#do not expect things from me pls

[ignific]

Gege Akutami is about to be my 13th reason

#jjk #jjk spoilers #jjk 237 #jjk leaks #LIKE WHYYYYY #YOU'RE TAKING MY SON FROM ME TOO??? #THIS BETTER BE REVERSIBLE CAT #i had a bad feeling Yuuji would end up being the sole survivor back when gege mentioned only 1 living being a thing #i do not want to be proven right #pls i am begging #i did not expect this series to be happy in any sense of the word #but i didn't want THIS

[kavehater]

AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s

#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL ) #and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl #BUT I DUNNO STILL #sobbing #they’re pretty sweet so #hes* #OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT #dora daily #lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age #and freely saw it happen so readily #and everyone else on that blog #genuinely and utterly disappointed #it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn #this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that #🤷‍♀️ #too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out #the brain deadery of that behaviour #girl pls #you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye #e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never #told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever #not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and #telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this #lmaolmaolmao #all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️ #the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app #atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth #yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting #wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them #the way I’d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy

[daydadahlias]

what are you getting us for ashton’s birthday

some respect for fanfic authors as people will be first on the list <3

#ashton would want me to sass u <3 #so i do this in honor of his birth <3 #no but fr this reeks of entitlement bestie and idk if ur trying to be funny or not but if u r the joke is not landing #and if this is the same person who sent asks to another author asking for stuff for ashton's birthday pls know it's just not ok #it is *rude* baby. #like this is just genuinely very not okay. and i dont know how many times fanfic authors are going to have to tell readers that. #u genuinely cannot just go demanding authors for or expecting things from them. i dont know *where* this sense of entitlement is coming fro #like also ? the tone of this is so ? #i have no obligation to give you anything baby. #i am sort of just shocked by this #bc i was like 'it's his birthday hehe' and i was really quite happy about it #and then i got this and my mood tanked instantly. i am not ?? here to *give* you things like i owe them to u. r we clear?? #and ik this just happened to another ash author too and like guys cmon?? i dont know how u cant see how this isnt acceptable #i mean readers have been entitled in the past but this last year is just... fucking insane. like i havent even been answering some asks #bc the shit i get is just like. sometimes so ridiculous it doesnt warrant a response. and ik im not the only one. im truly at a loss #fucking 40 kudos to 1 comment ratio on ao3. and yall think im gonna give u smthn bc u think u deserve it? u dont. #i dont know how u thought this was ok to send to an author who shares stuff entirely for free. like absolutely unfathomable to me. #and like i love my anons guys i really do. but a lot of people are coming in *expecting* things or demanding things from me. that's not ok #and u need to cut that shit out. now. #upsetting me on my fave holiday too :( how could u #this better have fucking been a joke that's all im fucking saying. #bc it's 1 am and im pissed. #pigeon #anon #sorry if im meeting this with an absurd amount of vitriol or whatever it is people say abt me but cmon guys #i dont know how u typed this out and thought 'yeah this is ok to send to someone <3 doesn't make me sound ungrateful and entitled at all' #fr guys u need to be respectful of authors please. treating us like people and not content machines <3 would be a really cute first step <3 #not here for ur entertainment. here for mine. and u get to read some of the stuff i write. bc i like sharing #but the second people start being a dick to me. im gonna stop sharing my shit #so be nice to me and other authors if u want anything at all

[there-is-purpose-after-all]

Magical garden;

#my photos #kasia things #hey guys pls don't expect regular posting from me anymore #i'm having a hard time and i'm back on antidepressants #but i finally had the energy to walk outside take pictures and edit them #hope you all are doing well <3

[fuwaprince]

I want to sabotage your cigs by throwing them into a river but at the same time yes you can bum one off of me on a bad day but don't you dare smoke it >:( it's just a metaphor

#i haven't bought myself but a single pack this year and the rest I just get from questionable men #yesterday i asked for one and got me 2 packs and I think he was expecting something out of it because he kept touching me -___- #i respect ppl who do things unconditionally and i absolutely will knock a guy for trying in that situation #anyways mutuals and followers if you haven't started yet pls don't fucking smoke that shit #it smells like crap and nobody thinks its hot to die esrly of cancer #you'll lose your hair!!!!!! #chainsmokers i still love and respect you 🫂 hoping for happy and healthier days are ahead

