love seeing, only for your eyes to see. “Yes” you smiled back and kissed him one last time.  

Just like your moments with Jeno in the library, you two continue to meet secretly and spend time together. The books became witness to your growing love as this dangerous relationship becomes, even more, deeper each day passes. It was a secret relationship, but your feelings were true as it can be.

Dating like normal teenagers was hard, of course given the situation you two can’t go on dates. But the vampire is clever and smart. You forgot how he has this whole school wrapped around his finger. With the help of the other vampires to cover up for him, he made a picnic date happen… in the middle of the woods, under the dark.

“Vampires wear denim pants?” you tease him and he greets you with a kiss. 

It was a starry night and you watch and connect the stars while holding each other’s hand. His cold skin doesn’t bother you anymore, you grew fond of it. You spend the night giggling quietly with Jeno, making each other laugh, telling unbelievable stories to each other from your kind. 

“Have you ever experienced biting a human?” you asked curiously, still looking at the stars and holding Jeno’s cold hands. 

“That’s illegal. My family is pure, the finest as they say” he scoffed as if the thought of his family disgust him. “Poor vampires suck blood from humans because they can’t afford buying clean and purified ones- think of it as water, most rich vampires think drinking directly from humans is… disgusting and dirty. So they buy the filtered ones” you nod your head, acknowledging what he said understanding how it works, thinking deeply like you're solving a Math problem. He was amused by your reaction. 

“What will happen to you if they find out about us?” you blurted out, resting your chin on his strong chest as you wait for his answer. 

“To be honest I don’t know. But were sure in trouble young lady” he nuzzles your hair but it’s not your shampoo that he smelled, it’s your blood. He tickled your sides again so he can hear your laugh that’s music to his ears. 

“Okay okay, last question,” you said, catching your breath from too much laughing. 

“Shoot” 

“How can someone be a vampire?” 

“Nope. Not answering that. Too dangerous for you young lady” he teased and tickled you again. It’s not fair, you thought. 

When Jeno finally got tired of teasing you, he turned silent and stared at your face as if he’s engraving it in his memory. Deep inside, he doesn’t know how to keep you away from his family. He doesn’t know how you can survive the cruelty of his world.  

“I love you” you heard him whisper, you barely heard it but he was sincere. He's kissing your knuckles and holding it tightly, pulling you closer to his cold body for a kiss on the lips, “I love you too” you said kissing his cold hand while looking at him smiling from ear to ear again, exposing his fangs to you. 

To make Jaemin pay for what he’s done to you, Jeno made him the lookout whenever you and the vampire have time to make out in locker rooms during free periods. Jeno would drag you there and make out with you until he’s satisfied or he’s late for his next class. You always feel nervous whenever you’re with Jeno but his lips, oh his lips! Does it make you calm and forget about the world. 

If the locker room is not safe, you always have the woods at night and no one would dare lurk in those dark places. Jeno kept you safe in the dark and made you feel safe, knowing that it makes you scared. “I’m a vampire, what are you so afraid of?” he chuckled, and just like that, you two continue to kiss like there's nothing wrong in what you’re doing. 

During weekends, you and Jeno love to stargaze. Hugging you under a blanket, arms perfectly wrapped around you. His cold skin brings you comfort even if sometimes it makes you shiver. You taught him how to eat cookies, which he finds disgusting but he eats it anyway to not disappoint you. 

And just like normal teenage relationships, what’s a great relationship without having your first big a fight? In fact, it was so big and horrible that you thought that was the end of it. Nothing beats jealousy. 

“We were lab partners, Jeno! And we were studying!” by this time you were yelling at him and you hate this feeling. Both of you are completely aware of the love you share, but being divided this way can make you both jealous in every way. “How about you with Yeeun, huh? Do you enjoy her godly presence?” you added.

“Don’t get me started about you and Mark. I see you two, too close sometimes. Are you cheating on me?” it was so easy for him to accuse you of something you would never do to the man you love. With that, you scoffed and turned your back on him, gathering your books and making your way out of the library. He didn’t even bother stopping you this time like he always does. 

The fight went on for weeks until exams week were finally over. It was torture for both of you but he hurt you in a way you couldn’t believe he can. You went to the library to return some books you’ve already finished reading. To your surprise a red rose is waiting for you on the desk you claim as yours, of course, it’s from Jeno. 

Jealousy can’t ruin us. Please forgive me - L.J

You meet him in the woods that night after class, exchanged apologies, sweet and loving words, and shared a wonderful kiss. He’s right, jealousy can’t ruin what you have. Every relationship experiences huge fights.

Walking hand in hand back to the school premises, Jeno smelled another human blood near the two of you. He was just about to tell you to hide when Jaemin and his girlfriend were walking hand in hand towards the dark where you just came from. She was your senior, and you can see that she holds on to Jaemin so tight like you’re about to take Jaemin away from her. She was scared that you’d tell, but you’re not like that, you smiled and gave her your jacket. “It’s awfully cold back there. It’s nice to know I’m not alone” she smiled back at you. 

“Glad you two are back” Jaemin teases Jeno and your boyfriend just rolled his eyes at him. 

One hot afternoon in the library, Jeno’s skin was so irritated with the heat but he wanted to be with you. He was confident with his hands that it started to roam around your body, something he’s never done before but you like it. Let’s not fool ourselves here. 

“Does the heat makes you horny? Or the heat is a different story?” you tease him in between kisses. His hand is under your skirt, caressing your ass cheek playing with the hem of your black lacy panties. If him being confident with his hands shocks you, well you were completely surprised when he removed your panties swiftly and started to undo his belt. 

“Baby, I’m a virgin. Don’t I at least deserved to fucked on your coffin?” You were talking about his bed, and it was a joke that made laugh and brought up your panties again. “Thank you” you knew he would understand that you don’t want to have your first sex in a dusty library and you’re thankful that Jeno is a gentleman even though he can't control himself sometimes.

He’s one horny vampire.

“When?” he was talking about the sex you were sure of it. And the real answer to that is you don’t know because you don’t know how. 

“I’m not sure how to make that happen, baby, I’m not the god of this school” you both chuckled and laughed quietly. 

“Right- I’m sorry about your panties-“ 

“No no, it’s okay“ you kissed his cheek and fixed his ruined hair.  

“Wait for me here tonight, then I’ll bring you to our dorms” it was another shocker for you, how can he make that possible? He kissed your hand and wore his black sunglasses again before he leaves the library. Leaving you with a promise that tonight is going to be special.

Usually, on weekends, you and Jeno go stargazing deep into the woods and make out like crazy under the stars but tonight, he brought you to his dorm room and you both never felt so together. The vampire dorm is deep underground to protect them from the heat and harsh sunlight. Maybe that’s why it takes them too long during general assemblies. And as expected, Jeno’s room is dark, with no windows and minimal airflow but you can manage. There’s no coffin, but his bed is cold even though you two are wildly kissing already while you sit comfortably on top of him, shirtless and only wearing thin sweatpants while you are wearing only your matching underwear. 

