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cat3ch1sm · 29 days
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This is so awkward, but I was wondering if you could write hcs for if the reader called L, Mello, Near, and Matt "daddy" or "sir" or something else along those lines during sex? 😭 (if not that's totally fine I just got a mental image of Mello being like "what-" and I'm seeking other opinions lol)
🐸~ loll!! don't worry i have gotten much worse requests than this, this isn't at all awkward. this request seemed fun lol i hope u enjoy! i love u lots and thanks for ur support<33
nsfw ahead, gn!reader, sub!reader
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how they'd react to being called daddy/sir during sex~ wammy boys
matt
~ it just slipped from your lips in the heat of the moment. you had been really hazy and a bit delirious and matt had been deep inside you when it just popped out. and yes, it did catch him by surprise for about half a second since he wasn't expecting it and it wasn't something you'd ever called him before. but in the same half a second he was caught off guard, matt decided he loved it. he doesn't say anything about it in the moment, but it was the way you said it, with your shaky voice barely coherent and your pretty eyes crossed, overwhelmed with pleasure. matt takes it as a sign that he's doing a really good job, and best believe he makes it his mission to get one of those out of you again every time you two get intimate. on the other hand, expect pretty relentless teasing about it. matt both finds it amusing and a hell of a turn on how easily he can get you off, how he can make you just lose yourself like that.
~ "hey, matt, can you get that over there for me?"
~ "don't you mean daddy?"
~ "you are the worst."
mello
~ mello is someone who enjoys being in control during sex. so when you moan that in this pathetic, trembling voice, pleading with tears pricking the corners of your eyes for him to keep going, it's really such a rush for him. the brief moment of surprise at the unexpected title is quickly swept away by the surge of pride, almost arrogant in its nature. you've fully surrendered yourself to him; your pleasure is in his hands; you've acknowledged his power over your body. he'll probably get rougher in the moment, and later on in future intimate encounters he'll outright make you say it, denying you any release until you do, over and over and over.
near
~ although near does usually prefer it when you both are equals during sex, he can't help the swell of satisfaction in his heart when you call him that. after all, he has an ego like every other man on this list, and near gets something out of being at least somewhat in control, even in your sexual encounters where he does normally prefer not for anyone to be dominant. it's not like he needs to hear you say it every time, but near certainly doesn't mind when you do. besides, it means you like what he's doing and he's making you feel good, which is what he wants most.
ryuzaki
~ he probably spends the most time being surprised out of anybody else on this list. he doesn't have anything against it- besides, it would probably kill the mood if ryuzaki paused mid-sex to ask about it and what brought it on- but he just is somebody who likes having answers. so he may or may not literally interview you about it later- did he do something different? is that something that might happen again? what prompted you to call him that? he must know, even if you can hardly even sit up or form a full sentence yet.
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just-an-aliien · 9 months
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OK SO
BASICALLY MORE ART FOR MY AU IDEA
I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS
BUT ONE THAT IM SITTING ON RN IS THAT LIGHT WAS SCOUTED EARLY IN HIS HS CAREER SO HE’S BEEN AN IDOL FOR A WHILE AND THEN GETS THE NOTEBOOK.
Also, L does music really similar to Ludo! Specifically I was thinking his song “Love Me Dead” and maybe that would be like a song directed at Light somehow later in their careers or something, like a “I’m on to you!!” OOOOR AS LIKE A “I’m in love with you but you’re a monster”
Also I can’t help but think Light does these evil fucking faces like he does in the anime while on stage aiduvgf;dskugja;if ur;a and maybe his fans love this gap moe of it LOL
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purplink8 · 5 months
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Ace Light is so important to me. Like it's not just a headcanon but something more. Here are some instances of ace!Light imo:
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When Sayu finds Light with a dirty magazine & he explains that 'no i was just looking at articles of Kira & L' and that makes Sayu go 'oh yeah! you're gonna be a detective in future so being the nerdy brother of mine that you are you're studying for that, too. wow.' LIKE SHE DOESN'T EVEN QUESTION IT FOR A SECOND. She just knows that Light's statement is true at its face value & since she knows him well: therefore I raise you ACE Light.
Then this exchange between Ryuk & Light:
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Ryuk makes a reference to finger-banging and Light's response? 'Looks are all that count!' Light is so ace it's cute haha.
Instance #3:
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Light looks at p0rno mags and Soichiro is SHOCKED. Now of course it's because he thinks that Light was too upstanding/well-behaved for this sorta thing but I cannot help but wonder... if Light being interested at looking at girls that way, might've seemed a lil too far-fetched to Soichiro. And just how is Light looking at the scantily-clad women? Take a look:
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Of course, Light's goal is to pretend that this is why he was checking if anyone entered his room and yet he cannot look more disinterested. It's not convincing that he'd go all through the trouble of ensuring nobody entered his room and look like -_- towards the p0rno mags he had tried so hard to hide. He's in the privacy of his room (yes there are hidden cameras & no Light isn't meant to know about them) and the least he can do in what I remind you that it's a Shonen manga which means that it's targeted towards young male teens so they couldn't show him jerking off or anything is to look like he's interested/attracted to these women but nope.
Light with all his acting skills cannot manage to look interested (let alone sexually interested) in women shown in these mags. So Light is not straight confirmed. Ace Light strikes AGAIN.
This is just an aside:
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Ace!Light is done with Ryuk & the ridiculous sexual positions he comes up with for Light & L lol.
Another aside:
"Misa: Hey, Light. Wanna come sleep with me tonight?
Light: Wh-what are you talking about…?
Misa: Ha ha ha! Just kidding! You're saving me for after we catch Kira, right? You don't have to be shy about it!
L: Yes, Light. There's no need to be shy.
Light: I'm not being shy!
L: No need to be so serious either."
Hahaha look at L & Misa bullying our dear ace!Light XD
Instance #4 (sorta):
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If we needed more proof of Light not being straight- it's that look on Sachiko's face. She is positively stunned haha.
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Here is Misa hinting at something (presumably romantic/sexual) they'd do under covers and Light just completely dismissing it with a 'whatever'. #ace light
Canon shows us again & again how disinterested Light is in dating women (he does so only for achieving his Kira goals). Canon also hasn't hinted at Light preferring to date men (no offense to those who headcanon Light as gay as I'm one of those people (i hc him as homoromantic asexual)). So it's logical to assume that Light is ace. Yeah yeah I know you don't really need canon basis for your headcanons but as I said before Ace Light is more than just a headcanon to me :D
Oh and Light being an 'ace student' is literally canon ;)
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rnisa · 2 years
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Light and L on a sleepover with their s/o? 🥺♥️
This is so cute and wholesome eeep! I'm assuming this is meant to be separate? Just let me know!~ I'm not sure during what time you wanted Light's part to be in, since he changes so dramatically throughout the show. So I'm writing this when he enters college. He's still a mass murderer but he's still very much human by this point in the story so it just made more sense to me. I was assuming you wanted something more on the wholesome side ahaha. I hope that's okay! If you wanted something darker feel free to ask again with Light after L dies.
