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anonymousbeefriendfanfics · 7 months

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Hey guys, so uh. I'm not. I'm not dead. I know, I keep vanishing, and I'm truly sorry for that.

To be completely honest, my mental health has been... somewhere in the range of 'not great' to 'dumpster fire' for the past few years, and things have progressively gotten worse. Fortunately, I finally got on some different meds, so... I'm starting to feel better, slowly but surely. With any luck I'll be able to start writing again soon, because I miss it. I'm going to try to be more active on here!

As a reminder, I write for the following fandoms, in case anyone has any requests to send in to try and jump-start my creativity:

Nix Hydra/Fictif/Dorian: Last Legacy, The Arcana, Monster Manor, Isle of Enchantment

Touchstarved

Path to Nowhere (PtN)

Teen Wolf (TV series only)

Also, my favorite genres are romance (fluff and/or spicy) and angst, especially hurt/comfort :3

#mental health #depression is the worst #maybe I can come back for good this time #Hi Mossy #First like again?#Sorry it's not Content ™#love you kiddo

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velv3tdream · 1 year

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Sorry for being depressed, it’s the depression

#depression is the worst

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undecidedavenger · 3 months

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I miss you.

I miss your presence.

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my-cat-keeps-eating-my-hair · 1 year

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Baked a depression cake over the weekend. It was lemon flavor because lemons are yellow and have a bright flavor. It's hard to be depressed when eating lemon cake.

#depression #lemon cake #lemon #depression is the worst #but lemon cake makes it better #baking

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theintpgirl · 2 years

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Just got hit by deep depression.

*sshhhhh*

The voices in my mind are telling me to die.

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too-cool-for-facebook · 1 year

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How we doin' tonight fam?

Because the Depression's hittin' me pretty good with such thoughts as:

I was supposed to be the special kid, and instead I ended up being the family fuck-up 🙃

#haha #gifted kid burnout #depression is the worst

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sir-klauz · 1 year

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Someone with depression: diagnosed with usually incurable chronic depression

Someone Not A Doctor But Definitely In The Know About Mental Health On Fb: some people are just miserable and depressing on purpose, they’re just behaving this way for fun, they do this for the sake of irritating ✨Me✨, because I can’t handle anyone being #Negative around me or anyone else’s emotions and won’t just stop following those peoples posts anyway, and I hate acknowledging mental health disorders are real! This is for Attention as we all know I mean sorry me and my poor 2 friends I’ve blackmailed into smiling around me and being cheerful when they’re not, but yaa this bad vibe is just for Attention, like all my posts are too bye check out that last selfie I spend 5 hours putting makeup on for to get the attention of 4 likes~ but that’s not the point. You are to blame for staying in an abusive relationship too, and for your PTSD flashbacks liek why don’t you just Stop Thinking! Don’t take drugs though bc I’ll boycott u for bottling it up as wellllll even though I made you feel you had to. You’re making yourself miserable, idc if I have no idea how abuse can work it’s Your fault why don’t you just become homeless to leave an abusive household since you can’t afford to move by yourself somewhere which need 4 working adults to pay rent for a box flat!!! ~ honestly I’m fed up with humans feeling sad in any way too, crying, etc. and naturally having low moods they can’t change due to chemicals in their brain which they have less or more of which are out of their control because well, party pooper, and rather than doing things which keep my own spirits up and just saying I can’t be an emotional support option right now because I have my own things going on I am able to control sharing or not to the degree I want, I’ll just totally lay tf into someone for feeling those things, which is unnecessary and makes people hide how they are from friends for fear of rejection and attack and result in serious damage to future relationships and dynamics because they now have an unhealthy relationship with allowing themselves to feel anything publicly or tell themselves it’s shameful to the point where they can’t cry in front or a partner or share emotions with people they love and maybe even end in death. I’m not going to acknowledge anyone who’s been through anything bad which is keeping them this way and won’t acknowledge they may not of healed yet or be ready as trauma takes a long time to receive from, y’all just a nuisance for not being happy for ✨my✨ sake all of the time. And don’t dare post about it to your own social media, posts that are nothing directly to do with me nor which I’m obligated to read, and lower my mood on purpose when I could just unfollow but I suppose I personally can’t change the situation myself though it’s just a follow button and simply must lacerate your entire being for trying to tell someone, anyone, on your own place of safety, that you’re in desperate need of support from someone which doesn’t have to be me because I want to pretend I’m always happy and never miserable for whatever reason.