“We have to be absolutely quiet tonight” he whispers softly to you. In return, you whisper back a soft ‘okay’ while still grinding on top of Jeno’s hardening cock. You do your best to keep quiet, not only you don’t want to get caught, but there are literally a hundred vampires outside Jeno’s room and you wouldn’t want the attention.  

“You smell good” it sounded like a quiet moan like he’s stopping himself but still he swims on the lust and frenzy that your blood brings. 

“I smell good or my blood smells good?” you tease him more, leaning on his figure, grinding even more deliciously. It was torture for him, but he likes it. He smiled at you, but not like the kind of smile you loved seeing. It was a weak smile, watching you under his lids, shaking his head in disbelief. He grabs the small of your back, pulling you closer than ever to him. It was cold, but not because of the night. You were sure that it’s cold because of Jeno’s skin pressing on your body. 

With one swift move, he’s on top of you, kissing your neck that he oh so love, gripping your clothed boobs so hard you thought your bra will get ruined. Using one hand, you unclasp your bra expose yourself to Jeno. It made him stop devouring your neck and the grip on your boobs loosen up. He can’t believe that this is all happening. 

“I always thought you look even more beautiful, naked” he swirls his pointer finger on your hardening nipples, watching you with full amusement on how you will react with his touch. 

“I didn’t know you were capable of thinking such dirty thought” you managed to bite back, still feeling his cold fingers swirl slowly around your nipples. He kissed you on the chest, softly like your first kiss together. But the softness was quickly replaced with lustful one as you watch him suck your boobs while looking deep into your eyes. Your nipples were quick to be swollen because of the way how Jeno sucks them. Well, he’s a vampire after all. 

You notice his kisses were slowly going down to your stomach as he takes time kissing your inner thighs. Spreading your legs according to his liking before he removes your panties. It’s weird how he was facing your clothed pussy, feeling his cold breath brush on your damped panties as he was smelling it. “Your period is near, I can smell it” it was a joke but it made you shy as hell in front of your boyfriend that you closed your legs and grab the blanket near you. 

Jeno was chuckling awkwardly. It was funny but you still can’t help but be shy. Your boyfriend was quick to apologize, kissing you again on the lips and putting away the blanket that you covered yourself with. He can be an effective period tracker you joke to yourself. 

He removed your panties swiftly and get himself naked before he returns to his place in between your legs. He looked more handsome flashing those perfect abs, again, only for your eyes. You run your hands around his perfect body, making him twitch a little because of your warm palms. He proceeds to suck his own fingers, point and middle finger, before he puts it on your slit. Making it wet even more. If he thought that your palms were warm, your walls were warmer and he likes the feeling of it just like how you love the feeling of his cold skin. 

Given that you’re a virgin, your hole was so tight that it scared Jeno to continue. “Does it hurt?” he asks, moving his two fingers in and out of your wet entrance. The hurt was obvious in your face it surely bothered your boyfriend, being a virgin vampire is definitely making him nervous right now. 

“Yeah. But it feels good baby, don’t stop” it was a quiet and airy moan. Your head rolled back, exposing your neck in front of him. He avoided it for the first time because it was becoming too much to handle. That’s not good he thought, he never felt that way before towards you. 

He removed his fingers and cleaned it with his own mouth. Making you watch how he lick those fingers of his, coated with your pussy juices, he looked fucking hot and you wonder if it tastes good for him. Little did you know he is becoming crazy, your pussy juices were the closest thing he can get to have a taste of you. 

“You do know that there's more down there right?” you were inviting him to lick your pussy, he only smirked and went close to you. Kissing your mouth hungrily like he hasn’t kissed you for months. 

“Yes but that’s dangerous, I can end up sucking your period blood-“

“Which is gross!” you whispered a little too loud, making Jeno laugh uncontrollably. 

“Ohhh. I love you, ready?” he asked, palming himself and pumping his cock before he proceeds. You nod your head ‘yes’, feeling your heart beat faster. You’re about to lose your virginity to a guy you love. You smiled and sling your arms around his neck, he can hear your heartbeat but your face is telling him that you’re happy and excited. 

He never left your lips, kissing you none stop so you won’t think about the hurt. It was sweet. But he was big and you were the one who stopped returning the kisses. It felt like your air was being sucked up, you started breathing heavily and to Jeno… No one said that the lust that your blood brings during sex was unbearable. 

For your safety, he was trying not to breathe and avoid your delicious scent. Your blood smells like freshly cooked ham on Christmas Eve. It lingers around the room. 

You notice that his thrusts were stiff and he looked in pain more than you. You tried reaching for his face but he avoided your touch and continued sliding his cock in and out of you. The hurt was long forgotten because you were more bothered with how Jeno is reacting to the sex. 

It’s your blood. He’s stopping himself. 

“Hey, hey, look at me baby,” it was hard for you too, because even though Jeno’s thrust was sloppy, it still felt good for you. “Bite me, it’s okay” you know that you shouldn’t have offered, but what can you do? He was suffering. 

It was an offer that he can’t refuse. A sin that he doesn’t care doing. He tried to relax himself and smelled your blood even more, enjoying the high and making himself more drunk . He leaned closer to your neck, licking it over and over again. He finds a perfect spot where he can suck you off, a perfect spot where you can hide the traces of his fangs. 

And just when you feel like you’re already on the edge, you stop yourself from moaning too much and take Jeno’s quick thrust. His cold hand grips one boob and the other is intertwined with your hand. He can hear your hearbeat racing, he knows you’re about to have an orgasm. 

“Jen I’m gonna cum-“ your warning has been cut off when you feel something stick into your skin that you almost screamed but you're quick to stop yourself. 

Getting your blood sucked felt amazing, it’s like having a slow orgasm that will make you moan, smile through the high with furrowed brows, then it will make you feel dizzy for a second. And the most amazing part about that, it works both ways. 

Jeno shoots his cum on his clean sheets, even though he can’t get you pregnant, he can’t cum inside you without your consent. He flopped beside you while you’re still high from your orgasm and getting your blood sucked. Jeno seized this moment to kiss oh so sweetly to bring you back to Earth with him. 

When you don’t feel numb already, you saw Jeno’s lips with a little bit of blood on the side. You wiped it with your thumb with a smile and he catches your hand with his lips and kissed it. It was an amazing first time for both of you, no doubt about that.  

“You okay, Jeno?” you asked him because you’re not sure what your blood does to him. 

“More than okay. How about you, did I hurt you?” he was more concerned and checked the part where he had bit you, kissed it softly until it’s tickling you and you had to make him stop. 

“I just remembered how you said that-uhm, drinking human blood straight from a human is kind of dirty-“ he stopped you with a kiss and pulled you close to him. 

“What are you talking about, it’s your blood. Nothing about you can disgust me” he whispers to you. 

