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bblackamethystt · 22 days
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Alexa, play "Drama" by aespa
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danidoesathing · 1 year
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you know it was a god damn slap in the face to find out lord huron had so much lore. I had been listening to this band since freshman year and i only found out a month ago there was not only an overarching narrative(s) to their albums but theres multiple characters, stories, groups and locations all set in the same universe. not only that but they had a WHOLE ASS MOVIE based on said narratives. i cant believe I spent like eight years of my life entirely oblivious to this shit!! what the hell!!!
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jennypigalle · 6 months
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ok i need to stop being frusteation-annoyed, i got so distractd i almost missed them playing stardust again
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signed-loni · 1 year
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Makeout session with sally face after he found out he liked you
⚠️Warnings⚠️
Cussing ofc
slight angst?
fem reader
make out sesh
ever so slight nsfw
ONESHOT VERY SHORT
You, sal, and larry were all just hanging out and about in nockfell trying to figure out what to do since there was jack shit to do there.
You all decided that ding dong ditch was the best way to go
First house, a man in his mid 40s, a very very mean man.
You decided you would go first to ring the doorbell
Ding dong
“Who is it!? What do ya want!?!?” You heard a man yell from inside. You ran away behind a nearby bush along with Sal and Larry. The man swung the door open and cursed under his breath when he realized what happened.
Seven doors later
You all decided it got boring and you all basically got the same reactions so you stopped.
You three went back to the apartments and you wanted to go to sals place since your mom wasnt back yet. You greeted sals dad and alerted him tha you were there, which he didnt mind, you were basically family
You and sal headed towards his room and you grabbed gizmo
“Sally, i can never get over how cute your fucking cat is” you said “thats what you say, u til you realize all he does is sit around and watch T.V.” You heard sal respond and a hiss from gizmo.
You jumped onto sals bed and adjusted yourself. You flipped on your back and put gizmo on your stomach. Soon enough, you were alseep
Sal barely noticed how much he was staring at you. He thought for a moment. He knew he liked you as a friend, maybe a bit to much. He liked whej you came over, even more so when you fell asleep like this, and he liked how you complemented his posters and art he made, it made his heart flutter when you complemented him in general. Then it hit him.
Sal fisher, was in love with you
he thought again
maybe he just really, really, really liked you as a friend
But nope, he liked you
His gaze fell back on you, lying there with gizmo cuddled up on your stomach.
God you had no idea how you made this boy feel
He sat next to you, and reached his hand to your cheek, feeling how warm it was
What he didnt know, was that you were awake, and you knew how he felt.
You opened your eyes and locked eyes with sal
a slight blush crept on his face
“I- i- uh- its not- i didnt- im sorry” he finally uttered
you moved closer to him and his blush grew brighter
you reached your hands behind his head to take off his mask and before you did, you gave him a look that said “is this okay?” Sal nodded and you proceeded
his mask fell and you admired his scars. The cartilage on sals nose was wiped clean off, and part of his mouth was torn up so that you could see his teeth. His jaw was an uneven shape, but you really didn’t mind. All you wanted to do was kiss the boy
Your faces grew close and you could feel his breath. You pressed your foreheads together and finally kissed. It didn’t take long for the kiss to escalate into a make-out session. Sloppy kisses covered you and sals face. You grabbed onto his hair and he moved his hands down your hips and got on top of you.
The kiss was cut short due to sals dad calling you both for dinner. “Shit” sal said panting. “So does this mean were… a thing then?” He asked. You chuckled softly and said “only if you want to be sally”. “I do, I really ,really do” he responded “ok lover boy , you dont need to ask twice” you chuckled out.
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Milk theory? 👁️👁️
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ANYTHING FOR YOU TWO!!!!
ok this is gonna be short and mildly insane. i would like everyone to understand that this is pretty much Entirely unfounded & i'm just reading too much into a teeny little thing. however i've convinced myself that this theory is viable against all better judgement
take these mad ramblings with a Monumental grain of salt. im not to be taken seriously ever
so it all boils down to This
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Motherfucker.
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the milk carton behind Barnaby's house.
it was added with the last large update, and it Immediately made me lose my mind. it's such a... strange thing to add to the map, which already has Teeny Secrets - along with other choice objects that make me narrow my eyes. but this isn't about them.
The very first thing I thought of when I saw the milk carton was the phrase "no use crying over spilled milk". which, of course, essentially means that there's no point in crying over things you can't change / things already done. There are a couple ways i'm interpreting it with this context
Something is going to happen that Barnaby feels personally responsible for. or is responsible for - either indirectly, or maybe he'll do something terrible. i think it's entirely possible that he might do that possible something for Wally. and again, take this with salt, but Clown has implied through trivia and fun hypotheticals that Barnaby would go to lengths for Wally. and yes, i know. taking evidence from "what would the neighbors do in Among Us" is absurd. IN MY DEFENSE! while the trivia isn't really to be taken seriously, there's always a thought process behind character roles and dynamics and behavior, and that is something that can be (carefully) looked into and applied. like in Among Us, apparently Barnaby would, and i quote, "Barnaby does all the Dirty work if Wally is an Impostor- Anything to help his little Buddy out...". anything to help his little buddy out, huh? like, it's been stated that Barnaby knows things about Wally that no one else does. and it's been mildly implied that he's fairly protective of Wally. and we all know that Wally is getting into some deep shit, and whether he means to or not he's likely gonna fuck everything up for everyone. it's not that big of a leap to speculate that Barnaby might do something drastic/horrible/regret-worthy in Wally's name / for his sake.
2. something terrible is going to happen to Barnaby / directly related to Barnaby, and he's going to be absolutely powerless to do anything about it. though i think that's kind of a given... yeah this section is pretty self explanatory
3. Barnaby is going to go missing. because what used to be on milk cartons? Missing Posters! yes yes i know this one is even more of a reach, since milk cartons didnt have missing posters on them till the 80s, but yk. it's a Thought.
my second thought was "oh ok so when the carton spills, it's curtains for Barnaby." this part of the theory is just me being paranoid that Barnaby is going to wind up kicking the bucket - though i suppose if that were the case, there would be a bucket, not milk. well, if a bucket ever appears, i'm going to start prematurely mourning. Still!
the point is - at some point, that milk is probably gonna spill. it may be just a detail as things get better Worse, or it could be indicative of something terrible happening to / because of Barnaby. the milk spills, Panic Time.
Milk Theory.
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01x01 Pilot part 2
Why I'm doing this....
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Yn waited for her brothers in the car as they went to talk with some police officers in a crime scene they had happened to drive bye.
She returned her eyes down to her book leaning back against te worn leather of the Impala. when she lifted her eyes up again she stiffled a laugh when she saw Dean slap the back of Sam's head s if Sam was still a kid under his care.
"What was that about?" Yn asked them when they climed in the car again.
Sam gave Dean a bit of a ressented look before answering "A teenager went missing on his way home last night"
"Creepy..." Yn says nodding a bit "so...you guys are sure that Dad would look this case up?" she asks leaning against the front seat poking her head between the two brothers.
"Yep" Dean answers starting the car "Now we're going to look at the guy's girlfriend up then we are gong to get something to eat"
"YeY! Hamburgers?"
"Defenitly" Dean smiles at her before pushing her face back "buckle up kiddo"
"Dont touch my face" Yn whined pushing his hand away and sitting back in the car seat again.
***
" You must be Amy?" Dean asks approaching a girl putting up MISSING posters of her boyfriend.
"Yeah Troy told us about you. We're his uncles. Dean. Sammy." he says pointng between himself and samearning a slight glare from his brother "and our little sister Yn" Dean points lastly at Yn who was standing a bit behind him hands in the pockets of her Jacket nodding her head in form of greeting.
"He never mentioned you to me"
"That's troy I guess" Dean says with a small scoff " we're not around much, we're up in Podesto-"
"So we're looking for him too" Sam cuts in "and we're kind of asking around"
"hey are you ok?" asks a girl nearing Amy, probrably her friend, Yn decides.
"Yeah" amy answers with a small nod.
"So...you mind if we ask a couple of questions?" Sam continues.
***
Yn sat between Sam and Dean in a booth in some diner listening to Amy tell her tragic story... honsetly, Yn was hungry, sleepy, and couldent care less about the information. Wich made her feel guilty, considering that the girl would never see her boyfriend again.
She leaned her head against Dean's shoulder zoning out of the conversation. so. Sammy was back. Maybe when he had to go back to Stanford he'd call, and let them visit him, Yn didnt really have it inherself to hate her brother for leaving. He found a chance to go. he went. but it still upset her that he didnt call. or write. or email.
Her ears perked up again when Amy's friend said something about a woman killing herself and her ghost hitchhiking on men.
Once biding thanks to the girls and goodbye. The siblings made their way out of the dinner.
"ghosts...creepy" Yn comments as they make their way to the car.
"and here one would have though you'd grown used to them" Dean teases ruffling her hair up.
