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scalpelsister · 1 year
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tagged by @hey-hey-its-magic to do oc name meanings! thank you! :)
unlike heather I do not have oc icons ready to go, so these are going to just be baldur’s gate screenshots. very function over form on this one 😅
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Leontine Trevelyan
Leontine- has its roots in Latin and French, and means "lion". Leontine is an alternate form of Leona (Latin): feminine of Leon. [x]
Trevelyan- the last name given to human player characters in the game Dragon Age Inquisition. It is originally a welsh / cornish last name derived from a place name, meaning ‘farmstead or tref (town in welsh) of Elyan’. [x]
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Lydia Coleman
Lydia- It derives from the Greek Λυδία, Ludía, from λυδία (ludía; "beautiful one", "noble one", "from Lydia/Persia"), a feminine form of the ancient given name Λυδός (Lydus). The region of Lydia is said to be named for a king named Λυδός; the given name Lydia originally indicated ancestry or residence in the region of Lydia. Lydia is also a Biblical given name: Lydia of Thyatira, businesswoman in the city of Thyatira in the New Testament's Acts of the Apostles. She was the apostle Paul's first convert in Philippi and thus the first convert to Christianity in Europe. [x]
Coleman- Anglicized form of Gaelic Ó Clumháin ‘descendant of Clumhán’, a personal name from the diminutive of clúmh ‘down’, ‘feathers’. OR an occupational name for a burner of charcoal or a gatherer of coal, Middle English coleman, from Old English col ‘(char)coal’ + mann ‘man’. [x]
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Feilan, The Little Wolf Of Luskan
Feilan- From Old Norse ‘feilan’, from Old Irish ‘fáelán’ (literally “wolfling”), diminutive of fáel (“wolf”). Taken from Olaf Feilan, an Icelandic Gothi in the 10th century. [x] [x]
The Little Wolf Of Luskan- Luskan is the name of a town in the Forgotten Realms / Faerun setting in dnd, and is where she grew up.
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Morana Talahriel
Morana- Marzanna (in Polish), Morė (in Lithuanian), Marena (in Russian), Mara (in Ukrainian), Morana (in Czech, Slovene and Serbo-Croatian), Morena (in Slovak and Macedonian) or Mora (in Bulgarian) is a pagan Slavic goddess associated with seasonal rites based on the idea of death and rebirth of nature. She is an ancient goddess associated with winter's death, rebirth and dreams. Marzanna's name most likely comes from the Proto-Indo-European root *mar-, *mor-, signifying death. Other theories claim her name is derived from the same Indo-European root as Latin mors 'death' and Russian mor 'pestilence'. Some authors also likened her to mare, an evil spirit in Germanic and Slavic folklore, associated with nightmares and sleep paralysis. In Belarusian, Polish, Ukrainian and in some Russian dialects the word 'mara' means dream. But Vladimir Dahl says it means 'phantom', 'vision', 'hallucination'. [x]
Talahriel- An elvish last name I created, using Thalassian, the language of Blood Elves from World Of Warcraft. Loosely meaning ‘Death Keeper’ or ‘Death Guardian’. Talah meaning death, or possibly the opposite of light. Riel is taken from and simplified from ‘Ban’dinoriel’, meaning Gatekeeper. The meaning was inspired by the forsaken Death Guards (also from World of Warcraft), but also a line from irish mythology where the goddess The Morrigan tells Cu Chulainn that she will guard his death. [x][x]
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druidscraft · 2 years
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33, 44, 55 about saint, fáelán, sable, and maple!
oh 🥺 the babies & sable
33. what makes them cry?
st. valentine: oh, everything makes little miss cry. ze's an emotional person, and cries from happiness, fear, joy, surprise, pain - all of it and more, ze'll cry about it 💕
fáelán: when she thinks she's not being listened to, that's definitely one, but also if she thinks it will help clarify her point. she's definitely an angry crier too 🍓
sable: they cry at cute things and at tender things, but genuinely scary or fearful things i think she maintains a very stoic air about her. she's made her peace that they live in a very dangerous place of the world, and that involves danger at every turn ❄️
maple: hmmm i'm not sure yet? i think she's kind of a mix between saint and fáelán - definitely an angry crier, but i don't think she's as sensitive as saint 🍂
44. what do they need to learn?