[mountain-lion-gremlin]

GUYS SO YOU KNOW IVE TALKED A BIT ABOUT HAVING A LOVER

AND I JUAT GOT THE WONDERFUK OPPORTUNITY TO TALK WITH HIS LAZY ASS PARENTS

(GUYS HE GOT HIS PHONE TAKEN AWAY I AM SK SAD)

BUT LIKE THIA BITCH IS SO LAZY COULDNT EVEN BOTHER TO TRY AND REPLICATE HOW MY PRETTY BOY TALKS

like from the get go I could tell it wasn't him it was SO FISHHYYY

(*gossip girl voice is fully activated btw*)

But also I am so worried for him. I hope they weren't snooping, and I'm glad I followed my gut and didn't try to make contact immediately again outside of the one chat we have

Because if they found out he would be in absolute HEAPS of trouble.

I hope he gets his phone back soon. I can't wait for him to return.

#pls pls pls if you know who I'm talking about #do not say or comment about it anywhere else #this is for both of our privacy and pretend you never saw thus #it's just so frustrating that he got his phone taken and they didn't even try hard to convince me #I think his parents thought I was so emotional over it that I was just in denial #like I'm not stupid 💀💀 #my love does NOT talk like that #craziest thing that has happened so far in this relationship tbh #I really hope he's okay and doesn't think I'm really hurt over this #because I'm not I just find this a pitiful attempt from a parent #I also made sure to contact some of his close friends that i know of to not contact him #because he is also a wolf shifter and I really don't want him to be accidentally exposed #I was spamming him though I think they were tired of hearing it every night for the last 6 days 🤠✨️ #I didn't know if he was okay I had no warning that his stuff was taken #I was completely in the dark #GUYS IM SUCH A GOOD ACTOR #but yeah #wanted to tell you guys because I did NOT expect this #most likely I will delete this after this whole thing is over #I'm pretty sure he will get his phone back just based on how they talked to me #pretty sure it was his mom or stepmom or something #too nice and passive aggressive to be his dad #plus the energy behind the texts felt more... feminine so to say. MY LOVE IS THE OPPOSITE OF FEMININE #I LOVE YOU HONEY #I'm pretty sure he cut contact with everything he could before his parents took his phone but couldn't get to Amino on time. #I really hope they didn't snoop #that would be horrible for him #I'm really worried #like I was worried yesterday oh hell yes I was #but I am WAYYY worried now

[chooh2]

after doing that king of wands ending photoset i think i rly wanna do more story related photos this year alongside exploring more of V's relationships with other characters outside of like the 2 that are my favorite hdjalfnda that'll be my cyberpunk vp specific new years goal

#i feel like my brand of photo's (and devan's brand in general) is more often silly shit #which i LOVE doing and i'll never stop making silly shit #but i wanna explore more of that tough side of cp77 too- the emotional shit v deals with p much daily #(cuz despite how i like to portray them devan has alotta sad drenched cat moments) #honestly PL gave me so much juice for that kinda thing n i got a few ideas still bouncin around in my head #so hopefully expect more of that from me this year #but also keep expecting the silly shit :)

[deus-ex-mona]

ice cream ✨always✨ makes everything better!!!!

