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dswaney · 2 years
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#sleep #nolove #damaged #diealone #singlelesbian #lezbehonest #lesbian #lesbiansofmichigan #singlelife #lesbiansofinstgram #lesbiansofig #singlelesbiansofinstagram #singlelesbiansofmichigan #girlswholikegirls #girlswhokissgirls #gaypride #michigan #michigander #mittenstate #puremichigan #michigan #lansingmichigan https://www.instagram.com/p/ChIC9CauRrZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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caffeinejournalist23 · 4 months
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The End Is Near - And I Don't Wanna Die Alone
Since I was a kid I believed that the world would end with the second coming of Christ within my lifetime. I believed and accepted it plainly, the same way I believed and accepted that the sun would eventually burn out and that my dad was never coming back into my life as a decent father. You know, ordinary kid stuff.
The recent wildfires in Canada blowing smoke into the U.S. - to both my hometown and my beloved Big Apple - inspired a conversation between me and Panda: we both knew the end of the world - the literal one, not just the one caused by Covid - would occur within our lifetimes.
Panda was taught that in Heaven people don't remember each other - that we all meet and form memories and bonds on Earth but that memory is wiped once we enter heaven's gates. I on the other hand come from the philosophy that we are infinite souls, that we reincarnate on Earth in a new simulation or as a guardian angel or as a beloved pet, and that reincarnation route is pre-determined by how we lived our past life and the choices we made - like maybe in a past life I felt like I was too spoiled, so for this life I chose to grow up in poverty so that I could learn to be more generous and grateful, and I was allowed to make that choice because I got right with God and was blessed with that privilege.
I've heard similar theories argued and shared on TikTok (ofc, right?). Some theories expand on this theory to suggest that we also choose when and how we meet our soul ties - souls we bond and connect with infinitely in every life we experience, explaining why some friendships/relationships last forever and others don't. This one TikTok talked about our spouses and closest friends specifically; we basically sign a contract specifically agreeing to meet each other in a certain way at a certain period of our lives - a spiritual marriage/friendship bracelet, if you will.
And as we were talking about this I told Panda: the world better not end before I get married, because if the world's gonna end in my lifetime I'm not going out alone.
I didn't mention this part, but: I am genuinely afraid of that.
Deep down I know I will find my future husband and I'll marry a man who's a great fit for me - maybe I'll even consider him my soulmate. But what if it's only just in time - in time to say "I do" and then
*poof*
Panda has her wedding in less than a year and though I wish her the most of love and happiness, part of me feels.. a deeply buried FOMO. I can pull men - I can pull decent men, even. I have yet to experience anything working out with a guy though - I've never even made it past the general "talking" phase. During my teen years it really affected my self esteem and how I perceived my value. Then in undergrad, despite talking to some nice guys, nothing ever took off and I valued it as a blessing in disguise so that I could focus on my academics and my career.
But, especially now that I've graduated, I have this tension in my mind: I don't want to be desperate for a man, but I desperately want a male romantic companion.
I give myself the self love and confidence and assurances I used to expect solely from a romantic partner. I do things that make me happy and practice self care to give myself love. I recognize my boundaries and respect them. I admire myself but also acknowledge areas for growth and take the necessary steps to ensure that growth.
But it's not the same.
It's not the same as having someone else to both compliment and challenge you. It's not the same as being emotionally vulnerable to someone besides your own reflection and having that vulnerability and gentleness reciprocated. Holding my own hand is not the same as holding someone else's - trust me, many years I tried to simulate the latter: it doesn't work.
I just don't wanna die alone; I don't want to listen to my favorite song for the last time by myself.
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beanstyled · 2 years
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Perspective; Doing more than half your life alone will prepare you for an adventure most would be too scared to take. Talent that you may possess only a fraction of human existence can even begin to do. I'm learning that being Lonely is actually True Love Of Self. Born Alone, Live Alone, Die Alone. 🧿👀👁️👁️‍🗨️👓🕵🏻‍♀️🕶️ . . #bornalone #livealone #Diealone #SingleAF #single #solojourney #solopreneur #perspective #selflove #truelove #beach #Florida #alone #lonely #Sunny (at Ben T. Davis South) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfXuW54FxMY/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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lewishamil10n · 5 months
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Trick or treat 💜
hi bestie <333 more spy au <3
“No,” says Valtteri the second he walks into his flat to find Sebastian there, already comfortable on the couch like he lives here. “Whatever it is, I do not want to hear it.”