L and Light on a Sleepover with Their S/O
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Light Yagami
★ Light actually didn't want you to sleep over at his home - it's not that he didn't want you there, it's moreso he was worried about what his family would think.
★ Sayu would eavesdrop and "ooh", and "aah", and give their mom a play-by-play of what she could hear happening.
★ Mama Yagami wasn't particularly happy with it... sure, she liked you, a lot! She was actually counting the days for when you'd become Light's partner, his first serious real relationship. However...like any parent, she just didn't like the thought of her kid doing anything like that! Despite being a grown man, she would still baby him.
★ One day, you were over Light's house and spent several hours there. Playing video games was your treat after you did good on the mini-quiz he gave you after helping you to study.
★ The two of you sat on his bed - which made you nervous, despite dating for a few months, you were still too ne - and listened to the rain as you watched a cheesy crime show.
★ You were supposed to leave by the time it got dark, however the gentle rain turned into a horribly loud and destructive storm, and it was no longer safe for you to sleep over. Light was happy about this, in a way, because now you had no choice but to stay over. Sayu and his mom couldn't tease him about you sleeping over if you're literally forced to be there, right?
★ He's amused by you being scared of the weather, and happily plays the tough boyfriend role. He tells you it's nothing, but lets you snuggle up to him nonetheless.
★ Light uses this to his advantage for you to get more comfortable with him physically, because he wants nothing more than for you to be all over him.
★ Naturally, when it's time for bed you use the guest room (do they have one? I'unno, but for story purposes I'm saying they do). You clean up, and borrow one of his t-shirts to use as nightwear.
★ Light knew you'd come crawling to his door once everyone was asleep - the lightning was just too scary for you alone in that room by yourself. He smirks when he hears his door creek, you sheepishly standing there and complaining that you can't sleep.
★ And that's the first time you spend the night together! Now if you're DTF then Light absolutely is. He wouldn't instigate or push anything, but he would gauge how you feel about it and take it from there. lmk if you want a nsfw continuation 👀
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L Lawliet
★ L loves having you around, even if you aren't actively talking or doing anything together, he just enjoys your presence.
★ Even though this literal Neanderthal has no problems sitting on a cold harsh ground and getting little to no sleep, you don't want that...always.
★ While L works on the Kira case, you seem to bring a new pillow and/or blanket to the room each day. Eventually, these things pile up, along with other soft and squishy things...like oversized stuffed animals from Costco. Pretty soon, you have an actual pillow fort in the room where he works.
★ Sleepovers with L were not only common, but practically a necessity. It's just expected by this point; while he works, he expects you to be there. If you aren't, he's a bit bummed out about it but won't take it too personally.
★ L doesn't really get much sleep. It's nice of you to try and coax him into bed, but if he is really busy working, it's best not to harass him too much.
★ He will eventually join you in the floor/pillow fort; typically for a power nap, or a two-to-three-hour rest.
★ L likes to ask you questions, get your opinions on a case as he's working on them. Eventually throughout the nights, you stop responding to his questions and he realizes you've gone to bed. This is one of the few times he will get up, and either cover you if it's cold, or rearrange you if you're in an uncomfortable position (such as your neck being crooked in a way that would hurt when you woke up)
★ Some nights, things are more calm, and L finds himself having more free time to spend with you. These nights are your favorite. They're filled with relaxing fun. You and L share your thoughts and have the deepest conversations, the kinds that don't make you feel alone anymore.
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aloeverified · 8 months
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death note — neurodivergent headcanons:
lawliet: autism (asd)
when he was little, he refused to wear socks because he hated the way they seams felt on his feet. eventually watari gave up on trying to make him wear them and just had him wear shoes that didn't require them — that was until lawliet realized the benefit to not wearing shoes and just started going barefoot.
along with that, he used to never wear jeans as a child because they were too tight and uncomfortable. the same thing goes for long sleeves. this meant he typically wore sweatpants and loose tanktops until he realized he can simply start wearing oversized clothing.
sweets are his safe foods. he typically goes for small candies like m&ms when he's feeling more picky, but he generally enjoys anything ranging from cake to pastries. he also really likes milkshakes and the occasional smoothie.
since he can't read tones, he doesn't always take people's sarcasm as a joke if he's unfamiliar with them. however, that doesn't stop him from having a very sarcastic and dry sense of humor himself. unfortunately, most people don't realize he's also joking due to his monotone voice and lack of facial expressions.
lawliet struggles with empathy. he often finds it hard to sympathize with people who he feels are making a bad decisions. he values logic over emotional reasoning and gets annoyed when people don't see things the same way as him. he’s willing to make extreme decisions and take an ends-justify-the-means approach. he also doesn't see the appeal in formalities and views them as a waste of time. this can lead to him being very brunt and straight to the point, not bothering to mince his words. it often comes across as rude, especially if it's to someone he sees as being less than him.
light: obsessive compulsive disorder (ocd)
he always has to have things a very specific way. not exactly tidy — although he hates messes and being unorganized — but simply "his way." otherwise, he constantly feels off and uncomfortable.
he prefers to work alone because of this. group projects were always a nightmare for him. not only did he want his work area to be organized a specific way, but any essay or project he worked on also had to follow a specific order. along with that, he has to began his work in calculated steps or he'd grow too irritated and frustrated.
his mother quickly learned when he was younger that none of his food could touch or he wouldn't eat dinner. that, and he had to eat each section in order or he didn't feel full.
he'd end up conveniencing himself that if he didn't fill out all the questions on a test in the correct order then he'd end up failing, as well as other thing such as, "if i don't turn off the stove in this specific way, the house is gonna burn down." these thoughts never came across or irrational to him. even when he didn't always fully believe them, he still had a voice in the back of his head telling him he was wrong. therefore, he always went along with his specific order.
he'd spiral with his thoughts a lot. if he shook someone's hand after meeting them, he'd tune out their introduction and think about what their hand has touched, when the last time they washed their hand was, when he'd be able to wash his hand. it go to the point where he'd eventually just stop touching people in general, and grew annoyed when they touched him.
matt: attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (adhd)
despite ranking at number three at the orphanage, there's actually a very big gap between near and mello's intelligence compared to matt's. he's smart, definitely, but he's not actually a genius like the other two. this caused matt to feel a great divide between himself and the other two, and he tried his best to hole up in his room and study to become like them, but it ultimately left him burnt out.