The sex and the bloodsucking made your relationship even more special and thrilling. Every weekend, Jeno sneaks you into his room and be intimate with you in every way possible. Round after round and before you reach your orgasm, Jeno bites you in the same place and suck you off. The taste of your blood has become his new favorite thing in the world that even one drop of it on his tongue, he will know that it’s yours. It was like a drug for both of you and an addiction that has to be stopped. 

Sometimes when he feels full or you look too weak, there’s no bloodsucking. Only sex, and pure sex. Even though it’s better when there’s blood involved, Jeno can still make you feel good using his cock and you can still make him dizzy by sucking him off. If he’s being completely honest with you, it amazes him with how good you suck him off. Your mouth makes him crazy, moan your name and ask for more. Just like now that his whole length is inside your mouth and the tip of his cock is hitting the back of your throat. Thrusting his length in and out, making you gag but you can handle it. 

Again, you amaze him. “You could be a great vampire, you know how to suck good.” He kissed you on the lips and made you lay beside him, switching positions to return the favor. 

He was still hard and his cock is ready to go, pushing in slowly as usual in your tight walls. Another addicting thing about you. After having sex almost every week, Jeno became confident in bed, even more confident than before. Now, he can fuck you hard and give you a mind blowing orgasm without biting you. 

“Jeno, harder” you moan quietly, careful not to be heard. Jeno pounds in you hard, making your boobs bounce up and down. He recently found out that you love it when he touches your clit while you’re on edge and on the verge to have a great orgasm. And one of the many perks of being a vampire is, he can hear your heart beats fast so he knows when to put his thumb and touch you. Softly at first, like he’s not fucking you hard, then he will slowly put pressure on his fingers and the next thing he knows, you’re shivering beneath him, parting your lips, and reaching for Jeno’s shoulder to bite it as you ease your oversensitivity and to stop yourself from moaning loudly. 

“Who’s the vampire here? me or you?” he chuckles and kisses you on the lips watching you smile weakly beneath him. You feel him wear his shirt and boxers brief as he waits for you to calm down. 

“Can you make me a vampire someday?” it was a stupid question. He just chuckled, cleaned you up, and helped you get dressed. 

“No. Absolutely not” he answered and kissed you again. 

As you were about to tie your shoes, you saw your hand shaking uncontrollably. You were about to hide it from Jeno but he saw it already and he was quick to hold your hand even if he knows he holds no warmth and his cold hands can make your hands shake more. But he’s confident that he can make you calm.  

“I’m here. Relax, tell me the truth, are you okay?” he kisses your knuckles and proceeds to tie your shoes himself as he waits for your answer. 

“I’m fine. This is the first time though” it’s true. 

“Okay, well, baby you have to take care of yourself out there because I can’t. And I’m sorry, I truly am. Let’s be careful from now on okay? No more bloodsucking I promise” 

As much as he wants to take care of you outside, he can’t but he has his own ways. Whenever he’s around you, he simply watches you. It frustrates him even more but he has to remain calm or else people will get suspicious. Jeno became more and more in love with you, as he continues to fear losing you. 

This is his first time feeling such fear. 

One fine Sunday night where the whole school was at church and the mass just finished, you started to feel dizzy and unstable. Unlike morning general assemblies where the vampires get out first, during church it’s different. They are expected to pray more and stay a little bit longer in church and humans leave first.

While you wait for your row to stand up and head out, you shake your head from side to side to try and shrug it off. You try closing your eyes and open them again to stop the dizziness but it won't leave. You felt weak as you try to stand up and walk with the others, but your eyesight was turning black. 

Then you fainted. Feeling the cold floor of 127 House on your face. 

The girls gasped and made quite a noise at church while the vampires were already starting to pray again. And usually, Jeno wouldn’t care what’s happening behind. But Jaemin does. 

“She fainted” Jaemin murmured and pretends to pray. 

“Who yours?” Jeno murmured back. 

“No. Yours” 

And just like that Jeno didn’t hesitate to turn his head back and see for himself. It’s true. He saw you being carried by the school nurse and the sight of it makes him want to vomit all the blood that he had for dinner earlier during feeding. He was worried sick about you but he can't do shit. 

“Control yourself. She will be fine” Jaemin was worrying for his friend too. For all, he knows you are Jeno’s weakness and he’s scared that Jeno will cause a scene at church in front of the other vampires and expose his vulnerability. 

As you stayed unconscious at the school’s hospital wing, the school nurse checked your pulse, your breathing, and your blood, and found of about Jeno’s markings at the top of your collar bone. You lost a lot of blood from too much intimacy with Jeno, and the higher ups of the school only had one theory of what happened to you. You were fornicating with a vampire which is a sin to them. 

Of course, they only cared about Jeno’s wellbeing and quickly called his family. Covering up for Jeno’s scandal, the higher ups did not say that they knew all about your relationship with Jeno. They would rather choose to believe that you forced Jeno to drink your blood, than accepting the truth that you two are in love. But for now, they remained silent and waited for Jeno’s father to decide about your consequence. 

While you were at the hospital wing saving strength and accepting visits from Yeji and your other friends, Jeno is facing big trouble because of what happened to you. Given that they easily tracked Jeno’s fangs, he doesn’t care at all if the whole school finds out. He just wants to know if you’re safe.

Yes, he is scared to face his parents, but he wants to face them with all false bravery and receive his punishment. He entered the room with all his might, not giving a fuck about the teachers who are in the same room as he is. On the right side of the room, he sees his father staring outside waiting for the sun to rise while he listens to the headmaster talk.

Lee Taeyong, always looked scary to everyone. Even the other vampires wouldn’t dare look at his perfection. Jeno is powerless when it comes to his father and quite frankly his relationship with his own father is as cold as their blood.  

 “Mr. Lee, we didn’t actually catch them do it but it was indeed Lee Jeno’s fangs according to school records… and your son is in a relationship with a human” 

Taeyong turned around to face his son and put both of his hands in the pocket of his trousers, “continue” he said. Obviously, he’s much more interested in the story of how his son became so rebellious after meeting you. Unfortunately, the school found out everything even about your stargazing dates and library dates. It all sounded like a joke to Taeyong which made him laughed and mock his own son. 

“Are you done playing dumb, son?” the tone of his voice was cool. It’s always like that. Words come out from his mouth slowly to send daggers in Jeno’s heart. “I don’t want a scandal for the Lee family, let this be a secret for everyone. Son, I want you to pretend that nothing happened between the two of you. Pretend that you don’t know her, pretend that you don’t love her and this time you will follow the school rules or I will ruin her parent's business” Jeno’s father is a powerful man and the school staffs wouldn’t dare not follow him. “Let Jeno suffer from his stupidity. Nothing can stain the perfectness of the Lee family. Go to church young man, get your blood clean” Taeyong added. 

Jeno was scared. He felt weak and unable to talk, but he has to at least try and fight for you. “We were in love” he croaked, but Taeyong just turned his back from his son and admired the beautiful sunset. 

