#do i think joan is a lesbian with comphet

[fallen-child-escapism]

Clone high headcanons??

My brain is mush lets go!

Abe:Hes super fucking tall, like 6'4 at LEAST. hes bi- Listens to weezer religiously, got topher into it.Thanks to the lovely POBart I am a mullet Abe truther, he grows his hair out and ppl either love it or hate it lmao also hes transmasc. I make the rules. He's trans.

Joan: Above average height, but not super tall. she's like 5'6 or 5'7. Is constantly redoing her roots. Idk I dont really like joan all that much so I don't have many ideas 4 her

Cleo:5'5Lesbian-she struggled with hard core comphet and Frida is the first girl she's been able to actually have a meaningful relationship with, without forcing herself.Struggles with alot of self worth issues. She grew up valuing her body over her mind and it really fucked her up. She is pretty smart though.Likes Doja Cat, Lizzo,and Meghan thee stallion

Jfk:6'1Hes pretty openly pan in 2023, would only fool around with guys in 2002. Has Addison desease like irl jfk. He gets called Jack by ppl hes close with.

Harriet:I have mixed feelings abt Harriet tbh, like I WANT to love her but she pissed me off in show a couple times. Unpopular opinion, I actually don't mind any of the new clones designs. She dyes her hair ALOT, loves bright colors. She feels pretty uncomfortable with having to live up to her clone mother. She loves art and acting and feels like she's letting people down because of it.Shes straight or maybe bi, she doesn't really know.

Frida: Short lady!! 5'1 Irl frida was bi but she doesn't really care for guys. she's a lesbian. Always has a sketch book with her:) Thinks cleo is just so cool and really respects all her interests. She even lets her do her makeup. Loves her tall gf

Confucius:Mommy issues fr. Hes like 6'2. Really loves all kinds of fashion. Has a raccoon tail in his hair. Blue+Black mullet cus he's silly. Chronically online. Tries to be an influencer but is kinda bad at it lolIs. besties with jfk

Topher:4'9 at MOST. hes so short Hes ALSO transmasc. and gay. Hes got a bit of internalized trans and homophobia. (sorry transfem topher lovers)Has a couple prominent white hairs. His hair is THICK and curly. He kinda hates it until his friends( mainly abe) make him feel more content with it. Hes a brony lol. Listens to weezer unironicly cus of Abe. He also loves hyperpop and Weird Al. Caitlyn actually adopted him, and really sees him as her son.

fucking HATES being called Chris or Christopher.also he has pretty bad hygiene other than leaning over the tub to wash his hair every other day.

#clone high #clone high season two #clone high season 2 #clone high abe #clone high confucius #clone high reboot #clone high joan #clone high jfk #clone high frida #clone high cleo #clone high harriet #topher bus #confucius #Joan of arc

[zoeyslesbianlove]

I call this lesbian solidarity

#zoey's extraordinary playlist #zep #joan zep #ava price #do i hc them both as lesbians who dated had a bad breakup which is why they have the rivalry #yes #do i think joan is a lesbian with comphet #also yes #drawing #mine #i had to repost bc i messed up the first one #joan bennett

[jadlz]

would LOVE to hear about the comphet situation with mark

YESSS

ok so lets like. take stock of sams situation at the beginning of the bright sessions. total shut-in, high anxiety, not familiar w adult socialization bc of these things. its even confirmed that her anxiety has kept her from questioning being queer. even aside from the lesbianism, she could be supressing some gender issues. “sam” instead of samantha, dissociation, “knight in shining armor” (tho i will get into that in just a second.)

she goes to therapy and finally has someone to talk to, but the relationship isnt reciprocal. theres a one-sidedness that prevents sam from having a proper friendship with joan. she meets chloe, who is slightly younger than her, and far more social, and feels out of her depth with her, because chloe knows what she’s thinking. (TAMA even points out the obvious crushes she had on both of them)

mark, though, she immediately has things in common with. time travel, lack of public socialization, nerd shit, etc. this is the first person she meets that she feels she is on even ground with (even though she is in the position of power). he is the first person she feels she can be honest with, whom has no hidden intentions, and wont judge her. she believes this- this reciprocal relationship- is love, because he is a boy and she likes him, and she has the power to help him. 

(her slightly predatory behavior even plays into this, because she is using his helplessness to further encourage her place in their power dynamic. she cares FOR him, she has pity FOR him. she takes the dominant role, the “masculine” role, the “knight” role. she, despite her anxiety, immediately assumes that to be her place. the knight in shining armor metaphor she adopts is obviously a parallel to damien’s (the venn diagram of sam and damien is a flat circle, etc)) 

by making mark the damsel in distress, she is denying his feelings importance to the dynamic, because that makes things real. she can like a boy, but once a boy likes her back, that becomes a very scary thing, because she’s never had a relationship before, and because she won’t know her place after he is saved. if he is not dependent on her, does she have a reason to keep being the one he loves? to keep “loving” him? to keep believing that the PITY she’s feeling IS love?

and the relationship doesnt work out, because she refuses to let go of that dynamic. she keeps trying to make him dependent on her, keeps trying to help him, and invades his privacy by trying to do so. after they break up and he leaves, she is relieved, because she doesnt know how to keep the dynamic up. she doesnt know how to love someone right (damien parallel again), because she didn’t really love him to begin with. then with mags...its suddenly a lot easier. weird how that works.

#i dont know if any of this is comprehendable #im just sitting here #the bright sessions #sam barnes #samantha barnes #the am archives