#depression moment lmao

[emichevy]

Noir Goblin: I’m sorry your uncle died. If it makes you feel better, I got paid a lot of money to kill him.

Noir Peter: …… why would that make me feel better.

Goblin: ….Stimulating the economy. We are entering a recession!

#spiderman noir #spider noir #spiderman #comics #spidermannoir comics #goblin #great depression moment #he wrong for that one ngl #lmao

[ryssbelle]

My cousins made their own troll Ocs and I drew them in my style.

They were very excited about it

#my art #not my art #both #trolls #dreamworks trolls #they had a lot of fun making these #i actually really love the color palette for princess i think my cpusin did a very good job on that #claw is something else #he is a unicorn troll #neon green was an interesting choice but hey claw is an interesting guy #is it obvious idk how to draw country trolls lmao #ever since i told them i also liked trolls we have had our own little club #im their person who they can talk to about it #they will also just sit and ask me to draw tiny diamond and guy diamond over and over and over and over and over again #they really like tiny diamond #but hey i love those little guys so i draw the trolls they demand of me #they also asked me to draw poppy and branch so they could color them #i still have to finish my viva coloring page for them #the younger of the two who made princess is really good at color picking and color matching #she colored poppy without a ref and its p accurate to her colors #the older one who made claw used the ref for every color but he got pretty close when he tried to guess #the older one also misunderstood me when i said id been practicing art since i was 5 and thought i was this good since i was 5 #he was very depressed for about 15 minutes #it was really funny but dw i assured him that was not the case #but like for those 15 min he did not believe me #even his sister was like 'nono you didnt hear it right' but he was already in the emo zone #he was fine later tho and continued on making his troll #and also proud teacher moment but i had taught princesses creator some art techniques off handedly #not expecting her to remember any of it but then she did and apparent shes been using it ever since #im like omg i actually taught another human bsing something its insane

[heartsburst]

WHY MUST I ALWAYS GET INTO THE SADDEST FUCKING SHIPS WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF

#frankie yells #like fucking. sure any ship can be made sad if you try harder enough but also. fucking. why must it always be tragic little gays #im not complaining but also i keep fucking doing this to myself man why do i keep making myself sad over fictional gays 😭😭 #like do i just only interact with the shit that makes me sad??? do i only really get engaged with sad fics etc. for them???? #is this a me problem???? #like. um. griddlehark. destiel. hannigram (sort of). ash/eiji. satosugu. aziracrow. zukka (in certain directions). shory. aaronneil. #most of my ao3 bookmarks are me sobbing my eyes out... #OH WAIT ALSO FUCKING. REDDIE 😭😭😭😭😭 I KNEW I WAS FORGETTING SOME BUT OMG REDDIEEEE #me like what if none of the mfs had a happy ending together? what then? #like babygirl are you okay??? why do you always want to be so sad?? #oh god also fucking [REDACTED] and [REDACTED]... both of which i had to stop reading fics for bc i was making myself too sad #like genuinely there is a certain very long fic that i had to put down bc i was making myself depressed #OHMYGOD I FORGOT WANGXIAN AND BINGQIU.... honestly mdzs and svsss in general... kicking my feet 1 moment and sobbing the next #there are sooo many ships in both of those that make me so very sad... too many to remember or list atm tbh #i should go to bed 💀 lmao #it's too late for this nonsense ans i shouldn't have been watching destiel and hannigram compilations in the first place... of course im #just making myself sad...

