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Helping Hand.
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Din Djarin x f! Original character
words: 3,912
summary: Sharing a room comes with all sorts of problems. Problems that can be fixed by helping each other out. Lending a helping hand, if you will.
tags: Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Masturbation Interruptus, Helmetless Din Djarin, Lights Off, Squirting, Multiple Orgasms, Come eating, Wet & Messy, First Time, Sexual Inexperience, Handjob, Vaginal Fingering, Simultaneous Orgasm, Smut, Porn with Plot (?)
author’s note: If you couldn’t tell already, I have a thing for Din Djarin in the dark. Also I’ve just been booming with ideas.
Din exited the shower, pausing briefly before heading back into the dimly lit room. Despite the darkness, he could make out her silhouette on the top bunk. With her back turned, he presumed she was asleep.
She wasn’t.
She had been awake for some time, grappling with a sense of guilt over the tension that had hung between them since the events of the previous night. Determined to address it, she finally broke the silence by speaking up. "I kept you up last night, didn't I?"
Her words shattered the silence, catching Din off guard as he believed she had been asleep. Stunned, he stood frozen by her bunk in the darkness. Uncertain about the source of the tension, he was determined to diffuse it. "Don't apologize," he whispered, aiming to offer reassurance and put an end to the lingering unease.
A few more seconds of silence lingered before she finally sat up "You heard," she said, her words carrying a sense of uncertainty, as if unsure whether it was a question or an affirmation.
"I did," he confessed at last, his tone betraying a curiosity about the direction the conversation might take. A palpable silence settled between them, punctuated only by the sound of their breathing. He almost sensed that his own heartbeat might be audible in the quietude.
Eventually, she broke the quiet with a quiet admission, "It helps me sleep." Her tone held a tinge of embarrassment.
Her confession seemed to intensify the heat coursing through his body. "It helps you sleep?" Uncertain of what else to say, he let the question linger in the dimness of the room.
She swallowed, her voice still hushed. "I wasn't trying to wake you," she explained. "Like I said, it helps me sleep. And since we share a room, I can't—" She trailed off, still feeling a little hesitant about the subject.
"You can't what?" he persisted, sensing an inexplicable need to hear her articulate the words distinctly. The conversation stirred within him a range of emotions he couldn't quite identify.
Did she really need to spell it out for him? She let out a small huff "You know what," her voice was low and slightly raspy, "touch myself, make myself—" She halted once again, the unspoken words hanging in the air.
A surge of heat coursed through him, and arousal pulsed once again. His heart skipped a beat when she stopped short of the final word. "You can say the whole thing," he whispered, his tone encouraging. "You don't have to be shy about it." The intimacy of the moment hung in the air, the unspoken tension reaching a new height as he urged her to express herself fully.
Her cheeks burned, a vivid display of the lingering embarrassment mixed with adrenaline. “Making myself come. Having an orgasm helps me sleep.” She mumbled.
"Is that—is that what last night was?" he whispered.
A soft "yes" escaped her lips, the admission hanging in the air like a delicate thread. While she felt a desire to be mature about discussing the subject, the underlying tension stemmed from the fact that—she secretly thought of him while pleasuring herself.
The overwhelming situation left him speechless, his mind filled with questions and imagery. He pictured her pleasuring herself, feeling the overwhelming desire and arousal that filled him. The feeling was new and intense, like nothing he had felt before.
“Was it only once? Or did you—?” He could barely speak, the tension growing thicker.
Din's words made her face warm up again. “For Maker’s sake, Din,” She was a human, a flesh and blood person with desires that were natural. “I have needs just like you and everyone else. Yes, I–I masturbate. I enjoy pleasuring myself, is that so hard to believe?” She mumbled back, unsure of what his intentions were, or where the conversation was headed.
“It’s not hard to believe. I do too,” he finally managed to say as he continued to feel his heartbeat increase.
“So what’s the deal?” Her voice rasped a little. “I’ll be more quiet next time.” She sat back, her voice lowering even further. “Or if you want, I’ll do it outside of the ship.” There was a hint of humor in her statement, despite her sheepishness.
“No, no,” he was quick to respond. “You can—you can be as loud as you want.” She could say or do whatever she wanted. He was hoping that she knew why.
His words caught her off guard, confusing her once again. She mumbled a simple 'What?' to his statement, unable to process the interaction herself.
“It's okay.” he started off, but then his words failed him once again, as his tongue twisted and stumbled over them. “What I'm trying to say is that you can—you can do what you want," he said quietly.
Then he tried his best to finish the thought, “I don't want you to tone it down.”
“You like it?” She questioned in a whisper. She was being enveloped by the arousal she knew so well, almost as if it had been there the entire time, waiting for her to let it take her.
“Yes,” he whispered, not trying to hide his feelings one bit. He was not sure what to say or how to respond after that. He was still getting the same feeling from last night that she had left him with—an overwhelming sense of heat and a rush that he didn’t know how to deal with.
“Din?” Her voice, slightly raspy and hushed, pierced the air once more. The unspoken tension lingered, and it was evident that there was something on her mind, something she wanted to say or ask, but the words eluded her.
“Yes?” he whispered, still mesmerized by the sound of her voice after she had spoken.
“I want to hear you,” she paused, thinking about just how bold her request was, “just like in the shower.” The room held a suspended silence as she paused, contemplating the boldness of her thoughts and the request that hung on the tip of her tongue.
“And you listen to me too—both of us, touching ourselves.” She whispered.
Her admission hung in the air, and a heavy silence settled between them. “You mean, you want to hear me while—” he could not come up with the right words. The idea of him touching himself for her to hear was making her go crazy. He found it so arousing to think of.
“Please,” She whispered, the room held a heightened sense of awareness as she shuffled in her cot, the audible sound of her removing her shorts adding a layer of intimacy to the charged atmosphere.
“Get into your bunk.” She said softly.
Her words seemed to act as a signal, and he didn't ask any questions. Climbing onto his bunk, the darkness shrouded him, leaving him unable to see anything. Yet, he made his body as comfortable as possible, anticipation hanging in the air. The feeling of suspense was almost overwhelming, but there was a strange allure to it, a shared moment in the dimly lit room that held a promise of something unspoken and intimate.
“You can hear me, right?” she inquired from the top bunk, her breath slightly labored. She ensured that he could detect the sounds of her movements in her cot.
“Yeah—Yeah, I can hear you just fine,” he mumbled. The moment she started to move around in her bed, he was already starting to get excited.
She swallowed and shimmied out of her skivvies, allowing herself to lay completely bare in the darkness. Her breathing started off heavy as she slowly touched herself, the quiet atmosphere allowing every single lewd sound coming from her to be audible.
“Are you,” she swallowed, “doing it too?”
Her words, her gestures, and the sounds of her self-indulgence were driving him to the brink, leaving him utterly exposed in the darkness. His breaths grew heavier, and he felt a pulsating intensity building within him.
“Y-Yeah,” he replied after a few seconds of waiting.
Almost instantly, she emitted a contented hum upon hearing his words. Her labored breaths transformed into soft moans and whimpers. "Keep going, I want to hear," she murmured, giving in to the sensations without restraint. Her mind was hazy, and her entire body felt warm and moist.
Now unable to contain himself, he couldn't remain silent any longer. The symphony of her moans and whimpers created an illusion that she was right there in his bunk, beside him. His breathing escalated, becoming rapid and audible, spiraling out of his control. Small, desperate moans escaped him as the intense sensation surged within. The realization that she was engaging in this act solely for him sent waves of unbridled arousal through his body.
She had never encountered anything quite like this before. While she had engaged in self-pleasure, it paled in comparison to the current experience. It felt as though they were each treated to their own exclusive performance, as if the sounds they made were tailored solely for mutual pleasure.
“I’m close.” She cautioned, uncertain whether the words were spoken aloud or merely a product of her internal thoughts.
His sounds grew more aggressive, and his breaths became increasingly heavy and abbreviated. “So am I,” he breathed out.
His deep groans were akin to heavenly music for her. They were sufficient to induce her eyes rolling back and her back arching as she fervently manipulated her fingers. A choked moan escaped her, sensing her body growing hotter and weightier. "Din," she moaned, injecting a personal touch into the moment, even though they couldn't see or physically feel each other. It all revolved around the sensations and sounds they shared.
The realization that she was seeking him out, and not just anyone else, stirred emotions within him that he never thought possible. Her voice, above all, was the ultimate turn-on, resonating as absolutely perfect to him. The sounds emanating from the darkness carried an intimacy and heat that heightened the experience even further. “I’ the same,” he replied. “I’m just about—there.”
She squeezed her eyes shut, the hand not otherwise occupied tightly gripping the sheets. She didn't dare alter her pace; she was on the brink—just needing that extra push to propel her across the finish line. "Please," she panted, "say my name," she begged. The room resonated with the explicit sounds of both of them edging closer to their climax.
Her words unleashed a powerful sensation within him, surpassing anything he had ever felt before. Despite the desire to prolong the experience, he wasn't sure if he could hold out much longer. Her words were driving him to the brink of madness. Unable to resist any longer, he blurted out her name. The proximity to climax was so intense that he couldn't resist the overwhelming sensation. "Say my name."
She let out an almost squeal, her limbs squirming within the sheets. "Din—" she choked out, "I'm com—" Those were her final words before her breathing became even more erratic, and she felt as though she might have seen stars.
A wave of heat and pleasure engulfed him, and he released one final moan before finally finding his peace. His entire body twitched, and his breath grew heavier. He lay still in the darkness for a moment, absorbing the magnitude of what had just transpired. It was utterly mind-blowing.
Afterwards, the only sound that filled the room was their combined breathing, still heavy but gradually slowing down. Her mind remained foggy, her body warm and slightly sweaty. A moment of silence passed between them before she decided to break it. "I squirted," she remarked with a slight chuckle at the vulgarity of her own words.
Her words and her chuckle broke him from his state of thought and he felt a wave of heat wash over his body once more. “I came too,” he said back, breathing heavily.
She was still feeling bold. The thought of what they had just done dawned on her, and she started to realize what had just happened, but she didn’t want to lose the feeling of lust just yet. “In your hand?” She asked.
He let out a smirk and a short, quiet chuckle as she asked this question. “It had to go somewhere,” he said quietly.
She giggled faintly. Her breathing was still audible. After a pause she spoke again. “Show me.” She murmured. “Bring your hand here.” Her voice was full of excitement and boldness.
He emerged from the lower bunk, cautiously extending his hand, which bore the remnants of his release, towards the edge of the blanket to show her. His curiosity lingered, eager to receive her reaction.
She touched it, feeling the consistency. “It’s still warm.” She noted. Her voice was still dripping with lust.In the dimness, their vision obscured, she took hold of his hand and gently guided it closer to her mouth. Her heart pounded, and after a momentary hesitation, she acted impulsively—without thinking, she ran her tongue along his hand.
Her description of it being warm ignited a frenzy within him. The realization that she was right there, experiencing the same sensations, made it all the more intense. It became the most arousing sensation he had ever felt, prompting a quiet groan to escape from him.
"Salty," she added quietly, allowing his finger to gently graze her bottom lip. The entire experience was incredibly erotic, heightened by the pleasure of hearing his breathing. Sensing his enjoyment, she murmured, "I made a mess of myself."
His heartbeat pounded so intensely it felt like it might burst out of his chest, and the sensation of impending release gripped him once more. He shifted his hand to where she had touched herself, then slowly brought it to his mouth. It took a moment for him to summon the courage to follow through.
She released a long breath as his fingers met with her core, which remained warm and wet. His unexpected move caught her off guard, but she welcomed it without any complaints. Her cheeks burned with desire, and she let out a shaky breath, an intense yearning for him welling up within her.
"How do I taste?" she whispered raspingly, her words soft yet filled with desire.
He savored the taste and sensation, taking his time before slowly swallowing, he whispered, "Divine," in response.
His words had a profound effect on her, melting away any remaining barriers. "Din," she murmured yearningly, her mind still clouded with lust.
The thought that they were lying right next to each other, sharing the same sensations, sent waves of satisfaction through his body. "Just like you," he replied quietly, acknowledging the intimate connection they shared in that moment.
“Kriff,” She murmured slowly. She was surprised at just how much his words were able to fuel her own arousal—and she had a feeling he knew what his words did to her. She sat up, sensing his heavy breath close to her.
“My sheets are wet.” She stated, following up with a brief pause. “Can I come down to your bunk?”
Without a moment's hesitation, he was ready for her to join him. "Yeah," he whispered back, "come here."
He heard her descend from the top bunk, bringing her blanket with her. She placed it down in the space he had made for her in his bunk and lay down, positioning it just below her hips. The blanket, already damp with her previous release, served as a makeshift towel for the time being. As she breathed out, she felt the warmth emanating from his body, not too far from hers. There was an irresistible allure to it.
“I’ve never been so worked up.” She murmured, almost in admiration. She drifted her legs apart, her feet shuffling through his sheets. “I’m still soaking.” She said in a slow and tantalizing breath.
They were in such close proximity that the air between them felt suffocating. His hands slowly traveled up to her thighs, feeling the dampness on them. Uncertain about what would come next, he surrendered to the instinctual impulses of his body.
She emitted a faint whine, her breath shaking with anticipation as she felt his hand drawing near. Sensing her heightened pulse between her legs, she gently guided his hand, pressing it down a bit to let him truly feel her warmth and wetness. The palm of his hand rested on the patch of hair at her pelvic area, while his fingers explored between her folds. She swallowed, allowing her mouth to hang open in the midst of the intensifying sensations.
Her warmth enveloped his hand, and his mouth hung open as he absorbed the overwhelming sensations. "Gods," he breathed out slowly, continuing, "You're so warm."
Her whimpers and moans alone were enough to captivate him, and the sensation of her warmth was all he needed. Placing his hand on her hip, he moved his fingers delicately between her folds, feeling the warmth intensify. He let out small chuckles. "I almost feel like my hand is melting," he remarked between heavy breaths.
She emitted a gentle chuckle of her own. Then, she brought her hand closer to his hip, letting it graze along his warm skin. "Can I touch your hard-on?" she whispered, full of eagerness and curiosity. His hand was right where she needed it, and she desired to place her hand right where he needed hers.
“Yes, please,” he murmured back to her.
She went for it, slowly exploring him. Taken aback by the sheer length and thickness, it was an entirely foreign experience for her—foreign yet undeniably exciting. She swallowed, feeling around aimlessly.
"I've never," she began, uncertain of how to articulate what she wanted to say, "I don't know how to—"
Her sudden halt caught him off-guard for a moment but he quickly realized that she was in need of guidance. He took his hand and laid it on hers to guide her in the correct way.
She found it even more arousing when he placed his hand over hers to guide it. A soft moan escaped her, and her breathing became heavy and shaky once more. Deciding to reciprocate, she placed her hand onto his where his fingers were exploring. "Right there," she whispered, "that's where it feels the best," indicating as she guided his fingers to her most sensitive part.
"Ok," he whispered, allowing his fingers to follow her guidance. He kept his hand still on top of hers, refraining from moving his fingers for a moment, allowing her to take control. Eventually, he started moving his fingers in gentle circles, synchronizing with her needs.
A louder moan escaped her, a clear sign that he was hitting the right notes. Her breathing transitioned into whimpers, and her eyes fluttered for a moment. Despite her own pleasure, she remained focused, wanting to reciprocate and please him just as much. In response, she sped up the pace of her hand wrapped around his length.
“Does that feel good?” She breathed out.
He released a groan of his own in response to her touch, finding it absolutely amazing and feeling on the brink of breaking from the intensity of the sensations. Yet, the sounds of her whimpers and moans spurred him to continue. "It feels so good," he muttered, punctuating each word with small moans. "Keep going—"
She swallowed, panting hard, feeling a slight boost in confidence as she could tell she was pleasing him and heading in the right direction. "Your fingers," her words tumbled out amidst moans and heavy breathing, "inside me," she mumbled.
The thought of his fingers being inside her sent a wave of heat throughout his body. "Maker," he murmured softly, his breathing becoming heavier with each word.
She guided his fingers, breathing heavily. Once they were in just the right way, she felt her body sink into the mattress, the heat intensifying, and she couldn't help but moan. "Oh gods," she tried to control her breathing, "stars,”
"Curl your fingers," she gave one last indication.
"I've got you," he assured, letting his fingers curl up inside of her, following the direction she was leading. The more he made her feel good, the closer he felt himself getting to the edge.
His actions elicited a cry of pleasure from her, and her grip around him tightened as she stroked more vigorously. "I-I'm not gonna last," she struggled to speak, her head tossing and turning against the pillow behind her. The overwhelming stimulation brought her to the brink of ecstasy.
“Neither am I,” he responded hoarsely, his breath becoming even shorter and he began to feel his legs quiver slightly. “I—So good,” he groaned, his fingers still curled, as she had indicated. “I’m so close.”
She practically screamed, gripping the sheets as tightly as she could, her legs spasming and her back arching in the throes of ecstasy. Barely giving herself time to recover, she shifted her focus to him as he approached his own climax.
"Gods," he moaned, taking control of her hand, guiding her fingers further and further as he approached his climax.
"Yes," she panted, delighting in the sensation of his release. They both lay back, their breathing patterns erratic, bodies sweaty and overheated. As enjoyable as it was, it left them both utterly spent.
"Stars," she whispered. "I don't even know where to start." She lingered, her gaze lost in the dark. Her breathing started to calm down, and she felt her whole face was hot and flushed.
"Neither do I," he whispered back. A quiet stillness settled in the small space they shared. Although the air wasn't as hot as before, it still carried a warmth. He let his gaze linger on hers for a moment before allowing it to wander off to the ceiling, absorbing the sight of her next to him and the profound connection they had just experienced.
The air hung heavy with a certain scent—a mixture of pheromones and sweat, not unpleasant but a testament to the intensity of their exchange. She took a deep breath and sat up in his cot, her eyes adjusting to the darkness of the room, trying to discern his location.
"Wipe yourself off with my blanket. It's soaked anyway," she said with a hint of amusement. She stood up from the bunk. "I'm gonna pee. I'll be right back," she warned calmly before slipping into the fresher.
He remained where he was, taking a moment to adjust his clothes and clean up the aftermath between his legs. In a state of slight embarrassment but overwhelming satisfaction, he examined the soaked blanket—undeniable proof of the intensity of their encounter. The experience had brought him a level of satisfaction during orgasm that he had never felt before, leaving him in a state of self-reflection and contemplation.
She, too, found herself uncertain about the situation, aside from the fact that she had enjoyed it. Upon her return from the fresher, she climbed back into the top bunk. Her breathing still somewhat heavy, she felt a sense of peace mixed with exhaustion settling in.
She leaned her head down from the top bunk. "I enjoyed every moment," she said in a straightforward manner, as if feeling the need to set the record straight.
"I did too," he breathed back from below. It was a simpler response, yet an important one for him. Lying still in the bed, he felt more relaxed than ever.
Despite the night's craziness, it felt fulfilling.
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DIN DJARIN ONE-SHOTS
Each story below focuses on Din Djarin, with pairings for each story indicated along with summaries.
Stories marked with an asterisk (*) contain sexual, though not explicit/graphic, content.
My ratings are as follows: G (all ages), T (13+), M (18+)
Last updated: March 17, 2024
main masterlist • series • drabbles • prompts
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the “heat” of the moment • reader The heat goes out on the Razor Crest and you’re the only one with an electric blanket to keep yourself warm.
my cyar’ika • fem!reader You and Din find yourselves in a marketplace lush with life, and you lose yourself in the fun while Din tries to keep you safe throughout it.
just fine • reader Din comforts you after you suffer through a tumultuous nightmare.
everything i wanted • reader You’re trapped inside a Din x Omera love triangle, struggling to get to your lover who’s entranced with your new host.
riduurok • reader This is the story of how you fall in love with the Mandalorian bounty hunter, Din Djarin.
home • reader After the child is reunited with his people, Din takes you to a place that’s unfamiliar to you but all too familiar to him: his home.
when stars align• reader You spend an affectionate morning awakening beside your Mandalorian, who you have just recently married.
more than words* • reader On the evening of your marriage, you and Din show your deep love for each other in a manner that goes beyond words.
the challenge • reader After winning a drinking challenge, Din returns to the Crest much later than expected in a state of mind much different than usual, leaving you to deal with him and whatever words spill from his mouth.
don’t blame me• reader In the weeks following your marriage, you and Din are desperate to make up for all the physical affection you’ve missed out on—leading you to do whatever you can wherever you can.
said and done • reader With Din being injured from a past fight, you’re the one in charge of the hunts for now—and Din realizes he likes having you in control.
behave* • reader After a grueling hunt, you and Din celebrate your success at a local cantina, both ending up with a little too much that leads you to do things that are a little too risky.
nothing so perfect • fem!reader You and Din think that you’re adding on to your family, only to learn there’s been a mistake—and now you’re both left to cope with the loss you never expected.
next to you • reader It’s been long enough since Din’s promised return for you to assume that he didn’t make it, and now you yearn for the life that could’ve been.
forever and always • reader When you and Din finally find the child’s home, it’s time to say goodbye—but then Din realizes he can’t.
reverence • fem!reader Following the birth of your daughter, Din spends a night marveling at the little life and the way you provide for her.
transmissions • reader When Din’s away on a long job, he gives you a holotransceiver and sends you transmissions to keep you both at ease.
purpose • fem!reader As the daughter of an Imperial senator, the Mandalorian’s hired as your bodyguard—but with the twisted ideals of your father putting you at risk, he becomes so much more than that.
irrevocable • reader After a hunt goes wrong and Din gets captured, you go after him and save him, but you find that they’ve removed his helmet and have done him personal damage that will last for much longer.
mine* • fem!reader With tensions rising not only in the galaxy but also in your relationship, Din proves to you in a new way that he’ll take care of you.
never alone • fem!reader In the aftermath of a bad nightmare, Din receives comfort from an unexpected source: his daughter.
tresses • reader When Din’s hair becomes the object of your and the baby’s affections, he decides it’s time for a trim—although he’s hesitant for a reason you must discover.
enervation • reader Din returns home from his new job as exhausted as ever, begging you to join him in sleep—and trying to make it happen at all costs.
take care • reader After Din sustains an injury on a job, you have to help him take care of himself—something he grows more and more fond of.
affliction • fem!reader When you and Din get recognized at an Imperial gala, you’re both taken into custody, where they begin to use Din to get you to talk—and lead you to do something completely unexpected.
take it off* • reader Your new ally extends his hospitality a little too far—and now Din’s determined to remind you of what he alone can provide you with.
cozy in the cockpit • reader After the Crest suffers through an intense chase and crash, you and Din must figure out how to survive on a freezing planet—your low odds causing your mutual feelings to come to the surface.
beneath the surface • reader You and Din get double-crossed when trying to find other Mandalorians, putting all three of you in deep waters.
touch it softly • reader When you invite Din to play with your hair, you both get a little more than lost in the moment.
alleviation • reader You continue helping Din recover from the traumatizing removal of his helmet, trying to make him understand that it’s okay to not be okay. (part two of Irrevocable)
the right thing • reader Din returns to you on Nevarro after the mission on Moff Gideon’s cruiser—without the child.
ni ceta par gar (i kneel for you)* • reader When Mando needs emotional release, you seek to fulfill your pining by offering something neither one of you can resist—something that could change everything.
in my head • reader The thought of Din plagues your mind—and it won’t be long until it’s forced onto your lips.
hold me in hyperspace • reader After a long hunt, you think Mando just wants some rest—but really, he just wants you.
ner yaim (my home) • reader After a day of work, you get to come home to Din, who’s fitting into his new role well.
mureyca (kiss) • reader The story of the different ways in which you share a kiss with the Mandalorian.
torrent • reader When one of Din’s worst fears is revealed, you’re left to do whatever you can to put him at ease.
bloom • reader With your relationship now in full blossom, a flustered Din takes you on your first date, where he does everything he can to tell you how you make him feel.
before i go • reader Imperial occupation of your covert as well as your mind lead to a devastating confrontation between you and your past Mandalorian lover.
favorite crime • reader When your ex-partner-in-crime and past lover enters your life again, you find yourself looking back on fond memories with a tremendous desire to chase them again.
solace • reader Din reassures you when your perfectionist tendencies catch up to you.
intemperate • reader Mando’s indulgence in liquid courage leads him to say things you never thought you’d hear—and will never forget.
scars • reader When Din shows unprecedented hatred for his battle-worn body, it’s up to you to reassure him of everything you love about it.
seeking serenity • reader Mando, overcome with anxiety in the aftermath of a risky event, needs you to bring him back to reality—and asks for much more along the way.
liberation • reader You lead a mission to free Din from an Imperial hideout, only to discover that he’s in need of you much more than you originally thought.
contrition • reader Din comforts you after you do something drastic to save his life.
bring me home • reader You reunite with your Mandalorian lover after a long separation and realize much has changed since you last him.
safety net • deaf!reader When you and Din are reunited after a hunt that goes longer than expected, your mutual feelings for each other finally bubble to the surface—regardless of the fears you’ve both buried deep within.
selfish��• reader Din, who’s helplessly in love with you, is forced to watch you and your partner until he’s forced to come to terms with his feelings.
united we fall • reader Din’s unable to control the Darksaber and accidentally hurts you with it, leaving behind a deep scar on your body and his mind.
of bounties and bartenders • fem!reader The mysterious Din “Brown Eyes” Djarin returns to visit you after a job, but trouble is the last thing he’s left behind.
astronomy • reader Crossing paths with a seriously injured Din forces the two of you to come to terms with your relationship.
stardust • reader You finally reunite with your Mandalorian lover, just to learn a devastating truth.
fine line • reader Din tries his best to comfort you in the aftermath of your torturous capture.
scarlet promise • reader Vengeance consumes you when Din’s put at risk, causing him to have to pull you back to reality.
what sits in the silence • reader Your bounty-hunting rival turns to you in his time of need and brings along more baggage than you planned on handling.
when a house becomes a home • reader A new home brings new responsibilities, and there’s only one person who can teach Din how to cook a proper meal: you.
takes one to know one • reader Bounty hunters aren’t supposed to fall in love and you were okay with that. So was the Mandalorian.
love me louder • reader Your secret romance with the Mandalorian is put at risk when you find yourself in the wrong place at the wrong time.
shattered • reader When an anxious day gets the best of you, Din seeks to comfort you.
the broken who blossom • reader At long last, Din’s returned home to the covert, but he’s brought a lot more home with him than anticipated.
in sickness & in health • reader Din does his best to comfort you when you become anxious about your health.
doomsday • reader You and Din are interrogated by Moff Gideon, who has quickly realized you’re the best weapon he has to use against the Mandalorian.
i still see you • reader In the aftermath of the Morak mission, Din’s faced with a crisis you only hope you can help to resolve somehow.
fight for me • reader When Din starts to get harassed at a cantina, you can’t help jumping in to defend him at all costs.