Sebastian raises an eyebrow. “Are you sure? You don’t even know what I am going to say.”
“I don’t care,” insists Valtteri, taking off his coat. “I’m on vacation, Sebastian, I told the Director I do not want to see any of your faces for at least three months—”
“It’s about Lewis,” interrupts Sebastian, and Valtteri stops short.
Well, shit.
trick or treat
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argentinagp · 3 months
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I'm like 99% sure i saw a chalex gif of yours, went to check your blog, i was amazed, i saw we were on the same wave lenght about drivers, immediate follow ✨️
ahhh thank u chalex for bringing me jo 🙏🏻🫶🏻!! i also think one of the first things i saw of u is a gifset of chalex hehe
how did you find my blog and what made you want to follow
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leqclerc · 4 months
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Very predictable: 5 & 16 ✌️
Aasdkfghk my favourite numbers in the whole world, so true 😊
5: Teya & Salena - Who The Hell Is Edgar? [x] What can I say, English Lit degree + Eurovision brainrot = bop. I was kind of surprised that I apparently listened to it that many times tho 🙈
16: Lastlings - Holding Me Like Water [x] Ahhhh! They might be niche and relatively unknown, but this duo has quickly become my favourite band of the past two years or so. And they just released a new album this June and delivered as always. 🥺Highly recommend them!!
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mistressemmedi · 10 months
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Auguriiii May <3!!!!
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THE BIRTHDAY ART 😍 STUPENDA!!!
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chussyracing · 2 years
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hi! do you know any lewis blog i could follow? thanks!
I really like @ctolisso @wejustvibing and @grandprixwinnerpierregasly, they always feed me the prettiest lewis pics 😋
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racingcore · 5 months
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felt fitting
(gif credit: @countingstars-17 & @livetogether--diealone)
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charletto · 3 months
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2023 Chircus Secret Santa gift for @livetogether--diealone🩷I hope you like it!! Happy (belated) Christmas!❤️🎄
// Kurt Vonnegut (John Greenleaf Whittier) Cats Cradle // Florence & The Machine, No Light, No Light // Daphne du Maurier, My Cousin Rachel // Virginia Woolf, A Room of One's Own. // Billy Joel, Vienna // Taylor Swift, You're On Your Own Kid //
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princemick · 2 months
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GOOD EVENING (for european standard time) EVERYONE AND WELCOME TO!!
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the results of the f1blr survey (if you dont care about the graphic or the most mentioned blogs here's a direct link to the form results!
if u want to leave now all I wanna do is to encourage you to take 10 minutes of ur time rn to send a kind lil message to ur fav blogs to keep the vibes going n I hope ur day is wonderful! <3
now for the most mentioned blogs which also counts as a short blog rec post according to the 73 people who answered this form!
(for clarity, I choose to remove myself from all these replies because I think it's incredibly biased and so not relevant or interesting to mention myself)
NOW ONTO THE MOST MENTIONED!!
ARTISTS!
@penaltyboxboxbox with give or take 23 mentions!
@storm3326 with give or take 13 mentions!
@ilikecarsandlike4people with give or take 13 mentions!
GIFMAKERS!
@yesloulou with give or take 12 mentions!
@argentinagp with give or take 9 mentions!
@userhamilton and @arturleclerc who both got give or take 7 mentions!
GRAPHIC DESIGNERS!
@argentinagp with give or take 18 mentions!
and then there were a lot of different people mentioned most of which about 2/3 times so here's all of those:
@queerbenched @alpinelogy @livetogether--diealone @formulaonedirection
WRITERS!
there were...lets say the most answers came form this category, most of the people mentioned were in there 2 times so here's a bunch of blogs that were all mentioned around 5-3 times!
@officialmood @bejwled @toastandvegemite @yekoc @effervescentdragon @hourcat @hungriestheidi @veryspecificfantasies
COMMENTARY!
@vegasgrandprix with give or take 7 mentions!
@karlmarxverstappen with give or take 6 mentions!
@raceweek and @race-weekwith give or take 4 mentions I think but I wouldn't be surprised if people forgot the dah so here they are together <3
and lastly, here are some replies to the share with the class question that I personally really liked!
