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hubbydraws · 1 year

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// reality checking Btw, anyone using this carrd (https://das.crd.co/) for Delusional Attachments - it has been taken over by someone else who is against DAs existences. To anyone who is spreading the carrd, or has it linked on anything- if you don't want that there or to accidentally give it to someone dealing with this, I suggest taking it off or deleting anything have with the link. Now, onto the carrd- The carrd will be normal for the first four pages, but at the fifth it will have a copy-pasta on it.

After that, it take you to a page with a public google doc.

I'll be honest, I refuse to read the doc. So, I will not put my input on it. You can go to the carrd if you want to make sure the doc is legitimately there, but for the people who don't want to, here's the link: https://gdoc.pub/doc/e/2PACX-1vTRiUQuLNmr-Zg2RD8nOuDHocT8HPQPzNB79Hf1pNdYFXbAkRGt4kpSt3oZBxih_ubVy5pqaZJ9FqyX

But back to the page we are looking at. At the bottom, in the tiny text, this is what is says:

I personally think this person is just wanting to spark discourse with their way of introducing the chatting feature this way, but I don't really care much. Anyways, It will then link you to a chat.

Chat seems all over the place, and a lot of it seems like it's mostly anti-DAs. Still, don't send hateful or mean things. I also want people to know to also not attack anyone in the chat, or even the person who took hold of the url. The person who made this is only trying to egg you on to be problematic. Besides that though, in case anyone gets anxiety about what "Admin" sent, just know it's probably just a scare tactic. Don't believe it right away just because it says "Admin." People do this kind of stuff all the time to spark fear.

And then below the chat, the person explains what occurred with the carrd, explaining how the carrd was originally hacked into by a "hero", who was just a genshin person. The person now who holds the url is not the same person, and is the one who made the carrd how it is now.

After that, it mentions how the person is fine with kinning, but is against medical misinformation. They are saying basically DAs aren't a thing, and it's actually kinning. I don't really care much about what people think of Delusional Attachments, and I will admit I do believe they exist. The whole reason I'm making this post is to let people who do experience this know that this carrd has been taken over, and is not in support of DAs existence. I don't want people who use this label to get "reality checked" or feel wrong for identifying with this label. This carrd is against that.

#delusional attachment #DA #DAs #delusional attachment carrd #carrd #psychosis #kins #kin #kinning #delusional attachments #important #info #warning #// reality checking

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dr-fox · 2 years

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vv Pronounz Page vv >> https://en.pronouns.page/@DR.ASTRO

vv Discord Tag vv >> DR.FOX#7860

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Hii! You can call me:

Astro/Aztro

Fox

Ruzzia (IRL)

America (IRL)

Poland (IRL)

Germany (IRL)

USSR (IRL)

Third Reich (IRL)

Japan (IRL)

South Korea (IRL)

North Korea (IRL)

Imagez of my IRLz below in order!! Theze are all occazional IRLz

I alzo uze neopronounz and my main onez are:

🏴‍☠️/🏴‍☠️'s

🩸/🩸's

🌌/🌌's

🪐/🪐's

🦊/🦊's

✨/✨'s

❤️/❤️'s

Fox/Foxself

Ber/Berry/Berryself

Planet/Planetself

Bloo/Blood/Bloodself

Pill/Pillself

I'm alzo therian/otherkin and am zpecifically foxkin, my IRLz are alzo all foxkinz

I age regrezz and pet regrezz, I age regrezz to 3 yearz old and i pet regrezz to a fox

I have autizm and ADHD I am zelf diagnozed

I'm 13 yearz old

If you havent noticed I alzo have a typing quirk I juzt change Sz to Zz

I alzo have a xenogender hoard!!

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distorted-illusions · 6 months

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Hi, I don't know what it means to be ‘otherkin’ or ‘alterhuman’, or an “IRL” or “DA” really. I don't understand and I want help and to find people I can talk to and relate to what I'm going through. I have tried to do research on all of these, but I still don’t feel like I understand, and what I do understand doesn’t completely feel like me. So I was hoping if you saw this, you could read my experience and give me advice.