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dead to me• fem!oc On the verge of death, Twila takes off Din’s helmet, later having to face his wrath and leave his ship—even though she’s pregnant with their unborn child.
the marshal • fem!oc Din covers his face. So does she. Shrouded in mystery and unable to admit their shared intimidation, the two must work together to save Mos Pelgo—for both their sakes.
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aftermath • omera After his quest has been fulfilled, Din returns to Sorgan, needing the comfort and support of someone he could never forget.
stay • omera Din wrestles with his feelings for Omera and tries to tell her how she feels—but has to let her in first.
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a warrior’s purpose • daughter Din returns to the planet where he’d left his riduur many years ago to find her again—but instead, he finds someone else.
enterprise • cassian andor, k2so When Mando’s quarry offers him a better deal, he finds himself getting involved in more than he originally bargained for.
malevolence • grogu Din experiences the ghastly side effects of wielding the famed Darksaber.
foster • obi-wan kenobi Obi-Wan comes across an orphan named Din that he can’t help taking under his wing.
as it was • din djarin’s parents The living waters beneath Mandalore bring Din back to a place—and a people—he never thought he’d see again.
people watching • grogu Observation was a skill Din Djarin had mastered for his own safety, but now it sets the scene for his very own destruction.
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samantha-rae-velcher · 10 months
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Past comes to haunt, future to save
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Din Djarin x Fem reader
Requested by: none
Warnings: Jealousy, Swearing, violence, sexual tension, use of a knife, spicy at the end.
A/n: 18+ NSFW if you don't like the Warnings please don't read
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They had gotten a communication from some guy that Din knew from way back, apparently they used to fly together. Y/n was not happy with this, she could feel something wrong the minute they landed the crest in the hanger.
"I don't like this." She said as Din turned in his chair, getting up to leave the cockpit. "Hey."
Y/n grabbed his arm and pulled him to a stop.
"Do you trust this guy?" She asked.
Din looked down at her hand that was gripped to his bicep.
"This doesn't feel right." Her voice came out just above a whisper.
Din gently caressed her cheek, making Y/n close her eyes.
"I don't like this either. Any sign of trouble, we'll leave."
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Din and Y/n walked around the hanger with the man, he seemed smug. She kept glancing at the ship, making sure no one was fucking with it.
The three of them went back down to the crest, the man introduced them to a guy called Migs Mayfield. And a Droid that looked like a bug they called him Zero. A big red ugly mother fucker with horns.
"That's Burg." Mayfield said.
Y/n made a disgusted face when Burg shaped up to Din, she took note on how her mandalorian didn't budge even when the red man attempted to scare him.
"I thought you said you had four." Din's voice was gruff, it made a shiver run up Y/n's spine.
"He does." A woman said from behind them.
Y/n turned and furrowed her brows at the sight of a purple Twi'lek. Her fists clenched and uncleaned as the woman stalked closer.
"Hello, Mando." She whispered.
"Xi'an."
Y/n looked over at Din, his voice sounded full of adoration. It made her roll her eyes and look at the razor crest.
"Tell me why I shouldn't cut you down where you stand?" Xi'an suddenly came at Mando only to have Y/n's blade against her throat.
"Because I will fuckin kill you." She growled.
The giggle she let out was sickening, it made Y/n sneer.
"You're his new companion?"
Y/n felt Din's hand press against the small of her back, causing her to lower her weapon and step back.
"Its nice to see you too." Din murmured.
Xi'an smiled and came closer to Mando, she ran her knife down his chest plate and made a clicking sound.
"Ive missed you." She tapped it against his armor and attempted to make eye contact through the visor. "This is shinny. You wear it well."
Mayfield looked over with a confused expression.
"Do we need to leave the room or something?"
The main man that called them there, stepped up and pushed his way into this dog shit of an interaction.
"Well, Xi'an has been heartbroken since Mando left our group."
"Awww." Mayfield mocked. "Are you gonna be okay sweetheart?"
"I'm all business now." Xi'an pointed her dagger at Din. "I learned from the best."
Y/n shook her head and flipped her hands in the air, as the jealousy rose in her.
"That's all well and good! Can we get the fuck going!?"
"What's wrong? Are you scared Xi'an will take your Mandalorian owner."
Y/n grabbed Mayfield by the front of his shirt and pulled him close.
"I am not his pet."
"Sure looks like that to me."
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Y/n, Mayfield, Xi'an, and Burg all sat in the cargo hold as Din was watching over Zero's shoulder in the cockpit.
"How long have you been with Mando?" Xi'an asked.
"Since he collected his bounty and handed me over, but I kicked the ever loving shit out of the men who wanted me. And I snuck back to his ship and opened the door for him when he arrived."
Mayfield's brows shot up his forehead. "You were his bounty?"
"Yeah."
Burg began digging through Dins stuff, opening the door to his weapons closet, only for Din to shut it in his face. The red devil lookin fucker turned and tried towering over Mando again, growling and huffing.
"You wouldn't scare a sleeping kitten. Sit your fat red ass down!" Y/n yelled.
Mayfield joined in. "Im a little particular about my personal space too, let's just get this done and you'll never see our faces again."
"Tell me why we even need a Mandalorian." Burg grumbled.
"Because apparently they are some the greatest warriors in the galaxy."
Burg looked between Mayfield and Din.
"Then why are they all dead."
"You flew with him Xi'an. Is he as great as they say?" Mayfield asked.
"Ask him about the job on Alzok III."
Everyone looked over at Din.
"I did what I had to do."
"Oh but you liked it." Xi'an smiled and pointed her knife at him. "You see, I know who you really are."
"D- Mando....what is she talking about?" Y/n asked.
Din shook his head. "You don't have to worry about it."
Mayfield chuckled. "He never takes off the helmet."
Xi'an fallowed in his humor and shook her head, they looked over at Y/n.
"You ever seen his face?" Mayfield asked.
"No, and if he ever takes off the mask....I hope I'm blindfolded."
"Why?"
Y/n glanced at Din, then back at Migs.
"This is the way."
Her words made Dins heart race. He never knew that she respected his creed, he always thought she found it a nuisance because she couldn't see his face.
"Your just as weak as he is." Burg said in a gruff tone, making Y/n spin around and get right up in his face.
"Neither of us are weak, and you'll find that out come whatever the fuck it is your planning."
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The group had finally gotten to the prison ship, they were running through the corridors fighting off droids all the while listening to zero over the ear piece.
Y/n pulled Din into a corner, she held her finger up to her lips and kept her grip on his bicep. Four droids passed by, Y/n looked over watching them walk up the hallway. She could feel Dins gaze on her, his thumb came up to caress her cheek.
"You don't have to be jealous." He whispered.
She locked her eyes on his visor, the deep black was almost bone chilling. If he was anyone else, she would be afraid.
"Jealous of what? Xi'an? I'm not."
"I never mentioned Xi'an....you did."
Y/n felt his hand move to her hip, gently squeezing. Her breath hitched at the warmth his hand spread over her body.
"Din I-"
"Hey are you guys coming!?" Migs yelled from down the hall.
The five of them made it to the control room, zero was babbling about a organic signature in the room but Migs didn't listen.
"Yeah yeah, open the door!"
They entered the room and man jumped out of his chair, pointing a blaster at them. Burg and Mayfield circled him, the man was obviously scared.
This went on for a good few minutes, Din trying to talk him into putting his weapon down. Mayfield yelling at din, both of them pointing their blasters at each other.
And it all led to Xi'an killing the poor bastard.
"Would you all shut up." She said in a bored voice.
Din looked over at Y/n who was glaring at Xi'an. He had never seen such anger in her eyes, she looked as if she wanted to kill her.
"You didn't have to kill him."
Xi'an stood, her smile made Y/n sick. "It was quicker than negotiating. none of you had it under control, so I killed him. All you were doing is waisting time."
Xi'an then ran out the door, the others fallowing until Din stopped and turned back to Y/n. She was standing there looking down at the poor man's body.
"Y/n, we have to get moving." He whispered.
"This is what you did? Killed innocents when they stood in your way? Is that what you did?"
"No."
"I'm having a hard time believing that." Y/n got closer, she could feel the heat of his body radiating off of him. "What was Xi'an talking about back on the ship?"
"Hey Mando! You coming!?" Mayfield yelled from down the hall.
"Something is going on." Y/n whispered, handing him the distress beacon the man was holding. "They're up to something and I don't fuckin like it."
With that she made her way to the others, Din looked down at the dead officer on the floor as he left the control room.
The group ran through the halls once more, Burg battered down on a big droid and threw it to the floor. A droid came walking around the corner yelling "Intruder alert!", Y/n grabbed it by the neck and slammed it into the wall, pulling it's head off. Sparks flew as it's body fell limp, the prisoners cheered and hollered as the group continued down the hallway.
They made it to the cell, Mayfield opened the door and inside was a male Twi'lek. Y/n frowned, this guy was no doubt Xi'an's brother.
"Qin." Din said.
"Mando, funny the man who left me behind us now my savior."
Burg grabbed Y/n and threw her into Din, they stumbled into the cell and landed on their backs. Just as the door was about to close Din fired his blaster, it bounced off the door and the walls. Mando covered Y/n as the blaster bolt hit him in the beskar.
"I told you this wasn't right! Did I not say they were up to something!?" She yelled, clenching her fist as she landed a punch to the door.
Din pulled her over by the arm, he gripped her wrist and examined her hand. Her knuckles her bleeding and her hand was shaking.
"Calm down." He said, pressing his forehead to hers. Y/n closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of his cold beskar against her skin.
"Din, they know the kid is in the bunk. If they get to crest chances are they're gonna hurt him."
"That's why they won't make it to the crest."
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Mayfield and the rest of the fuck head brigade made it half way back to the ship when Zero came on the coms.
"Zero to Mayfield, we have a problem."
"What is it!?"
"They have escaped."
"AHH!" Xi'an yelled. She pointed her dagger at migs, getting really close. "I told you we should've ended them."
"I know I know."
Suddenly the lights turned red, they all felt their hearts jump into their throats as the door closed between them.
"Brother!"
"Zero! Where is he!?" Mayfield yelled. "Zero!?"
"Sister." Qin said. "Go with the Devaronian. Find Mando and kill him, Mayfield and I will try and make it back to the ship."
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Y/n fallowed Din through the corridors, they ducked into a large vent and Din held his finger up to his helmet, motioning for Y/n to be quiet as Burg and Xi'an ran by.
When silence covered the area, Y/n let out the breath she didn't realize she had been holding. Din looked out of the vent and started to leave when she grabbed his arm and pulled him back in.
"You go after Burg, and I go for Xi'an." Y/n whispered.
He nodded and left the vent, Y/n crawled further in and went up an air shaft. She made her way through the ceiling until she found the female Twi'lek, Xi'an was creepy through like the vial little roach she was.
Y/n dropped down, landing behind her. Xi'an turned around and threw her dagger at Y/n. She caught it and ran at the Twi', grabbing her shoulders and kicking her in the stomach. Y/n flipped her over her shoulder and slammed her head against the wall, successfully knocking her out.
Y/n ran up the hall with Xi'an in tow, she was about to run passed a cell when she saw Burg out cold laying on the floor. She shrugged and harshly threw the Twi'lek in there with him.
Y/n was rounding a corner when she heard footsteps behind her, she spun around and took a swing, her fist was caught and she was held against the door of another cell. To her surprise and pleasure it was Din, she felt warmth rush to her core when she realized what a vulnerable spot he has her in.
"Din." She said, her voice just above a whisper.
"Don't attack if you can't over power your opponent."
He released her wrist, slowly sliding his hands down her arms, making Y/n shiver.
"Have you found Mayfield?" She asked.
"Not yet."
"We should probably start looking."
"Yeah....we should."
Y/n kept her eyes locked on Din's visor as she moved around him. He tilted his head and fallowed her with his gaze.
"You coming?" She asked.
He nodded and they started towards the exit. Y/n turned in the direction of where she could hear Mayfield trying to contact Zero, she nodded to Din and he began walking to Mig's voice. Y/n on the other hand kept going towards the ship, she made it to the latter just in time to run into Qin.
She felt a blaster press to the back of her neck, a dark chuckle rang out from behind her, making Y/n cringe.
She turned around and raised her hands up, Qin stood there with a shit eating grin plastered on his face.
"Mando's little woman." He said. "He down graded from my sister to you?"
"If you ask me I'd say it was an upgrade."
"No one asked you."
"I don't need your permission to speak."
Qin chuckled and began rambling off about how he was gonna hold her as a hostage and Mando was gonna give him the crest and how the two of them were gonna be stuck here and blah blah blah.
Din came up behind him and smacked Qin over the head with a droid arm. Y/n smiled as the Twi'lek fell to the floor with a loud thud.
"The kid." She said, turning around and scrambled up the latter. Y/n froze when she saw Zero pointing his rifle at Grogu, she felt rage as she ran up and knocked him over. Y/n ignited her lightsaber, slicing through the middle of the droid.
The sound of Din dragging Qin up the latter startled Y/n. She quickly hid her saber and ran to help.
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They had gotten rid of Qin and the man that hired them, and now they were on their way to God knows where. Y/n and Din sat in the cockpit, watching the stars race by. She bit her lip as she remembered being pressed against the wall by the mandalorian, the sound of his voice as he stared her down.
The thought of what he could've done to her in that moment made a quiet moan slip past her lips. Din's head slowly turned towards her, Y/n's heart raced when she felt the heat of his gaze burning into her.
"Y/n." He said in a gruff tone.
"Hmm?"
"Come."
He wasn't giving her opinions here, that was a command. Din held his hand out for her, she stood up and took it as she slowly made her way into his lap. Y/n could feel his erection through his flight suit, he grunted as she pressed her hand down and palmed at his cock.
Din gripped her hips, pushing her off and turning her to face the control panel removing her leather belt and pants, he then brought her back down against his chest. Din spread her legs with his so she was exposed for all who dared to take a gander at his woman.
"I won't be gentle, little one." He whispered.
THE END ❤️
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sgt-morgan · 1 year
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Making a home 🖤
Summary: The Mandalorians are rebuilding their home world, and you and Din are an integral part of the efforts. Now it’s time to move your relationship to the next level
Warnings: AFAB and Female identifying reader. Mostly just fluff tho, nothing to crazy here.
A/N: So, this was a labor of love from my obsession with Sci-fi. Mostly the leadership structure and world building came from sources such as Ender’s Game and its subsequent sequels. I love the idea that when it comes to rebuilding something important, like creating a society. Leaders who aren’t afraid to throw themselves into every aspect of the process are the ones most likely to succeed, and I think that Din is the perfect choice for this. He’s seen Mandalorian society at its most vulnerable, and still upheld and believed in its creed, and now he’s the one who gets to put it back together. idk, I just think he’s neat. 🥺
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You were laying in the Mandalorian’s bunk next to Grogu. Was it weird that you were sleeping in his bunk? No. You were always in his space. You were in his opinion, an overly affectionate person. When you first started traveling with him, he noticed with your friends, you were constantly hugging, constantly holding hands, constantly fussing with clothing. It was just within your nature. You would fuss at the baby, stroking his petal ears, snuggling him close to you any time the option was available, fussing with his tan robe and making sure it wasn’t too long, resting your forehead against his while he babbled at you, staring into his big brown eyes. It was cute. You were also affectionate with the big scary Beskar covered heathen right from the beginning. You held his hand, arm, pinky, elbow, whatever, with no trace of fear or hesitation. You were constantly attached to him. At first, this made him very uncomfortable,then your relentless need for contact became a necessity. The calm your presence brought, the soft feel of your hand in his, the way you practically glued yourself to his hip when your arms weren’t free. In the days before Din got so used to you touching him constantly, you would lean against his side almost aggressively until one of his arms rested on your hip, or lower back, or around your shoulders. He didn’t get it, but who was he to complain. If in exchange for your cooperation, care, and that bright smile that lit up the darkest of rooms, you only asked for him to be near to you, why would he ever deny you? It’s the easiest trade he’s ever made if he’s entirely honest, he’s just glad that it was that simple.
Now though, he was asking a lot of you. He was Mand’alor. King of a desolate kingdom of warriors, that had finally gathered ability and the strength to rebuild, and they were a tough crowd. He was going to have to rebuild them, and he wasn’t so sure he was the best of choices to be the builder, but the has the dark saber he supposed, so it was him or death, and he didn’t plan on going anywhere.
He was currently working on the Mandalore restoration project with you, Boba Fett, Fennec Shand, Cara Dune, Paz Vizla, and Greef Karga. Their motto? ‘No Kriffing Civil Wars.’ At current, rebuilding meant taking his new found Clan, and traveling the planet settling different clans and establishments into their own homesteads. It meant building settlements, establishing governments, planting crops. With the now desert climate of the planet, a lot of this was centered around taking old settlements and making them habitable again, making the once grand domed cities habitable or at the very least finding creative ways to redistribute usable resources, water being the main problem. You were instrumental in this cause, you would scout resources, build homesteads, help negotiate treaties, plant crops, watch children, do whatever you could, and the people of this world were quickly starting to realize that their king found an excellent queen, even if she wasn’t a Mando herself. They respected their leaders to be certain, Din could be found just as easily establishing leadership with Paz and Boba, as he could be found keeping the peace with Fennec and Karga, as he could be found alongside the men and women who would inhabit these cities, building homes or repairing ships. You were just as willing to get down in the muck with them, you were most often found with Grogu strapped to your back, helping wherever needed. It was a deeply satisfying sight for Din, as much as it was a reassuring one for his people, and slowly but surely in your travels, his people fell in love with your willingness to embrace struggle.
What’s funny is, your touchy nature really did well with the often stuffy and formal Mandalorians as well. This race of live fast, die young, warriors had been forced into a more sedentary society since they had been scattered amongst the stars. All were invited, and in some places they were ridged, Beskar clad, societies like the children of the Watch, where there was no casual helmet removal. Others were of Bo Katan’s nature, removal not being seen as such a sin, the way of the Mandalorian practiced just as diligently, but without as much insistence on armory removal protocols. Din and his ramshackle group of world builders were learning that if this planet was to survive, these people survive, a more fluid look at the creed would need to be adopted. It was at your suggestion he took Boba Fett as a second in command. There was a man who kept the code, but was not your typical Mandalorian. He was casual with his armor and his assets, and with his years of leadership under his belt, he was well suited to the work, and it was apparent in his every move. This partnership seemed to work, people accepted that for their way of life to survive, the creed would need to be upheld in a way that suited the progress made in their society. As these cities and clans filled in the gaps of the planet, the true nature of what Mandalorian society had become, became clearer. There were younglings, and foundlings, and Mandalorians with Mandalorian spouses and non Mandalorian spouses, and Natural born mandalorians and mandalorians who had adopted the creed, and Din saw that your being a perceived outsider worked wonders in places such as these. You were courting a Mandalorian who strictly adhered to the code, and you were not a Mandalorian yourself. You spoke Mando’a, you were a buir, you were for all intents and purposes a follower of he creed, and surprisingly Mandalorians of all kinds took to you easily. He could often find you bumping shoulders with older Mandalorians, battle hardened warriors who weren’t the playful type, easily laughing with you about something or another, as often as he could find you with newer and more relaxed Mandalorians whose lives lived in hiding had made them a more accepting bunch. It stunned him that no matter who you were around, a gentle embrace, a pat on the shoulder, a hand shake, all your simple physical gestures resonated with people.
He suspected your easy acceptance mostly had to do with the way you treated the children. They adored you, constantly gathering around your feet and following you place to place. You always drew a crowd of the little ade, wether they wanted to play with Grogu, or wether they liked the way you so easily gathered them into your arms, he couldn’t say. However, if he were to guess, the way you so easily kissed wounds, wiped tears, gave hugs, gave snacks, acted as a natural magnet. You loved children as well as any Mandalorian did. You could be found with children more often than adults most days, multiple ad’ika dangling from your arms or clutching to your back. You would playfully groan and huff, carrying them along with you as you went about your buissness. You sang songs, played games, broke up scuffles. You would share your food, breaking off pieces for any small child who expressed interest. Just yesterday, you were eating some fried thing one of the people gave you, a little girl eyes it and you brake off a bit of it, blowing on it softly to ensure it wasn’t too hot and popped it into her mouth with a smile, feeding her as if she were your own. She squealed in delight, and Grogu huffed, indignant that his mother would share with another child. You rolled your eyes playfully, broke the food in two halves, and blew them carefully. Once cooled you handed one half to Grogu, still carefully strapped to your back, and gave the other to the girl. Then you sat and talked to them both until they were finished, you wiped both their mouths with your skirts. The girl rubbed her nose with yours, and then with Grogu, and gave you a sweet kiss on the cheek before running off with your son to play. It was precious. That was the day he connected the dots. People watched you more diligently when you were with the children, as if testing to see what you would do when presented with a random child, and you always passed. It was heartwarming, and your easy going nature always seemed to win them over.