“I believe you and I don’t care” 

Taeyong knew you are a threat not only to the Lee family but also to the whole vampire kind. If he let you and Jeno stay together, you will serve as hope or inspiration to the other humans and humans will continue to stain the royalty of the vampires. 

And the stupidity of his son is the root of it all. 

The young vampire did not know what to do, frustrated, and mad knowing all too well that he can’t stomach hurting your feelings. Jeno left the room and look for someplace quiet to cry and be mad at his own father. His own father. 

Weeks after being discharged from the school’s hospital, it’s surprising how Jeno is not meeting you in your usual places. He’s not coming to the library anymore to meet with you, no more spontaneous making out while Jaemin is on the lookout, you are left alone in the dark under the stars for the past weekends. It was heartbreaking. You don’t know what’s going on.  

“School’s king and queen, huh? No wonder they seem so close during assemblies. Also, their families are a perfect match. Both untouched and rich” Yeji continues to gossip with Lia while you’re on her side, listening and feeling your heartbreak into pieces. 

Not long after you’ve heard the rumor about Yeeun and Jeno being together, to be honest, you find it as a sick joke that Jeno is playing. You saw them walking hand in hand in the school corridor. White on white never looked so good. So it's true. Yeeun catches your attention and raised one eyebrow at you as if she’s saying, ‘bow down, he was never yours’ 

Again, you got into trouble for looking at Yeeun and Jeno. And once again, the ugly truth slapped you hard in the face. You’ve committed a great sin by loving a vampire, and now you’re facing the consequences. No more, you said to yourself. This time, you decided for yourself and told your parents that you cannot handle the ways of this school anymore. You didn’t tell them about Jeno because that would be a great scandal, you just told them that the bullying in the school is out of hand that it isn’t the right place for you. 

“Did someone bullied you?” your dad asked through the phone, sounding so worried and concerned. 

“No no. I just want to leave before someone does, is that okay? I promise to do good in my next school” 

“Of course. Will get you out of there right away” 

  The school didn’t make a fuss about the situation and let your parents pull you out from the school. At least they’re nice enough to not tell about what happened between you and Jeno. Hearing the news that you are transferring schools, Jeno tried everything, even asked help from Jaemin’s girlfriend but he was too late. You already left, with erased memories.

As part of the school’s twisted rules, graduating from the school is the only way to keep your memories so that students like you, cannot stain the perfect name of the school 127 House and spread false rumors about it.  

Jeno hated himself more but he didn’t cause any more trouble and embraced a sad life without you, from now on. He became colder towards the other students and started to bully other humans, vampires, and teachers. Even Jaemin and his other friends can’t help him and make him stop.  

To feel your presence again, he still goes to the library where you two met and shared hundreds of memories. Relieving every memory, one by one, even staying inside the library in the middle of a hot afternoon. It doesn’t matter if the heat is irritating him, what his father did to him was even more irritating than the sun. 

He still goes stargazing every weekend, torturing himself even more. Looking at the stars with tears in his eyes, hoping that he could hear your voice and feel your warmth again.  

One day, when he was feeding with Jaemin and the rest of the guys and the blood that’s given to him tastes like yours it made him crazy, drank it in one go. He missed you even more than ever, but a lot of horrible scenarios ran through his mind. Why is your blood being donated? Did his parents have you killed? Did something happened to you? He was being hysterical. Jaemin was quick to calm him down and gave his friend another pack of blood, “Don’t make a scene or you’ll get in trouble again. You just miss her that’s why every blood you taste, tastes like her”

“You don’t understand because yours wasn’t taken away from you” Jeno once again pushed Jaemin away but this time he hurt his friend. 

“Jeno, we broke up because of your stupidity and I’m here stuck with you. Drink your blood” Jaemin broke up with his girl because he was scared the school might found out about them too. He would rather break up with her than getting her memories erased and forget about the love that they shared.   

Graduation came and Jeno can’t stomach the presence of his father. Jeno left and graduated from 127 House with pure anger and disgust towards the school and the people who run it. He was ready to move forward and go to college, but he will never want to move on from you. For as long as he can, he will hope and pray for you to come back in his life.

College was another vampire play for Jeno, the only difference is the stage has gotten bigger. To earn his parent’s trust again, he made the family proud and forced himself to get involved with the family business and showed Taeyong that he can be trusted. Build his own life and making himself known as one of the scariest Lee next to his father. All those things were easy for Jeno. He can fake it every day. But the pain of losing you still haunts him every night, that’s what hard for him. 

Jeno grew up to be a fine vampire like his family and live up to the family legacy. When Jeno was all grown up and arranged to marry Yeeun, he was heartbroken again. 

He did found you though, but he can only remain as a stranger so he can’t hurt you for the second time. He always watches you from afar, just like how he first met you at the library. You don’t know but he watches you when you’re asleep, sitting close to you like a shadow. Jeno stayed with you for days, admire you when you sleep, love you secretly. 

Until one night during your sleep, you have this weird dream that you study in a vampire school when you were still young. A vampire so handsome like a god was holding your hand while you were watching the stars with him. Little did you know, they were all flashbacks of every good memory you had with Jeno. 

“Jeno” you murmur in your sleep but Jeno wouldn’t dare wake you up. 

“Y/n,” he whispered back, smiling because he’s hurt but happy at the same time you remember his name even if it’s just a murmur. He kissed you and smelled your blood one last time, even left his tears on your cheek, then left and never came back again.

Omg my #1 inspiration for this fic was my high school life and how I’m always weak and pale all throughout high school. I was a transferee when I was a sophomore and I went to school not wearing uniform but casual clothes. it was humiliating. Also I was cultured shock because it’s so different from the academy that I used to go schooling. ANYWEIZ ALL IS WELL, HIGH SCHOOL FOR ME WAS FUN. 

Vampires were based to Vampire Academy, the twisted school rules were based from Slaughterhouse Rulez. I think Vampire Academy is a great book but the movie was just so so. 

Anyweiz, it’s my birthday today and I wrote this story for myself and tried stretching my imagination. heheh what a challenge. 

Hope you enjoyed reading! 

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Don’t Make Me Beg Now Baby

Chapter 9: A Change Is Gonna Come

Edit: bc the world hates me and tumblr confuses me, the formatting is literally illegible on mobile. I would recommend attempting to read this on ao3 if you’re on a phone: https://archiveofourown.org/works/34306111/chapters/92731393

Chapter Warnings: none

Hi all. Struggled with the formatting of this one for a long time sorry it took a while lol. Thank you so much for all the love! I know i’m not the most active on here but i do check in from time to time and you all make the hard days so much better. Thank you. 

Taglist: @dogwithabird

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August 4 - 8pm

IMG.597

I think she misses you guys a little bit.

                                                                  August 5 - 3pm 

                                                                  Hey sorry late night at the studio and                                                                       then i passed out until now. She’s so                                                                        cute!! Give her a hug. 

                                                                  August 18 - 4pm 

                                                                  Hey. Thinkin of yah. How’s it going?

