#dimond speaks

[dimonds456]

Guys holy fuck the day has come.

My therapist and I are gonna go over the letter we're writing, and her supervisor is going to sit in on it.

If she thinks I'm ready, I'm gonna get approved for top surgery.

Holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck

#THIS IS ALL IVE WANTED FOR YEARS #T MINUS ABOUT 3 MINUTES #WISH ME LUCK!!! #dimond speaks #trans #dimonds trans journey #holy shit new tag

[dimonds456-but-only-hlvrai]

Horrible thought:

HLVRAI but it's a mod for Half Life that was released to the public, and Gordon was one of the first/few people to find it and DEFINITELY made it popular, and afterwards a mini fandom popped up around it and people started treating it how people treat Security Breach.

Like imagine seeing videos like "Can You Beat HLVRAI Without Seeing a Single Glitch?" or "Every Single Bug in HLVRAI (LEGACY PATCH)" or "Beating HLVRAI in the Reverse Boss Order"

#honestly i just want a backseat streams video about hlvrai #dimond speaks #hlvrai

[dimonds456-art]

Just realized I never posted this.

image ID: A large cartoon-style person without arms looms over an unassuming cartoon-style person who is sitting down. The larger person is labeled “me” and is shooting a rainbow-colored “disability beam” from their eyeballs onto the unassuming person labeled “blorbo”. end image ID.

#get neurodivergent'd idiot #get chronic illness'd idiot #dimonds456 #dimond art #random #dimond speaks #ID provided by indi-glo!

[rafalkbircom]

Help MENNA Family From Gaza To Have A Secure Life

Hello, I am Menna Musa Muhammad. I am 22 years old. I live in Gaza City. I graduated from Al-Azhar University. I lost two of my brothers during the war after my mother was making lunch and we were sitting eating together, and suddenly our lives were turned upside down as they attacked the neighborhood in which we live,

and with the dust and flying glass surrounding every place, my brotheres went down to check on the rest of my family in our neighboring house, and then I lost them in front of our house. We were unable to save them. We call more time the ambulance so that someone would come to their rescue due to the bad situation and the danger of the place No body come. We waited for more than 12 hours inside the house while

my link gofundme https://www.gofundme.com/f/assist-my-family-in-getting-out-gaza-2024

they were outside bleeding and no one came and the situation continued until the next day and then we went and buried them after our relatives came and helped us carry them. We left our house and did not take anything from it. Our house is anything we left our memories in. We went to Rafah and we did not have clothes, food, or anything.

We put up a tent, which was given to us by people we did not know who helped us and we sat inside it. Here the suffering is indescribable. My sister is sick and needs treatment, and she needs medicines that are not available at the present time due to the lack of medicines, and my nephew has electricity.

The brain needs treatment, and my sister-in-law has a thalassemia patient and needs medications and treatments due to a blood transfusion, as her blood in the past was 6. She took many units and removed the spleen because it was causing blood to break down. This is a picture of my family at the university when I graduated.

My brother was a philanthropist who helped others and neighbors, helping them with bread and water, and even charging their phones. He lived on the first floor, where he had a beautiful house with new furniture and a new TV. He was afraid the TV would break, so he put it in another room so it wouldn't break.

He also loves trees and loves to water them. One day there was a cat who climbed a palm tree for a whole day and could not come down. He ventured to taste it, but could not, for when he tried to catch it, it ran to the right and sometimes to the left. When I came down, my cat lasted about 4 days.

Then I opened the window and found her coming down alone, even though I used to love my cat and eat her every day and she slept in my lap, but the day I lost my brothers, I found the cat next to my brother in front of me from the house. It was yellow and died with them as well. This is a video of when my brother tried to save the cat

This is a video after we left our home, after we lost my brothers and headed to Rafah

This is a picture of our house after it was destroyed

On the second floor is our house, my father's house, who was with me. My mother, father, and my younger brother, whom I lost, along with my older brother, live in it. My mother loved birds.

On the day we left the house, my mother said: “Let's take the birds with us and not leave them alone, but they were not one, but 10. We could not take them because there were two birds in the cage.” This is what made my mother open the door for them and throw food on the floor so they could eat in the same house and we left them behind. Here is a video of the house from the inside after and befor

On the third floor, there is my brother with his wife and two daughters. He loves pigeons, and in the worst moments he considered pigeons like his children. Because of his intense love for pigeons, he sat crying because he could not provide food for the pigeons. What should he do? He went to the pigeons’ house and opened the door.