st. valentine: that sometimes, love loses 💕
fáelán: that she's not always right (occasionally) 🍓
sable: that they aren't always the top of the food chain ❄️
maple: that power isn't always something to run from 🍂
55. whose hand do they reach out for?
st. valentine: it depends on the context, but easily both ecko and cern - they're hir loves, why would ze not reach out for them? (in complete contrast to the answer i just gave lmao) 💕
fáelán: whoever strategically can help with her current issue. but i would say either tanvir or tatyan, from her previous party 🍓
sable: oh that's a good one - i don't think sable really reaches out, i think she's moreso the one being reached for, at least as far as her family unit is concerned. to watch kids or to go hunting or to go on patrol - all of that she's kind of volunteering/is sought after to do. but where she is right now i think it would be both jorra and tuunukata ❄️
maple: i would say she reaches for her grandmother, yew, the most. especially leading up to her being chosen to represent her guild at the carnival, i think she really did lean on her grandmother for her support 🍂
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explorerspack · 3 years
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thinking about how in xhorhas yesterday we’d been leaning ooc to keeping the party together and just taking our chances with the sword but then as soon as we started talking about it again in character and especially as soon as fáelán laid it all out we were like “ah. no we...we can’t. we have to split up” dnd is GOOD.
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astraeal · 3 years
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4, 9, & 21 for Fáelán for the dnd asks please!
4. If your character was a work of art, how would you describe them?
so i know....this might be to like, describe her physically as if she was a work of art, but instead i’m describing the work of art that would be her so....she’s a painting, for sure; depicting much depth but not able to be touched in such a way? 
soft dreamy colors but with something kind of...lurking in the background. and even though there’s this bacchanal happening in the foreground, and the fire she dances around is made of purples and pinks and silvers, and shines and glitters, the full moon has fully risen in the background, and it is dark. and she’s alone in the painting, and you’re not sure if she’s dancing because she’s happy or if she’s dancing because that’s the only way to keep the darkness at bay. and the moon is strangely angular, not entirely a moon, but maybe something else? and the trees in the distance look to be bathed in that silvery light, but maybe those are pale faces looking between the trees, or maybe they’re spiderwebs? whatever it is, it’s looking at her, and you can’t quite see her face, though she’s dressed in silver and purple robes, but maybe they’re made of leaves? legs and waist exposed, long silver hair (because this is her dream) swaying in the light. her arms are outstretched above her head and one leg is posed to continue stepping around the fire, but you can’t quite see her face, the crown of leaves and diamonds and starlight on her head shining as she moves. 
hung in a gilded silver frame, and on full moons, the moon, diamonds, pale faces in the dark, and stars in the painting all shine 🌕🌟💎
9. What is their favorite scent?
she has a lot of good memories associated with the candles in the lucid bastion, and with the perfumes and colognes of her mentors and her mother, so she’s got positive memories and she does love them a lot. she simultaneously has a leaning towards rose water and scents like that, but i really think that her favorite scent, right now, is calm, clean, mountain air. because it’s free of blood and muck and panic, and it’s just...clean, and safe, and comforting. also because rosohna is her home and it’s so tucked into the penumbra range, so mountain air she associates with home. 
21. If they were a potion, what would it look like? (Color, glass shape, smell, etc.)
if this babygirl was a potion, she’d be in a little pink heart bottle (number 6 from here) and when the potion had settled it would have a kind of grey murky liquid on top, and what appears to be a black sediment at the bottom. 
but when shaken, the sediment is actually purple and pink glittery kind of mixture made of dreams and love and memories, and the grey liquid would also become brighter, now like a silver, and they’d swirl together in that heart bottle. 
and this isn’t part of the answer but if you happen to have this potion on your person when you tell a lie, the liquid inside heats up until the bottle shatters 😊
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druidscraft · 2 years
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58 for marie, st valentine, faelan, and maple pls! (i know maple just started but... vibe so far?)
all the clerics & healers!! every single one!!