                                                                    August 21 - 11pm

                                                                  IMG.127

                                                                  plz convince me not to kill him right                                                                        now 

August 22 - 7am

Omg i really hope you didn’t kill him

                                                                  August 22 - 1pm 

                                                                  IMG.128 

                                                                  Unfortunately he lives another day 

August 22 - 5pm 

Mave “laughed’ at an image

Sept 5 - 3pm 

Happy Labor Day! I hope you guys got a 

day off or something!

                                                                  Sept 5 - 5pm 

                                                                  Mave is unavailable to facetime. 

Sept 6 - 7am

Omg i’m sorry I missed ur call. I was drunk 

waterskiing lol 

                                                                  Sept 6 - 3pm 

                                                                  Wish I could have seen it 

Sept 6 - 8pm 

MP4.365

It was quite something.  

                                                                  Sept 7 - 2am 

                                                                  Jake “laughed” at a video 

Sept 7 - 6am 

Damn late night? 

                                                                  Sept 7 - 6:01 am

                                                                  Why are you up so early? 

Sept 7 - 6:02am

Why are you STILL up? 

                                                                  Sept 7 - 6:05am

                                                                  Shhhhhh 

                                                                  Sept 18 - 2pm

                                                                  Morning! Haven’t heard from you in a                                                                        bit. You good? 

Sept 18 - 7pm 

I’d hardly call 2pm morning 

But yes. V good. Lots of shows at 

The Edge lately so i’ve been busy

working on the sound systems

Hows the album? 

                                                                  Sept 19 - 1am

                                                                  Great. Almost done. We’re probably                                                                   gonna tour battle first and maybe drop                                                                   the album while we’re touring? 

                                                                  Oh. This is all confidential intel btw.

Sept 19 - 7am

Duh. not my first rodeo bucko

Sept 27 - 12pm

IMG.546

Levi hung some prints from this summer

up today :) 

                                                                  Oct 1 - 11pm

                                                                  Wait shit idk why i didn’t see these                                                                        before. They look great! The guys love                                                                   em too

Oct 2 - 8am

:) 

                                                                  Oct 20 - 7pm 

                                                                  IMG.035

                                                                  I cannot take these idiots anywhere 

                                                                  Oct 22 - 4pm 

                                                                  How’s it goin? 

                                                                  Nov 1 - 11pm 

                                                                  I’m triple texting bc I haven’t heard                                                                   from you or Levi in a bit and got nervous.                                                                   You okay? 

Nov 2 - 8am

Yes! sry. The club is really busy atm

one of the local favs is back in town

so we’re helping them record new stuff :) 

Hope album is going well!

                                                                                                                                      Nov 2 - 2pm

                                                                  Damn maybe we should just come                                                                   finish stuff there.

                                                                  Nov 18 - 5am

                                                                  IMG.497

                                                                  They’re making us go to LA now :( 

Nov 18 - 6am 

Shush. You had fun recording there 

last time 

                                                                  Nov 18 - 6:05am

                                                                  :( 

                                                                  Taking off. I’ll txt when we land. :) 

Nov 18 - 6:08am

Fly safe!! 

                                                                  Nov 24 - 4pm 

                                                                  Happy Thanksgiving! Thankful for u. :) 

                                                                  Oh also we landed safe lol 

                                                                  LA is so busy 

Nov 25th - 2am 

Figured since i didn’t see any airplane

crash reports.

Thankful for u too <3 

                                                                  Dec 15 - 11pm 

                                                                  MP4.186

                                                                  A Christmas carol for u directly from                                                                   Josh 

Dec 16 - 8am 

Mave “laughed” at a video 

                                                                  Dec 25 - 1pm 

                                                                  IMG.769

                                                                  Merry Christmas. <3 We miss you.

Dec 25 - 2pm 

IMG.307

Us girls miss you too. <3 Merry Christmas! 

Jan 1 - 12am                                                                   Jan 1 - 12am

Happy New Year!!                                                                   Happy New Year :)

 Jan 1 - 12:01 am

Omg jinx 

                                                                  Jan 1 - 12:02am

                                                                  hahaha 

Jan 20 - 2pm 

IMG.313

I found this stuck in the beams above

the booth. Care to explain yourselves? 

                                                                  Jan 21 - 1am 

                                                                  We plead the fifth. 

                                                                  Feb 2 - 6pm

                                                                  Finally wrote everything. Just laying                                                                   down masters and then we should be                                                                   good

Feb 3  - 8am 

CONGRATS!!!! Soooooo beyond proud 

of y’all 

                                                                  Feb 3 - 12pm 

                                                                  :) 

                                                                  Feb 21 - 2pm 

                                                                  What are you doing this summer? 

                                                                                                                                      Feb 24 - 3pm 

                                                                  Jake “emphasized” a message 

Feb 24 - 6pm 

Sorry!! The usual. Running the club

and the store. idk… why?  

                                                                  Feb 25 - 2pm 

                                                                  Just curious ;) 

Feb 25 - 8pm 

???

                                                                  Feb 25 - 11pm 

                                                                  Can’t spill yet but will soon 

                                                                  March 10 - 9am 

                                                                  How are you? 

                                                                  March 16 - 12pm 

                                                                  I’m back bc you never answered and I                                                                   want to know

                                                                  Sam demands a Stacy update too 

March 17 - 6am

IMG.095

A sleepy girl for sammy :) 

Doing good! Busy busy busy

playing more :) writing stuff too! 

                                                                  March 18 - 11am 

                                                                  Can i hear? 

March 18 - 4pm 

No way am i bothering a legit 

rockstar with my stuff lol 

                                                                  March 18 - 5pm 

                                                                  c’mon it’s me 

March 19 - 7am 

still a no

Maybe if you ever come back to MI ;) 

                                                                  March 19 - 11am

                                                                  Tryin 

March 19 - 1pm

Omg i’m kidding. I’m glad things are goin

well!!!  

                                                                  March 19 - 7pm 

                                                                  I’m not 

                                                                  Kidding that is 

                                                                  March 31 - 11am 

                                                                  Stacy update? -sam 

April 2 - 3pm 

IMG.687

For sam xoxo 

                                                                  April 10 - 5am

                                                                  Whatcha doin this week?  

April 10 - 7am 

Workin. Playing with some friends 

at some point

Wait why were you up at 5am? 

