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[beatsboy]

ancient autism in echo park

#los angeles #mine #autism #autistic #audhd #adhd #neurodivergent #la #echo park #core core #street art #dear diary #deardiary #corecore

[tansdiary]

maybe i was never meant for an easy life

—january twenty one, twenty twenty four

#deardiary #quotes #spilled ink #dark academia #excerpts from my writing

[ecoamerica]

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#ACLA24 #ACLA24Leaders #youtube #youtube video #climate leaders #climate solutions #climate action #climate and environment #climate #climate change #climate and health #climate blog #climate justice #climate news #weather and climate #environmental news #environment #environmental awareness #environment and health #environmental #environmental issues #environmental justice #environment protection #environmental health #Youtube

[abrarramadan]

النهاردا كان الجو جميل :)

#deardiary #photography #🪶

[romanticfistfightz]

worm at starbucks what will it do

#its so fun i could put worm as the name cuz in poland . even ray would be hard to explain and im guessing here theres a bunch of #different types of names so its nor That weird #deardiary #<- its gonna be my selfie tag i think . or just general worm fun facts #nor every original post cuz sometimes i post absolute bullshit

[tokwattoge]

Journal | 12.6.2023

2023 has been one of those years na may highs of highs and lows of very lows. Sobrang grabe wala akong masabi nakakaspeechless yung mga best at worst na pangyayari sa taon na to. January me would be so shocked! Overall masaya pa din, overall my heart is still in a good place.

Summary para kunware January me is going to read everything that went down this year:

Nafully paid na yung motor

Nairaos ang DIY bday ni baby, it was simple pero magarbo, sobrang nakakapagod pero sobrang happy ng heart ko sa event na yon. PS: wag ka na magDIY sa sunod. HAHA

NagkaTV, ref, cabinet, water (dati nakatungga kami) at shower sa CR. Sobrang gaan na ng quality of life ko compared nung unang dating ko dito. Putting money aside, parang pakiramdam ko ito yung pinakamasayang state ko sa tinitirahan ko sa buong buhay ko. Marami pang appliance for 2024 pero sobrang laking change natin this year. Salamat Lord!

Sobrang nag grow ako as a mom at sa career ko. I started a new job last May. Sinimulan ko dahil nalubog tayo sa utang nakakaloka ka ang bobo mo diyan talaga sobra. Kahit ganon pa man, marami tayong natutunan. Mahirap yung work, pero naggrow pa rin naman tayo as a person at marami tayong nadiscover sa sarili natin na hindi natin alam before.

Mas naging close tayo kay mama. Ibang level as in to the highest level sky's the limit. Iba yung level ng pagpapahalaga natin sa kanya ngayon.

Grabe ka 2023. ANG LALA MO. 2024 PLEASE BE KIND TO ME.

#deardiary

[beachykiss]

tropical cutie !! 🌺🌺🌴🍨

#haiidiary #deardiary #keywestkitten #tropicalcore

[hangryandlazy]

#deardiary #sigh #pisces #little miss #help #emotional #empath

[sole1a]

18 things I learned in 18 years 

You barely know someone.

Whether it is a stranger, a friend, your best-bestfriend or partner, you may think that you know them, their soul, but you don't. Even if you wish you do. Just like the only person that truly knows you is yourself. People are difficult to read, let alone understand.

•People come and go

That's a popular saying and as time goes by you'll understand the real, deep meaning. There are things that you can't control and at the end of the day, all you need is a deep sigh and a "I'm okay with that" line.

#love #life #journal #deardiary

[celaenyx]

I raised myself by no stretch of imagination. You know what taught me the morals I hold closest? Tumblr. No fucking word of a lie. People's dreams or thoughts or ideals were there from their perspective. Because its anonymous I feel a lot of people feel comfortable to be their authentic selves. All the posts I read taught me how to empathise (because its a skill if you're not born with it and not everyone is and it's hard) with more people, view the world from a plump happy fairy's perspective. Less judgement, more kindness, less hatred more compassion. No one is born perfect and I (like Eleanor from the goodplace) had had a rough start.

I'm greatful everyday for the personal growth I've learned to inspect through the lens of countless other perspectives. Of course I take everything with a pinch of salt, I'm certainly not perfect, who is and if they're perfect are they perfect for every individual they meet or a group of people that identify with what they've been presented.

Still I'm glad so many neurospicies found a forum and shared their thoughts and feelings, without it I think I'd be a lot more inconsiderate/ignorant.

People might laugh at that or say it's perhaps not the best influence to go off... and I feel sadness, because they're missing out on a strange side of the community that brings us so much. Many peoples version of kindness is different though so that's where boundaries and communication come into play I guess.... anyway that's my brain for the evening

#tumblr #neurospicy #the good place #thought's #feelings #deardiary #deardairy...why have i been foresaken

[run-like-a-zombie]

Dear Diary

I don't KNOW if there actually has been made any difference to my body so far -- it's only been 9 workouts at the gym since I restarted this journey, so it feels like a wee bit too soon. BUT -- I already feel a lot better, and it FEELS like the muscles have started to define..?

