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9ngelwings · 2 years

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A broken promise (Dean Winchester)

Pairing: Dean Winchester x wife!reader

Summary: Losing someone you deeply care about can never be forgotten

A/n: I wanted to apologize yet again for not posting or making any stories, this summer has been chaotic with moving and I wasn’t able to find the energy to write any stories but I’ll try to work on the at soon :))

Warnings: angst, mention of stab wounds, mention of characters death, mention of blood, mention of unborn child’s death

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester

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“I promise I’ll be ok”

we’re the last words Dean heard from Y/N Y/L/N, the love of his life

Since you, Sam and dean had decided to take a break from hunting you had the opportunity to go for walks like you used to

Today was no different from any other night, going on a 15 minute walk, although Dean was always worried something would happen, he never expected something to really happen

It was odd, you felt like you were being followed and watched, you tried to brush off that feeling but the sharp pain you felt in your lower abdomen worried you even more, you looked down to see a knife, deep inside of your abdomen, you started to lose balance

You started to lose conscious

You felt your body drop to the floor, you felt as if time was going slower each second, you felt the pain getting stronger, slowly spreading through your body as u felt yourself getting soaked in your own blood

This is it

You didn’t know how much time as past, but you knew it was long enough to scare Dean

Everything was blurry, everything sounded so far away from you

Dean was familiar with the path you always walked on, and when he realized that you were 20 minutes late he knew that something happened

Something bad

He tried calling you but he was left with a voicemail, he didn’t hesitate to go out and look for you

You could hear someone screaming, you couldn’t tell how close they were, you just kept staring at the dark sky, you hoped and prayed that someone would see you and save you

It’s like someone heard your prayer but it was too late

By the time dean found you, you were drenched in your own blood, letting out short breaths, constantly going in and out of conscious, you felt strong arms wrap around you and laying you down on their lap

Dean

You couldn’t help but smile weakly at him, as your vision focused, you could see dean, with tears streaming down his face, his phone to his ear

Calling for help

You knew it was too late, he did too but he didn’t want to accept the fact that he had to let you go, he hoped help would get there in time to save his family

You tried to say his name but it only came out as a whimper, although it was quiet, it was loud enough for him to hear, as he looked down at you, more tears fell from his eyes, he saw the weak smile that was plastered on your face, blood on your lips, tired eyes

It was truly too late

“Sweetheart just hang on a bit alright? Helps on the way I promise” his voice broke, he gently cupped your face while his other hand was on your stomach where your stab wound was located, and your child, wiping the tears that had managed to fall from your eyes

He just stared at you, you tried to speak but he shushed you, knowing it’ll hurt even more

He knew, you knew

“Sweetheart, just stay with me a little longer” he said through sobs, you gathered all the energy you had to bring your hand up and cup his cheek, his heart shattered, he couldn’t let you go, he couldn’t, he needed you

Your breathing started to slow down, your arm grew weaker, he didn’t want this to end, it couldn’t, he help your hand that was on his cheek and kissed the palm of it

He prayed over and over again

He felt you die, he felt your hand loosening the grasp on his hand, he watched as your eyes went empty, he watched as you took your last breath, he watched every singly second of it and he couldn’t hold the loud sob that left his lips, he brought your body closer to him, desperately hugging you, begging you to wake up, his hand was holding the back of your head, gently rocking you

He could feel someone’s hand on his shoulder, Sam’s voice filling his ear, telling him to let go, he couldn’t, he couldn’t leave you

He could feel the paramedics pulled your body away from him, no, no please no, he sat there, your blood in his hands, shirt

Everywhere

He felt Sam pull him up to his feet, he just turned around and hugged his brother, the only family he had left, more tears streamed down his face as realization hit him

You were never coming home

He would never feel the comfort of you cuddling him in your sleep, he’ll never feel the way your lips were always soft against his, he’ll never hear your laugh again,

he’ll never see you again

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He stood over your grave, standing there for hours, unable to move, speak or even cry, everything was drained from him, he lost two people he loved, his wife, and unborn child

Beloved friend, wife and daughter

You were only 12 weeks, Dean was so happy when you told him you were pregnant, now he stands over the grave, of not only one person, but two

“Dean come on it’s getting late now” he hears sam speak from behind him, it was getting dark, he let out a deep breath, took one last look at your grave before heading the car, with your necklace in his hand, he was angry, upset and tired, he had to avenge you

But you still broke your promise.