"still creepy" Yn insints taking his hand and pulling it away from her hair "Its hair dean, not a mop" she glares slightly at him trying to set her hair back in place. Dean just messes it up again.
"DuDE!" The girl whines swatting his hand away. She slaps Dean's shoulder.
"ouch" he mocks.
Sam walked a little bit behind them. warching how his brother and sister had grown so much closer together in tose two years.Not like they weren't close before. Dean raised Yn the minute that Jhon placed her in his arms. He became the father Jhon wasn't. he had to clean up the mess Jhon made when he screwed with some woman in a bar and it git back at him. But there was always room for Sam to join in. to take part of their teasing and fights. Now not so much. He regretted that. and he made a silent promise not to lose touch of his siblings again when he got back to Stanfrord.
***
" I think youre writing it wrong" Yn said as she loomed over Dean's shoulder watching as he typed in the computer of the library they where currently in.
"Shut it"
"Let me try" Yn insisted. reaching her hand out to type something else.
Dean slapped her hand away. Yn gave him a resented look before sliding his chair away from the computer and settling behind it.
Sam laughed at Dean's face...
"so ghosts are violents deaths... Maybe its suicide" Yn said aloud typing down.
Indeed there was a news report to it.
dean gave her an approving nod and Yn gave him a small proud smile.
"I still dont forgive you for sliding the chair away"
Yn rolled her eyes and pushed his chair back again causing Sam to laugh.
***
"so...we're in the bridge where Constanence took the swan dive...in the night...wth Constanence ghost lurking around...do any of you know how creepy and risky that is? Couldent we have waited for tomorrow?"
"I have to get back to Stanford on Monday" Sam says giving her an apologetic look.
"quit yapping and come on...unless you want to stay in the car" Dean sauggests as he opened his car door.
"No thanks. ill go with you" came the instant reply from the teenage girl .
***
"I should have stayed in the car" Yn mutters to herself as Dean pushed up Sam against the bridge posts.
They where fighing about mom...well. Their mom.
"Dean..." Yn says quietly putting a hand on her older brothers shoulder
"Dont talk about her like that" dean said quietly to Sam before realising the grip he had on his collar and stepping back walking a bit away from them.
Yn looked after him and some movement caugh her eye "Dean..."
Dean's gaze moved to the ghost who was standing in the edje of the bridge, she loked at them and then jumped.
Dean and Sam ran to where she had jumped off from.
"Of course they're running toward the danger" Yn muttered to herself before running behind them.
"I really should have stayed on the car"
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"Lord! Dean you stink!" Yn exclaimed when her Dean neared her.
"I know. Now shut it and get in the car or I'll hug you" Dean threatened making Yn run back to the car.
"Did you really have to jump off the bridge?" Sam asked with a tired face.
"The threat goes for you too" Dean answered gruffly as he walked back to the car.
***
"Is there anything about you that's real?" The officer asked as Dean and Yn stood in the parking lot of a motel.
"My boobs" "his boobs" Dean and Yn said at the same time with a poker face.
"I suppose she is your...?" The officer trailed off looking down at Yn.
"Daughter" Dean answered making the officer raised his eyebrows.
"You look a bit too young to be a father of a teenage girl"
"We all have our flaws officer"
"Adopted" Yn cut in continuing the lie.
As the officer guided them both to the police car Dean leaned in slightly "remember the protocol" he whispered
"Got it"
At the police station they wanted to take Dean and Yn into different rooms and Yn went into a frenzy crying and shouting for Dean as the officer tried to take her away.
"Officer you can't take her away...she is special with separation exciety" Dean told the police man.
The officer relented and they both where taken into an interrogation room and cuffed to the table. Dean gave her a questioning glance 'you alright' Yn nodded cleaning up her fake tears 'yeah'
The officer went in again and started asking Dean all sorts of questions and also confronted him about the credit card scams and about the journal that they had found in the motel room.
Dean of course was unwilling to answer and just gave the officer sarcastic remarks and cocky grins. The officer turned to Yn who acted the same way. Making the officer leave the room frustrated.
***
"Good job back there" Dean praised as they walked in the sidewalk making their way to a phone booth
"I really wanted hamburgers" Yn pouted.
Dean sighed correspondingly "Me too sis, we'll get them when Sam picks us up" he said putting his arm around his little sisters shoulder.
"Next time we have to check there are no police people around"
"Ditto"
***
"Sam! Are you ok?!" Yn rushed to her brothers side after she watched in horror Constanence Welch scream and disappear into a puddle of the water in the floor of the abandoned house.
Sam groaned as he opened the door of the impala, a.k.a Dean's baby, he had drove into the house.
"Yeah im fine"
Dean in the other hand was looking worriedly at the car searching for any damage.
"Well...another mission completed" Yn sighed putting her hands to her hips.
"How many Times have I told you that's cringy?" Dean asked annoyed.
"Many. But im still gonna do it"
***
"You better call. And email me" Yn told sammy as she hugged him tightly.
"I promise I will" Sam told her softly.
"Come on booger time to go" Dean said as he claimed into the car.
Pressing a kiss on top of her head Sam let her go and Yn climbed sulkily into the car, waving Sam goodbye as they drove off.
Yn was quiet for a while until somehow she began feeling uneasy.
"Dean...turn the car around. Something's not right" she suddenly said making Dean turn to her with a frown, and seeing the look in her face spun the car around tires screeching.
They get there in time when Sam's apartment burst in to flames and Dean and Yn scrambled out of the car.
"Stay!" Dean ordered before he ran inside.
Yn watched in complete fear for her brothers. Only breathing properly when Dean re appeared dragging a crying Sam with him. One look at Dean and Yn knew... Jessica was dead.
Yn ran forward and wrapped her arms around her brother "Oh Sammy. I'm so so sorry" she whispered.
Sam hugged her back crying into her shoulder. Sobbs wreking his shoulders as he slowly fell to his knees and Yn held him.
She knew what it was like to lose someone.
Dean watched with tears in his eyes at his younger siblings. He put an arm around Sam's shoulders.
***
Sam tosses a shotgun into the back of the Impala, his face hard. The same thing that had killed his mother had killed the woman he loved.
"We got work to do"
Just like old times. Dean, Sam and Yn. Back in the hunt.
What could possibly go wrong?
***
Masterlist.
Part 1
Flashbacks. A.k.a. younger years. A.k.a. part 3, kinda
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myabsurddreamjournal · 5 months
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Fate (part 4)
Soldier boy x Fem! Reader
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Summary: Reader is a scientist who is forced to work at lab that they keep soldier boy frozen, she talks and cries to him when she is alone, thinking he can't hear her but he hears everything.
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She was tense.
The streets were different than what she remembered.
It was more crowded, more gray, more concerete
Even air felt more different.
people where everywhere, rushing to their jobs, talking on the phone, No doubt she missed being outside. But not this. She missed the green, forests, trees, the silence, Being able to lay down on grass and daydream for hours. Away from people, away from the world.
Lost in her thoughts y/n didn't realized that she was clutching to his arm.
He was tense as her, feeling it, she turned her head to look at his face. There was confusion in his eyes, which didnt surprised her, he was asleep for 40 years after all, must be a nightmare she thought, falling asleep to a awful world. Then waking up to even more awful one.
But there was something else in his eyes too.
Anger, or disgust maybe?
Well she couldnt blame him again, all the things humans did to him.
-"Are you okay?" she asked
It was like he didnt hear her, still looking at surroundings.
She squezzed his hand gently, asking him again.
He heard this time, Confused look suddenly vanishing, a confident one taking over. He answered while sueezing her hand back.
"Yes, doll why wouldnt i be?"
She knew he wasnt, she could see it. The slight twitching of his mouth, The tense shoulders, and jaw. He was faking it. She decided not to talk about it.
"dont know, i thought it might be a hard for you, i mean you are seeing the world after 40 years."
"This is nothing to compared the things i seen doll, dont worry about me. I fought the nazis, i was locking up the assholes even before you were born."
-"yeah, i know B-ben -sorry i mean soldier boy, i read them in your files. Very brave of you."
"Ben is fine." he said smiling slightly.
-"But what about you? Your heart is beating like a bird." He added.
"Oh, shit, of course he can hear it." She told herself.
This was one of his powers.
-"I-its nothing, i always feel nervous in crowds."
-"Is that so? why?"
-"I-i dont know i always been like this."
Whatever you say doll he said, she had a feeling he didnt believe her either.
They walked and talked, he asked her about the things he saw on the street
And she tried to explain them, which was hard.
Especially "rectangle things" that people hold in their hand, or put in their ears very confused him.
-"do you have one too?"
-"yes, i mean i had one, before they took me. I used it mostly to listen to music."
-"you can listen music it with?"
-"yes, we can get you one too, when we have money. Actually i had a bank account, we should check it."
He pointed the wall behind her suddenly, there was poster of a blonde guy with blue eyes.