58. what do they think their role in the party is? what is their role in actuality?
marie: she's my cleric who plays like a wizard, in that she doesn't hoard spell slots and definitely casts them casually and with a utility focus through the day. a lot of her spells aren't geared towards healing, but rather a combination of divination and necromancy. and she kind of fit that role entirely - everyone else had some degree of healing and marie wasn't about to go healing everyone because to be frank she doesn't give a rats ass lmao 🕷
st. valentine: in the brain-hands-heart model, saint is absolutely the heart; in the soldier-poet-king model, saint is absolutely the poet. ze's the artsy soul and the emotional center. in actuality ze is but it's because ze's emotions affect everyone around hir, not just hirself - and ze's the healer as well 💕
fáelán: thinks of herself as the emotional heart and soul of the group, and the voice of honesty and reason. in her first party that was definitely the case, though in future parties we'll have to see! 🍓
maple: healer. 100% the healer. doesn't matter that there's a cleric in the group, maple is the healer. her actual role depends on how the party dynamic is once we write a little more, but she's gonna be the healer lmao 🍂
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druidscraft · 3 years
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hewwo can i please get 1, 31, 36, 38, 46, and 51 for sable, saint, fáelán, novix, marie, and astraea?
oof there's so many of them!! the rest will be under the cut for ease of reading 🥰
why did they choose their class(es)? their subclass(es)?
sable: she wasn't emotional enough to be a barbarian, so she wound up settling for extremely good tracking and expertise in the area around her
st. valentine: oh well saint's was out of necessity, in that the group needed a more powerful spellcaster than a bard could be, and choosing school of enchantment was the closest thing to being a bard but with more powerful spells (although my first time playing a wizard being a bard multiclass is....interesting)
fáelán: it was what the luxon gave to her, and a being of light in a city of darkness granting someone the ability to thrive in darkness? pure twilight cleric love and exactly what she needed
novix: his was entirely a bartering tool to get him out of a bad situation, aka, being with the cult in the underdark
marie: her gifts came to her when she was younger, and then her deal with zaïre helped to make her more disciplined and powerful with her abilities, but being a
astraea: her circle saved her life, and she wouldn't turn away from their offerings, even after she left their presence
they’re given a blank piece of paper–what do they do with it?
sable: crumple it up, uncrumple it, and crumple it again until it becomes super soft
st. valentine: write song lyrics onto it with doodles of hearts on it
fáelán: lots of doodles, hearts and "mrs. mcintyre" written onto it
novix: folding it into different shapes, making one of those fortune teller box things
marie: more doodles, lots of spider webs, maybe new ideas for tattoos
astraea: a combination of folding it to make a paper star, and then unfolding it and folding it all again the exact opposite way, until the paper has threadbare joints
what’s a secret they’ve kept?
sable: mila smells very nice
st. valentine: ze doesn't really have a lot of secrets? the biggest one just came out, that ze is zhentarim, so there's that
fáelán: it never came out in the campaign, so i guess that counts as a secret, but fáelán is a lil trans girl
novix: he's not actually all that angry at his parents; it's just easier to say that he was angry at them than it is to say he's just a scared little boy so he ran away
marie: she's someone who has spent her entire life chasing immortality, but if anything were to happen to james and she couldn't bring him back, she would take her own life (although idk if this is really a secret)
astraea: her entire childhood and the abuse she endured 😔
what do they smell like?
sable: mint and thyme...a march snowfall under a full moon....spiced cider clinging to the back of your throat
st. valentine: cherry candy...hearing your favorite song for the first time...maraschino syrup fingerprints on a chin
fáelán: strawberries...a spring night with your lover....something sweet and ephemeral that you can't remember
novix: bergamot and cigarettes...a dark forest beneath a new moon hidden by rain clouds....the morning dew droplet where the world looks upside down....
marie: cocoa butter and incense...a charged moment where you're alone with your crush and don't know who is going to make the first move....your favorite satin negligee
astraea: vanilla and incense...spa body wax melting in a ceramic dish...starlight on the lake's unbroken surface
what do they deprive themself of?
sable: common joys of townsfolk, because she feels like she should preserve the ways of her people, even if that means doing things in more difficult ways
st. valentine: cern
fáelán: acting her age, if that makes any sense? like she takes on a lot of responsibilities for someone so young
novix: again, acting his age, but that's moreso because he's trying to seem cool to the elf he's traveling with
marie: once again!!! being able to act her age!! she runs a business and got her degree a year early just so she could get back to her home life, and like, nola makes you grow up early but still. she could use some relaxation
astraea: i think she could use some self confidence, to be quite honest, which may seem rich considering how astraea is, but it's driven from self loathing, not self confidence nor compassion
what is the most beautiful thing in the world, for them?