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A/n: this was in my draft for so long so I decided to post this for now until I decide my next post 😣

#dean winchester #dean winchester angst #dean Winchester readers death #dean Winchester sad #fanfic #dean winchester x female!reader

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wigglebox · 9 months

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Found you ☀️

#spnfanart #destiel #destiel fanart #dean winchester #castiel #wiggleart #rolls up 1000 days later with an empty rescue #I’ve always had this scenario in mind but I never knew how I wanted to draw it and actually it was gonna be quite sad at first #with Cas being taken away by the empty #but the other night I wanted to draw him getting rescued lol #so I’m like I must do this inbetween my other projects #also #the final image is of them being back in the room they were in 1518 #because to me I don’t want their first kiss to be in the empty #but back home #sorry for the long post lol #I have to figure out how to get this thing on Twitter

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bloodydeanwinchester · 1 month

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DESTIEL IN EVERY EPISODE → 5x13 the song remains the same

one look and he'd do anything for you

#god s5 cas learning to understand and talk like dean got me like 😵‍💫😵‍💫#and all dean has to do is give him the sad eyes and cas is like whatever you want babygirl #destieleveryepisode #spn 5x13 #destieledit #spnedit #cowboycoven #spn #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #altarofrowena

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thekingofspin · 3 months

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you know it's bad when every day you're relating more and more to Dean Winchester

#dean winchester #its sad but he is me in every way #you changed me dean #supernatural dean #destiel #john winchester family dynamic 😙🤞

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opheliasam · 2 months

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god he (dean) used to be so different my chest hurts

#early seasons dean was such a complex character who was ultimately good. seemingly careless bad boy who actually cared ! so much ! too much #he was perfect early seasons dean my everything <3 #like this was such a healthy and good conversation im actually breaking out in hives #he used to be so good and sweet and thoughtful !!! he was willing to offer himself up for blame make to make sam see the truth !!#he couldn’t stand for sam being wrongfully sad or guilty he wouldn’t allow for it he needed for him to be okay #later seasons dean would never do that...Especially IF it was his fault like the man fr forgot how to apologise/ take accountability #early seasons spn #early seasons spn my beloved #spn #samdean #sam winchester #dean winchester

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horrorshow · 8 months

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SUPERNATURAL 9.23 Do You Believe in Miracles

#spnedit #deanedit #dean winchester #supernatural #here have another one i love his bloody face too much #dean #it ends bloody or sad #9x23 #**

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asoftepiloguemylove · 3 months

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OUR LOVE STORY COULD BE KINDA GORY // DEVOTION THAT DESTROYS YOU

Sean Glatch "Caffeine Pt. 1," 4:41 // "Dolce," Hannibal (2013-2015) dir. Vincenzo Natali // Richard Siken Editors Pages: The Long and Short of It // Silas Denver Melvin "Let Dead Dogs Lie," Grit // "The Number of the Beast Is 666," Hannibal (2013-2015) dir. Guillermo Navarro // James Bay // Ethel Cain Western Nights // Supernatural (2005-2020) cr. Eric Kripke // Phoebe Bridgers Scott Street

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crocodilenjoyer · 3 months

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he's our little brother. take care of him.

anne carson - antigone / alec benjamin - if we have each other / dan pearce - single dad laughing: the best of year one / kodaline - brother

#dean winchester voice we're gonna fix you up. that's my job right? to look after my pain in the ass little brother.#[guy who's not over marineford voice] yeah i'm sooo over marineford #tried to read the manga for reference. got sad about ace and luffy again. thus the cycle continues #asl brothers #ace #luffy #sabo #riko.txt #one piece #op spoilers #kinda???? it's been out for over a decade. everyone talks about it #btw you have NO IDEA how much it took for me to not include the spn gif i made for this. or the shinazugawa bros scene. you know the one.#anyway. hahaha. heehee. hohohoho. i'm an older brother. i have a younger sister. and. i get it.#she was having a bad time a few months back and i remember telling her i'd do anything for her. i don't think i've ever meant anything more #so. yeah. i get it.

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purgatory-jar · 6 months

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"Oh, Ophelia You've been on my mind girl since the flood Oh, Ophelia Heaven help a fool who falls in love"

Ophelia - The Lumineers

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Like my art? Commission me here!

#thunderjellyfisharts #destiel #destiel fanart #deancas #deancas fanart #castiel #dean winchester #deancas art #I think i made myself sad #but like not on purpose

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sunglassesmish · 1 year

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DEAN WINCHESTER IN 12x11 - REGARDING DEAN

#my gifs #dean #dean winchester #spn #spnedit #spn 12x11 #long post #god i love this episode #listen this episode was sad but it was also so fun #but then sad because he was only fun because he couldn’t remember anything #i wanted to stop making more but this episode was just so good 😭😭 and i still missed half

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wigglebox · 2 months

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Personal space? [x]

#spn fanart #spn art #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #spnfanart #wiggleart #I love this mating dance #the joke here is ladies and gentleman and all in between that dean complains at that point about personal space but in the end they wind #up so literally infused into one another they’re always so close lmao #after 1518 I’m sure Dean mourned any indication of wanting personal space even a decade prior #Sorry sad thoughts I’m done I promise

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im-just-a-ghost5 · 7 months

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Me, reading fanfic about deeply traumatized characters I relate to getting treated with basic human decency, getting their backs blown out and being loved unconditionally by another deeply traumatized character I relate to in a DIFFERENT way : ......mmm.....therapie......