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starvetillskinny · 1 year
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i need someone to text me daily meanspo seriously omg
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starlsblog · 5 months
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i can’t wait for the day i can use my own body in posts instead of these peoples
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Been thinking about the difference in the way Bill acts between FNaF 3 and FFPS despite them being relatively close together and I've landed on the idea that he's just suuuper overstimulated that week in Faz-Frights.
Like imagine being locked in a dark room for 3 decades, being sat in the same possition you died in, and then being thrown into a haunted house with flashing lights and winding corridors with 0 warning. Walking for the first time in a new body while a guy you only recall your very complecated emotions for abuses the coding of your metal prison to disorient you.
I fully believe Springtrap gets more agressive as the week goes on cus Will is getting used to moving around in the suit. He's just getting more capable.
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hel7l7 · 2 years
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this fight was never about food
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agena87 · 7 months
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Joy: No! Don't wanna! Don't wanna! Wolfgang: Kätzchen... We talked about it. J: No, no, no, no, no! W: Yes. J: Please, Vatti. No bwush. W: Joy. You have to brush your teeth. J: (sniffs) But... hurts. W: I know, Kätzchen. You still have to, or it'll hurt even more when you grow up. And if you brush your teeth, I'll take you to the studio later. J: The paint room? W: Yes. The paint room. Now. What will you do? J: Bwush!
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Mal: Is my little princess actually brushing her teeth without making a fuss? J: Uh um! Vatti said if I do, I can go to the paint room with him! M: Really? What will you paint? J: A pony! And Daddy, and Vatti, and unc' Zonny, and unc' Don, and oma Mila, and opa Macus, and unc' Lucas, and aunty Max, and ganpa Geoff, and a big doggie! M: Not granma Nancy? J: No! She's mean to Daddy and unc' Zonny! Vatti! I finish bwushin'! W: Have you? J: Yes! W: Mmm... I think... You can go play while I finish getting ready.
Joy leaves the bathroom, running.
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M: You're so good with her. W: She's a good kid. M: Still, you're a great parent. W: I'm not her parent, though I love her as if she was mine. M: She could be. Officially, I mean. You could adopt her, there's still room for one more parent on her papers, with Lily abandoning her parental rights. W: I don't think I cou... What are you doing?
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M: Marry me? W: What? M: I love you. You love me. Wait, you do, right? W: Of course, you idiot! (laughs) M: Just checking. Then marry me, and you'll be officially allowed to adopt Joy. We could be a real family. Please? W: I... Yes? Yes! M: Really? W: YES!
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M: You have no idea how happy you make me. W: I might have, if it's the same way, you make me happy. M: I love you. W: Love you too!
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Bonus under the cut of Joy and the "tattoo" she drew on herself to match Daddy (which, she doesn't know how to write)-but it's OK, she's not even four yet)
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Cutest kid ever.
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So. That was (more or less) my dream from last night. I don't know if it'll ever be canon, so I'll tag this as "extra", but I really like the idea of malgang getting married, I have to confess. What would that mean for Al and Jeb, I don't know (apparently, I don't know anything about this story), but we'll see.
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pinkblemishesblog · 13 days
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y'all cannot fathom how much getting my old acc banned made me feel down
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madfooodie · 4 months
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getting covid for thanksgiving >
isolation and no one forcing me to eat… okay if i have to..