In all this rebuilding, it was now coming upon time where Mandalore needed to reestablish itself as its own kingdom. It was time to present his clan as the new rulers of this planet. In essence, he was building a royal family, and to do this, it was pertinent that you become his wife. It was well past time now he supposed, the elders on every place they visited always asked him when he would “gotal’ur gar riddur.” Make you a wife. He knew you’d be willing, but what about this whole royalty thing? He had yet to ask wether it was something you wanted. You were clearly well suited to the task, but would you be willing to make that sacrifice? He knew this was coming, the moment he would have to ask you to jump off this cliff with him. It was a steep ask. So, what would your price be? Would it be peace? Space? Freedom? Would your price be to be free of him and his foundling? His son? Would your price for him being a leader, be your separation? Merciful heavens he hopes not. You were headed now to your new home, but if you were to ask it, once you arrived, you would leave in this little ship you’d diligently built into a home, and he would… rebuild. Maker he hopes you stay. He peeks into the bed, and sees you there with his ad, his son. His child you so diligently cared for as your own, even in sleep. You were doing it now, Grogu must have gotten cold, because there he was curled into your side, wrapped in your blanket as well as his own. You had pulled on one of Din’s shirts now as well, but he could see by the way you curled in on the little green bundle of energy, you were seeking the warmth the kid provided without much regard for your own comfort. He huffed a laugh, and pulled a spare blanket from your bunk. You probably forgot it was even there, it having been months since last you needed it, because now when you slept, you were usually tangled up in his blankets, sharing his warmth. He smiled under his helmet at this revelation, and turned back to his little aliit, his family. You breathed softly and one of your hands rested under the ad’ik, his cheek nestled into your palm, his tiny hands were fisted in your sleeve to keep you close as possible. He watched as the child nuzzled down further into you in sleep, his face a momentary grimace, until he scented your perfume and his worries melted. The baby huffed a sigh lightly, and his small snores resumed. How fond he was of you, how much he depended on your presence, kriff, they both do. Why must this be so difficult? It’s not as if he’s actually asking you to jump off a cliff, he was asking you to help run a planet… Nope, still nerve wracking.
“Din?” Kriff it all, he didn’t mean to wake you. You rubbed a hand over
Your tired eyes and squinted at him from the light outside the bunk that was still on.
“Sorry to wake you cyar’ika.” He sighed, pulling your blanket up around your neck. You caught his hand as he went to pull away and began to pull him into the bunk with you. He was thankful he had removed all but his helmet before coming to settle.
“No apologies nessecary my love, I was wondering when you’d come to bed.” You yawned, fondly stroking a finger over his knuckles while he reached to shut the lights off. Once off, he slips out of his shoes, then removed his helmet. The hiss of the seal being broken is always such a terrifying sound, he often found himself spooked even when nobody was around. It’s silly, he knows. Especially because you and the child are the only two people in the world who are technically allowed to look at him, or you will be once he asks you one terrifying question.
“Sorry cyar'ika, I’m here now.” He mutters, nuzzling into your chest with a grunt. You huff a laugh through your nose and smile. He feels the way you tangle your fingers in his hair, relishes in the soft and sweet contact. He turns his face into your palm and he feels how your curious fingers carefully mark out each of his features. He grins, he finds it funny how well your hands know what your eyes have never seen, he can’t wait for you to see him, he can’t wait to gaze into your eyes that always held so much love without the barrier of his visor in the way. To return that loving gaze with his own. He remembers the first time he officially removed his helmet in your presence. It was your birthday. The second one he’d spent with you, the first he’d spent courting you. He remembered tying a blindfold over your eyes and you giggling.
“What are you doing big guy? You gonna take off that helmet and kiss me?” He almost tripped over thin air, because yeah, that’s exactly what this was. You heard the hiss of his helmet seal and gasped, taking that perfect opportunity, he sealed his mouth to yours with ferocity. When you separated, he was amused by the way your hands flapped around excitedly before finally resting on his cheeks. Then the appendages fluttered about excitedly over his features before coming to rest again on his face. You sucked in a deep breath as if to calm yourself and he shook his head with a grin.
“What is it Cyar’ika?” He chuckled, twisting his head to kiss your fingertips.
“I’m just so excited.” You squealed quietly, then timidly your fingers began to dance over his features. Small delicate hands tracing the definition of his eyes, his nose. Giggling at the faint tickle of hair on his upper lip. Your hands were most fascinated by his mouth, your grin growing wider every time his kiss would catch your wrists, or palms, or fingers. “Best gift ever. Oh I can just tell you’re so handsome!” You sighed contentedly, finally letting his face rest in your palm while your other hand softly stroked his cheek. You could feel his muscles flex under your hands as he smiled. It was a perfect moment, now he’s hoping this one will be too.
“What are you thinking about my love?”’you sigh, turning to fully wrap your arms around his neck.
“Come with me a minute. Leave the kid, he’ll be fine.” You sighed and carefully detangled yourself from Grogu’s grasp, and rolled into Din’s awaiting arms. He’s already put his helmet back on, and you smile, bumping your head against his Beskar helmet with a smile as he lifts you out of the bunk. He tried to set you back down and you grumble, wrapping your legs tighter around his waist.
“No!” You whine, “The floors are too cold.” Din chuckled and shook his head, rewrapping his arms under your legs.
“All that farming, that peace keeping, and work, and you’re still a Princess.” He chuckles.
“I’m no princess.” You scoff, biting the patch of uncovered skin at his shoulder.
“No, I suppose not, but would you want to be a queen?” You tensed up in his arms, then grasping his shoulders, you dropped down to one foot, then the other. Then your piercing gaze met his, and he swore you could see straight through his armor to his very soul. It was uncanny.
“What are you saying metal man?” Your voice was barely a whisper, but it echoed in his helmet, startling around his ribs causing him to shiver.
“What I’m saying, is I want you to marry me.” He whispers back, wrapping his arms firmly around your waist. There was a long pause then, and it was as if all the time you spent together flashed be fore his eyes.
Memories of you, caring so fondly for his foundling, holding him like his mother used to hold him. Watching fondly as you held the little green child close to your chest with all the care in the world, he never asked you to love him so deeply, it just seemed to pour from your every action. There were memories of you working so diligently on whatever task you set your mind to, solving problems he didn’t even know he had without batting an eye. He pictures you under the dash on the Razor crest, stripping and reworking the controls to be smoother so landings wouldn’t be so bumpy. Reworking the lighting in the hull to be a bit brighter so he wasn’t constantly straining his eyes to see through his dark visor. Polishing his Beskar and tweaking his vambraces to make sure everything ran smoothly. Even more memories flood to mind. Memories of nights holding you as he woke from nightmares of home, of the terrible things he’d done, of loosing this little family he’d come to love so dearly. Memories of the day you met, two bounty hunters against AT-STs, you dropping the bounty on his son immediately when you saw he was just a tiny green boy. You so easily forwent your life, and fit yourself like a puzzle piece into his. All he had done since meeting you, was ask you to make sacrifices, you’d sacrificed your peace on Naboo, your lucrative career as a bounty hunter (very lucrative as you often remind him), your reputation with the guild. Effectively, you sacrificed your safety for his Foundling. You didn’t have to do it, but you did. If the positions were reversed would he have done the same? He didn’t know, but that’s why he needed you. Every time he thought to give up, there you were pushing him to be a better man. A better Mandalorian. Who better to be queen than you?
“Of course I’ll marry you.” He drops to his knees and clutches at your middle, burying his head in your stomach.
“Thank you cyar’ika.” He sighs and all the tension drips away from his body like the leftover pools of a bad dream. “Thank you.”
“Of course! We’ll do it as soon as we get-“ you stop at his giggle and you give one of your own as he stands and presses his helmet to your head. “What is it?”
“We can get married right now.” He chuckles.
“What!?” You gasp, pulling your head back with both hands pressed to the sides of his helmet.
“Yeah, right now. We’re Mandalorians remember? Gotta go fast or you might die.” he chuckles.
“Ok!” You’re positively giddy, “what do we do?” Your eyes look at him with all the love a gaze could hold and he’s so happy.
“Repeats after me.” Vows spoken in a blur, your cheeks hurt from smiling.
"Mhi solus tome, mhi solus dar'tome, mhi me'dinui an, mhi ba'juri verde."—translating as
"We are one when together, we are one when parted, we share all, we will raise warriors."
Once the Vows were spoken, you stood there, arm in arm, foreheads pressed together, basking in each others happiness.
“Really? That’s it?” You giggle excitedly, hands covering your mouth as if you’ve told him some sort of fantastic secret.
“Yeah! We’re as married as Mandalorians can get! Now that that’s done, here’s the best part.” You gasped as his hands swiftly removed his helmet, while yours flew to cover your eyes with a smack!
“Dank Farik Djarin, what are you-“ you started but he slowly pulled your hands from your eyes.
“Mesh’la were married, you can look now! It’s okay!” He chuckled and you opened your eyes.
“Oh Maker!” You sighed dreamily and he beamed. “Those big brown eyes, the hair, that smile? I’m literally the luckiest woman alive.” Then, you smashed your lips together unceremoniously. It was the best kiss of his life. You were even more beautiful without the barrier in the way, and now he could hold you, and kiss you, and be with you, no Beskar required. It was the happiest day of his life.
“Just wait till we tell the others.” You squealed and he laughed.
“Can’t wait Mesh’la , can’t wait till they find out you’re all mine.”
The next day his rag-tag group of advisors all gathered in the new capitol. They were all sitting around, drinking (those who removed their helmets or didn’t wear them that is) and telling stories.
“So I’ve decided that that grumpy little girl? Her face isn’t just like that. She’s a little Bantha that one.” You chuckled, telling them about a child you’d recently taken a liking to at the Covert. “This group of older kids who just got their helms right, they teased her that morning at Breakfast, and I told them to stop. They went swimming, and that little girl is as stubborn as a Mudhorn, and twice as crafty. While they were swimming, she and her little gang of kids not old enough to start training gathered all their helmets, and carried them off.” You chuckled and leaned further into the group, making sure that most of your body was still pressed against his. He loved when you were like this, so care free and happy, at peace with the little clan you had cobbled together. So comfortable with this little family you’d created. They all hang onto your every word, fondness was evident in their every feature. “I let them go to watch and see what happens, cause that little womp rat has spirit I tell yah! So, she takes all these helmets and plants flowers in every single one. Fills em up with dirt and plants, and leaves them all in a row outside the covert for the boys to find.” He laughs along with the rest at the tale, each of them surely thinking as he is, that perhaps his little family might have just found another addition in this little trouble maker. “So eventually, the older kids all get out and they go to find their shiny new helms all filled with dirt and flowers. So, someone naturally comes and gets Paz, and the Armorer and I. So we all stand there, trying not to laugh, and the armorer says; ‘What is the meaning of this, Twyla?’ And she just says; ‘Sorry ma’am, but I mistook these helmets for buckets, because who would ever give these empty headed Nerf Herders helmets anyway!’ Oh god, I thought I had busted a lung!” All around the room his little family spluttered and laughed and he’d never felt more content.
“Wow, I love that kid.” Bobba Fett chuckled. “So anything else new with you?” He asked casually, and you shot Din a side eyed glance. Welp, no time like the present.
“Nah, mostly just peace keeping and introductions.” He sighed, pulling you close. You nodded and curled into him, hiding your grin in his shoulder so as not to give it away. The others nodded and settled again, but before anyone moved on in the conversation, Din put his handto his Beskar covered chin, and snapped his fingers. “Oh, that’s a lie! There was something else about this trip, we got married!” There was a moment of silence about the room, and you couldn’t help but laugh, the look on all their faces was comical.
“No WAY!” Paz was the first to break and once the damn had broken, the joy in the room was palpable. There was celebrating to be done by all, and he was glad that it was you they were celebrating. You were officially his, and he wouldn’t trade you for the world.
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Will of Fate
Chapter Eleven
Fandom: Star Wars: The Mandalorian
Story Rating: Explicit
Chapter Rating: Mature
Characters: Din Djarin x Original Female Character
Summary: There hasn’t been an unidentified spacecraft in the stratosphere of Arkadia in over two decades, let alone three in one day. Those skilled or mad enough to venture into the Chaos unguided were few and far between. That means no one has ever made it to Arkadia who wasn’t intending to be here.
Until today.
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Din Djarin finds an unmapped planet filled with beings who have the same powers as the Child, but know nothing of the force or the Jedi.
Chapter Summary: Eziriel and the Mandalorian kick off the hunt for the missing Imperial TIE pilot.
Word Count - 3,944
Chapter Warnings: None
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A/N: This chapter is a little later than I intended. Real life tends to get busy when you want to get creative. I really appreciate everyone who is reading and letting me know that you like what I am doing. It is very encouraging. I hope you enjoy, any feedback is welcome!
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Chapter Eleven
Eziriel is grumpily eating her breakfast. She got up at a ridiculous hour, long before the sun was meant to rise, to ride to the skyport and pack all the supplies she and the Mandalorian would need. She knew that he planned to leave in the morning after dropping his kid off with Nora and she wanted to make sure she had the skyship ready by then.
She had packed provisions into bags with the assumption that this task would take no longer than seven days. She honestly had no idea how long a bounty hunter took to catch a bounty, but if it took longer than seven days she would personally either grab something from a beacon station supply cache or take the few hours by skyship back to Helix to grab more supplies.
She had put away the drop-seats in the drop bay and packed the speeder bike into that area of the skyship. The ship was pretty small, but the Forest of Ga’ladora was very dense. She was sure she should be able to fly him close enough to the last known evidence point to drop him off with the bike to help his descent while she found a close place to land.
She did most of these tasks with a sense of smoldering rage. Amarian and her were discussing the lost Imperial TIE pilot on their way home from work the day before. After she voiced her concerns over her growing state of paranoia after returning to work and not knowing how to act amongst a potential betrayer, he admitted his frustration with the missing Imp and how he was irritated at the team of Enforcers’ lack of results. Eziriel thought they were just commiserating together over related woes until Amarian joked about hiring the Mandalorian to fix both of their problems; he could hunt down the TIE pilot and Eziriel would have to go with him due to her oath binding herself to his safety. Eziriel laughed, thinking there was no way Amarian would use her oath to the Mandalorian as a way to sneak her out of the office so quickly after being gone for weeks just so she can avoid the tension there.
But the bastard kriffing did it.
Eziriel knows an argument with the Mandalorian is coming. She did not discuss her coming with him on this trip and knows that there is going to be pushback from the man, and she completely understands. She does not want to be put in a dangerous situation. She is not someone who looks for risks to be heroic, she is the type of person to help come up with a plan and send people on their way with useful toys. So she knows she will have to sell her coming in a way that the Mandalorian is going to have to accept, and by the time she is finished with her labor, she thinks she's gotten her argument fully prepared.
It was an overall exhausting morning, but she took a moment of serenity, sitting at the edge of the launchpad and letting the rising sun warm her skin as she ate her breakfast in the quiet of the morning. Trying hard not to dwell on the impending argument from a stubborn man and about how much she enjoyed his presence interacting with her family last night.
After scheming with Amarian about the hunt and the supplies the Mandalorian needed to complete it successfully, they had a hearty dinner where Amarian offered the Mandalorian a table to eat in his locked study with the audio patched into the dining area. With how used to the disembodied voice of CHI the family was it was very easy to integrate the Mandalorian’s input into conversation. He did not speak much, but he asked more about the farming district where Nora grew up and how the agricultural council operated. This led to a boring discussion that Eziriel bailed out of in favor of making her niblings and the green child laugh with silly faces. It was a familiar type of evening that she missed while she was away trying to source the Cloak’s glitches. So she is extra annoyed she has to leave the familiarity of it so quickly because of Amarian using the Mandalorian.
By the time she is finished with her breakfast, Eziriel has built up the mental fortitude she knows she needs in order not to take out her frustrations upon another person. Taking one last moment to watch the late summer sunlight up Helix for the day, she stands up and goes to start running the preflight check on the small skyship.
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“What are you doing here?” the Mandalorian’s voice asks out from the small cabin of the ship and she looks up from underneath the console to catch him placing a forearm onto the upper part of the door frame to lean in. “Don’t you have work?”
“Yep,” she says nonchalantly, hauling herself into the pilot seat and turning it to face him. She stares at him for a moment before continuing, “But I can review project updates during our flight.”
She watches his whole body still as he stares down at her and she feels a spike of worry come off him before he finally says in a stern voice, “No.”
“Yes,” she responds.
“You are not coming with me,” he demands.
“Hey Lori, I don’t want to come at all–”
“Great, problem solved,” he interrupts before grabbing her and pulling her out of the pilot seat.
“But I am sworn to your safety.” She explains, planting her heels into the ground and pulling herself out of his grip, knowing full and well that he isn't giving his full strength. She sits back down in the chair and gives him a scolding look. “We have gone over this.”
“What I do is too dangerous for some princess to ride along on,” he says in a frustrated tone. Leaning over into her space he plants his hands on the armrests, caging her into the seat. “This is dangerous and your silly superstitions have no place in it. Go home.”
Eziriel feels her facial features go heavy in anger at the condescending tone he is giving her and she has to take a breath before she lashes out. She’s used to being talked down to at work by her higher-ups or political snobs who want to use her for whatever skeezy plot they desire, but she expected more from those she considers friends. Yes, she has teased the Mandalorian, but has never patronized him like this before and it is insulting that he is doing it to her. She has been nothing but respectful to him and his more devout followings of his culture, just for him to throw hers in her face. There is a twinge of regret she feels from him that grows as she stares up at him in silence and she leans in close enough to him that her nose almost touches his helmet.
“The stakes of my honor are not superstition to me,” she states in a low threatening voice. “I thought a Mandalorian would understand that and would not insult it. Just as we do not insult how others' honor might be recognized in their culture,” she finishes with a flick to the side of his helmet to drive home her point and glares at him.
That small sliver of regret she feels in him cracks into remorse, but that initial spike of worry clouds his aura and she can understand where his harsh words came from. They stay there, him looking down at her still caging her in and her staring at the T in his helmet hoping she is meeting his eyeline. He finally drops his head forward and lets out a familiar sigh that Ezirial is starting to recognize as exasperated concession.
“I can tell that you are good at your job and my being there will be distracting enough to make it more dangerous for you, and ultimately go against my oath to your safety. That is why I feel I can keep you most safe by flying you to the locations you are needed and giving you backup from the safety of the skyship,” she explains her logic to him. “I have no intention of being on the ground with you hunting this person. My way of keeping you safe is to keep an open comm with you so I know if I need to give you transport, tech, or supply assistance.”
Eziriel gently raps her knuckles on his helmet, getting him to look up before continuing, “Come on, do you really think I am foolish enough to think a Mandalorian needs defensive protection? And that I would be the top choice for that position?” She makes a soft scoffing noise from her lips to show her feelings for that scenario.
“Having transport backup would be nice, so I don’t have to haul the bounty all the way back to where I initially parked the ship,” he admits to her and stands back up to his full height.
“I do seem to thrive as your personal chauffeur. Maybe I should consider a career change,” she quips while turning her attention to the console to start closing the loading ramp and begin her ignition checklist. “Plug in the coordinates that Amarian sent you into the navigation.”
“I am sorry I disrespected your beliefs,” he says softly, ignoring her command. He lowers himself into the copilot seat keeping his helmet on her and she can feel the remorse in both his words. “That was a cruel thing to do. Especially since I know you are just trying to help.”
“Thank you,” she answers just as softly, almost taken aback at his genuine, eloquent apology.
“But,” he starts and she inwardly cringes waiting for another argument. “If there comes a moment where you cross paths with the target, you must listen to me.”
Eziriel looks at how he is leaning in her direction from his jumpseat. He is tense and while his anxiety over her coming has lessened dramatically, he is still nervous. He cares, at least somewhat, about what happens to her.
“I will,” she agrees and smiles at him. “Didn’t know you cared so much Lori. I think you are starting to like me.”
“I just don’t want to create a political incident by getting the princess killed,” he says with a dry tone before turning to put in the coordinates, and for the first time since they met, Eziriel reads a lie off of the Mandalorian.
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Since they were flying with a smaller planet-side ship within the troposphere they were looking at a four-hour trip to get to the crash site in Ga’ladora’s Canyon. The Mandalorian wanted to inspect the site itself to see if he could glean anything that the Enforcers missed.
The first hour was spent planning, starting with potential drop spots from the most recent planetary scans. The bottom of the canyon of the area they were going is too unstable with its rocky foundation for the weight of the ship, but there were a few options where Eziriel could lower into the canyon enough to drop the Mandalorian on the speeder bike so long as there haven’t been any recent collapses of one of the stone pillars that litter the canyon floor with debris.
After solidifying the drop plan, she then shows him some of the options for landing to set up a base camp near where he will land. The closest one, and the agreed upon one, is miles away in a small meadow in the woods that the Mandalorian will have to take one of the steep trails out of the canyon to reach.
She then gives him a small lecture accompanied by a slideshow on her datapad of any flora and fauna that reside in the Forest of Ga’ladora that were dangerous and what to do if he sees one. She doesn't have to see his face to know that he rolled his eyes several times at her presentation, but she does know that he is smart enough to take her warnings to heart.
For the rest of the trip, they sit in the small cabin as Eziriel works through her backlog of project updates from her DefTech team while the Mandalorian sits cross-armed with his helmet pointed at the front viewscreen while some percussion focused music thumps quietly over the comm system. She doesn’t know if he is dozing or just staring out the window but she cannot figure out how he remains so very still for such a long time. She is trying to figure out how long it has been since he last moved when his borrowed comm beeps at him and he slightly flinches. Ahh, dozing then, she thinks with a small grin as he looks at the comm and sighs with a shake of his head.
“Your brother is nearly as irritating as you,” he remarks. “‘Hope you like your pilot, she was desperate to fulfill her council-mandated community service.’” She snorts at Amarian’s message spoken with the dry unimpressed tone of the Mandalorian.
“I am still the reigning terror, I hope,” she says with a smile at him.
“For now,” he concedes and sits up a little straighter in his seat to check the ETA til the drop point. She checks it as well and sees they are about half an hour out and that CHI will be notifying her to take control from them shortly.
She stands up and makes her way out of the cabin and into the drop bay. She double-checks the bag she packed for the Mandalorian is strapped tightly to the speeder bike. She doesn’t want him to lose it on the way down or while he is traveling.
“What’s that?” his voice calls out from behind her making her jolt at his unexpected following.
“I packed some provisions for you. Medkit, survival kit, bedroll, and seven days' worth of food,” she lists as she climbs up to sit sideways on the speeder bike. “I just wanted to give you the option of not having to come back to base camp each night, but you will be missing out on actual bunks,” she says as she points to one of the retracted bunks on the side of the drop bay.
“I appreciate your preparedness,” he says. “But I don’t need much on a hunt.”
“Better to have and not need,” she says with a shrug and then holds her hand out to him. “Your vambrace, please”
He is hesitant but turns to lean his hip against the speeder resting one arm behind her and holding out his other arm to her which she gently takes to lay across her lap. Turning her visor on she inspects the vambrace silently and clicks it on to see the user interface he deals with.
“I could have done that for you,” he chastises.
“This doesn’t allow long-range reception or communication, does it?” She asks, knowing the answer at seeing the hardware through his visor.
“No, only proximity-based,” he says and she hums at him and she opens her HolOmni to pull up local holomaps and her dangerous flora and fauna presentation to begin the data transfer between the two.
“I could fix that for you. Make it so you never have to carry a separate comm again. It’s very freeing,” she offers resting her arm against his while they watch the data load. “I could also make your analog interface into a holo projection interface if you’d like. I’m still perfecting the tactility of the holoform, but it’s pretty solid if you aren’t too aggressive. Give it a feel.”
She angles her arm at him and he lifts his arm from her lap and drags his finger across her menu screen of the HolOmni. She looks up at him to make a joke only to realize how intimately close they are. His chest almost touches her arm and his arm rests behind her in a position that is inches away from an embrace. She feels her neck heat up at the observation and hopes he is too focused on interacting with her HolOmni to notice. When he finally draws his attention back to her face she tries to give him a normal smile but there is a small catch of breath that his vocabulator doesn’t pick up but Eziriel barely hears.
“I think that it might be too nice for me,” he says in a quiet voice before lowering his arm down to place it back in her lap, but this time his hand rests on her thigh rather than hanging off awkwardly.
“You are allowed to want nice things,” she says just as quietly and she feels one of his fingers twitch. She tries to compose what to say next when her HolOmni beeps that the file transfer is done. They don’t pay any attention to it and just stare at each other, gauging one another for a few moments before the posh voice of CHI rings through the ship’s comms.
“We are ten minutes from the drop zone, I suggest you relieve me from autopilot.” Eziriel jerks at his voice and the Mandalorian pulls away.
“Right,” she says. “Saddle up Lori, you’ve got a fall ahead of you.” She gives him a grin and hops down from the bike trying to bury that intimate tension that filled the space only moments earlier with their familiar banter.