after that, matt stopped applying himself and his grades began tanking. watari realized this was a result of his unmotivation and not actual stupidity, though, so he allowed matt to keep his place as third.
matt began suffering from the pressure and anxiety he felt in trying to become one of L's successors, and during one of his walks outside the orphanage, he came across a group of people offering him a cigarette to help him chill out. matt was smart enough to know it was a bad decision, but he was also depressed and decided to take it up to help calm his nerves.
matt's hyperfixations revolve around technology. after becoming obsessed with video games, he eventually decided to learn about how people code them which lead him into being interested in coding and hacking.
he's mostly unmedicated for his adhd, though he does find a way to get adderall when he feels like it. because of his, he's extremely prone to boredom and is more than likely to give up on a specific tasks to play games instead.
he's overall very aimless due to his boredom and burnt out feelings towards bettering himself. he fills his time with exciting things like drag races and drugs, but other than that he's very shut and reclusive and unlikely to let someone pull him away from his games unless they're offering something more fun to do.
he constantly is seeking out stimulation. there's always music blasting from his headphones while he games or a radio playing while he drives.
mello: autism (asd)
his tone is typically very flat, which causes confusion when people are trying to tell his emotions. along with that, he's not very expressive physically unless mad or manic.
he gets irritated very easily when people fail to understand whether or not he's being serious or not, or if they misinterpret him. he knows deep down that it's not their fault, but he hates being reminded of how he's the problem.
he constantly feels alienated from others. he was never able to make friends in the orphanage. he always started off well, but was never able to maintain connection with others. because of this, he isolates himself from just about everyone — only really keeping in contact with lawliet, near, and matt when he's older.
he's very defensive and possessive of his interests. he doesn't like when other people dislike them, but he hates when they seem to like them a lot. he's like this with friends as well, mostly when he was younger. he also got jealous when matt hung out with other kids instead of him, especially since he already struggled to keep friends so he was worried about ruining their friendship and being abandoned.
he wished he wasn't autistic when he was younger. of course, he was nervous about what other people thought about him, but his issues typically went back to him hating how difficult everything was for him — communicating, making connections, feeling like he belonged. no matter what he did, it always felt like the wrong choice; no matter where he went, he didn't belong.
unlike many other autistic people, he doesn't hate loud noises. in fact, a majority of the music he enjoys revolves around loud sounds. however, he has to be in the right mood to listen to them. he doesn't just put music on whenever, he has to want to actively listen to it in order to stand it. similarly, he can't have anything on in the background if he's trying to get work done. his surroundings are either completely silent or shaking pictures off the wall loud.
misa: (adhd)
throughout school, misa struggled with the material more than others. she had a very short attention span and often got in trouble for daydreaming instead of focusing. this is what caused her to start becoming overly insecure about her smarts and try and make up for it by being pretty and funny.
most her hyperfixations fall into stereotypical feminine traits, such as makeup and fashion.
when her fans found out she had adhd, she played into the stereotypes and just used it to make herself seem overly bubbly and dumb as she knew it would help her as an idol. however, due to this many people started regarding her as a moron with no ideas of substance, which added to her insecurities regarding her intelligence. whenever she did try to showcase herself and her ideas, she was typically laughed at and most people thought she was joking.
since japan has very strict drug laws, she's unmedicated and her symptoms are very severe; specifically her forgetfulness, excitability, fidgeting, hyperactivity, impulsivity, irritability, lack of restraint, and persistent repetition of words or actions. she's also very prone to mood swings when provoked.
near: autism (asd) & dyspraxia
her special interests are toys. she's not very picky and likes things that range from puzzles to toy robots, but she does favor dolls. she especially likes ones that come with television shows such as ever after high, equestria girls, monster high, and my little pony. she's not ashamed of her more childlike interests either, as she grew up around solely autistic people and was never made to feel embarrassed.
near has always preferred to play by herself as a child as she often felt like other people couldn't understand how exactly her little storylines played out in her head and it would be too much work explaining them when she could just play alone. she also just generally prefers not to socialize with others unless it comes down to those she is extremely close with, such as lawliet, matt, and especially mello.
she struggles a lot when it comes to social cues. she doesn't adjust her demeanor accordingly when it comes to certain situations, which makes her come across as uncaring. pair that with her inability to make eyecontact or even bother to face someone when they're talking to her, and she appears to be very uncaring most of the time.
her main stim is twirling her hair.
she has an insistence on sameness, inflexible adherence to routines, and ritualized patterns. she usually only wears all white, and is very highly organized when it comes to her personal space and belongings. all her toys are organized by what type they are and then what color. she also prefers to stick to her comfort zone and doesn't typically leave the orphanage unless it's absolutely necessary.
near is very selective when it comes to which textures she's willing to deal with. she only wears soft clothing like pajamas, and doesn't bother wearing shoes with her socks. she also typically likes warm and soft foods, such as oatmeal or rice.
she needs to feel stimulated at all times, so she typically watches something while she eats and listens to music when she's going to bed. she'll also often have one of her shows on in the background while playing with her toys or will put on fitting music for whatever adventure she's making her toys go on.
she's not very good at taking care of herself on her own, as she'll prioritize her hobbies over things like eating and showing. she's also easily stressed and unmotivated when it comes to things she doesn't like doing, and needs someone else to help her with things such as arranging doctor appointments and flights.
she also prefers to sit on the floor and crawl between spaces rather than walking around due to her dyspraxia. when she's feeling particularly weak, she uses a wheelchair and has either gevanni, lawliet, or mello push her around depending on where she is or who she's with.
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amaya-writes · 2 years
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what about l or light w a reader who’s just as smart as them? i love your work!
Notes: I haven't written for L in a while so I went with him. You didn't specify whether you wanted drabbles or hcs so I went with the latter
Warnings: mentions of the death note themes (you know, death, etc.)
Characters involved: L
Gender-neutral reader, you/yours
L
L would be shocked to say the least.
Having grown up in Wammy's house he's practically spent his entire life surrounded by geniuses in the making, which is why it isn't your level of intellect that shocks him, more so the fact that you happen to be one of the few people on this planet who can reach that level.
At first, he's quite sceptical of you. This isn't to belittle you, but simply to deduce whether you're actually smart or just one of thos people who pretend to be.
Once he's deduced you are the farthest thing form a fake, his actual reaction to you will really depend on how he knows you.
For example, if you're someone from the orphanage he won't be too surprised by your intellect, however, he will want to know why you're suddenly appearing in his life.