Someone with depression: … I said I was struggling today, that is all, in order to feel better instead of bottling it up. Wait, why are you friends on purpose with someone who’s depressed when you feel like this? Perhaps you’re just staying reading all my stuff on purpose to stay angry because you could make a change if you wanted to and mute posts. If every pill tried worked instantly, I’d be cured in a day. If therapy was easy to get in 2 seconds, the potential year long sessions would be over by now. If people weren’t forced to bottle it up unnaturally or get met with anger and manipulation to shut up entirely, we might actually start feeling better. Because no person with depression has once ever only known people that wanted them to be allowed to express the feelings safely rather than bottling it up and hurting themselves more, no matter how many supportive people there are there’s plenty who wish for people with mental health to just stifle it or blackmail them with emotional punishment at their most vulnerable if they do appear less than 100% happy or “atypical” all of the time, and that’s the cold hard truth.

The FB Depresion Doctr: If it’s a sad number 1 song about trauma and pain by Taylor Swift though omggg yaasss queeeeeeEEEEE, gonherr for coming out about it she’ssostrong *cries listening to it every time but it’s ok when they’re sad (it actually is ok I’m just speaking in terms of they think that’s fine only)*

#depression is such a big killer and so many people AID IT #in the sense of either accidentally on purpose making people feel worse for expressing it or anything to do with it #depression is real #depression awareness #depression kills #depression #depression is the worst #depression is a bitch #ableism #this doesn’t count for people emotionally blackmailing you to constantly listen to them and hurt yourself mentally or they’ll die btw #mental health awareness #mental health #mental health is hard #chronic depression #depression cw

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conspiraciesflock · 2 years

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having a really bad mental health day but I will try and get back to some regular activity and replies in a day or so.

#ooc: flightless flock #sigh #depression is the worst

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bihoodnerd · 2 years

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I always feel like *sad trini gif*

#trimberly #depression is the worst

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stil-lindigo · 7 days

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

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thatgurlgigi · 1 year

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I don’t like when I fall in my depression mood it’s one of the worst feelings ever..😫😣

#depression is the worst #depressionisnotajoke #Spotify

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royalsea-art · 3 months

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see you next spring

#my art #royalsea art #moomin #moomintroll #snufkin #moomin fanart #tanoshii moomin ikka #i get the worst seasonal depression #so i did this fanart to cheer myself up #they bring me so much joy

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k3t4min5 · 1 month

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i got a thing for pushing people away when im at my lowest

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patience-in-recovery88 · 1 year

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Doing all the holiday things this year is just exhausting me. Like I’m just so tired. I either have to be doing holiday things or being at work. It’s a lot.

#depression is the worst #recovery

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theintpgirl · 2 years

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Yes. Idk.

Yes. I haven't been in a single relationship.

Yes. I haven't even flirted with anyone and no one flirted with me.

Yes. I am not pretty.

Yes. I neither focused on studies nor in any relationships or other stuff.

Yes. I don't have any hobbies.

Yes. I lie on my bed all time tapping my phone.

Yes. I exist.

Yes. I'm crazy.

Yes. I'm fucked up.

Yes. I have few issues with my mind.

Yes. Please don't show pity.

Yes. I don't know what to do with my even at this age.

Yes. I don't know what to do.

Yes. I'm an idiot.

Yes. I don't have any goal.

Yes. I not sure how to live.

Yes. No one loves me or takes care of me except for my parents.

Yes. I know I'm burdening my parents.

Yes. I want to run far away from here even if it was another galaxy.

Yes. I don't know what I'm feeling.

Yes. I want to die.

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my-cat-keeps-eating-my-hair · 1 year

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Anyone else wake up at 7 this morning to take out their dog cuz they couldn't hold their bladder anymore, only to come back inside, crash in bed, and fall asleep for 4 more hours even though they were starving? And then after waking up at 11:30, did anyone else still not feed their empty stomach gremlin because they were too busy getting sucked down YouTube shorts rabbit holes for another 5 hours and eventually had to get up to use the bathroom, but getting up made you realize you wasted your day, and you were still super hungry, so you sat in the bathroom sobbing for like, 20 min? And then you still didn't feed yourself and went to your room to sob for another 20-30 min until you finally went to go see your SO and tell them you weren't going to make dinner tonight because you felt so terrible? But then they got you Panda Express after work, and then you ate it and felt about 50% better?

If this is you, EAT SOMETHING! The only reason I put on a shirt today or changed my gross underclothes is because of food. Still not gonna leave my house, but I put on a shirt, so I win. Haha, life, you don't get to win this round!

#depression is the worst #0 out of 10 do not recommend #eat something

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