“I think I can handle that,” he says while mounting the bike as she makes it to the cabin door.
“Hey,” she catches his attention and he looks up at her. “Let the Will of fate guide your way.” He gives her a nod and she slips into the small cabin to begin their complex descent into Ga’ladora’s Canyon.
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Eziriel had just landed after the successful drop-off and was about to start setting up base camp in the area they both agreed upon when the Mandalorian comms in for the first time.
“Change of plans,” he states suddenly into her earpiece.
“Already? It’s been, like, fifteen minutes?” she complains.
“I have a trail and it goes the opposite direction of where you plan to set up camp. I figured you’d want to at least be in the same direction I’m headed,” he explains. “The second location option is in the direction I’m headed if you want to go set up there.”
“Will do,” she confirms. The second location was much further out, but to the south of the canyon next to a small river with just enough space for the small skyship to land. “Amarian said the storm washed away all their tracks, what did you find?”
“Imperial pilots have protocols if they crash. They are to find the closest civilization to make a rescue call. If they cannot find civilization they are to head to the highest point to set up an emergency transponder,” he explains. “However, they are supposed to make discreet marks to show where they are going so they can be tracked by a rescue unit. You wouldn’t notice the marks unless you were specifically looking for them.”
“And you are a smart hunter who knows their prey,” Eziriel says with a smile. She gets the ship back in the air and can’t help but be impressed with him as he explains what he found. A small mark on the lower part of a nearby stone pillar. From that mark alone he was able to determine the initial direction the TIE pilot was headed six days prior.
“A good bounty hunter knows the target’s tactics,” he states simply once he is finished giving her his explanation.
“I guess you weren’t exaggerating when you said you were the best,” she says cheekily.
“I don’t exaggerate,” he says.
“I know you don’t,” she reassures.
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That first night the Mandalorian surprisingly came back to base camp when it was getting late. They had been staying in touch here and there with him giving her updates and her asking him bounty-hunting questions. When night became fully dark he showed up at camp. He claimed he was close enough that it made sense to rest where she was already set up and had a proximity alert, but the way he groaned in relief at laying on the bunk below her told her the real reason was simply comfort and she was glad she could give him that.
The second day he was out as soon as the sun rose, nodding in acknowledgment at Eziriel’s sleepy goodbye wave. She spends most of the day powering through the rest of her reports and pestering the Mandalorian with little jokes and quips just to hear him sigh, but she swears she can hear a smile in that sigh. He spends the day giving her updates and sometimes talking to her about his thought process in tracking the TIE pilot. He eventually found bootprints his HUD could follow and it made his job easier since there weren’t other humanoid tracks to taint the trail. He doesn’t come back to base camp that day and Eziriel is somewhat disappointed to be spending an evening alone.
On the third day, she spends her time working on a few of her own projects while lounging on a rock by the small river trying to soak in the sun’s warm rays. She ends up asking him random questions today during his updates and she finds out that he thinks having favorite things is pointless. But after nagging him she discovers he prefers savory food over sweet, rural areas over city, and nights in over nights out. Even though he claimed he doesn’t have favorite things he was quick to tell her of his preferred weapons and their ideal situation to be used when she asked, and she had to stifle the laugh his brief enthusiasm caused.
During that third day, he deduces that the TIE pilot is headed towards the mountain range south of them to try and set up the emergency transponder. They discuss finding a new spot for her to move to in the direction he is headed, but off the path that he thinks the Imperial is taking. There were three options in the dense woods and she is unsure if some of the choices are still viable after that storm he arrived in.
“I’ll just check them out tomorrow afternoon to see which one works. I can send you the exact coordinates when I land to your comm so you can manually punch it in your vambrace holomap,” she tells him over comms while she eats her evening ration. She gives him an exaggerated sigh before continuing, “Really Lori, let me upgrade your set-up so people can just drop information to you directly. Imagine, no more carrying a separate comm to sync to your kit.”
“It’s never been a problem before,” he says and follows it with a groan of relief that Eziriel assumes is from getting off the bike for the night.
“Streamlining that process could very well save a life,” she states. “You don’t know how much you might need something like that until it’s too late.”
She can practically hear his eyes roll over the comms, before he goes on a small monologue about how he is perfectly fine without her advanced technology and doesn’t need it to be the best at his job. She just listens to his voice lecture her and smiles softly to herself as the moons crest overhead in the night sky.
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Rating:M // MDNI // WC: 4-1k // Warnings: mature themes , sex // masterlist // AN: Here’s Chapter 4!! I almost forgot to post this! I hope you guys enjoy it! This chapter was a such a doozy to write and I’m finally done with it!! Now we can get to the meatier parts of the story!! // Three //
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Ready Jazzy?”
Amiyra picked up Sammy and grabbed his little stuffed fish she made for him within the first year they were in each other’s lives. He was obsessed with the stuffed octopus you made him for his second birthday, but someone in the children's care thing was constantly taking his octopus and roughing it up or refusing to give it back.
The situation was disparaging if anyone asked you, but to the Madalorians, children are encouraged to settle their own affairs. According to them, Sammy would have to learn to be more aggressive and start standing up for himself regardless of only being 2 and a half years in age.
“I got everything!” Jazzy smiled, proudly showing off her new dagger.
“Alright, lets go.”
Amiyra grabbed her two large wicker baskets, and maneuvered the straps the best way she could without dropping Sammy.
Helping the morning harvesters was her own way of being involved in the community. If there was anything she learned in her upbringing on her homeworld, it was the importance of community. Learning the language and becoming a better fighter was not enough in itself. By doing her part without being asked and positioning herself as a worker, she would gain their respect.
Descending the steps, she swore as one broke on her way down.
Their new place was not as big as the one they stayed in with Paz and Penny, but with a few rough repairs, and perhaps an entire renovation for the front porch, they'd be set. The wood was aged, but it was still sturdy. Only a few places here and there needed some replacing.
Jazzy scoffed loudly.
Amiyra was about to ask why she was so upset, but upon looking up, she smiled.
The well worn armor of Ben was there.
He might beat her half to death every morning, but she grew a fondness for him. He was easy to talk to, genuine, and reliable. No matter how much time they spent together it didn’t seem like enough.
“Let me carry the baskets.” he mumbled softly.
“There's no need to lower your voice.” She smiled into his helmet, “he can sleep through anything.”
“I'd rather not risk it. He can be quite demanding with his desires for attention.” He picked up a stray loc of her hair and placed it behind her shoulder, “I have something else I'd like to focus on before the sun comes up.”
She didn’t say anything in response, nor did she have to. Before his hand left her face entirely she leaned into his leather covered hand, savoring the warmth that lay beneath them.
“Ahem.” Jazzy frowned. “I have somewhere to be today, and I don’t want to be late.
Amiyra gave Ben an apologetic smile and they made their way to the edge of the village where the training woods were.
“Today is a big day for you Jasmine.” Din got down on one knee in front of her, clasping her shoulders. “There's no doubt in my mind you will be the fiercest warrior during your trial and come back home in no time, but don't underestimate anyone and always watch your back.”
He handed her a shoulder length blade. Not yet a sword and not yet a dagger.
Jasmine’s eyes lit up and she gave him a genuine smile for the first time.
“Thank you.”
“Don't thank me adika until it saves your life and brings you back home.”
They walked in peaceful bliss.
Her daughter had an even newer, longer, and more dangerous pointy weapon to hold up her spirits. That, Amiyra would bring herself to come to terms with one day. She was still grappling with the Mandalorian customs of what is an appropriate age to introduce your children to violence.
In the clearing of the village, several other parents were lingering around with their children, saying their final goodbyes.
She sighed.
“Stay strong Jazzy.” She kneeled and placed her forehead on top of hers, “come back home.”
“Come back home, first.” Ben said firmly and nodded down at her.
And with no attitude, no sigh, or smart remark, Jazzy nodded at him back up at him with an equal amount of seriousness.
He put a hand on her shoulder. No pat, no fuss.
If she wasn’t so freaked out by this tradition of sending your child off into some unknown dangerous free for all battle with other children. She might have lingered on how big of a moment this was for them.
Breaking the tender touch Jazzy proudly marched off to the edge of the woods with the other children she’d be facing her trial with. Jasmine was not the biggest or strongest kid of her class, but from what she’s observed she’s surely the fiercest.
Maker, let her come home first.
“She’ll come home first.” Din murmured in her ear, placing his hand on the small of her back. “With you as a mother, I'm sure she gets her fierceness and determination from you.”
“Maker, let's hope so.”
Din nudged her with a hip and took Sammy out of her arms.
“You go ahead with the harvesters. I’ll drop him off at school.”
“See you tonight.”
“See you tonight.” she said back softly. Tenderly watching them until they were no more than a speck of dust.
Walking her way with the rest of the basket carriers, she was welcomed with a lot of suggestive stares peaking above their face coverings. They’re eyes all shined with a knowing looks of amusement.
“What's with all the looks?”
“Since when did you and Ben become so close?” Someone asked.
Amiyra sighed, holding back a smile.
Today was going to be a long day.
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“What are you doing?” Paz asked Din out of nowhere, considerably more calm than he once was now that his family is back together. The question could be taken as an inconspicuous notion, an everyday occurrence from an acquaintance.
Except nothing about Dins life was inconspicuous or an everyday occurrence.
One could dream, right?
He picked up Grogu and made his way through high, grand corridors. The steely grey blue tinted walls glowed in the sunlight. The flickering reflections from the sun suspended them in an artificial space similar to the one above.
“What I want,” he half joked.
Paz’s bushy brows knitted together over glaring eyes. The dark blue cloth that covered his nose and mouth tightened around his face.
He mainly wore his armor when he was going off world or when he was need in battle, any other time it would only be a power status thing, and he wasn’t interested in anything like that. When he wasn’t needed in battle he’d gladly wear his blues in cloth for a while with a face covering to spend time with his wife and children.
Din looked away and kept his brisk pace.
A joke, but it was not. No one was laughing.
“You're not going to do anything to hurt this girl or her children! I forbid it!” Paz hissed so his voice wouldn’t carry against the walls.
So much for being calmer than usual.
“I’m not hurting anyone.” Din pursed his lips under his helmet. He wasn’t exactly sure of what he was doing. . .well. . .that's a lie. He knew exactly what he was doing. He was keeping his private affairs and his kingly affairs separate. To protect him and Grogu as well as Amiyra and her family.
“I am not harming her or her children!” Din spun around and muttered into Paz’s face. “She. . .she comes from royalty,” he took a moment to lower his voioce. Sound carries adn who knows who might be listening in these halls, “and you know what they would make her do once they found out. What I would be forced to do if they found out about the both of us and what we might mean to each other.”
Paz huffed and stepped back.
Din turned away from Paz’s silence.
He would have preferred for him to yell, to start a fight even. Silence meant that he was right, and Din did not want to be right.
“Your, highness.” Bo Katan bowed her head slightly.
Din halfheartedly nodded back before setting Grogu down to go into the room before he did to get settled.
“Your majesty,” she addressed Grogu as he tottled inside.
He babbled in response.
“Fett is here as well as a few other important figures to discuss Axe Woves.”
Din grimaced.
Today was going to be a long day.
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Today was such a beautiful day.
There was something about this system's sun shining down on you and your feet in ankle high water, collecting the versatile green plant and the stalk it grew on. The greens could either be sweet or bitter, but both were suitable to be added to any dish, stew, or stir fry. The stalk could be patted dry and laid out on a flat surface to be made into baskets or anything else of use that could be made. It was like straw but sturdier, more reliable, and durable.
Despite everything else going on that was making her anxious, the sun was high and the sky was clear. While Ben complained that helping with the harvest was a mindless or tedious task that made him feel useless. That his talents were being wanted away with the hours someone could spend out there.
But it wasn’t that at all.
The harvest was one of the most essential parts of a functioning society. It was being a part of something larger than yourself. In some nations it was about a way of life. The land called out to some people. They wanted nothing more than to grow something, provide something not only to themselves, but also for so many others who may need it. They wanted a simple life dictated by the weather and season on what to grow and when, with no input or demands from anyone or anything else.
They wanted honest work and to be paid for that work.
But aside from all the other grand and larger than life reasonings, it reminded her of home.
Her father only allowed her to work on a farm every now and then because it made the family look more relatable. He claimed it made the people more happy to have them as their rulers. But every now and then the ��power’ over her life and what she represented became overwhelming, and when she wanted a break, she wanted to work on a farm and pretend to have a more simpler life. . .a life where she could control what happened.
“Adika!”
You were sure it meant child. You’ve heard Ben say call your children that word in rare tender moments.
At first it ruffled your feathers, but you soon learned it was a term of endearment similar to many cultures. It was the same word everyone older, particular women were fond of. It was a word used to refer to newcomers by a collective group or culture to highlight your inexperience amongst them. . . but in a kind way.
You called out a single yell asa response. It was short, clipped, and polite. It was your regular response when mending the harvest.
“Things aren’t moving to fast between you and Ben are they?” Mimi raised an eyebrow over her face covering. Her eyes were inquisitive, but cloudy with what you could only identify as concern.
It didn’t matter what covered your face, alone for your eyes as long as it was covered. Most chose a bandana or strip of cloth that wasn’t too thick or thin.
There was something sacred about eyes and eye contact.
Before she was used to living a life where people were taught to avoid looking her in the eye. They often bowed, and stayed looking at the ground or just past the side or above her head. It was a sign of respect.
But now Amiyra new it was a window into one’s soul. Where the rest of one’s face may be covered, your spirit and the true essence of who you were was laid bare for everyone to see in your eyes..
At first it scared her. She grew up only having gazed into the eyes of her parents and siblings. Her friends and occasional lover of sorts for lack of a better word. Her young flings who held her heart.
But now she is full.
She’s met and is still meeting and getting to know so many wonderful people and she feels connected to them.. she belongs.
She a a part of something. . . In every way of the word.
She isn’t an out of touch monarch juggling her fleeting bits of humanity, but a member of a society.
“No,” Amiyra made sure her eyes glowed with how happy she truly was at the thought of Ben, “he … he almsot fits in with me and my children.” She issued, searching for the right words. “He adores them, and they like having him around.”
“Well if he ever becomes a bother, you know where to find us.” Mimi finally added. Her eyes shifted back to a more regular expression.
A skill she has noticed many times, but has yet learned to master.
She was told many tales of how everyone used to wear the same armor as the King and a select few, but since that is not a requirement anymore of all the citizens of Manda’lor. They have learned new skills of concealment.
While all but your eyes may be covered. Some chose to wrap their heads as well and others maybe even wrapped their hair too, they learned how to let their eyes reveal certain things or not. With a blink, Amiyra court see worry, concern, or joy in someone’s eyes morph into nothing. A contempt void of neutrality she found sometimes bone chilling if not mesmerizing.
She needed to learn that.
“You must be careful with Ben.”
Amiyra’s eyes widened as she looked back at Mimi. A long stretch of silence had feel between them as they focused on harvesting, enjoying the sounds of nature and the splashes of water.
“His intentions are always good of heart. . . But he forgets himself.” she paused in thought. . . He may not always be here when you need him.”
Amiyra new exactly what she was talking about.
Ben was just as fleeting as Din.
Din worked for the King, but Ben… well she wasn’t sure what his deal was.
At first she thought he was an important figure of the village. That he somehow represents them, he goes off, does dangerous and sometimes great things,and he comes back to give everything he has gained back into the village.
She’d seen it too many times to count. They’d done the dance of last good byes and when will I see you again more times than she could count. Each and every one leaving her heart aching..
Ben always came back, Din eventually turned up with more sweet words and re-assurances once they could finally get a moment alone with one another, but when would it stop.
Who was she goin to get to spend the rest of her days with? Which one did her children love more? Who filled that void she so desperately needed?
What was a relaible warmth she oculd fill her home with and what were the cold things left blowing in the wind never to return.
“I.. I don’t know if I can rely on Ben,” Amiyra found herself saying, “But I like it when he’s here. Right now. . thats enough.”
Mimi studies her for a moment before nodding at her. Her eyes shone again with its usual unwavering glow that revealed nothing but what she wanted others to see. A more casual everyday look for friends or aquaintences.
“You have your wits about you.”
That was probably the nicest thing Mimi’s ever said to her. . .
She was making friends!
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Being home alone was the worst.
She couldn’t remember what it was called.
The layer of skin that was so thin, it was hard to see. It rested between the outermost top layer and the one that held all the fleshy bloody parts of you from spilling out that was on the bottom.
It felt like small little bugs were crawling all over it. It felt like someone had somehow set it on fire. She wanted to rip her top layer of skin off and let the air cool it down. She wanted to scream, to hit something or someone.
Amiyra hadn’t been alone since she had her children, and she feared she might not be able to make it without them, not even for a few days.
Since Jazzy was gone with her child free for all battle for the next week or two, she let Sammy stay with Paz and Penny so he'd have someone to play with, He’s not used to it only beng just them, and the new environment might distract him for the fact his sister isn’t going to be home.
He’d also taken a liking to Paz’s oldest boy.
Thankfully, they got along very well and Ragnar, seemed more than glad to have a little brother to follow his every move and try to do everything he did.. Even if Sammy was too small to understand what exactly was going on or what Ragnar might be doing, they had fun all the same.
They offered for her to stay too, but Amiyra politely declined.
She tried sleeping a little, but only tossed and turned. She couldn't find anything to settle the uproar in her stomach. A nibble of anything just made it worse. Tea of any kind was too much, so she hoped drinking sips of water when she could manage would ease something within her.
The middle of the night had reached its peak, and the sky was moonless. It was time for Amiyra to make her way into the thick corner of the woods where she met Ben every other week’s time. The usual bugs that chirped and buzzed underneath the stars were silent. The wind itself was still. It was as if the Maker himself was wielding his mighty power for their night alone to be truly that in every way. That their union was so special it was rewarded a secret privacy held to none other.
Slipping past the guards at the village’s entrance was tricky, but not undoable.
Mandalorains are very keen and attentive. They are culturally alert and poised for anything to happen at any moment. A stark contrast to her leisurely upbringing.
Amiyra learned how to survive well on her own, but as wary and careful as she was about her surroundings and the places she went, it had nothing on what Mandalorians were capable of.
She’s always being berated for her lax state of awareness by her teachers, peers, and elders.
Luckily for her, the more time she spent sneaking off with Ben, the more she learned “to be aware”...
“Whos there?”
Shit.
She stepped on a twig.
Amiyra remained still. She was hidden in a cluster of large bushes. She quickly ran through a list of scenarios in her mind. If she lays till enough perhaps they'd think she was a small animal, or maybe–
A rustling sound came from the opposite end of the clearing a stretch from where she was and they quickly followed the sound in that direction.
“You’re too loud.” a voice sounds lowly in her ear.
“I had it handled.” Amiyra huffed in a whisper.
“No,” Ben wrapped his arms around her and held her against his chest in a firm but gentle embrace, “You didn't.”
‘You’re distracted.’ he murmured further. “It takes time for one’s silent awareness to become an afterthought. It takes time for it to be as natural as breathing or walking.”
“I've mostly fought and done dangerous activities on desert planets. It only takes the slide of feet, quiet breathing, following the opposite side of the wind, and avoiding the sun.
Ben slowly let her go and they walked side by side. Their arms brushing one another. They were walking so closely together that taking a step without almost tripping over each other’s feet was hard to avoid, but they somehow managed.
Their unclasped hands brushed together without a thought. Their pinkies twirling around one another in a familiar dance.
The feeling made her at ease.
When else could they be this close? They couldn’t see one another, but the trade off was more than pleasant.
It was alluring, exciting, tempting, and addictive.
Where else could he lay her down in the grass and climb on top of her without worry? Where else could they breathe in one another’s air?
When else could she run her hands through his hair as she pleased? Taking her time, running her hands forwards,and backwards, in slow circles and patterns as he lay his head on her chest? Until she found the right stroke or touch that left him humming her favorite song for only her ears to hear.
Where else could he lick into her mouth and devour her until her lungs screamed and bribed with a need for air so great? That even once he broke that first painful kiss he stole several more in between each gasp of breath. Leaving her more and more desperate with each one. Which one did she need more? Him or air?
She would never tire of the full weight of his body on hers. The warmth he exuded. The feeling of his heart beat in hers. She clawed his shirt off his back, and he equally swept off the tank she had on. Despite the warm heat of the night and it’s lifeless breeze, they wanted more.
Needed it.
They needed to feel each others skin. Ben needed to kiss every nook and curve, each bump and scar of hers in the dark. When he found the one along her collar he bit down on it after licking it, and she cried out into the night air.
It was his favorite.
“Why do you love that one so much?” She panted.
“If what made that mark had took you, we wouldn’t be here now. I wouldn’t be able to do this” he kissed down Amirya’s body and forced her legs over his shoulders with such great force and quickness she couldn’t comprehend, “or this.” He licked into her, spreading her open with his tounge.
Lapping into her as if the wet essence of Amiyra was the only thing he needed as if she were the last drink he needed else he died…. As if it could fix him.
He meant every word.
She could tell he meant every word. With any normal man she would have found the time to tease him for it. She would have written it off as something sweet to say in a tender moment, but not Ben.. he was serious. More serious than most.
Ben was as serious as another Mandalorian man you had met and it haunted her.
She still dreamed of Din.
She still thought of the moment they shared, the promises he made to her. The phantom feeling of his hands on her body were growing weaker and weaker. It was a ghost of a memory she wouldn’t let stop haunting her.
Even now as Ben fulfilled every need she had, she couldn’t shake the thought of him.
Even as he licked her clit just the right way and pumped his strong thick fingers into her with abandon. Stroking and curling at just the right angle, filling her whole and completely.
She though of the promises Din had made. How he was filled with such conviction when he said them.
What was he waiting for?
Did he still mean it? Were they strong and solid? Did he hold them tightly to his chest as he attended to whatever business he did as king? Was he simply just tooo busy?
Or was she a long and forgotten memory? Not a ghost or thought, but scattered in the wind.
A dust he let sprinkle through the air once he made it back into his world.
As she came on Bens toug with a cry, she made a silent plea for Din.
She prayed to the maker he’d keep their promises strong enough for Din to taste them. That he wouldn’t let them settle into a dust of regret.
She prayed he’d keep his promise.
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cupid and psyche. | manda’lor!din djarin au (part three)
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Abstract: He was at her side in a moment, kneeling by her, careful not to bump into her. He tugged his gloves off hastily, his palm quickly finding her cheek - clammy, cold - and then, quickly, the pulse point on her neck. She was cold everywhere, and her heart was jumping in her chest, irregular beats that echoed through Din’s head: one-two-three, one-two, one-two-three.
He’d listened to her heart that night, his head resting on her chest as they regained their breaths - how it remained quick for a while, but regular, one-two, one-two, one-two; and then, bit by bit, how it had slowed down, a gentle song that almost lulled him to sleep, right there on the grass, with her hands in his hair and her body still wrapped around him, one two, one two.
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Content: (go to the series masterlist for the full list of cw); she/her pronouns and gendered terms used, she’s refered to as “cyar” (love in mando’a) but there are no physical descriptions nor is her real name ever used; mostly fluff but also angst, mentions of illness and fainting, allusions to death
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The Manda’lor moved through his palace like a spirit.
He avoided the gardens, because he knew Love lingered there along with the memories, the hurt, the feeling of her skin under his hands - that same feeling he had to push out of his head at night, when he tossed and turned and the desire for her burned him. Her voice echoed in his mind throughout the day, making him feel distracted, disconnected; he thought he saw her in every corner.
Not even being with Grogu could distract him - the little kid would spend the day repeating Cyar, Cyar like a plea, asking for her when he was with his father. It drove Din insane, and he had no one to blame but himself.
Yet it was done.
The engagement broken, the letter sent - shall she wish to remain on Mandalore, she would be my guest for as long as she desires. He hadn’t written that, tasked someone else to do it for him because he couldn’t bring himself to do it. Couldn’t write the words I do not wish to marry your daughter. Lies had come easily to him his whole life - not this one.
He wanted to - so desperately he wanted to go back to her and apologize for lashing out, for not listening to her. He wanted to get on his knees for her and hold her and ask her to never leave, to stay with him, to look at him. Yet he took all he wanted and tucked it away in a hidden corner of his mind, letting his anger - at himself, at the whole situation - overpower him.
