#deteriorating

[semothekat]

cant believe peepaw can still pick up his axe

Some extra stuff

#paper’s art #paper’s cookierun art #cookie run #caramel arrow cookie #espresso cookie #tea knight cookie #It feel like i aged 10 years #My bones…. #Deteriorating #but anyway #I love the cookirs run object show #Its so funny #and i get rye content #And carrow content and chili and— #I love drawing cookies.. #but i hated rendering this #also about my bones deteriorating #my like entire right arm/shoulder has been popping #And it kinda hurts to touch my back with my right arm…. #sus.. #i should probably stop sleeping on my side #but its so comfy

[lauras-happy-place]

You know what? I'm gonna start acting like the 2010s haven't happened yet, and live my y2k core life with my flip phones and sparkling jeans and sideway bag full of beverage flavoured lip gloss.

You can't stop me. Covid? Donald Trump? What are y'all on about?

#I wanna go back and live my teenage years then #I'm tired of being here #The world truly ended in 2012 #it's just a slower than expected process #Deteriorating #txt #2010s #2000s #y2k #2000core #y2kcore

[heatseekingghosst]

Ridden

#personal #my blog #letthewaterfillmylungs #spilled pain #bipolar depression #fragments of my mind #my psychosis #spilled thoughts #random #highs and lows #mentally tired #deteriorating #very unfortunate #anxiousness #thoughts #losing my mind #mentally fucked #mentally sick #fucked up #disintegrating

[lostattheedge]

Plenty filled abandoned house in war torn Tehran, Iran.

#overgrown house #deteriorating #abandoned homes #reclaimed by nature

[thriftrescue]

sad, cursed remco fakie at thrift. not sure what that is but it's not normal

#pony #thrift toys #cursed #sadlivesoftoys #horse #toys #my little pony #remco #fakies #deteriorating #plasticizer #decay

[der3ality]

#weirdcore #weirdcore aesthetic #oddcore #aesthetic #2000s web #textless #stroke #unkown #confused #kitchen #deteriorating #ibispaint x

[chaoticdesertdweller]

Floyd County, Virginia. The first pic is from March 2015. The second pic was taken last year.

#old house #old farmhouse #abandoned #deteriorating #gone #architecture #old architecture #blue ridge parkway #life #photography #mental health #original photographers #nature #on the road #virginia #then and now

[grusik]

Old Car City USA (See links). Old Car City USA - .com Old Car City USA - Atlas Obscura Old Car City USA - Facebook Old Car City USA - Roadside America Old Car City USA - Sometimes Interesting Tourist attraction in Bartow County, Georgia. Old Car City in White, Georgia contains the worlds largest known classic car junkyard & is a unique landscape of metal and moss. Visitors enjoy the beautiful vegetation of the deep south that is intertwined with the hundreds of cars that reside in Old Car City. Old Car City started as a small general store in 1931 during the Great Depression, Old Car City gradually evolved into a very big, very old automobile junkyard. But it wasn't until 2009 that owner Dean Lewis -- who grew up on the property -- realized he could turn it into a tourist attraction because a lot of people shared his love of decomposing automotive carcasses. It is still family owned and operated. 34 acres of forest and fields filled with 4,000 old cars (1972 and older) weathered and deteriorating old American cars. It has more than 6.5 miles of trails on 34 acres. Located about 45 minutes north of Atlanta in White, Georgia, is a cross between a junkyard and an outdoor car museum. Come enjoy the Old South environment, folk art, ghosts of beautiful classic cars, and much more! With over 34 acres and over 4000 American-made cars from the early 20th Century, these cars, trucks, vans, and even a couple school buses are placed in such a way as to be ideally suited for photos, videos and custom camera shoots. Over the 8 decades since first started, thousands of photographers, videographers, ad agencies and media companies have visited Old Car City USA. Popular news magazine and newspaper companies, like CBS Sunday Morning, the New York Times, the BBC and Georgia Public Television, have made press releases and/or video segments and transmitted it worldwide. Who knew that Old Car City USA, a place where junk cars go to live out the rest of their existence, would be such a fascinating stop. Mayor of Old Car City USA, Dean Lewis, welcomes all who come out to visit his varied collection of automobile art with a little help from Mother Nature. You can come and just stroll along with winding paths for a nominal fee or, for a few dollars more, bring a camera and take pictures and/or videos and share them with friends. Among the many cars at Old Car City USA, there is the last car Elvis Presley ever bought back in 1977 just a couple months before he died. Also, a movie starring Andy Griffith and Johnny Cash used one of the cars that now call this place "home." The honorary mayor of the "City," Dean Lewis, is also an artist in his own rite with some of the most unique canvas . . . the styrofoam cup. In his upstairs loft, Lewis has hundreds of styrofoam canvases featuring his artistic talents on display along with some paintings he will proudly show off. 3098 US-Hwy 411. White, GA. 041223. by Sleepless Aquarius

#seelinks #oldcarcity #oldcarcityusa #established1931 #worldslargestknownclassiccarjunkyard #1972andolder #uniqueattraction #weathered #deteriorating #oldamericancars #morethan65milesoftrails #34acres #classiccars #junkyard #3098ushwy411 #whitega #041223 flickr

[panicoazul]

Cada día siento que me deterioro más, cada día me pierdo un poco más.