I have maybe like four ‘others’. Others being ways I view myself, or find myself viewing/identifying as.

I just feel so disconnected from the real world. I really struggle to feel real. Sometimes that means dulled to no emotions. And then because I don’t feel real, I'm impulsive cause I don't think of the consequences of my actions.

I sometimes confuse dreams with reality. It is a problem I have a lot. Dreams of my mother abusing me which didn’t actually happen, but affect my feelings towards her in the real world and cause me distress.. Sometimes I dream of a regular day in life, with maybe a few signs it’s a dream, but I think it’s real, and then have to be devastated when I figure out it’s a dream or wake up. Sometimes I get stuck in a loop of me trying to will myself to wake up from a dream, and it will seem like I’ve succeeded, only for me to wake up again and again to it still being a dream.

I just feel really disconnected from life. All the time I'll just suddenly "pop" or blink and be like "oh wait yeah this is real... Do I feel real? How do I feel right now? Is this how a normal person feels? It feels so weird."

I almost 100% think I used to experience a lot more dissociation, derealization, and depersonalization, clearly from like a year ago when I was in public school, but now it feels less. Like I certainly feel disconnected, but I have had way worse. And maybe I’ve gotten more used to it that it just became a new normal.

I'd say the best way to put it, is that I feel like I have past lives. I feel like I've been abused and tortured and all this stuff has happened to me, but that's not real life and that didn't happen. Do I have perfect memories of these past lives or whatever, no. My dad just says I'm extremely empathetic to people who have experienced things, but if thats so, then why does it feel like it hurts me so much.

For all my “episodes” of feeling like an “other” I feel inhuman, unreal, and out of place in the world. I feel I struggle to be human. I struggle to be the girl I’m supposed to be, because suddenly I’m not her, and I don’t know her, I don’t know what she would do. I have her memories but they don’t feel like mine. I feel like a ghost watching. I'm an NPC that's not been programmed. I'm here and awake when I'm not supposed to be.

My main/recurring ‘others’

- 1. The angel. My episodes include me feeling/believing that I am some fallen imprisoned angel that was given a job to become host of this body. I sometimes feel like I'm supposed to have wings, but that part isn't always constant. I feel like I’m supposed to ‘carry the burdens’ of the original host’s life.

- 2. The doll. Similar to the angel, I am a doll that was chosen to become host of the body. I am a doll who is supposed to follow orders and bring joy. This one used to be much more prominent as I was a child.

- 3. The creature. This one is sort of a general descriptor for feeling inhumane. My head feels off a lot, like I'm supposed to have like anime girl cat ears, but there are none and so I feel off. I feel off in the family and more like an object or pet. Mainly object.

- 4. Weirdest one, please don’t laugh or call me cringe, but C!Tommy. It's not like the others where I feel like I've been given the mission to be host and protect. It's like I feel like I am c!Tommy sometimes. Like I can remember parts of exile and being hurt and tortured. Like my life as me was never real and that I am c!Tommy and was him in another life. I know I'm not him, but I also feel like I am. When I feel like I am c!Tommy, I like he/him pronouns. Which usually for me I feel more nonbinary-woman aligned. I know I’m not a boy/man, but part of me feels like I am. It’s like there are two me’s, one that is the actual me(host?) and one that believes she is c!Tommy (The delusion)

And I think one of the worst parts of all of these, is feeling like I have or that I have a strong connection to being abused. And like I just can't remember it. Remember all the details. But reading about stuff, it all just hits a little too close to home. I don't feel like I'm just being empathetic.

So yeah I just get into states where I don’t feel real. And sometimes during that state, I feel like I am an ‘other’. Not even sometimes, it is like always like this. It’s like “I don’t feel real right now….. What does real feel like? I am ____. I know I am not. But also I am.” These two me’s battling inside. One the believer (delusion) and me (The doubt/reality)

I don’t know how to put it, it’s like when ‘I don’t feel real’ I am waking up from a dream. The dream was whatever I was doing before I “woke up”. The experience I just went through doesn’t feel real. That doesn’t feel like real life. Now doesn’t feel real either, but at least I’m ‘awake’ and not ‘part of the matrix’.