sable: the cubs playing on the ice floes and learning to swim for the first time
st. valentine: the rainbows caused by a spotlight cast upon hir when on stage
fáelán: the luxon beacon in the bastion, lit up during moments of prayer
novix: a thunderstorm in the forest, or kellen with a flower crown
marie: james' bedhead in the morning, because it means he got to spend the night long enough to have bedhead
astraea: it honestly depends on the mood, but most days it's a moment of solitude somewhere where she doesn't have to be "on" - usually at home, but sometimes an empty office
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druidscraft · 2 years
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hi! just wondering, what would fáelán's ideal vacation be? (maybe one with just her and tanvir, and one with them and breddie?)
oh, i think fáelán's ideal vacation would be to somewhere warm and sunny, provided they have enough protective eyewear for tanvir because she doesn't want him to be in pain the whole time, nor does she want their activities to be limited solely to the night time lol 🏝🌅
as for something with fáelán, tanvir, bear, and freddie, i think she would like to take winter's crest off and go to bear's territory, maybe to a lodge (or to his and freddie's place, if they have one at this point) to enjoy a cozy winter. it would definitely be one where bear, like, takes three five hour energies so he can stay awake during the winter time, and still have enough energies for activities with freddie ☃️🌨
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druidscraft · 2 years
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15 for the dnd oc asks? As many ocs as you want!!
ooooo i'll do the active ones in current campaigns and then also my sweet baby fáelán & marie for posterity - and i'm also gonna link to their pinterest boards (if they have them) for additional references!
15. What aesthetic do you think your character would fit best? This can mean anything from decade of choice to clothing style to [insert word]-core.
fáelán: absolutely dark academia meets fairycore - her original concept was a lot more shiny and light purples and pale silvers (so, very fairy core) but now that she's grown (and i've readjusted some aspects of her character, plus her actual canon job) there's some elements of dark academia as well. 🍓
astraea: ooo that's a tough one. like she's very, like....dreamy cigarettes and leather in her clothing aesthetic? but again i think she falls very much into the dark academia tropes of having a lot of vices and making questionable decisions but also consistently being the smartest person in the room with the most resources. it doesn't fully fit so like....idk, dark academia meets softcore bdsm? 💫
marie: voodoo priestess queen meets insta baddie. that's it, that's all there is to it, in both fashion and personality 🕷
st. valentine: is love core a thing? because that's absolutely hir. all pinks and reds and hearts and just, something so so sweet and innocent but also something that can turn dangerous if left unattended to for too long (hence, enchantment wizard/bard multiclass) 💕
sable: i haven't really thought about her aesthetic to be quite honest with you, but at the same time i think like.....winter core? really hits home especially with where she actually calls home. a lot of her personality involves making the most out of what nature gives you, so that means crafting the barren snowscapes into something livable, and i think winter is her favorite season ❄️
maple: absolutely cottagecore meets fairy core. she's a little fairy kitchen witch who helps both courts, despite everyone around her telling her that's a bad idea, but she does it in a very gentle and homey way, making something for herself, and that's delightful and quintessentially her 🍂
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druidscraft · 3 years
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7 and 10 for both Fáelán and Astraea please! For the fairy tale ask 💖
They’re all awful, but - in which castle would you rather be imprisoned? A castle filled with your loved ones in deathly slumber and surrounded by rose hedges - a glass castle at the end of the world, threatened by the cruel coldness of sun and moon who hunger for human flesh - a castle with a beautiful garden where every path leads to the same secret chamber dripping in blood? Why?