He found a cat coming to eat from the pigeons, which made him close the door. But he tore the ceiling so that it would fly from above instead of through the door for fear of being eaten by cats and left behind

This is a picture of my cat

In front of the house there was a place where we could sit and drink coffee. Every day he destroyed and destroyed the swing in front of the house. We lived a quiet life. We lost everything and headed to Rafah without water or food. The weight of each of us has become about half. This is a picture of the tent

I want to go out with my family. I want to continue my life abroad and study my master’s degree and treat my nephew, my sister and my brother’s wife because they need treatment and it is not available due to the lack of medicines.

I want to leave Gaza City and go to Egypt, knowing that the cost of going to Egypt is per person, and each person needs about 5,000 thousand dollars, and they number about 15.

The number of children is 10, and the travel cost per person is $2,500. The number of adults is 5, and the travel cost for each person is 5,000 thousand dollars.

The amount will be paid for travel costs to leave Gaza. I have absolutely nothing: no home, no livelihood, no university. Even my university was completely destroyed:

The surviving brother did his best to get me, my mother and my sister out of Gaza, but he is still stuck there with his wife and children amidst bombing, hunger and fear. My nieces, Alma and Dania, are very young. They need milk, diapers and clothes. The weather in Gaza is very cold, and also my brother’s children, who were lost in the war, we want to take them out to complete their treatment

I hope to complete my university studies, and I hope to go out to my family and treat my brother’s wife and their children so that we can live a decent life. I wish I were a famous girl ☺️ but war, famine, fear and sadness put us in a difficult psychological state.

I hope you will help me and donate to me, even a small amount, because this will make a difference and make me feel loved and cared for, because there are many wonderful people in this world. Only your help will protect me and my family. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for donating and reading my story. I hope to live a beautiful and normal life like everyone else. Thank you.

note. ▪️I want to explain to you that I chose Switzerland because there is no Palestine among the countries, and I have friends who help me collect donations.

▪️ To withdraw funds, I have a friend who studies in Egypt. He will help me withdraw donations and send them to me.

Thank you all ❤️

#Hamas #ceasfire now #palestine #free palestine #gaza #free gaza #فلسطين #jerusalem #israel #ceasefire #i stand with palestine #israel is a terrorist state #israeli war crimes #stand with palestine #stand with gaza #save palestine #ceasefire now #isreal #gaza genocide #palestinian genocide #dimond speaks #Youtube

[follychromatic]

Happy Valentine's Day!

#follychromatic #fauna fernleaf #emma whitewater #dante darosa #cassy calico kazazian #rose roberts #momo montano #valentines day #dimond speaks #dimonds art #fake valentine cards

[cuphead-contract-au]

Okay, I didn't think I'd need to make this declaration, but thanks y'all.

Cuphead and Mugman are not only kids, but BROTHERS. We don't ship incest here. I will NOT tolerate it, period.

Most of you are great and I'm sorry I had to remind you proshippers exist. I have to put my foot down now before this spirals out of control.

#cuphead #the cuphead show #contract au #cuphead contract au #cuphead show #mugman #dimond speaks #fuck proshippers #anti proship

[batim-rewritten]

HOW LONG HAS THE YAOI VS YAOI POLL BEEN ON THIS BLOG AND NO ONE TOLD ME-

#anyway BOOMER SWEEP #but uhh. that wasnt supposed to be there LMAO #dimond speaks

[hlvrai-stuck-together]

OOC but I searched up snaeb on urban dictionary and the result yields this:

“"Beans" backwords. A glorious word. Applicable in all situations. Wonderful. Spectacular. You are not worthy to use it, yet it graces you with its presence. Life is just like snaeb.”

I’m speechless. This is spectacular.

HELP MEEEEE FGHJDSKAGFDKSA

Snaeb,,,,,,,,,,

#ooc #dimond speaks

[dimonds456]

Don't forget about the Palestinians.

Don't forget about them now.

Don't forget about them tomorrow.

Don't forget about them in a week from now.

Don't forget about them in a month.

Don't forget them next year.

Don't forget them in 5 years.

When the history books start to update, don't let them put lies in there.

When documentaries come out, boycott the ones who call this a victory for Israel.

When books release talking about soldier's personal experiences with Palestine, remember the victims. Remember the truth.

Don't forget about what we've seen.

Don't forget about what we've heard.

Don't let them tell lies about Palestine.

Don't forget about the Palestinians when the world tries to make this go away.