#like today… i had a seriously horrible very bad day :( #so i went out to buy like $20 worth of ice cream and now both my wallet and heart feel lighter than before!!!!! #ok fr though i needa rant about my day here in the tags just to get it all off my chest in case i snap at the interns tomorrow lol #this morning one of the mfing titration machines kept giving wonky results >:( #so i just filled its stupid job queue thing with tons of repeats so that it could just run on its own while i did other things instead #then this intern came in and said ‘i’ll take care of these few machines!!!’ and yanked the probe out of the test solution… #all while the thing was still running ಠ‿ಠ and welp time wasted? time wasted. #and this other titration units kept giving invalid blank values for the entire day which sucked bc it was our best unit >:( #then this higher up lady checked the machine and found precipitates in the burette. yeah too bad she only found it like an hour before 5 ಠ‿ಠ #that machine worked properly after it was cleaned out though. as expected of our best unit~ #but while those 2 units were deceased there were 2 other units that were up and running #except this random maintenance guy halted one of the unit’s runs to do some pointless check and wasted good ol’ testing time for nothing >:( #all’s fine! we still had one unit!! :)))) right??? :)))) #…yeah no. while i was out submitting some results during the last hour of the workday the computer mfing restarted itself #i came back from the dude’s office to see the computer on the lock screen. ‘haha very funny who locked this?’ i thought as i keyed in the pw #oh *no* it restarted itself. while the units were mid-run. in other words the samples had to be re-keyed in、 #the then-currently running samples had to be reweighed，and i still don’t know who restarted the computer >:( #to top it all off，that intern from earlier kept wandering over to pat my back and ask ‘are you okay?’ #pls i literally hate human contact pls don’t touch me you’re making this worse ಥ‿ಥ #call me ungrateful but i was pretty close to snapping on her. sorry intern. you’re the capable intern too… #unlike that intern who dropped part of the equipment into the waste container while she was supposed to be washing it >:( #i hate titration soooooooo much :( i can’t wait to try out extra dangerous titration tomorrow :( #i get to play with acids this time i think? sounds like a recipe for disaster if you ask me— #anyway sorry if you read all that lmao. stay hydrated and eat tons of ice cream for a good time ok? #mona monday

[niishi]

don't zo/san in front of my salad (on my posts) thanks.. I believe in a thing called love (zo/lu)

#and san/lu #sanji isnt gay but hes gay for luffy #zoro is my soulmate my one true love that ill kill for #and yall write the most disrespectful things on my posts #no i dont want him to have hate crime bigotry relations with sanji #zoro deserves better #i truly hate zo/san so much bc of how the fans portray it #i don't want zoro to be in an edgy and toxic relationship #I want him to be happy and genuinely& openly loved by someone #i dont like to glorify unhealthy relationship stuff usually especially when it involves my fave #like do ur own thing i suoport and respect and care and validate #but im like... idc.... im not interested keep me out of it #ive only ever liked one zo/san fan made thing ever #bc it wasnt playing around like sanji hate criming zoro and having mean sex with him was hot and sexy #it addressed it as being a problem that he first had to grow from #anyways........ #im fine w talking about it if its with my friends and to be expected #but pls keep it off my tumblr posts 1000000% i dont want that shit in my notes #absolutely zero of my posts are about zo/san unless im criticizing it #and none of them are intended to be about zo/san #ever #HONESTLY #do whatever u want like i support your right #ill just block ppl #second offenders usually

[aemondtragaryen-archived]

having the worst day known to mankind so pls tell me something that has made you really happy recently.... or like any kind of happiness you want to share <3

#pls pls pls I am not doing well #tw rent in the tags!!! #I really thought I was doing well with my roommates #but my one pretty much told me in the kitchen how terrible she thinks I am #all because I sent a text to our group chat saying the dishwasher was dirty and we could put our dishes in their #because I was the one who did it. that is why I sent it. and there was a million dirty dishes in the sink #she said to me and I quote. I do not like being told to do thing #things* #I didn't even tell her to do them... I said I did them and that we could put our dishes in their that were dirty.... I dont get it #and we have pet rats and she told me I basically she does more than me in the house (she doesn't lol) #her reasoning was that she does the rat cage more than I do which is NOT okay because that to her is a shared responsibility #but doing the dishes is somehow not something that should be a shared responsibility ????? I cant explain it BC IT MAKES NO SENSE #she literally just got sooo aggressive and went on to say if the dishes dont get done in a few days that is okay. I have no reason to expect #expect her to help with the shared spaces being cleaned. it will get done when it getsdone #there is more but it is just the same level of entitledment #she was talking over me and calling me passive aggressive when I stood up for myself it gave me an anxiety attack #and she knows I have bad anxiety and I guess she saw my hand shaking from anxiety and said so condescendingly that SHE gets anxiety too #like im so ridiculous for having anxiety #I told her we should talk when my other roommate was home and she ignored that and told me it WOULD happen now. it was so disrespectful #idk im so upset also bc I have a really good day with my friend until I came home to her doing that #going to try and write fanfic to distract myself now ugh #if anyone actually read this and wants to voice how insane she is feel free lmao I am not okay rn

[liqhtenup]

okay wtf is robin hobb doing in the 2nd chapter of Assassin's Fate

like im just there trying to enjoy some fitz and the fool simple scenes AND SHE PUTS SOME MOLLY SEX SCENES THAT FITZ IS REMEMBERING

robin...