If it's to help with the case, L will be subtly annoyed by your presence (something Light will love to take advantage of) but if you're someone akin to Mello he won't hesitate to dispose of you. After all, any connection the two of you might have had in the past is all but insignificant to him.
If you're someone like Light, who he considers a suspect, L won't hesitate to treat you with as much caution as Light. After all, taking you lightly and messing up would be the last thing he needs.
However, if in some sort of miracle, you're completely unrelated to his detective life L will be more than intrigued by your presence.
Would probably go into stalker mode and try to find out everything about you he can just so that he can ensure you're not actually associated to the orphanage or any of his cases.
Overall, L will be VERY wary about getting close to you, and it would probably take months before he gives you the green light and approves of you. Actually being acknowledged as a friend or more than that will definitely take longer.
Unless you have some tricks up your sleeve like Light.
Maybe if you keep up with him long enough, L will want to keep you around for longer, and perhaps then, might accept you as what you want to be for him.
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124925 · 2 years
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light and L probably hate watching movies because they either predict everything that's going to happen and involuntarily spoil themselves or judge the sfx and cgi and overanalyze everything
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ilymello · 1 year
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Wammy´s kids music taste hcs.
this is just my opinion! Feel free to share yours (with respect) in the comments if you want!
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- Mello: i’m pretty sure that he likes metal and rock. I think that his favorite band would be SoaD, and when he was younger he used to listen to Slipknot (he still listens to some of their song). 
- Matt: idk why but I’m 100% sure that he listens to Nirvana and My Chemical Romance, like, I don’t know why but every time I think of it I really can imagine Matt listening to those two bands in his car.
- Near: tbh, I don’t think near is the type of person that listens to music actually, but if he did I’m sure it would be slow music that isn’t too loud, in my headcanons, Near is very sensitive with loud noises or music, it just bothers him and makes his head ache, that’s why I also headcanon that he actually doesn’t listen to music. But in my opinion, he would listen to some lamp songs, they have very slow songs that are very relaxing, especially Yume Utsutsu, I think that would be his fave song tbh.
Linda: Im pretty sure she listens to Marina or bôa. I think that she likes Marina’s voice and the lyrics of her songs, and about bôa, she also like the same things, but, she probably listens to bôa more because I think that the songs would inspire her every time she wants to draw.
B.B: okay, it was kinda hard to think this one, like, he definitely doesn’t listen to music, I really don’t see him as the type to enjoy music, he probably doesn’t care about music and doesn’t thinks about listening to it. BUT, if he did, he would probably listen to Rebzyyx’s songs or pretty little psycho in nightcore (I’m sorry, but if B.B listened to music I definitely see him listening to some nightcore songs)
It’s really hard for me to make B.B headcanons for me, I hope they don’t sound wrong cuz I really don’t know a lot about him, I’m so sorry!
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dearestones · 1 year
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L x Yagami Light Dating Without the Death Note Headcanons
Warnings: I have a feeling that you won't like my answer, so it's under the cut. I'll warn you now, it's very long and detailed.
Anonymous Request: What is your hc about if light dating L and without death note thingy
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If you mean by the Death Note existing at all? Then there would be a very small, slim, even miniscule chance that Light and L would have ever met. If Ryuk had never come around with his notebook, if Light had never seen it, then I don't think that ship could ever happen.
Not unless Light decides to challenge L or the other top three detectives in the world for the title or becomes a serial killer in another way. If that was the case, then this should would encounter some of the same traits in canon: the competition, the mind games, etc. However, since Light isn't Kira and there isn't any supernatural influences, then there is a chance that L will win and put Light in prison. I don't think L is about having relations with an inmate, but I doubt that he would want to pursue a relationship with Light considering that once he's in jail, there's no more fun in that, isn't there?
Because that's what drew those two together, the fact that the both of them can keep each other on their toes, never realizing what the other will do next. Once there is a definitive loser, the winner will have no reason to stay with the loser.
It's their pride, methinks that will interfere with their supposed relationship.
However, what would happen if there was in fact a Death Note, but it did not end up in Light's hands? Well, the reason why L was so interested in the killings was because Light had centered most of his killings in Japan. It was an intriguing case and one that promised L that it would alleviate his boredom. Furthermore, Light played into his trap that the original television broadcast was aired to the entirety of Japan and not just Kanto.
So, what can we extrapolate from this data?
You need another person who wishes to kill criminals all over the world (possibly is as childish and as justice driven as Light), also resides in Japan, and will easily fall prey to L's tricks. Furthermore, you will also need to find a person who is not as easily guilted into dropping the notebook and giving it to someone else (like Light did). Already, you need to have someone who has to have a genius mind or an intelligence on par or even surpassing Light and needs to be in the general vicinity of Light's original location.
Again, the chances are slim that Light and L will meet in this universe. However, if they do, they will be at best allies and at worst, very annoyed coworkers. If this universe takes place during the same timeline (Light basically graduating high school at the beginning) and his father also works under L, you're going to have realize that again, I don't think this relationship is going to happen.
First of all, there is the age difference. Light is like 17-18 at the beginning and L is 24-25. Plus, there's Soichiro to consider. You really think that Soichiro is going to let his son enter into an unprofessional relationship with a man who is already an adult when Light is just recently coming into his own? The only reason why Light was allowed to come this close to the investigation was because he was a Kira suspect. In this supposed universe, Light is innocent and has no idea that the Death Note exists. In fact, I'm pretty sure it's canon that no one outside of the Task Force were to tell anyone that they were involved in the Kira investigation. If that's the case, then Light would only have suspicions that maybe his father is working on the Kira investigation, but he can't butt in because that's not his prerogative and he's supposed to be focusing on his studies in college.
So, we've missed the initial meeting between L and Light. What if the investigation continues on for a few more years, what then? Well, again, you're going to have look at a Kira (not Light) who can keep L on his toes and can evade detection for just as long. However, again, that chance of having someone who is on par with Light is just as slim, close to zero maybe. If anything, L could probably find this version of Kira faster and then the investigation would be over, Soichiro could go home happy, and Light would be none the wiser while completing his studies.
Again, no relationship.
You could argue that maybe the Death Note ends up in a different country, L ends up in a battle of wits again someone with intelligence as him, and the Kira investigation lasts for years. Perhaps Light can be brought in as a consultant. Maybe he gets to be in a position where he gets to meet L himself. That's a lot of ifs.
Here's the thing, I don't think L or Light are interested in having a relationship, especially with people they are working with. In my mind, they are too preoccupied with being professional.
HOWEVER
If there is a chance that a romance could blossom... It won't be that romantic, and maybe not even that sexual.