So yes I feel like. “Yes I am an angel. That is who I am” and then sometimes I go to’ sleep’ and feel like I’m a human. But when I “wake up” I am not human. I am usually an angel (most common ‘other’ feeling). I tell myself I am not an angel, I know it’s not true, but part of me believes I am an angel and I can’t stop believing it.

And thats how it usually is. Usually there are the two of us. Me(delusion) and myself(reality), we’re fighting for dominance, and we feel so out of place in life. We want to go ‘back to sleep’ but even that doesn’t feel all that much better. When we’re ‘sleeping’ we still feel some level of unrealness/unreality, we’re just not acknowledging it or completely aware of it.

Then, it’s only happened a few times, not many I can remember, when we’ll have a full episode. where me(delusion) takes over and we 100% feel like an ’other’. We don’t immediately panic like we don’t know where we are. Cause usually when this happens it is one of the other’s that believe they were tasked with becoming the new host, and so being here wouldn’t be so strange. But when it happened with c!tommy, I kinda just blinked my eyes, and was like “I am c!Tommy. What am I doing here?” and I(Tommy) was aware of a decent amount of information regarding the body, but I was Tommy. And I couldn’t stop thinking about exile enough to think about much more. just “Oh yeah I exist in this girl’s head, not really sure why, but I’m Tommy, and- Oh gosh exile was awful! I’m so happy I’m not in exile right now! And!-oh, but what about my friends…. But at least I’m not in exile!” and then when the episode ends, I(reality) wake back up and am like “what the fudge was that. That doesn’t feel like me. These memories don’t feel like mine. But that clearly just happened….”

And during some of these I don’t know how to describe them, call them, almost manic psychotic episodes, sometimes I also become obsessed with something like DID, and start thinking “Yes I must have DID. this must be what this is!” and then again, I’ll ‘wake up’ and be like. “No you don’t, silly.” or “what was I talking about? Of course I don’t have DID.” and again all my memories of when the episode was happening feel distant and not 100% mine.

I just never feel real, and my memories always feel distant and like they don’t belong to me. And I can’t function or live my life! And I know I must be going through some sort of psychosis, I’m in the process of trying to get a doctor to talk to me, but I wanted to ask the internet. Do I fit ‘kins’ or IRL/DA ? I just want to meet some people that have an inch of understanding of what I’m going through.

I don’t understand what it means to have a spiritual connection to something. I feel like I relate to something, and I feel like I am it, but I know I’m not. Yes I use the “past life” card to try to explain it, but I don’t actually believe in past lives, and Tommyiinnit definitely wasn’t one of them. And I also don't believe there is a parallel universe where the dsmp was real.

Thank you for any help or advice you can offer. And I'm sorry if anything I've said has upset you. Sincerely.

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bryverros · 4 months

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"remember who the real enemy is" you're right. i remember now. it's him. he's the real enemy!!!!!!!!!!!

#i mean honestly i got too attached to luke and now i need to be really delusional #luke castellan #percy jackson #charlie bushnell #pjo tv series #walker scobell #lin manuel miranda #leah sava jeffries #percy jackon and the olympians

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chronicowboy · 2 months

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i know obviously the still of buck and chris is probably-almost-definitely gonna have something to do with the basketball thing but on the tiniest off chance it doesn't: it's christopher trying to act cool and nonchalant as he asks buck what it's like to have a crush on someone and buck turns further and further away from chris as he describes it, hunches deeper and deeper as the words just keep spilling out and when he finally goes quiet chris asks "is that what you feel with natalia?" and buck whispers to himself "no" and then eddie walks in and goes "woah looks serious in here, everything okay?" and buck's like "uh, yeah, yeah, i've gotta go do something but uh see you guys soon" and then he goes and frees natalia from the homoerotic situationship haunting los angeles' women. [bonus: chris asks eddie the same question after a bit of deliberation about how insufferable his dad might be about the implications of chris asking said question and eddie gives an answer that is essentially the same as buck's and chris like. narrows his eyes and goes "that's exactly what buck said" and eddie like blanches a little bit and goes "huh, is it? anyway. who's got you feeling butterflies?"]

