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girlyteengirl16 · 6 months

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i wish i killed myself when i had the chance

#mentally unstable #trauma #tw depressing stuff #i wanna kms #pls help me i’m not okay #i want to be okay #mentally tired #mental abuse #tw depressing thoughts #depression relapse #i relapsed again #lol

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ughitsniya · 3 days

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cutting isn’t enough i need a lobotomy

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borderlinebelle · 24 days

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If mental health has you or someone you love by the NECK my haphazard garbage content might be for you.

video is like 1 min long, don’t panic.

ALSO… if you’re broke af .. this content might uh… might also be for you … if it helps I’m crazy and poor too. I’m crazy poor if I’m ffr. 🤣

come away with me … in the night… link beneath👇🏽

DOING MY WACK TAXES EP 2 IS UP NOW…

also I fight a bug I guess?

SUBSCRIBE! I can only really post when my brain allows so it’s sporadic. Sorry.

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supersaltyvoid · 11 months

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how is it fair that they made me this way but i’m the one who has to deal with it

#tw depressing thoughts #self destruction #tw self h@rm #im alone #depression relapse #self h@rm #kinda depressing #i am alone #styroblr #tw ed recovery

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heretohelpsstuff · 27 days

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Things you can do in bed.

Listen to podcasts and audio books about a topic that interests you

Play brain games like sudoku or word games

Deep breathing exercises or meditation

Journaling on your phone or computer (no need for a physical journal)

Text an old friend and check in

Stretch your hands or legs to the sky (you can level this up by doing more stretching)

Play your old favorite song

Read your childhood favorite book

Scroll Pinterest for a vision board pictures (think about the future not the past)

Swap your pillows to the other side of the bed and lay somewhere different

#self care #self care tips #here to help #mental health matters #deppresion #depression relapse #bed rotting

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infpiscutting · 1 year

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Scrolling through Edblr after mom made my fav meal...

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vixensofdeath · 7 months

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relapsing <<<

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fvck-whattheythink · 8 months

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kinda struggling rn

7 days clean ... yay

but they don't see the struggle behind just staying clean. Because they forget the initial reason we pick up something to sh with.

The pain, the heavy, aching chest, the feeling of numbness and the disconnection. The derealisation and dissociative episodes. The depressive and euphoric episodes. The lonely nights, filled with racing, harsh and intrusive thoughts.

They think after one attempt it's not constantly playing on my mind to attempt again. They check in on you for a few weeks, or even months if you are lucky after an attempt to make sure you're safe and doing better. But after that grace period, everything goes back to how it was, everyone forgets, and just assumes that you have moved on. But you are still there, feeling the same things that made you want to attempt in the first place. And then they question why you attempted again, label you as selfish, attention seeking, or ask "how could you do this to us?", feigning care and hurt.

They only care when they realise that they could have actually lost you.

But once you're safe, far enough in the safety net of not 'getting lost', they put that event out of mind because it makes them uncomfortable.

People only check in to clear their concious. Some people do care. But some really don't. It's more for them than it is for you.

So yeah. I'm 7 days clean, I hope you feel good about yourself. Because I fucking don't.

I'm fucking drowning and you don't even care, as long as the days I remain clean goes up.

You don't really care about what goes on in my head.

What caused me to pick up that fucking blade every single time, especially the first.

I hope you're happy while I fade away.

#mental health #mentally fucked #mental illness #actually mentally ill #coping #struggle #therapy #self h@rm #i wanna relapse so bad #mental health relapse #depression relapse #vent post #tw vent #vent #venting #cvtaddict #tw self destruction

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lotititi-blog · 11 months

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you realise you are in a relapse when you download tumblr. AGAIN.

#ed vent #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #mia tw #ed not sheeren #3d relapse #addiction relapse #depression relapse #mentally unstable

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rawrambles · 5 months

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what the fuck am i doing

looking over bridges contemplating suicide

but all i got is my money on my mind

with just my shadow by my side

but I’m sure ill be fine

hoeing around getting high like cloud nine

wishin i had real homies but they’re so hard to find

real people get to like me and i always cross the line

with my anger and frustration i hide deep inside

i say I’m okay and i got this no lie

but its obvious Im useless and im going to die

and to live this kind of life, why?

drugs over your family sounded like the good ride

but look at you now all you do is rely

on people to provide for you bitch sit down and cry

you’re a worthless mess you know that right?

you’re ignorant and will always lose the fight

you could never do anything right with your life

look at those pills go ahead and grab the knife

the heroin is still calling you name

didn’t it numb you and make you feel sane?

go ahead and take a hit

does it look like anyone gives a shit

all you need is one final overdose

shoot up once it’ll do the most

your pain and stress will finally end

but don’t forget to make amends

people hate you you know?

you’re a little drug whore:)

you’re a helpless fuck and nothing more

walk through the streets and feel bad for yourself

you’re such a bad person ur parents won’t even help

you may as well jus take your life now

whoever said u meant something was fuckin around “

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backstory: I found this on my ex bfs laptop and sobbed for hours thinking he wrote it about me. turns out I wrote it about myself the night before on x*nax and forgot about it