                                                                  April 10 - 11pm 

                                                                    No reason ;) 

#Greta Van Fleet #greta van fleet fan fiction #greta fic #greta fan fleet fic #jake fic #jake kiszka #jake gvf #peaceful army #GVF

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NCT Dream Reaction: Dating Jaehyun’s younger sister

Mark:

ok this is probably his worst nightmare

like 7 billion people on this planet

7 BILLION

and mark somehow managed to fall for his bandmates sister

he 10000% did the biggest face palm in history when he realised he had feelings for you

takes him about a year to feel even slightly relaxed in a room with both you and jaehyun in at the same time

he just feels like he broke the bro code

even though jaehyun has said to him multiple times it’s okay

he can’t relax around him for a while

eventually tho he gets over himself with a LOT of convincing from you and jae

and things become much less tense

and it probably ends up with a really nice dynamic

it’s essentially the Ross, Chandler and Monica dynamic from Friends

when mark hadn’t seen you in a while cause of work, jae would be the one to invite you over

jae would be the one to help convince management to let you visit them on tour

and he would often offer to go out on your dates so that people didn’t question it if you were spotted

he essentially does everything he can to help your relationship cause he loves the both of you

Renjun:

would really love it if you didn’t tell him

like ever

but unfortunately you have at some point

so you drag a whiny renjun to the 127 dorms to tell him

jaehyun probably only annoyed that it took you so long to tell him

he wants to know what’s going on in your life so that he can support you

however happy jae seems to be for the two you

renjun still thinks that jaehyun is orchestrating his death for the next four months

‘why do you think he wants you dead???’

‘because i’ve corrupted his baby sister!!!! everyone knows he’s protective of you!!!! why wouldn’t he want me dead???’

‘because he can see i’m happy???’

this is basically how your conversation goes everytime

until hyuck causally drops into convo that jae was talking to the guys about how much he loves that you’re dating renjun

and renjun feels like he just got a blessing from god

feels the need to see you immediately

‘HE DOESN’T HATE ME!!!’

‘thank god you realised! if only someone had been telling you that for the past few months!’

yeah he just shuts up you sarcasm with a massive kiss

not that you’re complaining

Jeno:

goes straight to doyoung for advice on how to tell jaehyun

doesn’t appreciate doyoung laughing at him because jaehyun’s going to kill him for dating his baby sister

when doyoung realises it isn’t a joke he probably freaks out

‘YOU’RE AN IDIOT OH YOU ARE SO DEAD!!! YOU’RE DATING JAEHYUN’S SISTER?’

‘huh?’ *jaehyun walking into doyoung’s room*

both jeno and doyoung just sit there staring at him

‘jeno, are you dating my baby sister?’ 

jaehyun’s eyes start narrowing as jeno’s are widening in fear

‘possibly’ *voice crack*

‘oh thank god it’s you, i thought it was doyoung for a second and i would have hated that!’

jaehyun’s laughing and ruffles jeno’s hair while jeno tries to catch his breath as his soul returns to his body

the boy’s just realised he’s not going to be murdered

‘you- you really don’t mind?’

‘no i always thought the two of you would end up together, i’m just glad you figured it out quickly’

after this jaehyun can’t help but see how much jeno’s smiles around you

and how you always seem to be in a good mood around him

and he decides that he doesn’t want see the either of you any other way

Donghyuck:

as teasing as donghyuck is

i think it would take him a while to become teasing about this with jaehyun

he just cares about you so much and doesn’t want to lose you

so he refuses to do anything that may give jaehyun a reason to take you away from him

literally goes to the length of acting as jaehyun’s personal slave for a week until jae feels too bad to let it continue

‘haechan, i’m not going to make her leave you. you don’t have to do this’

hyuck relaxes a bit after that

but i think he would be one to avoid talking about your relationship as much as possible

jaehyun probably has to find everything out from johnny

he probably pretends to switch rooms with johnny for a night just to mess with hyuck

after that it becomes a slight war

that poor you becomes stuck in the middle of

you act as a mediator for their arguments too

every so often hyuck forgets you’re jaehyun’s sister and makes a joke or something

‘sorry boys, gotta spend some time with the old ball and chain’ *wink*

‘WHAT?!?!’

‘no wait i was joking please don’t take her away from me i love her so much’ *on his knees*

jae would definitely abuse enjoy this new found power over hyuck

Jaemin:

im pretty sure jaehyun is jaemin’s favourite hyung

they have a v cute dynamic and have mentioned that they were close in trainee days

so i think jaemin would be absolutely terrified for jaehyun to find out

like properly terrified

like, when he does find out jaemin just accepts that the relationship is over, terrified

so you have to calm him down and talk to your brother and bf separately

jaemin would probably also do some nice things for jaehyun leading up to when you’re planning to tell him

such as buying him food and stuff

poor jaemin’s really bricking it

but after jaemin realises that jaehyun isn’t going to kill him and you aren’t going to leave him

he relaxes into the ultimate bf material that we all know he is

isn’t shy about showing his affection for you around jae

but always makes sure to keep it respectful

jaemin easily proves to jaehyun how much he loves you

and it takes jaehyun very little time to become so damn supportive of your relationship

it’s probably jaehyun who argues with management about letting the two of you go out in secret

so now you’ve got both your brother and boyfriend who are willing to do literally anything for you

Chenle:

jaehyun has said multiple times that chenle is his favourite younger brother

so i feel like out of all the dreamies jaehyun is probably most relaxed about chenle dating you

the one thing that does send jaehyun through the roof however

is that chenle doesn’t live in the dorms

he is at his own apartment

alone

with you

and little supervision

his older brother senses are tingling

expect phone calls from him so that he can check you two are being appropriate

and god forbid you miss a call from him

‘WHY DIDN’T YOU PICK UP???’

‘YOU HAD JUST HUNG UP FIVE MINUTES AGO!!! YOU DON’T CALL ME THIS MUCH WHEN YOU’RE IN A DIFFERENT CONTINENT ON TOUR!!!’

you end up shutting your phone off and telling him off when you get back

other than that it’s probably surprisingly chill

like even the others members are impressed with how little of a deal it is

chenle and jae don’t deliberately avoid or talk about it when they’re together, they just continue as normal

overall a nice, low pressure, casual environment

and you best believe jae is your number one shipper

Jisung:

is probably too nervous to tell jaehyun himself

makes you do it by yourself even though you wanted to tell him together

but sung hits you with the pout and big eyes while he begs you

and of course you caves because who wouldn’t

but the first time he saw jae after he found out about the two of you, jisung was contemplating moving countries

HE DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY

HE DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO

HE DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO ACT

he just panicked went the most formal he had ever been in his life

bowed so low so quickly he thinks he cracked his back

spoke with every formality in the book

jaehyun was watching him in so much confusion

‘sung, you know i’m okay with you dating my sister right?’

‘HUH????’

‘yeah didn’t she tell you? i’ve been rooting for you guys for like two years now’

sung looks to the side

just to see you watching him laughing to yourself

‘why would you do that to meeee?’

‘make me tell him by myself and i’m gonna get payback somehow’

huffs and pouts into the night so you make sure to give him extra lil kisses to make up for it

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NCT JiHo Shares Frustration With Her Current Position In Her Career In Heartfelt VLIVE

June 19, 2021 By T. Davis (K!Today)

In the early hours of the 19th of June 2021, female member of NCT, JiHo, decided to go live on V Live to give her fans a little insight into her current situation. The unusual hour of day and her tired look gave fans plenty of reason to worry, but when the idol started with “this might get me in trouble, but I’m just so tired” fans instantly got more concerned.

