#derealisation tw

[sage-hazeline]

how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long

#cptsd healing #cptsd recovery #actually cptsd #cptsd problems #cptsd coping #cptsd advice #cptsd tag #ptsd #ptsd treatment #childhood ptsd #complex ptsd #madd #dissociative vent #depersonalization #depersonalisation tw #depersonalisation and derealisation #idk depersonalized? #depersonalisation disorder #derealistion #derealisation tw #derealisation disorder

[decayedvignettes]

#liminal spaces #oddcore #weirdcore #dreamcore #nostalgiacore #surrealcore #traumacore #unreality #aesthetic #odd #weird #surreal #dream #derealisation tw #derealization #dereality

[7nvk]

the world stopped being real to me two years ago

#depressiv #mental health #depressing shit #mental illness #mentally drained #mentally tired #quotes #sad quotes #depressing quotes #mentally unstable #world of melancholy #dissociation #depersonalisation disorder #depersonalisation tw #depersonalisation and derealisation #derealisation tw #dereali

[skinnyr4t]

#girl interrupted #anxi4ty #girlhood #tw #bipolar mania #mania #depressiv #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #dissociative identity disorder #borderline personality disorder #actually dissociative #depersonalization #depersonalisation and derealisation #derealization #derealisation tw #depressing shit #bpd vent #vent #vent post #tw vent #actually bpd #bipolar #bipolar problems #bipolar posting #actually borderline #depression episode #manic episodes #tw derealization

[sm0y]

#weird #weird stuff #weirdcore #stuff #strange #strangecore #strange stuff #dream #Dreamcore #odd #oddcore #liminal aesthetic #my art #my thing #my edit #dereality #derealisation tw

[saturnisscreaming]

Guess who just rearranged your bones?

(it was me)

#tw unreality #unreality cw #unrealism #unreality #unsettled #unsettling #derealisation tw #cryptic #cryptid #horror #mild horror #monstercore #cryptidcore #creepy #fear #weirdcore #body horror. #weird core #dreamcore #dream core #surrealcore #nightmare fuel #horror content #horror concept #strange core #skeletons #eldritch #eldrichcore #eldrich monstrosity #eldrich horror

[c-0-yote-teeth]

#love #violent love #i would kill for you #and i would refrain from killing for you #i would spare them all if you asked me to #actually dissociative #did #dissociation #dissociative identity disorder #dissociative system #osdd #did system #traumagenic did #traumagenic osdd #trauma #dereality #derealization #derealism #depersonalisation and derealisation #derealisation tw #depersonalization #depersonalisation tw #dissociating

[teenbeachmovie3]

I’M NOT ENTIRELY HERE

boygenius // kaye donachie // holly warburton // virginia woolf // jovialtorchlight // richard ayoade // anne sexton

#depersonalization #depersonalisation tw #depersonalization tw #derealistion #derealisation tw #boygenius #kaye donachie #holly warburton #virginia woolf #jovialtorchlight #richard ayoade #anne sexton #parallels #web weaving #i do not feel good rn!!!! #very bad in fact gonna cry in a min #mine

[sensitivebunniii]

i'm a dead moth on the floor of my childhood home.

#trauma #vent post #bpd thoughts #actuallytraumatized #derealisation tw #desrealizacion #tw caps

[springbon-t-art]

“…I haven’t been feeling like myself recently…

…I don’t feel real anymore…”

🌊🌊🌊🌊

I loved making this! such a nice way to practice colors I don’t normally use! ^^

Oh and I’m back btw LOL

PLEASE DO NOT REPOST

#my artwork #tw unreality #derealisation tw #disassociation #derealization #vent/? #me

[traumaedge]

#the angel posts #traumacore #ventcore #dreamcore #actuallytraumatized #trauma vent #cptsd vent #csa tw #derealisation tw #hypersexual #picture’s not mine #the edits are

[nolvngerhvman]

nikolai, who suffers from derealization. (requested) my knowledge on derealization is limited, and I have tried my best to research to make it as accurate as possible. apologies just in case anything is unrealistic / inaccurate.

Life is slipping away once again.

For him, it feels distant. He’s alone.

He stares at you, he knows he is, but he can’t feel an ounce of reality like he used to. He moves his arms slightly, unable to feel if he is still in control of them. He sees them move, he can’t feel.

Colours disappear, his vision goes foggy, and it feels as if his ears have been plugged. He just stares at the distance, feeling his mind slowly going numb. Time seems to stop for him, he feels as if he is outside of his body. You still haven’t realized.

He feels his sanity that he claims to have slip away, he wants to chase after it. He can’t.

Even though his mind feels numb, he feels his eyes stinging. Why is he crying? You still haven’t realized.

He is unable to reach out to you, he can’t bring himself to move, why would it matter? Is he even real? Are you even real?

The feeling of guilt, the yearning for freedom is gone. He is convinced none of them were real, he is sure he doesn’t exist.

He sees you stand up and walk off to somewhere. He still doesn’t move.

“Are you going to sit there forever?” He finally walks towards you.

For an entire day, he seems to be detached, you realize. Out of fear of saying something wrong, you haven’t say anything about it yet. It pains to see him this way.

He fools around more than he used to during missions, not the type that makes the enemy scared and you two laugh, the type that puts his life in danger. Somehow, he never acted in a way which would cause the mission to be a failure, but the way he played with his own life made you scared. He may be insane, but this is unusual for him.

He lays down with his arm draped over his eyes. His mind is empty, his body feels as if he is floating.

“Nikolai?”

He thinks he heard your voice, are you real? Is the hand caressing his face real?

“Talk to me. Please.”

He looks at you, his heterochromic eyes once full of colour now looks lifeless.

He rests his head against your shoulder, you hold him close. Stray tears he doesn’t even realize are there slip away and soak your shirt.

You don’t pressure him, you know he will talk when he wants to.

#bungou stray dogs #nikolai gogol #nikolai gogol x reader #bsd x reader #bsd imagines #bungo stray dogs imagines #derealisation tw #depersonalisation and derealisation #nikolai bsd

[decayedvignettes]

#liminal spaces #oddcore #weirdcore #dreamcore #nostalgiacore #surrealcore #traumacore #unreality #aesthetic #odd #weird #surreal #dream #derealisation tw #derealization #dereality #nostalgia #liminal #strange #trauma

[7nvk]

it’s hard to focus when everything feels like a dream

#mental health #depressing shit #depressiv #mentally drained #mentally tired #sad quotes #mental illness #depressing quotes #quotes #mentally unstable #tw sui vent #tw sui ideation #dissociation #depersonalisation and derealisation #derealisation tw #tw: dissociating

[skinnyr4t]

I AM NOT MY BODY NOT MY MIND OR MY BRAIN

NOT MY THOUGHTS OR FEELINGS, I AM NOT MY DNA

#tw #vent post #actually bipolar #depersonalization #derealisation tw #tw vent #vent #derealization #bede motylkiem #motylek any #będę motylkiem #jestem motylkiem #lekka jak motyl #motylki any #chce byc lekka jak motylek #blogi motylkowe #bede lekka jak motylek #motylek blog #nie chce być gruba #jestem gruba #chudosc #nie chce jesc

[valentineodium]

Fun fact!

Today wasn’t real! It never happened! You don’t have to worry about a single bad thing that happened today because it wasn’t real. (*^‿^*)

#tw derealization #tw dereality #derealization #dereality #depersonalisation and derealisation #derealism #derealisation tw #derealistion #i had a bad day #i’m so tired #i’m so sad