#destiel is killing me

[deanwasalwaysbi]

Dean's nothing about our lives is real speech? When he says "everything we are is because of chuck"? He was speaking privately & directly to Castiel when he said that.

Not to Sam. Not everything I am. Everything we are. Dean was having a full on crisis.

"You asked, 'What about all of this is real?' We are." Dean didn't know how right Cas was.

Like no baybee. It'll take 15 episodes, but god himself will tell you Cas defied him and his plan to love you, actually.

#destiel #dean was always bi #deancas #spn 15x17 #spn 15x02 #spn meta #fav #original content #dean winchester #Dean meta #misha collins #it kills me that cas's line wasnt in the script #that misha knew and might have ad libbed it in #jensen got his start on soap operas and boy did that pay off for us #supernatural #castiel deserved better #why am i being so normal about this

[passiveagressivepoet]

the most unrealistic thing about supernatural is that dean winchester doesn’t swear

#supernatural #spn #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #sam winchester #like seriously come on #cw you actually want me to believe that a man who kills things daily and drinks whiskey by the gallon doesn’t use the word fuck #1k #2k

[runraerun]

*noisily pulls up a chair* 🪑 do you guys ever think about what HunterCorp!Dean thought of Cas? Like he was already clearly of jealous of Dean Prime, with his cool shirts and rugged trauma, so he must have been like, ‘what! you have a hot angel sidekick too?! Lucky!’

And Dean would have just floundered and gruffly tried to shut him down like, ‘what’re you even talking about? Cas—hot…?’ *manly, sputtering deflection*

And then HunterCorp!Dean would be like, ‘oh?👀 so you’re not together then? Interesting. Very interesting…’ *slicks back his already over-slicked hair* *huffs into palm to check if breath stinks* *readies himself to make his move*

And then Dean would have internally combusted, obviously. because now he has to explain to his very queer alternate self to cool his jets and step away from his not-boyfriend because…. Because…. Well just to back the hell off okay that’s why!!! >:/

Both Sam’s just -_-; -_-; *deep sigh*

#Sam: we gotta go kill god rn Dean we don’t have time for bi panic #Dean being confronted with his queerness really speaks to me #like maybe if he had been raised with a little more of his needs met maybe the top of his pyramid could have been explored more #y’know #so then when spoiled Hunter corp Dean waltzed in #who was imo played as an openly queer character #Dean really got to see a mirror of himself #like a what if version #the show spends like ZERO time exploring this #but I still find the whole idea interesting #Dean Winchester #Hunter corp Dean #Destiel #castiel #Dadstiel #supernatural #spn #destiel au #Destiel headcanon

[strawlessandbraless]

These two had a profound bond so powerful that it enabled Cas to defy heavens orders and choose Dean Winchester over god every single time

And he was the only version to do so, every other Castiel gave in to their hardwiring, but this Cas loved Dean Winchester so much that Dean was able to save the entire world because of it

And then they try telling us they aren’t gay as a maypole

#cas being the only version that loves Dean that much #it kills me #supernatural #profound bond #spn #dean winchester #destiel #castiel #deancas #misha collins #jensen ackles #spn crack

[ceruleantinted]

soft light romantic gays,

gazing into each others souls,

and sharing drinks… ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🩷🩵🤍

#they are melting my heart #i love my gay angels #and the parallels are killing me #also happy pride month #cannot wait to see s2 #ineffable husbands #destiel #crowly x aziraphale #dean winchester #castiel #THEY ARE IN LOVE YOUR HONOR #good omens #good omens s2 #supernatural #they even look the same i mean look at my gay angels’ soft smiles and then look at both dean and crowley smirking #they are the same picture #this is so romantic

[all-yourn]

destiel & "your love is killing me" by sharon van etten

#break my legs so i wont run to you! steal my soul so i am ooooone with youuu! from a distance i am oooonto you but ill stab my eyes out so i #cant seeeee #/// #ill take any excuse to use that scene from 5x18 where cas carves the angel banishing sigil between his tiddies #sharon van etten #your love is killing me #are we there #supernatural #spn #spncreatorsdaily #spnamvarchive #spn edit #spn amv #my amv #e #dean winchester #castiel #deancas #destiel #spn 6x20 #spn 6x21

[carrythatwayt]

"I need you" played in varying degrees of queer longing.

#these queers are killing me #destiel #hannigram #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #will graham #dean winchester #good omens text post #hannigram text post #destiel text post #good omens memes #destiel meme #hannigram memes #i had no tumblr for 4 days and this is what happened #tw blood

[kitkasworld]

Isn’t it just so unbelievably funny that real words that came out of cas’ mouth while he was about to die were ‘knowing you has been the best part of my life’ even though he’s a cosmic entity that has been alive for thousands and thousands of years.

So. So. Funny.

#destiel #spn #spnfamily #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #supernatural #misha collins #killing me would have been nicer #spn 12x12

[destielwarmsthecocklesofmyheart]

i cant with this man…

creamy white stuff?!

really misha?!

im dying

#destiel #cockles #dean winchester #castiel #deancas #jensen ackles #supernatural #spn #jenmish #misha collins #national pudding day #check your voter registration #misha youre killing me

[scribstiaa]

I got A LOT in storage abt this kids bare with me :)

#castiel #supernatural #dean winchester #dean #destiel #spn #dean and cas #deancas #supernatural fanart #spn art #my art #lisa braeden #charlie bradbury #Lisa and Cas are friends for obvious reasons #mininatural #also I might’ve find Lisa and Dean cute #NOT ENDGAME #don’t kill me

[picklehatingdyke]

this is not a drill AND FOB MUSIC RELEASED TODAY TOO??!!! like ok i’m very normal actually. i’m so normal guys

#true blue killed me lmao #destiel #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #boygenius #lucy dacus #phoebe bridgers #julien baker #The Record #fandom #i love you dean #i’m so normal

[gayngelofthelordlovesdean]

Am I wrong?