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educatedha · 7 months
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Girl (purges whatever she ate) dinner 💗
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snoppyuu · 3 months
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hai! ^__^
this blog is gonna be about my ana:3 its not gonna be my first fast and im actually struggling with anorexia for over a year, or around that, but i still dont see it as a bad thing actually! i wanna start liking the feeling of hunger or even loving it. i have a lovely gf and i love her sm. but lifes not fun when i have to eat all that gross things like food n all. i mean you feel like you have to eat to survive but that not true!:) you can still barely eat and eat only things that are aesthetic and you like em right? i wanna be the person that loves being hungry and my gw is 40 kg for now becasue now i weight about 45 beciase i actually did fast for around 2 days and then 1 but i was really struggling, now i wanna achieve like 4 days of not eating and maybe 3 of not sleeping? i know that sleep really helps you with loosing calories but i like feelin dizzy and i just wanna feel that way forever</3 its like being on drugs but for free
so basically im starting a fast today💓 around 4 days and i dont know if im gonna make it cause my highest score is like 2 days and half but im positive:3 when im dizzy and hungry my brains not really braining but now when im sane i feel even more depressed about everything.. and also! a new jirai dress from liz lisa is gonna be delievered to me soon! i wont wear it till i wont achieve a 4 day fast:3 so good luck for me
i dunno if im gonna post daily but i will try to💓and also this account is more like a dairy to me than an actuall social media, but i hope to get more ppl here
have a thin day!:3
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futurebird · 8 months
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Body Types and Personalities
One of the more unshakable ideas that used to drive my eating disordered thinking was the idea that different body types corresponded to different personalities. This is something that's all over mass media-- and often built into the assumptions that we make about each other.
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The stereotypes dictated that to be fat was to be sensuous, loving, warm, bouncy, excitable, outgoing, flirtatious, full of life, caring and open. I've used "Hilda" as the distillation of this idea. It wasn't hard for me to think of or find an image that worked. It's not exactly a negative set of associations, but it's still a limiting framework.
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To be thin? That was about being cool, calculating, precise, fastidious, reserved, serious, intellectual, calm, observant, cautious and modest. When I went looking for images for this one it was much harder. It turns out I hate how most women are photographed. It's very hard to find an image that isn't just a little sexy. Even this Armani pantsuit one isn't quite right. As a young person I related to the second set of descriptions more-- (And probably still do, although I don't really associate either exclusively with a particular body type anymore.) So, part of what kept my eating disorder going was the sense that I would be misread constantly-- people would think I was a vivacious bubbly sort of person and try to get close to me and that scared me. I thought if I looked more like the sort of person I felt that I was inside maybe this wouldn't happen. The truth is that anyone who knows me IRL would laugh their ass off at the idea of calling me "bubbly" or "outgoing" -- What I thought were instances of people misreading what sort of person I was and getting too close? It was just normal human interactions. Nearly all of my friends have eventually said "When I first got to know you, you seemed really intimidating." -- this has gotten to the point of bothering me a little. I don't want to be... scary. But, I think it's just how I come across since I spent so many years trying *not* to be a "bubbly happy fun" person. Explaining all of this. I'm struck by how odd it must sound. I don't know if this will even be relatable. I had when I started this, some notion of writing about how body types don't really determine these things, and how even in fiction it need not be Hilda or The Pantsuit Queen-- But, is it even a normal thing to worry about? I wonder why it was such a big deal to me all those years ago? Part of the answer might lie in how hard it is to find images that I really admire-- how outside of the popular and the useful this idealization might be. And if I tried to find images of black women? Forget it. I guess I'll just need to make my own.
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starvetillskinny · 1 year
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Hi guys! I’m going to log what i ate/drank today!
Breakfast- Sparkling Ice drink~ 5cals
Lunch~ Skip
Dinner~ Two large eggs (155 cals omg ik)
One tomato (22 cals)
Four bottles of water~ 2 liters. 0cals.
Total for the day~ (182)
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starlsblog · 6 months
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if you wanna look like this you need to try
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d34dbutpr3tty · 2 years
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This has literally been my best relapse, ana's really nervousing rn
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vampiers · 4 months
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I'm eating like one meal with one snack a day and I KNOW I need to eat more but I CANNOT get myself to do it.
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sicklyslug · 11 months
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doing my first 2 day fast in like almost 2 years, i'm on day 2 now and its good. its been so long that it feels strange to not even eat something small but i'm excited to get back into fasting once i manage to move out.
oh and i got my watch working !!
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niishi · 5 months
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It seems like everyone is scared to acknowledge the fact that Norton drugged Alice in the chamber and then turned into scary monster Norton.... Ppl look at Norton and all their feminism flies out the window.
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