Loneliness had wrapped its hands around Din’s neck and was squeezing tighter each passing day - each time he thought he saw a glimpse of her, his throat closed up and he froze, looking and looking and looking until he knew for certain it wasn’t her (and was she avoiding him, too? Was that the reason why it was only the ghost of her that he saw?) and moved on, a little dizzy, a little out of breath.
They all noticed. Cara and Fennec would roll their eyes, the first calling him an idiot under her breath and the latter shaking her head in tandem. Karga went on and on and on about it, wondering what had happened, why he was sulking, why Cyar seemed to have vanished despite they knew she was still there, and would there be a wedding, would there be a ceremony, would, would, would -
The only one who said nothing was Boba Fett. He’d been the one Din had asked to write the letter for her father, and had said nothing about it even then, simply arching an eyebrow in his direction before getting to work.
They would all be gone in a month or so, back to their roles, to their jobs, to their lives - and then Din would truly be alone.
“Something happened between the two of you,” it wasn’t a question, but Fett was careful to say it with just a hint of uncertainty, some room for doubt. He sat on the other side of Din’s desk, two fully armored men in a room where the biggest threat was a paper knife, and rested his helmet on the seat beside him. “Bo-Katan said you were distracted during your last trip. That you seemed to be more homesick than ever.”
Homesick, Din thought ruefully. Mandalore was his place, his reign, his new life - but it didn’t feel like home. How could a place feel like home to someone that had never had one? Always on the move, always leaving things behind - the closest thing he’d had to a home was the Razor Crest, and now -
Now, he thought, home was not a place, not a planet. It was a hand on his arm and a weight against his side and a sweet voice calling his name. 
“You manage to get off each other’s throats long enough to speak about me?” he scoffed, glancing in Fett’s direction. “It doesn’t matter. It’s over now.”
“So something did happen.” “It doesn’t matter,” he insisted. Perhaps if he insisted long enough it would become true, her ghost would vanish, and he’d manage to forget the taste of her mouth, of her skin. He shook his head, pushing the image away.
“You can try to fool the others, Mando, but you should remember I was the one who made her come here,” he’d almost forgotten - he frowned underneath the helmet.
“Why did you?” he wondered then, and Fett chuckled lightly, shaking his head as if to say took you long enough to ask.
“The letters you saw were from her father, but there were others - between her and I,” he spoke calmly, and Din felt himself straighten up in his seat, paying closer attention to his words. “She’s a brilliant woman, but most of all she was gentle. And, surprisingly enough, she never spoke of herself - for someone whose beauty is praised throughout the whole Galaxy, I almost expected her to be vain.”
“She’s not,” he blurted out, defensively, and Fett chuckled, an amused look in his eyes.
“No, she isn’t. I thought that was who you needed.” “Someone who’s not self-centered?” Din scoffed again, averting his gaze even though Fett could not see him.
“Someone kind,” he corrected. “For a moment, with your being so hostile to the idea I almost thought it would be pointless - then, a week after you met her, you already seemed a changed man.”
“I wasn’t -” all he needed was a look from the other man to shut himself up, biting his tongue. “Still - as I said, it’s over now. It doesn’t matter.”
“Doesn’t it?” Fett tilted his head just slightly, squinting before he sighed. He got up from his seat and recovered his helmet, holding it underneath his arm as he walked towards the door. “By the way, I did not send the letter.”
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“Lord Mandalore?” a mere, fearful whisper coming from the door made him look up. A young maid was standing a step outside the room, twisting her hands with a worried look in her eyes. She looked vaguely familiar, Din thought - but then again, everyone in that place did. “My apologies, sir, I did not want to bother you, I just -”
“What is it?” her eyes darted around the room as he spoke, attempting to find something else to focus on that wasn’t him. He was constantly reminded about the fact people found him intimidating, someone to fear, someone to obey. Almost everyone did.
“Something happened and I did not know who else to call,” the woman turned her head to look down the corridor, as if waiting to see someone else pop up and aid her.
“What -” he started again, slower.
“It’s the princess,” she blurted out, interrupting him, and before she could even start the next sentence Din was on his feet, walking around the desk and reaching her with quick strides. Her eyes widened as she took a step back, even though the distance between them was great before speaking up again in a quick ramble. “She wasn’t feeling well this morning - actually, she hasn’t felt alright for a few days now, but said it was nothing and then -”
“Can you tell me where she is? I’ll take care of it,” Din urged, because he couldn’t retain a single word of what she was saying - all he knew was that something had happened to Cyar, and his head was spinning, his heart beating faster.
“She’s in the gardens, by the fountain. I didn’t -”
He did not hear the rest, running past her and towards the gardens he’d been avoiding for days - just to be sure he’d not run into Cyar. He’d been so careful, taking a painful step back from being around her because he knew that, the moment he looked at her again, he was going to want to hold her, kiss her, peel the layers off himself for her.
He would admit he’d made a mistake, closing himself off all over again like that. He would ask for her forgiveness, would tell her anything she wanted to know because he wanted her to know him - he needed her to know him. He needed her.
Fett had been right.
Cyar lay on the grass the same way he’d found her multiple times before - slightly twisted to the side, her dress (silver this time, capturing the rays of the sun and painting her in a warm light) spread around her, one hand resting across her chest, the other at her side, her eyes closed. She looked as if she’d only fallen asleep.
But her face was ashen, her lips dry and chapped, and deep, dark circles surrounded her eyes, her chest moved slowly, her breaths shallow, her fingers twitching slightly above her collarbones, and Din felt his heart drop.
He was at her side in a moment, kneeling by her, careful not to bump into her. He tugged his gloves off hastily, his palm quickly finding her cheek - clammy, cold - and then, quickly, the pulse point on her neck. She was cold everywhere, and her heart was jumping in her chest, irregular beats that echoed through Din’s head: one-two-three, one-two, one-two-three.
He’d listened to her heart that night, his head resting on her chest as they regained their breaths - how it remained quick for a while, but regular, one-two, one-two, one-two; and then, bit by bit, how it had slowed down, a gentle song that almost lulled him to sleep, right there on the grass, with her hands in his hair and her body still wrapped around him, one two, one two.
“Cyar?” Din felt dizzy just looking at her like that, reaching to cradle her face. “Sweetheart, can you hear me?” her head was heavy in his hands, eyelids trembling. Holding her head, he reached back and tugged on his cape, harsh, hastily placing it over her in a futile attempt to warm her up.
It had been a while since Din had felt that type of panic mount in him, pushing the air out of his lungs fully. He did not know what to do, he looked at her, so frail-looking, and didn’t know how to help her. It was breaking his heart, all over again.
Slow and delicate, he picked her up - one arm behind her legs, the other behind her shoulders, careful to pillow her head and hold it against his shoulder so it would not loll back and to not let his cape slide off of her. His fingers cradling the nape of her neck, he felt her curl against him, a shaky exhale leaving her.
“Okay, it’s alright,” he cooed, a half-whisper mostly for himself. “I’ve got you, I’ve got you.” 
He repeated so, over and over again, I’ve got you, I’ve got you, all the way to his office, hoping, praying someone would be there.
Right at the door, with the same maid that had alerted him, Fennec and Cara were trying to speak to her when they noticed him hurrying back, their eyes widening upon taking in the limp form of the princess.
“I need help. Please.”
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For two days, the Manda’lor did not leave her side.
No matter how hard people tried to coax him out of his room - where he’d insisted they carried her, because it was closer and he could keep an eye on her that way -, he wouldn’t budge. After she got out of the bacta tank, he sat at her bedside in silence, observing the tiny shifts on her face, the color returning to her cheeks hour by hour, her breath evening out.
Still, she slept. Only one time she opened her eyes, hazy and glossed over, looked at him - though he wasn’t sure she actually saw him - and then went right back to sleep, an unintelligible whisper on her lips. Meanwhile, he would pace, nibble at the food the others had sent over for him, pace again, look over at her.
The maid - Xiran, he learned, through the turmoil in his head - had told him she hadn’t slept properly for weeks, had gone a couple of days without sleep altogether, without remembering to eat unless someone told her to. She was barely in her room, rather pacing the halls and, most of all, the gardens. Day and night she would stay there until someone brought her back in. She had been turning into the ghost he saw at each corner, slipping away from herself.
Din reclined back on his chair with a heavy sigh, his eyes falling shut for a few moments, arm crossed over his chest - he was tired, worried, his head hurt, but he’d barely gotten any sleep since she’d started occupying his bed. She needed time to recover, he repeated himself, time, time, time -
The covers rustled and he looked up to see her stir, whole body stretching and shifting under the blankets over her, a low hum leaving her locked lips before she blinked her eyes open, slowly, attempting to take in the unfamiliar space. She looked at the high ceiling, at the big windows, the covers wrapped around her and the bed she was in. Then, she turned her head towards the man at her side.
The glaze had vanished from her eyes, sleepy but lucid, and he almost sobbed out his relief, leaning towards her with an exhale as a frown took over her features.
“Who are you?” she croaked out, shying away from his touch. For a moment - a long, agonizing moment - Din felt fear grip his throat, panic rising in him all over again. Had something happened? Could she not recognize him? Was she hurt?
And then he realized.
He wasn’t wearing his armor. He wasn’t wearing his helmet.
For the first time he stood barefaced in front of her, showing her that part of him that for so long had been hidden away, that no one but his child truly knew - and she had no idea who he was, no hint as to who was this man standing beside her. To her, he was a stranger.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, because those were the only words he found himself being able to form. Her face opened up in surprise - lips parting, eyes widening, eyebrows arching. She shifted back towards him, her head tilted over the pillow.
“Din?” there was timor in her whispered question, her hand grazing the blanket as she reached for him. “It’s you? Where’s your helmet? What happened?”
Slowly, he let his hand slide into hers, fingers interlocking, skin against skin - she was still mildly cold, and he scooted closer to wrap both hands around hers, attempting to warm her up a little more. Her eyes, more and more awake as the moments ticked by, wandered across his face, perplexed and curious. She moved onto her side, getting closer, taking in every inch of exposed skin.
“You exhausted yourself,” he felt his own voice raspy, forced himself to clear his throat as he moved from the chair and ultimately kneeled by the bed, arms resting at her side as he looked up at her. “Passed out in front of Xiran - she came to get me. My room was the closest.”
A blush crept across her cheeks, and her gaze flickered away for a moment, as if ashamed - then, curiosity pulled it back towards Din’s face. She reached over with her free hand, tentatively, the tip of her fingers brushing the unruly curls on his forehead. She moved down across the bridge of his nose, lingering on the tip before resting her palm against his cheek, cupping it with tenderness, eyes shimmering.
“What were you thinking?” he whispered then, his breath fanning over the skin of her wrist as he gave a gentle squeeze to her hand still trapped between his. “You weren’t sleeping, nor eating, you - Cyar, I was losing you.”
“No,” a whimper as she shook her head before pushing her elbow into the mattress and lifting her torso. She leaned in, the position far from looking comfortable as she rested her forehead against his, the motion familiar, welcomed. Din inhaled, a shaky breath caught in his throat as he closed his eyes and basked in the feeling. “I’m sorry, I was - I’m sorry.”
“Oh, you have nothing to be sorry for, sweet girl, I’m -” she was shaking her head again before he even finished the sentence.
“No, listen to me,” she dropped her hand underneath his chin, shifting back enough to tip his head back a little and make him look at her. “I shouldn’t have asked you that - I trust you. I trusted you with or without the helmet, and I’m sorry, I need you to know that I am,” her thumb grazed his bottom lip, gaze softer, pleading. “You didn’t have to take it off for me. I’m sorry I asked - I should’ve known better.”
“You didn’t ask me to take it off,” he retorted, moving one of his hands from hers up her arm. “You have nothing to apologize for. I decided to do that, alright? I did want you to see me.”
“You disappeared,” there was a tremble in her voice as she grew teary-eyed. “You disappeared, Din. I looked for you and I waited for you and you disappeared,” breath uneven, she looked away from him at last, blinking rapidly to push back the tears. “If you want me to go, I will but don’t - don’t disappear again, please, I can’t bear it, I just -”
“Hey, it’s okay, it’s alright,” Din could feel his heart shatter at the growing sorrow in her voice, and he clutched her hand, squeezing it, grounding her. “Cyar, I don’t want you to go anywhere. I want you here, with me.”
The admission fell easily from his tongue. He’d thought about it over and over again, sitting at her bedside. He’d kept an eye on the rising and falling of her chest and realized there was no point in keeping on lying to himself - he needed her, wanted her to stay with him.
He shifted at her side, bringing himself nearer as he guided her to lie back, hand moving from her arm to her face, gently brushing the hair from her face, lingering across her warming cheek. Her eyes closed, lips parting in a shaky exhale.
“I hoped that by keeping my distance you’d decide to not stay, that if I pretended to be indifferent then the decision would come easier, because I thought -” he hesitated, her eyes fluttering open as he caressed her head. “I thought I’d never be able to give you what you need, what you deserve.”
“Din,” he noticed her gaze linger on his mouth as he spoke, following its shape, its movements, and he licked his lips when she called his name. She cupped his cheek, the tip of her fingers scratching against his unkept beard. “You made me feel like I could just exist - that’s all I ever wanted and needed,” with a sigh, she shifted lower until his face hovered hers, still rubbing her thumb over his jaw. “You already gave me everything, and I love -” a shaky breath, “I love… I love you.”
Her whisper caressed Din’s lips, their gazes locked as the words hung between them - there was nothing heavy in her confession. On the contrary, she suddenly felt lighter. Calmer. A little, involuntary smile quirked up the corners of her mouth.
“I love you,” she repeated, the words as easy as they were true. “And retain you within my heart, as if you were mine own spirit or Love itself.”
How ironic, Din thought, to hear those words when he’d spent the past months looking at her as if she were Love itself, when she was the one newly named Cyar, and the name suited her such.
“The Mandalorian who adopted me belonged to a smaller group - they’re called Children of the Watch,” he spoke slowly, somewhere between wanting to shy away from her and never stop looking at her. As soon as she grasped his words, her eyebrows arched, face opening up with curiosity. “They broke away from Mandalorian society to follow the Way of the Mandalore. Before meeting Bo-Katan, I didn’t know it wasn’t the same for most Mandalorians. And I still find it odd, taking the helmet off - I spent most of my life with it on, more years hiding underneath it than without. It’s no longer tradition as much as it is habit.”
“Are they here? On Mandalore?” she questioned tentatively, and when Din shook his head she looked at the curls falling against his forehead, nibbling at her bottom lip as she reached for him.
It felt so surreal, being able to see and touch him like this - as if she hadn’t woken up just yet. But the weight of his hand on hers, the gentle touches on her head making her eyelids feel heavy all over again, the scent of him pervading her senses - that felt real. Tangible. He did.
“As far as I’m aware of, there’s only two of them now - and they don’t recognize me as Manda’lor,” she frowned lightly. “They don’t think of me as Mandalorian anymore, because I removed my helmet for Grogu before. Twice, actually,” he leaned in then, the tip of his nose brushing hers as a smile spread across her lips again. “Never regretted it.”
“Not even now?” both hands at the sides of his face, she let her thumbs rub small circles over his cheekbones, the slight scratch of his stubble on her pads making her believe more and more that she was awake.
“Absolutely not,” he shook his head again and, bracing his arms at each side of hers, sat next to her on the bed, his head still bowed towards hers. “I told myself I didn’t want to marry, that I didn’t need it, but really I was scared - still am. Because I don’t think I ever needed someone as much as I need you,” he got closer still, nuzzling her nose with his as he lowered his voice furthermore. “I never thought I’d fall for you, not like this, but the thought of being without you has been driving me insane.”
“Din,” his name was a murmur through her smile, hands coming down to stroke his jaw. “Are you asking me to marry you?”
“If you’ll have me,” he nodded.
Instead of replying, she brought one hand behind his head, using it for leverage - half pulling him down, half pushing herself up, until their lips connected. A sense of relief washed over Din, his eyes closing at the contact, leaning in, in, in, until she was resting against the pillows again, and still he kissed her, and she kissed him, slow and gentle, savoring each moment as if it were the first and they were rediscovering each other, over and over again.
He shifted above the covers, one of his knees nudging her side as he held himself above her, doing his best to not weigh on her as her hand trailed down the back of his head, his neck, a gentle scratch over his skin before she moved over his shirt, tracing his shoulder blades as she parted her lips for him. His skin burned where she touched him for the first time, the new feeling making him dizzy.
He indulged in it a little longer, the taste of her getting to his head as well, before forcefully pulling himself back, both hands braced at the sides of her head - if he dared to touch her, there would be no coming back, he knew. He’d be fully lost in the feeling of her, not knowing how to come back to himself. A quiet gasp left her lips at the loss of contact, her hand stilling against his back, the other curling at his jaw.
She looked up at him, lips reddened while still a bit chapped, her eyes wide, pupils dilated and brow knit closer, somewhere between pleading and confused. Still, she took the time to watch him again, hand opening at the side of his face and thumb swiping across his plush mouth. He left a quick peck against her pad that made her smile softly.
“You need to eat something,” he cleared his throat, forcing his gaze away from her mouth. Tentatively, he reached for her cheek, brushing it gently - she leaned into his touch right away, eyes never leaving him. “Regain your strength.”
All the times she’d seen him with the armor on and he’d felt like she could see right through him were nothing like that moment - she was looking at him, openly and unabashedly, and the dread Did expected just wasn’t there. He felt, for lack of better words, comfortable. Like it was meant to be as such. As if his face had been made for her to gaze upon only.
“You’re so expressive,” she whispered, sounding almost incredulous. Her hand moved from his back and she reached for his forehead instead, tip of her finger grazing the spot between his eyebrows, ticklish. Din scrunched up his nose instinctively, and her smile widened, lips still parted, her eyes shimmering. “Darling,” a breath against his mouth as she rested both hands on his cheeks again. “Can you just lie here for a few minutes?”
Din nodded, leaning in again to kiss the tip of her nose, between her brows, lingering a moment longer against her forehead before moving at her side, tucking one hand underneath the pillow while the other draped across her chest, fingers wrapping around her shoulder.
Cyar turned her head to keep looking at him, one hand resting on his, the other reaching for his face once again in a messy tangle of limbs. With a butterfly touch, she traced his features - she started at his forehead, drawing around the curls resting on his skin, then down across his brow and around his eyes, down the bridge of his nose, lingering for a moment on the tip.
Din tipped his chin up then, kissing her wrist briefly, drawing another smile out of her, eyes crinkling at the corners before she lowered her hand, thumb tracing the shape of his lips slowly, the same way he had done that night in the garden - the air didn’t feel as charged, this time. He melted under her touch, and she dragged it on as much as possible.
Later on, they’d have to call staff to come over and bring food. They’d bicker over calling someone to help her dress, settling on him being the one to do that, and she wouldn’t shy away from his gaze. They’d walk slowly towards Din’s office, where someone constantly stayed back to await news, arms linked. They’d meet Grogu and he’d hop alongside them, babbling nonsense that made the princess smile. They’d announce the wedding, and Fett would only say I told you so.
Later on - but in that moment, it was just the two of them, the whole Galaxy reduced to a world of two, of gentle touches, of soft kisses, of tranquility found only in each other.
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Love found him in the gardens, right by the fountain.
Mandalorian weddings never demanded a big audience, a big ceremony - most times, it was just two people in a room, a few words, and that was it. Married life began.
So they went back to where it had all started, and as the sun rose painting the world golden, she appeared between the flowers in a soft, simple white dress, face covered by a white veil, and Grogu hopping alongside her, happy squeals coming from him. Underneath his helmet, Din’s cheeks hurt as he smiled.
Even before she’d reached his side, her arms were extended towards him, palms up towards the sky - he met her halfway, his hands falling into hers and pulling her close enough the veil rustled over his armor. Through the lace, he saw her beam, the only half hidden shimmer in her eyes.
“No second thoughts?” soft-voiced, she guided his hands to her waist, freeing her own to reach up and hold his helmet, beskar cold against her palms. Beside them, Grogu climbed the edge of the fountain, getting himself as high as possible to look at the pair, a single teal flower secured in his tiny hand.
“No,” his voice was firm in spite of the fluttering of his heart, and he slightly bowed his head towards hers, careful this time to not let their foreheads touch. His hands brushed over the soft fabric of her dress, from her hips to her back, holding her firmly against him. “No turning back now - I’m not letting you go.”
Tightening her grip, slowly and surely, she took the helmet off of his head. Grogu cooed at the sight of his father’s curls falling around his head, a happy noise that mimicked the clad expression on Cyar’s face - she liked looking at him the most at night, when they spoke softly tucked away in a place made all for themselves, the moonlight casting its glow across his skin, his face, his shoulders, his chest, and she chased it with her lips.
In the morning light, Din’s dark eyes were shining, wide and soft as he gazed back at her. As always, she let her fingers linger over his skin, across his cheek and jaw - would he ever grow tired of her touch, he wondered? It did not seem fathomable.
When he picked the helmet from her hand, she dropped her arms at each side of her, following his movements as he placed it down by the fountain, right in front of Grogu - she watched the man and child look at each other, Din’s gaze softening furthermore at the kid’s happy noises, his free hand reaching up to touch his face as well. Under her adoring gaze, Din ducked down towards his child.
When he straightened back up, his face was slightly flushed, and his mouth split open in a smile - she didn’t know how often he’d smiled before, how bright it used to be, but during the days that had lead to that moment, she’d watched his smile grow bit by bit, had tried anything she could to gain one after the other after the other. She could never get enough of it, never enough of him.
Din undid the straps of his gloves next, doing his best not to rush through it, despite the tingling in his palms, his skin begging for her. Half-way through the process, she helped him, tugging gently at the leather until it slid over his knuckles, exposing his calloused fingers, always so soft when touching her, when her lips brushed over them or wrapped around them.
He handed the gloves to Grogu, who was all too happy to throw them inside the fountain, water splashing with a resounding noise that broke the last bit of tension built between them with a laugh.
Warm hands reached down the space left between their bodies, fingers wrapping around the edge of her veil, the fabric singing and rustling under his touch as, careful and slow, he lifted it up and away from her face. Cyar blinked rapidly at the unfiltered morning light, and Din let his gaze wander across her warm, flushed cheeks, down to her mouth, further down to her neck, to the pendant hanging from it.
The beskar Mudhorn captured the light and shimmered against her skin, a smaller reproduction of the signet on his armor and stitched on Grogu’s clothes. A clan changing, expanding, the symbol of her belonging held close to her heart.
He cupped her cheeks, holding her face in his hands as he leaned in and brushed his lips on hers - just a peck, just a taste, an indulgence for himself.
“I’ve missed you tonight,” he whispered, and felt her skin warm under his touch. “We’ve spent every other night before together, Din,” she pointed out, hand coming up to rest against the back of his - her soft palm cupping his hard knuckles, thumb stroking his calloused fingers. “One night apart hasn’t killed you.”
“No,” he agreed, gently nudging her chin to draw her closer again, chasing another kiss. “But it made me think about all the other nights we’ll spend together from now on,” he added then, a breath against her smiling lips. “All the other days, too.”
Cyar pulled back, her hand wrapping around his fingers to gently pry his hand from her face. She turned his palm up, then bowed her head to kiss the softer skin there, lips moving down until she ghosted the pulse point on his wrist while gazing up at him.
“Mhi solus tome,” a murmur on his skin, the jolt of his heart in reaction to her words under her lips. “Mhi solus dar'tome.”
If not for Grogu’s chirrup, Din would’ve been too enthralled by the way Mando’a rolled off her tongue to focus on anything else but her mouth, her eyes, would’ve let the moment go by quietly, his thumb stroking the side of her hand. But the child’s presence made him realize it was happening, and that the pause was his cue.
“Mhi solus tome. Mhi solus dar’tome,” he repeated, pushing his fingers under her chin, guiding her head back up. “Mhi me'dinui an,” he added then as her hand fell to wrap around his wrist, still feeling his pulse while hanging onto him.
It was happening, it was real.
“Mhi me’dinui an,” she echoed and, after a lingering moment, her gaze fell down towards Grogu. The kid squealed and waved the flower eagerly, hopping on the spot - her cheeks ached, as did Din’s chest looking at them. “Mhi ba'juri verde.”
