me getting hurt when no one asks if im ok when im not ok even though they don’t know im not ok: 🙁
my 1 am moods
• omg look a birb lol
• GOTTA GO GOTTA GET THE JOB DONE
• hot. way too hot.
• wElL i hAvE tO Be hONeSt i dOn’t reALLy uNdERstAND bUt i fELL doWn tHis hiLL aNd noW tHeReS gLUe oN mY hANdS
• i wanna fucking die
• hey remember that thing that you did five years ago yeah were you were a slight inconvenience i bet that person still hates you for it
• FANFICTION FANFICTION FANFICTION FANFICTION FANFICTION FANFICTION FANFICTION FANFICTION
• *sobbing intensifies*
• i want tortilla chips
• t i m e t o r e a d t h e e n t i r e i n t e r n e t i n t w o h o u r s
• i think i’m in love
• TIME TO ACT OUT EVERY MUSICAL EVER
when someone starts trying to crack through your emotional wall of self deprication
Me to my therapist:
Today, I am again sure that I have just absorbed this blob called “mental illness” like I absorb personalities and other traits from people I meet.
When you meet outside someone you met in the psych ward
my brain at 4:39 p.m. october 26th: it’s time for
Anti-depressants: against depression and depressive thoughts
Side effects: suicidal thoughts
Sometimes I can’t tell whether
I choose this life
Or just accept it.
It’s pretty lame how hard everyone is trying to be “alt” now that it’s the new basic 💀
Like can everyone just do their own thing rather than try so hard to be unique that they just become the same 👻
Me: Please…..Please, give me some dopamine…serotonin….endorphins…..I’ll even take just a smidge of motivation or self love..
Trying to say something, being spoken over and then not saying anything appart from one word answers for the rest of the time you’re with that person.
me drinking my afternoon coffee after having 2 panic attacks in a row
depression? Got it
pain? A lot