#depressiin

[orenoseida]

I thought I was over getting depressed on my birthday

But I keep thinking about how I don't have a close friend

And how it's because no one can stand me

#friends #husband #me #depressiin #birthday

[maerakea]

"I miss you"

heromari is the most couple ever

here one without the blue tint and texture, and an angsty one bc i felt sad

and the process

yes i used a bunch of art from the game to piece the actual art together 😭 sorry in advance HAHAHRJSHTAJ

#art #digital art #artists on tumblr #dreamuani #omori #omori art #omori fanart #omori hero #hero omori #omori mari #mari omori #heromari #they're adorable #THEM <333 #depressiin. #i crry #I AAAAA IN GOING TO BAWL MH EYES OUT

[ratguy-nico]

You know why I hate having depression? beside the obvious DUH, is cause it doesnt make sense, Im here with my awesome siblings, drinking (not alocohol for me though) eating cupcakes and singing to the top of our lungs, every friking song we love, from Glee, to Bollywood, going throug anime OST, Metal Family, I LOVE METAL FAMILY, and crying watching Bluey, have you seen Bluey, wtf, why does it made you cry?

I hate that my brain can not take the happiness we have, fucking dumb brain

#sorry when im in a drinking party i made myself drunk from pure imagination #cause alcohol is so bada #how does people drink XP #but yeah #... #am i bragging? #i love singing #and i love my sisters #one is not a sister though #but you know what i mean #by the way i do not have depression #i mean i did went to the doctor a.k.a pycologist or psyquitric okey me canse #im too lazy to change that one #a doctor...well doctors #told me i have depressiin #but thats their opinion

[faeriecap]

yeah breakups suck but have you experienced the TRUE heartbreak that occurs from 1) endgame steve’s finale 2) witnessing the downfall of the new star wars trilogy 3) finding out about the existence of kingdom of the sun

#this is soooo niche but i just. #THESE ARE THE EXACT SAME EMOTIONS OF DEPRESSIIN AND BETRAYAL #i speak #steeb #anti endgame #endgame #avengers endgame #not my steve rogers #star wars #stormpilot #finnpoe #kingdom of the sun #emperors new groove #owen wilson #disney #marvel #mcu #the force awakens #the last jedi #rise of the skywalker

[diabetesnscoliosis]

tw weight

#now i dont have body image issues but im tagging it for anyone who needs it #tw weight #now i can rant #I HATE TALKING ABOIT HOW I WANT TO LOSE A COIPLE KG WHICH INCLUDES GAINING MUSCLE DEFINITIOJ AND EVERYONE THINKS IM HAVING BODY IMAGE ISSUES #just bc i have depression #depressiin is why i got to 86kg ffs #i wanr to get to 78 again brcause i phsycially felt better #i felt my best at 72!!! #so like #pls #im not going yo starve myself or feel shit about myself i judt want my muscle definition back #it scares ppl away i love having iy #that and i have pants i want to fit back into lol #id forgive ppl online for thinking i migjt have those issues obvs but jm talking ppl irl like my dad #dude bro since ehen did i excessively care??! did u remember how o great i felt when ur work mate got us to play volleyball goddAMM #anywhk #my ramblings

[dupethegoop]

“the angle of depressiin is harder” haha Yea it is babeyn! It jsut cant cum. Hes on ssris

[starfeatherderg]

Vent? Kinda? Or rambling to myself idk lol

It's sostrange to think that it's been like 7-8 years since a certainthing happened and while I accepted it, I'm still not fully over it. It kinda sucks that I fear following people posting things for my fav fandom of all time. It's such a small space that I keep fearing the reach of pepople I don't want to see anymore is everywhere and I can't trust absolutely anybody. I keep fearing blogs I've never seen before might be a new blog of soneone from that group. Or I fear they will turn out to be friends with those people.

I'm doing better than ever before about it, but damn, the scar is big and gnarly. Trust isses everlasting, yaaay! lol

At least being on meds for over a ywar now helped with depressiin and creativw burnout, at least to an extent. It feels so good to be able to rp with my friend again. Our friendship started through it and it sucked so bad having that be gone after I sank so low I couldn't get myself to write anymore. Now we're doing it regularly and brainstorming ideas every other day.

Anyway yeah, just random thoughts about how my alredy shitty social skills I had as a 19-20 year old got just completely crushed and 8 years later they didn't get better one bit, but the friendships I already have are going pretty well.

Life feels good enough lately and I'm pretty happy. Would never thought this would be the case just two years ago lol against all odds I made it and am now slowly on my way to being 30 despite being kind of a disaster lol

#personal #odd ramble I know lol #just felt like throwing those thoughts out #I wish I could get therapy or something but Poland is shit #antidepressants my beloved tho that shit legit changed my life #anyway yeah lol I'm good feeling well even if briefly thinking about my dumb little trauma lol

[koron6]

[enetarch-working-w-adhd]

Why Do You Need Meds?

Q: If a Dr asked you why you want to be put on meds what would you say ?

A: To not just live but to thrive. To function where I can be happy, productive, and achieve my goals.

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It's not about wanting meds. No one wants to take medication to achieve a positive state of mind, be productive, and achieve their goals. No, it's not a want. It's a need.

When the norm is ... depression, negative self talk, frustration, lack of motivation, and more. You can't be happy in this situation. You barely live in this situation because it requires an exorbitant amount of energy to do anything.