-"Who is this punk?" He asked. This is the 10th time i seen him today"
"O-oh he is Homelander. The strongest supe"
"Strongest supe?" He scoffed, arrogant expression on his face.
-"People really love him here, more like worship him. I always found him a bit off tho."
-"Why is that?"
-"Dont know, she shrugged her shoulders. Just a feeling i guess."
-"well doll, i agree with you."
He said absently, he was one of them, He knew how different supes were from what media made them seem. Far away from the saints people thought they were.
How would she feel if she knew? He thought to himself.
The things he did.
Would she be afraid of him too, hate him too?.
a sound, made him snap back from his thoughts. a music was coming from a distance:
"За окном кудрявая белая акация, солнышко в окошечке, алым цветом лес
У окна старушечка, лет уже немало, с Воркуты далекой мать сыночка ждет
У окна старушечка, лет уже немало,"
He was almoat hypnotised, starting to walk towards it. Dragging y/n too, with their still interwined hands.
Hearing Russian song made her flinch.
-"Ben where are we going?"
He didnt answer, turning to right,
It was an empty street. Just a truck waiting on the corner. Few boxes with vegetables in it. And a old radio
He halted suddenly looking at the radio.
"-Lets go ben this song is getting on my nerves too." she told him. Pulling him soflty.
but suddenly his bag fell from his shoulder. He leaned forward. Breathing heavily.
-"Ben, whats happening are you hurt?" She half screamed. putting her hand in his forehead,
He was burning.
It was like he wasnt hearing her. Just like in the lab.
And
His chest started glowing.
She realized in horror. It was happening again. "No, she thought no one can see him they would lock him up again, they would hurt him."
She could never let this happen again.
With shock ,She did the first thing to came her mind again.
She hugged him, with her all strenght. Covering his chest with her body.
And started whispering to his ear.
-"We are not there anymore. We escaped Ben. You are free."
-"you saved me too, you took me to a plane, remember. Remember please,"
She continued to whisper. Brushing his hair. While crying.
Didn't know how much time passed, but eventually his breathing turned back to normal. His body cooled down.
He pulled back slowly, looking at her face. His expression normal and strong again.
But she was far from it. Her whole body trembling. Her lips were quivering, nose red, fat tears on her cheeks.
He wiped them with his fingers. Patting her heas as if she was a cat. As if he wasnt about the explode 2 mins ago.
"lets get out of here doll. I know where to go."
Notes: Guys i forgot my laptop in grandmas house thats why chapter is late. 🤡
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mikalame · 8 months
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hiya!!! could you write a really sweet fic (story) about y/n and Bill getting a huge matching tattoo together and Bill being asked about this tattoo on an interview and he just gets really shy etc (could you make the reader female and a singer) please ?
bye :D
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"Are you sure you want to do this meine leibe, this is gonna take a couple hours, and will hurt a bit being where it is" Bill asks, eyes searching your face for any sign you may not feel 100% about this, exspechily because its a tattoo that will be on you forever.
"Yes im sure Bill, I've researched and all plus ill ask for some numbing cream, are you okay bill" You ask thinking that the reason he keeps asking you if your okay is becasue he isn't.
"Of course, i cant wait" he says kissing your cheek giving you tight hug and pushing open the tattoo shop's door.
Time skip
"how are you feeling hun, you in any serious pain" Bill asks eyes scanning over you again looking down at you, eyebrows pinched.
"Im fine Billl" you whine playfulling pushing him away giggling.
You two smile at eachother and walk to your car you look at your forearm and the tattoo placed on it, the phantom pain of it comeig back to you but the pride and meaning of it over powers it.
Time skip again
"SO WELCOME..... TOKIO HOTEL!" the interveiwer yells at the camera, the crowd behind it full on fangirls and boys yell in exsitement waving their banners and posters around hoping to catch one of the band members attention.
As the band walks on the stage single file line they wave at the fans, the majority of them smiling wider and yelling louder, while the crazy super fans faint or start yelling not so innocent things (i dont blame them ahaha)
"Hello we are so happy to be on the show with you today" Bill says taking the mircophone from the interviewer so the audiance could hear them clearly.
"Well im glad, so today we have a couple questions to ask you, if thats all right with you all" She says looking over the band and seeing their nodding heads.
"Okay, great sooo the first question is from.... Marie asking if any of you have any big regrets in you career". She cocks an eyebrow then looks at the band, a smile on her face.
"Oh well uhm probably styling my hair with CANS of hairspray, kinda wish i just wore a wig but oh well" Bill says shrugging passing the mircophone along.
"Oh hahaha, Okay next question" She says smile dropping as she reads the next couple of questions out.
"Oooo okay this one is for Bill , aparently you were seen with ___ going into a tattoo parlor, do you care to show us what you got" she asks smirk stretching on her face.
"Oh, uhm no sorry" Bill says shaking his head in disagreement, but the interviwer just keeps on begging.
After a while it really started to get on him nerves, more so when she brought the audiance in on it as well, but bill just kept on saying no, blushing hinding if face.
The tattoo was very important to bill and he didnt feel like it should be made public like this, exspeachily when it had such a deep meaning for bill and ___.
"Oh, well sorry ladys and gentlemen thats all the time we have today, sorry i coldn't make bill show the new tattoo but mabey next time" she say fake smile still prominent on her face.
As the band walks of the stage fareing their good byes bill mutters under his voice.
"There wont be a 'next time'".
They all groan as they sit down in the tour bus, tom cracking his back as well as gustav. "She was real adamant on getting the tattoo shown" Georg laughs opening a bag of chips sitting down across from the boy.
"Yeah she need to learn to take no for an answer, she must be a real treat in bed" tom laughs sarcastically behind the two.
"mmh" bill agrees putting his headphones in listening to a song ___ and him made when he was staying at her house one of the first times they met thinking about calling her when they head off to check up on her.
SORRY GUYS I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO END IT 😭.
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weirdmageddon · 7 months
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yesterday i wrote a scene where jade wasnt a plot device and was left the hell alone in A6A5 because this being dave and jade’s last proper conversation in years made me sad and i wanted to see them reunite properly. i mixed a bit of narration in too even though it was rare around this point in the comic but its just to paint a better picture. also i wouldnt mind feedback on character voice (it’s important to me that the dialogue sounds believable)
[3 years are over, everyone is in the new session. The prospit ship is on LOMAX, as is everyone who arrived on the meteor, safely warped by Jade onto LOMAX as well. Jade has banished B2 Jack to the Furthest Ring already. She hasn't seen her friends in 3 years, not to mention she never met the trolls in person yet.]
[Jade teleports to LOMAX where John was talking with the meteor crew. Her eyes widen when she sees the trolls, giving everyone a greeting. Jade waves to the trolls.]
You’ll have time to catch up with them later. First you want to reconvene with Rose and Dave.
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Dave... Oh my god! DAVE!!! That’s right! The last time you saw him, he died in your arms after Jack redirected the bullets from your gun into his body!
JADE: dave!!!! DAVE: hey DAVE: this has been three years coming hasnt it DAVE: cmere
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[Dave hugs Jade with a slight grin on face. He notices her… sniffing him?? but doesn’t even bother to question it.]
JADE: it is so nice to hold your body when its not a corpse :) DAVE: ok DAVE: weird thing to say DAVE: actually who am i kidding who gives a shit DAVE: i almost forgot how much i missed the enigmatic riddlefuckery that is your phrasing DAVE: fortunately i have context for this so i know what youre saying DAVE: humor me for a sec and imagine that i didnt DAVE: but first DAVE: are those dog ears JADE: yes! i am part dog now JADE: because i prototyped my dreamself with becsprite JADE: jadesprite became part of me! and so did her doggy traits from bec DAVE: got it DAVE: oh yeah john mentioned that on the back of his dumb poster inside that bucket that appeared out of thin air DAVE: right before we had to haul ass out of there before jack caught up to us DAVE: karkat had a complete fucking meltdown over that btw i wish you couldve seen it DAVE: damn it feels like so long ago now JADE: heheheh i remember JADE: john realized it at the last second but it was too late! DAVE: of course it was johns idea only he could do something that gooberish DAVE: you know what this means though JADE: yup!! woof woof DAVE: it means youve done it harley DAVE: youve finally done it god damn it DAVE: the evolution of humankind is finally upon us DAVE: the scientists said it would never happen in our lifetime DAVE: but look what we have here DAVE: before me stands mans first legitimate furry subspecies DAVE: homo canis DAVE: as the name implies theyre gay as fuck btw DAVE: its too bad all those scientists are dead and cant witness this phylogenetic breakthrough DAVE: rip to the science community yall wouldve lost your collective shit DAVE: hey jade lets pour one out for the science community for being real ones
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You are still nestled into Dave’s shoulder. He’s taken a sort of protective position over you. Your perceptive barkbeast ears can hear his formerly bullet-riddled heart beating a mile a minute with the regularity of quartz beneath his time-branded pajamas, all the while he continues to ramble to you about certifiably dumb shit. You can tell Dave is psyched to see you again, even if he expresses it in his OWN bizarre way, which means extended metaphors and topical tangents. What a hypocrite, calling YOUR phrasing perplexing! You sure missed this guy.
