waiting for you is like waiting for the sun to rise;
inevitable,
and yet standing on that hill,
watching the moon slip behind the clouds
as the warmth peeks out to replace the silver glow,
I feel like i’m waiting alone.
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Words Unheard
~oOo~
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Pendant to Castiel's poem
Fic based on the poems
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love incarnate
destiel poem wc. 53
you love
you are love incarnate
i know what love is because
you first loved me
you took this broken vessel
cast aside in disgust
and loved
it back together
piece by unlovable piece
i love
because i know you
saved by the love i stand in
drowning in it
i can breathe
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Spn poetry month - Day 26: Dirt
@spnpoetryrenaissance
gardener dean is very important to me. and yes i think he has a lot of panic attacks when he’s no longer running on spite and adrenaline and finally lets his brain catch up to what he’s had to live through.
cw panic attack
Transcription under the cut
we got a garden, in spite of god
when i bought this house, i thought about
how much you would love having a garden
with flowers and bees and other
annoying little living things
it never once occurred to me
that all that's yours would be mine
that i would be getting a garden, too
to grow tomatoes and fennel and strawberries
to have a singular apple tree
that bears small, barely eatable apples
but that i still cherish like a part of me
we decided to try potatoes
cut them up into segments and i dug a trench
the stench
of rotting flesh fills up the air in a bubble
dirt and bones and meat surround me.
past my bubble, the world falls away
i am lying down now,
next to the corpse, next to the worms
that crawl up my nose and into my veins
my lungs have decomposed
and i will never breathe again.
faintly, in the distance, a voice
i am being pulled up now, out of my grave
four years old in my mother's lap, unborn in an aquarium
swimming, swimming, swimming inside myself
shh, it's okay
count backwards for me
50, 49, 48, 47, the worms crawl and crawl
46, 45, i think someone died, 44
43, focus on my breathing
42, 41, 40, 39, 38, 37, 36
my face is damp, has it been raining?
or is it blood pouring out of my eyes?
35, 34, 33, 32, you're here but i can't see you
i can smell you, though, and that's nice
you smell better than the grave, 31, 30, 29
better than— 28, 27, 26
better than the corpse still lying somewhere behind me
25, 24, 23, you're right, there is no corpse
22, 21, 20, just dirt and potato segments
that we cut up together, 19, and that are gonna grow strong
for me to make croquettes and shepherd's pie.
the worms are going away now.
18, 17, 16, 15, 14, i love you
you're safe, i love you, 13, 12, 11, kiss me
rise, fall, rise, fall, 10, 9, 8, no more burning, no more crawling
7, 6, 5, 4, it's just us and this house that you rebuilt for me
for us, for our family, 3, 2,
1, i love you. stay with me.
i love my garden. i sit all day by my flower beds,
my skin browning under the sun,
and i have many more freckles
(more places for you to kiss me).
i don't dig the holes anymore,
but i look at you turning over fresh soil
your back glistening and packets of seeds at your feet
and i can't help but think i've made it.
maybe my chest gets tight sometimes,
and maybe the smell of death still finds its way under my skin
but i count backwards, and i listen for your voice,
and i know that this is real.
i know i can hold your hand, and cook us dinner
i know i can drape myself around your back, even with my naked chest,
even with sweat and dirt and coffee breath
i know that we will have strawberries in the spring.
i laugh at god, to know we are surrounded by alive things.
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because this post gave me brain worms
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destiel poetry, I guess
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Forever
Once upon a hunt, two hearts entwine,
A hunter named Dean and an angel divine.
Castiel's grace and Dean's hunting skill,
Together they fought with a force to thrill.
Their bond grew stronger with every fight,
Feelings they couldn't ignore or slight.
One fateful day, they both confessed,
With a kiss, their love was truly blessed.
But obstacles came as ever so true,
Heaven and Hell against them, what to do?
Sacrifices made and secrets kept,
Their love was worth it, they never wept.
A giant Hellhound came, causing alarm,
Snatching away Castiel from Dean's arms.
A deal with Crowley, the King of Hell,
To find his love, Dean couldn't dwell.
Through the fight, Dean's love was the key
He rescued Castiel, set him free.
With the Hellhound gone and love intact,
Their bond forever, they'll never lack.
Through every trial, they'll stand as one,
A hunter and his angel, forever young.
Their love a force that cannot be tamed,
Together they'll hunt, forever proclaimed.
Written in January 2023
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destiel drabble event hosted by @deancaskiss
day four - memories
(i hope you like angsty widower arc poems!)
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I wish I still had the scar
Your touch branded on my skin
But all I have is a bloody hand print
On an old shirt
I wish your last touch would have stained my skin
I am lost
I am lost
Without your touch
Without you
I am lost
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POETRY MONTH Day 27: Bodies
A poem for early season Castiel, reflecting on what it’s like to have a body as an angel (Erdrich Horror) the size of the Chrysler building while toying with religious imagery. I also thought it would be interesting to explore the idea of Dean almost instantly ‘renaming’ Castiel- ‘Cas’ as the suffix ‘iel’ generally means ‘of God’. So one of the first things Dean did was strip him of his holiness, and Cas, angel of the lord, more or less rolled with it.
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~ angel
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stay
poemnatural, deancas, the confession, the empty takes cas, s15e18, angst, cas loves dean, dean doesn't say it back, until he does, dean POV.
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Don't do this...
.
(Stay!
Don't give in...
Stay!
Don't give up...
Stay!
Don't go there...
Stay!
Don't leave me...
Stay!
Don't say it...
Stay!)
.
I love you!
(But you're gone)
.
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purgatory poem
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reaching for you through the grey
begging for you to take my hand
you smile at me and say
"let me go"
and just like that i know
-
is it too late for us now,
sat alone in silence
asking myself how
how could i do that to you
leave you to fight that burden meant for two
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your face frozen in my mind
so into the depths of my melancholy mind I sink
trying forever to find
a reason as to why
why all i see are your eyes staring at me, as blue as the july sky
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Destiel Poem: Blue Eyes
I never said this to you,
Because I’m very bad at showing you how I feel.
But please believe that everything I am about to say,
Is nothing else but real.
My mother died when I was four years old.
That was when I learned that life ain’t fair.
My father had to take care of my brother and I.
Though it felt like he was never there.
My dad taught me about the creatures,
The monsters that steer through the night.
I grew up learning to never show any sign of pain,
And to always be ready for a fight.
I lost my father years after,
Just when I thought my family was back together.
It was then that I had learned,
To never trust the heaven and it’s weather.
But the worst pain I had ever felt,
Was when I had to watch my brother die.
So I traded my life for his,
And said the world my own good-bye.
I survived forty years in hell,
The unbearable heat still burning on my skin.
I tried so hard to resist their torture,
But after thirty years, I give in.
I am trying to make you understand,
A small part of the things I have been going through,
And how all of that got a little bit better,
The minute that I met you.
So Cass, what I am really trying to say,
Is that all my life, I’ve lived underneath cloudy skies.
But that all of that is forgotten,
The moment I look up into your eyes.
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Reposting this Destiel poem again that I wrote some years ago! :) Still pretty proud of it to be honest. If you like my work, please check out my instagram account @thegardenofpoetry! I don't post Supernatural poems there, just regular poems, but the style is the same!
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