I want to film cause i feel like we havent put anything up in a while but also the head is all switchy lately and with all the drama on youtube i dont want people to think we are trying to add to it.
“If only I could love you enough to give you what you need.”
“If only I could be for you the hand that feeds.”
“Cause I know you can only starve so much till you like how it feels.”
“Sitting on a throne of bones staring at that cold meal.”
“It’s not your body that I love but, It’s the shell your inside of. “
“And your killing the only piece of you I can touch it’s not your body that I need but, That’s what sleeps next to me. “
“And your killing it your killing it your killing it please eat.”
“If only I could make you believe you deserve everything every spoon bite anything you want to eat.”
“Cause I know you can only starve so much before you’ll die there’s parts of you already gone I can never revive.”
“It’s not your body that I love but, It’s the shell your inside of and your killing it your killing the only piece of you I can touch.”
“It’s not your body that I need but, That’s what sleeps next to me and, your killing it your killing it your killing it please eat.”
ight i never thought i would post my other socials because im literally like one of the youngest people in the ed community lmao but my snapchat is
im WAY more active there, i open every message i get and i add EVERYONE back , so if you want to amos and maybe i can make an ed groupchat and a private story for it? idk if yall have snap.
i cant see my best friend who lives two fucking streets away from me and sits by me on the bus everyday :(
i cant see my father because hes a semi driver and goes all over the US and if he has it he doesnt wanna get us sick
aNNND anyone that was even remotely in recovery in the ed community has 100% for a fact relapsed and you cant convince me otherwise LMAO
All these years later and still no one believes me.
Hey psychology side of tumblr. I have d.i.d. My question is can it be caused my multiple but unrelated traumatic events as a child?
I want to film for youtube but i cant speak :(
Types of Medications that help Borderline Personality Disorder:
First things first, you need to be aware that there is not one specific medication for BPD. Unlike Anxiety, Depression- and many other mental health disorders. Borderline is not going to be cured by taking medications. The good news is that you can take medications to help BPD symptoms. As you know there is not one type of Borderline. Not every person that has BPD is the same. First you need to write down all of the symptoms that you have. When you go into see your Doctor for medications show them this list of symptoms that occur on a daily basis.
The major/ common symptoms people with BPD face:
- Intense fear of abandonment
- Unstable relationships
- Having a distorted self-image
- Impulsive behavior
- Suicidal thoughts/ actions
- Extreme emotional mood swings
- Periods of dissociation
- Explosive anger
- Feeling out of touch with reality
- Childhood or current trauma
- Moderate - severe paranoia
- Feelings of Isolation
Here are the main categories of medications that may help the symptoms of Borderline Personality Disorder:
- Anti-Psychotic Medications: This type of medication is used for Psychosis, Hallucinations, Mania, Paranoia, poor functioning.
Examples: Abilify, Saphris, Vraylar, Clozaril, Latuda, Zyprexa, Seroquel, Risperdal, Risperdal
- Mood Stabilizers: This type of medications are good for mood stabilizers, Depression, Impulse, Anxiety and more-
Examples: Lithium, Topamax, Tegretol, Lamictal, Lithobid
- Anti-anxiety: This type of medication may help to reduce anxiety, particularly for people who have co-occurring anxiety disorders such as post-traumatic stress disorder or panic disorder.
Examples: Xanax, Valium, Buspar, Klonopin, Ativan
- Anti-Depressants: Symptoms of depression often accompany BPD, and antidepressants can help to reduce the frequency and intensity of depressive moods.
I did not name every single medication for the examples- that would be a lot. But I just wanted to give you guys the most commonly used.
I am not a Doctor and I do not recommend taking these unless you have spoken to a Doctor and they fill these prescriptions for you.
Hello! I am so sorry to hear this.. I just want you to know that you are not alone, and there is a whole community on here that is for you. It’s not easy going through your day to day life when you are not sure what is going on. Craving answers and understanding as to why you are experiencing this. Thank you for coming to me with your questions, you are heard and acknowledged. You are Loved.