Fáelán: she would absolutely choose the castle with the beautiful garden, where every single path leads to the same secret chamber dripping in blood. it's horrible and it's putting her at unease but she knows where the paths lead and she knows she can probably find answers elsewhere, and that's....the only reason. she wouldn't want to hurt her loved ones, and she's also certainly not going to want to hide from the sky 🩸🥀
Astraea: if she had to be completely imprisoned (which....may not be a completely foreign concept to her, as you well know) she would absolutely choose the castle with loved ones in a deathly slumber, mostly because she cannot be alone. and because her loved one(s) is truly just one person, she would not want to be alone without her. and there's nothing saying that there isn't a library or resources here that could free rafa from her slumber, and if astraea has to die in that time, well. its a good thing rafa can bring her back 🥀🪶
A horrific beast has locked you in their castle. What character trait of theirs would sway you to look beyond that gruesome face and, eventually, make you fall in love?
Fáelán: if they have a cause; perhaps she's easily swayed to people with a lot of passion, but if she can find something to connect to, at a passionate level with? she could fall in love with anyone. especially, perhaps, the weretiger who kidnapped her, being told that she is partially moon touched and could, perhaps, create a cure for him, only to fall a little more in love with himself and his abilities and the little moon touched lass 🌕🐯
Astraea: someone to treat her gently; the face or physical form can be gruesome but if those hands and words are gentle or kind? she'd fall in love instantly. no matter if she is the grieving unholy witch soldier terrorizing the kingdom, and she is gifted to her to keep her from destroying more of the land, and instead realizing oh. this is wife material 🖤 👑
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druidscraft · 3 years
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19, faelan for the fantasy ask?
What scent would fill the air to hint that you’re near?
some black teakwood with notes of strawberry and honey, something creeping over the edge of others' consciousness; it's wild but not too wild, something that just says please pay attention to me, i'm here, even if you won't notice me, but i'd really like it if you did, something that makes the back of the throat water but whether it's for sweet words or fear of what will happen, is up to you ✨🪞🍓
send me a fairytale ask !
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druidscraft · 3 years
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28-33 for the dnd ask if u can please!
28. is the most competitive?
i think that bear is very competitive with select things against select people - he's more than ready to go up against tanvir in a battle of "whose were form is better" at any given moment, and he'll throw down for resources, territory, etc. against literally anyone, but in general competition is a lot of energy to expend and he's tired! so i think that the most competitive actually goes to the younger werebear, nimue, who is competitive and also just hungry for more knowledge, responsibility, and experience.
29. is the most girlboss?
which of my toxic women shall i choose today.....honestly marie, given her time period and her backstory, running her family business by herself and having enough power both arcana-wise and socially to protect herself and lead a fiercely independent lifestyle in the early 20th century, like...she's the girlboss. by far.
30. is the biggest jock?
now you know damn well that's one bearnard majoras!!
31. has the most theater kid energy?
it's just......it's fáelán and i will not apologize for it, because every little thing is a production
32. is the most likely to be a twitch streamer?
marie! she'd stream a mixture of games too, like horror and psychological puzzle type games (the room series, dead by daylight, resident evil series, etc.) and also some lighter ones (stardew valley, the sims, etc.)
33. is the most likely to be an instagram influencer?
astraea, honestly. she'd be looking to secure the bag with minimal work and that means splurging just a little more on a good camera and editing software, and there she is! though solid runner ups are marie and fáelán.
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druidscraft · 3 years
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2 for astraea, marie, and 4 for astraea, faelan, lyssa, nimue, sable, marie, bear, novix, oberon pretty please! for the fairy ask!
When picking a suitor, would you test their wit, their intelligence or their kindness? (Bonus: how?)
Astraea: she would absolutely test for wit, because she's fine being the smart one in the relationship, but if you can't go toe-to-toe with her with snark, she's not going to be all that interested. she'd test with banter, and seeing how well it goes
Fáelán: kindness is the test she embodies, since she has truly so many qualities that can be seen as infuriating or annoying, but the aspect she would consciously test for is intelligence, just from having conversations with the person about real world things that are important and seeing how well they can keep up - but if their answers are cruel or rude, clearly they aren't that smart, since she does not value those aspects
Lyssa: she'd test for intelligence out of a need for someone to balance her out. she's insightful and good with people, but she wants someone who can keep up with her. she doesn't particularly care if she has a kind mate or not - if she's picking a suitor, then it's an arrangement and she has little choice in the matter
Nimue: kindness, and intelligence of the self-awareness kind. like, are you aware that there's other people around you that may be coming from different places in this world, and are you treating them kindly when the system is not?