You realize you started tuning him out while thinking about all this.
DAVE: jade JADE: umm homo is the species name JADE: so wouldnt that mean were all gay? :p DAVE: yeah that sounds about right DAVE: anyway enough of this bullshit
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[Dave motions to retract his arms since he doesn’t want it to get too weird, but Jade squeezes tighter. Dave immediately yields to the movement]
DAVE: jesus wow ok DAVE: really happy to see you too DAVE: like if you had a tail it would be wagging so forcefully youd be knocking over all the fucking furnishings in the room DAVE: just slapping it so hard on the owners thigh that it feels like theyre being flogged DAVE: talk about getting bitch slapped JADE: :D DAVE: so howve you been JADE: really really excited to see you guys all again!!! JADE: and to meet the trolls! DAVE: yeah theyre pretty weird DAVE: and im still not used to it DAVE: but it gets more manageable the longer youre around them DAVE: by the way JADE: ?
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DAVE: sorry you had to go through that JADE: through what? DAVE: seeing me die and stuff again DAVE: except that time right in front of you JADE: .... DAVE: when we were gathering up all those frogs i knew jack was going to appear DAVE: i was waiting and waiting to play it out DAVE: mentally rehearsing my fucking torso getting turned into swiss cheese and knowing you would have to watch on top of it DAVE: i had to make sure it happened to protect the integrity of the alpha timeline DAVE: but if you knew this was going to happen you wouldve tried to prevent it and created a doomed one DAVE: and so i didnt say anything DAVE: i couldnt DAVE: so DAVE: sorry for putting you through that JADE: oh..... JADE: dave D: JADE: well im here JADE: if you ever want to talk about it DAVE: its cool DAVE: you just deserve to know what happened there DAVE: but thanks DAVE: so am i JADE: yeah i know JADE: i guess i should be glad you did that then... JADE: even though i was freaking out when it happened ._. JADE: otherwise you wouldnt be here will us now dressed in your red god tier time pajamas DAVE: yeah these magical rags really are comfortable arent they DAVE: and they stay like perma clean JADE: they are! i would wear mine over and over for days on end JADE: id take a nice shower and put it right back on JADE: and you know how much i love cycling my outfits through my wardrobifier JADE: by the way dave your cape is sooo cool! :o DAVE: thanks DAVE: yeah i love it its hella soft DAVE: its like ive got a portable snuggle blanket with me in case i ever need to drop to the floor like a tired sack of shit and get my snooze on DAVE: ive got a permanent personal reservation at club bed featuring dj pillow and mc blanky JADE: heheheh JADE: can i touch your cape? DAVE: of course go nuts JADE: yaaaay!!
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snobgoblin · 4 months
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SO... the Gangreen Gang's shack. let's get that sorted just for reference purposes
before I get into it im gonna say i only referenced two episodes for this post- Buttercrush and Slave The Day, since im like 99% sure those are the only episodes it appears in. but i definitely could be wrong lol i just didnt feel like watching every gangreen gang episode again at 3 am
ALRIGHT let's start with the outside, this first one is what it looks like in Buttercrush, the second one is STD (wow very unfortunate abbreviation of that episode name), and the third ones are STD again, but in this scene there is a window that looks invisible in the day time
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interestingly this window can also be seen in this STD shot, and nowhere else
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otherwise the walls of the shack are completely barren. for reference here's what a majority of shots inside of it look like (I didn't screenshot every single instance of a blank wall because I didn't find it necessary so just know this post isn't every single possible shot)
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there is also quite a long rectangular table in Buttercrush...
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that doesn't seem nearly as long in the next shot
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I also suspect it's the same table as this shot in STD
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and we know this table is right across from this couch
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BUT that's not the only table in this shack, there are at least two. there's also this round one that almost seems like a semicircle but that's probably weird perspective, as from a higher angle it's definitely circular (plus there's a ceiling lamp over here!)
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the placement makes it so that this table is visible from the entrance, though the placement of other furniture is left vague
that about covers it for furniture but there is one last weird little thing in Buttercrush- this corner of the shack which appears to have speakers mounted into the walls
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as you can see, in the first image there are at least three speakers in two of the walls, but also as you can see, when Buttercup breaks this wall, the wall on the opposite side also has speakers. so, how many speakers there are is unclear, but they are mounted on about two or three of the walls (its a little unclear)
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I hope this helps you!!!
keep in mind I did not include content from any books or comics at this time, though I am aware there is content to be found there. keep in mind also i did not count the Villainous cameo the gangreen gang had (though if you do want to count that you can add a bunny ears box tv on the ground, three gorillaz posters, and some cds on the ground) you are welcome to add on with anything else you may find!
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sanjisblackasswife · 1 year
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*bangs on table* luffy, Sanji with a shy child or normal s/o! (Please I dont remember if I asked)
Lmk if I got ur request right , my love. Enjoy!<3
Luffy & Sanji with a Shy S/O (Separate) (SFW)
Black Fem Reader in Mind
CW: None! Fluffy/Kinda Crack
Sanji
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You being shy is probably one of his favorite qualities you offer! He never feels awkward around you, your quiet presence is company enough.
Sanji was actually (and ironically) the first guy you began to get close with before anybody else when you first joined because he allowed you to sit and read while he cooked. The background noises of the kitchen soothed you in a way.
He was still a simp. You being more closed in DIDNT stop him from having his outuburst here and there, but he learned to calm down (JUST A TINSEY BIT) when he learned about your shy nature.
He always keeps his kitchen open for you alone when you’re feeling too overwhelmed from the chaos of the crew
You’re similar to Franky in terms of building things to help with the crew, so having that time with no distractions helped you plenty to improve even as a thank you to the fellow you you built him his own personal lighter
“Y/N, DEAR YOU—-you didnt have to!”
It wasn’t the moment he fell in love with you, but it was definitely the moment he needed to claim you as his so he asked you out.
Sanji is very considerate to your shy nature, he tries not to put you in situations where you’ll feel awkward or uncomfortable.
He also finds it absolutely adorable when you immediately gravitate to him when you get nervous. His hand with always be free for you to hold on to
Sanji kind of started to get a need of wanting to take care of you more and nearly baby you so beware of that if you don’t like it.
All in all 12/10 boyfriend. He wouldn’t change a thing about you.
Luffy
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You are the yin to his yang💀
Yall couldn’t be more different. But it was okay.
Luffy is Luffy and Luffy gets along with almost everybody.
It was kind of odd to see how closely you and the rambunctious captain got but he paid no mind to it.
You don’t talk unless spoken to and you keep to yourself alot and somehow that pushed Luffy to be more in your business?
You didn’t mind it, but sometimes it would startle you to look up and see his body squatting on the take beside you trying to peek at your drawings.
“What are you doing?”
“Can i see?”
“You should have drawn our flag!”
“Usopp can draw too!”
“You should redraw Sanji’s bounty poster!”
Everybody BUT Luffy could see how uncomfortable he made you sometimes, and after a slap and kick from Sanji and Nami they told him to lay back a little.
Which he tried.
He didn’t care about your shy nature, for some odd reason it made him gravitate more to you so now he taps you.
Alot.
He taps you when he wants to talk.
He taps you when he wants your attention.
He taps you when he wants to hear you speak.
One day Luffy did his daily tap of your cheek and plopped his hat on your head to watch you draw again, but today you wanted it to be a surprise.
“Heyyy! Lemme seee!”
You kept ignoring him until he started to whine like a baby and that’s when you handed him the picture.
It was a drawing of Luffy’s dream he told you all about a fee days go.
His eyes lit up like stars he loved it so much
He was even blushing a little
From that day to this you had Luffy under your finger. Wherever you went. He went. When you wanted to take a nap or draw he wanted to too. His personality even started to rub off on you and you felt more comfortable to smile and joke with him in private.
Luffy wasn’t the type to be into labels like calling you his girlfriend, but you were his new favorite person to talk to, listen to, and even confide to.
Just to be with, he loves you sm.
There has always been moments as youre drawing where Luffy has been so open to you about his past that even some of the strawhats don’t even know about.
He doesn’t mind being with you even if you’re shy/timid.
You were his form of comfort and he was yours.
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logbush · 10 months
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quinn & r holding hands because theres a crowd but not letting go when they get out of it theyre each other’s crushes so like friends to lovers if you can
Jealousy, Jealousy
1221 words
kinda fluff, kinda angst
quinn fabray x reader
A/n: i tried to expand on this idea, i hope it works well for you!