Will be going to the gym today after work. I am still sore as sh*t in my thighs since my last two workouts so I will have to try to plan around working out with the leggies and maybe focus more on arms and shoulders today. Hrm.

Yay! ^^

#deardiary #dear diary #personal #progress #me #fitblr #gymblr #gym life

[beatsboy]

transition timeline for 2 years out, 1 year on hrt :’) feeling very sad in the trans community lately, don’t normally post the before part or my face on this app but this felt like the right time to do both. i mourn the boys who do not get to live the rest of their stories.

#transgender #transmasc #transition timeline #tboy #hrt #transition #testosterone #trans #personal #deardiary #rest in peace #nex benedict #remember his pronouns #give predstrogen her acct back #lgbt #queer #nonbinary #hethey

[tansdiary]

#moon #deardiary #the moon today

[abrarramadan]

إنجازي الصغير الجميل:

عملت أطعم مكرونة بالوايت صوص وطلع جوايا فنان رائع صغنتوت

والمنيو بتاعي زاد أوبشن جديد

#deardiary #art #home cooking #🪶

[yeahforsureokay]

I've been blessed with a good life for the most part. I've always been privileged.

Still, I can't help but resent people who have things that I want. Those who get better grades than me, who qualify for better scholarships, who don't struggle to decipher other people, who have people falling at their feet to know them.

I don't really want those things with who I am right now. I would give anything to, instead, put myself in their shoes, to trade in my conscious for theirs.

I want to be in their skin, in their bones. I want to see their family as mine and have them see me as theirs.

I don't want to become a man. I want to have been a man. I want to be a man. I don't want to become beautiful. I want to have been beautiful. I want to be beautiful. I don't want whatever they have. I want to be them.

I want to be someone who doesn't flinch away at specific sounds, who doesn't struggle with anxiety that cripples them physically. I want to become them, to have been raised as them, to have their traits, both good and bad.

Does that make sense? I think this playlist explains it well. I've constantly been held down by myself, like concrete shoes drowning me in the river. I'd give a lot to see someone else's problems as my own for a day, even if they're worse than mine. At least it's different and not the same cycle I've been stuck in. Maybe it'll refresh my mind and send me back to my body with a new outlook. Maybe it won't.

Instead, I sit in the same room. I sit with the same problems. I sit with the same people. I sit with the same flaws. I sing the same song. Over and over and over.

I dissociate at times. I'll take myself away from my body and my emotions. I focus only on the buzzing in my skull, the hum of life and death and everything in between.

I am grateful for the medications I've been put on and the help I've sought as I work through my fears. Every once in a while, though, I fall back into the same cyclical pattern.

I've decided to take up crystals and tarot and mystical stuff as a hobby (just decided it today, actually). I'm so used to constantly being skeptical and not allowing myself to branch out to new things because it doesn't "add" anything to my worth. I'm tired of that, though. I want to have fun like other people. I want to waste my money. I want to dedicate time to trying to control things I don't think I can truly control. I want to be passionate. I want to have passion.

I'm sick of waiting for some being in the sky to turn me into someone else. Maybe it's time to take myself into my own hands. Maybe this is the start of that. Maybe not. At least I'll be able to say I tried.

I wish peace and solace for anyone who may be facing similar issues. I also hope you enjoy the playlist and know you're not alone.

#deardiary #personalblog #music #spotify playlist #spotify #musicdiary #idontwantwhatyouhaveiwanttobeyou #Spotify

[thingsthatfillmymind-blog]

Growing up, I Guess

What once shone bright with fulfillment and hope

Someone who always thought they'd be able to cope

Someone who saw a world of opportunities

Is now someone who has responsibilities Someone who does not shine as bright Someone who's developed blurry sight What once was possible is now unclear

Lost and undecided of where to steer

The doubt speaks so clear and loud

the negitivity speaks through the crowd

But something new has formed

the ability to adapt and be transformed

Growing is to change

To expand ones range

what once was fragile now has learned how to be agile

growth has come with new feelings

Growth has come with healing

#deardiary #diary #thoughts #growing up #growth #poetic #poetry #poets on tumblr #writers on tumblr #writerscommunity #writers and poets #writing #writers #writeblr #cute #love #culture

[betweenthelips50cm]

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#kisss me on the sidewalk take awayyy the pain <333 #when youre not around :( #spotify #deardiary #11:11 #RUN MY FINGERS THRU UR HAIR-!!-!--!-! #IM A TEENAGER PLSSSSSS #im waiting at the bus stop rn.... #SPARKS FLY WHENEVER YOU SMILE :(((