#deanwinchesterkin

[fictionkinfessions]

(hiii pls post today jan 24 tysm mpc)

happy in-source birthday to my best friend dean winchester who once made miku ramen by boiling redbull instead of water 🫶🏼

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[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

Kinning from a source that canonically has an afterlife is wild man. Like.... how the FUCK did I get here? - Dean Winchester

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[irl-deanwinchester]

What’s up I’m dean and I made a kinnie blog on impulse and I want friends so follow me uwu

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[kin-squad-finder]

hi, i'm dean winchester from supernatural! i'd be pretty damn overjoyed to find just about anyone at this point. u can find me @avpdean, my blog is super emo but i swear i'm not at least 50% of the time ok (body is 19!)

@avpdean

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[amorphousalien]

It's weird seeing other Deans looking for their Sams. I want to know he's safe, but I don't want to talk to him. My whole life was spent watching him, protecting him, keeping him safe, and it never worked, there was always some new danger. In this life I don't have to worry about demons and monsters lurking his bedside and that's good enough for me. Don't look for me Sam. Live the life you were supposed to live. Get a hot girlfriend, wife her, go to school, get your white picket fence and yorkie.

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[canonhollers]

Hey can you add me to the list? I'm a Dean Winchester fictive (Supernatural) and my blog is @deeanmon I'm looking for anyone

you’ve been added!!

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[fictionkinfessions]

i finally had time to watch the episode and i’m just. my heart is so full. even putting aside the fact that i AM him, to finally see a character i already see so much of myself in be allowed to be queer. to be allowed to be bisexual. i’m almost 24 and outside of shows and movies built around queerness this is the first time this has happened to me in a way that’s more than just subtext. this is so important and so special and i am so fucking grateful to my actor for pushing for this and for the love he’s shown towards the queer community and so fucking happy for every bisexual who’s going to feel a little less alone now. also as a dean winchester kinnie (derogatory) this feels like a redemption from 2020 so fuck yeah - buck (911)

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[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

I have a dean fictive and a Castiel fictive an together they parent the shit out of me an Sansa. Which I for one think is very cash money of them

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[fictionkinfessions]

A few months ago I rewatched season 1-5 of Supernatural and realized that I kin Dean Winchester. I haven’t done anything with this info since I view it like an unexploded bomb

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[fictionkinfessions]

Irony is Dean Winchester writing a story where Lucifer (though certainly not the Lucifer I knew, that fucker can rot in the cage for all eternity) is a good guy. Past-me would be so confused how current-me could write something like that, all the while quietly dealing with religious guilt over so many things because being raised knowing demons are real can really fuck a kid up when said kid has a father who is hell-bent on tracking one down and revenge-murdering it, to the point of literally sitting me down and telling me if I ever made a deal with a demon, he'd end me himself before the Hellhounds could be set on my scent, and we traveled through primarily rural communities, if you think I was not exposed to bigotry because "John doesn't seem like that kind of guy", (which, fair play to him, he wasn't, but that's probably because he knew how demons actually got people) you are just wrong.

Man, this was gonna be lighthearted, and then I had the startling realization that it very much was religious guilt I felt about my bisexuality and how it was kind of my dad's fault because the whole "if a demon gets you, I'll kill you first" thing mixed with the very fucking obvious religious-flavored bigotry of small-town white conservative Christians scared the shit out of me. Dad never knew I was bi because, as irrational as it was in hindsight, I was convinced he'd literally murder me for it. Sure, he never agreed with them and seemed to look down on them (he called out some of their stupid ideas about how to keep a demon away or what attracted demons), but he also never disagreed with them on the whole 'being queer is a sin and demonic' thing in any way I was aware of. Do I think he believed it? No. Did I think he believed it? I was never sure enough that he didn't to feel safe.

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[fictionkinfessions]

How utterly fucked is it that I genuinely would rather go back to lives where I had to fight and kill to survive than continue with this one. Like, sure, maybe my fingers got burnt to shit by a probably unstable firefucker (again, Yennefer's nickname for him was so much better than mine) and repeatedly risked my life for someone who barely even thanked me, but at least I could make progress on things without constantly being told to wait between every half-step. Of course it sucked to find out everything I thought I knew about myself was effectively built on a lie that my father- who was not my bio-father- told me and to have two different memories of killing my bio-father because of timeline fuckery of unknown origins, but at least I could go wherever I pleased and wasn't trapped in a country that thinks it's "the best" while actively killing people via starvation wages and a lack of accessible healthcare. Yes, having to hide that my soulmate was the prince and later king, and that I had magic, on pain of death in both cases, was awful and I probably had a lot of trauma from watching the man who really should have been my father-in-law say that people like me (not that he knew I was like that but still) should be put to death and now knowing that it was because of his own fucking stupidity and arrogance thinking he could just use magic to bring a life into the world and wouldn't have to balance anything (seriously, how stupid can someone be), but I had someone who I absolutely knew cared about me even when he pretended not to and would actually really make an effort for me not because he had to or felt obligated to but because he genuinely cared about me. We're not touching the one where I hunted monsters for a living, that one was objectively worse than anything this world can throw at me just from my time in Hell alone, that one I would not go back to, I love my Sammy but that one is over and I would not undo that for love nor money (I say knowing that if he showed up and asked, I probably would go with him, because I can't say no to my Sammy). But really... That's the only one I can think of that I wouldn't want to go back to. And I just have to grieve that I can't go back to any of them and I have to stick it out in this shitty world trying to move to a place that's less shitty. At least it's funny that Dean Winchester wants to move to Norway, right? Also probably funny that Dean Winchester and fucking Jaskier are the same person but that's neither here nor there.

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[fictionkinfessions]

Funny story, watching Scooby Doo: Mystery Incorporated again, I got back to the "ghost rig" episode and didn't realize for a few days of "ehh I'll watch this ep later" that "oh that's the racist ghost truck" was kind of a weird thing for Scooby Doo to tackle- turns out, I was remembering the racist ghost truck that was actually a ghost truck (and not a trick) from when I was Dean Winchester. Like... What a weirdly specific incident to recall. I remember SPN did an episode on it, too, but it wasn't until I realized "wait, racist ghost truck is very Not Scooby Doo, what am I thinking of" that I remembered that incident.

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