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you sat next to quinn in your physics class. she was scribbling away on her notebook, not caring about what the teacher had to say. you were watching her closely, admiring all of her features. her soft, pillowy skin. her soft golden hair pulled back to a ponytail. you were quickly snapped out of thought when quinn turned her head to look at you “you know, i can feel when you’re staring at me” she whispered with a smile so the teacher wouldn’t notice your conversation. you shook your head with a grin, “i wasn’t staring at you” you tried to cover yourself “i was looking out the window behind you” she turned to look at the window, “no you weren’t” she looked back at you. you just shook your head with a smile.
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you walked down the hall, everywhere you looked you saw a hundreds of posters of prom. another reminder that you had no one to go with. of course, you wanted to go with quinn, and not just as friends. you wanted to dance with her and kiss her proudly. quinn however, was up for queen with finn hudson, quarterback. “y/n!” a voice echoed as the blonde walked down the halls, people clearing her way like she was parting the red sea. you quickly turned around with a smile “whats up q?” you asked. she stood next to you, “will you help me hang up more posters later?” you gave her a tight lipped smile before nodding “sure” you replied.
quinn furrowed her brows at you “whats wrong?” she questioned. you shook your head “nothings wrong” the blonde didnt take this for an answer “you’re not telling the truth” you pinched her cheeks with a smile, something you two always did when one of you was sad. “im okay q, ill see you later” quinn smiled at your action, “okay, ill see you later” she said as she walked towards the direction of her next class, slightly swaying her hips.
you walked to your locker and got out your books you need for your next class. your locker slammed shut, making you jump at the sound. “we need to talk” santana said. you looked at her, confused “what do we have to talk about?” you questioned “you like quinn, its obvious,” you blushed at this “i need to make brittany jealous, you need to make her jealous” you quickly cut her off “why would i need to make quinn jealous?” you questioned her “the same reason i need to make brittany jealous, to get her in your arms, now” she put her finger up “dont interrupt me again,” she paused for a few moments before continuing “heres my plan, we run for prom king and queen, brittany runs into my arms and quinn runs into yours” santana paused to see if you needed anything clarified “but were both girls?” santana groaned “that doesnt matter, but one of us is going to have to run for king” she paused with a smug look on her face “and that is going to be you” you shrugged “cool, tell me if i need to do anything else” you said before walking off.
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you were sat in your living room, reading a book on your couch before loud knocking from the door interrupted your thoughts. you sighed and put your book down before standing up and walking to the door. the knocking didnt stop until you opened the door. a certain blonde was stood still, her brows furrowed with her other hand on her hip. “whats up lucy q?” you only used this name in private, as you know that quinn didnt want anyone knowing about her past.
“you’re running from prom court with santana?” she yelled. you looked around before walking outside and closing the door. “whats wrong with that?” you questioned. the blonde scoffed “she’s just using you to make brittany jealous!” she didnt lower her volume “whatever, even is she is at least have someone to go with!” you matched her tone.
quinn knew this was a dig at her. you two used to go to everything together, it didnt matter what. she looked stunned “im sorry, i shouldn’t have-“ quinn cut you off with her finger “save it” she said as she walked back to her car. you wanted to chase her, but you knew she would just push you away if you tried.
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prom night quickly approached. you and santana had gotten ready together, her in a bright red dress, you in a suit with a bright red tie to match. “i think our plan is already working” you said softly. she looked at you sadly “quinn get pissed?” she asked walking towards you. you nodded before wrapping your arms around her, pulling her into a tight embrace. the latina was shocked by your affection before wrapping her arms tight around you. “this will all work out, i promise” she reassured.
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you sat at a table, watching as santana danced with brittany. your head was pounding like crazy, and not to mention the crowd of people you had to walk through to even get a glimpse at the girl you where here for. you put your head down on the table and tried to block out the loud sound from the speakers with your hands. you stayed like this until you felt a warm hand rubbing up and down your back “i can always sense when you’re in pain” you hear a familiar voice and shot up, causing you to groan in pain. quinn looked down at you before taking your hand and pulling you out of the gymnasium. she stopped after you were pulled into a far hallway, attempting to block any sound that could've came from the gym.
you looked at her and sighed. the blonde girl in front of you put a hand on your cheek, not letting go of your hand with her other. “why’d you go for prom court with her?” she questioned. you sighed “she said that if we went for prom court it would make you and brittany jealous” quinn raised an eyebrow “why did you want to make me jealous” you could see her lips start curling back into a smile before she stopped herself. you ignored this before taking a deep breath “i like you a lot quinn, like a lot a lot, more than friends” her smile took over her face before she moved her hand on your cheek and grabbed the back of your neck. she pulled you closer before pressing her lips onto yours. you were stunned for a moment before kissing her back.
you two stayed in this position before pulling away once air was a necessity. quinn smiled at you once you opened your eyes. “i guess our little plan worked huh y/n” santana appeared from the the corner of your eye. brittany stood behind her “dang it! now i owe lord tubbington 20 dollars!” quinn laughed at the girl before pulling you by her hand, which she must’ve been holding for at least 5 minutes now. “call us if one of us wins but im gonna take y/n home” the blonde said beginning to walk with you out of the building.
“oh i guess my plan worked a little too well huh?”
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rox-of-iu · 6 months
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heyoo here are the promised bonus concept doodles for the covers ( ´ ▽ ` )b (finally dug them out lol)
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(these first two were the ogs that i made back in june. i was lying in bed unable to fall asleep before my entrance exams and had sudden thought hey what if i made cultivate covers haha jk unless- and then the very next day these two were made hjkd)
as you can see i didnt listen to my own sketches tho and most of these underwent more changes as i went hahha
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and here are the ideas for the beautiful spouses of bai zhan and taoren mountain <333 matching when theyre on each others peaks so that everyone knows theyre a package deal hahha i have modified them quite a bit for the final piece but that was simply because it better fit into the composition that way (but low ponytail lqg is still very dear to me even if it didnt make it into the final version hahha)
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(sy has a willow branch hair pin and lqg has peach blossom hair adornments) yea also i know the taoren outfits are too fancy but shh they can dress up properly to their status for once cuz i said so and wanted to draw it hfjhgkdfh. also they deserve many outfit variations also because yes.
i also thought about making bonus content that you get with the special editions of the final books, like the stickers and posters ykno. so i started doodling stickers but ran out of time hahha so thats that xD (but if anyone else feels like doing cultivate stickers instead pls feel free the more the merrier and stickies spark so much joy to look at hkjghkdf)
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speaking of running out of time. i am the biggest procrastinator so i went "oo i got pleny o time" and then the chapter count started catching up with me so i went "panik!!" and then it went up so "hm kalm again." and then again and again hdfkjhdfg
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I don’t like Neal.
(2nd installment of rants I should not be writing because I should def be doing other things)
Or in other words: The only bagel I’ll ever like is the New York style kind.
And it’s not even because I’m a CS shipper because when we first found out that Neal existed, Hook was in his womanizer mode (and yes I loved HIM but I didn’t ship CS quite yet, I did start immediately after tho, but that’s beside the point).
First, facts need to be pointed out. Emma was a minor. That’s not arguable, she was a minor and was 17 when she had Henry because she had just turned 28 when Henry was already 10, so there was an overlap when she was 17 and had a baby. So that means during her relationship with Neal, she was a minor.
According to Neal’s wanted poster, he was 23. A 23 year old with a 17 year old is not okay, and it’s logical to assume that Emma was 16 when she met him, but even then, NEAL WAS 22. THAT IS NOT OKAY. THAT IS IN NO WAY OKAY. And if we’re adding two hundred years to it, that’s even MORE not okay.
And I know there’s the argument that Hook is hundreds of years older too, but their age doesn’t matter, it’s their age in relation to EMMA’S. When Emma met Neal, she was 16/17. She was vulnerable and living on the streets and even if Neal wasn’t trying to, he took advantage of her naive state. All Emma wanted was a family, and Neal seemed to give that to her because she believed he was the first person to give a damn about her. When Emma met Hook, she was a mature adult and could properly assess a situation, a skill that she hadn’t yet mastered as a 16 year old. She literally couldn’t because our brains don’t fully develop until 25.
So that’s one thing. Neal took advantage of her. She was a minor, he was an adult. Any person that would condone that relationship AND SAY IT WAS HEALTHY is not okay in my book.
Again I repeat, the only bagel I like is that with cream cheese.
And now moving on: HE LEFT HER IN JAIL??? FOR HIS CRIME?????? WOMEN HAVE DIVORCED FOR LESS! MY MOTHER DIVORCED FOR LESS!
I feel like people brush past that way too easily. Because OUAT is a magical show people try to downplay trauma, but pregnancy is even traumatic for a woman that wanted the baby. Emma did not want to be pregnant. Nobody would want to be pregnant in that situation. She put her livelihood and her trust into Neal and he betrayed her all because of her so called “destiny”. Destiny is destiny. It would happen no matter what and he didn’t need to make her take the fall for his crime in order to get away from her. HE COULDVE CHEATED ON HER AND IT WOULDVE BEEN BETTER. And, he also didn’t want to see his father, which most definitely played a part in his decision to leave Emma. Neal suffered a lot because of his father, but if he loved Emma so much, it would’ve been worth it to stay with her, wouldn’t it??? Neal never chooses the hard path.