“Mhi ba’juri verde,” he said, eyes moving from one to the other. He remained on Cyar’s at last, her eyes shimmering as she stepped as close as it could get, standing toe-to-toe with him as her fingers wrapped around the edge of his chest-plate, pulling him gently down. “Ni kar'tayli gar darasuum,” he whispered then against her smiling mouth.
The kiss was short lived, him parting his lips for her and her pulling back right away, a shimmer in her eyes as she rested her hand against Din’s chest, the beskar covering where his heart would be.
“I have something else to say,” she announced, and left a quick peck against the corner of his lips before taking half a step back. He watched her, a slight confusion knitting his brow, his hands missing the feeling of her body in them right away.
She turned towards the fountain, one step in its direction until she stood right in front of Grogu and crouched down. The dress pooled around her, her position reminding him of that first day, that first meeting - how lucky he felt in that moment, knowing this was going to be his life going forward.
She extended her hand towards the child and, forgoing the flower, he grabbed her index and thumb into his tiny hands, holding onto her as he rocked forward, ears twitching and big, warm eyes fixed on her.
“Ni kyr'tayli gai sa'ad,” she told him through a smile, head slightly bowed, and at her words Grogu gave a shrill squeal, ears flapping. I know your name as my child, the same words Din had said to him once they’d settled down on Mandalore, the promise of making their lives better while remaining together.
“Cyr-a,” he jumped up and down, up and down, unrestrained giggling as her whole posture relaxed, quiet laughter in response to his excitement making her shoulders shake. And then, hopping down in front of her, still holding onto her hand, “Buir,” he called her. Mom.
Din’s heart had been mending itself night after night at her side, day after day with Grogu - in that exact moment, he felt it swell with joy, intact and happy at last. He kneeled down at her side, leaning in to kiss her head from above the veil, his arm snaking around her waist to hold her close.
There it was, all that he’d ever need - his clan of three.
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the sentence “And retain you within my heart, as if you were mine own spirit or Love itself" is a direct translation from the text of the original myth, using "love" instead of "cupid" mandalorian wedding vows translation: we are one when together, we are one when parted, we will share all, we will raise warriors. "ni kar'tayli gar darasuum" means "i love you", the sentence describes the eternal bond between two people, a lifelong love (from "kar'tayli" - to know, to hold in the heart)
thank you thank you thank you to whoever read this story and commented and shared it, it really really means a lot to me, and i'm glad you enjoyed it. thank you especially to @lcvenderblues​ for supporting me and bearing with me before, during and after its creation
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Stow Away
Chapter 3: Hiding in Plain Sight
A tense day on Nevarro followed by an evening with a different kind of tension. Is she crossing a line or is he?
Warnings: NSFW, NSFT, mentions of trauma, PTSD, crying, cursing, voyeurism, masturbation
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A/N: So I changed up a few things in this chapter. First, it explores third person omniscient territory, giving us a glimpse into our Mando's thoughts as well as the MC. From here on out I intend to include more glimpses into his mind and emotions as well.
Second, finally diving into some smut. I'm excited for that, but I am also a complete plot-whore so it's definitely going to be plot with porn.
And last but not least, I have officially given the MC a name. I hadn't intended on naming her, but I couldn't help it, it just kind of happened.
Hope you enjoy and I look for to seeing you all next week for chapter 4!
It had been awhile since he left. He took the kid with him so she has the whole ship to herself. She searched around for a good hiding spot, which there really weren’t any. Then she had a brilliant idea. She rooted around in her sack and pulled out her hooded cowl and engineer goggles.
Perfect.
She removed a panel on the outside of the Crest and began to do idle busy work. She tucked her hair completely into the hood and pulled the mask up, with the goggles covering the remaining exposed portion of her face no distinguishable features were left visible. She was deep in the panel when two bounty hunters approached the ship.
“What’re you doing here?” The taller one asked, resting a hand on his blaster.
“Workin',” she kept her words short. “You?”
He laughed gruffly, “Workin’”
The two men boarded the Crest. Her hand was violently shaking, but she hid it by throwing them back into work. The two reappeared a minute later, with the carbonite slabs floating gracefully between them. 
“Enjoy your 'work' little lady,” the other said, his voice making her skin crawl.
She swallowed hard and nodded to them. The nod made a small strand of hair peek out from the hood. Her hair was truly her most recognizable feature, it was colored to look like a nabooian sunset, a gradient from purple to orange. The small strand was a blaring siren, begging to be noticed, but lucky for her they’re backs were already turned to her. She quickly tucked the strand back in and shoved her head into the ship compartment. Once their gravelly footsteps receded, she hustled back onto the ship and closed the ramp behind her. Her heart was hammering in her chest, and she crumpled to the cold floor, allowing her emotions to pour out. A sob echoed through the quiet hull. She let her tears flow. Mando didn’t remind her of him. But those men, those hunters did. After the tears slowed she took a few deep breaths. Just in time too, because the gangplank lowered, and the Mandalorian boarded the ship. She wiped away at her eyes, hoping her breakdown wasn’t too apparent on her face.
It was.
Mando noticed immediately. Her nose was pink, her eyes were swollen and red. Her cheeks still had faint tear stains on them. He felt a protectiveness come over him. He wanted to ask who had done this to her. He wanted to make them pay. More than anything he wanted to pull her in and make her feel okay. All of this ran through his head as he simply stood there, staring at her.
She can never know. He warned himself.
“H–How’d it go?” She asked, wanting to break the silence.
“The usual.” His voice sounded so distant. Realistically, he was just lost in thought.
“The…usual?” she questioned.
“Got my payment. Got more bounties.”
“Ah. The usual. Got it.” She began to walk towards her cot, but he stopped her in her tracks with his next words.
“I brought food.”
“You… brought food?” She echoed.
He silently held up a satchel, burstin with assorted produce and meats.
“You brought food.” She said once more, feeling a sense of safety nudge at her heart.
He handed her the satchel, and she examined it closely.
“Hmm… I know exactly what to make from this,” and she left for the galley. He remained cemented to the spot. Silently swearing to himself to learn why she had been crying and to never let it happen again.
A few hours later, they were in orbit of Nevarro and she was putting the finishing touches on a roast. They hadn’t spoken since he had given her the food, she had plunged herself into cooking. It was mostly an attempt to recover from the flashbacks of earlier, and it mostly worked. 
She shouted out of the galley up at the cockpit, “Food’s ready! Come get it while it’s hot!” 
She fixed the three of them plates, and set one plate down at the spot he usually sat in. She and Grogu took the seat that they had been in before, their backs to the seat he would take. Grogu was already finished by the time she heard Mando’s boots hit the floor. She had, unwittingly, waited for him to start eating. She heard his helmet depressurize and she started to eat her meal with him. She nearly choked when she heard a sound from where the Mandalorian sat. He had taken a bite and moaned. He kriffing moaned, and it made her freeze completely. She couldn’t see it, but he had frozen too. Shocked by his own involuntary noise. He knew she had heard it, because he heard her gag on her food. Heat crossed his face and he was never more thankful for the Creed than in that moment.
They ate the remainder of the food in complete silence. He collected the plates when they were finished, and she put the now sleeping child to bed. She was closing the crib when he reappeared. His visor was fixed on her and it sent a shiver through her body.
“I liked it.” He spoke abruptly.
“Hmm?” She asked as she slumped back down into her seat.
“The food. I liked it.”
“I bet.” The tease slipped out before she could process what she was saying. Her whole body tensed.
“What was that?” He asked, taking a step toward her.
She stood and moved backward, “N–nothing. I’m glad you liked it.” The nerves caused her voice to quiver slightly.
He stalked closer. “That’s not what you said.”
She tried to turn, wanting to hide in the 'fresher, but his hand snatched her wrist and pulled her to the wall. Pinning her between him and the cool durasteel. Her heart was thundering in her ears. She should have felt scared but this was different. Less threatening. Probably because he wasn’t holding a blaster to her this time.
“What. Did. You. Say.” He was impossibly close now. He smelled like her blanket.
No… she thought, the blanket smells like him.
She steadied herself for a moment and committed to the teasing.
“I said, ‘I bet.’ As in I bet you liked my cooking. At least it sure sounded like you were enjoying it.”
He hovered for a moment. He was contemplating something. She assumed he was debating whether to smack her for taunting him or not. In reality he was contemplating her. Her body. Her face. How good she would feel when he– 
Stop!
His internal voice screamed. And he finally released her, quickly leaving for his bunk. The door hissed shut behind him before she even had a chance to move. She slid to the floor. She was dazed and confused by the bizarre interaction that had just occured between her and the Mandalorian. He didn't seem angry. In fact he had seemed... Excited. A heat settled low in her body, which she elected to ignore.
That's absurd. No way was that what had been happening.
She shook the thoughts out of her head and finally stood up from the floor. She still wanted to shower before bed. The scent of ash and smoke was clinging to her hair and she craved the scent of the soap. She didn't take long, focusing mainly on her hair. She stepped out into the hull and the quiet was deafening. All she could hear was the soft breathing of the child on the other side and... She froze.
She heard a moan. Before tonight she wouldn't have been able to place it but now she knew exactly what she was hearing. She was planted to the spot. Not moving. Not breathing.
Another moan ripped through the quiet.
Her eyes found his door, lit dimly by the light of the refresher. The warmth she had felt earlier returned, this time it was less bearable. Her body moved without her willing it to, and she found herself in front of his door. She wasn't sure what she was doing there. This was a private moment. An intimate moment she wasn't supposed to bear witness to, yet she couldn't keep herself from listening. She chewed her lip for a moment and wrestled with herself internally.
After a moment of contemplation, she pressed her ear to the door. She wanted to hear more. His moans were hot and it had been so long since she had been a part of anyone's pleasure, so she indulged.
The moaning was expected, as were the whispered curses. What she hadn't expected was what he groaned out as his orgasm slammed into him.
"Jomira..."
She stumbled back. That was her name. He was moaning her name. Her heart raced as she rushed back to her cot and quickly climbed under the covers. His voice echoed in her mind.
Impossible. I just imagined it. That's all. Still...
She pressed her thighs together. Her arousal had reached a fever pitch and it was becoming a problem. She reached over and shut the child's crib. Then she slipped her hand below her waist band. She was soaked. Her pussy. Her thighs. Imagined or not, he had an effect on her that she could not deny.
She pressed her middle finger to her swollen bundle, working it in slow, precise circles. She whimpered quietly and covered her mouth quickly with her free hand. She continued working herself closer to release. She could feel it, she was on the precipice. Just as it poured over her the door to the Mandalorian's bunk slid open. She jumped, throwing the hand that had been covering her mouth over her eyes, burying her face in her elbow. The hand that had been working so desperately for her release was trapped between her legs. Her orgasm made her throb against her fingers, the ruined release causing her cunt to clench and spasm.
Neither she nor Mando moved. She took a deep, slow breath, feigning sleep. She prayed to the Maker that he hadn't seen her, that he would just assume she was asleep and leave. After another beat, she heard his boots move. They ascended the ladder, followed by the cockpit door hissing open and then shut.
She let out a sigh and removed her arm from her eyes and her hand from her pants. Her heart rate slowed finally, and her eyes began to feel heavy. Sleep fell heavy onto her body and she knocked out quickly. She dreamt of him that night.
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elenaaadaniels · 1 year
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Chapter Nineteen: My Girl
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Part 20
Warning(s); Nothing too bad. Fluff, kissing, Din admitting he's a smol bean
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Hey. It's all me in my head. I'm the one who burned us down. But it's not what I meant. Sorry that I hurt you. I don't wanna do, I don't wanna do this to you. I don't wanna lose, I don't wanna lose this with you. I need to say, hey. It's all me, just don't go. Meet me in the afterglow.
- 𝘈𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘉𝘺 𝘛𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘰𝘳 𝘚𝘸𝘪𝘧𝘵 ___________________________________
Taking a swing of the shot Bo-Katan got for her, Nadia fought the chills and burning sensation in her throat. She was angry. Angry and hurt that the alcohol in front of her wasn't a good mix she should have, but she was taking it anyway. Din watched behind his visor, surprised when she placed down her fourth shot glass wondering if he should take away the glass now or later.
" How did you know where we were?" Nadia asked breaking the small silence around them.
Bo-katan faced her," It's not every day a Mandalorian other than us is in town."
" Or with two sidekicks." Koska Reeves mumbled.
Din cleared his voice taking charge," I gather your not here for just drinks." He hinted causing Bo-Katan to nod back at him.
" Trask is a black market port. They're staging weapons that have been bought and sold with the plunders of our planet." She explained turning to her comrades before continuing." We're seizing those weapons and using them to retake our home world. Once we've done that, we'll seat a new Mandalore on the throne."
" That planet is cursed. Anyone who goes there dies. Once the Empire knew they couldn't control it, they made sure no one else could either."
Bo-Katan laughed at Din's words," Don't believe everything you hear." She replied smugly." Our enemies wanna separate us. But Mandalorians are stronger together."
Din shook his head," That's not part of my plan. I've been quested with returning this Child to the Jedi."
" What do you know of the Jedi?" Bo-Katan questioned.
" Nothing." Nadia interjected." We never met one."
" I was hoping you would help me by Creed." Din added
" I can lead you to one of their kind. But first, we need your help on our mission."
Nadia frowned," Mission?"
" Not you. You don't share Mandalorian honor."
" If I go, she goes." Din defended and if it was any other time, Nadia would of blushed at his words, but all she could do was roll her eyes.
Bo-katan nodded at his words knowing she needed the help, only secretly hoping Nadia knew what she was doing. Paying for the drinks and food, Bo-Katan lead the way to the ports where it was clear in the distance, a freighter was loading up unaware of the five staring at it.
" You see that Imperial Gozanti freighter?" Bo-Katan questioned turning to Din." It's being loaded with weapons as we speak. According to the port's manifest, it's scheduled to depart at first light."
" So we stow away?"
" We've been hitting 'em pretty hard. They scan for life forms as a precaution before pushing back." Koska explained looking over to Nadia seeing she was nodding her head.
" If you wanna do this with five, you're gonna need the element of surprise."
" Exactly." Bo-Katan agreed cracking a smile to Nadia." The freighter will maintain trawling speed while inside the shipping lanes and then ascend in orbit. We'll jet up when they're cruising in atmosphere. The tower won't allow them to climb until they've left the port's airspace."
Din seemed uneasy," Troopers?"
" A squad at most." Bo-Katan admitted." And they couldn't hit the side of a bantha."
" Okay, we're in." Din agreed looking down to Nadia expecting her to nod, but she never faced him." but we need to drop the kiddo at someone's."
" You have someone to trust?" Axe questioned causing Nadia to turn towards him.
" I have a person in mind." She said standing up and carefully placing the child on her hip.
They carefully slid off of the broken razor crest agreeing on where to meet before Din and Nadia broke away to take the child somewhere safe. He wanted to question where she had in mind for the child to go, but during their walk, almost sped walk not wanting to be by his side or even look in his direction. It made his own stomach turn and he cursed at himself for screwing up so badly. She stopped by a small little hut knocking on the door three times before it opened to the frog lady they helped earlier in the day.
" Hi. Remember me?" She greeted causing the lady to joyfully greet them back." Something's come up. Can I leave him with you for a bit?"
The frog lady spoke to her and a part of Din wish he had learned their language as well to be in the mix.
" She said of course. Anything after bring her eggs." She interpreted for him.
Din nodded his head looking to the child while Nadia handed him over.
" You are gonna stay here, so I want you to be respectful. And mind your manners." He sternly warned." You know what I'm talking about. Thanks. I'll be back for him."
Nadia smiled bending down to the child," Pinkie promise me, you'll be on your best behavior." She said getting a coo out of the child while he wrapped his whole hand around her finger." That's my little guy."
She kissed the top of his head getting another coo out of the child before turning back and leaving the hut with Din. She completely ignored him once again checking her weapons as she walked making sure they were good enough for the mission.
" Nadia-"
" I really don't want to talk right now." She interrupted sharply." We should keep a clear head for the mission."
He shook his head," But Nadia-"
" Not now." She said the last word in a stern voice.
Din could feel the tension radiating from her body and knew she had small tears in her eyes from the way they shined, but she didn't want to admit it. Turning back around just as quickly and continued to walk. 
" Haar'chak" He cursed at himself knowing he done much more than screw himself over.
When they got to the meeting point, Bo-Katan went over the plan one more time reminding everyone of their duties. The freighter started up with a loud roar slowly building up before lifting off of the platform and into the air. Bo-Katan nodded her heading giving the signal and soon they all flew up towards the ship. Din held Nadia tightly gaining closer and closer to the ship before they both landed to the sight of stormtroopers.
" Pirates." The one trooper spoke, but Koska grabbed them up throwing them over the edge.
Axe opened the main hull and Bo-Katan was the first to go in taking down three as easily as she could before nodding for them that the coast was safe. They entered the empty hull, but it only lasted seconds before more troopers entered firing at them. Din was quick. He grabbed Nadia by her waist pulling her to the corner and shielding her body with his from any fire power.
" Stop protecting me." She seethed glaring up at him.
He completely ignored her grabbing his arm and placing her behind him with the other Mandalorian's shot their way closer and closer to the hull until no other troopers stood. One trooper came from the corner and quickly, Nadia got her blaster out getting them square in the chest.
" Go, go, go!"
They were all jogging this time through the halls turning left and right until another group of troopers came from the elevator shooting at them. They all hid in the corner watching Din pull a detonator from his side and throw it towards the troopers blinding them all. Through their helmets, they saw the heat signature shooting them through the haze and getting in the elevator.
" Nice shot on that trooper." Bo-Katan complimented looking to Nadia.
She nodded," Thanks."
" I got fifteen reads on troopers where we're going." Axe warned looking onto his coms before back to Bo-Katan." Plan?"
" Flush them out."
When the doors opened, the troopers fired at them all at once until the doors had shut completely dividing them from each other.
" Okay, flush them out now." Bo-Katan ordered causing Axe to open the cargo hatch and rid of any troopers.
When the doors did open, the cargo area was completely empty of troopers and all packages that were inside were perfectly intact latched down ahead of time. Nadia could hear the pleased laugh come from Bo-Katan before she took her helmet off watching as Axe and Koska lifted the case off of each box showing each weapon inside.
" Do you copy?"
Everyone looked to the group where the Imperial solider's comlink was. Bo-Katam gave a satisfied smile before scooping it off the ground and pressing the audio.
" I copy. Thanks for packing up all this gear so nicely. Imagine what a division of us can do when we get our hands on what's inside these shiny little boxes."
" If you think you're going to escape with those weapons, you are sadly mistaken." The man threatened on the other end of the line." Even if you've managed to jettison a few of those crates, we will comb the entire area until you are hunted down and killed."
" Oh, we're not jettisoning anything. We're taking the entire ship."
That instantly caught up to Din and Nadia's ears causing them to turn in shock at the change in plans.
" What?"
Bo-Katan ignored them however," Put some tea on." She ordered." We'll be up in a minute."
With the coms off, Nadia didn't hesitate to march up to the sneaky woman.
" Excuse me, but this is more than I signed up for." She said eying the woman with a hint of a glare.
" There is something I need." She confessed turning to Din once he came over to them." if I am to rule Mandalore. Something that was once mine. They know where it is and soon, so will I. Regardless, we are taking the ship for the battles ahead."
Din shook his head," I got you your weapons. I have to return to my ship with the foundling."
" If you want my help finding the Jedi, you will help me take this ship." She bargained going over what Din had said.
Nadia accused harshly," You're changing the terms of the deal."
" This is the way." She echoed eying the Mandalorian down before placing her helmet on leaving.
Axe and Koska followed close behind leaving Din and Nadia in the empty hull unable to say a word because they needed to find the Jedi in order to help the child. Nadia could sense the anger from Din, and grabbed her blaster from her side nudging his side.
" Let's just do it."
Din knew she was right. Taking the ship would delay them, but they needed the information to help the child and they made it this far for nothing. He grabbed his blaster coming to Nadia's side following right behind the others until the entire ship dove forward.
" They're taking the ship down!" Bo-Katan shouted over the alarms." There's the bridge. Come on!"
The minute the words left her mouth, troopers rounded the corner of the bridge firing at them that it was a miracle they had time to hide.
" How many troopers?"
" Six to ten." Axe announced peering over the corner." Two with heavy repeating blasters."
" We're losing altitude fast."
" We need to move now."
" They have too much firepower!"
" Still dropping." Koska reminded." Ten thousand."
" Cover me." Din said abandoning Nadia's side before she could even grab him.
"Mando!" She shouted in horror, but did as he told, grabbing her blaster and covering him the best she could from the troopers firepower.
Din threw his detonators at the troopers causing it to explode on contact getting rid of all the troopers in a ball of fire. When the flames went down, Nadia left the others side touching Din's shoulder lightly burning herself from the beskar's warmth.
" Din, can you hear me?"
He nodded his head getting back up," Come on!"
She nodded hitting the control button and having the doors open to a single imperial solider forcing the controls down to plummet the ship. Din rushed over ripping the solider from the seat and taking his place while Nadia hopped over the second one grabbing the wheel.
" Easy. Easy." Din coaxed.
With all her mighty, she pulled on the wheel with a small fear it would break off and screw them all, but to the luck of the maker, the ship sloped up just in time heading back into the atmosphere. With less of a struggle, she released some of her hold turning to Din as the two couldn't suppress the small chuckle of relief.
" I'll let you live." Bo-Katan seethed breaking them from their laughter." But you will take me to him."
" You might let me live, but he won't." The man answered biting down and sending volts of electricity throughout his body firing his brain within seconds.
" No!" Bo-Katan shouted in anger letting the man fall to the ground.
" We have to go." Koska warned turning to her." He sent a distress signal."
" Clear the atmosphere and prepare to jump."
Din nudged Nadia's side immediately," Come on."
"  Are you sure you won't join us?" Bo-Katan questioned facing the two helpers.
" There's something I need to do."
" The offer stands if you change your mind."
Din nodded back," Where can I find the Jedi?"
Bo-Katan nodded removing her helmet for them to hear her clearly," Take the foundling to the city of Calodan on the forest planet of Corvus." She instructed." There you will find Ahsoka Tano. Tell her you were sent by Bo-Katan. And thank you. Your bravery will not be forgotten. Yours too. This is the Way."
" This is the Way." Din repeated grabbing Nadia's hands as they raced through the ship once again getting to the main entrence.
Once on the balcony, Nadia gulped at the distance from here to the ground wrapping her arms around Din's neck who was already wrapping her in his arms. Jumping from the edge, she squeezed her eyes shut at the feeling of falling until he turned on his jetpack flying them over to the familiar hut the child was staying at. Once on the ground, she thanked her stars before slowly walking to the hut doors and knocking until it opened. A smile pasted on her face when seeing the child with the frog parents and a little tadpole in front of them already hatched.
" There's my little guy." She chuckled walking over.
" Thank you for watching him." He said shaking the parents hands before lightly taking the child." Okay, kid. Come on. It's time to go. Congratulations."
As they left however, the child wiggled in Din's arms trying to go back to the little tadpole determine written on his wrinkly little face.
 " No, I have enough pets." Din muttered causing the child to let out of frustrated huff.
Nadia shook her head at the little guy feeling both sleep and exhaustion start to creep up on her after the last two days they endured. She knew it would continue however when they got to the port to see the horrible state their ship was still left in. Rope was literally holding the crest together with different sheets of metal in oddly placed areas.
" I gave you a thousand credits, this was the best you could do?" He questioned the worker only for them to place a pad in front of Din to be able to gain their credits.
Din was too tired to care sending the credits his way and boarded onto the Crest. To say the least, the outside was much nicer than the inside. Fishing net was what was holding up the inside with the salty smell of the ocean still lingering inside and some seaweed hanging on the side of the seats.
" Mon Calamari. Unbelievable."
" Do you think we're even safe to travel like this?" Nadia said taking a seat only to gag when she had slimy seaweed on it.
" I don't even think we have a choice." Din answered turning on the ship only for it to shake violently from the action." On second thought. I think we need to make a pit stop."