#stand with palestine #stand with gaza #free gaza #free palestine #save palestine #ceasefire now #palestine #gaza #isreal #gaza genocide #palestinian genocide #dimond speaks

[dimonds456-but-only-hlvrai]

Gordon would need a cane post-canon listen to me

As a disabled person who routinely uses a cane to walk, but does not depend on it 24/7, here is how Gordon would absolutely need a fucking cane post canon:

Prosthetic heavy, throws off balance

Trauma means disassociation sometimes, will randomly start to fall over sometimes

HEV suit was heavy as fuck when it didn't have power, and did actual damage to Gordon's body

Back issues specifically

Sleeping in the HEV suit caused actual damage to Gordon's body

Morphine kept him going the whole time, but he broke his leg at some point and it never properly healed because he kept USING IT

The biggest thing affecting him would be his upper back- he now has shrimp posture, but like, in a bad way. His shoulder blades will hurt if he uses his arms too much, and the pain can also extend to his hip region, which will affect his ability to walk.

Good days see him running around outside, bad days see him sitting down panting with his cane next to him because walking is both painful and difficult as his knees keep failing him.

If we go with the 'he broke his leg, but morphine allowed him to keep on pressing forth' idea, then his leg did NOT get a chance to set properly before it began healing, and either he needs medical attention VERY badly, or he's just going to have a fucked up leg. That's also going to add to the need for a cane.

Also canes can be used as weapons and I think Gordon would jump on that idea instantly because he has ✨trauma✨

#dimond speaks #gordon freeman #hlvrai #diability

[dimonds456-art]

Going back to my roots, have rubberhose artstyle adaption

#also rubberhose is an art hack to understanding shape theory #i highly recommend in helping figure out how you want to draw the characters #hlvrai #half life vr but the ai is self aware #rubberhose #benrey #benry #dr coomer #bubby #dr bubby #tommy coolatta #sunkist coolatta #gordon freeman #gordon feetman #darnold pepper #forzen #hlvrai forzen #dimond speaks

[axolotluv]

Death by Ax pushing you off a roof

#ax speaks #music #thank you dimonds :D

[follychromatic]

Do you lift? 💪

#dante darosa #momo montano #animation #2d animation #rough animation #animation test #follychromatic #dimond speaks #dimonds art

[cuphead-contract-au]

♠️ Contract AU ♦️

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it's almost like she's ghosting him or something.

@mugsysoulz15

ALSO! Please keep the 1B / S2 spoilers to a minimum. Some people haven't seen it yet! That said, I already have most of this AU planned out, and I will be sticking to my original outline regardless of where the show goes. Keep that in mind!

#contract au #cuphead #the cuphead show #cuphead contract au #cuphead show #mugman #asks #dimond speaks

[batim-rewritten]

sup.

#dimond speaks #grand return #announcing it this time so people can hold me accountable lol #IT'S GETTING DONE THIS YEAR I PROMISE. #I'm doubling down. Goal is to release the critique section before February 10th #which means i gotta crack down HARD to get it done in time #Most of the script is already written #I just gotta clean it up and record the audio #the thing that will take the longest is video editing #but even then that shouldn't take me too long #as long as i remain focused I believe I can do it #as of writing this there are 33 pages in the script and counting #looking to be about 40 when i'm done #i just gotta rework some stuff in the middle #the beginning and ending is done #and in terms of the rewrite itself i already have the full story. i just have to script it. #if all goes well the script for Chapter 1 will be done before the critique section goes up on YouTube #but I also am gonna stop here because I don't wanna build unrealistic expectations for myself #but yeah! Feb 10. That's the goal. #wish me luck!

[hlvrai-stuck-together]

Ooc to mod, I just wanna say I rly appreciate that pink isn't just romantic love :) ty <3

I was looking forward to that little reveal so much man. I just love it so so so much when love is explored in ways other than romance, but also not called anything else other than "love." Because that's what it is! Love for pets, for food, for colors, friends, life- anything!

I don't think it'd much of a spoiler to say that's a really big part of the AU. Like yeah, fernrey n all that, but the friendship and healing that comes with frenrey is what makes it special to me. That, and the entire science team is full of love, no matter how chaotic and murder-y they are lol. One of my friends has done several thorough analysis of the series through that lens and I wanted to incorporate it.

But then again I might just be aroace idk fbhsadl

#ooc #dimond speaks #saying 'i love you' to your friends is SO IMPORTANT and i will die on this hill thank you