#sami rambles #just covering all my bases with spec #the more delusional the better to me <3 #911 show #911 abc #911 spec #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #christopher diaz #buckley diaz family #uh oh i have become attached to this idea now

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popcosmi · 18 days

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i’m girls (im sad again guys)

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riddledem0n · 8 months

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Since im Ken I say that Allan is taller. No CRITICSM 🥸

#barbie #barbie fanart #allan barbie #ken x allan #barbie ken #ken fanart #greta gerwig #me irl #delusional attachment #kin stuff #kinsta

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kaekae444 · 2 months

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"i'm married of course i'm not happy"

SIR...YOU CAN NOT TELL THAT TO A DELUSIONAL TEENAGE GIRL WHOS IN LOVE WITH YOU 😀

#male tc #male teacher crush #teacher crush #tc #tc feelings #tc community #teacher attachment #girlblogging #tc blog #tc crush #teachercrush #teachers pet #daddy issues #just girly things #lizzy grant #lana del rey #lol #delusional #what is my life

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hubbydraws · 1 year

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D/A’s aren’t real. In fact the very existence of them is extremely ableist to people who actually suffer with psychosis. Get help

I personally believe they exist due to friends' experiences and even my own experiences with my psychosis. Besides that, the only reason I made the post was to let people be aware that the carrd was changed and no longer aligns with what people were using to identify things for themselves. People with psychosis, who experience this and with the label of them having DAs have the right to know what's going on with the carrd they identified with. That's all.

#anon #delusional attachments #delusional attachment #DA #DAs #psychosis

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neuroticboyfriend · 1 year

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those with identity delusions, you know yourself best. if you want people to not reality check you, you have every right to that. you do not need to be fixed, you can exist in whatever way make you comfiest. being psychotic not mean you cant make decisions on your own self and health. you are your own person (or not-person, if that who you are).

#softspoonie #disabled #disability #psychotic #identity delusion #delusional attachment #actually delusional #delusional #delusions #endel #psychosis #actually psychotic #autonomy #disability rights #mental health

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soahbee · 1 month

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Hiiii Girls!! I came to tell you a little story. <3

Well, on Sunday, you saw the little screenshot I showed you, and then I talked to him a little more. Then on Monday, I was still a bit withdrawn at school and we didn't hang out as much, bc I was more busy with my friends and school, but ofc I wasn't a jerk, I greeted him in the morning and when we met in the corridor I was scared but smiled at him. I saw that the "rival girl" was sometimes with him and they were talking, but I tried to ignore it. However, I think he sensed that I was a little reserved, so maybe that's why he didn't come to me.

But then, as if something had changed today, since I never once noticed that the "rival girl" was present around R and when I went to his class, he was standing at the door and greeted me with a big smile, he even put his arms around my shoulders. (!!!) I was honestly very surprised and I don't think I could hide it bc he just laughed at me. lol He started talking to me at his desk before class and since he is quite talkative, I mostly just listened to what he said in confusion. I'll be honest, I didn't know what to do at all, it was as if we were having our first conversation. I didn't even understand why I was behaving so differently.

I felt like he could see right through me and see into my soul, as he kept looking into my eyes and sometimes smiled slyly while making me feel that something is different here now. He enchanted me so much with his gaze that I couldn't even react, it was such an inexplicable feeling girls, I can't describe it properly... Here comes the point, when the other students came in, he stood up and looked down at me and said this, which has been ringing in my head ever since:

"Don't look at me with those doe eyes because it's cute." He said teasingly (?) and then loudly asked everyone to sit down.

Since then, I've been sitting at home in a state of shock and only question marks run through my head. What happened?!!

Do I understand this correctly? He was really flirting with me??!😳.... or maybe im just *delulu* lol

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