It's mainly just banter, fighting, maybe even civil discussions about philosophy. They don't think about romance, especially not at first, but they are drawn to each other's intelligence. However, pride wins out, it always does. Perhaps Light begins to lust after the power that L has at his fingertips and schemes to take L's thrown away from him. Perhaps Light wants to become the next biggest detective... or be the instigator for the world's greatest mystery that even L can't solve. Maybe he'll commit a crime and dispose all evidence.
It'll rankle at L and they'll engage in the battle of the minds.
They attack, they parry, all with words and the vitriol of two scorned lovers who can't look at anyone else.
Eventually, it all ends in canon. One has to kill the other.
Because how else can they express their love for each other than to consume and destroy until nothing is left of their dear lover?
What I'm saying is, there is no known universe where Light and L don't have a dysfunctional relationship where one doesn't want to bring the other to heel.
If you're looking for romance and sexual proclivities, this isn't it. This is soulmateship in its rawest, purest form. The urge to be each other's only world until they have no choice to destroy it so the outside world can never taint the other.
So, what are your thoughts?
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an-angrygod · 1 year
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Death note fic idea
I want to read a fic where Light opens up to L and they are being terrible together and then ban Light gets attested. Cause L was of course planning to betray him.
I want a scene where Light is starting at L, tears in his eyes. (Perhaps like that audio- “u tricked me” “ tricked you? No I saved you”)
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I was wondering if you would do more writing for L. Would you write a NSFW with Dom!L including bondage?
⛪️~ hello, @incivilminds <33 here is your request!! I have done you so dirty dawg like this is actually so old… forgive me plsplspls💔💔💔💔 also GODDAMN this is long as shit what
also yeah, i haven’t been writing a lot for L lately, my bad y’all 😭 i will def be writing more death note soon
**✿❀ nsfw ahead! fem!reader,❀✿**
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It probably hadn’t even been a week since you had been captured, although it felt like it had been months. Vaguely, you recalled your wrists being wrenched behind your back mercilessly and a blindfold being tied roughly around your eyes. While you struggled vehemently against the chafing handcuffs that had been so harshly slapped around your wrists, someone, a man, had told you that you were under suspicion of being involved with Kira. Next thing you knew, you were tied up in a small, empty room, still unable to see or move with your body bound to a terribly uncomfortable metal board-like thing.
For a long time, you were scared out of your mind. For hours on end, you’d been interrogated by a garbled voice coming from somewhere in the room, and you hadn’t been able to give anyone any information. You were hardly allowed any bathroom breaks, and you were only given the bare minimum of food and water to keep you alive. However, despite the small amount of time you’d been captive, the situation you were in felt more hopeless every second. You were sleep-deprived, mentally drained from all the questions every hour of every day, your body was aching like hell from the position you’d been in for what seemed like ages, and you were always thirsty or hungry. On a number of occasions you’d fainted, only realizing it when you were awoken by a stern voice from some audio device in the room.
When you heard the familiar click of the microphone in the room, you had just begun to drift off again- sleeping was really all you could to in this predicament, and you weren’t really getting much of that either- it was hard to do so when you were literally tied to a board at 90 degrees and being watched every single second. And you already knew whoever had you captive now was tired of you asking to go to the bathroom every two seconds.
“Y/N.”
The stoic but demanding tone of whoever was speaking was something you were used to by now- but realizing that you were probably about to be interrogated ruthlessly again by this mechanical voice was almost too much, especially alongside being deprived of most of your senses for so long like this. You couldn’t find it in yourself to respond, instead barely lifting your head from its loll on your chest.
“Good. You’re up. Now, tell me what you know about Kira.”
This again. You could almost feel your sanity slipping through your fingers.
You replied with an inaudible murmur, not even really knowing what you were saying yourself.
“Speak up. I can’t hear you.”
This time, you didn’t respond, and dropped your head again, an overwhelming sleepiness suddenly coming over you. Today, you just weren’t up for it- you couldn’t care less what anyone did to you.
There was an unexpected silence for a few seconds- you’d expected the voice to resume its distorted badgering the second you failed to reply. But when the voice sounded again, its tone wasn’t as stony as it had been previously.
“You seem tired. How are you doing?”
Before you could stop it, a dull, bitter laugh burst from your throat. “How am I doing?” Your voice was raspy from lack of hydration and to speak by itself hurt your throat. “Don’t patronize me.”
More silence. For a second you’d thought maybe you’d made the voice mad, but what it said next surprised you. “Watari. Get the girl some water.”
Next thing you knew, there was shuffling beside you, and then a hard object at your lips. You could feel the cold air from it flowing on your skin, and then Watari tilted the cup towards your lips, signaling you to drink. However, you kept your lips tightly shut- you didn’t want to accept any formalities from whoever was behind this.
Watari tried again, but this time you moved your head out of the way quite violently, feeling your hair dip into the water before your head hit the side of the cup, knocking it from Watari’s hand and spilling the cold liquid all over your body. It brought you a little pleasure to know that you were being an inconvenience, and now there was a mess to clean up. Besides that, now you might be allowed clean clothes.
Silence from Watari. You wondered if you’d made him mad.
“Ryuzaki, the girl doesn’t seem to be cooperating.”
You were a little surprised by Watari’s voice. You’d thought he was a man on the younger side, but instead he sounded rather elderly. You shuddered to yourself.
“Yes, I can see that,” came the tiny little voice through the speakers. It sounded like his or her teeth were clenched.
Ryuzaki. So that was your captor’s name. Even if you did get punished for your difficult behavior, at least you’d come away with a little victory.
“Feel free to depart, Watari,” Ryuzaki spoke again, the crackle of the feedback echoing through the room. “I’m going to come down there myself.”
He was coming down? You weren’t sure if you were anxious or eager. Perhaps he’d finally finish you off.
“Ryuzaki, are you sure?” Watari questioned.
“She can’t see me,” Ryuzaki replied coolly. “It’ll be fine. By this point, she needs a change of clothes, anyway- the water in fact contained a light dose of a chemical that would make the girl’s mind a little weaker and relax some of her tension, perhaps draw the truth out of her- and I can’t have it spilled on her clothes like it is now.”
Chemical? Draw the truth out of you? Any regrets about rejecting the water drained from your mind the instant Ryuzaki said that. Another tiny victory.
“Go ahead, Watari. I’ll be down shortly.”
Watari complied, and soon you heard footsteps depart from you and eventually vanish.
It was a little while before you heard anyone else again, and you waited anxiously, back aching against the cold, stiff board. Was he going to kill you? Or were you just in for more interrogation? At this point, you’d much rather Ryuzaki just end your misery. Even one more question and you’d go mad.