ROBIN I DONT WANNA HEAR ABT IT STOP

like babe we understood u wanted to stop ppl from shipping fitz and the fool together but WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT

as im seeing what the paragraph is gonna look like, im reading it super fast and forcing myself to forget the only two words i made my eyes see...

if anyone opens my book at this page, they'll see the paragraphs are crossed with pen

#pls tell me im not the only one who's shocked #robin really hates us fitz and the fool shippers... #and she's making us suffer really well #i wanna stop the book now . #sorry for that but i hate molly so much now i cannot stop myself from doing it #so... that's what reading assassins fate for the first time looks like #i know waayyy more painful things are coming #but this one touches a part of me that is expecting the feelings fitz could have for the fool to be greater #but she writes THAT #like yeah we got that they were married for years and were loving each other sm stop now #i think im gonna stop there and go read some skex fanfics of fitzloved #fitz and the fool #mel reads assassins fate #and wants to die at chapter 2 already #i hate u robin hobb i will never forgive u for that #assassin's fate #the fitz and the fool trilogy #rote #yes im writing this and im angry #and want to throw things #ty for being my therapy

[dex-starr]

Lenore castlevania definitely woke up something up in me bc women like that can just ruin me

#like I can do whatever really but if you’re in charge — be like that #like if I’m into you at that point just ruin me anyway I’ll probs let you #honestly that’s what I expected from my ex when she took charge now that I thought about it bc that was the style but like #girl had too much doubt but also I startle easy too to some things #unfortunately I got remnants of bad things in me but yeah #if I’m into a woman like I was you can just ruin me like Lenore castlevanis from time to time #shut up pls dex

[abyssembraced]

((...how is it always my h.ollow k.night stuff that manages to breach the containment of this blog lmao

actually no it's not just h.ollow k.night but rather stuff related to h.ornet specifically sgddgsg

Anyway. I said this on my Actual Kirby Blog but I'll say it here too! Magolor Epilogue mode in the RtDL remake?? 👀 👀 👀 👀 👀

#ooc #((the ghost trick remaster is also pretty cool!)) #((it's a game i've been curious about since i know it was made by the same guy who wrote the original ace attorney trilogy)) #((the xenoblade dlc was certainly interesting too! though i only actually know things from xc2. not 1 or 3)) #(and while i don't play it myself i know i've got multiple friends who are into splatoon! so i hope they're happy with that announcement :D #((the quick layton announcement was cool too! i've never played a pl game but i think i could see myself enjoying em. maybe someday)) #((i don't have fe engage yet and i don't usually buy fire emblem dlc so that announcement didn't mean *that* much for me)) #((but i still like how robin and chrom are together in one emblem)) #((they are in love do not separate them <3 )) #((camilla though. why)) #((like i get she's popular and all but just--- if you *have* to add another fates rep why wouldn't you do azura??)) #((she'd still be able to have the same gimmick as camilla since she can also use dragon veins)) #((now it's all uneven with a nohr rep but no hoshido one)) #((...just give me takumi and then we're good <3 /j)) #((though if it's also because camilla's a flying unit and they don't have a lot of those for emblems then i can accept that)) #((veronica is a surprise but not unwelcome! didn't expect to see a heroes character in a main series game)) #((but anyway yes. the kirby announcement was probably the highlight of the direct for me)) #((return to dream land is by far my favourite kirby game so i've already been excited for its remake)) #(( (maybe this time i'll actually have a shot at the true arena now that i won't have to play with a wiimote dhdhdhswh) )) #((and magolor is my second favourite kirby character! just behind meta knight but not by much)) #((so!! i'm VERY excited for this new mode. new mago-lore (hehe) for the egg and the gameplay gimmick with the levelling up seems fun too!!) #((makes buying the remake extra worth it :D ))