#jensen ackles #misha collins #cockles #fucking cockles will kill me #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #castiel winchester #gayngel of the lord #supernatural #castiel novak #misha freaking collins #hot af #my heart❤️ #spn #everybody knows

[garbagequeer]

hate when i see a spn fic about What If after despair they could bring cas back but it was endverse cas. you dont care about normal castiel? you think normal castiel sould be in an empty nightmare dimension and never get out? we are kicking you out of destiel forever

#endverse cas becoming so hated by me for this. he existed for one day my man normal castiel did everything for 12 years #and some think dean would not still very much kill himself if he couldnt see the man he loves again #just bc there's some guy with the same face who only shares ONE YEAR of their memories together. out of 12. what about their kid... #supernatural #thing #destiel

[magnificent-winged-beast]

Despair The truth ∞ SPN 15X18

Spanish Version.

#Destiel #Despair #aka the Truth #Castiel #Dean Winchester #spn 15x18 #The way Dean takes a pause to realize Cas will be at his side when he tries to kill death #Like... at this point they usually discuss Dean doing the solo hero bit before the end #but now it's serious #1. he needs Cas by his side #2. He fears having Cas by his side #but he can't be without him #he rather have him #I'm fine #totally ok rolling in my tears #I had to try to finish this long all their final scene editing #and have to watch the thing again #me 18x15 #the truth set #deancaseditado #moi 3dits

[soullessjack]

it genuinely kills me very slowly to think that some people can only ever think of jack as the destiel kid and not like an actual person with a myriad of maladjustments or silly funny personality quirks. like he has a whole special red and white fleece lined Christmas jacket and is canonically acknowledged as looking like a stupid hot white boy without any thoughts behind his eyes. He killed a whole fucking archangel and then decided that he really wanted to try making some friends like a week later. they wanna be normal and nice so bad and pretend to be some normal small town boy next door all the time but they were literally so angry once that it took three gunshots fired in the back to make him calm and reasonable.

he stress eats and stays in their room for weeks on end when they’re depressed or upset. they line their shoes up and fold their shirts and wear bright yellow vans and red hi-tops. he’s narratively paralleled to Anakin but his favorite character is Ahsoka. he pretended to be a coke addict and pretended to be a pretty new boy next door again to flirt with a hopelessly romantic girl. women want him and he’s absolutely clueless about it. women and men and probably fish fear him too. he dresses like a combination between an elderly man and a 70’s sitcom hippie. he was literally called Bieber and Suite Life. they like stripe patterns and Hawaiian pizza and movies and computers.

they’re literally an autistic person who just explodes shit when they get overstimulated. They watch riverdale and constantly sweep their hair back in a specific stylistic choice bc he likes looking like that. he fucking decapitated a whole Gorgon and then stole the guy’s snake as a trophy. he says shut up when he’s mad and calls things stupid and says they suck. he’s a teenage girl. he’s. A Teenage boy. He’s non-binary. He sat on the throne of god in grass stained jeans and clunky grandpa sneakers and left it all behind without even blinking as soon as his shitty bunker home called out to him. He sticks his tongue out when he’s focused on something and his left eye pulls up into a squint when he smiles reallt wide and his smile is crooked and he has sleepy eyelids . They decided to defy death herself just to rescue someone he mildly remembered caring about once and then blackmailed a reaper into helping with said rescue plan.

He got turned into the tiniest ugliest dog ever and got a thermometer shoved up his ass in the same episode where he’s narratively symbolized by the ouroboros symbol and makes the deliberate choice of destroying his soul just to selfishly keep his family bc he legitimately cannot handle thinking about losing them without going insane. his nicknames are sweetheart and darling boy and pal and buddy and Jackie Boy and slugger and he apologized to a girl for upsetting her like two episodes after ripping a man’s heart out and eating it raw. He literally actively wants to be a silly little guy that everyone likes but he’s so insane and unwell at the same time. he’s the best character ever and I need the entire world to understand this and to see him as more than just the destiel baby or I will also explode. .

#okay gn I have a teeth cleaning thing tomorrow #that’s enough word salad from me I’m just being autistic and gushing about how much I love jack #spn #jack kline #supernatural #he smiled while he killed Michael too….dont even get me started on what he did with Nick …. god he’s so #he’s so ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #literally the character of all fucking time I will not be arguing about this I love him so much #jackposting #spn fandom #I’m . Augh . #having emotions sorry gang #liek yes yes we get it he looks like them both can you say something else please #he’s like . a fully functioning person with thoughts and development btw. if you even care #he’s so cool and awesome and silly #category 7 autism event #jack spn #destiel #but only briefly

[hanniballz-lecter]

if i get fucking queerbaited. by fucking loki. i swear to god ill top those ao3 hackers and shut disney down myself because i cannot have my heart ripped from my chest and fed to me by money hungry capitalists who dont know the difference between joy and pain. again. fool me one shame on you. fool me twice now i have to kill you

#loki #lokius #ofmd #destiel #hannigram #kill me