Despite your rising anxiety, you couldn’t ignore the pull of sleep weighing down your eyelids and blurring your vision. It had been ages since you’d slept properly, and even the small intervals of sleep you managed to get were constantly disrupted by the crackly voice over the intercom waking you up to ask you the same set of questions. Because of this, while waiting for Ryuzaki, you actually began to drift off- but just as you were about to really fall asleep, you heard footsteps echoing throughout the room.
The sound snapped you back to alertness, making you jolt. The footsteps grew louder and louder, growing closer, and then they stopped right in front of you. You froze, body completely stiff- Ryuzaki had arrived. However, he didn’t speak, which only made you more nervous.
After a few agonizing minutes, you at last heard a voice, allowing you to relax a bit- but it wasn’t much. However, the voice did surprise you- it was a young man, much unlike the crackly sound you’d been hearing for the time that you’d been here. There was a raspy edge to it as well- you could say confidently that it certainly wasn’t an ugly voice. In fact, it was sort of comforting in a twisted manner- it would have been worse if it was an old man watching you this entire time.
“Mr. Matsuda, Aizawa,” Ryuzaki commanded, “turn off the cameras and the audio.”
What?
The two men Ryuzaki had addressed seemed to have a similar reaction as yours. “Huh? L- I mean, Ryuzaki, that’s nuts! This is an interrogation!” came a protesting voice rather loudly through the microphone, the feedback making you flinch. It sounded like a much younger man’s voice, younger than Ryuzaki.
There was a brief pause before another, more mature-sounding voice came through the speaker. “Yeah- Ryuzaki, we trust you, but is that something you really want to do?”
“I want to talk to our suspect alone.” Ryuzaki continued calmly, unfazed by either of the men’s protests. “Matsuda, please turn off the camera and the audio.”
This couldn’t be good at all. Now you were almost certain Ryuzaki was going to kill you. Why else would he want the audio and video off? He couldn’t possibly be letting you go.
Matsuda sighed. “Okay, Ryuzaki, if you say so.” There was a click, soon followed by a second one, and the feedback finally silenced.
You let out an involuntary whimper through your gag. Now you were really alone, and with the blindfold you only had your fate to ponder. Was this it?
You felt Ryuzaki move closer to you, and you bit down on your gag, anticipating his next move- but to your surprise, you felt slender fingers grasp your blindfold and undo it, the metal headpiece falling from your face.
Instantly, you were blinded by the light, and a series of shapes and light exploded in front of your eyes. Flinching, you automatically shut your eyes again, completely overwhelmed with sensory input given you’d been blindfolded for days on end with no break whatsoever. You didn’t even get to see your captor’s face. However, you still felt when he removed the dirty gag from your mouth, the foul taste of the rag damp with your saliva finally leaving.
You couldn’t help the giant gulp of air you took right after Ryuzaki removed the gag, having had a lot of your airway obstructed for almost a week. For quite a while, you just coughed and gasped, making up for lost breath while Ryuzaki simply stood a short distance in front of you and watched.
When your coughing spell finally ceased and you were able to see for the most part, you at last slowly lifted your head from its loll on your chest- coming face to face with your captor at last. And to say the least, you were rather caught off guard.
He was fairly tall, a height you would expect for a man about the age he looked, but that was about the only thing conventional about him. You’d thought it would be a more refined man, polished and cold and calculating, like the head of an organized crime group. However, you were instead met with a pale face with wide, sunken-in gray eyes, a pallor over his entire body and his black hair wildly arranged all over his head. Along with that, he had on a mere white T-shirt and baggy jeans- and no shoes!- rather than the more debonair attire you’d expected him to wear. Pretty much everything about the man was in contrast to what you had thought him to be, and you couldn’t suppress the shocked expression that came across your face.
Ryuzaki tilted his head at you upon seeing your expression. “Surprised?”
You said nothing, instead recoiling back against the metal board. No matter what he looked like, this was still your kidnapper who had held you hostage for five days.
“No need to look so nervous.” Ryuzaki shrugged nonchalantly. It was as if he’d done this a million times. “I’m not down here to harm you.”
“You aren’t?” It just popped out. You didn’t know you remembered how to speak words other than the same mantra of “Yes,” “No,” or “I don’t know” in reply to Ryuzaki’s endless interrogation questions.
“Your enunciation is surprisingly good for someone who’s had a gag in their mouth for the past several days,” Ryuzaki remarked casually, his eyes drifting from yours down to your lips. He placed his hands behind his back and slowly circled the metal board you were bound to, inspecting you closely. Revolted, you shrank against the metal as much as possible, trying to avoid his scrutinizing gaze.
Finally, Ryuzaki came back around in front of you. “Your tense body language would suggest that you’re rather wary of me.” He paused, inching closer to you still. “I’m not surprised.”
“No shit,” you managed, giving the detective the most beseeching glare you could.
Ryuzaki tilted his head at you. “Well, it’s nice to see you still have at least a bit of fight in you, hm?” Then, all of a sudden, he brought his face directly up to yours, his wide gray eyes burning into yours and startling you. You recoiled as much as possible, but found yourself unable to break away from his gaze. “Now, tell me- what? Do you know? About Kira.” His voice was just a low hiss, and you felt your heart pound in your chest and your breath speed up. Determined not to give him the satisfaction, you retorted, “I told you already- I don’t know anything.”
Ryuzaki pulled back after hearing those words, his expression going back to it’s normal stoic self. He didn’t say anything for a moment.
“Alright. Since you don’t seem to be cooperating, I suppose I’ll have to take on another tactic to get you to talk.” Ryuzaki turned away and vanished around a corner for a moment, and for a brief moment you felt scared that he was going to pull out something like a knife or a taser to torture information out of you. But when the detective reappeared, he had something you definitely weren’t expecting him to come out with.
“A vibrator?” you sputtered, unable to contain your disbelief. Ryuzaki didn’t seem rattled by your outburst at all, only fiddling with the device in his hand before looking back up to address you.
“I assume you were expecting me to emerge with some… torture device of some sort. But when it comes to these things, I find pleasure is a much more effective method of interrogation,” Ryuzaki explained, approaching you with the vibrator. “Since you won’t talk, I’ll just have to make you. Now, stay still for me so I can get these clothes out of the way.” Ryuzaki kneeled to the ground and picked up a knife, making you jump, but he addressed you again. “Don’t worry. I just need to take off your clothes without undoing your restraints.”
This helped your nerves a little bit, but not really. Still, you figured it wouldn’t be a good idea to fight him while he had the knife so close to your skin. Ryuzaki held you around the waist with one hand to keep your body still while he dragged the knife down the raggedy white garment you had on, slicing the cloth in half and allowing it to fall from your body effortlessly. You flinched when you felt the cold air hit your skin, but as your body was exposed, you noticed something odd.