Back in the beginning of May, SM Entertainment put out a statement that JiHo would now also be signed under Esteem; a partner of SM. At the time many fans were confused and worried that she’d leave NCT and SM because of this, but a Live Showcase and a solo single by the artist on the 10th of June confirmed that she is still under SM. She also appeared on a V Live with her members which makes us believe she’s also still in NCT.

No Communication

One of the main concerns of the idol was the communication between her two companies. Many fans were under the impression that JiHo’s schedule had doubled, but she was quick to clear up the rumours.

“On the contrary, I feel like I’m less busy. When one of my companies wants to schedule something for me, they have to contact my manager from the other company. Sometimes this causes communication errors, but I think most of the time there’s no communication at all. Both my managers aren’t strictly working with me, they manage other artists as well. They are busy people, I think even more busy than myself.”

It’s clear JiHo did not want to bring any hate towards her managers or her companies, often defending them, but the fans still felt upset.

Why She Didn’t Participate In NCT 127 ‘Save’

Probably the biggest question many NCTzens had was if JiHo was still in NCT 127. A fan asked her about her choreographing for ‘Save’ and this prompted everyone into thinking she might talk about her position in the group, however that did not happen. Still, we did get a bit of an explanation about her part in ‘Save’.

“It was a surprise for all of us. I think I was one of the first people to hear the song. I jokingly said I’d love to choreograph to it and they let me do it. This was before I knew it was an NCT 127 song. When I found out I was definitely shocked. Suddenly I was teaching my own choreography to my friends.

Even though it was a fun experience, it was a bit weird not being able to stand next to them. I was always dancing for them, not with them.”

JiHo appeared clearly troubled by that last statement. We still don’t know why she isn’t part of NCT 127 anymore, but it seems like she isn’t happy with it either.

Affecting Her Mental Health

Near the end of her live stream fans told her to take care of herself when they realised how exhausted the girl looked. Her complexion looked a lot paler than usual and it also looked like she lost a bit more weight.

Her weight loss is something fans started to notice ever since her reappearance on NCT DREAM’s Comeback Show for ‘Hot Sauce’. And even though she doesn’t looks unhealthily thin, she does seem to keep loosing weight every time she makes an appearance. A fan pointed out this may be because she’s under Esteem and they are known for their models so that could be the direction JiHo is going in. This however is still unconfirmed.

JiHo did speak up concerning all the fans’ worries about her health and mental state:

“I’m tired of doing nothing, and then I’m tired of doing so much at once. Usually I’m fine working hard, but I don’t have my members close to me to lean on recently. They still support me and we talk often, but we don’t have many shared schedules right now, so the things I do, I usually do alone. I’m lonely in my apartment, and I’m lonely during my schedules. I really miss the boys lately, even if I speak to them often.

Don’t tell the boys I said this though, if they find out I became this sentimental I’m sure they’ll roast me about it.”

Obviously JiHo tried to keep her fans from continuing to worry about her by making jokes and keeping her tone as up beat as possible. Even while sharing such serious details of her current life, she tried her hardest to stay positive.

“I’m sure things will get better though. I have Czennies with me and I have many people who care about me. I’ll try to continue working hard so we can have a lot of fun in the future.”

Whether her “oversharing” will get her in trouble is still uncertain, but fans already took it to the internet to share their growing concerns, but also show support for the idol. We’ll end this article with some of the fans’ reactions, and wish JiHo feels better soon and her situation stabilises soon as well.

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CONSISTENT INCREASE

30 I walked by the field of a LAZY PERSON, the vineyard of one with no common sense.

31 I saw that it was OVERGROWN with NETTLES. IT was COVERED with WEEDS, AND its walls were BROKEN DOWN.

32 THEN, as I LOOKED and THOUGHT about IT, I LEARNED THIS LESSON:

33 A little extra SLEEP, a little more SLUMBER, a little FOLDING OF THE HANDS TO REST—

34 THEN POVERTY WILL POUNCE ON YOU LIKE A BANDIT; SCARCITY WILL ATTACK YOU LIKE AN ARMED ROBBER."

Proverbs 24:30–34 (NLT)

• God wanted a consistent increase for His children.

- He wants our increase, the increase of those who are His, to be without limitations.

- Increase without limitations would be as a result of commitments to God and His Kingdom on earth.

• Note the following:

(i) Start your Day in the presence of God. - Nothing should be so urgent that you would have to rush out in the morning without a time with God:

"IT IS USELESS FOR YOU TO WORK SO HARD FROM EARLY MORNING until late at NIGHT, ANXIOUSLY WORKING for food to eat; FOR GOD GIVES REST TO HIS LOVED ONES" (Psalm 127:2 NLT).

(ii) Invest your time. Seize every moment to get the most out of your Day.

- Put the most into every hour, eliminate time wasting activities. When time is wasted, you have wasted the opportunity to be more productive.

- Put your best effort in every task before you.

(iii) Be responsible. If you made any mistake, take a full responsibility for it.

- Successful people admit their mistakes and correct them immediately. There is no one that has not missed it, one time or the other, it is only God WHO is infallible.

- If you made a mistake, learn from it, and move forward.

(iv) Do not stop learning. To stop learning is to stop growing.

- You should have a teachable spirit, heart to learn.

(v) Be thorough. Carry through to completions in whatever you are assigned to do.

- Pay attention to details, and bring whatever you do to completion in all respect.

(vi) Follow through. Make a checklist for everything.

- Endeavour to set goals

(vii) Prayers. Pray in the Spirit consistently, and ask God to reveal to you, how to increase in whatever you do.

- A "good enough" mentality produces poor standard and poor quality, avoid it.

• How you can make your increase to be without limitations.

(i) Love for God:

"JESUS said to him, “‘YOU SHALL LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, WITH all your SOUL, AND with all your MIND' " (Matthew 22:37).

- As a believer in Christ Jesus, your love for God and His Kingdom causes you to attract His favour (I kings 3:3-5,12-13).

- Let the thought of His Kingdom be dominant in your heart. Make His Kingdom your utmost priority.

(ii) Vows. What do you want to give to God? Any number of Believers want to receive from God, but they never thought of what to contribute to God's Kingdom on earth.

- Love is reciprocal. If the only reason why you serve God, or come to Him, is, because of what you wanted to receive from Him, it means you are using Him. You are selfish and being parasitic.

- A number of people who come to God, asking for His help, had nothing in their minds to do to reciprocate whatever He does for them.

- A vow is a commitment. It is a test.

- God also has needs, and He does want, or in need, of those who would be willing to be used to meet the NEEDS of His Kingdom.

- There is a need for labourers, in His Kingdom on earth—those who will give their time for His work:

37 HE [Jesus] SAID TO HIS DISCIPLES, “THE HARVEST IS GREAT, BUT THE WORKERS ARE FEW. 38 SO pray to the LORD who is in charge of the HARVEST; ASK HIM TO SEND MORE WORKERS INTO HIS FIELDS.” (Matthew 9:37,38 NLT).