[goobiestar]

Jesus this is pressuring (tags) vvvv

#to the person who @ed cryptidclaw…. dont do that shit 💕 /nm #pls dont do that that is so pressuring i have to draw goose and dove now at lunch time 😭😭😭 #im also confused abt why u @ed them #i asked them like one thing but other than that who are they.. thank u tho💕💕 #im not mad im just reallly fucking sensitive rn when it comes to drawing #imma try to shit something out for the sake of it #but in the meantime dont @ people until my art starts coming back to me #ik u dont expect anything from me but thats still stressful its liKE AHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #STAWWP #goobie bites

[paimonial-rage]

Hey! Can I Have a request that after you have a Nightmare about them In your sleep you go to their dorm/room and ask if You can sleep with them and they can comfort you? With scara, kazuha, heizou, venti, and albedo seperately! Or choose between em all, thank you!

Sorry, I’m going to put up rules and info soon, but I will not be accepting requests like this. Requests that focus purely on fluff and romance are things I am not good at nor prefer to do. I understand that’s a bit backwards for running a genshin x reader blog, but pure feel good just isn’t fun for me. ;v;

#sorry anon #what’s difficult abt requests like these is that i know what content is expected from prompts like this #everything gets written so that the character is amazing at comfort and saying the right thing #they come across as infantilizing to me #if you want my take on this you are free to send it in again #but please only choose one character #and just know that what I write may not be the feel good content you are looking for #that being said #for a prompt like this i think someone like heizou or venti would be fun #maybe albedo too actually #scara would be terrible absolute trash at comfort and kazuha would just be boring to write LOL #actually hmm i could do all three of the possible ones #you can have 3 short ones or one long one #venti would be more feel good #heizou would be annoying #and albedo would be face palm inducing #pls send in one bc I actually kinda wanna do this now #i only ask you send in the request again so i know you know what you’re getting into

[exbeaut]

Cruel prince series?? Anyone??

#if yes can we discuss Holly black #bc I’m almost done book of night and like yes I have found myself reading the book in one day but #I feel like #I’m not reading it in one day bc it’s SO GOOD AND I CANT STOP #it’s more just like yeah it’s good it’s decent but if I didn’t love the cruel prince series I prob wouldn’t like it #just bc of having read cp series many times I’m used/can accept her ‘style’ of writing #and like by style I mean the annoying things about it like how she describe clothes they are wearing down to the brands #like I thought the cringed ass descriptions in cp of like Jude wearing converse and a star tshirt were due to the times like 2013?? or whate #but now in this brand new book she is describing her wearing the black tee and vans and I’m like?? do we need to do that #but like I’m used to/and expect that like cringe wattpad type descriptions LOL u know not wattpad but u know the vibe it’s like ifykyk #but anyway I’m not saying book of night is bad bc I do like it I’m enjoying the book and read like 2/3rds of it at work today #it’s good don’t get me wrong but it’s not like omg insane I can’t stop I’m addicted and need to know what happens #basically I’m not hyper fixated on it LOL #but anyway idk what I’m saying rn but it’s good?? but not like OMG GOOD GREAT AMAZING #anyway if anyone is feeling these things or has read/fixated on cp series talk to me about it pls #but also just want to state that I wasn’t like OMG I LOVE THIS SERIES with the cruel prince series like I read all three books in a day #like a day and a half idk it was like a weekend I had half off so like after 4pm Saturday until Sunday night #but then re reading it twice (??I think twice might be 3x tho)since the first time it’s like yes now I am obsessed and love cp series and #Jude and Cardan 😭😭😭😭 #but anyway what I’m saying is that I knew from the first time I read co the first Holly black book I had read that her writing was well... #something I had to adjust to and force myself to ignore the cringey aspects of it and it’s just like cringey in my POV u know like everyone #is different #but anyway I am rambling sm rn I make no sense but I’m just trying to make it clear I don’t dislike Holly or her writing but I’m just #admitting that her books that I consider favs of mine are considered it more bc I had fun and felt things while reading it and less bc of #like idk the intellectual quality of the prose of that makes sense