[camgoloud]

who else up feeling the soul-numbing empty hopelessness for absolutely no reason this friday night

#literally nothing bad even happened to me personally today cannot emphasize this enough #i just read one too many of the Wrong wikipedia articles during the period after the sun went down at fucking 4 pm or whatever and then #my brain just decided it was time to replay the biggest hits of the great 2020-2022 depressive episode for fun i guess #and now i’m having. a series of moments. over a series of ridiculous things #again not even specific things that have actually happened to me just the whole vague existential dread deal i guess #truly i haven’t felt this shitty without some kind of direct cause for a year and half at this point #which is having the semi-beneficial side effect of reminding me to appreciate just how good my mental health has been recently #like. remember how i used to just feel like this all the time for. actually most of my life Until a year and a half ago? damn that’s crazy #i hope i snap out of this lmao i really cannot deal with walking into the holidays as a hollow shell of a person #but i think i’ll be fine tomorrow actually pretty sure i’m just kind of sleep deprived after this week #caseyposting

[traumatizedjaguar]

Everybody is a liar nowadays. It's rare to meet someone that's truthful all the time and who like.. cares about the truth. It's rare to meet people who don't do things for the spotlight.

#like faking nose bleeds around spirits??? I knew from the moment she said that I was wonky about that XD #fake mediums all over YouTube nowadays #abusers everywhere and abusers are obviously fake as fuck #my high school was the entitled kids high school according to my professor in college - we bonded a little bit over this lmao #fake people #fake friends #liars #pathological liars #actually traumatized #actually traumatised #all my abusers and all my blood-line are pathological liars and fakers #its so exhausting #depressed #depression #my text #my abusers all fake the weirdest shit that nobody probably believes

[peony-pearl]

GOD!!! I love Iroh

#honestly they could have made his character darker in canon #let him have killed dragons #let people ask why he only stopped the siege after HIS son died #let Zuko in S1 get tired of Iroh's dicking around and scream at him that he's not taking capturing the Avatar seriously so Zuko can go home #and Iroh can't tell him that yeah he doesn't want to go home because he's depressed af #but also acting silly is an easier way to keep Zuko away from Ozai #AND it keeps Iroh away from the Fire Nation #so yeah he's being selfish but it's keeping Zuko safe #I wish Iroh and Azula could have had more one on one moments #I wish he could lament that Azula is going down the same path as him but Azula is too proud to see #that she could lose everything and be as much of 'a loser' like him #Yes there will still be the tension #Iroh will still encourage Zuko with moves that Azula doesn't know if it motivates him #because if Zuko loses faith he WILL get his dumb ass captured and hauled home in chains #Iroh has lost one child he will not lose another #but then let him realize he could be damning Azula all the same #but the more he tries to talk to her the more he sees himself and his pride and ego and he cannot get to her in a way that won't jeopardize #his and Zuko's safety #so he must focus solely on himself and Zuko and getting to BSS #there's more I could say but I think I have enough here lmao

[frecklystars]

I feel so fucking devastated i have been sobbing for 30 minutes. I need Ken to hug me until my spine pops

#nothing happened I’m just fucking depressed lmao #one of those ‘my f/os don’t love me’ moments :’) which I never ever used to suffer through until this year #this year was the worst man fuck this year. #vent

[abnormalpsychology]

Depression really is just like being followed around by a studio audience and whenever you do anything it goes “BOOOOOOOOOOO” at deafening volume

#trying to have self compassion by recognizing this . lmao #like. no wonder so many ppl are sad #no wonder I am sad!!! #depression moment #bbge.diary

[the-kipsabian]

i will fucking burn this company to the ground if kip doesnt win good lord

#this is a make or break it moment #im very doubtful about him actually getting that title. but if he gets as far as botb. we have a chance #a chance. an opportunity. ONE ON ONE WITH OC #THATS ALL IM ASKING!!! #im gonna cry oh my god please #do you know what its gonna do to my depression if kip loses this one #tk. TK. FOR ME. PLEASE. ITS MY BIRTHDAY MONTH. PLEASE #i'll shut up now im not okay idk how im gonna make it to friday lmao #wrestling musing

[lunar-years]

okay final 3.08 rewatch thoughts:

hate to say it but the internet haters have been right about exactly two (2) things this week and that's (1) the locker room PSA scene tilts a bit too hard into after-school-special territory & (2) the Hey Jude everyone-stopping-to-have-a-singalong bit is corny; (that said, I never want to hear the random internet haters complaining about either one of these things, it is only valid criticism coming from me on my tumblr blog etc.)