- God wants the people who will give their money (Luke 8:1-3), and their vocational skills for His work.

- To experience unlimited increase, endeavour to walk with Him in a Covenant relationship. Tell Him what you will do for Him, His Kingdom, if He should grant your requests.

- God blesses with a purpose! If you would not be useful for Him, or what you are requesting would not be used for the glorification of His name, He might not be interested in your requests and such might not be granted.

- You cannot cajole God, deceived Him to do a thing. If you failed to redeem your pledges, or vows; He might not be prompt in granting other requests brought to Him by you:

4 WHEN YOU MAKE A VOW TO GOD, DO NOT DELAY TO PAY IT; FOR He has no pleasure in FOOLS. PAY what you have vowed—5 BETTER NOT TO VOW THAN TO VOW AND NOT PAY" (Ecclesiastes 5:4,5).

- Many will promise to do one thing or another for God, His work, or servants, when they had a pressing need in their lives; but when the need is met, they will not fulfil their vows.

- You cannot deceive God, Making a vow is a test of commitment. God will do His part of the deal, make available what you have requested, but if you failed on your part, you are indirectly telling Him you are not to be trusted.

(iii) Seeds (Ecclesiastes 11:1-6).

- A Vow is a statement made, or whatever you promised to do, while a seed is what you planted in order to harvest or receive in Return.

- When you sow a seed, you allow the seed to germinate, pass through the agricultural process, before it brings forth.

- God will work through the seed you have sown, to promote you. A seed loses its power, potentiality, when it is not sown. An insect could eat up the seed and it becomes useless.

- However, when the seed is subjected to the agricultural process of sowing and reaping, planted in the soil, there would be germination and fruition. Thus, Be seed conscious, do not be need conscious.

- What is a seed?

A seed is any material thing; money or whatever, that you give as an offering to God, His work, His servants, or the Needy or the poor in the household of faith.

- You give out of what God has blessed you with; tithes, and offerings to His work. Projects commanded to be done by God, the mission work, Offerings to the Ministers, the Needy or the Poor. Do not be apprehensive of sowing!

• There cannot be increase without limitations, If there were no genuine and passionate love for God and His Kingdom on earth.

- A Vow should be made as a sacrificial Giving and a sign of commitment to God; and the seed sowing consistently for a bountiful harvest.

- You have a part to play, If you actually wanted God to be committed to your consistent increase.

- God has conditions for whatever He wanted to do. If you failed to meet God's conditions, the expected change or increase would be a mirage!

- Kingdom principles are regular principles to be practiced, and not what you seldom do. If you are not consistent about Kingdom principle of Giving, your increase cannot be consistent as well.

- You keep to the Principles, mainly of Giving. You practice it, before increase can be experienced.

- If the time you give to God is only when you are having a need, in order to receive back from Him, It means you are using Him, you are being parasitic.

- You cannot fool God, neither can you play on His intelligence. God would not need whatever you wanted to give to Him: "IF I [God] WERE HUNGRY, I WOULD NOT TELL YOU, FOR ALL THE WORLD IS MINE AND EVERYTHING IN IT" (Psalm 50:12 (NLT).

- If you did give to Him, It is for your own benefits.

- Increase without limitations is as a result of practicing the principle of Giving, which is the major principle in the School of prosperity or abundance—in God's Kingdom on earth.

- You must be addicted to this Kingdom principle for your increase to be unlimited.

• You will not run dry in Jesus' name. Peace!

[neocatharsis]

NCT’s Haechan Opens Up About Struggles With Sasaengs During Live Broadcast

During a Naver V Live broadcast, NCT’s Haechan shared his honest thoughts on sasaengs and asked them to take idols’ feelings into consideration.

On June 6, Haechan held a live broadcast to chat with his fans on his birthday. After talking about how he’d spent his birthday and what gifts he’d received from his bandmates, Haechan mentioned that earlier in the day, NCT 127 had the chance to see some of their fans for the first time in a long while.

The idol got emotional as he talked about how happy he’d been to see them, explaining, “We briefly went somewhere to film something today, and when we were leaving, there were so many Cizennies [NCT’s nickname for their official fandom] there to see us. I was so happy to see them, but more than that, I felt really overwhelmed with emotion [in a good way]. I think I’d really missed Cizennies’ energy.”

“I couldn’t hide my feelings,” he went on, imitating his own expression of surprised delight. “I think they showed on my face. So before I knew it, I was waving and exclaiming, ‘It’s been so long!’ It really had been so long. I would have liked to stay a little longer, but I was happy just to be able to feel your energy again, even if it was just for a moment. So I want to say thank you so much to the fans who came today.”

However, later in the broadcast, Haechan grew serious as he brought up the fact that there were people waiting outside NCT 127’s dorm.

“There’s something I really want to say,” he said, before clarifying, “It’s not something I want to say to all of you, but rather just to a few people.”

“Honestly, spending time with my fans is so much fun and makes me happy,” continued Haechan. “No matter what way you choose to express your love for us, we’ll gratefully accept it. But there are some people waiting outside of our dorm. Not just for the nine of us—it’s also the same for the NCT Dream dorm. It’s really stressful. Honestly, it’s really hard to deal with.”

“To be honest,” he went on, “I know that even if I say this, they’ll still come. Because we’ve asked them directly, and we’ve also sought the help of others, but nothing’s worked.

“It’s weird to say, ‘It’s okay for us to feel uncomfortable.’ We just want to be able to rest in our dorm or do things like hang out and eat together. It’s hard for us when there are people who make us uncomfortable like that.”

Haechan then addressed the sasaengs directly, remarking, “I know that you’re doing it because you like us—” before breaking off and adding, “No, actually, it’s even harder to understand why you’re doing this kind of behavior if you like us. But it’s not just us. Our neighbors have also been complaining to us a lot about this, but all we can do is tell them we’re sorry.”

The idol emphasized again that he was not referring to the vast majority of their fans, explaining that it made him happy when NCT’s fans approached him to say hello or to ask for an autograph.

“Because of the unfortunate situation right now, we don’t have that many opportunities to see our fans,” said Haechan. “So when we happen to run into a fan on the street, or if we’re out somewhere and someone comes up to us and says, ‘I’m a fan,’ that truly makes us so happy. We’re nothing special, and the fact that someone likes us and approaches us to talk feels great. And because they like us, we want to do something for them. So if someone asks us for an autograph, we’re eager to do it.

“But these people aren’t like that. Really, they’re on a different plane. Like I said before, I know they’ll still come [even if I say this], but I hope they don’t feel good about it. I hope they know it’s a shameful thing to do.”

Haechan clarified once again, “This is really an extremely small minority of people. Even when there are a lot of them outside, it’s still only about 20 people, tops.”

“I just want them to know,” he concluded, “that all of the members are under a lot of stress because of them.”

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