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#deep poems for whenyour sad
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Fury
Thats whats apparent to see
A stand-off between life bringer and me
A constant roar of rage
And yet we stay
Infinitesimal reasons
Leads to one sharp cry
And that is where
I learn to fear my life
Comedic things brought war upon us all
For she thinks that she's done
Nothing wrong at all
"PARENTAL ABUSE EXISTS TOO"
Yet...what does she think she's done to me and you?
A puppeteer thats what she is.
Yet claimes that she is only playing our game
Only for herself.
That's what she cares
Even though she pretends to be mama bear
Blame is a game that no one has not played
But...why is it never her to blame?
When she controls our every move
To the point that we have no clue..
Who we are
Scarred. 6 of 6
None of us know how to deal with this
Fly swatter swung at the young
And yet she claims she's done nothing wrong
Choked by fear and anxiety within
Makes us all give in.
We let her win
MY ENTIRE BEING IS TO HELP THOSE LOKE ME
BECAUSE I HAVE NO CLUE WHO TO BE
IM TOLD IM EMPATHETIC TO A GREAT EXTENT
But..what would you do if you knew
It wasn't genuine..
Nothing is real. Therapist is all I know
And thats why I hurt but help you so.
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The 3 amigos, you, birdie, and another who flys
Chirping catching worms and nest in corners
Playful pecks, no threats
Yet find the attached attraction of thou and your fellow bird distressing
Birds of a feather flock together they say
find birdie leading astray
More attached you grow
the father you part Birdie
Birdie you have no reasons to be malicious
But find fleeting thoughts of possession over a worm that belongs to none
Whenever you're both in close raidus birdie feels
Jealous.
But why?
Who should be heartmates?
Not you Birdie, not with them.
If you all flock in a group why is it envie?
A hot coal fired in my core
Wishing to take what you wish was "mine"
But is not yours to take. So dont.
Maybe the early bird does get the worm
And that early bird was not you birdie
But the other fledgling flying high
It is not for my nor your feelings to decide
This is not healthy little birdie, so why?
Because we do not control how we feel.
But how we feel isn't clear
Do you want this worm? Another bird?
Maybe so.
Maybe this little birdie just craves adoration.
The same that 2 of our 3 experience.
So here you are birdie, attached to a straw of gifts
Maybe Wishing for what isn't yours?
-Parker 2022
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Tw! Death mention, truma mention, literally about truma and shit beware
THIS IS A POEM!
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Hard waves crashing
On the shore of your mind
The force of a tsunami
memories,
Truma tumbling through Tough thoughts
every moment of horror etched deep in a laberinth
Only to be discovered millennia later
Simply because the heart and head couldn't comprehend
When grief struck! It tore down cities!
Night terrors made
the quaking caused by mentors whom discarded you
eruptions in those around you
Spewing flaming words that melt
The childhold delight you once had
...as if it were an icecube
When the judges of life don't approve
Yet you sold your soul and heart
Quicksand swallows you, years of hurt
Awaiting the death of your once lively spirit
Every single moment of disruption
The killing of a mourning dove
Those are the hard waves
floods the mind without warning
Slaying every childhood hope that wasn't burried
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Oh look, a super happy one from me. Enjoy!!
You beged for my reason
Why I tell it to no one
I said "I'll tell you one marrow"
And thought we were done
You asked again
Small sighs and humms
I then decided that I was done
Hiding.
Whirling winds of a shakey breath
Chattering clams that rarely rest
Two words, that all that was said
"I'm trans" and they stared like the dead
One shrieked, total surprise
The other a look of confusion in his eyes
An explanation of who I am
Six words told them who I am.
I am Parker, use he/him.
My names Parker, only he/him.
They call me Parker using he/him
They stumbled with Parker...but tried and win
The day flew by, my friends in tow
They held a performance more like a show
Whenever they slipped up and made a mistake
They were hurt by their dumb human brain.
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Dear past me,
You'll rise and fall
Through mountains you will crawl
No more than five feet small
As a butterfly you changed,
Fallen into a cocoon,
Letting the acids swallow you.
But emerging, is someone new.
Screaming, "somone please change me!"
Was not healthy,
As who you will be
Is somone im glad people will meet.
As time Flys, much like a butterfly
You change more than once thought
And believe it or not
People will help you, more than taught
Isolation and detonation
That of a nuke
Is somthing no one will rebuke
So let you become You.