But back to the pregnancy thing. Not only is it traumatic for a fully grown woman, but she was a teenager!! A teenager that was alone and afraid in a jail cell, pregnant. That is terrible. That’s so astronomically terrible and I feel like people that love adult Neal don’t understand that. I love little Neal. Not adult Neal because he did that crap because Pinocchio told him to.
And if that wasn’t bad enough, he took the money for himself that was supposed to go to Emma. Imagine how much that would’ve helped her. Money can buy nice clothes and food and a hotel room. It could’ve gotten her a job (she did get one eventually) but that money could’ve helped her so much.
And then years later, when he gets the postcard that the curse is broken, he could’ve gone to check on her and he didn’t. Imagine how much that would’ve meant to Emma, that even after all he did, he was still willing to go back and see her because she meant that much to him. And he would be willing to face all the backlash she would give him because he knew he deserved it.
But he DIDNT. He didn’t come to check on her, he never would’ve gone to see her if not for Rumplestilskin’s deal, and that makes me hate him even more.
And uh HELLO? He also told her if he knew who she was he would’ve never gone near her. Imagine how much a punch in the gut that was for her. One of Emma’s main problems is that she felt like she was never enough for someone. And here Neal is, the first person she really loved and who she believed really loved her back, telling her that she would not be enough for him. She was not worthy of his attention because of where she was from and who she was. That is so terrible to say to someone. So very fricking terrible.
AND HE DIDNT EVEN APOLOGIZE. NOT ONCE. UM WTF? I REWATCHED AND HE DID NOT APOLOGIZE. He said he messed up. But he didn’t mess up, he fucked up. He fucked EMMA up. I am an Emma lover through and through. She is my baby and I will defend her to the ends of the earth. I don’t hate Neal because he ‘stood in the way of CS’ because let’s be honest, we all knew CS would be endgame when the first episode we got with them together was in direct contrast to Tallahassee, aka, Neal’s relationship with Emma. If that’s not foreshadowing I don’t know what is. No, I hate Neal because of how he treated EMMA. That poor innocent 17 year old that suffered so MUCH because of Neal’s actions, intentional or not.
I think the saying “it doesn’t matter if you mean well, it matters if you do well” completely sums up how I feel about that situation. Oh and even after he fucks her up, she goes to Tallahassee and waits for him FOR TWO YEARS because she’s hopeful that maybe it was a mistake, that he didn’t mean to leave her and that he still loved her. That little trooper. I want to give her blankets and hot chocolate and grilled cheese and therapy
There’s no doubt in my mind that Neal does love Emma because how can you not. She’s amazing. And I do believe that Emma loves Neal, but I think they were both in love with the idea of each other. They were each other’s first loves, and that is important, but have you noticed how surprised Neal looked when he learned all the new things about Emma? How he downplayed her superpower? How he didn’t believe her about Tamara when she was right? How he looked almost afraid and disgusted that she had magic? Magic that’s always been a part of her- that’s such a BIG part of her.
Neal loves Emma, but I think it’s startlingly clear that it’s not 28 year old Emma, but 17 carefree happy Emma. And Emma does love Neal, but I whole-heartedly feel like she loved the idea of him and how happy he used to make her before leaving her. And you know maybe I’m wrong, but the look Emma gives him a lot is only what I can describe as the look of a person trying to reminisce. A person trying to remember the good parts about someone after a decade of separation, and here they are a completely different person. I honestly don’t think Emma fully processed what Neal did to her, and that’s why all the feelings flooded to the surface upon seeing him after all those years because she never got closure.
And this actually happened to a friend of mine. He had broken up with his gf of a year, and he loved her a lot he just felt like it was toxic (and it was) and broke up, and then he dove into his work and didn’t think about it at all. Then work started to slow down a few months later and he had a lot of time to sit and think and he called me telling me that he missed his ex and that he wanted to get back together with her. I told him to wait a few weeks and process it to see how he felt before doing anything rash, and sure enough, a few weeks later he said that he didn’t want to get back together with her anymore.
Emma didn’t fully process that relationship for a decade. She hid behind walls and a red leather jacket because the pain was so intense. She told Neal she loved him in the portal because she thought he was going to die, but I really think she was talking to his past self, his past self that she loved and now she would never see that again. But at least now she could move on.
Then flash go echo cave. She literally tells Neal she wished he was dead. She said that she would always love him, but there’s a clear difference to loving someone than being in love with someone. Emma is not IN LOVE with Neal, she loves him, but she is not in love. And the reason for that is because all he put her through. All the pain and the torture that she didn’t want to go through again so she wished he was dead because it would’ve been easier for her to move on finally after all these years. I also thinks that she loved him because he gave her Henry. Emma loves her son. And Neal played a part in creating him so of course Emma would love him for giving her that, but she is not IN LOVE with him.
And I don’t blame Neal for wanting to fight for Emma (I would fight for Emma any day of the week) but I do think in that moment, and judging from her lack of reply, she knows that she is over with that romantic Neal titled chapter of her life.
(and it definitely didnt help that she got the daylights kissed out of her by a sexy pirate)
There are only two things that I respect about adult Neal.
1: he sent the dove to Captain Hook to get Emma back because he knew that he would fight to bring her home. I think that that is very admirable considering he act like a jealous asshole in neverland which really bugged me, and I thought it did develop his character well. He realized that Hook was not the same man he previously knew and I respect that.
2: the quote “I just want you to be happy, even if it’s not with me.” This is important to me because I feel like the writers could’ve portrayed him even further as a selfish person that he did appear to be (and that would’ve made it even easier for me to dislike him) but they didn’t. This was Neal recognizing that Emma moved on, something that she had been doing since Neverland, and commenting on that which I also admire because Emma deserves to be happy without something holding her down.
And honestly I do feel as if the only way she could move on entirely is through him dying because he would always be around, and she would always have that reminder of the most painful part of her life. I think JMO actually commented on that in an interview about how Neal would always be there because he was Henry’s father. And I think that even though Emma loved him, she felt a lot lighter once he died. I feel as if most of her grief was out of empathy for her son because he would have to live without a father just like she did, and she knew how painful that is. That grief was NOT because she would never get to be in a relationship with him because she had already moved on, and the people that can’t see that have not been watching the show, or are too much of a swanfire Stan to see that. And that’s perfectly fine, we’re all free to have an opinion, but Emma’s actions and words clearly showed that she moved on.
And you know, I deeply hated when he told Emma not to go after Hook because it was dangerous because I think it clearly showed the contrast between Emma and Neal and why they would not work out. Emma takes the hard way, Neal takes the easy way. Would it have been safer and easier for Emma to mourn Hook and move on? Yes. Was it more dangerous to go after him to right the wrong and injustice he faced, and to get her literal true love back? Yes, but it was the right choice. But every time Neal is confronted with a difficult choice, he takes the easy path. He could’ve stayed with Emma, he could’ve gone to her after the curse broke, and he could’ve offered a better damn date option than a ‘come to granny’s if you want’ which I can see how that would be respectful, but he also wasn’t fighting for her which is exactly what Emma needed someone to do for her. To climb past her walls and pull her out with them. That’s why I don’t like Neal. He did not treat Emma well, one way or another, his actions traumatized her and again, are you telling me you’d get back together with a person that did that to you? No? Well then why the hell should EMMA? Give the poor thing a break and let her move on.
(Also side note, am I the only one that thinks the ice cave in season four was a metaphor for Emma’s walls? Uhh hello? Impenetrable fortress? Turns a person cold and solid? Surviving not living? You couldn’t force them open with brute force (gold’s magic) because that may damage the person inside of them beyond repair, instead you need to encourage them to come out by themself while you simultaneously break it down so it makes the passage easier, and on the other side there is comfort and warmth. In season four Emma’s walls finally started to come down through her family and Killian and it’s literally shown through that episode. End of side note)
But yeah, I don’t like Neal, really deeply don’t. There are two things that I respect, and that’s it. And I didn’t even get to how he told Emma to lie to Rumple, knowing exactly what he does to liars, and how he was mad at Emma for not telling him about Henry when he left her in prison, and how he moved on way too fast from his FIANCÉ? Yeah she was evil but where were his residual feelings??? Even Emma had a bit with Walsh.
*big breath*
Thank you for coming to my second Ted Talk.
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silencesscreams · 1 year
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XAVIER T. x F!READER
𖥻 cherry waves ²
pt i
warnings: fake relationships, family issues, afab reader, swearing, drinking, lies, xavier is a mastermind tbh, discussions, smoking, maybe a bit of angst, aged up characters! NSFW!, please don’t read if you’re not 18+, dom!xavier, afab reader, dirty talk, praise and tiny bit of degradation, petnames, piv, fingering, oral (f! receiving), light bondage, confessions, unprotected (wrap it before u tap it), porn with plot, cuddling ??