BPD does not have different personalities. It’s not like a multiple personality disorder. You are constantly you- but if you’re asking about different personalities like one minute you’re fine and the next you’re raging then yes. When it comes to BPD there is something that goes on called splitting. Where you could be one version of yourself the first minute and then something may set you off where you’re spiraling out of the control the next. Also referred￼ to black and white thinking- or all or nothing. In DBT (dialectical behavioral therapy) you learn that you your emotional mind and then you have your wise mind. The day to day person can fit right in the middle but with BPD it’s kind of like bouncing back and forth. A constant cycle of: happiness, depression, anger, etc. A cycle of different emotions.
DID: Dissociative Identity Disorder- Is caused by trauma. Kind of like PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). Where you have long amounts of dissociation. Dissociation is a part of BPD, but it is not as severe as to people that indure it who have DID.
- Surround yourself with positive people- a support system.
- Keep a journal- write down everything. Your thoughts, what’s going on in your life. Write everything down.
- Download a breathing app, it helps me calm down and try and get some rest.
- Take time out of your day for self care: take a shower, take a nap, get some sunlight.
- Make sure you’re sleeping at least 8 hours a night. Your rest is very important.
- It’s okay to say no. If you can’t hangout with your friends- do activities. It’s okay, make sure you take time to decompress.
- Learn your triggers. LEARN them and do what ever you can to avoid them right now.
- Watch videos, movies, shows that make you laugh.
I’m so pissed over the videos that the overly boob sized YouTuber made about having DID and shit. Like, no darling, you are not diagnosed, and being self diagnosed is valid, WHEN YOU HAVE MADE RESEARCH!!!!
She didn’t even made any research and was using almost every term wrong, the only thing that I felt kind of right, was when she said that she did not control her “alters” to the front, cause sweetie, that’s how it works (unless positive and negative triggers).
But everything else was ultimately wrong, we are all extremely pissed.
I really love all of the questions you guys have been sending me! Keep them coming!
I love all of you, and I want to be there for you. I try to explain things and help with any questions/ situations you guys are going through.
You can ask questions on any mental disorder in general as well.
Wide awake @ 2:45 AM.
Heya! Thanks for sending in an ask, we love your blog by the way.
8. Do you have any non-human alters?
We have two for sure nonhuman alters.
Jake for one is nonhuman but no one really knows what he is, he’s able to take on the form of a wolf but he’s not a werewolf. He also is completely mute so he can’t speak and only commucates through thoughts. Personally, we’re unsure of his specific species but he’s always been Jake to us.
Alice is our little angel. Literally, our angel. Shes got the wings and halo to prove it but sometimes I wonder if she remembers that she is an angel. She mostly just says she likes being here with us and that this is where she’s meant to be.
Shylow is still up in the air, he doesn’t really show himself or give us enough information for me to know if he’s nonhuman or not. The most I get from him is the feeling of the color green if that makes sense but I know that he’s a powerful part of the system.
17. If you have younger parts/alters, what makes them happy or excited?
We have one little alter and that’s Alice! She really loves dressing up but recently has taken a bigger liking to online games. She loves the Little Mermaid and gets excited at the idea of talking to new people.
21. What does “recovery” mean for you?
Ah this is a tricky one…
For one, I used to be scared of this word because I thought it meant intergration and I also was scared of the word intergration because I’d came to my own conclusion of what it meant. I know better now, we know better.
Recovery means functional, being able to manage my social life, my home life, my work life, in a way that makes me happy. Recovery means being able to communicate within the system so that everyone’s needs are met and being able to talk through ones that we just can’t achieve yet. Recovery basically means communication and functionality to me.
Really fun answering these! ✨✨✨
Yellow and Ariel 👑👑
since i got diagnosed with anxiety disorders i noticed how often i tend to get sick and how much anxiety performs a large role in that. From daily weird ass stomach pain to infections that needed to be treated with antibiotics.
“When you have insomnia”
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