#depressionsuck

[mypurplefantasy-blog]

when will it get better? will it ever? i have wasted enough time in this world. I’d rather die than to continue living this nightmare. If it’s not getting better, i don’t want to be part of it.

#sorry for being depressing #depressing quotes #secret life #mental illness #tw depressing stuff #depressionsucks #new to tumblr

[disneyqueen75]

"I'm Only Smiling On The Outside. My Smile Is Just Skin Deep. If You Could See Inside, I've Been Crying! You Might Join Me For A Weep!"

#depressionsucks

[wv-gal-in-al]

It sucks when you can feel yourself spiraling into depression and find yourself getting angry at the smallest of things.

#DepressionSucks

[nic-because-gay]

I Wander & Wonder

Stuck

in my mind

I get the most lost

on the days I didn’t see it coming

Today I was

unprepared

for this journey

I have not shoes on my feet for the sharp stones

nor jacket on my shoulders for the brisk breeze

neither light from my torch for the deep darkness.

I cannot see the truth of now

through the curtains of questions

pulled closed over the windows to

Me

#nic #personal #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #DepressionSucks #SomeDaysItJustCrashesOverMe

[betteryouandfriends]

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[gigi-is-broken]

Love letters to my depression.

You and I have been together for so long now. I am sure you will never leave me. We've been together for more than forty years, and we have been through some shit. For now I'm just gonna talk about this century. Who knows, maybe I'll feel like talking about the last century later on. I'm going to try everyday to write about something and how I did or didn't really get through it. Talk about self medication. For me, it was opiates. That blessed numbness that overrides your emotions. Hopefully this will be therapeutic for me and maybe helpful to someone else who may be struggling.

#suicideawarness #depressionsucks #lonlely #love letters #wedorecover #addiction #opiaddict #ptsd #ptsd recovery #trauma #lifestyle #second life #healing journey #heroin addict #surviver #journal

[rainninpain]

Im so so so so tired. I dont want to excist anymore

#always tired #sad soul #heavy heart #depressionsucks #no end in sight #borderline personality disorder #mental disorder #fuck life

[wildheartfreespirited]

I hate depression. I'm ready to go home. I feel so out of place here and down about everything. I was so happy yesterday. Today, not so much.

#me #my thoughts #seriously though #depressionsucks

[cooloutdoorsdioramaduck]

I'm tired of not being able to be the one I need to be to myself.

#DepressionSucks

[catfish-and-the]

0/10

#depressionsucks !!!! #catfish and the bottlemen #ignore me #the lighter is cool tho

[breathenbounce]

My Private Cell

The past few days have been very tough on me. I have thought so many dangerous thoughts for someone with BPD, and I have put my mind in a prison with these thoughts. Once you punch a ticket to Disneyland, its very hard to get out. And no I am not talking about the amusement park, however it does get "goofy" in there.

Over the past three to four days I actively tried to convince myself that no one likes me, this show, or anything I do. I have tried to convince myself I am too much for people. I talk too much, I'm pushy, I'm a roller coaster, etc, etc.

My therapist believes I feel this way because I have been taught all the things by people who are close to me. It really makes me anxious to get close to anyone. I don't want to ruin anyone's life. I don't want to make anything more difficult. I have somewhat isolated myself because I am afraid I will bring destruction to peoples happy little world. I don't want to do that. I am nervous about it all the time.

There are people who I really care about and I try to pull back from talking to them because I don't want to be annoying. I don't want to intrude, impose; force a friendship that doesn't exist. Build relationships that don't matter. All the things.

The next few days I am going to try to get back on the right path to where I need to be. It's a constant exhausting fight to regulate my behaviors and emotions. I have a nice little circle of people where I work out at, and I hope one day they don't get tired of me. It truly is the happiest place on Earth for me right now. I need to get back in there more. I need to get back to the temple and start doing some art or something.

The only things we can do when we are in the shit is plan for a way to get out of it so we can begin our practice again. We spend so much time beginning again that it may feel frustrating and hurt us. We may think we aren't making progress. However, the fight always takes place when you're mentally ill. It's the fight to get to the shallow end of the shitpool so you don't drown on the bullshit.

I reached out to the Polarlines people today and told them how tough things have been the last few days. From missing my family to thinking people who I think highly of not liking me. The sensitivity of things happening can be so unbearable. However, I always tell myself, I will not be here forever. I can fight the battle and can win the war. Just one battle, one breath, one moment, one struggle at a time. Just one day, I will not let my thoughts get the best of me. I keep doing the work, it will pay off one day.

Michael

#mindfullness #breathenbounce #gratitude #yogainspiration #bpd #mindfulness #mindset #yoga #depressionsucks #riseabove #selflove

[mypurplefantasy-blog]

Right now, i am next to someone who i call my fiancée but i have never been this lonely. my heart aches, there is so much pain it endures that tears won’t flow easily. the heart breaks but i am so numb with all this pain and sufferings. why do i attract the wrong people in my life? i really has thought he was the one but the right one can’t hurt you… or do they?…

#depressing quotes #secret life #tw depressing stuff #depressionsucks #sorry for being depressing #mental illness

[brighterrocky]

It's funny

Being depressed after majoring in psychology. I literally could just look at my notes to help myself out.

#personal #haha #depressionsucks

[misterbrownn]

…. 😔

#sep2023 #depressionsucks

[btsmom3]

Chilling out @ home today. Doing some laundry. Trying to remember that it will be ok. I will be ok. I try to tell myself I am stronger than I think. My brain 🧠 tends to feel overwhelmed sometimes & for no reason mostly. How do people live w depression for yrs? It's exhausting for me. Sometimes I just lay on my bed & breathe. I hope today will be a good day.

#encouragement #self improvement #depressionsucks #Spotify

[patiencemwila]

That moment when you've cried so much that your head hurts but you still feel like crying more.

#depressionsucks