"I love F1 even if it’s “boring”! Watching cars go 300km and hour is always fun even if the winner is always the same . For me, there’s always been Seb winning, and then Lewis winning and now Max, so it’s fun! Plus there’s always so much tea and all drivers are hilarious and I’m so fond of them! And the history is so cool!!!! And I count all the wdc champions before sleeping instead of sheeps! All I need are ferrari bedsheets, and I’m done I’m 22 how did I get to this point?"
"I've been so thankful for the support f1blr has extended to me, and it's a fandom I really feel at home in, so I'm so happy to get a chance to shout out some of the wonderful and talented people in this fandom with me! Such a fantastic idea."
"I am legit so grateful we have so many creative and brilliant people in f1blr, it makes my enjoyment of the sport I've loved for so many years that much better"
"i’ve only been on f1blr since the summer but i’ve felt soooo welcomed and made so many nice friends <333 love u guys"
"I’m so bad at remembering names but all of you have made my first year on f1blr a lovely experience!"
"Keep doing what you love! Stay safe, enjoy life, and be happy. I love you all!!! 🫶🏻"
"Looking forward to spending the '24 season with this amazing community!!"
and so so many more kind responses! thank you to everyone who participated it was really nice to see this and watch us come together for a lil pls do keep spreading the love and send out some asks to your fav blogs!!
and thats all for now, goodnight and until next time!
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comraderoscoes · 2 days
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Top 5 tumblr blogs! Need some new people to follow and I trust your taste (you can put more than 5 ofc)
omg what pressure 😭 i def cant limit to 5 so ill do a little blog recs!
lewis centric
@amgroscoe @fckdupiftrue @lewishamil10n @lewisitshammertime @lewisfencer @lewishcmilton @lewishamiltonstuff @lightsoutandaway @luigihamilton44 @luchitohamilton @roscoehamiltons @shelbyindustries @sirlewishamiltons @sirluisamilton @takemetoasummereve @thepotentialof2007 @userhamilton @wantitmore @wejustvibing @44prop
lewis + other drivers/other series/other sports/other things idk 😭:
@alexalbongf @argentinagp @bbglewis @fabioquartararhoe @hungriestheidi @indiangp @inloif @justyouwaitsunshine @killa-trav @lauda4theback @livetogether--diealone @pierregaslays @racingliners @salahattricks @sinnerism @suzukiszn
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rbrhater · 4 months
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[Lewis Hamilton] Jeddah 2021 | postcard for @livetogether--diealone
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renrapp · 6 months
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hello to all my beautiful bot followers 😍😍😍 and to my mutuals ... hey i guess 😒 JSDFNDKJN in all seriousness, damn. can't believe i put 2000 of you in my pocket ! thank u for sticking with me and my never-ending slew of fixations, whether you've been here for 5 days or 5 years 💗
nowww onto the fun part !! there are no hard and fast rules to follow, except for that you can only send in a request once per emoji and that they're sent before october 19th, which is the cutoff date for requests.
send me a:
🌓 + 2 movies/shows/characters/drivers/people/etc. to make me choose between 🎬 + a movie/tv show ep and i'll make a timestamp roulette set 🍰 + and your fav color and i'll make you a nice lil funky gifset based off your interests [mutuals only]
and ofc, below i'm tagging a couple of my beloved mutuals 💗 i tried to get as much possible in here but i am literally using the slow ass school wifi and she can only do so much so if you're not here KNOW THAT I LOVE U LOTS AND WE R KISSING RN TO MAKE UP FOR IT
@ruszhou @rbrhater @xiaozhous @charletto @princemick @heroeddiemunson @natscatorrcio @cobbbvanth @kitconnor @ghosttfaces @ghouls-ghoul @revengeofthesiths @oscar-piastri @mickschumachergf @leclercpiastri @finalgirlsidney @whoregaylorenzo @livetogether--diealone @eddiediaaz @h-f-k @samcarpentr @aziraaphales @crowleydiaz @laurabenanti @mikelogan
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argentinagp · 4 months
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🍍🍒 if anything you make is hot by proxy you're hot and by tumblr mutual law all my moot are hot
🍍: We never talk but I care about you! 🍒: I think you’re hot!
mwah!!! ty, jo! i dont see mistakes in your logic, back at uu 😚
send me a fruit!
