i’m getting so tired. i no longer have energy to react to distress anymore. i can’t cry. i can’t.
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Hay días de mierda, y esta bien. Está bien si no puedes siempre con todo, está bien acostarse a llorar un ratito.
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Reminder to anyone that needs it, (me), that writing fanfiction is supposed to be a source of fun, not stress. If working on a fic gets too overwhelming, you have every right to cut it short.
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Time heals everything
How much I repeated it day after day
Now I'm just a big pile
Of fear, insecurity and trauma
Even though I see a scar
It's still open inside
And it hurts when no one sees
it hurts so bad
-gamk
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“ how are you? “
“ i’m good! “ ( i haven’t been okay since the peak of my childhood and i don’t mean my childhood entirely i mean like the beginning where i was way too young to remember anything, i internally cry now everyday because i’m too numb to physically cry and produce tears , i disappoint everyone i love, i’m an adult now and still don’t know what i want to do with my life i genuinely see no future for myself, i look in the mirror and want to shatter the glass into a million pieces because i hate what i see, i’m never satisfied or happy with anything and i use substances to cope with the pain but i come right back to an endless state of depression once the high is over, i genuinely feel like i was a mistake and have no purpose, my own mind hates me more than anything or anyone could. i constantly think about isolation and running away from everyone and everything because i’m in a loop of endless suffering. )
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I started sertraline for the 1st time today and is there some kind of discord where I can meet other people who use antidepressants and talk about it? If so can anyone send me the link?
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Por favor que pasen ya los días de mierda. Estoy cansada. No sé cómo seguir.
Señorita Allan Poe.
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Going through the worst breakup rn, pounds are dropping like flies 🥹💔
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Freak show
Isn't that crazy?
In the blink of an eye
You realize that inside you
The person who cries
Is now an outsider
For a moment I question insanity
Sometimes I wish I was a healthier writer
And sent to a parallel reality
I would write beautiful love letters
I guess melancholy is already part of the personality
Being in a sweater
Crying and drinking wine
Why God? it's still Monday
I feel like a stranger within myself
Welcome to my show
A freak without salvation
I'm stuck in a prison
That exists only in my head
-gamk
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hey bbg u lookin acute 2day
(extremely unoriginal triangle rizz)
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