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the thorpe beach house was the same as the last time. the people were the same too. you felt stupid agreeing too this, but there was not much you could do, he was your best friend. being in love was only an extra, right? a small inconvenience, surely, one that wouldn’t go away for years now.
“i can’t believe we’re going to do this.” you sigh as he rings the doorbell. xavier rolls his eyes playfully at you.
“seriously. for the first time in your life you do something that pleases your parents and im the one who has to get involved.” you say, smirking as he rings the doorbell again. “really, xavier. unbelievable. if this turns out as a rom com, its completely on you.”
“relax, its going to be fine, hope so at least.” he rings again. “mom’s coming to the door! hurry! we need to kiss!!” xavier recognized the click of his mothers heels ever since he was a child. he started making kissy faces as you dodged him laughing, he caught you after a few tries, bringing you in for a hug.
“sorry i involved you, i needed to.” he says, you can hear his breathing, his chin pressed against your head. you start feeling your cheeks getting heated. the door unlocking and breaking your hug.
“Hi Mrs. Thorpe.” you say smiling briefly at the woman, to be completely honest you kind of felt sorry for her. “Hi, mom.”
“Xavier… y/n! come in!” she says inviting you both in, a maid right next to her, ready to pick up your bags. you weren’t used to that, xavier was. even though your family was probably as rich and snobby as his, they never hired a maid. sure, gardeners and cooks, but never a maid. probably one of her paranoias on having other woman around your father.
“marjorie! how are you?” xavier asks the woman in black picking up your bags.
“im doing well mr. thorpe, if you’ll excuse me, i will be bringing these to your room.” he nods. you smile at her, you have no idea how to act in this house.
“wheres dad?” xavier asks his mom, as she leads you both to the couch.
“oh, he’s only coming in next week, something about work i assume. some of his work buddies are staying here.” that was typical of him, you could see in xaviers expression he already knew something like that would happen. “you told y/n about the dinner parties didn’t you?” she states, crossing her legs. you had no idea you’d be meeting important people, you didn’t bring the outfits for it, you were sure about that. `
“i failed to remember.” he said, looking at you with a sorry look, as you eyed him. if looks could kill, xavier would be six feet under in that moment.
“no worries, i will provide some clothes. you dont mind me choosing, dont you?” she asks. you absolutely did.
“i have no problem with that, thank you so much.” you lie, a bit shocked on how you could sound so truthful, you forgot how you could act around people like your parents. the room turned silent, you could feel the silence.
“mother, i bet y/n is a bit tired right now. if you’ll excuse us, we’re taking a nap until dinner. it was a long drive, you know?” he says getting up, already making the decision for you, though you were thankful for it. as you went up to his room, you saw the whole house was the same color, a dark cold purple, covering the walls. dry flowers at every possible table, candles lit. it didnt look anything like xavier, until you entered his room.
those walls, those colors, those were all his. posters, drawings, everything was there. there were even some old things he used when he stayed more at the house. there were old sweaters.
it wasnt the same as what you remembered.
there were more nightmares spread around those walls, some drawings that made you worry a bit.
navy blue sheets over the small double bed. and thats when you realized, there was only one bed. you looked over at him, flushed.
“i know, you can blame mother for not bringing an inflatable when i said you were coming.” he says looking over at you.
“you owe me, xavier. i swear to god i will make you pay for those coffees.” he smirked as you said it.
you felt stupid to agreeing with this in the first place, you should’ve known your crush on him would make it awfully difficult for you, but you were always good as faking. come on, shape shifting vampire? how could you not be a good liar. you heard a knock on the door, xavier was already in his bed, using his phone, signaling you to open it, and so you did.
“hi marjorie! did you want anything?” you say, eying the blonde short woman.
“mrs. thorpe asked me to inform you both she wont be here for dinner, and i get off at five, but there is food in the refrigerator, you’ll just need to warm it up.”
“thank you marjorie, excuse us please.” xavier said as he moved over to the door, standing behind you. off she went as xavier closed the door.
“mom always does this, don’t worry, its not she doesn’t want to spend time with you.” he says going towards his wardrobe. “come on, ‘wanna show you something.” he said, you saw him pull out a bottle of wine. you smile at him.
“yeah? its your favorite, please i know you want it!” he says, looking at you with a smile.
“there goes rule number three.” you joke.
“no no no no no, you said around them! they aren’t here, no rules breaking tonight.” he continued smiling. you felt stupid again, loving that boy had a price that you hated paying. you smile at him back, so he ran downstairs to put it in the fridge.
you start looking around, turning on music and watching sea. the water was probably freezing this time of the year, but it did look inviting. you missed the beach. you lay on his bed, the sheets smell like his him. his shampoo, his clothes, his perfume. xavier enters the room.
“marjorie already left. the dinner mom left us is gross to say the least, probably one of her diets meals. i hate those, i’ll get takeout if you’re up to it.” he stated.
“sure, xav, just turn your heater on, its freezing.” you reply, getting under his covers.
days later, xavier wouldn’t be more happy if he tried. everything on his plan was going perfectly, family and family friends believed, everything was going just perfect. you both were spending all your time together, he truly couldn’t feel better. sleeping on the same bed, going on morning walks at the beach. he felt amazing… just until the new year’s party.
everything was amazing, midnight had passed, everyone was drinking, including you both. everyone around you talking businesses, finances, politics. topics that you just couldn’t speak on, no prior experience to it. ever since you started attending these functions you smiled and nodded. you begged xavier not to leave your side. it had been ages since you had to fake this personality of yours, and xavier being there should be comforting, but how could you focus when he was touching you like that? you could feel his eyes roaming your body. maybe it was the drinks, or your dress hiking up when you sat down, or those stockings you wore even, but he couldn’t take his eyes from off of you. he fucking needed you more than ever, you felt the same. that suit made him look so goddamn hot.
he had his hand on your thigh while you both talked to his mother and aunt. you could feel yourself getting wetter when he squeezed it, signaling he would be right back, leaving you there like shark bait. you nodded as he left, taking a sip of the champagne, feeling it go down your throat.
“so.. y/n!” his mother says looking over at you.
“that’s me!” you reply, praying xavier comes back at any given second.
“when did you both start dating? me and vincent constantly told him you should both date! you both look great together” she asks, you turn a bit pink with the compliment.
“thank you, we actually started a few months ago, i would say four to five.” you reply, smiling, your cheeks would definitely be sore the next morning.
“oh! i thought it was more recent than that.” his aunt says, looking over at mrs. thorpe. “wasn’t it a surprise?”
“yes it was, silly! but he could have kept it secret for a while, right?” she says, now looking over to you.
“y-yes, absolutely. it was a surprise, specially because he didn’t tell you or mr. thorpe, yes?” you ask, trying to get a confirmation you so desperately needed in that moment.
“yes indeed, y/n. are you alright? you seem a bit pale.” she asks.
“oh, yes i am, i will just freshen up if you’ll excuse me.” you say, getting up abruptly. you just couldn’t believe him, why was he even doing that to you? had he found out about your feelings? was this just a sick game of his? you felt so stupid.
xavier was out on the deck smoking. you remembered him talking about quitting a while ago.
“hey.” you say, sitting next to him.
“hi, y/n.” he replies, passing the cigarette over to you, once you signal him. “thought you quit.” he said.
“i guess we both lie.” you say, giving it back to him. blowing smoke out in the could air.
it smelled like sea air and burnt wood that night it brought you a long forgotten feeling.
“what do you mean with that?” he said, looking over at you, brows furrowing.
“no. you have no right doing this to me. specially right now, don’t play this game.” you say, looking over at him. he throws the cigarette to the floor, putting it out stepping over it.
“what do you mean, y/n?” he asks again.
“just stop playing with me, xavier! you’re being mean.” you reply, shaking your head in disbelief.
“for fucks sake, i cant read minds!” he replies getting up, was he really doing that right now? you got up too.
“i know your father didn’t call you that day.” you say whispering, almost as if it is a confession, he looks like he’s seen a ghost.
“what did you say?” he asks, putting his hair down.
“i said i know your father never called you before that night in the shed. i know they didn’t know i was coming, i just don’t know why you’re lying to me about this whole trip.
“y/n…” he sighs, he doesn’t know what to say.
“no, don’t, xavier. don’t do this, okay? i don’t know who told you about how i feel about us, or you or whatever it is you heard, but this isn’t something you do, okay?! not to me, not to anyone! this is just sick, you’ve been messing with my head for the past two weeks and this is not fair! i have loved you for six years now, fuck you xavier, you can’t just do this to me! its twisted and disgusting, and i’m still supposed to be your best friend! don’t you think it was fucking painful to me all these past years?! seeing you with those girls?! you’re just… god! you’re unbelievable!” you feel like you can’t breathe after that, because something in his eyes tells you he didn’t know anything.
“y/n… i didn’t kno-“ he says, you interrupt him.