Nadia nodded her head touching her keypads with the tip of her fingers from how slimy it was placing in the planet Corvus. She could see it was A forested planet, but any living plant was burned away, plundering the natural resources of the planet. The child cooed in an odd manner that caused both Din and Nadia to see a creature about to attack him, but Din caught it in time seeing it was a sea animal.
" Eat it." Din groaned tossing it to the child who caught it with his small mouth and gobbled it up." I finally know where I'm taking you. But it's gonna be a bumpy ride."
" Is the main hull secured?" Nadia asked spinning in her seat.
" Yeah."
" Alright, little guy." She breathed standing up and holding him." Now that you ate, let's get you something to drink and off to bed."
The child let out a sound likely trying to argue with her, but it was too cute to take serious. Din heard them head down the ladder before the doors closed leaving him alone in the cockpit. He took a deep breath leaning against his seat as the nerves turned his stomach. He wanted to tell her everything. He wanted to tell her how scared he was when she fell into that river and how much he loved holding her while they slept. He wanted to tell her how he never felt this with anyone and it scared him, but that was the thing. He was scared.
Frightened. Terrified. Petrified. Intimated.
He never had something like this before. A lone solider his whole life and now he had the little green kid that replied on him and someone that made his heart soar all around the galaxy. When the going got tough, he shut himself off, but it was different now. He didn't just have himself anymore. It didn't take long before Nadia got the child to sleep. He must have gotten little sleep to likely placing with the tadpole all night and day with the parents. The minute she heard him snore loudly, she knew he was out for the night and placed him in his little bunk.
She wanted to join the little guy, but one glance at the main hull and she was off moving some things to clean the area seeing the Mon Calmari really did do such a terrible job. She was busy throwing away some seaweed into a trash bag to hear Din come down the ladder. He nervously took a deep breath hearing his voice already shaky.
" I don't regret saving you." He spoke causing her to glance over to him before turning back to what she was doing.
" You sure regret something."
" I don't regret anything." He repeated walking closer to her." You are always worth saving."
" Well, it didn't feel like that for the last two days." She snapped dropping the trash bag onto the floor and walking further away from him.
He nodded his head agreeing with her." It just keeps replaying in my head. What happened. What could of happened." He continued walking again towards her." I just never felt like this with someone like how I feel about you."
Nadia was shocked. She placed the rag down that she was using and turned over to him with wide eyes unable to focus on a single word.
" Oh."
Din nodded again taking her hands into his," Nadia...I'm not best at this. I don't know what I'm doing." He admitted getting a small chuckle out of her." I think for the first time ever, I don't know what to do and I don't want to screw it up. Until you, all I knew was a bad kind of love. You're different."
She smiled staring at the Mandalorian in front of her that could make her heart skip a beat and sometimes upset over the silliest of things. She leaned forward standing on her toes to be able to kiss him on his beskar forehead.
" You're different for me too." She admitted staring at his visor." You just need to remember, I'm not a stranger. You can tell me anything. I'm not going anywhere."
Those words buried into his brain so deep that part of his fears were healed. She wasn't just some stranger anymore. She was someone who knew who he truly was over these eight months. Someone that made him smile under the helmet and blush all at the same time.
" Close your eyes." He instructed and she smile instantly knowing what he mean't.
He smiled himself placing his hands at the edge of his helmet and slipping it off with a hiss of air. He trusted Nadia more than he trusted anyone. Knew he didn't have to tie something over her eyes cause she would never dare to see him. Even now in the empty main hull, she squeezed her eyes shut. With the helmet off, he could see her more clearer. The lamp dim gave her skin more of a bronze hue soft to the touch. He couldn't help, but to take his glove off and touch her cheek.
She leaned into his touch, a smile on her face as her cheeks flared pink. Din’s cuirass freezes as he holds a breath in his chest, his gloved hands brushing down her back and holding her waist as he silently urges her closer. Nadia kept her hands on the sides of his helmet, looking at him with all the affection and care she held in her heart for him. When he releases the breath he’s been holding, Din speaks, his modulated rasp nearly breaking with desperation as he says the two words that change everything. 
" Be my girl."
She laughs a sweet one that it's music to his ears.
" Only if you'll be my Mandalorian."
He smiles leaning forward kissing her right on the lips. 
He's overwhelmed with a wave of such warmth that for a moment he think he might be burning alive. But then every sense within him comes alive, bursting in a beautiful display of pure affection as he urges Nadia even closer. His hands cups the side of her face as they continue to kiss. Nadia can feel the way their hearts come together the same way their mouths have, each simultaneous beat matching the movements of  lips. They don’t stop until they’re sweetly suffocated by everything, pulling away with heavy yet satisfied breaths. Nadia smiled at him—and he smiled right back at her.
" You make everything in my life just seem a bit brighter." He admitted leaning his forehead against hers.
" Is that a bad thing?" She asked worried.
" It's something I'm not use to." He clarifies moving some hair behind her ear." Something about you makes me feel a little more alive and less lost."
" You never thought you'd get this attached did you?" She chuckles causing him to nod against her.
" No, but I don't want it to stop." He admits kissing her forehead." Why...why don't you sleep in my bunk with me tonight?"
She's surprised," Really?"
" It's clear we both get a goodnights rest when we're together." He bargained, but she nodded wanting to be close as they were two nights ago.
Din guided her over to his bunk turning the lamps off in the main hull to plunge the ship into complete darkness. He carefully tried to take off the beskar only for it to fall onto the ground a bit loudly with a girlish laugh from Nadia.
" Din, are you okay?"
" Guess I failed in being quiet." He spoke causing another laugh from her.
With all the beskar gone, he used muscle memory to walk over to the bunk carefully slipping in to not both crush Nadia or accidentally hurt her. Once he was settled in, she curled up to his side resting her head on his chest while he placed his arm around her waist scooting her closer. She breathed in his scent seeing after there mission, he still smelled like men's soap a just a bit of cologne. She felt a pang of nervousness wondering if she smelled like seaweed from earlier cleaning, but when he buried his face into his hair, she knew either way he didn't care. Nadia could feel herself falling asleep. One moment in her mind and the next almost in a dream when he spoke softly into the night.
" I won't let anything hurt you, Cyar'ika."
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Starlight - Epilogue: Starlight
Pairing: Din Djarin x OC
Rating: Mature
Enemies to Lovers, Slow Burn, Canon Divergence
WARNINGS: None.
Words: 2.7k
Summary:  The end comes as natural as the beginning. In peacetime, indistinguishable from all tellings before.
A/N at end.
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The end comes as natural as the beginning. In peacetime, indistinguishable from all tellings before. The darkness has not been defeated, and the suns have yet to rise in the early morning. Stars persist, and the glimmering silver hues of the moon shine bright from a hole in the sky.
Lumina’s duffle is light, her possessions few. Her stomach churns.
It is too late, she is committed.
---
Hyperspace brings reflection.
In a journal, she scribes nonsense:
Without light
I inherit
my mothers
sin.  
She hears a calling melody and ignores.
---
Lumina doesn’t know the planet they land on, coordinates came from mediation not a hologram. The environment reminds her of Corvus before the rebirth. Desolate, brown, dead. The air is cold, she tries not to shiver, tying a cloak over her shoulders.
Boba Fett exits the ship with her. He watches her with the care of a father under a lifetime of anxiety.
She feels a child again under his eye, itching to run back inside to the security he holds. She could find contentment, being with him. His faith in her is unwavering, should her sickness overtake he is all she would need by her side.
In every meaning she will miss him the most.
“K’olaror,” Boba says. He gives her his hand, holding her one in his two. “Ke'sushi.” He sighs. “Ad’ika. Are you certain this what you want?”
She answers, “I am. I’ve never been more sure of anything.”
He nods. “I have made many errors in my life,” he says. “I’ve spent my days wondering if I could have changed what’s happened to you. If I were there when—” he stops, squeezing her hand. “I swore to always watch over you. Not once did I ever think that duty would end. I force myself to forget many things, you’ve always reminded me why I shouldn’t. I wish I could have done more for you.”
“You’ve done plenty,” Lumina tells him. “More than you should. You took me on, a stranger, no pretenses. I imagine I’d be a lot worse without you. For all the bad Vader did… I don’t think we’d find each other another way.”
To this, Boba says nothing.
“It is already late,” he whispers. “You should begin your journey now. The dark is treacherous.”
Lumina responds, “It can be.” And as she does, the familiar white condor of Tatooine soars above the Slave I. She looks to her feet, seeing an oil slick snake. “Though not always.” Her eyes find Boba again, her face an echo. “I’ll be okay.”
“Strength is in your blood. Among all things you are a Fett. We are survivors. You may not be my daughter, but you will always be my little light. And I will miss you more than anything.”
Lumina thought herself past tears, she forgets her humanity until her vision is blurred within pools of their own doing. He holds her in a tight embrace, kissing the top of her head. She smells the warmth of leather, the tinge of metal in his beskar, the oak of his wash.
And she cries like a child.
At her calming some time later, he pulls away, holding her shoulders at arms length. “Are you ready?”
Lumina nods. “I am. Are you?”
He smiles. “No. But such is life.” From his pocket he places an item into her hand. A necklace of black cording and a handmade silver skull pendent. “An heirloom,” he says. “So that you may remember.”
Lumina inspects the jewelry, a reflection of her day on Nevarro. Of a witch and a burning. She bites the shock of a gasp, a stern gaze on her stern fist. This is real, she tells herself. Though there are no accessible memories within the object; Everything is real.
She asks aloud, “Remember what?”
Boba Fett answers: “Who you are.”
---
In the night, Lumina is guided through a forest. The white bird leads, the black snake acts as a compass. Not once is she lost. The path is filled by living grass, living trees, living flowers. She follows a line of torch bugs, taking time to admire the sky. There is comfort, even now with the most nerves in her life.
The road ends at a wide opening to a field. A large stone sits in the center, a smaller one at its side. Atop sits a cloaked figure in meditation, the bird flying to their shoulder. “I was beginning to think you’d never come.” Blue eyes open once Lumina is positioned in front, a clever stare given to the snake. “It’s good our friends work together now.”
“Ahsoka,” Lumina whispers. She bends at her feet, her head bowed. “I wish to apologize. I beg your forgiveness for all I have done.”
“Do not speak,” the old Padawan says. “Sit with me.”
With hesitance, Lumina takes her place at Ahsoka’s side. Her legs cross, a hand on each knee. Ahsoka settles into her meditation once more, closing her eyes.
Lumina attempts to follow suit; she is no stranger to the act, however difficulty finds place in rhythm. Her breathing is unsteady, she is disconnected, shaking. Sensory of the new world overwhelms her already peaked nerves.
Pressure comes at her lower back, a flat palm adjusting her posture. Through guidance of the Force, she steadies.
In. Hold. Out. Hold. In. Hold. Out. Hold…
All is well.
Ahsoka comes to her front, lifting Lumina’s chin. They lock eyes. “I will stay true to my promise, but if this is to work,” she says, “we must behave differently than we know. You must be open to the challenge. Do you understand?”
Quiet, Lumina responds. “I do. I am.”
Ahsoka nods. “Very well.” Lifting the hood of her cloak, she turns on a heel. “Come now. There is much work ahead.”
Together, they journey on.
---
There are still days where Lumina wakes with a start. Tonight is one of those instances. Her new home, Ahsoka’s T-6 shuttle, flies gentle in subspace when she jumps. Her hand presses against her chest, the other flinging covers off her sweat. She leans over the cot, steady birthing breaths to the ground.
Her feet touch base first, pushing herself to stand when the dizziness subsides. She pads to the refresher, splashing water on her face. A hand wave powers the lights. She cringes undoing tight braided hair. The resulting mane isn’t much better, though scalp strain won’t be missed. 
She looks younger than she feels. A million lives over the course of an assumed twenty-eight years, how remarkable. Her eyes flicker to the embedded standardized clock in the mirror. Three in the morning. She groans. Perfect.
Lumina elects to finish getting ready, swapping her sleepwear for typical gear. Dark robes reminiscent of a Jedis—something old of Ahsoka’s. 
“You’re up late.” Ahsoka, leaning against the doorway.
“Early,” Lumina corrects. “Bad dream.”
“Again? You said those stopped.”
“They did.” She sighs, wrapping arm bands up to her elbows. “Then they came back.”
“When?”
Lumina shrugs. “One… two months ago?”
“Two months?”
“I didn’t want to worry you.”
“Too late.” She walks in, directly behind Lumina. Ahsoka pulls her hair back behind her shoulders. She grabs Lumina’s comb, raking it through. Not having any of her own, Ahsoka’s grown quite enamored. “I wish you wouldn’t keep things from me,” she says.
“Right,” Lumina mumbles. “Because you keep nothing from me.”
The refresher grows quiet.
“I’m sorry,” Lumina says. She rubs the pendant of her necklace through her shirt. 
“Echo,” Ahsoka whispers. “We’ve been over this.”
“I know.”
“You cannot be tethered to the past. You must be mindful of the future.”
“But not at the expense of the present,” Lumina says. “I know.” She chews her lip, rolling her shoulders. “I just… don’t you think if I knew, it could help me?”
“No. Actually I think it would do the opposite. If you knew… you’d devote yourself to her. Not yourself. You’d abandon your training to look for a fantasy. When you’re ready to know, I’ll tell you everything.”
“How will I know that I’m ready?”
Ahsoka shrugs. “You’ll know.”
The ship lurches from under their feet, Lumina grips the rim of the sink.
“Finish getting ready,” Ahsoka says. “We’re early, but since you’re up we’ll get a head start.”
“On what?”
Ahsoka smiles. “The next step of your training.”
---
“This is Tython,” Ahsoka says. They climb a rocky hill in the dead of night and beginning of the planets spring. “Long ago the Jedi held Temples on many planets, not just Coruscant.”
“I remember,” Lumina says. “Days of old believed in genuine aid. Easier done when the aid can actually get to those in need in a timely manner. And it kept separation from politics.”
“The Temple here became irrelevant some time in the High Republic with the emergence of hyperlanes. To my knowledge, what remains of the Jedi have gone largely untouched by sentients since.” Lumina is spared a look. “The Force is meant to be strong here, as pure as it can be while in the known galaxy. This is just fable of course, but I find there is truth in legend.”
Lumina snorts. “Clever.”
“I can be funny.”
“Hardly.” Her eyes roll, fond. “So, why are we here?”
“To test you,” Ahsoka says. “And myself I suppose. The effectiveness of my training, the progression of you, all in-between. You’ve been my student—my partner for half a cycle. Six months to the day. You’re a different person from when we met. Mostly.”
“Not that different,” Lumina mumbles. “Better at pretending, I think.” She taps the saber on her hip, swinging with every step. “I’m still red. Always will be. Leave a crack for the dark it’ll flood your soul.”
Ahsoka’s brow quirks. “That’s a Jedi proverb.”
“Mandalorian, originally,” Lumina corrects. “Ba'slanar palon werede ven kyr'amu gar runi.”
They come to the top of the hill and ruins of a stonehenge, a flat boulder in the middle. Lumina overlooks the horizon, circling the perimeter. No nearby village, no visible forest, rivers, lakes, or mountains. The T-6 shrinks to porg size with the distance, a small blinking light from Huyang.
“Take a seat,” Ahsoka says, waving to the stone. “Present your saber.” Flat in Lumina’s hands, she speaks again. “When I first got that lightsaber, my crystal was green. While I was in exile, it stayed in the care of our Master. He turned it blue. Gifted to you, the crystal is red.”
“I bled the kyber myself” Lumina admits. “Not him. After Yavin… Boba and I went to Tatooine, to learn about that boy who destroyed the Death Star. I knew from the first thing I touched who he was. What he was. I knew what it meant for me. Skywalker took everything from me. He had a family—one who loved him, he didn’t need mine. I thought turning my crystal red would make him care about me again. In the end it just enforced that I could be on my own. So I was. After I did it I felt horrible. Then I felt proud, then I felt horrible for feeling proud, soon enough I stopped caring.“
Ahsoka takes the saber through the Force, pulling apart each section. “How do you feel now?”
Lumina shrugs, the kyber floating back into her palm. “This is part of who I am.” Ahsoka places the hilt on the floor before Lumina. “I think of it like my scars. They’re all a reminder of where I come from. Used to be what I fought for. Now they’re what I fight against.”
She could swear Ahsoka smirks, though the expression is fleeting. “There’s hope for you yet.” She circles Lumina, placing pressure on her lower back. “Your assignment is meditation,” she says.
Lumina looks over. “For how long?”
Ahsoka lifts the hood of her cloak, stepping away. “The Force will guide you, have faith. Return to the ship when you’re ready. I’d like to introduce you to some friends of mine. They could use our help.” 
“In?”
Ahsoka answers, “Meditate. Keep your mind clear. Trust in the Force,” and disappears below the hillside.
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Meditation is strictly a Jedi practice, one Lumina never thought herself particularly good at. Her breathing found habit in being too harsh, her posture too slumped or too rigid, her mind too full.
The worries allude her now. They’re so trivial. For the first time in her life, Lumina allows her own existence. She connects to the planets core and touches every living creature. She is weightless.
Six months under Ahsoka’s tutelage brought a bounty full of knowledge, but also perspective. 
The good days have been hard, and the bad days impossible. In the beginning, Lumina convinced herself of an imaginary ploy. She kept distance, sleeping with a knife at her side. She expected a break in persona. A punishment for failure, disobedience—of which there were plenty. A punishment which Ahsoka not once delivered on.
Their arguments become heated, Lumina knows how to get ugly with insults. She knows Ahsoka. Knows her memories, her struggles, her fears. Lumina knows cruelness and is unafraid of creating casualties.
But Ahsoka is patient. She is kind. She knows when it’s best to allow space and when to goad the truth. She never forces Lumina to stay, if her desire is to leave she may. By day, Lumina will pack. By night, she rests curled at Ahsoka’s side, mumbling apologies like a told off toddler.
Her maturity was too great as a child, now she lacks too greatly. At times she thinks herself an untrained hound, full of malicious intent when pinned.
She is learning—slowly—to be different. To be better. Perhaps she’ll be a student for the remainder of her life, however long or short that may be.
She is ready.
For trust, although cautioned. Peace, although fleeting. Security, even if conceptual. Love… she doesn’t know if she’s ready for love; the great vulnerability of the soul.
She may not be meant for it.
Loving comes in hand with loss, and she has had her fill of grief. Though that could be the point.
Knowing the Child, raising life—Ahsoka says the lessons from him are greater than any she could teach. Her heart does strain for Grogu more than she can bear. His smell, his warmth, his heart. Gods she prays the Force is with him. For the sake of his father if not her.
Din. Maker… there aren’t enough words in the galaxy to begin. Moons have never been the same, she’d never see the sun again if it meant the consistency of their comfort. She is haunted still, unsure if she holds right to such a feeling. A murderer murdered by their greatest muse.
What a tragedy for the act to be his right, welcomed into her life with each wound.
She cannot complain.
Even still, she would allow the violence. She is deserving.
Their story is the same as the rest, as she predicted, as she warned. He knew. He’s too smart not to have known.  In one form or another they were both willing to their lot in life.
A misery colored with company.
There have been worse punishments.
She would go again, and in a way she is fulfilled. 
She hopes he is as well.
In some way, she knows it to be true.
She is content.
Through the winds of the Force, Lumina Fett hears an echoing melody, far in the distance. Her eyes open. The sun has yet to rise, forgoing any indication of a significant passage of time. She looks to the sky, the stars being especially bright tonight.
All is well.
If the story has happened before it will happen again.
One will try.
The other will too.
Even if nothing will change, they will try because it might. They will try again and again, willing to the devastation for even a chance.
Poetry of ages past declares the law.
Lumina takes her lightsaber hilt from the dirt, placing her kyber firmly inside. She takes a breath.
A story told time and time again.
It will begin with peace, as it always does.
It will be the early morning.
Darkness continues, as it has for many years.
Though its time is ending.
Soon, dawn will emerge.
It is the will of the Force.
In an instant, from the black hilt of a lightsaber, a beam of pure white plasma illuminates the night sky.
Just like starlight.
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A/N: Moonlight, the second installment, will release 2024.
Thank you.
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izelascendant · 3 months
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Creaking bed, injured head.
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Din Djarin x Original Female Character
words: 1,385
summary: She earns her first sex injury.
tags: Smut, Sex in the Razor Crest | Din Djarin's ST-70 Assault Ship, Size difference, Helmetless Din Djarin, Lights off during sex, Cowgirl position, Awkward sexual situations
author’s note: I’m rarely on tumblr so I’m not sure how this will be received. Most of my work is on AO3, if this performs well enough here, I’ll link it.
There was a reason why their sexual relations exclusively took place in her ship. While the Razor Crest didn't pose any problems, it wasn't particularly suitable for such activities.
She couldn’t help but laugh the first time she saw where Din slept on the Crest. His bunk, given his size, appeared comically small. She playfully teased him, suggesting it was better suited for an Ewok, but he seemed unfazed by her jokes.
Consequently, they opted for the considerably roomier bunk on her ship to engage in their private endeavors. Little was exchanged in conversation before or after, and in fact, their intercourses were marked by a scarcity of words. The lights would be extinguished, armor shed, allowing them to exist in complete darkness and connect through touch. Afterwards, in the darkness, they would frequently fumble for their discarded clothes around the bunk. As she would slip into the refresher, giving him space to equip his armor again, she would sometimes discover remnants of his release in her hair or other unexpected places, marked by white streaks.
The situation shifted when her beloved freighter ship experienced a breakdown beyond her ability to diagnose, compelling her to entrust it to a technician's care for the time being.
That afternoon, when she sensed his hand gently resting on her waist, his demeanor subtly sheepish, she understood his unspoken request. Having completely disrobed, Din maneuvered into the snug space, lying on his back. He gently rested his large hand on her hip, while the other tenderly held her wrist, guiding her atop him within the confines of the cramped bunk. Despite the slightly stuffy and confined space, it didn't deter her from savoring the moment and finding enjoyment in it. She positioned herself over him, hands pressed against his bare chest for leverage, initiating a rhythmic movement of her hips, beginning with a deliberate and slow pace.
Amidst the darkness of their surroundings, they relied on their senses — the warmth of each other's touch and the soft sounds escaping from their lips. However, another sound intruded — the creaking of the bunk with every movement she made. Initially, she experimented with altering their rhythm to reduce the noise, but it proved unsuccessful.
Squeak, squeak, crack.
Her soft moans gradually shifted into subtle groans, yet she endeavored to keep any trace of frustration from infiltrating her tone. "Has your bunk always been this creaky?" she chuckled breathily, not ceasing her movements.
“No, it doesn't seem to have had this problem before, a new development by the sounds of it.” he breathed out in response, relishing the sensation of her soft, warm body against his and the sound of her voice. Shifting slightly, he brought their bodies closer together, his free hand gently caressing the small of her back.
"Right," she murmured softly, relishing the new position he had orchestrated. She closed her eyes, allowing herself to fully immerse in the sensation, refocusing on the task at hand.
He aided her efforts, his large fingers grasping the flesh beneath her hips, near her bottom, guiding her movements. Their rhythm synchronized into a more compatible pace, eliciting deliciously low groans from him.
She released a satisfied breath of her own, momentarily losing awareness of her spatial surroundings. Arching her back straight, she accidentally collided her head against the metal bar on the wall, emitting a small grunt of pain as she instinctively held onto the back of her head. Neither of them could discern what had occurred in the absence of light. Just when she thought things couldn't get worse, she lost her balance, sliding out of the front of the bunk and landing onto the rough, cold floor with a tiny squeal.
Instinctively, he tried to prevent her inevitable fall from the tightly packed space, but couldn't reach her in time. A brief grunt of dissatisfaction accompanied her collision with the hard ground, though he swiftly regained his composure. "You okay?" he asked, a hint of genuine concern in his words. From his supine position, he reached an arm out to her, attempting to feel around in the dark.
"Ouch," she groaned after a moment of silence, still on the ground and holding the back of her head. Despite his current state of undress, Din sat up in the confines of the relatively small space in order to help his passenger. Gently lifting her up by her armpits he brought her back into the bunk with him, so effortlessly, as if she were a feather. Although the creaky bunk had been a source of irritation moments earlier, it was at least a sort of comfort to have him wrap his big arms around her.