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leqclerc · 10 months
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Honestly I don't see Lewis going to Ferrari ever, because it means giving up a lot of the freedom Mercedes allows him, because there they see him as Lewis Hamilton the 7 (8) wdc and Lewis Hamilton the person both in their equal rights, where in Ferrari there is just Lewis the driver, and seeing how they treated Seb in end I'm not sure they'll get him the respect as driver that Lewis should have.
This team is a sinking ship, because the problems are too deep and the people inside are not too willing to let go of their old ways. And if you don't have a love, a straight up admirarion close to worship for Ferrari, I'm sorry (or maybe glad) but this team is not for you, because it takes quite the self sacrifice to withstand what Charles is right now.
And haven't we learned anything in recent years about what makes a good pair in a (supposed) top team? Guess a hint: not having two "first" drivers. Ferrari would need a Bottas/Checo type of teammate to make it work, be with Charles or Lewis, we don't need another Charles/Seb situation or Charles/Carlos again. (First we would need a good car but that doesn't seem a priority...)
I don't believe these rumors, and I don't like them personally. Sorry to who would love a Charles and Lewis line up, but it's just a mistake for Lewis especially, because Charles already picked his poison (and these are my two faves)
Yeah, I agree. 👆🏻
At this point Ferrari has had a whole slew of talented drivers. They've tried it with established champions and they've tried it with the "uncut gems" like Charles or even Carlos who, for all his mileage didn't really have many solid achievements to his name until literally last year. And none of it is yielding anything because, like you said, the team at its core has far too many unresolved issues. Ferrari is in essence its own worst enemy. We saw so much of that last year, shooting themselves in the foot with ridiculous strategies whenever it was theirs to lose. At this point I don't think it matters who is in that seat, if it's a multiple time WDC or not. Those same mistakes will still creep in. As you pointed out, we saw how things ended with Seb.
A lot also depends on the fickle higher ups and their ~vision for the team, and those are constantly in rotation. Seb even mentions in one of his last interviews at Ferrari, that most of the people (mechanics, engineers, etc.) who were there when he first joined the team in 2015 were no longer there by the time he was leaving.
Another reason why Red Bull and Mercedes have managed to be so successful is because they have continuity—Toto's been the TP since 2013, while Horner's been at the helm since RBR's inception in 2005. That's almost 20 years. They've had worse years, they've had dominant years, but the core team remains the same and they basically follow the same philosophy of rallying around the lead driver, be it Seb, Max, or Lewis in Merc's case. That's not to say that there's never been any internal conflicts within the teams, because I'm sure there have been, but they rarely let it negatively impact the racing team. Whereas Ferrari's politicking and internal tug-of-war between factions has prevented them from doing what's objectively best for the team. Having enjoyed that kind of treatment at their respective teams I think Lewis or Max would have significantly less patience to deal with all of Ferrari's mishaps. Honestly I think the team's shenanigans would wear them down before they'd "fix" the team or win a championship with them.
I think one of Ferrari's biggest problems is how they manage (or rather, mismanage) their drivers. Maybe this is linked to the politicking aspect, I don't know (God knows some of their decisions are far from sound and reasonable.) What Red Bull and Mercedes do so well is toe the line—on one hand you want people to believe both drivers have a chance in a championship fight, for example, because that generates engagement, but on the other you know who they chose to back 100%. It's not that Valtteri or Checo wanted to be number twos willingly. Of course they didn't/don't, all twenty drivers are where they are because they believe they can become champions. But the way their respective teams handled the situation yielded the results we've seen. Whether that's fair or not is up for debate, I guess. The point is Ferrari isn't putting their foot down or using their executive power to its maximum, even in situations where you would expect them to. This point is maybe less relevant this year, but it sure was last year. All this talk of equal treatment and equal chances while Red Bull were laughing their way to the FIA prize-giving gala... 🙄
Charles picked his poison, you're right, and especially now, with Fred on board, I think he'll look to extend his contract and see how things pan out once the awkward transition period ends and the changes Fred brings about become more apparent. Right now they're still dealing with the mess Binotto left behind as his "legacy," so they're kind of in a weird place as a team. However, even with all his passion and love and belief in the team, I really hope he goes about it in a sensible way that provides him with some sort of future security.
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