Honestly today I have no motivation to study at all.. 😕🥲🥲😶🌫️...
Don't know what to do.. I could just complete only 2 pages in 2 hours, I am really slow today don't know why 😞😕..
@moonstonechampagne @blushlilyyy @cutely-voiz
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Was gonna do a background (and clean it up) but you know me 👹
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Burnout
it’s in the numbness of my chest, the slouch in my shoulders. the words on the tip of my tongue, the words that never make it past my lips. the quiet anger buzzing under the surface, the spike of irritation when someone prods too much, too close. its in the way everything spills out, yet not one thing feels right. its in the way the letters make sense, words register and yet none of them stick. its in the way i try to keep my eyes open, so much to say to do and yet. yet sleep will leave even this moment with a taint of imperfection. things i do leave a sour taste in my mouth, regret after regret until i am drowning in an ocean of them. where is the me that would run full power on two hours of sleep? where is the me that dreamt greater things than sleepy dreams? where is the me that just did, and made it work, where is the me that i crave, and not the one i am
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Still depressed that no matter what, nobody will ever animate, draw, write or do anything with Reign of the Supermen’s Kon and said Kon will never be separated from the movie continuity that abused him and took him away forever.
Sigh.
I have no motivation to do anything anymore
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I feel creatively dead.
Everyday when I pick my pencil and feel nothing stirring inside me. Whenever i turn to see everyone I know get so much better, get so much in return for their thoughts, i feel bland.
I don't envy success, fame or growth. It is just that every day when I wake up, i am still me, tumbling down a ladder of my own imagination with no motivation to hold me.
Every day i burn out a little more. I wish I could create more often, travel longer, and cook the food my dreams wish for. Yet, i simmer in my own inability.
Here i lie, an unmotivated rock of life, unable to accept my evident mediocrity. I burn to be more, i burn out to turn even lesser.
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you know what's exhausting? working.
you know what's even more exhausting? not working.
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Maybe
The more you expect, the more painful it gets
Sometimes I don’t know if I am full of regrets
Maybe it’s because of the stress and frustrations
More than 6 months now and I still don’t have directions
Oftentimes I pray for acceptance and clarity
But my mind can no longer stand this insanity
I tried to be patient, be more optimistic
But all my prayers seem so unrealistic
I am dragged down to the…
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When you're succumbed into the anxiety and insecurities
You know that you're not strong, you're dejected as it seems
Frustrating your hope to find it
Demotivating your angels to keep at it
Losing what's left to get up
In distress, sometimes, you're just fed up
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I think Ive masked my depression so well that I cant recognize it anymore
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what should i draw...
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Hloo guyss
I just don't know what to say cuz nothing has been happening in my life lately and I'm just sleeping all day cuz we got holidays for 4 days straight which is a big thing for me as a 10th grader👯
So....I had my English listening test just now which wasn't really good..... ✨anyways✨
I did a workout yesterday and then ate a lot so....I think I gained back the calories half an hour later🥹🥹🥹
And these days I've been a little demotivated cuz of my periods... anyways I'll try to be regular with uploading my blogs so...that...u guys can read it I don't really know what else to say that's why I'll be ending this..
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE <3
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sometimes i think ' i should do something productive ' and completely rearrange my room by putting 1 candy wrapper in my garbage can and that makes me feel so accomplished
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*sigh*
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