“Ah. Judging by the look on your face, I assume you’ve noticed that you’re a little… messy between the legs.”
You looked up at Ryuzaki abruptly. You were indeed unusually wet, despite hardly being aroused- although even when you were you normally weren’t this wet. “What did you do?”
Ryuzaki’s tone was indifferent, as always. “I had a feeling that when I gave you the chemical in the drink that you spilled that you would resist. However, I was prepared. When you were asleep earlier today, I managed to give you the aphrodisiac anyway.” He paused for a second. “However… I think I may have given you slightly more than what was needed to stimulate your erogenous zones, so forgive me.” Ryuzaki bent back down so he was on his knees on the ground with his head level with your crotch. “I’ll ask you one more time, Y/N, before I touch you. What do you know about Kira?”
You bit your lip, legs squirming a bit, but didn’t reply. Ryuzaki waited for your reply, but when he saw that you weren’t going to offer him anything, he turned the vibrator in his hand on and brought it to your exposed clit, making you let out a whimper and try and close your legs.
“Ah, ah, ah- no use in struggling. Your legs are bound, remember?” Ryuzaki reminded you airily, circling the vibrator around your clit lightly. The pleasure making your knees weak made you almost glad that you were leaned against the metal board- his aphrodisiac had been very effective, apparently, because even though Ryuzaki was being quite gentle you were already wriggling and moaning.
“This vibrator does have higher settings, you know,” Ryuzaki informed you. “And I must want you, I can do this all day.” He had the ghost of a smile on his face when he said this, and you knew he wasn’t bluffing. As if to make a point, he hit a button on the vibrator, and you instantly felt when the vibrations increased, your breath hitching as your back arched. “There’s no point in denying that you know anything about Kira, so why don’t you just skip the hassle and tell me what you know?”
You found it difficult to respond with the sensation from the vibrator taking over your senses, but you still managed to say something. “He- isn’t from Japan. He lives in- ah!”
Ryuzaki pressed the vibrator harder against your sensitive clit, cutting you off mid-sentence. “Don’t bother lying. I conducted an experiment aged ago that verified that Kira is in fact Japanese. Try again. And it would be appreciated if you didn’t lie this time.”
Your breathing was heavy and your body flushed, your juices spilling out onto the tips of Ryuzaki’s fingers. God, you wished he hadn’t drugged you, because the pleasure was already almost overwhelming. “Fuck- fine, he is Japanese.”
His tone was hard. “Didn’t I just tell you that I know that already? Why don’t you share with me identifying details about his identity. Try his age, appearance, birthday, or the school he goes to. Are you not a high school senior? Have you noticed anybody that stands out in particular?”
You scoffed. “Why would Kira be in high school? What high school kid has time to commit mass murders like this?”
Wrong answer. Ryuzaki turned up the vibrator higher still and dragged it down your dripping slit until it was positioned at your hole. Slowly, he slid the top of the vibrator inside of you with a very wet sound and began pumping it agonizingly slowly, up and down.
You felt your legs immediately begin to tremble, feeling your own arousal slide down your thighs. With every thrust of the vibrator you let out a whimper, squirming like crazy but unable to escape as Ryuzaki placed one hand on your thigh to still you a bit. Your whole lower body throbbed with arousal and pleasure.
“Ah- please, Ryuzaki-“
“Please? Please, what?” Ryuzaki queried, seemingly not affected at all by how needy you clearly were. “Do you want to orgasm? Is that what it is, Y/N?”
You whimpered and nodded, still squirming and moaning with the vibrator moving inside you. Ryuzaki kept his pace slow and steady, making sure to drag it out as much as possible. You didn’t know how this could feel so amazing and yet awful at the same time, your peak just within reach but escaping every time you were close enough. And you knew that Ryuzaki knew this.
“I’ll let you come all you’d like if you just give me the information I want to know,” Ryuzaki told you plainly. “I’m listening.”
You didn’t want to give Ryuzaki the satisfaction, but god, did the vibrator feel absolutely amazing going in and out of your soaking hole like this- and the aphrodisiac just made you more needy.
“Oh… oh, fuck, mmm, okay- please, Ryuzaki, stop moving the-“
“Oh, is the pleasure too much for you? You are indeed very wet…” Ryuzaki finally paused his movements with the vibrator, and despite the ache you felt in your entrance for more, you were finally able to answer Ryuzaki properly for the most part.
You let out a shaky breath, legs shaking. “I don’t know his first name, but his last name is Yagami. We’re the top students in our class, and one day when we were studying together he told me he was Kira.”
Ryuzaki paused for a moment. “Hm. You don’t seem to be lying this time.” He peered up at your flushed, glistening face before looking back down at the vibrator moist with your juices. Muttering to himself, he said, “Hm, I was right- I did dose you with too much of the aphrodisiac…” Regardless, he slipped the vibrator back inside of you, making you let out a broken moan as he pumped it in and out. “Good girl. Now answer one more question for me.”
You were trembling again, your walls squeezing around the vibrator. Your thighs were wet and sticky now as you nodded, trying to stifle the lewd sounds leaving your lips.
“Alright. How does Kira kill?”
This question made your heart skip a beat- revealing the answer, depending on what Ryuzaki did with it, could be very incriminating and have major implications for mankind as a whole. You hesitated, and Ryuzaki noticed, stopping the movements of the vibrator yet again.
“Go on,” Ryuzaki prompted, waiting expectantly. The vibrator was just centimeters away from your throbbing sex, and you could hear the vibration from beneath you.
Shit. Were you really so desperate that you’d give away something like this?
Apparently so. You wanted to blame it on the aphrodisiac, but you knew you couldn’t do that this time.
“You… won’t believe me, but… there’s something called a Death Note. Whenever you write someone’s name in it, that person dies. I don’t really know all the details, but… that’s how he kills.”
Ryuzaki seemed actually startled by this information, but he didn’t question it, so he knew you weren’t lying. He quickly covered up his surprise with his usual mask of indifference, waiting a few moments before speaking again.
“Oh. Alright, then. I’ll have to retrieve more details later, but for now that will suffice. You seem to have given me all the information you have.”
You didn’t reply, but your back was arched, your pelvis close to L’s head.
Ryuzaki looked back up all of a sudden. “Oh. Right. I suppose it’s only fair of me to let you orgasm.”
You were relieved, as the ache in your pussy was becoming too much to bear. To your surprise, though, Ryuzaki turned the vibrator off and set it on the ground beside him. But before you could be confused about it, he leaned straight down to your sex, the tip of his nose resting just above it, and began to slide his warm tongue along your clit, stopping in between licks to plant sucking kisses along your dripping cunt.