To live, to at least exist in society, you have to be able to maintain 8 different functional systems.

Mental health

Physical health

Social health

Diet

Sleep

Financial health

Sexual health

Education

When all of these areas of life are impacted, you are not even living. You are just existing.

To exist means you are doing almost none of these activities. You are lethargic, ruminating, depressed, tired / exhausted. It hurts to do anything.

To live means to be able to maintain the 8 areas of your life. You can seek treatment when you are grieving or depressed. You can go work out. You can meet other people to talk about daily activities. You eat .. maybe not the right things ... But you eat. You get restful sleep. You have money to pay the basic bills. You have a significant other in your life who likes you sexually. And, you are looking at ways to improve your life through reading.

To thrive means that you take these 8 catagories and learn ways to use them to invest in the other areas. How do you use your education to improve mental health, physical health, financial health, you diet, sleep and sex drive. How do you use your work outs to be social and meet new people so that you can network and build a larger pool to learn about future oppertunities.

And, I'll add one more level here ...

To Propel.

To propel means that you are not just investing in your future, you are investing in others futures, like .. children, employees, students, homeless, or others. You have achieved so much freedom in terms of time and resources that you can donate that energy to others to help them move from existing to living to thriving, and hopefully to propelling.

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Meds may not be the solution to your version of ADHD, but for many it is needed to move from existing to living. The hope of being able to thrive may never be achieved, but it must be there in order for the goal to be reached .. To Thrive.

#adhd #adhd in adults #working with adhd #living with adhd #living #existing #thriving #propelling #medication #meds #happiness #depressiin #anxiety #stress #financial freedom #volunteer work #support

[welcome-to-alice-in-helll]

"You once told me that the human eye is god’s loneliest creation. How so much of the world passes through the pupil and still it holds nothing. The eye, alone in its socket, doesn’t even know there’s another one, just like it, an inch away, just as hungry, as empty."

-Ocean Vuong

#poem #poetry #eye #eyes #quote #poetry quote #pupil #ocean vuong #writing #lonely #sad #depressiin #sad quote #dark academia #romanticism #vent #empty

[bzubezliku]

na klapach swojego płaszcza

pod podeszwą butów, a nawet

w kieszeni spodni

smutek wnosisz do mojego serca

#problemy #edit #mi?o?? #?ycie #smutne #milosc #uczucia #mio #mysli samobojcze #cytaty #depresja #depressiin #depression #mam dosc #dosc #cut #cry #thin #anoreksja #cytat #polski cytat #moje #gay #love #zlamane serce

[cherry-cola-light]

I'm disgusted of myself. My thighs are huge and my depression got worse in the last week. I hurt myself the first time after months and I'm having a breakdown every goddamn time I see those giant stretch marks on my stomach.

I don't wanna live in my skin.

#anamia #eating diary #eating disoder recovery #eating disoder things #edblgr #edthings #thin #not pro ana or mia #just using tags #binge eating disorder #eating disorder #binge eating #tw eating stuff #selfharm #svv #depressiin #depression #skinny #wanna be small #ed #thinspo #thinspii #thinsppi

[a-depresso]

storytime! except its more of a wasteof-time :')

i got hospitalized, which kind of sucks.. this time it's to research what kind of medicine to use for my anxiety, so i'm going tomorrow. i'm also kind of happy for only one thing-hospital food is wack so guess who's losing weight again! first time i was there (that was for depression), i got to bmi 18,9 and i'm going to be

furious

if i don't have enough self control.

#skinny #thinspo #ed #eating disorder #anxiety #depressiin #depression #anorexia #meanspo #bonespo #hospitalized #thin #sweetspo #bulimia #trigger warning #tw #ed warning #self hate #weight loss

[salty-muscle]

I've tried on more than one occasion to stop existing, to let go, and every time something has stopped me but it doesn't stop the wanting. It doesn't stop me from leaving all my friends, from burning my bridges, from getting my family angry enough so they can tell me to leave. It doesn't stop the feeling of not wanting to be an inconvenience and feeling like I need to push everyone away so that they wont miss me. I just wish I hadn't done it to so many people because now I'm here alive and alone. Still pushing. It didn't stop me tonight from telling him to find someone else. Someone who's worthy of him. Do I want this to end? No, not really, if I'm honest we haven't even begun anything to end it but I'm afraid. I'm so afraid that I'll just be a blip on the system. A small moment left behind. It's better to leave now to push him away right? Probably not, but right now it's the only thing I can do.

#depressiin #death #suicide #trigger #trigger warning

[such-justice-wow]

ITS TIME TO

D-D-D-D-D-D-D

depression

#original post #Depressiin #Yugioh

[bluelivesaintshit]

I stopped pursuing cooking when i was 18, because i was so overworked, and underpaid, that i had stress nightmares, even months afterr i quit.

I stopped pursuing journalism when i was 20, because i realized that reporters are just mouthpieces for the people who run things, and not the 'champions of truth' i had always pictured.

At 21, i stopped pursuing art professionally after a workers strike revealed the abhorrent working conditions of artists in various industries.

Now at 22, im pursuing trade work, and the enviroment i work in is so sexist, racist and homophobic its become a serious test of my coping skills. But by now ive realized theres no greener pasture over that next fence, no career is gonna fulfill me, and im going to have to find fulfillment in my few spare hours and weekends.

Until I can help forge a better world

#idk ive been feeling very poetic lately #depressiin