The Roy line was still bad but the face journey he had going on in that scene...oh boy...want to put that man's brain under a microscope. I am still amazed at how the internet has made it into far Too Big of a Deal while simultaneously making it Not Enough of a Deal and practically no one is making it Just the Right Amount of a Deal!

#I don't even think I agree with the message the 12 minute locker room PSA was trying to convey lmao but. whatever. #I can look past it because there's good moments in there too but some of it is ??? #also I know I just posted 14k words of Roy in his unhinged depression arc not too long ago but I'm inspired to write him up another spiral. #need to unpack him like a bug. #ted lasso spoilers

[widevibratobitch]

aaaaaaand it's starting. mom's bestie just texted me asking to come over this weekend cause it's Bad and it's probably the last chance to talk and maybe say goodbye to my mom's husband and i need to take care of her. god. i wont get through this weekend unless im high or drunk istg.

#time to slightly overdose my depression meds again ig lol #anyway. it is a little better with me these last two weeks. turns out the meds do work when you actually take em regularly #but first my best friend's break up that she's blowing up to unimaginable size #acting as if she just got divorced with the love of her life after 20 years #and not ended a few months long relationship with a guy who's been the source of most of her troubles since the moment they started dating #(ofc she's valid and id never tell her that because like. i get it. some people feel stuff more deeply. but its hard to be supportive #when you genuinely feel like this is the best possible outcome for her and that the relationship was only dragging her down all this time) #and now this. and this is gonna be infinitely worse. and then it's gonna get a million times worse when he actually does die. #and i feel like the worst most selfish person ever which like. probably am. but i did tell my cousin who actually knows my mom really well #and she said she understands and that my fears ARE valid because SHE'S terrified of how she's gonna handle my mom #and she wouldn't wanna be me in that situation cause it's gonna be so much worse for me lmao #like i feel like people who know my mother casually really dont understand just how unhinged emotionally she is #anyway. i feel so overwhelmed. i cant handle this jesus. #but im also emotionally unavailable and refuse to actually confide in another person because i dont want to be a bother <3333 #god i love tumblr. i can literally type anything in those tags lol it's the perfect form of venting since you can just scroll by #but i will still have let it out of myself anyway uwu i literally dont need that therapy fr #anyway. i feel so unbelievably fucking lonely and on one hand it's my own fault for withdrawing and refusing to ask for help. #but on the other hand. i AM alone. like there's no one who can help me in this particular situation. #i have no siblings. obviously my dad isnt gonna help. it all falls down to me. good god. i wanna throw up.

[birt-art]

Finally watched To Wong Foo and yeah this fucks. This is cinema !!

#it's a GOOD MOVIE #idk man. there's so many extremely depressing queer movies out there. it was so nice to watch one that's FUN #that doesn't brush over the dangers of being visibly queer but which empowers you to do it anyway because it makes the world better #a world where people are free to be drag queens is a world where anyone is free to be whoever we want to be #and also drag is FUN and by being homophobic you're a loser and you're denying yourself love and fun!! #it's GOOD #personal post #also the costume design GOES SO HARD #designing drag outfits is literally my job at the moment lmao so. it's research

[barbreypilled]

I may Babypost today to make up for Piss 7 taking so gd long

#also piss 7 is rly depressing so sorry in advance. #it’s mostly setup for Finnick’s joker moment when REDACTED REDACTEDS lmao #also when he finds out about REDACTED and the REDACTED chapter #may work in a scene w REDACTED

[dracolizardlars]

changed blog title in honour of the fact I'm going to see BC Camplight supported by Personal Trainer in a couple of days *vibrates*

#draco speaks #ok it might also be bc I'm particularly depressed at the moment so that song is an extra vibe #but its mostly bc I'm going to see him live lmao #we're actually more going for Personal Trainer but I've realised how much I like BC Camplight too #ALSO his lyrical themes are SOOO Harry Dubois coded which is. actually just really sad bc yeah his life and mental health legit sucks ass #Anyway! Personal Trainer are so so fucking great we've seen them before. Really fun time