Your legs weakened instantly, and you rode Ryuzaki’s tongue as best as you could strapped to the metal board. The heat and wetness from his mouth felt better than you could have ever imagined, and as you approached your climax, your moans faded into whimpers and broken whines of Ryuzaki’s name. He wrapped his lips around your swollen clit and sucked it slowly, gently, and slipped two slender fingers inside of your sopping hole as well, pumping them back and forth like he did the vibrator.
You came mere minutes later, legs quivering violently and breathing heavily. With a moan of Ryuzaki’s name, you finished in his mouth, spilling from the corners of his lips and running down his chin as he peered up at you through his unkempt black hair. He licked all of your cum off of your thighs, running his tongue up and down the length of your thighs and making you shiver at the feeling.
When Ryuzaki was done, he pulled away from your aching and overstimulated cunt before getting back to his feet with the vibrator in hand while you were still trying to catch your breath and still your trembling thighs.
Before you could react, the detective leaned in and kissed you gently on the lips, letting you taste yourself on his lips and tongue. You shuddered as you felt your own cum slide down your chin, and Ryuzaki pulled away. “I appreciate you giving me this information. Watari will be down to provide you with a new garment shortly. It may be a while longer before I allow you to leave, but this will be quite helpful.”
And with that, he was gone before you could even answer.
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alx-noteblue · 1 year
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Happy ace week!
Everyone who has the headcanon Light is ace 🖤🤍💜 I love you
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purplink8 · 8 months
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Would female mikami be a bit like Takada? How would her dynamic be with fem light in your opinion.
Fem!Mikami would be very serious, smart, quiet and a loner like her canon counterpart. Fem!Mikami can be a bit like Takada in that they both would be very intelligent and political. However, that's where the similarities end.
Fem!Mikami would be quite different from Takada as the latter is outspoken & outgoing while the former would be a reclusive introvert.
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Fem!Mikami would admire fem!Light a lot from a distance especially if she knew about the latter's Kira identity (just like how it was in canon imo). Fem!Light would be doing more than just meeting fem!Mikami's extremely high standards; Light'd set the standard herself by raising the bar (to Mikami's delight). Light in turn would be highly impressed by Mikami's intelligence yet a little amused at how serious the latter is. She'd like to tease Mikami playfully much to the confusion of the older woman haha.
All in all, these two nerds would (after a few meetings to warm up to each other) enjoy each other's company immensely, having philosophical debates (for fun!) and recommending each other lengthy books about their common subjects of interest... I get how boring they sound to us lol but they would be definitely very interesting to each other. Their dynamic would be one of mutual appreciation for their academic prowess, their righteous character + virtues, and most of all their passion for social justice.
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cherubguts0 · 2 years
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My own personal head cannon is that Light Yagami has the itchiest fucking balls on earth.
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zimthandmade · 3 months
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Okay, look. I read @mihaelkeehl s tag under my recent post about M2 in their 30s and I had way too much fun with the idea--
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I threw a whole ass Netflix page together for them lololol
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amaya-writes · 1 year
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hiii hiiii hiiiiii
your writing is gracious and i loooveee iiittt
i was wondering if i could please have a 𝕃 x reader + library au
thank you in advance if you decide do write thisss
Event Masterlist About The Event
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Warnings: n/a
Characters involved: L
Gender-neutral reader, you/yours
The two of you were regulars at the same library.
That was the only reason why L even mustered up the courage to talk to you in the first place; because he had observed you long enough to deduct you weren't a threat to him.
Your love for literature was almost intoxicating, especially since it helped spark his own fondness that L had lost in his drive to purge the world of evil.
Something about the way you would so excitedly scan the shelves in search of a tome that would catch your eye and then devour its contents seated on that one red armchair near the bay windows was just so enthralling to him.
Perhaps it was how uncaring you were of the world around you; how you allowed yourself to get lost in pretty words and old pages as time marched on.
It didn't matter if the weather ran rampant on the other side of your window, it didn't matter how many hours and people passed you by.
The only you seemed to care about was the words before you. Something L couldn't help but find so awfully intriguing.
Before he knew it the raven-haired detective found himself memorising your library schedule and checking out the same books you did.
He found himself pouring over the pages you would so affectionately flip through and smiling at the very jokes you once giggled to.
L found himself delving into a part of a stranger's life that was so awfully intimate it felt almost illegal. For he might have not known your name or anything about you, but the little insight your choice in literature gave him was enough for him to figure out your personality.
Sometimes he would up the stakes and take a seat in the armchair beside you, reciprocating the small smiles you sent his way before turning to a novel of his own. Other times he would simply stand in the aisles and stare; a habit he had quickly dropped after a weird look from the elderly librarian passing him by.
Yet he never once dared to initiate conversation, for L was content with the way things were.
He was just the random guy you would sometimes see at the library, and you were his unsuspecting reading buddy.
It didn't matter that L would often spend hours thinking about you. Wondering what your favourite sweets were and whether you took your coffee like how he thought you would. Mulling over your favourite colours and whether that pair of black combat boots you often wore were your favourite shoes.
He never dared ask his questions, and there was something so enthralling about the mystery that came with it. Almost like a game of sorts. A game to try and figure you out without any interactions.
L should have known you would eventually be comfortable enough to speak to him, but he never once would have guessed the moment would come so soon.
"You should check out the prequel first."
He never would have guessed the soft whispered voice sweet as honey belonged to the very person L was fascinated by. But he supposed it made sense that someone like you sounded as intriguing as you looked.
"What?"
"The prequel. It's based five years before this one and features her brother as the main character but it's easier to understand the worldbuilding if you read it first."
L did in fact check out the prequel and mulled over your brief conversation for days after it.
The next time he went to the library he felt more hesitant to take a seat in the armchair beside you, perhaps it was because he knew you were going to initiate conversation.
You were more pleasant than he had given you credit for. Simply asking him whether he agreed with your sentiments and was enjoying his current read.
The two of you started talking a lot more after that.
Reading recommendations turned into rants about your favourite characters and picking up coffees from the cafe across the street.
Before he knew it, L didn't have to guess questions about what you were like outside of the library because you were there to provide him with answers.
He never dared tell you about his previous infatuation and you never suspected him of it.
Over time, you became more than just library buddies or reading partners. You swapped numbers and allowed your conversations to stray past the confines of the library's four walls.
L wasn't bold enough to make the first move, and you too seemed content with how things were, so he simply left it like that.
You were his library crush who didn't know it, and he was the reading buddy you always wanted. And he was fine with that.
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