ok so there's this queer brazilian writer who wrote a poem called Ivan that reminded me so much of destiel look look look (I'll translate it as best as I can)
"I don't know if for loving you
I love the whole world as well
or for being capable
of loving like that, the whole world
and for the impossibility of holding it
I hold in you the seven seas
the five continents
every race and language
sanskrit, tupi, armenian
the birth of Christ
the planetary system of Vega
archeologies, architectures
histories, geographies
everything we don't know
and what we know by heart
inch by inch, in your boy's body
my guiding light
justified life
soft mystery
love: this is your name
and I barely knew
of these vastness
kept like stars in our mouths when they meet."
Caio Fernando Abreu, 1983
original
"Não sei se por te amar
amo também o mundo inteiro
ou se por ser capaz
de amar assim, o mundo inteiro
e pela impossibilidade de abraçá-lo
abraço em ti os sete mares
os cinco continentes
todas as raças e linguagens
sânscrito, tupi, armênio
o nascimento de Cristo
o sistema planetário de Vega
arqueologias, arquiteturas
histórias, geografias
tudo que não conhecemos
e o que sabemos de cor
palmo a palmo, no teu corpo de menino
minha luz guia
vida justificada
manso mistério
amor: esse é teu nome
e eu mal sabia
dessas vastidões
guardadas feito estrelas em nossas bocas quando se encontram."
Caio Fernando Abreu, 1983
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my castiel pinterest board has now turned into a destiel board. i’m pleasantly surprised ☺️
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all of season 13 was a coming out story, your honor. dean danced dangerous waters finally entertaining his homoerotic thoughts for a minute pre-tombstone, (also i think Aaron was a catalyst back in season 12 btw) and then He’s Your Huckleberry and it is a magical journey onward into a new realm
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so I was a hospice social worker during the Destiel Putin Election debacle of 2020 and I had a patient in his 40s who LOVED Supernatural. watched the shit out of it every day. was determined to get through the whole show (up until that point) for the 3rd time by his deathbed. I would watch random episodes of Supernatural with him during my visits. we seldom talked, just watched Supernatural. I have never seen Supernatural, so my entire engagement with it was through 1) the ghost of it on my tumblr dash and 2) this guy's house.
anyway, the finale happened two days before one of my routine visits with him. I roll up to his place and he's like "so Supernatural ended" and I was like "yeah I heard. How about that ending?" and all he did was silently give me A Look
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Castiel: Which would rather have, Dean, peace or free will?
Dean: I would rather have free will, that way I can choose how miserable I am.
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by far the most surprising thing i’ve discovered in my spn s1 & s2 rewatch is that i understand wincest shippers now. i’d forgotten how crazy sam and dean’s relationship was before cas showed up lmao
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despair. tragic. let me fill that emptiness with writing a smut where cas serves so much cunt it hurts
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Dean Winchester should never be allowed to listen to any Hoizer song.
Why? You ask. Well simply because to many of his songs would make that pore man violently sick. God forbid he ever hears the line “…lay me gently in the cold dark earth, no grave can hold my body down…”
This man has been through enough he doesn’t need the pain of hearing Hoizers music.
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