Yesterday was a particularly bad day. For no real reason. The grief waves were just hitting me. I still managed to make it to the gym somehow. But then I had mad insomnia and stomach pains. The stomach pains continued when I got up this morning. I've only had some coffee and a rice cake today (it's 2pm). I had just started to get my appetite kind of back. Guess I overdid it. Even my GI tract is grieving.
I miss my girl.
All I want to do it buy stuff to keep her memory alive for me and look at old pictures of her (Facebook is good for that since it has stuff from back before I got an iPhone).
🌵Oh my.. is that the catus I gave you in the background?! I am so proud that it's still alive.🌵
"I'm surprised too... I really thought I killed it this time, but I checked once the flowers stopped. Even something like this needs to rest after lots of beautiful displays. Reminds me of touring days."
"So while 조지 is on vacation I make sure to give him a lot of sunlight with a lamp, and take him on walks to the 죽은 개 bar so he can see the other 선인장."
"I'm glad you came back, to check on him. Hopefully 조지 and you are happy."
We rescued a raccoon dog as a pup, weind her and found her a mate (they bond for life) and a spot at a lovely animal santuary. She passed away yesterday. It was hard to let her go. She was so friendly and sweet.