Sable: intelligence, although the things sable values as being intelligent are different from what most people would value as intelligent, so there may be some disconnect there
Marie: wit, because she refuses to have dry and boring conversations with men who think they're better than her. there would be a lot of back handed compliments and comments
Bear: kindness, absolutely. how you treat others who can do nothing for you says more about you than the books you've read or the banter you can espouse
Novix: wit, for similar reasons to marie - he just doesn't want to be taken advantage of by a dull brute, and if they can't keep up with him, then he'll use it to his advantage
Oberon: intelligence, because that is what one should value. they can make something work with wit or kindness of various degrees, but intelligence is what they would search for
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You know the Faerie Queen is holding her ball at dawn. What dress do you wear to seduce her? (Description or photo)
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druidscraft · 3 years
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hmm....thumb rubbies....
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druidscraft · 3 years
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18, 20, 27, 35, & 91 for the d&d asks please! maybe fáelán and marie?? <3
18. What would your character’s Zodiac sign be, following stereotypical astrology?
fáelán: cancer sun, cancer moon, aquarius rising - she’s an emotional and very intuitive young woman! 
marie: scorpio sun, libra moon, aries rising - she was born on samhain and is a very action driven person; there’s a reason why, statistically speaking, james is smarter than her
20. What is the biggest mistake your character has ever made?
fáelán: perhaps being too trusting of the temple hierarchy. that hasn’t hurt her so far but i can see that being perhaps a problem for the long term.
marie: the complete opposite of fáelán, but that would probably not having a bigger hierarchy/society that she’s a part of. she has her family and the legacy that comes from that, but aside from her mother and james, there’s really no one else she trusts with her craft. it can be a lonely existence, but she’s considering herself too entrenched now to change. 
27. What is your character’s greatest fear? Deep, irrational?
fáelán: failing those around her, including the luxon and her dynasty. she would take that sort of failure extremely personally, and view herself as a failure as well. 
marie: losing james, though that stems from her deepest fear, which is not being able to control her surroundings/circumstances. she hoards power so she can use it to protect herself and those she loves, but (recently, since her marriage) her care and devotion to james has superseded her need for power. if she were to lose him, she’d break the world. 
35. Why is your character’s lowest stat their lowest (the in-character reason, not “because there’s no reason for a wizard to have 16 strength, duh”)?
fáelán: 10 strength and 11 charisma and I want to talk about both of them. she’s physically not strong because she’s a temple cleric, not an adventuring cleric, and she’s also just...very small. she doesn’t work with her hands, she’s young, and while she has time to put on muscle mass, she doesn’t want to. her charisma is nearly as low because while certain people do love her and care for her, she is very strange looking and just...odd. she notices things most people don’t, her lack of any memories, and her way of cutting through social boundaries to get to the heart of the matter makes her just...strange. as she’s not intimidating nor sexy, that charisma is quite low.
marie: 12 strength is her lowest score, everything else is 14+. but her strength is low for the same reason that fáeláns is - she’s not a physical person, her power and threat comes from her people skills and her observational skills. she’s not the strongest simply because she doesn’t have to be, and choosing to work on that part of herself is only going to take away from time she could be spending working with zaïre. 
91. What is your character’s guiltiest pleasure?
fáelán: tanvir’s thighs uhhh probably being held, she likes that. like, consensual picking up, especially in a hug (like the two goodbye hugs she got to give 🥺) 
marie: beignets and when james calls her “sugar”. she’s got a sweet tooth and it carries over to all aspects of her life! 
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druidscraft · 3 years
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star's oc collection ⇨ fáelán ó cearbhaill 🥛💖🍓
“You know it’s okay to not be okay...right? And if you ever want to be not okay...you can be not okay with me. I’m good at keeping secrets. Wha- oh! From confessional.”
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druidscraft · 3 years
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don’t mind me just thinking about the fact that fáelán realized she was in love with tanvir the moment other people started asking him to use the sword in the fight against the wind wolf and she knew that she loved him too much to stand by and watch him torture himself through the actual fight and the moments after where he would (because...He Would) blame himself for somehow not being stronger or only being better because of the cursed weapon or, worse yet, actually getting attached to the sword itself. she loved him enough to be selfish for the first time and i ––
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