#despair 15x18

[grayewalss]

Sorry, but

"quick quick, tell me something awful

like you are a poet trapped inside the body

of a finance guy"

is very much Castiel and Dean coded imo

#supernatural #taylor swift #ts ttpd #the tortured poets department #i hate it here - taylor swift #very much castiel coded #destiel #despair 15x18 #anyways thats my crazy take for the month 🤷🏻 #grayewalls rambles #grayewalls speaks #grayewalls insanity #dean winchester

[casmick-consequences]

this is basically it.

#it's 100% been done already but oh well #vanilla extract #polls #tumblr #about us lmao #destiel #spn #supernatural #destiel meme #destiel news meme #15x18 #despair

[macy2me]

Does anyone ever think about how Jensen knew this was the last time Dean would get to hug Cas when he filmed it?

#spn #spnfamily #supernatural #castiel #destiel #dean winchester #spn 15x18 #15x18 despair #jensen ackles #misha collins

[strawlessandbraless]

It’s destiel o’clock

#supernatural #spn #dean winchester #destiel #castiel #deancas #misha collins #jensen ackles #spn crack #spn 15x18 #despair #text post #spn text post #spn memes #15x18 despair #15x18

[qtepasacalabaza]

and won't you please give me some decency?

#destiel #fanart #supernatural #y'all know that tiktok audio right? #15x18 despair #dean winchester #castiel #castiel winchester #spn fanart #deancas #this took me way too long to make #i need to stop procrastinating

[vendettasfanfictioning]

Ok so. "Why does this sound like a goodbye?" Was fucking heartbreaking, right; we have the full-on uninterrupted eye contact, the head tilt, Dean's already open mouth twitching before the scene cuts to Cas' "I love you," like he had more to say, but Cas beats him to the punch. It's great, we love that. But for the dialogue to be sequenced that way, and to have Dean reply with, "don't do this, Cas."

I'm only just realizing how fucking insane it was. And sure, I might just be coping here, at the end of the day who fucking knows, but look at it. Think about it. Now let yourself feel it all over again.

It's Dean's death knocking on the door behind Cas, and it's Cas' death emerging behind Dean. Like this, they're directly facing their own demise—but they're too stuck on each other, in their moment, to give a damn. And then Dean doesn't say, "I love you too." He says, "don't do this."

He isn't disgusted or ashamed or put off in the slightest by Cas' confession, because if he is then why is he on the verge of tears? In what world would it make sense for him to want to cry after his best friend confessed to him, if the confession was something he did not want. He says don't do this here, don't do this to me now.

Even if, and that's the most unlikely if to ever exist, Dean did not reciprocate Cas' feelings—don't do this is still so fucking powerful. Because Dean's connected the dots, happiness [...] is in just saying it, and Cas said it, so where does that lead Dean? That's right, with Cas dead again, trying to save him again.

Don't do this. Don't die for me, don't love me only to die for me, don't love me at all, just stay with me.

Don't let me watch you die again and not even let me follow you—because, at the very least, that was a consolation. She's gonna kill you, which Dean knows that Billie knows will hurt him more than his own death, and then she's gonna kill me.

"Don't do this," was actually so fucking powerful, I don't know how it slipped past me until now...

#MORE destiel fuckery #supernatural #spn #destiel #castiel #dean winchester #deancas #15x18 #spn 15x18 #spn despair #dean studies #spn castiel #spn dean #spn meta #spn analysis #destiel angst

[milfsisyphus]

15x18 "Despair" / mercury spills through a mine worker's fingers, National Geographic (1972)

[part 30/?]

#15x18 despair #vintageadnatural #destiel #spn #spnedit #nicole.edit tag

[destiel-wings]

seeing the y yo a ti version of this moment only makes you realize how incredibly tender and intensely romantic Dean's expression was when he said "don't do it Cas"

GIF CREDIT: @sunglassesmish

#spn #dean winchester #destiel #spn despair #y yo a ti cas #supernatural #deancas #castiel #dean x castiel #dean and cas #destiel angst #spn 15x18 #destiel confession

[gaytedlasso]

there’s never enough time.

~

3rd anniversary of canon destiel

Nov 5, 2020

#YEAR 3 ! GIVE IT UP FOR YEAR 3 #have some angst #I’ll draw fluffy things another time #purposely gave these a blur effect #to signify the haste of time #and he’s that is the cut Dean reaction from the ep trailer #LOVE YOU ALL #sketch.art #destiel #deancas #November 5th #Nov 5 #nov 5 2020 #destiel angst #despair #spn 15x18 #Cas’ confession

[violetheart77]

Ah lads not again

#i don’t even know shit about Teen Wolf but you gotta admit this is morbidly hilarious #RIP to the Sterek shippers tho #or not if y’all are just gonna ignore the movie idk #teen wolf #teen wolf movie #teen wolf the movie #supernatural season 15 #spn season 15 #spn 15x18 #15x18 despair #supernatural despair #sterek #destiel #derek hale #castiel #teen wolf movie spoilers #i write shitposts not tragedies

[munalizart]

A little fanart for today's anniversary

#destiel #spn #supernatural #nov 5th #nov 5 2020 #spn fanart #destiel fanart #deancas #deancas fanart #castiel #castiel fanart #dean winchester #dean winchester fanart #supernatural fanart #spn 15x18 #spn despair #destiel kiss

[strawlessandbraless]

"I can fix him" this "I can make him worse" that Pathetic. I can love him so much that it changes the course of the entire narrative

X

#supernatural #dean winchester #destiel #castiel #spn #misha collins #deancas #jensen ackles #spn 15x18 #the empty #15x18 #15x18 despair #turbo hell

[castielsprostate]

okay but what if dean couldn't say i love you back to castiel in the dungeon is because dean was sooo embarrassed he thought cas was straight all those years so every memory where he wrongfully assumed castiel's sexuality came flooding back and then the pizzaman montage played on repeat a few times

#sjonnie.text #deancas #destiel #spn #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #15x18 despair

[m-artsoul]

01/04/23

despair  the complete loss or absence of hope

reply to be added to the tag list

NOTE: in one of my classes we had to do a presentation about a story so of course i chose to make it about spn. li had to also make a poster but ofc i couldn’t be chill about it. so for anyone interested, here’s the original version:

also a close up:

#art #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural #spn 15x18 #15x18 despair #s15e18 #destiel confession #poster #fanart #digital #full color #2023

[insanesonofabitch]

If they ever release The Tapes and it turns out there was a destiel kiss just know that I’ll be redrawing that shit from all the different angles and perspectives like I’m shooting an overdramatic soap opera.

#like why was Jensen heard screaming Cas’ name and why didn’t it make the cut??? 🤨🤨🤨 #but ​if there’s no kiss oh trust me I’m drawing that shit anyway #supernatural #spn #spn 15x18 #despair #the truth #destiel #deancas #casdean #dean x castiel #dean winchester #castiel #release the tapes #RELEASE THE FUCKING TAPES #reiotalks

[casxsunshine]

“He died, saving the world.”

he the world

#supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #spn 15x18 #spn #jensen ackles #misha collins #15x18 despair #I'm still in pain #Dean was Cas' world 😭 #and Cas cared about the whole world because of him #Dean said I'm not worth loving #and Cas said I love the whole universe because I love you #this is the true love