#citas en español #citas tristes #deteriorating #short text #short thoughts #frase en español #frase triste #frase corta #frustracion #cita en español #cita triste #buildsadness #panicoazul

[cigirlette]

#cemetery #gravestone #graveyard #deteriorating

[lovenderghost]

Exponential deterioration

#my art #creepycore #horrorcore #horror core #horror #creepy cute #pastel gore #deteriorating #weirdcore #creepy

[boanerges20]

"Gibel"

#word of the day #gibel #ceasing to exist #deteriorating #painful #destruction #ruin

[one-futilerat]

if deciding to unravel an entire skein of yarn and rewind it (failing three times before resigning to the fact that a center pull is never going to happen) at 1 a.m. then consequently starting a new headband project while three wips stare at you in the dark isn't me slowly going insane idk what is.

#tired #very tired #not okay #crochet #deteriorating #shitpost #nad writes

[dolldoll5987]

I'm finally doing it. I'm k1ll1ng my$3lf.

Dehydration + starvation, and good news is that I'm already a little underweight (by 5 lbs) and I never feel hungry nor thirsty. Something pushed me over the edge. I can't take it anymore.

Look, I have absolutely nothing. Yes, I have a house, a small one and it's by a bad area of town and I'm so scared to go out, but I still try to. I have a family, but not many live nearby, and the few who do I don't like (for a great reason). I only live with my mom, and she's physically falling apart. She's overprotective and won't let me go many places (I'm 19), and she's too broken to take me places, so I'm just suck there. I can go around the block but that's about it. There's nothing nearby besides stores, restaurants, and gas stations. I graduated only 2 months ago but school was all I had.

Because of her overprotective nature, I was never really allowed to hang out with people or really go anywhere after school. To a point, I don't blame her, I was and still am quite a vulnerable person. I have chronic depression, chronic anxiety, anorexia, autism, ADHD, OCD, and anger issues, and I think mild paranoia when it comes to leaving the house. The only thing not officially diagnosed is anorexia and anger issues, which latter you don't really need a diagnosis for, and the former is just obvious at this point. Paranoia, I don't have an official diagnosis for, but I'm paranoid because of how much worse my anxiety has gotten. I think I have derealisation and depersonalisation from my depression as well, but I hate self-diagnosing myself unless it's just blatantly obvious that anyone could tell. Like my anorexia and paranoia.

Medication, therapy, and psych ward visits never helped. I have no friends, I can't drive (and am too anxiety to learn and don't really want to, but I still feel so pathetic bc of it), I can't cook, I can't do laundry, I can't wash dishes, I can't do anything. My mother never taught me these things because I suppose "here, let me teach you," is harder than just being like "I'll do it myself, it's easier." I don't even have the motivation to learn. I don't have the motivation to live. People like me who have been miserable for so long and ruined their life beyond repair deserve death with dignity.

By my own philosophy, there is no meaning to life. You find that for yourself through aspirations, desires, motivation, etc. I don't have anything. I don't want a job because I'm far too mentally unstable for it, and I'd rather die than be forced to work and pay to live this horrible life. I can't go to college because I don't have the motivation for more school, and I was so miserable during middle and high school.

And besides, I legit don't deserve to live. I'm a horrible person. I'm ungrateful, selfish, angry, hateful, pessimistic, and so much more. This isn't untrue because the only two people who care about my existence (my mother being one) have said this, and I agree. The other person was someone whom I've cut significant contact with because I realise I'm too unstable for a relationship and I'm ruining their life too because of it. He said that stuff too (well, most of it). I'm such a despicable human being I can't take it. It's so hard to find the motivation to change when this shitty life drained me of every ounce of motivation I might have once had. And I'm tired of hurting people. I'm doing this to save them, to save myself, and to pay my debt to what I have done.

#dolldolldiary #personal vent #su1c1d3 #sorry for being depressing #tw depression #anxi4ty #long reads #long post #rant #no friends #isolation #alone with my thoughts #deteriorating #mental illness #cry for help #this is a cry for help #pls help #send help #help plz #please help #help #i am not mentally well #mentally done #mentally drained #mentally fucked #mentally insane #mentally sick #tw depressing stuff #actually mentally ill #im not mentally stable

[bluelippedbrelly]

for personal reasons, i’ll be getting worse. no i’m not accepting questions at this time.

#mine #text post #deteriorating #truama really do be like that #funny

[der3ality]

#weirdcore #weirdcore aesthetic #aesthetic #oddcore #2000s web #early 2000s #red text #repetition #warning #dangerous #god #god is here #god is real #confused #deteriorating #stroke #paint.net