“no, just forget this happened okay? there you have it. the confession, is that what you wanted?” you head towards the door and feel his cold hand grab your wrist, pulling you back. he looks at you, no expression on his face, his eyes altering from your pupils to your lips.
“you're really pretty.” he whispers.
“thank you.” you swallow, your mouth feels dry. and then, suddenly, his lips are touching yours, his hands all over you. you run your hands through his hair, your mouth parting as his tongue slides into your mouth, licking over yours. his hands heading towards your ass, giving it a light squeeze.
“wanna take you to my room..” he whispers, looking over at you. “that okay?” he asks.
“yes.” you say, giving you a quick peck, he takes your hand, leading you over to the stairs by your waist.
as you reach the corridor, far from the eyes downstairs, he goes back to kissing you. your heels being thrown on the floor of the corridor, along with his shoes. he’s grabbing your ass as he’s leading you towards the same room you’ve been sleeping with him in for the past two weeks. closing the door by pressing you over it as he kissed you. your dress was now fully hiked up, his hands roaming your silk covered ass. he groaned when you tugged on his hair, his thigh between your legs as you rubbed yourself over him, eager for more.
“want you so bad, xavi…” you whisper into his ear.
“yeah? you want me don’t you?" he says, rubbing your clothed core, feeling the damp spot he caused.
“yeah, just like that!” a moan escaping your mouth, when he’s moving you to the bed, laying you on the bed. you were to your side, pulling him by his red tie, which he quickly undid as he kissed you, throwing it on the bed.
a few moments later he was on top of you unbuttoning his shirt as he took it off. you were kissing his neck, every once in a while taking small bites and sucking on it, leaving marks, your fangs all over it.
“can i take this off? he said, tugging on your dress, you smiled to him, giving him permission.
“fuck, baby…” he said, looking all over your body as he squeezed your thighs. you were left in your stockings and underwear. you felt his eyes roaming you whole, he could watch you like this for forever. “all this for me, huh?” he asked, his eyes had turned a bit darker. he grabbed his tie, that was thrown to the side, tying your dominant hand to the bedpost.
“are you going to be good for me sweetheart?” you nod as an answer. “come on sweetie, i know you can talk, or what? the cat got your tongue?” he teases.
“yes xavi, i’ll be good. i promise.”
“good girl.” he answers, kissing your neck, leaving marks all over it. giving small pecks as he heads down to your breasts. taking the nipple in his mouth, tongue flicking over it. you moan, head thrown back.
“your so fucking hot, honey, you have no idea for how long i’ve wanted this.” he says, now kissing messily your thighs, teasing you.
“xav, please, i need you so bad.” you say, he looks over at your with doe eyes, a smirk on his lips. he kisses your clothed core and you bring yourself closer to him automatically.
“no need to be so eager, love” he said, teasing you as he’s pulling down your panties. “so wet… was this all me, hun?”
“yes xavi, just you, please… need you so much.” you reply. he hums in answer, licking you, mouth closing on your clit, nipping at it.
“fuck!” you moan.
“i need you to be quieter, baby, there’s people downstairs, unless you want them to know what we’re doing up here. do you want that?” he asks, you shake your head in response. “that’s my girl” he goes back to sucking on yo, lapping quickly on your pussy, bringing one of your thighs over his shoulder. your legs shaking around him.
“fuck, xavi!” you moan.
“that’s all you can say for me hun?” he asks, bringing in a finger inside of you, your free hand covering your mouth as you gasp for air, clenching around him. after a while he brings in another finger, continuing to suck on your clit. at that point your shaking, so close to coming.
“such a tight pussy baby, can’t wait to fuck you. gonna be good aren’t you?” you moan through the answer, but he knew exactly what you meant. you clench around his fingers again, his hand fucking in and out of you as quickly as he could. youre almost coming when he takes your clit in his mouth again, you start grinding against him.
“i’m gonna cum, xavi, please don’t stop please.” you continued talking, but your words were coming out as nonsense mixed with your moans. ‘youre so good,fuck,yoursofuckinggood!‘ are the only words you can make up, feeling so fucked out. he feels like he can cum right there, just at the sight of you, mouth parted moaning his name, tied to the bedpost by his tie, he couldn’t get any harder.
his fingers were moving inside of you, as you start clenching again, he takes you through your high swallowing everything you let go of on his mouth. whining, once he pulls his fingers out of you, sucking on them.
“just wait sweetheart, i want you to cum again on my dick, alright?” he asks, unbuttoning his pants, you could see him hard through his black boxers.
“need your cock in me, please, i’ll be so good for you, need your cock so bad, please” you say as he moves closer to you.
“i know baby, you should’ve seen yourself out there. practically begging to get fucked, huh? in that small little dress and those stockings… you looked so fucking needy. a little slut, just for me.” you whine, as he pushes his boxers down, his cock hitting up against his stomach. you look at him, seeing him stroke his cock at the sight of you, he smiles, running his hand down his shaft at the way you’re waiting patiently, “needy little slut, aren’t you?”
“only when in around you.” you answer.
“spread your legs for me, will you?” he asks, you spread them for him, waiting as he lines himself up on your entrance, teasing you with his tip. you whine as he pushes himself in with just one stroke, stretching you more.
“you feel so fucking good, so tight for me.” with that he starts pounding in to you, his face buried in your neck as you whine and moan near his ear. “youre so good, taking me like this, such a nice cunt”
“fuck xavi, harder” you moan.
“you just had to ask.” he trusted into you harder, you could feel him deeper, reaching just the right spot. he takes your free hand and holds it near the one that’s tied on the headboard. fucking you quickly, filling you up just like you needed.
“oh my god!” you moan as he fucks into you even faster, the snap of the hips filling the room. there you are, babbling again, he’s groaning, squeezing your wrists together.
“fuck i’m gonna” you moan.
“what’d you say, doll?”
“gonna cum, xavi… please!” you say, asking for permission. you clenched around him again, reaching your high. he reaches down, pinching your clit, just before rubbing it. he’s near too. he trusts harshly.
“cum for me, come on” he’s rubbing your clit now, fucking in and out of you. he takes you through your high, also reaching his, spilling inside of you. groaning as you moan his name, fully overstimulated.
he pulls out slowing, putting himself back in his boxers and pulling up your panties again. he kisses your forehead, untying you from his tie.
“gonna get you some food downstairs alright? just give me a sec.” he said, putting his pants on again and throwing his shirt on.
he comes back with a strawberry pie you had been waiting for all night, he gives you the plate and a fork, you smile at him.
“thank your for that” he says, you smile, not knowing quite what to say.
“are we still faking?” he asks.
“i don’t think so.” you reply.
“sorry for lying to you, i just said it out of nowhere that day and couldn’t take it back. i just thought i could get you to feel the same for me over the days.” he apologizes, laying next to you. you kiss his forehead.
“its okay, about what i said earlier, i think i went all out. if you don’t feel-“
“are you kidding me? i’ve had my eye on you since we met. i love you, sweetie.” he gives you a peck. “ill warm up the water ok? i’ll help you clean up, if that’s okay with you.” he heads towards the bathroom. you felt like the luckiest girl in the world.
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cryptv0id · 9 months
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diabetes is so lonely.
i grew up being the only diabetic person my age i knew. heck, the only diabetic person anyone else my age knew either. it was always the "oh my grandma has diabetes !" or "oh my uncle has diabetes but he ate way too many sweets so thats why hes diabetic now."
as a young child, my mom put me into all these advertisement and awareness raising situations that i didnt want to do. i became a poster child for JDRF at age 9, and it was the strangest feeling having all these grown adults crying crocodile tears at the "tragedy" that my life was to them. i felt singled out, and every eye in the room was on me.
at age 11, i did a speech about my diabetes in front of the whole school, again against my will. my parents had saved every single one of those little orange needle caps from when i was diagnosed at 2, until i went on my pump at 11. these tiny orange pieces of plastic where what caused my entire school to fall silent and stare at me as i pulled 16 enormous ziploc bags of them out of a backpack that was the same size as i was. i felt odd, almost ostracized in that moment.
i stopped telling people i was diabetic for a while, unless i was in dire need of help. i stopped answering questions when i was asked. i hid a huge part of myself and my life away, because for so long i was forced to talk about it. i didnt have the words at 9, or at 11 to express the fact that i was uncomfortable with this. my story about diabetes was in newspaper articles, a small documentary, a letter sent out to essentially the whole country when JDRF wanted donations, and probably more things i dont remember, because i blocked a lot of it out.
im now 25, and now, whenever i see someone with a sensor or a pump i make a point of telling them i like their device, and then showing them mine. whether theyre young or old, every single person ive started a conversation with has been thrilled, and all have reacted like "oh my god another one !!" because this disease doesnt HAVE to be isolating and lonely. and now, i get to choose to talk about it instead of having my life and my disease being used as a pity card for adults. i get to share lived experience with people like me, and bond with strangers in a world that already is isolating without having a condition where your life is in your hands every day.
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