Thoughts and factors
Become visible to you
As I grew
I became me, from you
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Stars a pretty, so are constlations.
Driving into my skin
The scissors of life
Tend to splice
And haven cant exist without sin
So as the water of war
Spills on the floor
Remember that it was you who brought yourself
To this place
The color of heat and passion
Love and no raahen
Drill stardust of blood, into supple flesh
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Scratch scratch
Scratch scratch
Surrounded by flame and ash
Scratch scratch
Scratch scratch
Holy fuck what was that
Let's dash, I heard a crash
Memories remember me
Fine wine and royality
On my thrown, thrown down
Well shit I broke my crown
My sanity are demon
Never there
Remember what has taken me
The stinging of no-one who cares
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A fear of knives lessens suspicion
Especially when with adults
They can't listen
No blades as far as the eye can see
Yet, witness to the carvings in skin
are apparent with me
My poison is nothing you can take away
Because claws are a natural part of me
And only they can decay
Its easy to hide
When you were never found
Yet demons prey on me and this sound
Digging deeper searching for gold
Thars where I'll be as this story is told
So take my warning
No matter type, shape, or size
Self harm is my witness
And my demise
Self harm can be an attom
Or an eye.
-Storm
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Tirelessly we work
Trying to get approval
I can believe you didn't notice sooner
The bags under my eyes appeared in grade 5
Today's society is our demise
And you expect us to belive your lies
Teenagers are scared of our peers
So much depression
Too many fears
Little girls are told "boys will be boys"
And that picking on you means "he has a crush"
And now your wondering why majority of is are scared to be treated like toys
You wonder why we are lazy
But your all just crazy
Because how else are we to express ourselves when all you do is shit on what makes us pleased
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Imma fucking rick roll my teacher
If I were Rick Astley
I would just wanna tell you how I'm feeling
I would make you understand 
I would never gonna give you up
I would never let you down
I would never run around and desert you
I would never make you cry
I would never say goodbye
I would never tell a lie
I would never hurt you
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Oh look at me posting a not depressing poem... your welcome
What they mean to me:
Storm a noun that represents me: dark, wild, loud, and free
Alone in a room but never lonely, all by myself as I like it to be
Friends are the ones who stick by my side, support me, rules we never abide
Thinking that never stops throughout the night, whats that, who's here, by my side
Loud, the never ending ringing in my ears
Anxiety worried about exposing my fears
Music the liberation to express who I am
Night the only time im awake
Stars the brightness a d wonder leaves a breath in my wake
Walks, with one wonderous best friend, the most time outside I'll ever spend
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Imma fucking rick roll my teacher
If I were Rick Astley
I would just wanna tell you how I'm feeling
I would make you understand 
I would never gonna give you up
I would never let you down
I would never run around and desert you
I would never make you cry
I would never say goodbye
I would never tell a lie
I would never hurt you
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Oh look another not depressing one (these are school things but I mean they are good)
I am a feirce predator, top of the class
Most tremble in fear whenever I pass
I am a creature with stamina and strength
Don't test me now for your bones i will break
Very few creatures will shake in my wake
I've been here on the plain since before the great dane
With cold and heartless strikes, I will turn off your lights
And I am awake for all the morning sights and dark nights
A master of inmatation, thats what I am
You should be scared if me for I am human
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"Im not the only one in this fantasy"
Forced smile and enthousiasme
Clutching whats left of a broken romance
A sea thrashing churning stirred
Hopeful feelings return
Mean green emotions
Swirling and bubbling
Deep in the cauldron of desire
A heart on fire
Yearn and sorrow
Burried ugly feelings below
A bright Cheshire grin
Deciet to save face
Pressure perishing
Amourous despise
Lungs deflate
You're fine
Sweet smiles
Fleeting touches
Leave
Ugly shades of green
NO
NO
NO
NO
Be gone
You're not wanted
Cherish what you have
Or it will be destroyed
Don't change things
Don't
Its not worth the pain
Suffer in sclience and nothing will change
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Lol I totally didn't just silently cry for 20minutes
Nooooo not me
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Hello, I am once again talking about my poem blog. It is not all going to be depressing poems but those that are have trigger warnings on them
That being said, like if you like poetry come and read ive been told they are good
Its @deep-poems-for-whenyour-sad
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