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acecroft · 9 months
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ALONA TAL as Jo Harvelle in SUPERNATURAL 5.10
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myfoodishappiness · 2 months
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everyday i fall to my knees when i think about the gut-wrenching tragedy of shauna moulding herself into a life and identity that not even jackie would've wanted for herself if she had lived or if there had been no crash
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seasononesam · 7 months
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supernatural meme: (3/6) side characters | kevin tran 
I'm a... Kevin Tran. I'm in advanced placement. Please don't kill me.
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hrgves · 10 months
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Mind is currently very much occupied by them.
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Okay It's no long 2AM so Everlark and their mommy issue lets go lol and how their parents have impacted them and their relationship but the first one has a better ring. (This is actually part one it got too long so this is just Katniss sorry Peeta)
First, Katniss. Now I'm not here to just shit on Mrs Everdeen, I think my final opinion of her falls in the 'good person but bad parent' category. She was never malicious or cruel and would never do anything to intentionally hurt her children, she feels awful about how she reacted after Mr Everdeen's death and actively makes strides to improve and work on her and Katniss's relationship. Depression and grief are not pretty and as Katniss says, sometimes things happen to people and they're not quipped to deal with them. She even grows to empathise with and understand her mother eventually.
However her children were still starving, an eleven year old Katniss was still forced as her families main provider with no resources and no help, she was still parentified at a very young age and that had had a great effect on how she forms relationships and how she trusts people. The main way being that she doesn't, not without work. It takes her and Gale months to years of mutually beneficial back and forth and a foundation of a transactional relationship for her to allow him in, and even then never in a way in which she was relying on him for something she couldn't do herself. Mrs Everdeens kindness was a detriment in some ways, as Katniss has now internalised that people still have to capacity to hurt and leaver her no matter how much kindness and softness they show. Kind people are still a weakness to her she says it herself, but I think subconsciously she's a little wary of them. It takes work for Katniss to trust someone, they need to prove themself to be dependable and consistent, and I think that is a core value she looks for in a partner.
And with Mr Everdeen, Katniss has nothing less then positive memories of him, obviously coloured by her losing him as a child and that loss potentially erasing certain flaws in her memory, but regardless it's clear they had a very positive relationship. He taught her to hunt, to provide for the ones she loved and to keep herself alive, he was kind and strong and a man not unfamiliar with sacrifice, but he still retained the fundamental joy of music. He still retained this creative, useless to survival skill because he wanted to, because he valued it as something important to him and even if Katniss dismisses music in the beginning, it clearly holds great value to her as well.
The relationship between her parents before her father's death was honestly quite a good example for her. She grew up in a home where people loved each other, in a house of poverty yes, but a home where her mother lit up whenever she called her farther name, a home where her parents clearly adored each other and her and Prim and made no pretence of hiding or dimming it. The story of her mother's abandonment by her own family showing her early on however that this has not come without sacrifice. I think, due to her limited interactions with other people she internalised this version of love and relationships as the only true one, further confusing her later on when the messy situations she finds herself in and feeling love for do not match this image exactly, even if she's drawing similarities.
We as people are drawn to familiarity, it's the reason why a lot of people from abusive homes end up in abusive relationships, a burnt child loves the fire and all that. When we love, we intrinsically seek out things that feel familiar, because with familiarity comes a sense of safety whether or not that is actually the case. Katniss is drawn to Peeta partially because of the ways in which he reminds her of her father, she draws the connections constantly this isn't even speculation. She describes her father as strong, as kind, as a person who left her feeling safe, a feelings no ones arms have ever given her again until Peeta, again something she explicitly says. He also has the softer, more creative side that her father did, with art and painting instead of music yes, but he still holds room and importance on something seemingly useless and impractical at first glance.
With her mother I think is where Peeta's dependability come into play. Katniss longs for stability, she was never given it with her parents, and while not their fault or something they could control was damaging to her. She wants something unmoving something stable and dependable and reliable, someone who, while she's busy taking care of everyone else will take care of her, the role her mother should have taken. And who fills that for her? Peeta. His love for her, she admits in Mockingjay, was something she had as a given, as something unmovable, dependable. He is stability for her, he's strength and reliability because from the moment she stopped second guessing his intentions him and his love for her has been a constant.
She also draws parallels between her relationship with him and her parents relationship with each other a lot and narratively they parallel each other a lot, but other people have already talked at length about that. Their love may not be as uncomplicated as she remembers her parents being, but the similarities are there regardless. When Peeta is taken by the Capital Katniss loses it. She finally understands her mother. She doesn't say it explicitly, never actually says 'I love him' but it's excruciatingly obvious she does. The Katniss in Mockingjay in a girl in mourning. This also comes with her understanding her mother more, the comparison between Peeta and her father are not for lack of want, but Katniss resents the similarities between her and her mother at first, many girls do especially when their mother has let them down in some fundamental way. The wretched mirror of mother and daughter a curse as old as time. But the more Katniss lives, the more she understands her mother's life, the less she resents being similar to her, the more she grows to forgive her, allowing certain comparisons to come thought even more.
Her parent's and upbringing have played a big role in how she loves and who she loves, and it's so obvious in the progression of her and Peeta's relationship. Her initial distrust, her wanting to like him inspire of herself, their slow growing together, the absolute certainty she has of her care for him, how utterly destroyed she becomes after almost losing him, the fact that after everything, they were able to grow back together and find something worth having. Katniss choses Peeta for a lot of reasons, honestly there was never even a choice, but I think her upbringing and the ways in which she saw or didn't see her parents and their love in him definitely played a role.
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snikkts · 9 months
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I search the party of better bodies, JUST TO LEARN THAT YOU NEVER CARED.
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tangledinlove · 2 months
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happy one year lockwood and co tv u changed my life and i miss u so much. deserved better than netflix
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fizzigigsimmer · 9 months
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Antis: Max doesn't care about Billy. He tortured her!
Me: points to all the evidence that says she did. And that torture is a strong word choice for what we actually see Billy do to her. Also that if the way Billy treated Max on screen was torture then Billy was constantly being tortured and isn't that sad.
Antis: Fuck Billy's sob story! And of course Max acts like that! She feels guilty that he got possessed and he died because she is a decent person! But she shouldn't!!!!!
Me: what's your malfunction then? If the empathy, guilt, and grief Max clearly feels for Billy despite their painful history are by your own admission the expected reactions of a decent human being, why are you trying so hard to remove her humanity as well as mine? Why do you need people to hate Billy the exact way that you do? Is it because someone taught you that cauterizing the parts of yourself that make you decent was the only way to be "strong" in the face of your own trauma?
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lesbidin · 4 months
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sometimes i think about biggs and luke and just get. really sad
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baelorbreakbeds · 1 year
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slaughter-books · 2 months
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Day 25: JOMPBPC: Deserved So Much Better
Both main characters deserved so much bettter! 🩷🧡💛
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tardigrade-skeb · 11 months
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TW: implied hanging???
Mari because she's cool <3
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lemonmother · 1 year
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Also my Sasha design!! Heavily inspired by @time-woods version bc i love their artstyle sO MUCH. Go check them out, they also have amazing rtmnt fanart!!!!!
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zappedbyzabka · 5 months
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Fit holder
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hsmtmts-arrows · 6 months
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ej isn't even my favourite character, far from it, but still.
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:(
IF I EVER GET MY HANDS ON CASH CASWELL HE WILL SEE HELL
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chrolluu · 7 months
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"Until the lion learns how to write, every story will glorify the hunter" - African proverb
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