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vixensofdeath · 6 months
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I wish my shower could wash away all the pain and memories and all of my problems. I feel the water and it feels nicer than most moments in my life and it feels welcoming. for an hour I can sit and think of everything or nothing and just feel. I can just feel, without feeling bad or happy even, I can just experience feeling without the emotions. It feels like the touch I yearn for, it feels like home, it feels like peace.
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willows-woes · 6 months
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tori spring had dpdr. sorry.
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Derealigender Pride Flag
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DRgender, DRnurix or derealigender: a derealization neurogender; a gender experience tied to derealisation; or gender derealisation (a neuro-gender sonance).
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fractalsuggestions · 1 year
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this is a little self-indulgent but i love colors and designs, so...
here's my take on a DPDR (depersonalization-derealization disorder) flag
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here are the stripes, top to bottom:
blue- community & overcoming isolation
green- grounding & recovery
yellow- depersonalization
white- general feeling of disconnect, with a white square in the center for a feeling of "something missing"
light blue- derealization
gray- general dissociation/combined depersonalization+derealization
black- loss of time/emotion/opportunities
there's sort of 3 sections of the flag: the center represents symptoms of the disorder itself, the bottom represents the negative outcomes of those symptoms, and the top represents recovery and connection and understanding among people who share this disorder
there's already an existing DPDR flag, but I really wanted to make one that included stripe meanings. the existing one mostly just has colors taken from the cloudgender flag, which as a neurogender related to DPDR is certainly relevant, but i wanted to make one that wasn't derivative of that seeing as not every person with DPDR is cloudgender (for example, me)
the original DPDR flag is perfectly fine! as I said this is a bit of a self-indulgent thing and i honestly thought of this design before checking if there was an existing flag. link to the original flag will be posted in a reblog!
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unidentity-dpdr · 1 year
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Hello!
This is intended to be a half-informational, half-personal blog on the topic of depersonalization-derealization disorder, commonly abbreviated as DPDR.
A longer explanation of DPDR can be found here, but in short: DPDR is a dissociative disorder wherein one experiences chronic depersonalization and/or derealization not caused by another disorder to a point which causes distress and/or impairs functioning. Depersonalization and derealization are two specific types of dissociation: depersonalization is a disconnect from one's self or personhood, and derealization is a disconnect from one's surroundings.
Neither are exclusive to DPDR as a disorder, and either can occur as a symptom of other disorders, other dissociative disorders especially. The abbreviation DPDR may also be used to more broadly mean "depersonalization/derealization". On this blog, I will be using "DPDR" to refer to the disorder, as that is how I experience these symptoms.
An unidentity is a term I have coined for a specific type of depersonalization I've experienced and have been told others experience as well, but have found no specific documentation of. I have chosen to coin a specific term for ease of communication and greater awareness regarding this specific symptom. Other people with DPDR who experience this are welcome but not required to use this term. A longer explanation of unidentity is can be found here.
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slaughterlmao · 1 year
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does anyone else with dpdr (did???) have severe reading and listening problems like when youre trying to understand and remember new information your mind just goes white noise mode and eyes wont focus
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beautifuldarkmind · 1 year
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Derealisation is so weird because why do I feel like nothing is real and I dont exist just because I've got a bit anxious lol
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samijami · 11 months
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This song feels so much like DPDR it's insane lmao
(And I love it-)
Oh I just looked it up and it is about DPDR ok lol
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lucaluvr · 2 years
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ask-me-about-therapy · 9 months
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maddihattersworld · 1 year
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TRIGGER WARNING: DEREALITY AND DELUSIONS
So it’s coming around to people using the,, “i’m in your sink” or “i’m in your walls” thing as a joke again. If you do that on any of my posts or reblogs it will be an instant block as i suffer from delusions (part of my diagnosis with psychotic tendencies) and just having someone comment that earlier today spurred on an episode for me.
in addition,, it’s not cool or trendy to pretend to have any disorder with relations to delusions. (it’s not remotely okay to pretend to have a disorder at all.) People pretending to have delusions are the reason why it’s become such a big joke. such as people thinking it’s a trend to have DID make it harder for the people who do actually suffer.
TLDR; Don’t pretend to have any form of a disorder,, and don’t comment or post things that you know could trigger someone with a disorder
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vixensofdeath · 6 months
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it’s funny how a room you’ve known for years can start seeming unfamiliar. this room doesn’t feel real, this house doesn’t feel real, nothing feels real. I see myself and I wonder is that actually me? I have so many questions about life- everything about it. it’s all so odd to think about and it hurts my head to think about the existence of me and the people around me.
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pilipalaa · 8 months
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I was writing about all the negative things about myself, "I compare myself to other people", "I'm lazy" and this and that. I stopped and wrote, "But.." hoping to find something a bit positive.
It's been an hour and I'm still here with a pen in my hand, the "but" in front of me and no words to write. It is such a horrific experience to realise you cannot see a drop of goodness in your own self while searching for it all around you.
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DPDRgender Pride Flag
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DPDRgender or DPDRnurix: a depersonalization-derealization neurogender; a gender caused by DPDR. It can be an umbrella term for DPDR-exclusive genders, gender derealization, and gender depersonalization (gender sonances related to gender dysphoria).
Similar to cloudgender, however with no references to clouds and less specific. The first colors are from depersonalisation flag, and the last ones from derealisation flag.
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daybringersol · 3 months
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{derealization}lens
[PT: {derealization}lens. End PT.]
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A term for people who need to see their internal experiences through the lens of derealisation to understand, process and/or stabilize them. Made with people who experience derealization in mind, but not exclusive.
Colors taken from the derealisation flag [link].
More about {thing}lens [link].
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screaming-static · 2 years
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