“The bunk seems to be a bit more unforgiving than I would have anticipated. Are you hurt?” He inquired as he helped her sit back down somewhat comfortably. She emitted another gentle groan, releasing a deep breath. Everything had transpired so swiftly that she hadn't even had the time to feel the embarrassment of the situation creeping up on her. They had never encountered such a disastrous interruption during intercourse. "I'm fine," she reassured him with a slightly unconvincing murmur.
Not entirely convinced by her claim, he thought it wise to take a moment and check for any potential injuries. Placing one hand gently on the back of her head, he ensured that no significant trauma had occurred. A second hand was placed upon her ankle, checking her feet and knees for any evidence of injury.
“Are you still hard?” she inquired quietly, her focus remained on a singular thought. The fall was no longer a concern, despite the momentary irritation it caused. Her hand moved up to explore his body in the darkness, sensing the persistent warmth radiating from his skin, coupled with the thin layer of sweat. She hoped the minor mishap hadn't diverted his attention from continuing.
The momentary pause caused by her fall did nothing to diminish his desire to continue, a fact evident in his response to her query. "I still am, yes," he told her quietly, his voice low and calm. Upon hearing his words, she felt a sense of relief, and her heartbeat quickened. "I just want to come," she confessed with a sweet sigh, "I was so close."
"I'm here," he whispered, his voice a barely audible rasp as his body shifted slightly underneath her, guiding her back into position. Moving his hands to guide her on top of him, his eyes closed as he focused entirely on making her feel good in the cramped space. Once satisfied with their position, he started to guide her with a slow and rhythmic motion, his hands keeping her steady and grounded. He allowed her no time for further contemplation, not wanting the mood to be interrupted any further.
She let out a moan of satisfaction, relishing the control he was assuming, enabling her to relax a bit more. He held her in place, taking charge of the rhythmic movements, thrusting his hips up into her. "Thank you," she whispered, her eyes squeezed shut. Fortunately, she managed to blur her mind away, focusing solely on the sensations she was experiencing. Her moans escalated into higher-pitched whimpers as she approached her peak.
It didn’t take much longer for Din to reach his, panting heavily before blindly covering them both with his warm release. To her, it seemed like a reward for enduring both Din’s absurdly cramped and noisy bunk and, naturally, the head injury as well. His movements were slow and gentle as he withdrew slightly. He stayed in the bunk, his arms tightly wrapped around her. After a moment, he rested his head against her torso, breathing out slowly. Another contented hum escaped him as he rested his chin against her chest. “Now that that’s resolved, how is your head?”
Exhaling deeply into the crook of his neck, she spoke softly, "I'm genuinely fine." Shuffling slightly with a deep breath, she added, "But can we both agree to not do it again here, not in this cursed bunk?" He chuckled in response to her concerns, his voice now slightly lower and calmer after their moment of passion. “That would be wise.” Having encountered her first sex injury, she harbored only one desire — to reclaim her beloved ship from the technician and relish the spaciousness of her own bunk.
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dindjarindiaries · 5 months
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DIN DJARIN DRABBLES
Each story below focuses on Din Djarin, with pairings for each story indicated along with summaries.
Stories marked with an asterisk (*) contain sexual, though not explicit/graphic, content.
My ratings are as follows: G (all ages), T (13+), M (18+)
Last updated: Dec. 2, 2023
main masterlist • one-shots • series • prompts
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the first • reader You’re alone and in need—and the Mandalorian notices.
you hear me when i cry • reader You try to take a new lover after Din doesn’t make it on Nevarro—but he haunts your dreams every night.
musings • reader Thinking you’re asleep after he’s returned from a long hunt, Din muses about you to himself.
reveries • reader Thinking he’s asleep while you lie together underneath the stars, you muse about Din to yourself.
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cataclysm • grogu Din finally gets a moment to himself after all that’s happened on Tython.
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mandoctober • reader, grogu A collection of Mandalorian prompt-based drabbles to celebrate the release of season two.
dincember 2020 • reader, grogu A collection of holiday prompt-based drabbles to celebrate the 2020 season.
dincember 2021 • reader, grogu A collection of holiday prompt-based drabbles to celebrate the 2021 season.
dincember 2022 • reader, grogu A collection of holiday prompt-based drabbles to celebrate the 2022 season.
dincember 2023 • reader, grogu A collection of holiday prompt-based drabbles to celebrate the 2023 season.
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galacticwildfire · 2 years
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Found | Din Djarin
Din Djarin x Original Kenobi Female Character
Past Boba Fett x oc
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Satine and Obi-wans' daughter fought in the war against the Empire and lost her faith when she lost Mandalore. Until she found him. A lone Mandalorian who was searching for a Jedi.
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june-girl-86 · 3 months
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Chapter 56
While the catastrophe has befallen Boro-Borosa, they still don't know about it on Nevarro. But they also have to deal with small problems until something happens here too.
Pairing: Din Djarin x OC Female!
ReaderRating: Mature/Explicit (+18)
Warnings: Canon-Typical Violence / Love / Action&Adventure / Blood&Violence / Drama & Romance / Slow Burn / Fluff&Smut
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Cara replayed the recording for the third time and smiled. She was sitting alone in the office, she had sent Mythrol away when the encrypted message arrived. She wanted to check it first before anyone else saw it. As a result, no one had seen the tears of joy that welled up in her eyes when she first saw it. Cara was very happy for Din and Liara. And this child was so lucky that they had found her. A child's laughter made Cara look out into the street. Since the Mandalorians had arrived, the streets of the city had become even livelier. At first, the inhabitants of Nevarro had watched the new arrivals with suspicion; there had been a lot of damage and casualties last time.
Now the fighters were back, but they no longer seemed as dangerous as they all remembered. Probably also because they were no longer hiding and showing their faces. It also helped that the children had no reservations about each other and treated each other normally.
As a result, there were soon twice as many children in the school and just as many rushing through the streets and getting up to mischief.
Yesterday they had a lot of work to do when they opened the cages with the monkeys at the market and then they ran away. It took hours to catch them all again. Another laugh rang out and a horde of children ran past.
"Are they plotting again?"
Cara flinched, startled, as Sona stood in the doorway and her hand went to her gun. She hadn't noticed the woman. Sona raised her hands reassuringly, annoyed. Seeing Cara smile after all these weeks was progress. So was the fact that she was working again and yet every shock sent fear through the young woman's limbs and made her freeze.
"I'm sorry," Sona apologized and Cara shook her head. There was another alarm in the room and she tried to calm down. She was safe.
Cara took a deep breath, then nodded to Sona.
"I'll probably be busy again soon!" Cara joked, before asking Sona to join her. She pointed to the holoscreen and played the message. Now Sona realized why Cara had smiled, she felt the same way. "Din has finally found his family again and started a new one in the process! It's so nice that we Mandalorians are growing again!"
The news that the Hidden Ones would soon be making their way to Nevarro made Sona happy. And she hoped that everything would be peaceful, they had fought each other too often in the past. Cara stood up and reached for the hologram stick.
"Then I'll show Greef and the others the good news!"
Sona shook her head vehemently and stopped Cara. She stood in her way.
"No!"
Cara frowned. Sona sighed.
"There is someone I no longer trust. So please keep this information secret, I'm afraid Bo-Katan will know immediately!"
Cara looked at Sona in astonishment and she suddenly looked very tired.
"I just hope I'm wrong. I don't want to voice my suspicions either, so that you can continue to have a clear view of things!"
Cara nodded in understanding and turned away. In the next room, she locked the flash drive in the safe. A brief sting on her temple made her lean her head against the wall. The memory of the torture and this situation confused her. A reassuring, warm hand touched her on the shoulder. Sona knew about everything, she had told her, and the weaponsmith had just listened at first, before talking to Cara and helping her out of the clutches of nightmares.
"Here you go and I've put some sweets in your bag," said the shopkeeper, winking and handing Ziv the purchases. He thanked her and held the bag close to him.
"And give my best wishes to your mom!"
Ziv nodded and said goodbye. He had picked up the things he had ordered after school had finished, as his mother didn't get home from work until late. Ziv meandered through the hustle and bustle with his heavy school bag on his back and his shopping. He noticed two of his classmates who had just reached home and waved to him. The delicious smell from one of the cooking areas caught his nose and Ziv hurried, as he was hungry. Once home, he stowed away the groceries and took his food out of the fridge to warm it up. He threw his school things into his room and devoured his meal. He had the radio on in the background. When it was so quiet, he felt uncomfortable, but he would never tell his mom that. It had been difficult for her to go back to work, but it had to be done, the support from his former employer after his father's death had run out. Now his mom was looking after the old people who couldn't afford the droids. It was also no problem to take his little sister Izy with him. So Ziv spent most of his time alone at home, but conscientiously did various chores at home or homework so that his mom could rest a little after her work and she didn't have to worry. Above all, Cara had refrained from telling her about the monkeys. Since the Mandalorians had come back, with all the children, he had made new friends. Every now and then they did a few things that weren't allowed.
Like freeing the monkeys from their cages. It was great fun at first, but then they caused more and more chaos and one of them escaped to the Anzellans' workshop. The little creatures made a louder racket than all the monkeys put together.
Cara had all the culprits line up and clean up. Ziv's job was to help the Anzellans and apologize to them. They were a little vindictive and he now had a few more afternoons to show up there to work off the damage. Although, it wasn't that bad there. There was a lot to discover in their collection. Ziv sighed and picked up his backpack to do his homework.
They hadn't had much to do, so he didn't think twice and ran outside. He wanted to go to the tunnel, where he had lost his Mandalorian necklace a few days ago, which he had been given by Din when he had been rescued by him. When the Mandos came back and reported on how Din and Liara were doing and what they had already experienced on their journey, he had been pleased to hear from them again. He was also glad to hear that they would be back here soon, once they had finished their search for Din's family. Ziv scurried down one of the side streets that led to the old entrance. You weren't supposed to go down there anymore, there had been cave-ins from a few eruptions of the volcano, but Ziv knew where to go and it was safe.
He walked down the steps, the dusty, dirty smell greeted him. His flashlight lit the way for him and after a few minutes it did indeed glitter in the light. Ziv whooped and picked up the chain. The ribbon was torn, but the pendant was still on it. He put it in his pocket and was about to go back when he heard voices. They were coming from the old smithy. Curiosity got the better of him and the boy crept towards the vault.
"... he wants to go to Aq Vetina and build the new home there..."
It was the voice of Paz, the great Mando, Ziv found him a little terrifying. He and Sona had come back with Cara, they hadn't been well for a while afterwards. Perhaps also because Ezer hadn't survived. There were several days of mourning for the young bounty hunter. Ziv wondered who Paz was talking to, he understood immediately that it was about Din as the place had been mentioned a few times by the other Mandos. A female voice replied.
"This is quite enough for me. I know where this place is. That's where I killed his parents and that's where his last hour will have come. Even if I have to wait many more rotations for them there, it will be a joyful wait!"
Ziv was shocked by the malice in his voice. He absolutely had to get to Cara and tell her about it. Slowly he walked backwards, caught on a beam and fell backwards. It was loud enough to alert Paz. He came rushing out and saw the boy struggling to his feet and staring at the man with wide eyes.
"You know what you have to do!" the woman's voice sounded from the holotransmission and Paz said yes. Ziv swallowed, then ran off, and from the sounds of it, Paz did too. The smell of sulphur increased and Ziv was aware he was running in the wrong direction, but there was another turn and he had to catch it. Unfortunately, his flashlight was flickering, the energy was fading and he would miss the path. He heard Paz shouting threats and, despite the warmth, he felt freezing cold. Ziv glanced backwards, noticing the glow from Paz's torch. When he turned back around, Ziv's eyes widened in shock, but he couldn't stop. There was a gaping hole in front of him, and he jerked his arms, hoping to catch his weight and fall backwards. But it was in vain, his body fell and Ziv screamed until he hit the ground. A wave of pain seized the boy and immediately sent him into a deep unconsciousness. Paz heard the impact, stopped at the edge and glanced down the few meters. The boy was lying next to some rocks, open wounds visible. That solved the problem, he thought and turned away.
Yazmin put the sleeping Izy in her bed and left the nursery. She was just as tired herself. In the kitchen, she noticed the bag of fruit bears and smiled. Ziv had received another present. She took a few and snacked on them. The sweetness was good for her now. When she had entered the apartment, everything had been dark and she assumed that Ziv was already asleep. She decided to leave the boy alone and went to bed too. Tomorrow was her day off and she would cook him his favorite meal.
The radio was on, scrambled eggs and bacon were sizzling in the pan and Izy was toddling around barefoot. Yazmin hummed along to the song, looked at her watch and sighed.
"Ziv, honey!"
After she had set the table, there was still no sound from Ziv's room. Yazmin knocked on his door, getting a little angry now.
"Get up!"
The murmur that usually followed failed to materialize and she opened the door.
"You're coming to..."
A few clothes were scattered around, but the bed was untouched. Yazmin was confused and ran to the bathroom, but it was empty too. Izy followed her mom laughing, she hadn't understood the seriousness of the situation. There was a rucksack in the kitchen, so Ziv hadn't left for school early. Yazmin ran her fingers nervously through her hair, then turned off the stove, grabbed Izy and knocked on the neighbor's door. She hadn't seen him since yesterday either. The neighbor took Izy from her, recognizing her mother's helplessness.
"I'll look after the little one. Go to Cara and find him!"
Yazmin nodded and ran off.
Cara was discussing today's appointments with Mythrol and Kadin, a new member of Nevarro's security staff, when a woman came rushing in, completely upset.
"Yazmin?"
"Ziv's gone!"
She reported everything, presumably that he had disappeared yesterday and she hadn't noticed.
"I wish I'd looked in on him again!" she reproached herself and sank into a visitor's chair. Cara shook her head.
"You couldn't have known. We'll go to the school now and ask everyone there if they know anything!"
Yazmin nodded and the women set off.
"Maybe the Anzellans didn't let him go yesterday. I wouldn't be surprised. We'd best go and check there now!"
Yazmin frowned irritably and stopped.
"Why Anzellans?"
Cara paused and sighed.
"He didn't tell you anything?"
Yazmin shook her head. Cara told her about the incident with the monkeys and Yazmin closed her eyes. When she looked at Cara again, she noticed how horrified her mother was.
"I get paid well, but I hardly ever get to see my big boy. And the fact that he hides this from me..."
Cara ran her hand along Yazmin's arm as they were about to reach the workshop.
"At that age, you're always keeping secrets from your parents!"
She winked at Yazmin and she actually grinned as she thought about the past.
The little creatures were chattering loudly and Cara needed some time, she understood the language, but too much at once was borderline. She knelt in front of the entrance and nodded a few times. Yazmin was crouched beside her, but she had gotten out after the first few words and was just hoping the Anzellans could help them. Cara sat up and waved into the workshop before the door closed.
"He was supposed to show up today, they don't know where he is. If we find him, they'll insist he works off his debt!"
The women got up and walked on to the school. Lessons were already in progress there and Caz was reluctant to be disturbed. Cara explained the situation, pointing to Yazmin, who was pacing back and forth outside the window. The droid interrupted the lesson and they asked the children if they knew anything. But they all said no. Two said the last time they had seen him was when he was leaving the market on his way home. That didn't help Cara, since the shopping and his rucksack were at home, he must have left the apartment again afterwards.
Cara took Yazmin back to her office. She was still beside herself with worry. Cara informed Greef that they had a missing person case. Shortly afterwards, he appeared with several bounty hunters from the guild.
"We're going on a search now. Don't worry, we'll find him!"
Yazmin thanked them all and looked after them as they disappeared into the alleyways. Two of them wanted to search everything with their ships from above, on and far behind the lava fields.
Over the course of the day, more and more people came to hear about Ziv's disappearance. Yazmin was overwhelmed by the willingness to help and began to cry. She had been holding back the tears the whole time, but as time passed and they didn't find him despite the many helpers, her nerves were frayed. Sona, who had brought over some food, comforted the worried mother. She gave her hope, but the feedback was always negative.
"He can't just disappear into thin air!"
Cara secretly agreed with her, but there were plenty of places in and around the city to hide or find herself in a helpless situation. The day was drawing to a close and Cara sent Yazmin to her apartment, above the office, so she could get some rest. Izy was in good hands with her neighbor, who had immediately agreed to continue looking after the girl. Cara took turns with Kadin during the night, asking for situation reports from the searchers. A team would continue to search the tunnels in the morning, but it was not entirely safe due to the danger of collapse in some places.
Dark shadows had settled under Yazmin's eyes. Her sleep had been restless and now she hoped the coffee would give her a boost. Cara yawned furtively behind her arm before biting hungrily into a chocolate roll that Greef had brought them with a few other goodies. His bounty hunters were ready to help again today. There was a knock and a woman entered with a boy. Gry, one of the Mandalorian women, and her son Rufo, whose red hair looked almost more intense than his mother's. Cara knew Rufo well, he had a lot of nonsense in his head and was the one who had freed the monkeys. But he too would have to serve his sentence for a few more hours with the merchant.
"He has something to tell you!"
Rufo looked at those present, somewhat unsettled, while Gry put his hands on his shoulders to encourage him.
"Is it that bad?" Cara asked and Rufo shook his head. He swallowed.
"Did you find his necklace?"
Cara looked at Yazmin, who was now sitting upright and staring at Rufo. Cara answered in the negative.
"He lost it the other day when we were in the tunnel..."
Yazmin gasped, Gry raised his hand.
"I was down there with him, there was something in one of the quarters that once belonged to us. They didn't leave the secure area! Rufo confessed to me this morning that they were still there, otherwise I would have informed you yesterday!"
Rufo nodded.
"He noticed upstairs that the chain was gone. But as it was already time to go home, he wanted to look for it another time. But we only went to the old quarters, honestly!"
Sona shone her light over the dusty floor. Behind her, Paz moved around, looking into every niche they knew. The weaponsmith had immediately offered to search her old home. A strange feeling had accompanied her since they had entered the tunnels, she just couldn't grasp it. At the former smithy, she paused and noticed the many footprints. A search party had already been here, but had turned back as one of the paths was impassable. But there was another one and they were now walking along it. They kept calling for Ziv's name, but got no answer.
"If he was hiding here, he would have realized by now that we were looking for him," Paz grumbled and Sona noticed how the giant slowed down. She turned to him, shone a light in his face and blinked.
"Maybe something's happened to him!"
She noticed the flicker in Paz's eyes, but suppressed it. The two of them continued to search, the smell of sulphur was very intense and it was getting warmer. Paz shone his torch along the corridor, pointed at the rubble and tore at the floor.
"This is as far as it goes!"
Sona nodded, but she didn't turn back. She sensed that Paz was desperate to leave this place and the uneasy feeling intensified. When she sat down in front of the hole and shone her light into it, she froze. Sona jumped up and pushed the astonished Paz against the wall. She screamed at him, it echoed off the wall.
"You son of a bitch. What did Bo-Katan promise you?"
Paz swallowed and pointed to his temple, the same scar as Cara's. Sona shook her head, then left him and climbed down to Ziv. When she touched the child, she couldn't believe it, but she felt a pulse beat and oxygen escaped from his mouth. She immediately relayed the location via the communicator and looked up at Paz, who was giving her light. His hand trembled and he closed his eyes. Hopefully he would soon be punished for this.
Ziv was already in one of the treatment rooms when Yazmin arrived at the medical center with Cara. She caught sight of Sona. The boy's blood was on her hands and clothes. Yazmin let out a scream and collapsed. Cara tried to hold her mother down, but it was only with Greef's help that they managed to maneuver her onto a bench in the waiting area.
"He was alive and I'm sure they'll be able to help him!" Sona tried to reassure her, but realized that she would further unsettle her mother in that state. She immediately left the center to clean up and change in her accommodation. Paz wanted to follow her, but Sona shook her head.
"Don't you dare leave here. You will speak to the Creator and hope the boy survives!" she hissed at him. Paz glared after her, then sat down in one of the rows of chairs to wait like the others.
Flora looked anxiously at the monitor, which showed them the boy's data. When the door opened and the Twi'lek entered, she handed the pad to the doctor.
"He must be operated on immediately. I will inform the relatives! Let Doctor Gago know and I'll follow!"
Flora nodded and set to work.
Yazmin saw a doctor coming towards her and she began to tremble. Cara squeezed her hand and stood by her.
"I am Doctor Loris. I'm going to operate on your son with my colleague. He has many fractures, but we will leave them untreated at first. His internal injuries are very serious and have priority!"
Yazmin swallowed and nodded, she had understood the doctor. He smiled encouragingly at her and then hurried into the operating theater.
It took a long time, new blood reserves were requested again and again, but they were able to stabilize the child. "He seems to be a bit of a fighter, lying somewhere for so long with these injuries alone..." said Gago, looking after the patient, who was now being taken to the intensive care unit.
"Let's hope he survives the next 24 hours and then we can repair the fractures. Only then will I be persuaded to have a drink of joy!" Loris tried to put the brakes on his colleague. But he also secretly hoped that the boy would recover. Hopefully his head hadn't sustained any damage...
"I'll talk to the mother and let her see him!"
Gago nodded and the two of them left the operating theater.
Yazmin sat next to her child's bed, cables and tubes everywhere. A machine was helping him to breathe. The doctor had explained to her that they had put him in an induced coma while they had not yet operated on him because of the fractures in his leg and arms.
"That way he is completely pain-free and his body can recover. He needs all the strength he can get!"
The wire mesh on his head was supposed to measure brain waves and pressure; his brain was swollen from the impact. So far, everything was still fine and he was given medication to help him lose weight. Despite the bruises and abrasions, his face was pale and Yazmin gently ran her trembling fingers over his skin. Her eyes watered again.
"I'm here, my darling, everything is going to be all right now!"
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tired0artist · 1 year
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hi, this is my OC, V (or Velia). i really wanted to draw her ever since i wrote my din djarin love story with her in it 👀 i need to go back to it, because it’s pretty amazing hah. below im adding a small snippet from one of the chapters, so enjoy
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Doubt creeped it’s way into the woman’s heart as she glanced at the wide eyed child. His aura was still subconsciously reaching for her, it was so bright and full of safety. The kid felt safe with them, and didn’t know that they were his worst enemy.
Soon they walked through the town, V’s stuff already packed back from the Crest as the job was done. And yet it didn’t feel done for her.
“Mando…” she said, as he glanced at her but continued on walking. She grabbed his hard bicep, saying “I don’t know if we should do it”
He stared at her in silence, his emotions unreadable because of V’s own unease. But soon he voiced his thoughts.
“It’s our bounty and the guild code is that we deliver the asset and ask no questions. Now come on”
She bit her lip underneath her mask and nodded, as they walked towards the Client’s place. But soon she grabbed her partner and pushed him into one of the alleyways, his armoured back hitting the stone wall.
“No. We can’t do this! It’s only a child, Mando!”
He was silent, but soon pushed her away saying “We took that job, we did it and now we’re getting payment. That’s all”
Her heart was loud about what it wanted, as she took a step back from the man saying “Fine. Go and forsake this child to become their pet or test subject ” he was about to pull himself from the wall as she pushed him into it once again, while hissing lowly “But I will take no part in this. You’re in this alone, Mandalorian! ”
The word was like a venom on her tongue, but she wasn’t done as she added “You follow your codes, more like a slave rather than a warrior . Mandalorians are an honorable and proud race, they follow their own morals and not some silly things” the man in front of her was vibrating in anger but she didn’t back down, as she said “Mark my words, aruetii. No fortune will come from the harm of this child”
With that she caressed the child’s ear one more time, before leaving and not turning back as the sweet green creature called after her both physically and with his aura.
As she was walking away, she put her gloves back on. Her scarred hands disappeared under the material, for the first time since she took them off in that cart on Arvala-7.
chapter five: the change of heart from CONCEALED on ao3 by TypicalNerd98 and wattpad by typicalwriternerd
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Story Rating: Explicit
Characters: Din Djarin x Original Female Character
Summary: There hasn’t been an unidentified spacecraft in the stratosphere of Arkadia in over two decades, let alone three in one day. Those skilled or mad enough to venture into the Chaos unguided were few and far between. That means no one has ever made it to Arkadia who wasn’t intending to be here.
Until today.
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Din Djarin finds an unmapped planet filled with beings who have the same powers as the Child, but know nothing of the force or the Jedi.
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Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
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